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The way she loves
By : Melene
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Disclaimer: I don�t own
Inuyasha and co. I also don�t own �If you could see� by Tonic. I am just
borrowing it. And if there is a group name Ritetemp. I don�t own them either. I
don�t really own anything. The banks do. I just borrow things.

A/N: Look to the not at
the bottom for why this is rated R

They way she loves me

Inuyasha looked out over
the room as he stooped to pick up his guitar. He stood off the stage and was
waiting for his turn at the mike. It was a new song and he hoped that the
people would like it, but he also hoped that two girls would catch the meaning
behind it. He watched as their friends were dragging in Kagome.

Sango and Miroku were at
her sides as they steered her to a table near the front of the packed place.
She didn�t seem to really want to be here. But he had told them the truth and
what he wanted to do to fix it. They were behind him all the way, they had told
him just what she had been like these last five months. And he regretted ever
doing that to her.

He looked back out and saw
that Kikyo was also present. She had opted for a table to the right side and
seemed to be alone. She was always alone, even when they were together. Except
for when Naraku called. She always had time for him. Inuyasha shook his head.
Wondering for the millionth time why he had hurt Kagome over a woman that
wasn�t even his. What a spell the wench had spun. But now was the time to make
a break and hopefully patch things up with Kagome.

The last performer left
the stage and the lights brightened slightly to allow the announcer to come up
to the front. �That was a very interesting song by Shin Yamada. Good luck in
your chances. Now I would like to introduce a returning competitor. Who after
last years failed attempt, wishes to try again. Please welcome, Inuyasha.�

There was applause from
the crowd and Inuyasha came out to stand in front of the stool. He saw the
surprised look on Kagome�s face and also that the sparkle was gone from her
eyes. Maybe he could bring it back. He adjusted the mike and then placed his
hands on his guitar. When the room quieted he began.

If you could only
see the way she loves me; then maybe you would understand.

Why I feel this way about our love, and what I must do.

If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says.

When she says she loves me.

Kagome looked up at him as
his voice slipped into the mike. Blue eyes? Oh, her eyes. Could he really be
sorry for the last few months? Last week he called her, wanting to talk. But
she refused to answer his call, and the ones after that. When he had broken it
off with her, then returned to his ex. He broke her; she became lost. He had
been everything to her.

She wanted nothing more
than to see him happy. But to see him choose the women that had broken the
trust he had in her was too much. So she distanced herself from him. True it
wasn�t like she would see him much anyways. But she stopped going to the club,
didn�t go to parties that Sango wanted her to go to. Just because she knew he
would be there with her. Her look alike, close enough they could pass for
twins. Their hair was the same shade though Kikyo�s was straighter. But while
she had blue eyes, Kikyo had brown, almost black eyes.

Did he regret choosing
her? Did he want another chance? Did he deserve it? Maybe, he never once rubbed
their brake up in her face. Didn�t flaunt Kikyo to her. Miroku said Inuyasha
was always asking about how she was, and if she needed anything.

Yes she needed something.
Someone. But he wasn�t there anymore. Or was he now? Was he leaving Kikyo? She
looked at Sango and Miroku. They nodded their heads. They knew something, or
they won�t have made her come. They have been by her side though all of this.
Agreed to leave her be on their club nights, even if they made a big fuss about
it. They tried to encourage her to come to parties. That maybe seeing each
other, Inuyasha and Kagome would patch their friendship. Kagome had refused to
listen.

But now the song he sang
was calling out to her heart. His golden eyes had lost their shine. His once
brilliant white hair was dull. He was but a shell of himself. Kikyo had done
this to him, and he had let her. Kagome wanted nothing more in the world then
to see that shine back.

Well you got your
reasons; and you got your lies.

And you got your manipulations; they cut me down to size.
Sayin� you love but
you don�t; you give your love but you won�t.

He knew two weeks ago that
Kikyo wasn�t what he wanted. She would lather him with love one minute and then
treat him like he wasn�t worth her time the next. Kagome never did that. She
fought with him, joked, and even prevented him from doing really stupid stuff.
Like fighting. His temper was never the best. But he never once raised his hand
to women.

Why did he go back to
Kikyo? What made him do such a thing, especially after that night? The night
she set him up so that Naraku�s goons could jump him, to pay him back for
putting Naraku in the hospital.

Naraku, the man was a
thorn in Inuyasha�s side since they first set eyes on each other. Naraku loved
to push Inuyasha�s buttons. From their freshman year in high school, to
following him to the university, always rubbing him wrong. Making his temper
explode. He would then sit back and smirked as the administrators took his word
of what happened, making Inuyasha spend time in detention and once expelled for
a week.

And there he was falling
for the wench all over again. She kept Naraku in the dark about their
relationship. Which at first was great. But as the weeks went by, he realized
that Kikyo was just using the both of them. Getting was she wanted from one and
then switching to the other. Man what a fool he was.

If you could only
see the way she loves me; then maybe you would understand.

Why I feel this way about our love, and what I must do.

If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says.

When she says she loves me.

His gaze was not on her.
He was looking off to the left. Who could he be looking at? She was here per
his request. And what is with the blue eyes. �He knows mine are brown, not
blue. Wait blue. It�s that girl. That girl that hogged him to herself, that
befriended him in middle school. The girl he thought about all the time. Why
her? She was nothing. A nobody.�

Kikyo fumed at her side of
the stage. Just wait till she got him home. He was so going to hear about this.
He belonged to her, no that girl.

Seems the road less
traveled; show's happiness unraveled.

And you got to take a little dirt, to keep what you love.

That's what you gotta do.

His love was great to
feel. It lit her life and made dreams seem real. But then Naraku could provide
for those dreams. All he wanted was her complete loyalty. She had proven that.
She had sent those goons to Inuyasha. Who would have known that he could handle
that many men? Still, he was punished for the damage to Naraku. And now she had
the best of both worlds, Inuyasha�s love and Naraku�s attention.

But what was Inuyasha
doing now? He couldn�t possibly be thinking of leaving her. Sure he had been
gone for a mouth now, probably to spend time on this song and to spend time
with his friends. She hadn�t really missed him. She had spent that time wisely.
Buttering up to Naraku. Soon, she will be the loving wife of one of the riches
men in Japan, and have the best love affair of all time.

She smiled up at Inuyasha,
as he looked her way. Yes, he would make being that man�s wife worthwhile. She
would have every thing she wanted.

Sayin' you love but
you don't; you give your love but you won�t.
You're stretching
out your arms to something that's just not there.

Sayin' you love where you stand; give your heart when you can.

�Hmm, she smiled. Does she
not know what I am trying to tell her?� Inuyasha continued on with the song,
and tried his best to show Kikyo that he didn�t want to be hers anymore. That
he woke up to her life and saw nothing but being second to her.

�Oh, Kagome, what a fool I
am. Please take me back. You were the best thing to ever happen to me.�

If you could only
see the way she loves me; then maybe you would understand.

Why I feel this way about our love, and what I must do.

If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says.
When she says she
loves me.

�He�s really hurting. Why
did he do this? Why did he run from me? All I wanted was for us to be happy.
But now look at us. We are miserable. All because of nerves and pride.�

She remembered when he had
moved out and said that he thought they should take some time off. Spend some
time away from each other. Why? She was never told. But she felt that he had
found her lacking in some way.

Sayin' you love but
you don't; you give your love but you won't.

Sayin' you love where you stand; give your heart when you can.

�Will you see him, Kagome?
He asked us to tell you he will be in the back and wanted to see you.� Miroku
said.

�What does he want?�
Kagome asked, still not sure about coming. Even with him pouring his heart out
there on the stage.

�He said he made a
mistake, that he should never have moved out. That he was a fool to believe
that Kikyo was different.� Sango said. �I believe him. You should have seen
him, Kagome. He was a wreck when he showed up. After a few days, he perked up,
but nothing like he was. She did some thing to him.�

�I know; I see it. She
used him. Drained him of his life. I�ll see him. Maybe there is some thing
there left for me to save. At least I�ll have my friend back, if nothing else.�
She looked up at him as he finished the song and nodded her head. Yes, she will
help him. It�s just not her way to turn away someone that is close to her
heart. �Even if we can�t go back to what we were, I�ll still have him in my
life. I need him.�

If you could only
see the way she loves me; then maybe you would understand.

Why I feel this way about our love, and what I must do.

If you could only see how blue her eyes can be when she says.

When she says she loves me.

Kikyo stood before he
finished and rushed to the back. She stood off to the side, out of the way of
the workers and waited for him to come back. Shortly he stepped off the stage
and walked to his case. She walked up to him and stood off to his side.

�That was a nice song. Are
you coming home now?�

�Kikyo, didn�t you even
listen to the song. I am not going coming back with you. I have decided to
leave you to Naraku. His what you ultimately want. His is your ticket to the
life you want.�

�You are mine, Inuyasha. I
don�t know what you see in that girl. But she is not good enough for you. I
have giving you my home and my bed. I own you.�

�You don�t own anyone.� A
soft voice came from behind Inuyasha. �Especially my friend. He is his own
person. Not a possession. Leave him Kikyo. Leave now.�

�You, I would like to see
what you could offer him, that he can�t get from me.�

�Friendship with no
attachments. Someone to help him when his down, when the world has be cruel,
someone to lift the depression. A friend. Yes, that is simple, but also the
most anyone could ever hope for. I hope you someday find such a friend.�

�I�ll go, but I am sure
that Inuyasha will come back to me. I have all the time in the world. Bye,
Inuyasha. Enjoy your little tryst. I will be at the same place when you are
done. Call me.�

�I won�t Kikyo, I think I
am better off where I am. Thanks.� Kikyo sniffed at him and the others that
were back behind him. She turned away, but not before Kagome said one last thing
to her.

�Oh, Kikyo. I suggest not
telling Naraku about your little ploy with Inuyasha. I am sure that he will not
take it kindly. Also if Naraku�s goons or anyone that looks like they work for
him or you, come near Inuyasha or me. You will be the one to suffer.�

�Is that a threat?�

�It a warning. But you can
take it as you wish. Just take the advice. You wouldn�t like the outcome.�
Kikyo�s back stiffed as she made her way out. She will go to Naraku and immerse
herself in the life he could provide. Perhaps she could find a replacement for
Inuyasha. He isn�t the only puppy out there.

O.o.O.o.O.o.O.o

�Did you mean what you
told her, Kagome?� Inuyasha said as he turned to look at her.

�Yes, I did.� Kagome
stepped up closer to him. �I meant every work.� She reached up and brushed his
hair from his eyes.

�Even after all that I
did?�

�I will be honest. When
you left, it hurt. And when I heard that you had gone back to her. It killed
me.� He whimpered softly, turning into her hand that still cupped his face.
�But when I heard you sing your song. I heard your soul, and saw your pain. Why
Inuyasha? Why did you do this?�

�I was afraid. Afraid that
what you offered me then was not real. Oh I saw it was true in your eyes. But
still, the fear was there. There is nothing I can say to explain why I went to
her. She kind of slipped in and made a place for herself again. I am so sorry.
More sorry then you could possibly understand.� He placed his own hand on her
cheek and felt the softness of her skin.

�I think I can a little.
Where you staying?� Kagome changed the subject. The lines they were treading on
were for better places then this.

�Right now, no where. I
was at Miroku�s. But he said that Sango and him wanted time to their selves. So
that leaves a hotel room.�

�Or your old room?�

�You sure?� She nodded.

�If you want it, it�s
still there. Besides, I need your rent. My savings isn�t going to pay the rent
anymore.� He nodded to her then just looked over at their friends. �Thanks
guys. I owe you big.�

�You owe us more then
that. But I will wipe the slat clean if you fix this problem. I miss my
carefree friends.� Miroku said. Sango nodded in agreement.

�I think we can try to do
that.� Kagome said dropping her hand from his face and griping his arm.

�Hey, Inuyasha. You�re
wanted on the stage.� The announcer said.

�What?�

�I said you�re wanted on
the stage, so come on.� He walked back up the steps and then waved at Inuyasha.

�Go on, you deserve this,
that song is great.� Kagome said as she pushed him to start him moving.

�You�ll still be here?�
She nodded reassuringly at him. He turned around and went to the announcer.

�Stand here and wait for
my call. Good luck to you.� The guy said and then he stepped out to the center
of the stage. �Thanks to all the wonderful talent that showed up today.
Unfortunately, the record company will only take one winner. And with the
audience being of two minds, we will have to do an applause rating to finalize
our winner. The tie was between Inuyasha with his song �the way she love me�
and Ritetemp with their song �Caution�. So I am going to ask them all to come
up on stage here. Now lets see who will be the luck ones. Please make you
applause loud and our judges, here in the center, will gauge it and we will get
our winner.�

He paused and waited for
the crowd to quiet down. �Now on the count of three. And only then, we want to
hear what you thought about Inuyasha. One, two, three.�

There was complete uproar
in the house. The noise level was extreme. Still, not everyone was making a
sound. �Now, again at the count of three. Ritetemp. One, two, three.� Again the
house was stuck with a deadening roar. �Judges?� They shook their heads. �Well,
it seems that wasn�t quite effective. Now once again, be loud and you can only
vote once.� By now Kagome and her friends had move out to the front. Maybe
their voices could tip the scale.

�For Inuyasha, one, two,
three.� Kagome joined her friends and the other supporters in an all out shout.
�Okay, that was better. Now for Ritetemp, one two, three.� A loud roar again
shook the place. �Judges?� They nodded. Then stepped over to the side to tell
him. The announcer stood up from talking to him and then moved back to the
center.

�I would like to introduce
the winner of recording chance. Would Inuyasha please step up and except?� He
was floored. No, not floored. More like shoot to the stars. His heart bounded
in his chest. He had won. He had actually won. He stepped up to the center and
the loudest roar yet, shook the very supports of the club. He looked out and
saw the widest smile on Kagome�s face. And couldn�t help but return it.

Now was the time to start
anew. He had her back. And he wasn�t going to loose his second chance. He
belonged to her. She was his beloved. And he was going to make songs of her.

O.o.O.o.O.o.O.o.

Hope that alleviates those
of you desperate for updates. Sorry about that. I am trying to hammer out the
next chapter in A Hanyou�s Love, but writers block and this one shot kind of
stepped in the way. But I am working on it. Also Mystic Miko is also being
hammered on.

Notice on Chapter two:

I have an idea, and it
includes a lemon. But for Fan Fiction it will be a lime, hence the rating of
this chapter. But for media miner there will be a full lemon. It will be my
first, so please be kind. I am not going to say when that will show up, but
most likely soon.
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The way she loves