Color My Eyes Red | By : XxSangoxX Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > InuYasha/Kagome Views: 2793 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Color My Eyes Red.
I suggest strongly that you read while listening
to this song. by Juliet Simms … .
This is as quiet as it gets hush down now go to sleep
we were once perfect
me and you will never leave this room
There was a bend ahead;
he could just make it out as he ran. He
was running from her… from everything that he couldn’t have, he wasn’t supposed
to love her. There was far too much that
went into it, and he just didn’t have that kind of courage… did he? He fought countless demons, he suffered
immensely just to survive; Love however, was a different matter.
Unknown
to him, she mused over the same ponderings day in and day out.
There
was a rustling in the bushes behind the hanyou as the wind calmed. Turning his head, his eyes narrowed at his
surroundings. As he smelled the air, he
found it; her scent lingering strongly near.
“I
know you’re there Kagome… why don’t you just sit me and get it over with
already.” His voice was filled with
sarcasm. Another rustle in the small
bush in front of him produced the petite priestess. Her eyes were downcast, sad and her voice
monotone and quiet.
“Why
would I sit you when you were right?” He
was dumbfounded. He was right? What the hell? Slowly, her head rose and her eyes met with his own confused glare. “Inuyasha, you were right about
everything. I use the spell against you…
I use it when I don’t have to just to avoid you; to avoid my own feelings. I guess, as happy as I seem… I’m really
not. Inuyasha, see… in my time, I’m not
exactly thought of as very pretty. Sure,
Hojo likes me but he pretty much just feels pity for me because he thinks I’m
always sick. I am just a plain Jane I
suppose, and I guess when I realized that I looked like Kikyo and saw how
highly you thought of her… I hoped… I hoped that… that you might think that I
was good enough for your love too.” Her
tears crept down her face; Inuyasha just stood there... again in a state of
shock at her words.
“Stupid girl.” He muttered quietly under his breath, causing
her tears to fall harder; her head snapped up and she glared coldly at the
pathetic looking hanyou before her.
“Ex…
ex… excuse me, Inuyasha? What did you just say? I’m stupid now am I?” She turned quickly and started to run from
him, but not before her wrist was caught in his hand. He spun her to face him and held her
close. She stood there frozen and stiff
as he let his own tears start to fall.
“That
is not what I meant and you know it. You
have it all wrong. I do… care.
More than you could ever know, Kagome.
And you aren’t plain.” His voice
became a whisper as he pulled away and brought his hand under her chin; causing
her to look up into his tear filled eyes.
“You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen.” She was in shock, what about Kikyo? She wanted to mutter, but her voice found no
sound. Taking an opportunity he kissed
her.
This is the calming before the storm
We’ve been here like before
this absolution is always incomplete
its always bittersweet
Melting into his embrace, Kagome
became lost. All of her senses seemed to
shut down, her body running on its own desires for the man whom held her to
him. The kiss deepened, becoming so much
more than she could have ever imagined it.
This was nothing like their first kiss in the castle beyond the looking
glass, no; this was much more. She
couldn’t help but break away when she started to taste tears that did not
belong to her. Looking into Inuyasha’s
eyes, there was a whole onset of emotions swirling within them,
it was hard to pull them apart. There
was however one thing that could not be denied; the need that she could feel
radiating from his body… his touch.
“Kagome,
I … I couldn’t be near you earlier, I didn’t mean any of what I said but… I
didn’t want to do something that I would have regretted.” She took on a scowl and just stared at him,
hands dangling lifelessly at her sides as he continued to talk. “You see, nothing ever works for me, and I
didn’t want to do something that you would eventually hate me for, I thought if
I made you mad enough, you would leave and never come back; that way, I
wouldn’t have to watch you die, or do something that would make you want
to.” She was confused, that much he
could tell. Finally, she seemed to snap
out of her trance and find her voice.
“I…
I understand but, you don’t make any sense at the same time, what do you mean
by doing something that you would
regret and could make me want to die?”
He looked away from her almost ashamed.
He seemed so feeble and out of it, she didn’t quite know what to say, or
what was going through his mind. Slowly,
she walked up to him and placed her hand on his shoulder. “Ih… Inuyasha?” Her voice seemed so small.
“Huh.” He replied sheepishly.
“I…
I love you.” She whispered, he thought
his heart would break at her words.
“No…
no you don’t, Kagome. You only think you
do.” He turned to face her once again
pushing her hand from his shoulder. She
looked as if someone had just hit her in the stomach with a dagger;
reluctantly, he walked away. Alone,
Kagome gripped her heart and clenched her eyes shut as she fell to her
knees. Her cry was pained and echoed
through the woods; reaching Inuyasha’s ears.
He tried, he knew he had lied, but he tried… and somehow he managed to
keep his distance from going back to her for about five minutes, he couldn’t
let her think he hated her; he made his way back to the forest in which he had
left her. However, when he got there…
she was already gone… he followed her scent, surprised that it lead deeper into
the wood; not to the well.
Hush you color my eyes red your loves not live
its dead
this letters written itself inside out again
when rivers turn to roads and lovers become trends...
H H H Hush this is where it ends
Kagome,
walked slowly to the edge of the water and pulled out a mirror; staring
intently and numb into the reflection that gazed back at her, she cursed at her
red and puffy eyes; her face cold. The
water was a good 20 feet below her.
Stealing the note she had hidden away in her bra, she kissed it and laid
it on the rock at her feet.
“I love you, Inuyasha” she whispered to
the bitter, empty air. Kagome could
almost feel his eyes on her, but she knew that it was only a part of her
imagination. She wiped her tears and
closed her eyes. Slowly, she felt
herself falling…. But she opened them when she realized suddenly; she hadn’t
hit the water. No. Instead it felt as if she were flying;
soaring through the air. Looking up, she saw his face; it was concentrated and
full of worry and fear. His grip was
tight, as if he were terrified of letting her go. She wanted to smile inside, but she knew that
he didn’t love her. She knew that he
just didn’t want to fail at protecting yet another person. Her emotions were on overload; she fell into
blackness.
I wont make a sound so you don't wake
don't wake
don't wake
you don't wake
you don't wake
He watched her sleep, almost
peacefully and angelic. As quiet as he
could, he placed his Haori over her shivering body. Placing a kiss on her cheek, he whispered in
her ear;
“I’m
sorry Kagome, but… I lied to you. It
isn’t true, not a word of the terrible things I said… I need you… I love you…I
know you love me… I …”
she opened her eyes
and brought her hand to his face.
“You what, Inuyasha?” Her voice was thick with unshed tears. He gripped her shoulders and looked deeply
into her eyes.
“I want to … I want to love you,
even if you regret it… I want to. When I
saw you jump, I flipped out, I thought I would die… I
realized that if I didn’t do something about all this shit I feel inside for
you, then I would be making a bigger mistake.”
He released his grip only to find her clinging to his waist.
“You sure you are ready for that,
Inuyasha?” Her eyes looked up, scanning
his amber orbs in curiosity.
“Are you…?” He spoke quietly, shaky, and looking
unsure. She simply nodded, bringing her
hands to his face once more to pull his lips to hers. Her hands traveled slowly down his back as
Inuyasha placed his tighter around her waist.
Her mind was racing as he lifted her into his arms and ran. Into the forest, into his woods; to a special
place. Softly, he placed her on the
ground before him.
“Where are we?” She asked almost timidly. He looked away again, turning his back to
her. She sighed. “Have you, changed your mind… In… Inuyasha?” A soft growl came from his throat and his
head bowed.
“No.” Was his simple reply.
“Oh…” she looked down in a whisper. “Well…
then uh…” When she looked up, she didn’t get the chance to finish her words. He was right there, his arms around her waist. Breathing heavily, she looked into his
eyes. They held such lust, love, passion…
his leer was enticing.
Hush you color my eyes red your loves not live its dead
this letters written itself inside out again
when rivers turn to roads and lovers
become trends...
H H H Hush this is where it
ends
you color my eyes red
your loves not live its dead
this letters written itself inside out again
when rivers turn to roads and lovers
become trends
H H H Hush this is where it
ends
Inuyasha hadn’t wasted anytime at all conveying what it was
that he had wanted, by pinning her up against the tree and roughly kissing her,
grinding his hips against the motion of her own.. His hands rubbed up her thighs pushing her
skirt to her sides he fumbled for the side zipper that held it to her waist. Finally, he had been able to unzip the green
plaid garment and send it to a puddle of nothing on the forest ground. He had pressed her against the tree harder,
never breaking his kisses for more than a second. His lips moved from her mouth down her chin,
her neck. Biting the buttons of her shirt until it was no longer being held
against her skin. While he did this, She
had blindly reached for his Haori, his under-kimono, Hakama; struggling with
them until he stood in front of her complementing her naked body with his own. As their passions rose, rain began to fall
heavily. Laughing, Kagome grabbed Inuyasha’s
face and rested their foreheads together.
“Let’s not do this here… I’ve… I’ve never…” He silenced her
with his finger on her lips and grabbed her hand and their clothing wrapping
her in his Haori and leading her to a cave beside the tree. Inside, there was a futon… and a fire lit in
the middle. It was warm and inviting,
dry and comfortable. She looked around
the room and sighed. “You planned this
didn’t you?” She was quite amused, he
could tell and a smirk graced his features.
“It was a just in case, I hoped… but, at the same time… I
didn’t quite know if… if you would …”
Kagome burst into a fit of laughter.
Inuyasha’s gape was of confusion.
“I’m sorry Inuyasha, I only wonder, what if … what if I had
gone home.” Her face became serious.
“I would have gone after you, or… or I would
have slept here… alone.” His whole body
went slack for a moment before he cleared his throat and lifted Kagome’s head
with his hand. “But, I’m not going to
have to sleep here alone am I.”
“No. I’m here… tonight
is ours… I’m yours.” Her voice was deep.
“No, I am yours…
you’ve had me in your grasp since day one and you know it wench, but um… I
should warn you, this would be forever for us… do you want me forever?” His demeanor was confusing.
“Inuyasha, I need
you forever. Do… do you mean it? You want me to be your mate?” As she finished his body seemed to jump with delight.
Coming behind her, his
hands gripped her waist again and he kissed the back of her neck. She shivered slightly at his touch and the
feel of his Haori falling to the ground.
Gently, he laid her upon the futon kissing her body and leaving a trail
of fire every spot his lips touched.
“I do… I … I love you.”
“I’m glad… Inuyasha, because I love you, and I want to love
you …forever” Her legs wrapped around him; pulling him closer. He hesitated at first, slowly bringing
himself within her. When he reached her
resistance, he closed his eyes tightly and pushed. Her cry of pain almost killed him; his eyes
flew open and his hands to her face. She
looked as if she were deep in concentration, her breathing was labored.
“Ka…Kagome, are... are you alright?”
his voice was stressed as she opened her eyes and looked at him tenderly.
“I’m… I’ll be fine, I just… I just need a minute… okay?” She drew in a breath, relaxing a bit when he
started to kiss away her stray tears.
“Just… just tell me when you’re ready…” Inuyasha tried his
hardest not to move, she just felt so good clenching him, pulling him closer. After a few moments, he finally felt her
squirming beneath him.
“It’s okay now…” she whispered, lightly kissing his cheek. Carefully, he started to thrust himself
within her, causing the cutest noises… most enticing sounds, to escape the
beauty below him. Suddenly, something
dawned on him and he stopped moving. She
let out a mewl of disappointment and held her hands on
his shoulders. “Ih… Inuyasha, what is
it?”
“Um, well… are you sure… this … this is forever…” He was greeted by her smile.
“I know, are… are you having second thoughts or something?”
She looked a little worried as her smile fell into a frown. Gently, he kissed her nose.
“Never…” he said confidently, starting to move within her
again. This time, her moans became
considerably louder and more frequent as he brought her to the edge and
back. The effect her body and sounds
were having on him drove him crazier than he had ever been. Their bodies entwined, moving with each other
thriving off of each wave of pleasure the friction created. This is
real. Kagome mused. We are one. Suddenly, she cried out as her final orgasm
overtook her and he spilled his seed; clamping his teeth into her
collarbone. The intensity caused her to
cling to him, sinking her own dull teeth into his shoulder just to find some
sort of control. Finally she felt him
collapse; bringing her tightly to his side, her head on his chest.
“I love you.” She
whispered softly as she started to drift into a peaceful sleep. Carefully, Inuyasha reached for his Haori and
covered the both of them, holding her closer.
“Thank you, Kagome.” He replied, falling into an equally if
not more tranquil slumber. Little did he
know, she was planning to leave him forever. Opening her eyes, she realized he was asleep;
so beautiful and happy, she couldn’t stop the sad smile from gracing her
lips.
This is where it ends.
TO BE CONTINUED? Hmmm should I?
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