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Here I am	By : kirarakat55 Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > InuYasha/Kagome Views: 3309 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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- 1-Here I am
- 1
Inuyasha sulked through the dim forest, lost in his thoughts. The trees could not give him the comfort they used too. Before, he could leap from tree to tree feeling free. Free from hurt, pain and the all too familiar loneliness. However, tonight he was sad and the trees seemed to sag with the weight of his sorrow, not even the breeze seemed to move the heavy branches of sorrow that clung to him. Now he was lost. Everything seemed unfamiliar to him even the well that he happened upon.

�That is her portal, to her time away from me and all the hurt I bestow upon her,� Inuyasha thought as a lump formed in his throat. He could not believe she was gone. She left him swearing never to return. Even though Miroku and Sango tried to comfort him, there was no comfort that would lift his heart. He could not talk to them without seeing Kagome. After all she was the reason they were all together. They were all after their formidable foe Naraku, and once he was defeated, Inuyasha was going to become a full demon-no matter the consequences. �That�s why she was so mad. She did not want me to become a full demon. She wanted me to stay as I was and be with her. However, that was something I was not willing to do. I have never wanted anything more in my life than to be full blooded. All I wanted was to be accepted for what I was.� Inuyasha thought sitting on the lip of the well. He had thought about chasing after her but decided that would cause more harm than good. Therefore, he sat there thinking of the past.

He knew he could never forget the beautiful woman that woke him, the woman that was by his side through all their journeys and never really questioned his motives. �She accepted me for me. Why do I always have to ruin the good things that come in my life? I know my heart yearns for her but my stubborn side will not let me give in. I know what I must do but to do that you have to have courage, and I am nothing but a coward. I can�t even put aside something that will cause nothing but pain to be with the woman I love. Why couldn�t I see that before?� Inuyasha berated himself until he could no longer hold his eyes open. However, sleep is the last thing he wanted without her here to protect; he no longer cared about his needs. Finally giving in to the sleep that invaded him, Inuyasha headed back to his friends and fell into a troubled sleep.

Inuyasha woke the next morning to find concerned eyes boring through his very being. He knew they were worried about him, they have never seen him so despondent. The once headstrong hanyou had become a hopeless coward. He could also see in their eyes disappointment, they wanted Kagome to stay here with them. Every time they thought she was happy with them Inuyasha always did something stupid to screw it up.

�What do they want from me?� Inuyasha thought knowing what they wanted.

�Look guys I know you miss her, hell I miss her but she made it painfully clear she was done with me. If I were to go after her it would only end in more heartache,� Inuyasha mused he wanted her back more than they could ever know.

�Inuyasha I think you are wrong. Kagome loves you and would do anything to be near you again. I could almost guarantee she feels the same way you do,� Miroku said trying to get through to the dejected hanyou.

�Inuyasha I bet she is sitting by the well hoping praying you will come for her like you did so many times in the past. Go to her Inuyasha tell her how you feel,� Sango demanded.

�I can�t,� Inuyasha sighed.

�Why can�t you? I know you have a hard time apologizing but I believe if you went to her she would accept you-forgive you,� Miroku said standing up, �We are heading to Kaede�s village, so you will have little bit of a walk to think things over Inuyasha, and I trust you will do the right thing.�

Following his comrades lead he walked behind the now incomplete group. He could not raise his head so he stared at the ground as they made their way to the well-known village. Trying to process everything Sango and Miroku told him he was lost in thought. finally clearing his mind Inuyasha realized they had stopped walking when they reached the well.

�Inuyasha it is now or never. You now know what you need to do I hope, so why not act on it before you lose confidence,� Miroku pressed as he and Sango left him there by the well.

�C�mon you know you can do this, you have so many times before,� Inuyasha reassured himself, �Ah who am I kidding? All she is going to do is yell at me and tell me to leave or worse�� Inuyasha closed his eyes not wanting to remember the little word she used to subjugate him.

Fighting back tears of sadness Inuyasha sat upon the well lip as he did the night before. He never knew this could be so hard. He kept telling himself love was overrated and all it does is set you up to be hurt. Nevertheless, he knew he had to try, she had to know how he really felt. That was it he was going through her time to confess everything to her.

Inuyasha never seen his friends watching from the brush, and even if he seen them he decided it was time to lay this to rest.

Climbing out of the well into her time, a time of strange contraptions and smells his heart skipped a beat before pounding so hard he thought it would leap from his chest. Once again, the coward in him took over and almost caused him to return to his time to live the rest of his days alone. Fighting the urge to run he pushed open the well house doors to walk among her time.

~~~*♥*~~~

Mindlessly tapping her pencil on her desk, Kagome�s thoughts once again wandered to the past. �How could he? I begged him to stay a half demon, I even told him I loved him the way he was.� Kagome thought knowing Inuyasha was now a dream. She had hoped she would wake up this morning and it all be a dream, unfortunately that was not the case. She opened her eyes to the birds singing their wake up call, not really in the chipper mood she once was, Kagome idly got out of bed and headed to take a shower. She had to return to everyday tasks in order to get her mind off him, and she thought school was the best medicine. That however, proved to be just the opposite.

�Kagome? Kagome? Are you okay?� Eri asked her forlorn friend.

Kagome�s eyes cleared and she saw her friends Ayumi, Yuka and Eri watching her with worrisome eyes. �Um� yeah I�m fine,� Kagome responded still in her daze. She could not get him off her mind and school was helping, as she wanted it to.

Her friends were not convinced, they had known her since grade school and had never seen her so unhappy.
�C�mon Kagome you know you can talk to us,� Ayumi pressed she was the only one Kagome could really open up to. However, this time she could not-did not- want to talk about it. �They would never understand. I can�t exactly tell them the man I love is a hanyou, and that my love is not enough to keep him the way he is. No matter how much I beg he wants to be a full fledged demon,� Kagome let out a troubled sigh. She knew she could not hide this forever but for now, it was her secret.

When the bell rang, Kagome grabbed her backpack and ran out of the door to avoid any more questions from her friends. As she ran, Kagome could feel their eyes bore through her back. Finally, out of the class and far enough away from her friends Kagome stopped to catch her breath. �Damn you Inuyasha why do you do this to me?� Kagome thought heading to her locker. She was not going to be in this state of mind forever, but until she could get out of this rut, she had to avoid her friends.

After unloading her books, Kagome left the school to head home. Walking aimlessly down the street she could feel the pain welling up inside her again. The walk home seemed to take forever; the roads she walked so many times seemed to lead nowhere. It was as if they dead-end into heartache and loneliness. However, it was the sadness that enveloped her. Finally, reaching her destination Kagome started to ascend the stairs that led to the shrine.

~~~*♥*~~~
Inuyasha could smell his beloved as she climbed the stairs, not ready to go to her Inuyasha jumped onto on to the Goshinboku branches and watched her appear. Gods she was beautiful, even with her russet eyes lost in thought and her perfect lips pursed with sadness. He wanted to hold her comfort her and tell her he loved her, but scared of rejection he stayed in the high branches watching her. Her toned legs gracefully carrying her petite frame away from the stairs, her raven hair blowing lightly in the breeze, he could not pull his eyes off her retreating form.

As the last light twinkled out, Inuyasha silently went to Kagome�s window. How he missed watching her sleep. Doing what he knew to do Inuyasha stayed at her window to protect her until he fell asleep.

Waking to the sun reaching over the horizon, Inuyasha glanced into her room and saw she was still sleeping. He thought about going in and being the first person she saw when she woke, but ultimately decided now was not the time, �I will talk to her when she comes home this afternoon,� Inuyasha thought perching back in the Goshinboku tree out of site.

As the day went by Inuyasha found himself pacing the shrine yards. Totally oblivious to the smell that blew by him in the gentle breeze.

�Why Inuyasha dear what are you doing here?� Momma Higurashi asked.

Inuyasha blushed. He did not expect to be seen by anyone until he talked to Kagome, �Uh� um�� Inuyasha stammered, he knew Kagome told them what had happened and he was actually surprised they were not angered by it, �I wanted to talk to Kagome.�

�I knew things would work out. You just have to follow your heart Inuyasha, and you will never grow stronger if you always run from your feelings.� Momma Higurashi mused.

For once, he took the advice someone gave him. He was going to follow his heart in this and nothing more, and his heart was yearning for Kagome. He watched Kagome�s mom walk into the house when he caught a familiar scent. �Shit she is here!� Inuyasha yelled inside,
�It�s now or never.�

Like yesterday, Kagome ascended the steps in a saddened trance, but this time Inuyasha did not run, he stayed at the head of the stairs waiting for her to notice him.

Kagome raised her head just to watch were she was going when she saw a familiar shape looming above her. �Now what does he want?� Kagome thought reaching the final step. She could see sadness in his eyes as she stopped to face him.

Here I am - this is me
There's nowhere else on earth I'd rather be

Kagome could feel her breath catch as she peered into Inuyasha�s eyes. For the first time she saw his love for her. However not to be the first to apologize Kagome just stared. She knew her features were rigid and downright cold but he deserved it. It was his fault she left and they had to do this now.

Here I am - it's just me and you
And tonight we make our dreams come true

Inuyasha smiled a weak smile, he knew she was still mad but he had to hold her. Closing the gap between them, Inuyasha wrapped his arms around Kagome and held her tight to his chest. �Kagome please forgive me, I was wrong. I want you to stay with me forever and I am willing to do anything I can to prove it to you.�

Kagome could not speak; she was lost in his embrace. She had longed to hear his gruff voice in her ears, his muscular arms around her. Finding her voice, �Inuyasha I am sorry too, I should never ask you to do something you don�t want to do. I just want you to know that I meant what I said about loving you just the way you are. To me you are perfect, but if you do want to be a full youkai I will not stand in your way.�

�Kagome I have thought long and hard about this, as much as I want to be a full youkai, I want to be with you more.� Inuyasha said tilting her chin up and placing his lips on hers for a sweet passionate kiss.

Inuyasha nibbled and licked her bottom lip begging for entrance; finally she parted her lips and allowed him to explore her warm cavern. He could taste her and for the first time he knew he really loved her.

Kagome�s tongue dueled for entrance in his mouth; she wanted to taste him as he tasted her. Thrusting her tongue in his mouth, she found a hunger for more. She placed her hand on the back of his head and pulled him closer deepening the kiss, as Inuyasha�s hands roamed through her hair and down her back.

Kagome broke the kiss panting, she stared lovingly in Inuyasha�s eyes, �I love you, Inuyasha,� she declared. The pain that once taken up residence in her gut, finally dissipated causing her to shudder in relief.

It's a new world - it's a new start
It's alive with the beating of young hearts

�I love you too, Kagome.�

Taking his hand Kagome led him into the house ready to face the prying eyes that were spying on them. Inuyasha was blushing as they entered the house and found her family smiling at them, as if they knew what had happened. Not realizing they had spied on them Inuyasha sat at the table beside Kagome and pulled her hand into his lap. Not caring what they saw or did not see he was just happy to be in Kagome�s arms.

�So did you two make up?� Souta asked.
Inuyasha just looked to his lap, he did not know how to answer Kagome�s inquisitive brother. He hoped she had everything planned.

�Souta that is none of you business,� Kagome retorted. She knew they seen the passionate kiss the two shared, however she was not going to divulge into her affairs. They knew her and Inuyasha would be together forever so there was really no reason to answer his question.

�Your sister is right Souta, just be happy for them okay?� Her mom stepped in.

�Thank you mom,� Kagome breathed a sigh of relief her mom always comes to the rescue with her nosy little brother.

As they ate dinner, Inuyasha avoided all the looks he was receiving from Kagome�s family. He knew her grandfather did not approve, however, he also knew he grandfather loved Kagome and just wanted her to be happy.

After dinner Kagome and Inuyasha retired to her room, they were exhausted from the weeks of torment they had to endure. Inuyasha lay on her bed with his back against the wall as Kagome curled up next to him. He wrapped his arms around her and pulled her close before they both drifted off into a peaceful sleep.

~~~*♥*~~~
Inuyasha woke to find Kagome still wrapped in his arms sleeping peacefully. He inhaled her intoxicating scent and kissed her head. He loved the feel of her next to him, now he would never have to sleep alone again. Kagome opened her eyes to the warm sunshine on her face and the warmth of her love behind her.

Turning to face Inuyasha Kagome smiled when she saw he was watching her, �Good morning, handsome,� Kagome cooed pressing her lips to his, �How did you sleep?�

�Mmm� Morning beautiful,� Inuyasha responded when she pulled her sweet lips off his, �Amazingly, it was the best sleep I have ever had.� He smiled at her pulling her into another passionate kiss.

�Are you ready to go back,� Kagome asked.

�Only if you are?�

�Let�s go I miss the others and we might be able to get some alone time,� Kagome winked hoping he would catch her obvious hint.

It's a new day - it's a new planI've been waiting for you
Here I am

Saying goodbye to her family Kagome and Inuyasha jumped through the well, back to his time to live a life together.

�Inuyasha, thank you.�

�Yeah, for what?�

�For coming back, you have no idea how much I missed you or how much it pained me to think I would never see you again.�

�Oi, do you think I would actually let you go that easy?� Inuyasha smiled pulling her to his chest.

Kagome leaned up to kiss him sweetly on the lips to assure him that she was his and no one else�s.

�Kagome! Inuyasha! You�re back!� Sango cried. She and Miroku had been waiting nearby for the two to return. They knew it would not take them long to make amends and move forward. However, what they saw they really did not expect.

�Inuyasha you dog!� Miroku teased.

�Yeah well at least I got what I wanted. That�s more than we can say for you,� Inuyasha shot back with a chuckle. He knew Miroku and Sango were together but they never told anyone, but Inuyasha never missed the two �gathering wood� that took an hour.

�Hey guys Inuyasha and I are going to take a walk we need to talk,� Kagome stated grabbing his hand and leading him to the forest. She could no longer deny the warm sensations that pulsed through her core; she had hoped Inuyasha caught on.

At first Inuyasha was surprised but when he realized what Kagome had in mind he shot Miroku a sly smile and happily followed Kagome to the forest.

~~~*♥*~~~
Getting to a place where no one would likely find them Kagome stopped and turned toward Inuyasha. her heart pounding she closed the gap and wrapped her arms around his neck. Inuyasha stared into her eyes to see what she wanted when he saw her lust he planted a bruising kiss on her tender lips, nipping until she granted him entrance to her delectable mouth.

Once again, Kagome felt her hands roam over his muscular body stopping only to remove his haori and hakama. Leaving him bare chest Kagome scraped her nails down his chiseled abs resting them on the waist of his pants. She broke the kiss her breath ragged she smiled seductively before dropping to her knees. She ran her hands up his inner thighs slightly brushing his erection with her hand, causing a shudder of pleasure to course thorough his body.

After the shudder past Kagome reached, up and untied his pants and slowly pulled them to the ground. She smiled as his rock hard erection begged to be touched,
�Wow!� was all she could say, he was big and she did not know if she could take all of him in but she was going to try. teasing him Kagome kissed down his inner thighs causing pre cum to coat the swollen head. Kagome worked her way up his thighs stopping at his hard cock. She smiled as she reached with her tongue to lick off the juice that christened head before taking it in her mouth. Slow and torturous Kagome bobbed her head up and down the shaft massaging it with her warm wet tongue. She wrapped a small hand around the base and moved it up as her mouth moved down the throbbing shaft.

Kagome relaxed her throat to take as much of him as she could, and as his hard cock hit the back of her throat Inuyasha moaned his release into her mouth screaming her name. when Inuyasha was satisfied Kagome rose to her feet and crashed her lips to his probing his mouth with her tongue so he could taste himself on her.

Not breaking the kiss Inuyasha lowered them to the ground and hovered over her. Breaking the kiss Inuyasha pulled her shirt over her head to expose her bra-clad breast. Bringing his mouth to hers again, he lightly nipped and sucked his way down her jaw to her collarbone before resting at her swells. He kissed the tender flesh of each breast working his way to the covered nipple, before ripping her bra. As her perfect breast bounced free from their confinement, Inuyasha took one of the pink hardened nipples into his mouth, rolling it with his tongue while his hand caressed the neglected breast with his hand rolling the hardened nipple between his fingers.

Kagome moaned as he left her breast and worked his way down her taut belly stopping to tease her navel before removing her skirt and underwear. The smell of her arousal intoxicated him beyond comparison; he has never smelt anything as sweet as the nectar that was dripping from her heated core. He kissed and licked his way to the mound of curls breathing in her delicious scent, wanting to taste her nectar he dipped his tongue in between her folds, lapping at her inner walls trying to coax more of her juices into his mouth. He probed her as far as he could before pulling his tongue out to lick her outer lips and thighs.

Kagome moaned at the slow excruciating pleasure, he was teasing her. She wanted him; therefore she thrust her hips upward to his face wanting him to take her.
Not ready to give her the release she craved Inuyasha licked up her dripping slit finding her precious pearl. Curious Inuyasha applied a gentle pressure to the fleshy button causing a moan to escape Kagome�s beautiful lips. Smiling he probed into her core again tasting more of her sweet juices, wanting more Inuyasha licked, sucked and nipped at her clit causing her to buck into him. Never relenting Inuyasha stroked her getting harder with every pass. Bringing her to the brink of bliss Inuyasha gave one final flick with his tongue and Kagome screamed his name as her nectar poured from her. Not wanting to miss a drop Inuyasha lapped her clean.

Inuyasha kissed back up Kagome�s body stopping to caress her breasts with his tongue. Reaching his destination, he kissed her hard on the lips wanting her to taste what he did. As the kiss deepened Inuyasha lowered his and to her core stroking the clit to make sure she was ready for him.

�Inuyasha take me,� Kagome pleaded through ragged breaths. She wanted, needed to feel him sheathed inside her.

Inuyasha pulled back taking a good look at her untouched body. Her skin was damp with a thin film of sweat from their pleasure filled romp, �Kagome are you sure? The last thing I want to do is hurt you.�

�Yes I am sure. Do you know how long I have waited for this? Now please don�t make me beg.�

Here we are - we've just begun
And after all this time - our time has come
Ya here we are - still goin' strong
Right here in the place where we belong

Kagome reached between their bodies to guide his cock into her core. She knew there would be pain but she wanted this. So she relaxed and laid back for him to enter her.

Inuyasha slowly sheathed his cock into her and back out only going as far as her barrier, to show her the pleasure after the pain. On the in thrust he stopped at her barrier again and lowered his head to kiss her as he thrust past it and allowing her body to accommodate him.

Kagome could feel the tears stream out of her eyes as Inuyasha pushed through her barrier but the feeling of pain subsided and was replaced with pleasure.

Waiting on her before he continued, he stayed still kissing her lips and neck. Wanting more of him Kagome thrust her hips signaling she was ready for more.

Inuyasha thrust in and out slowly at first, and as he could feel Kagome�s core throb around him he became faster and harder until they both found their release. Screaming each other�s name in ecstasy Inuyasha collapsed on his side pulling Kagome to him. Allowing their breathing to return to normal Inuyasha kissed Kagome�s neck and shoulder showing his love.

�I love you Inuyasha more then you will ever know,� Kagome sighed in pure bliss.

�I �love- you- too- Kagome,- you-are-my-heart-and-soul.� Inuyasha replied between kisses.

Here I am - next to you
And suddenly the world is all brand new
Here I am - where I'm gonna stay
Now there's nothin standin in our way
Here I am - this is me
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