Scandalous | By : LadyxxNefertiti Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > Sessh?maru/Kagome > Sessh?maru/Kagome Views: 4859 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Scandalous Lady Nefertiti
Chapter 1: Endless Love
Forgiveness… Forgiveness….. Even if…..even if… You don't love me anymore….. Kagome looked up at the majestic Western palace, the palace that belonged to the Demon lord Sesshomaru, her mate. 'Looks like he's keeping his palace in order and well.' She thought. The white marble of the castle, glittered in the moonlight, but Kagome stood in the shadows and paid no heed if she was to be seen. She'd been doing this a lot lately, always wanting to 'get away from it all.' Sesshomaru would never want to see his mate in so much distress….distress that she'd never displayed publicly. She knew it would never be the way she wanted….things never went the way she wanted them to. The castle looked different….seeing it from so far away. She knew it would always be this way, Inuyasha's and Sesshomaru's ongoing feud, with her standing, no rather stuck in the middle. But she did not believe she was stuck… not at all. What she did was 'Traitorous' and 'despicable' in that cursed dog demons mind….but she never believed it was like that…..it'd been love. She chuckled inwardly as an image flashed in her mind. Sesshomaru wearing a black suit, on his knees and asking Kagome if he'd marry her with a diamond ring in his hand. Her blue eyes lit up with mirth as she thought of her mate on his hands and knees...well...she'd really mated him...not married..GAH! it was the same thing right? She'd taken matters into her own hands when Inuyasha mated Kikyo….She wasn't one to hang onto girlish fantasies forever. She wasn't going to wait for him forever…or be Kikyo's stand-in. What did Inuyasha take her as? A doll to do as he pleased? a possession he had no right claiming? A useless tool to detect shards? As IF! Inuyasha always had been so distant with her….so very cold…he never told her what he was up to, so why should she? Her mind took her to the past as she thought about how she'd ended up here… -Past memory- She'd said her good-byes to her friends, everyone except Inuyasha because he was absent at the moment…no surprise really. She walked out of the hut and was about to jump into the well although not leaving forever though. She'd made a decision, She'd be better off marrying one of her own kind. Someone who wouldn't betray her, someone who wouldn't sleep with other women. She jumped through the well, but before she even had gotten in, someone had her by the waist and pulled her out. "Leaving so soon onna? And without saying goodbye to this Sesshomaru?" He brought her closer and then whispered into her ear. "So unacceptable." He chuckled at her shocked face. "What the matter?" he asked her. "As I do recall, we've worked together before….in close quarters too." He tapped his tail against her stomach back and forth in a rhythmic pattern. Then he asked her in a firm voice, "Were you planning on leaving forever then?" Kagome's stomach fluttered with butterfly's and finally finding her voice Kagome said, "No." Sesshomaru yanked her closer and stared into her blue depths and found she wasn't lying. He then loosened his grip on her. "Why leave in such a hurry then?" He couldn't keep the curiosity out of his voice. She wasn't upset so it wasn't Inuyasha. 'Hn.' He thought. Then he said something that shocked her "Were you running away from me Kagome?" Was she running from him? No? Maybe ? yes? Sesshomaru took that as a yes….he smelled her guilt. 'Hn.' "Sesshomaru. I was leaving to marry my best friend…uhm, I mean mate with him." Kagome managed feebly. -Silence from Sesshomaru- -A narrowed gaze but nothing more- -Eyes flashed red then back to gold- Sesshomaru held his silence and waited for her to explain. Absurd. She belonged here in the feudal era...even if she was from the future. "I.." Kagome started again. "When were you planning on telling your friends…or this Sesshomaru?" She wasn't "After you mated him, yes?" he said narrowing his eyes again. "Is it that 'Hobo' guy that Inuyasha always yells you are not allowed to 'date?' "Yes." Kagome said. Wondering why she felt ashamed. Sesshomaru wasn't her parent or guardian! 'Why does he even CARE to ask?' "You do not love him….But you'd rather mate with him rather than no one " He said reading her facial expression. "Huh? Hey! How can you say that! You haven't even met him!" Kagome said in defense of Hojo. For the first time Kagome scoffed and said, "Who's gonna mate me then? You?" She said sarcastically. But why did dog demons take things literally? 'Hn.' "Maybe I would" he said smirking at her. She didn't blush or turn red. "I don't need for you to save my life Sesshomaru…I am perfectly capable of taking care of myself thank-you-very-much." She said haughtily. "Let me go now." She started to pull away from him. He ignored her request and only pulled her closer. "You realize that this Sesshomaru came all this way from the western lands….only to see you?" She stopped moving. "Why?" She asked him. "You've never cared for anyone, except for Rin." "I know you, Kagome Higurashi…And you dare throw your life away again for being selfless? Unacceptable…You're being selfish not to see that there are others who love you….I simply cannot allow you to leave...lest I destroy that well you call a home just to keep you from leaving me." He said looking into her eyes. -Dead silence- "You don't know the first thing about me Sesshomaru! You don't know how much I've been hurt! You don't care, no one cares for me! They only care about their own petty problems!" Kagome said getting upset. "Miroku needs help with his Hentai lecher ways!" "Sango needs to get over the fact that her brothers not coming back!" "And Inuyasha…." She broke off suddenly and grabbed the collar of his Haori and then broke down crying, not noticing the close contact she now had with him and not wondering why he hadn't thrown her against a tree yet. "And Inuyasha? Tell me Kagome" Sesshomaru said softly. "Inuyasha needs to know that I'm not" She said breaking off again. "That you're not his chew-toy correct?" He said, wrapping his arms around her now shivering form. "Hai….um Sesshomaru?" She whispered, looking into his understanding eyes. "Sesshomaru." She gazed into his amber orbs and suddenly the world didn't seem so cold anymore, suddenly it all made sense. This was where she wanted to be right? " It hurts doesn't it Kagome? It's a shame I cannot fix it…your problem I mean" He said softly.Lady Nefertiti: Please read and review! Thanks.
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