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Heart of Pain, Heart of Ice	By : Strawberries Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > Sessh?maru/Rin > Sessh?maru/Rin Views: 18872 -:- Recommendations : 2 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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chapter 10: Affected

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While ignoring the painful throb in her arms, Rin relaxed. This was all her
father wanted at the moment. If she pleased him well, he might forget about
the incident in the clothing store and not punish her for it later. In fact,
he might even become a little nicer. Sometimes, when he made her do this,
he was nicer...after.

Swallowing, Rin sat still as her father unbuckled his belt and unzipped his
pants, letting them fall to his feet, exposing his silky, black underwear.
He reached out and tangled his fingers in her hair, massaging her scalp and
pulling her head toward his hips. Her nose and lips met his black silk
underwear and the warmth of his growing arousal. Understanding what he
wanted, Rin reached up to the waistband and pulled it down in front before
reaching around and pulling the rest over and down his backside. His hot,
hard length pressed against her lips as his hands fisted in her hair.

He whispered dark words in a husky voice. "Make me feel good, baby."
He ground his hips forward and up, rubbing the slick precum over her lips
and by her nose. "Be a good girl and do it right."

Rin gently palmed his warm sex in her right hand and cupped the soft sack
beneath it with her left.

A faint moan escaped his lips. "That feels good. Now do as daddy taught you."

Remembering the lesson from before, Rin began to stroke his hard arousal up
and down while massaging the firm yet wrinkled softness in her left hand.

As she continued to stroke and rub, Rin lightly pecked the wet tip with her
lips. White dabs of cum oozed out, dripping down the heated skin. Her palm
became slick as she pumped, further coating his hard sex.

With her mouth a whisper's breath from his tip, she flicked her tongue out,
tasting the saltiness.

Those fingers gripped, fisting, pulling. His words breathed out in ecstasy.
"Oh, Rin, you teasing bitch."

Again, she flicked her tongue out but this time let it linger before swirling
it over and around. She stopped to give a light suck on the very spot where
the precum was spilling out. The slick saltiness filled her mouth, slipping
over her tongue and down her throat.

He grunted once in impatience. "Take it, girl."

Heeding his grunt as a warning, Rin placed her lips on his tip and slowly went
down, opening her mouth wider as she took in his thick, throbbing length. The
tip touched the back of her throat and she still had her right hand wrapped
around him. She had only been able to take half of him in. Rin began to bob up
and down while caressing with her tongue and sucking as hard as she could. He
began to pant with hushed moans, whispering vulgar words seething with
sadistic passion. His hands gripped and pushed. Rin struggled to continue
while he began to grind his hips forward, pumping in and out with quick,
gagging, thrusts. The whispers crested to a long, low groan of release as
his warm fluid filled her mouth. Rin swallowed it all, mindful not to make
a mess.

As his hardness became soft, he pulled out of her mouth while gasping quietly.
"You did good, very good. We...need to get going. Clean up."

Rin stood, turned and went to the sink. Quickly, she washed her hands then bent
down, slipping her lips into the cold flow, drinking as much water as she
could, hoping to wash the taste of him away.

Wiping her mouth, she straightened, accidentally catching a glimpse of
herself in the mirror. Quickly averting her eyes from the sight, Rin turned
away. She did not like mirrors. They told her what she really was.

Her father had fixed his clothes and was now grabbing the bags. "We are leaving
now, stay close behind me, girl."

Rin followed silently.

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Sesshoumaru drew in a deep but discreet, heavy breath, hoping he was ready for
what Kanna's mirror would soon tell them.

InuYasha stepped up beside him as Kanna began to turn the stone edged mirror
in her hands. She turned it once to the right and then the left. A dot of mist
swirled within the center of the reflective surface. Sesshoumaru watched
intently as his reflection vanished in favor of a gray and white curling fog.
Blackness streaked along the circles of misty clouds.

Kanna's baby-soft voice whispered in delicate warning. "She is being touched,
I can feel it. It is the hanyou. He might sense my mirror if I continue. What
do you wish me to do?"

Unconsciously, his teeth gritted as he shook rigidly once. He forced the words.
"Continue."

The ghostly youkai gave a slight nod in acknowledgment.

The black slivers in the swirling mist widened and spread over the entire
surface, creating a void of darkness. This darkness cleared slowly until images
formed

and finally...

focused.....

Sadistic sounds ripped into the deadly silence of the room, words that sharply
cut through him, stabbing into his gut, bringing, once again, that sickening,
horribly nauseating feeling. These sick words accompanied the scene playing
out in the mirror as he watched that bastard hanyou violate his small
mate....... HIS hands were fisting in her brown hair, pushing, while
he pumped himself past her widened lips and deep into her...mouth...
Unaware, he fell to his knees, transfixed by the site of his...female...being...

Blinding rage seeped into his blood. The urge to kill became strong enough to
strip all reason from his mind.

Just when the hanyou let out a long low moan of release and gave one final
bestial thrust into her, the mirror went blank.

Glaring, Sesshoumaru trembled, unable to think, unable to speak, unable to
move.

InuYasha's calm but serious tone knocked on the door of his dazed fury. At
first he did not register InuYasha's words, but slowly he climbed out of the
dark haze that threatened to crush all control.

"Sesshoumaru."

Sesshoumaru climbed out into the light, leaving the primal rage to kill in
the back of his mind, vowing to bring it out soon, soon he would have that
bastard's neck in his claws, soon he would hear that son of a demon whore's
bones splinter.

A hand gently touched his sleeve. "Sesshoumaru...'nii-san."

He blinked once. The feral rage that had blinded him vanished. Everything
became clear.

Sesshoumaru looked up to see InuYasha holding his left arm. There was a
silence in his features, a fathomed sea of pain.

This veiled agony was coupled with a seething fire of anger and vengeance
that were blazing in the far reaches of his brother's shimmering golden depths.

The darkened amber in InuYasha's eyes softened a little. "Sesshoumaru....
let go...of Kanna."

Sesshoumaru blinked and slowly turned his attention to the pale phantom. Her
eyes were closed and she was...quiet.

He looked down to see his fingers gripping her small upper arms tightly, his
claws nearly digging through the material of her white sleeves.

Carefully, he let go and lowered his hands to his sides. Silently, he stood
and walked over to the archway which led to the kitchen and hallway. Without
a word, he leaned against the side panel of the archway with his back to both
of them.

InuYasha's hushed voice cut the painful silence. "Kanna, did you find out
anything?

The whispery tone harkened and he listened. "The hanyou did not sense my
mirror but I could not continue. His power was strong enough to come back
through so I cut the link....The girl, Rin, I know where she is."

Sesshoumaru whirled around, restraining a snarl. "Where...is...she?!"

Fathomless coal black depths stared vacantly. "At this moment, she is at the
Brookhaven Mall but she will not be there long. Her soul is.... in pain....
she was...scared. Two words were within her memory that will aid you in your
search. Angel Valley."

He gave Kanna a slow, single nod. "You assistance is appreciated. Tell me your
fee."

Pale features flushed a light pink as the ghostly woman-child looked up to him.
"I will only ask you for one thing, Sesshoumaru."

Sesshoumaru frowned. "Name it."

Sadness pulled at him from the bottomless pit of jeweled obsidian. "Help...her."

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Sesshoumaru stood beside the table in his kitchen glancing at the Brookhaven
map while InuYasha talked with Kanna outside by her car. Looking at the large
map, his eyes narrowed, patches of the scene from before replaying over and
over in his mind. Growling, he forced the sick images from his head in order
to focus once more on the map before him. He studied the jagged lines of roads
and highways, searching for the names of streets and subdivisions. Brookhaven
was the biggest city in the state with a population over three hundred
thousand, human, hanyou and youkai. A small cinder of hopelessness ached in
his gut. Swallowing hard, he doused it and continued. Finally, he found the
name. "Angel Valley." he whispered under his breath.

With the tip of his pointed claw, he tapped the area on the map. Angel Valley
was huge, a seven square mile subdivision on the western outskirts of
Brookhaven. Some of it even stretched past the city limits.

InuYasha entered the kitchen. He sat down at the table with a solemn frown
and sagging ears and crossed his arms on the tables surface, setting his chin
to rest on top of them. "When are we leaving?"

Sesshoumaru glanced at the hanyou. "Fifteen minutes."

His half-brother nodded, rubbing his chin on his forearm in the process.
"It might take a couple of days to scout out Angel Valley. It's at least
seven miles of subdivision."

"I am aware of this, little brother."

InuYasha scanned the map. "If we get Kouga to help, it may not take as long."

"No."

Gold eyes looked up with puzzled concern. "What? Why not?"

"I said no, InuYasha. Not while I have the chance to find her first.
The bastard... is mine. Not the authorities'. Mine!"

With a sigh, InuYasha nodded. "I will help you."

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Fourteen minutes later, he and InuYasha were ready to go. Sesshoumaru opened
the front door to see a red car ease into the driveway. InuYasha peeked around
him. "Sess. I heard a car..."

His half-brother pushed past him and hurried down the cement walkway to greet
the visitor as she stepped out of the car. "Sango! Hey! Long time no see!"

The young woman looked surprised to see InuYasha but smiled and embraced him
anyway. "Hey, InuYasha!" She backed away a little, releasing him. You saw me
last week. What's this 'long time no see'?"

His half-brother only shrugged, his smile fell.

Sesshoumaru locked the door and walked out to them. "Sango."

Sango quirked a brow. "You're leaving? I thought you needed my help?"

InuYasha's jaw dropped as he stared at him. "Huh?"

Ignoring his idiot half-brother, Sesshoumaru sniffed. "A situation has arisen.
I will contact you at a later time. Now I must leave."

With that, Sesshoumaru turned and headed for his car.

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InuYasha shook his head and sighed. "Did Sesshoumaru call you to ask for
help...with a young girl?"

Sango eyed him suspiciously for a moment before slowly nodding her head once.
"Yes, he did. How did you know about it? Sesshoumaru said he wanted the matter
to be confidential."

His gaze dropped to the ground. "I ,uh, kinda found out, by accident."

"Does he still need my help?" Sango questioned.

InuYasha nodded while looking up. "Yeah, Sango, but later. Don't tell Kagome
just yet, okay? I want to have Sesshoumaru's permission first."

Sango gave a faint smile. "Okay, for you InuYasha, I will do this." She then
waved her hand and looked down to fish in her blue jeans pocket. "Oh, I almost
forgot. here." She handed him a card. "This is the name and number of the
woman who took care of me and Kohaku for a while after Mother and Father
died. She is an excellent care giver and she has a degree in psychology."

InuYasha took the card. "You mean she is a babysitter?"

"Sort of. She is a skilled care giver. She cooks, cleans, and takes care of
children who have been traumatized. In a way, she helps them deal with issues
of loss, trauma, and abuse. Me and Kohaku were never abused but...our parents'
death...."

He put a hand on her forearm, hoping the action would speak louder than the
words he could not say from his heart. "I know.. Sango....."

Holding up the card, he smiled in appreciation. "Thank you, Sango. I will call
you later."

Sango returned the smile in earnest. "You are welcome, InuYasha"

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Rin sighed while she stared out at the gray looming clouds. She felt
comfortable in the silence. For the moment, she was alone in her father's car,
waiting for him to finish with the errand he had to run in the building supply
store. He was probably getting some items for their new home. Absently, she
reached up to touch the tender, aching area on her shoulder where the youkai
had bitten her. The silver haired demon had been so angry. Would he come
looking for her? What if he found her? Would he come back and finish it?.....

....... Would that be so bad? Would it be so bad...if she were....free? No
more pain. No more hunger... No more.....

Clearing her mind, Rin lay her head back on the seat and closed her eyes.
All she wanted to do was sleep. Sleep this horrible feeling into oblivion.

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Movement woke Rin from the edge of her dreams. She opened her eyes, blinking
and sat up, her attention immediately falling to the floorboard as she gripped
the hem of her shirt.

Out of the corner of her eye, she saw him place a rather large brown paper bag
in the back seat. The contents clinked, the sound of several pieces of metal
clanging together.

He started the car and drove out of the parking lot.

Several minutes passed until he stopped the car at a fast food restaurant
order speaker. When he lowered the car window, smells drifted in, the
wonderful smells of french fries and seared steak. Her mouth watered.

She wanted to put her hands over her ears. No. She did not want to hear what
he was going to order.

His deeply smooth tone directed out the window. "I want three steak sandwiches
with extra mayo, a large order of fries and one large coke."

Rin knew better than to think a little of that might be for her. Yet... she
could not help even the smallest hint of hope.

He drove to the window, paid for the food, then accepted the bags from the
smiling teenage girl. His voice smiled with politeness. "Thank you."

Swallowing the saliva, Rin opened her mouth, not wanting to breathe through
her nose. She did not want to smell it. It would drive her crazy.

As he turned the wheel, pulling out into the highway, he grumbled. "Shut your
trap, Rin."

Rin did as ordered.

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The coolness of the tiled floor seeped through her jeans as she sat by the
table, twisting the hem of her shirt while staring past the legs of the wooden
chair to the dark brown cabinets on the other side of the kitchen.

To the far right, all the bags from the days' shopping were neatly placed by
another doorway that seemed to lead into a wash room.

A stray french fry fell, landing a foot from her knee. Rin eyed it for a few
seconds before looking away.

Her mind wandered, thinking. He had not beaten her in the past few days but...
he was keeping such a close eye on her and making sure she could not sneak
away. Rin sighed. It was her own fault really. She was being grounded in a way
for disobeying in the first place. He told her to stay inside and she had not
done as told. Now she was being punished for it.

Her father stood up from the chair, crumpling the fast food bags in his hands
on his way toward the sink. He opened the cabinet under the sink and threw the
bags into a small wastebasket. His steps headed to the open doorway on her
right. He picked up the large brown paper bag from the building supply store
and walked over to her. Warily, Rin watched the toe of his right leather
shoe, bracing in case he decided to kick her. Her father grunted. "Do not
move from that spot. I need to fix a few things in your room."

Rin nodded. "Okay."

He walked out of the kitchen.

Several minutes later, Rin heard a loud banging as if he were nailing something
into the wall. Maybe he was hanging a shelf or something.

Not really caring, Rin looked over at the fallen french fry again. He had not
picked it up. Either he had not noticed that he had dropped it or he had not
bothered picking it up. After a few more moments of staring, she averted her
eyes. It wasn't worth it.

Drawing her knees up to her chin, she laid her cheek on them and let out a
very tired sigh.

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Sesshoumaru left the highway to turn onto the Brookhaven exit. Angel Valley
was on the other side of the city. He would have to go through Brookhaven first
and that would take some time. It was getting close to rush hour. He would
have to weave in and out of traffic.

InuYasha had been unusually quiet the entire ride. His ears had been drooping
ever since....

Sesshoumaru curbed the memory from resurfacing. It would only provoke a rage
he could not control and right now he needed control...complete control over
his mind and actions. Almost forcibly, he switched gears, pushing the speed
limit.

Soon.

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Rin raised her head when she heard his footsteps draw near. A second later,
her father came through the kitchen door. He stopped next to her. "Get up.
You need to go to your room now."

She stood and followed him back to her room.

Upon entering her new bedroom, she immediately looked at her bed, making sure
Teddy was still there. To her relief, he was. Teddy was sitting in-between the
wall and her pillow. He had not been moved. Something swinging in mid air
caught her attention. It was a....chain...attached to the ceiling a few feet
from the head of her bed and about a foot or two from the wall. A large metal ring
dangled at the end of it.

Her father pointed beside the bed, signaling she should stand there. Rin stood
in the spot he had pointed to. While he went to the bathroom, she secretly
looked up at the chain. The metal ring hung nearly seven feet from the floor,
just high enough to be about two feet above her head. A strange fear crept up
inside as she stared at it. What was it there for?

Rin looked down when he came back into the room. He knelt by her feet with the
shackle, pulled up her jeans cuff then clasped the metal band around her right
ankle. It felt heavy but the inside was cushiony against her skin. Her father
stood. The tip of his index finger touched her chin and pushed, making her
look up to him. He smiled. "I will be back later, Rin. I need to teach you
a very important lesson tonight. Be a good girl while I am gone, sweetheart."

The tip of his finger fell away. He turned and left.

Rin waited till she could no longer hear his steps. Kneeling, she leaned over
to reach under the bed. She smiled when she felt the cloth napkin. Pulling
out her hidden snack, Rin licked her lips. Sitting with her back against the
bed, she opened the folded paper napkin and began to eat the rest of her roll.
When finished, she stuffed the napkin between the mattress and the box spring.

Her next business was the bathroom, using it and drinking water from the sink.

As she clinked as quietly as she could back into the bedroom, she looked at
the window. Would it open? Fresh air would be good. She moved over to it and
grasped the bottom edge, pushing up. Surprisingly, it did open. Wind scented
by distant rain cooled her face. Sighing, Rin bent down some and folded her
forearms across the window sill. The scenery was the same as this morning.

Smelling the air, Rin closed her eyes.

The rustle of leaves prompted Rin to open her eyes. Looking down to the ground,
she saw a flicker of movement. Curious, she squinted, hoping to see if it was
what she thought it was. A second later, the zippy red blur appeared at the metal
trash cans. Rin allowed a small smile. Yep. The fox kit again. The grinning
kitsune opened the lid and grabbed something that was on top. At that very
moment, her father's voice shouted close by. "Get out of here you damned
street trash!"

Rin dropped quickly, scared, ducking her head to just below the window sill.
Minutes passed with only the chirp of a cricket. The next thing Rin heard was
the twitter of laughter. She straightened and looked over toward the large
lower branches of the old oak. Amidst the green leaves she spotted a bushy
tail. The tail shook as Rin heard the crinkle of paper followed by a loud
gobbled smacking sound.

A paper bag fell out of the branches to the ground far below. Rin immediately
recognized it as the bag from the fast food restaurant, the one her father had
thrown in the trash.

Rin waited a few seconds, biting her lower lip. He was obviously just a child
and from what she could see, a starving one with no home. He was a youkai...
but...still...a child. Rin smiled a little while straining to see more of the
cute red-haired kit. "H...Hi."

The second the word left her mouth, the tail disappeared within the leaves.
Rin frowned, somewhat in despair. Sighing, she turned to go to the bed but
paused when a small voice echoed her greeting. "Hi."

Rin turned back to see the kitsune sitting on a forked branch watching her
curiously.

She smiled at him. "Hello...I'm Rin."

The kit tilted his head in boyish fashion. Slowly, he returned her smile.
"My name's Shippo. Do you live here now? You and..." He pointed in the
direction of the front yard. "....Mr. Cranky?"

She nodded. "Yes....Are you....by yourself?"

His smile fell and his green eyes saddened. "Yeah...I'm kinda...by myself."

Rin had a feeling she knew what that sadness was. "Oh...I'm sorry."

The kitsune then shrugged. "It's okay, Father's spirit was in my dream last
night. He said he was watchin' out for me."

She gave him another smile, one of comfort. "He must love you...very much."

Beaming, the fox kit nodded. "Uh huh."

Rin opened her mouth to say something else when a dark voice chilled the very
air. "What...are...you...doing?"

As her heart pounded painfully, Rin backed up from the window and looked at
the floor. Her father walked over to the window and shouted. "I told you to
get out of here you piece of filth! If I see you here again I will inform
the authorities! Now beat it you damned little shit!"

Now terrified, Rin gulped heavily.
He slammed the window shut. The room darkened as the blinds fell over the
daylight.

Every step closer he took, Rin could feel her heart beat louder. Black spots
dotted her vision. She swayed.

Her father snarled as he gripped her abused upper arms. "Oh, no, you don't!"
The room jerked up and down as he shook her. "Don't you dare pass out on me,
or I will punish you till you can't move!"

Rin forced herself to focus while climbing out of the darkness. "I...I...
I'm...sorry."

His tight grip loosened. With gentleness, his fingertips caressed her cheek.
"I think we should start your lesson earlier than planned."

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'nii-san= brother .

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If anyone believes this chapter to be too graphic, hollar. I almost deleted
the graphic scenes but at the last thought, I left them in there because this
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KazeShinai

Nikki: sorry if this story upset you. I do give warnings. Maybe I should
make them more precise. This story is a dark look at abuse on a major level.
One that is often replayed in real life. This is a Rin and Sesshoumaru fic.
A couple I hope to bring together despite the strife, heartache and pain.

Shivan: I plan on about 20 chaps or so.

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Drake220: Yes I too believe that Sess has faults. And I am so glad
I pulled off the feeling of being scared of Naraku, Heck, I am scared of
him when I write the words to this story. Your logic is well founded.

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New Fan: Rin finds peace soon. In a way.~~~

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dragonflyelj: The abuse began around 11 years old. Yeah, people don't really
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No one knows

Ugly: remember, Naraku is a half-demon who gets his kicks off of seeing
people suffer with fear. Rin is no exception. He likes to see her fear.
It makes him feel powerful. Much like his character. cold, calculating,
evil.

Kawool: Yeah, kick baboon butt.

Neko: sowwy

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