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All that Time Allows
By Mishi
Chapter 10
My Lady’s Charms
Miroku
picked the abandoned hut that was right across from Kaede’s
for his own. Sango, Kirara, and Shippo had decided to stay with Kaede instead
of joining him. It only hurt him slightly, because he thought that Sango was
ready to consummate their union. For some reason she was still being reluctant.
He
set on the front steps watching her attempt to teach the village males to make
weapons. It was like watching little boys drool over candy. Each one of man
tried to out do the others to get a reward. ‘Sorry boys, she’s mine. As soon as we make love I’ll prove that.’ He
sighed.
It
was getting harder to be around her and do nothing more than kiss. It was
making him anxious. He wanted to know what was under her armor and he was going
to loose his mind if he didn’t find out soon. Meanwhile, there were still
several of the village girls that had only been inflamed by his public display
of affection towards Sango. They had started to be more persistent in their
efforts to win him over.
‘She is right to think that I am a lecher, but she is
killing me. How am I supposed to have any self control when she won’t make it
clear what she wants?’ He watched
Kaede walk up to her and lead her from the men. ‘Poor guys, looks like someone sold your candy,’ he smiled wickedly
at the thought, but the smile faded quickly. ‘Not like I don’t know how they feel.’
****
“Sango,
when are you going to spend some time with Miroku?” Kaede questioned as she
lead Sango back to her hut.
“Why, is something wrong with him?”
“You don’t see him moping. He’s going crazy waiting
for you.”
“What
am I suppose to do for him?” She looked down at her feet, “I don’t really know
what I am doing.”
“You have been around boys before. He’s not much
different then the average male.”
“Yes, he is. He is nothing like the men I’ve known.
That and…I’m a virgin, he is not. What if I can’t please him?”
Kaede
stopped. “Is that all that is holding you back? Child, he is a man. Men are not
that complex. If it is sex they’ll like it. It’s that simple. Now go claim your
husband.” With stated as plainly as she could get it, Kaede left Sango to make
up her own mind.
‘What do I do? If he wanted to learn to make weapons,
or learn to fight, I would know what to do.’ She turned to look over at the small hut. He was still setting on the
steps watching her. ‘Damn, he’s seen it
all. He has to think I’m an idiot!’ She took a deep breath and looked at the sky.
‘It will be dark soon. Maybe I should try
to make myself a bit more feminine before I do this.’
He
watched her as she entered the hut and let out a long sigh. ‘I guess that means I get another night all
to myself.’
****
Miroku
sat next to the fire gazing halfheartedly at the contents of the small pot. At
least the girls of the village had seen to it that he had dinner. It was not
the most gratifying thing that he had ever tasted, but it had a taste.
Sango
stood out side the hut trying to keep her heart from jumping out of her chest.
‘This is stupid. It’s not like we are
going to have sex the moment I walk through that doorway. Why am I so afraid?’ Forcing herself to find her courage she called
out to him.
‘What? Is that...?’
He was on his feet and in the
doorway before he could finish the thought. “Sango, is
everything…” She stood there alone. Despite the lack of light, he could tell
that she wasn’t carrying the hiraikotsu. Her hair was up in a large bun on the
top of her head. She appeared to be holding something in her hands.
“I
thought I would make dinner for you.” She lifted the bundle for him to see,
“it’s not much, but I thought you might like it.” He nodded and moved the grass
curtain aside so that she could enter. She set down by the fire and started to
open her bundle, “I see someone beat me to it.”
“It
was offered by one of the woman for some prayers. It really wasn’t satisfying.”
He used a small piece of cloth to remover the pot from the fire, “if you want
to use the pot, I will throw this out and get more water.”
She looked up at him and said bitterly, “It really
doesn’t mean that much to you?”
“It
was kind of the woman to offer it, but I am sure that I will enjoy what you
have much more.”
“How do you know that you will like what I have to
offer?”
“Are you still talking about the food?” He had to ask.
She was becoming the queen of double meanings lately.
She
looked down at the food and whispered, “Yes…and no.”
He
headed for the doorway as he spoke, “I’ve had you cook for me before and I’ve
had no complaints. It wasn’t just for me, but it was still your cooking. And
for the other matter, I will be happy with whatever you have to offer. I
haven’t met anyone that I have wanted more.”
She
sat in silence as she waited for him to return. If he didn’t have her heart
wrapped completely around his finger already, he was really close to it. She
couldn’t believe that he had come this far. He had to be in love with her. The
idea of him honestly loving her only amplified her fear. She had to be honest
with herself. Sex was not what was causing her fear. If they didn’t destroy
Naraku soon, Miroku would die. The air void would suck him into it. She would
loose him like she had lost everyone else she had ever loved. There was a big
part of her that would rather not have him at all, than to have him and loose
him.
She
jumped as he entered the hut. Pretending not notice, he knelt down beside her
and placed the pot back over the fire. To cover her fit of nerves, she
instantly began placing the fish, rice, and herbs into the water.
“That’s a lot of food. Where did you get it?”
“The
herbs are a gift from Kaeda. I caught the fish
myself, and the rice was for showing the men how to make weapons.” She stirred
the contents of the pot, “I have more of it at Kaede’s.”
“You’re beautiful,” He had not meant to say it out
loud. It just came out.
“What?” She sat back on her legs, but refused to look
at him.
He
didn’t want to make her anymore nervous than she already was, but he really
didn’t want to take it back. “I said you’re beautiful. I don’t want you to be
nervous. I just couldn’t help but say it.”
All
she could manage to do was blush. She didn’t want to play the games that most
women played with men. The “I am not, you are too” game was not her way of
getting the attention she wanted from him.
“I always look like this. All I did was put my hair
up.”
“You always look beautiful. I’ve just been afraid of
scaring you off,” he laughed nervously. “Could I ask one thing of you?” He was
trying to get her to look at him now.
“What?” she asked shyly.
“Take your hair down. I like how it looks when it is
down.”
She
looked at him before doing what he asked. She took a shallow breath and removed
the small sticks that had been holding her hair in place. Her eyes were closed
as the hair spilled around her shoulder. She let herself take a moment before
looking up at him again. She couldn’t
move for a split second after seeing the look in his eyes. He was watching her
too closely. The look on his face was very intimate.
“The
food should be ready to eat,” her voice was almost to low to be heard. She
could barely breathe, let alone talk. She forced herself to turn all her
attention to the food. She knew it wouldn’t take long to eat. She had to calm
down more than this or she was going to embarrass herself.
She glanced
at him as he ate. He appeared to be enjoying the food. She was having a
difficult time herself. The taste was fine, but her stomach was tied up in
knots. She wanted to run, but she could not make herself move.
“Sango,
what do you think of Inuyasha and Kagome having a
wedding?” He had finished what he was served, and was going for more.
“I think that it is wonderful. I hope we can be with
them like they have planned.”
“Would you like to do something like that for
yourself?”
“I
don’t know. I’ve never thought about it. I wasn’t really raised to think about
those kinds of things. We were demon exterminators. The only rituals I have
seen were to used to get rid of youkai. I never
thought I would find anyone who would choose me as a wife. I had no interest in
any of the men in my village.”
“You
seemed so happy about the idea when Inuyasha told
you.” He was somewhat confused.
“It
is a beautiful thought for them. It is the way they are forced to be in both
worlds, but aren’t truly a part of either. It’s a mix of them both.”
Miroku
put his bowl down and scooted backwards until he could lean against the wall.
He motioned Sango to do the same. Without touching they sat side by side.
Talking about Inuyasha and Kagome was a comfortable
thing for them both. They talked for several hours about how they might be able
to pass into Kagome’s world. Sango told him the legend of the Jewel’s origins
again, incase they were overlooking something in the story.
Talking
had helped them both to relax and enjoy the evening. It had also given Miroku
farther proof of why he wanted to be with her. She was beautiful and
intelligent. His affections for her had not been brought on by lust or the
desperation to pass on his seed. It was something deeper than that. It took Inuyasha’s
words to make him face it. Seeing Inuyasha fight to
be with Kagome made him see what he couldn’t see on his own.
“Sango,
why do you love me?” He leaned forward to hold his knees. His face grew very
dark and serious.
“Well,
you can be very brave and very kind. You are intelligent, and you can be
handsome. That is when you are not falling all over some woman.”
“I
can be handsome? Are you saying that you don’t think I am handsome all the
time?” He shifted his body so he could be face her, leaning his shoulder
against the wall.
“I don’t think that you are handsome when you’re
flirting with other women.”
“Oh, sooo that’s it.” He
chuckled.
“Alright,
why should I actually believe that you love me? What do you see in me that you
can’t seem to get from anyone else?” she was laughing and turned to face him.
“I
have never met anyone as strong as you. I’ve never met a woman that I could set
and talk to…I mean just talk to.” He put a great deal of stress on the word
just. “I won’t have to worry if you would survive after I am no longer in this
world. You would take our children and raise them to be strong even if I
couldn’t be with you.”
She could see the admiration in his eyes. She returned
to her sheepishness, “Wow, that made my reasons seem
shallow.”
Before
she could turn her face away from him, he kissed her. She started to return the
kiss, but stopped herself. She suddenly pushed him back and scooted her way
from him.
“Sango, why do you keep running from me?”
“I’m afraid to do this,” she admitted as she clutched
at the neckline of her kimono.
“What
do I have to do to prove that I love you? Tell me, Sango, I’ll do it.” He move
forward and grabbed her shoulders.
“I believe you love me.”
He was so confused. He closed his eyes, “Then what are
you afraid of?”
“…that
I won’t be able to satisfy you. What if I’m not what you think that I am?” she
tried to make it sound convincing. She couldn’t bring herself to tell him that
she was afraid of loosing him.
“Do
you realize that you already satisfy me? I just want to make you my wife. I
can’t do that if you can’t let me make love to you.”
“Fine, but I’m a virgin. I don’t know how to do
anything but fight.”
“Would you trust me to tell you what to do?”
She hadn’t expected that question, but nodded at him,
“But, I ...”
“Shhh, just listen to what I
tell you. I have to admit that I
like that you’re a virgin. I’m not, but I’m not as experienced as you are
making me out to be. So, stop scaring yourself and let me make love to
you.”
He
kissed her several times before he moved his mouth to her neck. Her body was
still terribly stiff. The combination of her nervousness and growing excitement
were starting to make her shake.
“Relax,
Sango!” He almost sang the words. He returned to her lips and they were
trembling. “If you don’t relax you’re not going to be able to enjoy this.”
“I am sorry. I am trying to relax,” she looked down.
“Stop
trying. That’s part of your problem. Just give in to me. You don’t have to
fight against my body.” He lifted his hand to the top of her kimono and pulled
at it with his fingers, “You were anticipating this or you would have your
armor on under this.”
“I think I was telling myself that I was going to
try.”
He
nodded at her and stood up. “Set here and try to focus on your breathing. It
will help you relax.”
“What are you doing?”
“Breathe, Sango.”
He
had kept the blankets that Kagome had put in her backpack. They were folded
away in the corner of the room. He carried them over to the fire and, one by
one, laid them out on the floor in front of her. He turned one back so they
could have cover later. He knelt down on the blankets and started to take off
his robes.
She
started to remove her kimono and he stopped her, “No, I want to do that. All I
want you to do is come to me.” He patted at the section of blanket in front of
him.
She
crawled over to knelt in front of him as he finished
undressing. She shut her eyes as he took off the last piece of his robes. When
he had stopped moving, she opened her them to find him setting there smiling at
her.
“A loin cloth? I can’t believe you are wearing a loin cloth.” She was laughing
because he was laughing at her.
“You
thought you were going to see mine before I saw yours. Now what fun would that
be?”
“Will you be serious?”
He
pulled her against him so he could start untie her kimono, “You’re not tense
now. See, this can be fun if you let it be.”
Her
kimono fell open to reveal her breasts. He took a long look at them before he
pulled the rest of the material out of his way again. Her eyes were closed and he could tell that
she was getting all worked up again.
“Remember
that you made me do this,” he yelled as he started tickling her. She squirmed
and begged him to stop.
She
ended up on her back unable to breath. Giving her a few seconds to gain control
of her breathing, he decided to take off his loin cloth. Before she could think
he was on top of her. The sudden weight of his body made her gasp and sent a
pleasant sensation through her lower body. He was determined not to give her
the chance to think about what was happening. He kissed her until they both had
to gasp for air. He bit at her neck and pressed his body against hers.
“Miroku,” she sighed.
“You
still feel tense to me. Don’t be afraid to touch me. If you stop holding back
and I’ll enter you.”
She
took a chance then and wrapped her legs around his hips. The action had made
him breathe a little harder. She lightly tugged his hair as he kissed her.
His words were shaky as he came up of air, “Ok, that
works for me.” He moved his body so that he could enter her. She was tight, and
her nervousness had made the penetration painful. Some pain was to be expected,
but she looked like she was going to cry. He stopped. “I don’t want this to be
painful for you. If you are in a lot of pain I will stop,” his voice was very
gentle.
“No,
just promise me that you won’t leave me. Make me believe that you’ll always be
here with me.”
“Sango,
that’s why…”
She
couldn’t hold back the tears as she spoke. “Don’t stop…just make me believe
you’ll never leave me.”
He
lowered himself against her as she wrapped her arms and legs around him. He
tried to go slow and take his time. He was moving is hips to make long slow
strokes. Between each kiss he whispered
some new promise that he would never leave her.
He
didn’t have to ask if she liked what he was doing, because her body was finally
moving with his. His hips sped up while her lips explored his neck. Her nails
were digging into his back. He finally had to take her hands and pin them above
her head.
She
protested as he did it. “You said that you didn’t want me to hold back.”
“I
don’t, but if you keep that up I am going to finish too soon.” He released one
of her hands, “they stay there unless you can control your nails.” He started pushing faster and harder. She let
out a deep groan with each thrust. He was desperately hoping that she would cum
soon, because he was getting to close to hold himself back.
Without warning she grabbed his shoulders, “Stop.”
“Wha…why?” He questioned as she pulled his arms forward. His
upper body tumbled onto hers.
“Men can’t finish if they are distracted, is that
right?”
He was stunned, but managed a reply, “Usually.”
“Do you think it would hurt if I moved while you were
inside me?” She pivoted her body to give him a hint at what she was suggesting.
He
gave her funny look, “if you mean you want to rollover, I don’t think it would
hurt if we’re careful.”
“Good,”
she flipped him over on his back. She came down a lot harder then she planned, which
made him groan. “Oh, was that a bad groan?”
“No,
it felt sorta nice,” he put his hands on her hips and
started to mover her body by himself, “I guess I like it rough sometimes. You
started this, so don’t go weak on me now.”
She
wasn’t on top for long before he lost his control. She didn’t want to stop,
which caused him to set up and grab hold of her body, “Stop. Please, stop
moving. You’re torturing me woman!” His face was buried in the hair that lay
around her neck.
“You
actually can’t function right after?” She questioned as she cradled his head
against her.
“No,
it feels too intense. It almost hurts if I don’t stop,” he explained between
gasps. He started to laugh softly. “You didn’t think you could satisfy me, yet
you are holding me as I beg you for mercy. Oh god…what a
woman!”
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