The painful scars underneath | By : Eternalbloodlust Category: InuYasha > General > DarkFic Views: 8810 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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CH-10: LIKE A
SNOWFLAKE…I MELT IN YOUR ARMS…
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Six years ago:
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(Inuyasha’s place)
(…to be continued)
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“What happened to your
hands?” Kagome asked, suddenly very anxious by seeing something so strange.
Without producing any form of verbal reply, he simply tilted
his head and smiled a smile…a little tinge of regret showed itself in his eyes.
“Hey, that’s not fair…what happened to your hands?” Kagome
asked again, this time her tone is sharper and her voice quite louder.
“It’s nothing, Kagome,” Inuyasha made a little useless
effort to hide his hands behind his long sleeves,
In a gentler tone, he whispered, “They don’t hurt…anymore.”
“Did someone did
this to do?” she asked genuinely anxious,
“…who did this to
you?”
He looked hurt and broken for a moment, and then his eyes
became distant again with a little hidden shame,
“Did this not make you happy, Kagome?…no matter how far we
are, I always want to make you happy.”
“You are simply sick,” Kagome cringed away from him, he
didn’t made any attempt to resist her in anyway,
“You actually think that you will win my heart by breaking your hands
like that and showing off your sacrifice!”
He remained still.
…
Eventually, Kagome took his hands in her and examined them…
All ten of his fingers are broken: two of them are smashed
so badly that they will never heal…she can actually feel his bone parts, veins
and flesh chunks by trying to feel his fingers; five of them are broken at
places quite some time ago, so the bones have fixed themselves…but the only
flaw is that they are fixed at all possible odd angles including one of his
thumb, those fingers can’t perform any work for they can neither be bend or
fixed; the rest three of his fingers including his other thumb appears to be
broken recently for they actually move in all possible directions as his hands
are moved…yet his skin is quite flawless.
So, that’s why he used
his palm for petting unlike usually combing his finger through the scalp and
softly massaging it…
Kagome wondered silently about this strange type of torture…
…After a long awkward pause, she whispered,
“Did they do this you?”
He gently nodded, “They crushed them using a thumbscrew.”
“Did it not hurt?” she murmured sadly.
“Only in my thoughts…”
he whispered back.
“Why?” she asked vaguely aware of what exactly she wanted to
know.
“Because…you have always wanted to hurt me,” his voice
trailed off.
“Did I?” she chuckled soundlessly, “You really care about me…that much!”
“There is none other, ever,” he whispered.
“Am I still beautiful?” Kagome asked her tone distant and
mocking suddenly.
“You are as always,”
he appeared a bit uncomfortable,
“…the most beautiful girl in the whole world,” at his
declaration, she looked at him seductively gently tightening her hold on his
chest as she wriggled some more to get comfortable into his lap again;
“But…” he continued seeing the obvious change in her
behavior,
“By now…I am already
immune to the snare of your beauty.”
Kagome raised her brow; ‘He
can’t be serious!’
Without letting her thoughts bother her, she blurted out,
“Do you not love me…anymore?”
She straddled him and her hips slowly but periodically
bucked forward…she bit the corner of her lower lip and massaged her core onto
his crotch intently…
His eyes are wide with shock and his face blanched with
humiliation as if this is pure sacrilege,
“…Your Highness…”
...
…
Honestly, she knew she is probably crazy to behave like this
with him; at first, she was scared that he may force her or something…and now,
she is trying to seduce him…that’s so goddamn obvious!
At first, she felt soothed by the warm of his body, the
faint caressing at her back and head as well as the calming aroma of fresh dew
and green tea…
But it didn’t stay that way for long; her walls watered for
being cuddled by his body, her persistently ‘dirty’ mind went on imagining his hard planes, muscles, his
untainted sun burnt skin unlike Sesshoumaru’s fair and glowing one…and the feel
of ‘him’ inside her body…
She knew that she is too horny nowadays but to this extent
that she would…
She felt ashamed of herself for talking about his wounds and
pretending to feel sorry when in reality, she want nothing more than to fuck
him raw…
She must be acting like a vicious bitch in heat…its
Sesshoumaru’s fault anyway for being so gorgeous and delightfully good in bed
and satisfying her need as well as make her beg for more; he’s such a fantastic
lover that even ‘those’ very thoughts
would make one ache with need.
…
...Kagome’s eyes itched…she has learnt by spending all these
years with him on how to control her tears; whenever, she would feel ‘guilt’ or pain, she would think of those
pleasurable times and all pain will vanish instantly…
That’s why…she is now trying so hard to think of
Sesshoumaru, not concentrate on Inuyasha…for if she looks even once at his wounded expression, she is certain…she would break…
…
…
“Please…make love to
me,” she moaned.
“No…don’t…Your Highness,” Inuyasha tightly embraced her,
“Don’t feel bad…”
“How do you know…what I am thinking?” she whispered,
fidgeting to remove the bandages from his neck.
“I don’t know anything…just
don’t…I can’t…you mustn’t,” his words are all meaningless to her now, she must
lose herself in this heady desire…her fluids have already stained his crotch;
it appears as if he had peed himself!
Kagome smiled at her own
imagination. He is aroused too…he must be; for she can feel his hardness…but still,
it’s somehow…different!
He gently jerked her as if to
draw some sense into her,
“Please…Your Highness…don’t!”
…and the next instant, she left
his lap to lay down on the futon; her face red in anger and at the humiliation
of his rejection.
…
…
She observed him from the corner
of her eyes; he isn’t staring at her…he is gazing at the little blazing fire,
even his eye-lids seldom closed; he looked deeply contemplating and as if
trying to fight with something very complex within himself…giving the impression
of a worn out lifeless doll.
His eyes are blank, not even the
dazzling fire is reflected in his eyes like it used to before…in those days.
But now…she can’t recall them…
He is almost curled into a ball,
as if to protect himself sub-consciously from some surprise attack…
“Ka-go-me…I am sorry,” he muttered emotionlessly but before she can
ask anything more, he started coughing violently…
He convulsed as the painful cough
persisted on; finally, leaving the room hastily and then, closing the door
shut.
…
At first, Kagome though to take
it casually though she felt an intense urge to follow him but going out in the
snow naked isn’t a good idea!
Even then, she has always been
the craziest girl ever and soon her feet carried her to him…
Kagome looked at the ground; its
marvel white due to the recent snow, he is lying on the snow shivering and
convulsing in pain clutching his chest; in front of him is a small pool of
thick dark blood…
He has vomited blood…again!
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“Please…Inuyasha,” she clutched
his face to her naked breast…her arms cuddling him tightly,
“I am so sorry…I misbehaved.”
She stroked his hair desperately
and showered his cheek with kisses; a
pathetic attempt to alleviate his pain!
“Please…Kagomeee,” he husked,
“Don’t blame yourself…I got what
I deserved,” he chuckled softly raising his face from her chest,
“…it’s too cold outside…you easily catch a cold, remember?”
Kagome smiled in fake
recognition.
…
… (Inside the room)…
“What happened to you?” she asked
her voice apprehensive.
“I am fine,” he smiled his warm
gentle smile,
“Please drink that little milk…it
has a bit of opiate mixed into it, will make you sleep fast, Your Highness.”
“I want to be up…and talk with you,” she pleaded.
He smiled sadly, “Of course, Your
Highness-“
“Stop calling me that!” she snapped.
“Kagome…please drink it,” he said
with imploring sad eyes,
“We have tomorrow…”
…and then, she took it.
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…
She slowly caressed the side of
his face, but his hand stopping her when she moved to tug his hair strand
behind his ears.
“You mustn’t,” he whispered.
“I want to see you other eye,”
she said lying down on the futon; the drug has already started affecting her.
“It’s fine,” he cooed.
“Did it get any better…since I wounded* it?”
He gently shook his head.
“Then, let me see it.”
“No…it’s filled with pus and is too ugly to look at,” he spoke.
She nodded, moving her hand to
her still-aching-a-bit core…and then, her face scowled for instead of seeing
her moisture…what she saw is pure blood!
…
Her vision already started
blurring, yet she knew she mustn’t sleep…she still needs to know more…about him.
His hand held hers and in fear of
losing him to darkness, she instinctively held him tighter; he smiled in return
and gently fondled her hair…
‘No…no, I mustn’t,’ Kagome though as her eyes slightly grew too
heavy to be kept open anymore; yet she tried on for she knew, she would forget
her last notion forever…
……blood due to arousal……………….
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(Sesshoumaru’s palace)
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“Chisanohi…you are awake!” it is Sesshoumaru’s voice…but how
can this be…
Kagome felt too disoriented to respond to him.
But eventually, she opened her eyes and looked at his
blissful and calm face,
“In-Inuyasha…” she whispered, it’s more of a question than an
answer.
“Kagome…are you ok?” his face suddenly appeared serious as
he clutched her form in his protective embrace…Kagome melted into it, happy to
be in the arms of her husband once again…but something strange still gnawed at
the back of her mind.
“I am with Inuyasha…” her voice trailed off.
“What are you saying…” Sesshoumaru said as if it’s the
greatest joke of the century,
“You suddenly became
sick…and you were resting here all this time, where would you find anyone
else?”
“Th-then…was it just a dream?” she said
unsure of herself.
“Of course…it was.” He replied firmly.
…she believed him and it all was forgotten soon…it was as
simple as that!
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The only thing Kagome felt in her mind is a terrified voice
whispering,
“…you can’t recollect it all eventually…but you will never forget...”
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“The Lady of the West is resting, ensure her safety,”
Sesshoumaru commanded his servants; his eyes twinkled in
cold hatred as he continued to watch her sleep from the corner of his eyes,
“…and, don’t leave any evidence suggesting her absence from this palace
for the last two days…”
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A/N: At last, this huge chap is over; the last three chapies
(8,9 & 10) depicted the intermediate time between when Inu & Kag were
married (8 years ago) & the present time…The next chappies will be adhering
to the usual 8 years ago & present time flashbacks (some exceptions may
occur though!).
I would thank all my reviewers for reviewing, reading &
liking this story & for keeping in touch with it…^_^
I really fear that my writing won’t be able to meet much of
your expectation, though I won’t let you guys down!!
Keep reading & please review…
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