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Letters From The Past

Chapter Ten Torn By You

Sengoku Judai~ Post Battle Of Ages

By Inuyashas Youkai

** Authors note short and sweet I DON'T own Inuyasha or Iris by the Goo Goo Dolls I

would like to dedicate this story to someone I gave the name Romeo even though

our time was cut short in ways we wouldn’t like . I would like to thank you for your

never ending adoration and devotion in care of me , in ways without you ,I would've

never known. Will update soon . Thank you all for your endless support. On with

the story. Enjoy!

It was later that night for dusk had fallen calling slumber to the village’s occupants,

Sango, Miroku , Shippo Kirara had left him where he stood with Kikyo looming near him.

In a few short moments ,he turned his teary gaze towards the cold emerging from Kikyo.

"I know that I once said I would go to hell with you Kikyo but since then things changed ,now I can't. I am sorry , Farewell Kikyo .Go In Peace . For I have honored my duty to avenge you at the cost of my own heart.,So take that knowledge and go” Inuyasha sternly advised the elder priestess and for good measure allowed the demon within to seep out to the end of his sentence ,to accentuate his serious point .

'This Dog Wasn't Leaving and there was nothing short of Kikyo forcing his hand to her demise

that was going to change' HIS MIND'! '

Either case it wouldn't matter she would be going to hell and he stayed in this spot till he was damn good and ready to leave it. Inuyasha , after that felt her cold and dark aura move away from him in defeat, leaving the hanyou truly felling alone , again.

The lone soul began to move , though he didn't know where ,nor did he care for he was lost without her . His feet took him to a place that he felt close to his loss, but at the same time he was burdened by it at the same time . Inuyasha soon found himself in front of the Gods tree ,soon finding his whole being grow weak , as his legs buckled with the force know beating down upon him. Finding himself on his knees among the roots of the sacred tree , he pulled himself closer until he seemed to feel her wrapped around him cuddled with the lower part of tree .

There he felt little but some comfort as he let the silent tears fall until the unconscious dreams took over . Then he seemed to just see her close to him again but in a spooning embrace , like those he had in his dreams in the past .Inuyasha held onto tightly for he knew too soon it would fade away within the depths of his mind . For know he would take shelter in the arms of the one he had loved since he laid eyes on her . Loving her the way ,he knew she truly was in the dream t image until the fate's would grant him passage to express what he feels inside . To say how he always felt to the girl on the other side ,separated by the passage of time.

'I'd give up forever to touch you, cause I know that you feel me some how .

Your the closest to heaven that I'd ever be and I don't want to go home right now. And

all I could taste is this moment and all I can breath is your life . Sooner or later its over.

I just don't want to miss you tonight. And I don't want the world to see me Cause I don't

think that they'd understand When everything meant to be broken I just want you to know

who I am And ya can't fight the tears that ain't coming .Or the moment the truth in your light.

When everything feels like the movies .You plead just to know your alive! And I don't want

the world to see me .Cause I don't think that they'd understand. When everything's made to

be broken . I just want you to know who I am …...

From a distance forlorn eyes watched the hanyou grieve over his Miko long gone sadly as they felt the painful tremors of their own sorrows grasp them. His friends knew what he felt because they were feeling it as well . They longed for a way to give him a second chance to tell the young friend from the past of the love that he had possessed so dearly for her. Inuyasha succumbed to the deep wrenching sorrow and with all that he felt building up inside him he let it all escape from him in a sorrowful howled cry. It trembled the earth below him and stretched over the darkening horizons. Little did he know that his Miko was still with him in the same spot next to him waiting far into the passing of time, wishing for the exact same thing

“For a second chance....”

Now sitting in his tree thinking back to that night he turned the focus to the skies in deep wonderment , preying to whatever was that reigned up there . After some time he gave up resigning to the fact the people in the sky weren't hearing his pleas , so he returned to his never ceasing dream while he pushed the realm of sleep on himself ,knowing that every time he would be returned with his long lost love. In his vision as promised he gave her more than she demanded of the Wind scar ,so much more . He showed his undying love, devotion,and adoration with the way he kissed lips, let his fingers graze her skin, and they way his eyes treasured every moment being in her presence .

The hanyou could die happily knowing that with just one more chance to tell and show her these things he would then succumb to the far reaches into his passing in peace. Until then he would forever wait for the return of the young girl from their past into his future. He would write letters into what Kagome called a journal to her, talking to her as if she were still with him by his side . Inuyasha was forever grateful for the tutorship that his fellow friend had given him, though painfully frustrating . While overlooking the pages skimming through to check if he left something amiss ,he stopped at one .

~Inuyasha's Letter~

Hello Kagome , I just saw with my own two eyes being taken from me ,pure devastation left in it's wake. I never got the chance to tell you what I wanted to what I so desperately needed to, for your sake and for mine. I hope you are back at home safe sound,cause when I find a way back to you that is where I will come looking. I am truly sorry that I kept what I am about to tell you for this long . I had my reasons though now they all seem futile and unfounded . I love you.... I have loved you for so long it now tears me apart. It was never Kikyo , well in the past years it was but ever since you came into my life ,awakening me from the prison of being sealed to that darn blasted tree I fell hard for you Kagome and even though it seems a little too late .I have to believe that's not true, I will die if it is. I am so sorry for the pain it has caused you for my actions in keeping this from you until now. I wanted too after we defeated Naraku and I tried ,Damn fucking distractions ,don't you hate them . Don't worry you should know after reading this that I refused ,Outwardly refused on going to hell with Kikyo .I wish you could've seen the look on her face,once I showed her what she refused to see “myself”all of it, before my conversation was over . Ha ,you would've been so proud I wish you were there .Hell I wish you were here now ,so I could tell you and show you all of this in person .Don't fret and don't worry for I will forever search for a way to be with you again. You can't be rid of me that easily, silly girl. But seriously what ever you do Wait for me and don't you dare give up on me cause I am coming for you. And I will definitely Haunt you from where you lie. Ha ha , Just remember that I love you and as soon as I know how I will be with you again ,with you by my side Until then Wait for me.

Love Always,Forever Yours ,

Inuyasha PS- I am beginning to miss being sat ! (not really)just you!

At morning Dawn he closed up and put away tucking them within the binds of the book ,tucked into his Haori. He leapt of the tree and headed towards the Bone Eaters Well ,then jumping in. Inuyasha felt for the thickened stick he had found earlier to the spot where he dug a deep whole, finishing it off with his mere claws .He then pulled out something small from inside his inner pocket ,It was something left over from his mother something he had only shared with Kagome. Inuyasha wanted it to be known that when she saw it she knew it was from him when she saw it. He then placed the one scroll folded up real small so it would fit within the small space of the golden Compact ,left by his mother. Afterwords he dipped it in some candle wax layered thick in hopes it would stay preserved until it was found and threw it into it's resting place and buried it until it was hopefully found and opened by his lady love... Kagome.

To Be Continued.........
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