Enamored | By : Maddiesan Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > Kouga/Kagome Views: 13037 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 4 |
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Enamored
Chapter 10: Reunion & Heartbreak
"Wait, isn't that?"
Miroku tilted his head to the side and nodded in affirmation. "I believe it is Lady Sango."
The wolves' den. Their starting point. Although they had yet to manage to find Kagome and Kirara, Sango could not help but wonder; maybe Kouga would help them? He might be a youkai but he did proclaim his love for Kagome. And unlike Inuyasha, he would not let anything - or anyone - distract him.
"Let's go."
"As you wish."
Inuyasha never ended up following them and Sango was glad. She meant it when she left him behind; he was a terrible friend. Of course everyone knew of Kagome's feelings towards him and his own feelings towards Kikyo. He did not have to love Kagome - that did not make him a bad person. He was free to love whoever he wanted. However, toying with Kagome's heart and refusing to help her in time of needs did make him a terrible person. Kikyo was not in danger but Kagome was. He should have gone after their friend instead.
He made a mistake and she hope he would end up regretting it.
Especially if something bad happened to Kagome or Kirara.
She might travel with him, she might have decided to be his friend but she was still a demon slayer.
-E-
Steam rolled off the warm water, elevating into the sky. The night was quiet, the sun set past the horizon with only hints of orange left in the dark blue sky. Kagome's back was pressed against a large rock while only her head remained above the water. Her long locks were floating around her, wet from the water. Her eyes were closed and she let the quietness sink in while her muscles enjoyed the nice treatment. After the injuries her body sustained, this was like heaven. She never even thought she would find herself in a hot spring but Kouga decided to surprise her. At first, she was shocked - and wondered how she was going to do it on her own. But he was a gentleman about the whole thing. He helped her to the edge and once she was sitting down, he left her by herself. After that, it was easy to slide in all on her own.
Of course, it crossed her mind that he might peeked but then she chastised herself. Kouga was many things but she did not think of him as a peeping tom. She got to see his kind side and the warmth of his heart. Plus, she knew he brought her here because she needed it. He noticed without her saying a word. She did not even know she needed this. But - this, this was good.
She tilted her head back while a loud sigh escaped her lips.
Her body was tensed - on alert but she tried to relax. She usually felt safe in the forest; there were people and she had her powers. She was often the first one to run in direction of danger - without thinking. She stood up to monsters, she put herself in harm's way and it never mattered. Until now. She never got hurt before, she never almost lost her life during a fight. It never felt as real as it did now. All the sudden, nothing felt safe and no space allowed her to completely relax. Except Kouga's den. Now that she was out there again, though not far, she was stressed out. The birds were gone, never to come back, but they haunted all of her dreams and nightmares. She hurt Kouga because of them .
"You alright?"
The sound of Kouga's voice shook her to her core.
He was there, right on the other side of the giant rock wall, enjoying a soak of his own she imagined.
"I'm fine," she spoke against the water.
Kouga popped his lips but did not press the matter further. He felt it; the shift in her scent. It was coated in fear and her heart was racing; she was scared. He thought maybe she saw something but he did not want to dare and cross to the other side while she was naked. Not that the thought was not pleasing - because it was. He took a deep breathe before smacking his back against the rock wall. He thought he might as well enjoy some off time too but he was wrong. How was he supposed to be calm when she was right there? Naked. He was naked as well with the calm water surrounding him. He knew she was tired of being inside the den and he figured this might be the perfect place to take her. It was his own private spot. His people knew not to come across the hot springs.
And he knew none of them would try anything.
Though he could feel some of them nearby - but he knew it was about Kagome's safety. Although some wolves remained silent on the human issue he knew his pack loved Kagome - they were thankful for her sacrifices and her help. They would protect her with their lives. And as long as they did not try to steal a peak, he was grateful for their protection.
"Kouga?"
His head snapped to the side at the sound of his name. "Yeah?"
"Thank you."
It was strange to have him so close and yet be unable to see him. He was the only face she saw ever since she got injured. His smile, his blue eyes and his brown tail. He was the familiarity she hung on too while she was alone. And there were not enough ways to thank him for everything he did. He might have been nothing more than a stranger but now he was a friend. He was all she had for the time being.
"Anytime."
He felt the shift in her aura and he smiled; he made her happy. It was the first time he shared his personal private spot with someone but - she was worth it. Anything to see her smile. He wanted to be the reason her face lite up, he wanted to be the one to make her eyes shine with happiness. He never wanted to see her sad, he never wanted to be the one to break her heart. Unfortunately he was unable to protect her from that because - her heart did not belong to him. Despite his best efforts they had yet to get past that friendship as they called it. His heart, his soul - it was all hers. If only he could find a way to make her see he only wanted her happiness - that there was no one else for him but her.
He heard the water moved and he knew she was going further from where he stood. He held back a whimper; he wanted her close.
But then - he no longer heard anything. No water splashing around, no loud heartbeat, no - no breathing.
"Kagome?" he tried, trying to hide his panic.
Nothing.
"Kagome, you alright?"
He tried to close his eyes and focus but it did not help; he could not hear her breathe. His heart raced and he tried to focus on any other sound that might guide him. Suddenly his eyes flashed opened; she was under water. He did not even think twice about it; he jumped over the rock wall and dove in the other side. His hands found her body quite easily and he pulled her out of the water by wrapping an arm around her waist. He ran them over to the edge of the water, pulling her body along with his, out of danger. She laid sprawled beneath him, her body soaked and naked. He pushed his hands in the grass, ripping weeds along the way, and pushed his own bare body off of hers. Panic soar through his icy blue eyes while he inspected her, trying to find an injury.
She blinked.
No blood, no wounds. She was not even struggling for breathe.
"Yo-you weren't breathing."
"I slipped." She was stunned - even shocked. Words did not make it to her mouth, thoughts did not process. One second she was under water, unable to find the strength to come back to the surface and the next his warm body was pressed against hers. There was something even warmer, hard even, digging into her inner thigh. A rock? No, a rock was cold. She shifted as it poked at her and then he groaned.
Oh - oh! NAKED! NAKED! They were naked. Panic raged through her heart, the poor organ beating a lot faster than it should. She tried to turn around, escape this, but her body and muscles were too weak. Instead she simply wriggled beneath him.
He needed her to stop moving so goddamn much. She was - oh kami. Her soft, jiggly, smooth inner thigh kept rubbing against his erection while he tore his eyes away from her face. He needed to move and now. He did not think - he did not even consider the possibility that she was naked! As he tried to pull himself away from her, he was graced with a sight better than ever. He might have seen her breast very briefly earlier on but this - this was both of them in front of him. Bare. They jiggled with every movements she made, the large mounds bouncing, begging to be touched. And her soft dusty pink nipples - hard.
Hard was a bad word.
He did not think twice about it as he tossed himself in the water and submerged his whole body. He wanted to stay under water and die. First of all, Kagome would never forgive him for this indecency, no matter how much he intended on claiming he did it all to save her. Second of all - how was he ever to forget the sight of her chest or the feel of her skin against his hard cock? He could not. He would not. It would plague his every dream, haunt his every nightmare until he became insane. Even now, the ache inside of him was barely tolerable. Friend. He was a friend. Fuck the word friend. He hated that word, he hated everything that had to do with friendship. He wanted to fuck her.
Finally, he pulled himself out of the water. He kept his back turned to her because he knew she probably did not have a chance to make herself decent yet. "I'm sorry," he mumbled, his cheeks a bright red color.
Kagome wanted to be furious and she wanted to yell at him to sit. But, obviously that would not do any good since he was not wearing the necklace and second of all - he never meant to peek. It did not mean she wanted him to take a good look at her body and she - oh god, she felt, it brushed up against - and the - yeah she never ever wanted that to happen. But neither did he. He had plenty of chances to steal a peek and he never did. It was her fault for slipping - he was only trying to help her. If she repeated that enough time, she might end up alright with the whole thing - hopefully. Oh god. He laid naked on top of her with this - she was never going to forget that. She was - she only got her first kiss recently and now - now this happened.
Why was her life this screwed up?
"Kagome, I didn't mean to - you weren't breathing. I called out for ya… I didn't hear anything!" Still, she remained silent. "If I - I mean I didn't try to look. I just wanted to get ya out…"
She wanted to sink into the ground and disappear forever but now she felt guilt settling in. She took pity on him; he was in the water, rambling, trying to apologize to her. He clearly felt bad and she did not want him to feel that way. There were no bad intention behind his actions. Despite the fact that she wanted to say he was a pervert - she could not bring herself to do it. Instead, she used the little strength she had and reached out for her kimono. She winced in pain as she dragged it closer to her body. If there were going to have a conversation she wanted to be dressed. This was the second time she flashed him and if it happened another time she might die. She already wanted to die. Someone saw her naked body.
Someone was naked on top of her.
Oh god.
She tried to chase the thoughts away as she struggled to put her clothes on. Once she slipped it on, she kept it closed with her hands instead of finding the obi; it was too far and she did not have the energy to do it.
"I'm dressed."
Of all the words he expected her to say, those were not on the list. He dared to turn around, making sure the water remained above his waist; he did not need to embarrass himself again. He lifted his gaze from the water and looked at her. Her hair was down, soaked by the water and framing her face. Her pale cheeks were bright red while she avoided his gaze. She was covered, the kimono covering her sweet flesh and though he was grateful, he missed the sight of her. No that was a terrible thought. "I'm sorry," he tried again.
"It's hm, it's fine. I - thank you for saving me."
Again. He did not expect her to say that. What was he supposed to say? Thank you for letting me see you naked again. Even though he lied about the first time? There was no way out of it. "I barely looked."
"We don't have to talk about it."
She did not want to talk about it. She wanted to pretend it did not exist - just like the first incident. Why did she always end up in compromising situation with Kouga? Out of all people.
"You wanna go back?"
She nodded.
He was about to step out of the water when she shoved her hands in front of her face. "You're hm, you're still - yeah."
Right. Naked. He did not have problem with his body or his nakedness. He was a very attractive male and he was not ashamed of what he looked like. However, he felt like Kagome would be shamed further. She did freak out when she felt his naked body against his. Because he was not that mutt and she wanted the mutt. It was who she wanted. Although the event had taken a toll on his hardness, this completely killed it; Inutrasha.
"I'll get my clothes," he said before speeding away from her. The gush of wind blow her hair away and her kimono open. A mere seconds later he was back, fully dressed and she breathed a lot easier. He approached her awkwardly, unsure how to proceed.
He needed to lift her up and carry her since she could not walk on her own yet. However, he was quite convinced that it would not be pleasing option. At this point she probably wanted him as far as possible - not touching her. He popped his lips and sighed as he ran his fingers through his wet hair. "I - I need to carry you."
Fire burned through her cheeks and blue eyes focused on the long, luscious green grass. "Mmhmm." All she had to do was avoid looking at him. That was easy right? Her body hardened as he slipped his arms around her knees and then on the small of her back. He lifted her off the ground and rapidly began to head back to the den. For the first time, she felt the sweatiness of his palms and the thundering of his heart.
Kouga was nervous.
He was always confident, pushing through even when there was no hope. She never gave him any indication that she was interested in him and yet he pursued her. He proclaimed his love on top of a mountain. All she did was help him and his people. She did not send any signals and she did not return his affections. She even slapped him. There was no way to be more clear but it did not shake his confidence. But now? Now he was nervous, his voice lost its cockiness and he was shaking. His facade was gone and she could see a glimpse of who he was underneath all that cocky act. At least it did confirm that he was not a pervert; he would not be nervous that he saw her naked, he would be acting like Miroku.
She made sure to keep her head away from his chest, keeping some distance between them. Kissing, nakedness, breasts? How did things unravel so fast and so quickly? A little while ago she was a sixteen years old who had never kissed a boy and who was hung up on someone who loved a dead woman. Now? Now she was kissing wolves and - showing off her nakedness everywhere. Her face burned brighter red and she tried to shield it away from prying eyes by smacking her hand over her face. She felt his fingers crisped around her and she wondered if he thought it was his fault.
He tried to peek at her but he was unable to do it in a subtle way. There were so many scents coming off of her and he did not even know where to begin deciphering them. There was the shame, coating her whole body, and a hint of nervousness, which he could tell by the slight quiver of her legs. There was something else; a warmth? Vanilla? No, no, it was it smelled good. He smelled it before - when he kissed her. Arousal? She was aroused? Because - when they - it - what? This time, it was his turn to turn red tomato. Kagome was aroused.
This was going to be a long trip back.
The entire trip was indeed long and awkward. Kagome kept quiet and so did Kouga since neither of them knew what to say. Fortunately for them, a situation arose which prevented them from entering the den. Instead, they were stopped at the entrance by Ginta and Hakkaku. At first, they ran in direction of the pair with smile on their faces but one they got close, their smiles faded away. They frowned while looking back and forth between the two. The mixes of scents made it difficult to keep track to what was happening. However they were quickly shut up when Kouga offered them a rather silent glare. They knew better than to piss him off. They would find out more later.
"We have visitors."
Kouga arched an eyebrow as he put Kagome down on the ground carefully. She held his arm for balance and waited for him to ask the question. "Who?"
"Kagome's friends."
Kagome felt her heart race and suddenly her eyes widened. Her friends? Sango, Miroku and Inuyasha? They managed to track her down, they actually found her!
"The monk and the other," Ginta added.
"Oh and the kid."
She wanted to ask but she did not. It was not about Kouga, it was about herself. She did not even want to know because it would break her heart. Why would he not be there? Why would he not come for her? She did not want to hear the answer and so, she would not ask the question.
"Inutr- Inuyasha?"
For the first time, Kagome turned her head to steal a peek at Kouga. Was he asking because he wanted to know or was he asking for her?
"Nope."
And that was when her heart broke. She wanted to drop to the ground but she held herself up. Her fingers dug into his skin but he did not even flinch. Inuyasha abandoned her? No, no. Wait, she could not freak out like this when she did not know what happened. There was an explanation right? There was always an explanation. If the others were there - something was holding up Inuyasha. Or maybe he just did not want to come to Kouga's territory. He was avoiding a fight right? Yes, that was the reason behind his absence. She simply needed to go see her friends - and face Sango. She would never forgive her for hurting Kirara. At least she was alive. No, she needed to reunite the two. Then, she would put distance between herself and her friends.
That was the plan.
Kouga tried not to stare at Kagome; her nervousness was coating her entire scent. There was also a heavy amount of sadness which he guessed had something to do with Inuyasha. He asked for himself and a bit for her. He wanted to know if he needed to prepare himself. If Inuyasha was here - he would lose her. Even the fact that her friends were present was dangerous. Until now, it was the two of them and it was much easier to become her friend and get close to her. Now, she would return to her pack and he would - she would leave him. He adjusted to having her in his life and he did not want to see her leave.
Not yet, not when things between them were this uncertain.
But then he noticed that Kagome was not moving. She was not heading in direction of her friends, she was not trying to pull away from him. "Kagome?"
"We should go right?"
But her lips were twitching and the smile was forced.
And he did not say anything.
"Yeah."
He lowered his body so that she could toss her arm across his back and hold on to his shoulder. He put his own arm around her waist, thankful that they were both distracted from the event that occurred earlier, and he helped her walk. He would rather scoop her in his arms but he felt this might be a bit more appropriate and less stressful for her. They walked slowly, her heart beating faster and faster with each step they took. She was dreading this moment. She did not want to see her friends. And she did not ask about the stupid dog. What was happening? Did he miss something? Did- no could it be possible that she did not want to leave with her friends? Did she want to stay with him?
No, he could not get his hopes up. Especially not after that incident.
No, no, no.
"KAGOME!"
And then, a brunette run over to Kagome, throwing her arms around her and unfortunately sending her flying on the ground. Kouga's grip on her was not solid enough and she was barely holding on to him. She slipped and hit the ground with Sango on top of her. The demon slayer panicked and jumped on her feet, eyes wide open. "Kagome?"
His control slipped. Kouga growled and stepped between the two of them, his instincts screaming at him to protect Kagome from this demon slayer. Unfortunately, Sango was not scared away by a youkai's growling. Instead, she opted for a defensive stance, her eyes narrowed.
"I'm fine!" Kagome replied as she felt the tension rise. It was an accident and she did not need anyone else to get hurt because of her. Kirara was enough. "I'm fine," she repeated when nobody moved.
Kouga felt his tail twitch in anger and rage bursting through his chest. She told him to calm down; he had to push down his instincts and he had to do as she said. Despite his fangs poking at his lips, he removed himself between the two girls. Then, he dropped to his knees, observing Kagome and making sure she had no injuries. "Ya alright?" he whispered.
She nodded. "I can't get up." She did not want Sango's help; she owed her. Kouga - it was just easier with him. Despite the awkwardness between them.
He put his arms around her and lifted her from the ground. Sango remained a bit on the defensive but she did move out of the way so that Kagome could make it on her feet. Finally, Kagome stared at her friend. "Kirara is fine."
A wave of relief washed over Sango and her knees buckled. "S-she's with you?"
Kagome nodded. "They found her. They healed her. She's a bit injured but she's okay." She was healing a lot faster than Kagome was - despite the little magic trick she did on herself earlier.
Sango felt the tears that came to her eyes and she let them stream down her cheeks. Miroku put his hand on her shoulder and she knew there was nothing perverse behind the gesture; he was simply bringing her comfort. She thought she had lost two friends at one and after everything that was taken from her, she thought she would not survive it. She was wrong. They were alive. And no thanks to Inuyasha. It was a good thing they decided to search on their own or they might have never found her.
"K-kagome, what happened?"
She was an idiot and she put everyone in danger. That was what happened.
"Fucking bird of paradise attacked them," Kouga answered for her.
"Didn't they all die during the fight?" Sango asked as she could only imagine the kind of injuries Kirara and Kagome sustained.
"Apparently there was one bastard left. It's dead now."
"Are you sure?"
"Yes," he bit back, insulted.
"Kirara is in one of the dens," Kagome supplied. "Kouga?"
"Eh, yeah," he replied, caught off guard. "Let me show ya."
He was not too keen on having strangers in his den but they were not strangers; they were his woman's friends. If she wanted them here, they could be here. Plus, it might do her some good. Until they took her away… but he would not think about that yet. He could not. Kouga was about to help her walk when she stopped him.
"You go ahead, it'll be faster. Ginta and Hakkaku will help me."
His gaze shifted from her to the two wolves behind her. He trusted them and he knew they would not try anything but he did not like the thought of someone else taking care of his woman. Still, his shoulders slugged in resignation and he nodded. "Follow me," he told the monk and the demon slayer as he began to lead the way.
Kagome stayed behind, keeping her balance by leaning on a nearby rock while Ginta and Hakkaku approached her, ready to help.
She did not want to do this. She did not want to face the truth that awaited her over there.
-E-
Sango was sitting near the fire with Kirara sleeping on her laps. She was weak and would probably not fly for a while, but she was warm and breathing, and that was all Sango could ask for. Plus, the wolves did treat her nicely and she was grateful for that. Miroku was sitting nearby, having a discussion with two males ookamis. Kagome - Kagome was silently resting against a rock with Kouga by her side. Sango did not fail to notice the closeness between those two. Kouga did everything Kagome asked of him and Kagome was not put off by his presence. Last time she saw the two of them together, Kagome was quite uncomfortable by his advances but that was no longer the case.
She had gotten bits of the story from Kouga. He told her how he found them, how they had been doing and Kagome's miraculous healing. Though she was clearly in no condition to walk. She needed more time and transporting her back to the well was clearly not a good idea. She was good here, with people looking after her; she did not fear for her safety. And now, they knew where she was. There was one thing that was left unsaid and though Miroku told her not to say anything - as it might upset Lady Kagome, Sango was dying to say it. Why should she hold back? The only person that was saved from this was Inuyasha, not Kagome.
Fortunately for her, Kouga asked the one question that allowed her to let all of her rage out.
"What about to the dog?" If he could not insult him, then he would at least find ways to not say his name.
Kagome stiffened, Miroku stopped talking and Sango turned her head to look at Kouga. It was now or never. "He had a choice to make, he chose wrong."
"Now Sango," Miroku began.
"No, he knew Kagome was injured," she snapped at Miroku. "We found the blood," she said, focusing her attention back on Kouga. "We knew they were both injured and - and he left."
"Where did he go?" Kouga asked with an arched eyebrow. What could be so much more important than finding Kagome?
"He went to see Kikyo." Her words were whispers, uttered with a broken voice. She thought that might be it but she preferred to believe in other options. One that did not involve him turning his back on her.
"She wasn't hurt," Sango confirmed bitterly. "He just went to see her because he couldn't help himself."
"Sango…" Miroku chastised.
"No. I'm not going to make any excuses for him! He didn't know that Kagome and Kirara were safe! They could have been dying somewhere and he still went to see her." Her chest was heaving with her wrath, her hands trembling at her sight. If it were not for the wolves she would not be holding Kirara. Inuyasha would have doomed them both. She did not want to see him and she did not want to talk to him. Ever again. "We left him with her." She sighed. "He said he brought her along so that'd help us find you."
"I'm sure Inuyasha had his reasons."
"No he didn't. He's an idiot. Kikyo doesn't do anything for him. She betrays us, she - she's not even human."
"ENOUGH!"
Everyone remained stilled as Kagome let out of a deep breathe. Her weak body trembled as rage seeped into her blue eyes. Her bottom lip quivered and her eyes began to shine with tears. Did they think this was fun? Did they think she wanted this? Here they were arguing about how little she meant to Inuyasha. About how he rather see Kikyo and let her die. She always knew she was not the one in his heart but she never knew it went that far. She could die and as long as he had Kikyo it did not matter to him. It only mattered when Kikyo was not around. She was his precious jewel detector and that was how little he cared for her. She poured her heart out to him and though he did not return the feelings, he made it sound as though he wanted her by his side.
It was a lie.
She felt a few tears drip from her chin and that was when the desire to flee filled her. She grasped the rock as best as she could and tried to make it on her feet. She stumbled a bit but after her small struggle, she stood straight. And then it went downhill. Despite her best attempts at walking, she leaned forward and crashed on the floor. Immediately, Kouga was by her side, ready to help her. She pushed his hand away and kept trying on her own. Unfortunately, he did not get the message and kept on trying to help her.
"Stop!"
She could do it. She could walk away from this nightmare - flee this hell.
He put his arms around her. She tried to fight him, she wrestled against his hold but he was much stronger than she was and did not stand a chance. Next thing she knew, they were speeding through the place. Then, he dropped her and as soon as she felt the furs on her legs, she knew where they were; his den. The moment his grip was looser on her she used what little strength she had to push him away by pressing her palms to his chest. He barely even wavered.
"Leave," she begged, feeling her impending doom lurking above her. She was going to break down and she did not want to see anyone.
She spent all this time thinking he was looking for her. She thought he was in a panic, probably bursting through villages and roughing up some villagers for answers. Instead, he went looking for Kikyo - the love of his life. She promised to remain by his side, to help him choose life instead of death with Kikyo. She did so knowing that he would never love her but she was okay with it. She wanted to help him and to save him. It was a good enough for her - because even though he did not love her, Inuyasha cared for her. He rescued her, he put his life in danger for her - and that was soothing. But not anymore. Now that Kikyo was fully around, she was not worth anything. She took all the insults, all the burst of rage and his bad attitude - because she knew there was something good inside.
She was wrong.
He would have let her die.
He did not care.
When he was faced with the choice of helping her or seeing Kikyo - he picked Kikyo. This was not about who he wanted to chill with or spend his evening with - this was about her life. And still, he could not choose her.
And she broke down. She leaned into Kouga's chest, heavy sobs tearing from her throats. She shook, she wet his chest and she let out sounds of pain while he wrapped his arms around her. She sought his warmth and he rested his head on top of her. His heart was breaking as she shattered in his arms. His Kagome was never supposed to feel like this; he never wanted to know what pain was. He was unable to protect her from the attack and he would hate himself forever because of it. But this, this he could fix. He did not have to let her suffer. He would comfort her, he would bring her joy and love until she no longer felt the pain caused by that asshole. He knew he was no good for Kagome.
"Kagome," he whispered against her hair.
She kept on crying, her heart breaking, her body breaking into a million pieces. There was no room for rage in her heart, it hurt too badly. She was certain someone had ripped her heart out of her chest and stumped on it. Maybe that would be better. At least that way she would be numbed out to the pain. She would not feel this. It hurt, it hurt so much. She wanted to die from the pain. She needed relief from it.
"Kagome, I would never hurt you."
He squeezed her tighter, hoping to transfer her agony to himself. "He doesn't deserve this. He ain't worthy of your tears."
He was supposed to be her friend. Nothing else.
"I'd never make ya cry. I'd love you every day. Only you."
He did not know her, her history or anything but she believed him. She knew he would never look at another; he was devoted. But he was in love with the thought of her, not who she actually was. It was not real.
Kouga began to kiss the top of her head while lowering his arms until they were wrapped around her waist. "Please, Kagome." He was begging; he did not beg.
What could he do? How could he fix what Inutrasha destroyed?
He used his body to tilt her backwards, revealing the top of her head. He allowed himself to drop kisses on her forehead, then the tip of her nose. The face was sticky, covered with the many tears she shed. He lowered himself until his nose was pressed against hers. "Don't cry."
But that only made her cry harder. He cupped her face and her lack of balance tipped her forward. "Don't cry," he whispered.
And he kissed her.
Then she kissed back. And his heart stopped.
-E-
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