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"Talking"
'Thinking'
"sessh demon"
‘Inu demon’
*Asami talking in their head*
(Inuyasha talking in their head)
A trip to the horrible past
~Dream flash back ~
Four year old Inuyasha was playing by himself in a field trying to catch a butterfly that managed to get away from him every time he pounced at it. When he went to grab it, it would fly off the flower and around in circles over top of his head before landing somewhere else. It was like the insect was playing along with him, making him smile with eyes filled with laughter.
“Come back here little bug!” he said joyfully, spinning around as the butterfly flew circles around his head.
Getting dizzy Inuyasha fell backwards onto his back. When he landed the small beautiful insect landed on the half-demon nose. He looked confused at first but soon burst into laughter that echoed throughout the field making the butterfly fly away. He sat up and smiled as it disappeared from his site.
“Bye Bye little butterfly.” He said waving. Little did the four year old know, that his fun was about to turn into something worse.
As a scent caught his nose Inuyasha turned to see five boys that looked older than him walking his way. He saw that they were smiling and mistook it to be kindness so he too began to smile back. Inuyasha stood to his feet with that cheerful smile on his face as they drew near.
“Hey half demon.” One of them called out.
“Hi!” The young Inuyasha shouted back.
When they finally made it to him all five of the boys gathered around him. They all had smirks on their faces and anyone could tell that they were up to no good but little Inuyahsa had no Idea.
“So what are you doing out here? Don’t you know It’s an open field and anyone can attack you.” The tallest of the group said.
“I was playing with the butterfly! It went round, and round, and round, and then I fell” He explained happily.
“Is that so…So where is it now?”
“It went bye bye.” Inuaysha said with the cutest little giggle.
“I see. Well I’m Isamu, and starting from my right this is Ike, Ginjiro and the twins Hisayuki and Rikio.” The whole time the taller boy was talking his other friends didn’t say a word. Devious smiles played on their faces as the one known as Ginjiro walked closer to him.
“So Inuyasha, since your butterfly went away how about you play with us.” Ginjiro had short dark brown hair was three feet taller than Inuyasha and looked to be about seven years old.
“OK!!” The half breed shouted with excitement but then his face dropped and he looked as though he was troubled.
“But won’t your mommies and daddies be mad at me?” They all looked at Inuyasha trying to figure out what to say. At that moment a long black haired boy that looked around the age of nine, otherwise known as Ike walked closer to Inuyasha.
“Why would you think they would be mad?” Ike was known as the second in command because he was the second eldest of the five.
“Well, because they yell at me a lot. They tell me I should dig a hole and die in it. They throw things at me and say I am the child of a devil and to stay away from their kids.” Inuyasha looked down at his feet as he remembered the events that happened earlier that day.
Ike began to pat Inuyasha’s head with a smile on his face but you could see the disgust in his eyes. “It’s ok Inuyasha, we don’t agree with our parents.” The others nodded in agreement.
“So Inuyasha…” The eldest twin Hisayuki said.
“How about we play a game” Rikio, the youngest twin finished.
The half demon looked confused at first but then nodded as he smiled at the others. “Ok, what kind of game is it?”
“It’s called… slave, and if you want to be our friend then you have to play it right or we won’t talk to you again.” When those words left Isamu’s mouth, Inuyashsa’s smile dropped.
The four year old flinched at the word slave. He knew very well what it was and thought about running but thought against it. If he told them no and left they would be sure to chase after him andhe didn’t want to get his mother involved so he agreed to play with them.
“Ok so now we decide who will be the slave. I’ll hold a number behind my back and you guys have to guess what it is. Starting from Rikio and ending with Hisayuki. Ready? Go.” He said as he held his eight fingers behind his back.
Rikio: 4
Ike: 9
Ginjiro: 7
Inuyasha: 8
Hisayuki: 10
Isamu quickly changed the number to seven. “Ginjiro wins so he is not a slave.” He put five fingers this time and listened as they shouted again.
Rikio: 6
Ike: 3
Inuyasha: 7
Hisayuki: 5
“Now Hisayuki isn’t a slave and we only have three more.” Isamu figured it was time to get this over with. Putting up seven fingers he waited for them to start shouting out. Rikio said two, Ike said four and Inuyasha said ten. None of them got it right so he just switched his fingers to four and declared Ike the winner of that round.
Inuyasha frowned, knowing already what was going on. He knew it was odd that all of the others were winning but he hasn’t won not once, and he could bet that Rikio would win the next one. Isamu held one finger up and nodded once giving Rikio the answer.
“Well it’s settled, Inuyasha you are the slave and have to do whatever we say.” Forcing a smile Inuyasha went along with it.
They started with simple things, like rubbing their feet, and scratching their back, but then it started to get worse. They told him to strip naked and run around the village but when he refused they would each slap him.
“Please Ginjiro I can’t do that. If I go there it would make my mommy worry about me and I don’t want her to be sad.” Inuyasha pleaded
“How many times must I say it, you bastard child!?! You are nothing but a slave and will call each of us master and not by our names! Do it again and I will make you suffer till the day you die.” Ginjiro shouted in his face before he slapped him.
Inuyasha had tears in his eyes but held them in as he did what they told him to do without argument. Though he was listening to them they would still hit him. They even went as far as to kick him in the place that would make any man or demon cry out in pain. The sun was going down and Inuyasha was relived as the five kids were called home. He himself began to walk home as well. His face was swollen, lip was bust, bruises all over his arms and stomach and he was limping from all the times he was kicked in the shin.
On his way Inuyasha thought he saw something flash from the corner of his eyes but shrugged it off when he turned to find no one was there. He continued his long walk home with a sad expression on his face. He and his mother lived in the woods hidden from the village because of all the harm that was done to them. Burning down the house and beating on him and his mother, they had no choice but to hide.
Finally making it home Inuyasha walked into the house making sure to keep his face hidden from his mother who was waiting outside for him.
“How was your day my little Inu? Did you have fun in the fields?”
“Yeah I had a lot of fun mommy.” He said with the best fake cheerful voice he could pull.
She smiled at him, sad that her only child had to play by himself at such a young age. “Is that so? Well I’m glad you had fun.”
“Some of the village kids came to play with me.”
She froze at those words not knowing if she should be happy or concerned. “Oh really? What did you play?”
“We played a game…they said it was called…slave.” Izayoi stiffened.
Inuyasha tried to hide himself and flatten his ears so that she couldn’t see how red they were. “Inuyasha look at me.” When he didn’t answer she tried again.
Slowly turning towards her he kept his eyes closed not wanting to see her reaction, but he couldn’t stop the gasp that he heard..
“Inuy…” She was cut off by an empty laugh.
“It’s ok mommy really.” He took off his kimono and turned his back to her. Carved into his back with what looks to be a rock, were the words ‘Our Bitch’.
“You see? They gave me the mark of friendship. They said that next time we play I’ll get more so I can show the world that I have friends.” Pulling his cloths back on he looked at her with a half hearted smile on his face.
Looking at her child’s face she couldn’t hold her tears any longer. Even though she knew it would heal in no more than two days or so, that still didn’t take away the fact that her son would have to be subject to this kind of torture for the rest of his life. He looked so broken like there was no more happiness left in his heart. She held her arms out silently telling him to come to her. He sat there for a moment as the emptiness in his eyes began to vanish and tears took its place.
He threw himself into her arms and cried his heart out. “I never did anything to them so why do they hate me mommy!?!”
“Oh my baby… Why didn’t you leave when you knew what they were up too?”
“I was scared. I thought that if I ran away or tried to stop them that they would tell their mommies and daddies and they would do bad things to me and you again.” He sobbed.
They spent the night treating his wounds before the two of them fell asleep with Inuyasha cuddled in his mothers’ arms.
~Dream time skip 4 weeks~
“Mommy!” Little legs were running as fast as they could to get back to his house as fast as he could.
“Inuyasha what is wrong with you? Calm down.” Izayoi said trying to calm her child.
“Mommy we have to run! The villagers found us we have to run!” He yelled while looking behind him. They were getting closer with their torches and the shouting was getting louder with every step they took. It would have been no point to run for the fact that they were already close enough to catch them even if they tried.
“Oh my…” She pushed Inuyasha behind her and thought of what to do before the villagers got any closer. Then she remembered that bothshe and Inuyasha dug a tunnel some time ago as a way to escape should something like this were to ever happen.
“Inuyasha you remember the secret tunnel under the hut right?” Without her having to say anything Inuyasha grabbed onto her leg for dear life already knowing what she was about to say.
“No mommy I can’t leave you!!”
“Inuyashsa go now!” The half demon gasped and slowly released his mother before turning to open the entrance on the floor and jumped down into the hole. He closed the entrance and sat there listening to everything that was happening.
“Izayoi!” one of the men shouted.
“Hello and to what do I owe the honor of this visit?”
“Don’t play with us you dumb slut! Where is that filthy disgusting thing? The two of you will die tonight!”
“Oh I’m sorry but I’m not sure who you are talking about. The only people who live here would be my son and I. I have never seen a ‘filthy disgusting thing’ as you called it.” She said with a smile still on her face.
They all stood there growling at her sarcasm. “That’s it!! Raid the hut, find anything you can and most of all find that damn half-breed and kill him dead!!”
Izayoi blocked their way still not dropping her smile. “It is not polite to walk into someone’s house without being invited in do you not think?”
“Move out of the way wench!” One of the men pushed her roughly to the ground and out of their way.
Izayoi knew that no matter how many times she told Inuyasha to leave he wouldn’t do so when it came to her. She looked over to the passage of the hidden tunnel and saw that the little half demon was peeking out with rage in his little golden eyes. She looked into his eyes silently telling him to stay put. Izayoi stood to her feet with a fake smile on her face.
“Pushing a lady to the ground when all you had to do was ask? That was very rude.”
His mother tried to push the villagers out and by doing so was pushed to the ground yet again but this time a kicked to the stomach followed. Whenever she stood back up she would get pushed and even punched back onto the ground.
“You should just stay there because that’s where both you and that son of your will be pretty soon, but first we need to find him.” One of the village men said.
“Leave it to our kids to do a better job than us adults. All they had to do was get close to the filth so he could drop his guard and Isamu would follow him halfway home every day. We just needed the right time to strike. Now tell us where he is!” Another man shouted while picking her up by her hair.
Isamu’s name was spoken and Inuyasha’s eyes opened wide as tears began to flow. In his mind he was beating himself for being so dumb as to let his guard down to people who wanted him dead. It took all that Inuyasha had not to jump out and attack the people that were hurting his mother, but the look she was giving him told him ‘you better not move’. Now because he was careless his mother was being beaten while he could do nothing but watch and cry.
“Answer us damn you!!”
“As if I would tell you where h…” She was cut off short when a fist came crashing into her stomach and she coughed up blood.
“Well if you won’t speak then we’ll take care of you first and find the brat of yours after, or maybe he will come running at the smell of your blood and sound of you blood filled screams.” The man who was holding her up by the hair threw her back to the ground.
“Today is the day you die wench!!” They each took turns beating her and the whole time she never broke eye contact with her son making sure he didn’t move.
One of the villagers smirked as he dropped the torch setting the hut on fire and another man stood over top of Izayoi with an evil smirk on his face. “Do you see what you get when you lay with a demon and bring a monster into this world?”
“My love and my son were and is more of a man than any of you will ever be. You call them demons and monsters but what are you? Do you really think that what you are doing makes you human?”
Losing their temper from her words, the ring leader of the group brought his pitchfork down, but before it pierced her, seven words left her lip.
“Take care, I love you my Inuyasha.” And with that being her final words, she was pierced through the back all the while a smile remained on her face.
“NOOOOOOO!!!”
(End of dream)
“NOOOOOOOO!!!” Inuyasha yelled as he jumped out of his sleep. He looked around realizing he was still at the camp with the others, Inuyasha tried to calm his heart.
“It was just a dream.” Leaning back he rested his head against his brothers’ chest and sighed.
“Are you ok?” The question was asked by two people, one of which was in his head.
Inuyasha turned his head slightly to see Sesshomaru looking at him with a worried expression. He could imagine his sister having the same look on her face.
“It was just a bad dream” He answered the both of them while closing his eyes.
‘I haven’t had a dream like that in years…Why now?’
He could feel eyes on him but didn’t bother to open them, already knowing that his outburst woke everyone up.
“You were calling for your mother.” Sango called from the other side of the camp which made him open his eyes.
Staying silent for a moment Inuyasha looked over at the sleeping kit and moved from in between Sesshomarus legs to stand to his feet. “It was nothing so just go back to sleep.” He said while walking off.
*Yasha*
(I’m fine.)
*But Yasha that..*
(It was just a dream!) Realizing that his emotions were coming out as rage, Inuyasha took a deep breath to calm himself.
(Don’t worry Asa I’m fine…It was just a dream.)
Taking that as a hint Asami didn’t say another word but watched through her brother’s eyes as he kept walking to who knows where. After making sure he was far away from the camp, Inuyasha came to a stop and jumped into a tree. Leaning back, he sighed with a depressed look on his face.
“But still, it was a dream that I wish would have never happened.”
Sitting there Inuyasha couldn’t stop the memories from playing over in his head. After a while he started to feel something wet traveling down his cheeks. Lifting his hand to wipe the tears away, Inuyasha sighed.
“Man I’m turning into such a bitch…”
He was there for his mother’s death and witnessed the whole thing, so why was he crying? Didn’t he cry all the tears that he had on that very day?
‘I thought about mother’s death lots of times before, and I even go to visit her from time to time. There is no way a dream that doesn’t even compare to that day, can have me shedding tears. So why am I?’
Wiping away more tears realization slowly hit the half demon; it wasn’t him that was crying. Of course that dream wouldn’t affect him but for someone who wasn’t there to see what he saw they would most surly be crying waterfalls. Asami had woken up no more than a six months after his mother died so there was no way she knew what happened. Sure he thought about that day plenty of times but it were never as detailed as the dream had been.
“So when she said my name she wasn’t trying to cheer me up, she was looking for me to comfort. Dammit…” Having just now realized what was wrong Inuyasha just wanted to punch his self for being so stupid.
He called out for his sister but received no answer and the tears wouldn’t stop flowing. It was weird for a person who had their eyes wide open and showed no signs of crying, to have tears coming out of their eyes.
“Asami I know you can hear me so answer.”
*What do you want?* Waiting but a minute he finally heard a faint voice.
“I’m sorry Asa, I know you never knew mother and to have seen her death like that… I should have understood that you would be more hurt from that dream than I was.”
*It’s ok; I just can’t believe people could be so cruel. I mean I know we grew up running for our life but to kill someone just because they fell in love is just too much. And the way you were treated Yahsa. I only wish we could go back in time and make them all suffer for what they did.*
“Yeah, well that’s the world for ya. In both the demon and human worlds, should a human fall for a demon or vice versa both of them and their child will be shunned and in the worse case, killed. But it’s ok because by some lucky fate I made it out alive and saved the both of us.”
*It still hurts Yasha. How could they call all of you such names!?It’s the humans that are demons!! They are the cause of the separation between the two worlds!* The tears began to flow even more as Asami became more upset.
“You can’t say that Asa! It’s not all humans and most demons are just as bad.”
*But they are the reason that you suffered so much and it was them who killed mother and father! You knew mother but I… I never got to meet any one of them.*
“… I’m sure mother would have been happy to know that she has a daughter, and I’m sure that mother and father would both be happy that we’re alive. What’s done is done, the past is the past and should be left as just that. That is unless your Kagome and you came back through the that damn well, screwing everything up with every step she takes.”
They both began to laugh knowing how true those words were. With a few more insults being thrown at Kagome, Asami began to calm down and in thus Inuyasha’s eyes stopped leaking. That night the two siblings slept away from the camp, unaware of the fact that they were being watched.
****In the distance****
Not too far from where the half breed was sitting high in his tree, blue eyes were staring in confusion. Why was the dog demon talking as if someone was actually there with him? This demon had questions and when day break comes, he will be sure to seek the answers but for now it was time to rest. Turning on his heels the wolf demon known as Kouga made his way back to his friends…
TBC
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