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This Sesshoumaru Doesn't Do Christmas	By : SunsetMiko Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > Sessh?maru/Kagome > Sessh?maru/Kagome Views: 24489 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 2
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This Sesshoumaru Doesn't Do Christmas
Chapter 11 - What Sound?
Sunday, November 30,2008
Kagome sighed and nodded. Sango was probably right, but that didn't take the ache or the worry away. He'd pulled away from her like she'd burned him, without a word, and had been avoiding her since. It made sense, now that it had been spelled out for her at least, that if he was hiding his demon instincts from her then he would be upset with himself for letting them slip out like he had, but why couldn't he just go with it? She'd wanted him so badly to continue. Surely he had to have noticed! She'd never been so turned on in her life and to have him stop like he did made her feel unattractive, undesirable, and absolutely ridiculous for having put on such a show for him with less than positive results.
It made her question whether to continue with her plans to lure out his demon characteristics. If he was so intent on keeping them hidden away, maybe she should leave well enough alone. At the same time, though, it made her want to try even harder because it hurt to think that he thought it necessary to alter his behavior and even his appearance to have her heart. She wanted more than anything for Sesshoumaru to truly be Sesshoumaru, inside and out, and she was certain she would still love him, no matter what changed.
Her feelings were so strong, the connection so deep, that they had to be meant to be, fated for each other. She loved his very soul, so it wouldn't matter to her if he was hiding a full body fur coat and a bad habit of drooling and chewing on the furniture. Kagome held back a giggle at the image her thoughts had inspired and then sighed, remembering why she was upset to begin with. A knock at the door broke her concentration and interrupted her thousandth mental replay of the incident the night before and she quickly typed to Sango that she had to go and closed the chat program, opening solitaire before answering tonelessly, "Yeah?"
"Kagome, may this Sesshoumaru come in? I wish to speak with you," he asked through the closed door, hoping his words would make it through the invisible emotional wall it represented and truly reach her.
She didn't answer for a moment and Sesshoumaru's hands balled into fists, his claws biting into his palms as his anger at himself returned. Finally she spoke again and he relaxed, but only a little. "I guess so."
He slowly opened the door and walked into the room, frowning when she didn't turn to look at him, instead continuing to play her game as if she were still alone. He could sense it now, just how upset she really was, and he wanted to kick himself for letting so much time pass without apologizing or even realizing just what he'd done. "Kagome?"
"Yeah?"
She still didn't turn around and Sesshoumaru's heart ached at the emptiness of her voice that was usually so full of warmth and enthusiasm. He couldn't bring himself to talk to her back, so he moved beside her and knelt next to the high-backed leather desk chair. He almost sighed aloud with relief when she made no protest and gave no resistance to him turning the chair so she would face him.
Kagome took in his expression and her heart nearly broke entirely. He looked so depressed, so regretful and apologetic that he didn't even need to say a word for her to forgive him. Still she waited, knowing he needed to say it, for himself if not for her. She needed to hear it too, not to believe he meant it because she knew he did, but to try and figure out what had been going through his mind when he pulled away so she could better understand the part of himself that he was fighting so hard to keep hidden.
"Kagome, I am so sorry. I should never have jumped on you like that." When she started to open her mouth he stopped her. "Please, allow me to say what I need to. Apologizing is sometimes difficult for this Sesshoumaru." She nodded with a small smile and he continued, staring at the floor between her feet, unable to watch the expression on her face change while he spoke as he was sure it would. "I should never have attacked you as I did. You were just so... so seductive, so arousing, that I lost control and gave in to my desires. I should have helped you, not tried to hump you like a horny animal, and I promise you I will never allow it to happen again. You have to believe that the last thing I would ever want is to cause you injury. I was eager and careless and I will understand if you cannot forgive me or do not wish for me to touch you again."
There was a long pause that hung heavily in the air between them before Kagome finally spoke. "You thought you hurt me... physically? Oh, Sesshoumaru! Where'd you get that idea?" He was surprised as she threw her arms around his neck, scooting forward to hook her feet together behind his back in a full body embrace. He wrapped his arms around her as well and sat back on his heels, slowly sliding her out of the chair and into his lap, her loving touch instantly easing his mind. "You didn't hurt me, silly, and even if you had, I could never be angry with you for something I know you would never do on purpose. I would always forgive you. You should know that by now. Okay?"
He didn't answer, instead burrowing his face into her hair, not at all convinced that he hadn't actually hurt her. Telling him he hadn't just to make him feel better was a very Kagome thing to do.
Kagome sighed. "Okay?" she repeated more insistently. When he still didn't reply she sighed. "Sesshoumaru, I promise you, if you hurt me I would say something." He pulled back slightly and studied her face closely, looking for any sign of deceit and finding none. "If you ever did anything I didn't like or that made me uncomfortable I would let you know; I would tell you to stop. Yesterday the last thing I wanted you to do was stop."
"But... the sound...?"
"What sound?" Kagome asked with confusion.
"Right before I pulled away you..." Sesshoumaru hesitated, unsure of his choice of words, "...you gasped... like you were in pain."
"Oh, that sound." A playful smile spread across her lips. "I was pretty sure you already knew this, but maybe I need to explain it anyways." She reached around her back and took hold of one of his hands. For a split second Sesshoumaru was afraid she was trying to pull away from him, but he quickly discovered that was the farthest thing from her mind as she brought his hand between their bodies, using her fingers to guide his, brushing against her clothed core.
Her lips lightly touched his ear, her voice an erotic whisper that made him shudder with indescribable need. "When this," she pressed his fingers more firmly against her, "mmmm... rubs against this..." Her hand left his to slide teasingly across his very obvious arousal. "...especially when it's nice and hard like it is now," she paused for a second to kiss him softly, "it feels good, and it can make me make all kinds of sounds."
Sesshoumaru smirked. "Oh can it? This Sesshoumaru was unaware," he said playfully. "Perhaps," his smirk widened when she let out a whimper of disappointment as he pulled his fingers away from where she'd placed them, wrapping his arm around her once more. He firmly gripped her temptingly shaped bottom with both hands, pulling her body tightly against his own. "...I need a demonstration."
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