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The painful scars underneath	By : Eternalbloodlust Category: InuYasha > General > DarkFic Views: 8810 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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CH-11: OUR TEARS, OUR
PAIN�
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Eight years ago:
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�Ahh�hah�� Inuyasha panted heavily as the impending hot mouth
showered sloppy heated licks and nips all along his abs; a hand gripped his
member and pulled at it�in spite of his better judgment, the slowly building
painful pleasure took over his entire body.
�Mmmm,� his partner slightly husked in a teasing tone,
��so hot and eager, just the way I want!�
�Slow down�be a bit gentle,� Inuyasha spoke, his voice
hoarse as he easily complied with the rough hands that now stopped their hasty
exploration and now parted his legs�
��Not so hard�remember we have wives at home, so no love-bites!� he
said in a teasing tone feigning to enjoy it all.
�
Inuyasha knew this is a bad idea from the start, and he knew
that the experience would be too heinous for him to ever expose to anyone let
alone to his young wife; at the beginning, he was certain that he won�t enjoy
it at all but still he would go on pretending to enjoy it as well as ensure
that his partner enjoys it too�that�s exactly what the deal was.
Like in those olden days, he didn�t have to do anything here
as well; he just have to play a boy harlot�gently bare his naked flesh to the
hungry eyes and welcome the guests with a little dark, knowing smile; play shy
and bothered by rough sex; shut all his sentiments till his partner gets his
release; and close his eyes shut and pretend to enjoy the touches instead of
cringing away from them;
If possible, maybe he would confess it to his wife someday,
and she would surely understand for she loved him�and then, everything will be
ok, and their relation will be secure forever�Kagome surely has at least that much faith in him!
But things are not turning exactly the way he wanted them
too�he was leading such an abstinent lifestyle for a couple of months, his body
was heating up and his own hands couldn�t satisfy him entirely�this one above
him is trying to be gentle with him though he is a demon;
�So, it�s only natural
that his sensitive body responds to such ministrations �it�s almost as if, this
is love-making instead of an act of taking�
His mind is conjuring up images of his wife, and his body
wants to share the same intimacy with his wife�by and by, he started to take
pleasure from this foreplay�even though his mind fantasized none other than his
wife�
But still deep down he knew this act is disgusting, no
matter for what reasons he may engage in it�and the fact of his deriving
pleasure is simply despicable�the ultimate violation of their marriage
bond.
...
�Please turn me�on my chest,� Inuyasha pleaded trying at
least to face away from his partner.
The nameless and faceless demon complied with a sickening
and lustful smirk.
He is glad�at least this way he doesn�t have to face
the obvious mockery!
The rough hands marked his flanks and squeezed his firm and
young buttocks�he thrusted three fingers together at his back entrance,
Inuyasha whimpered at the sudden discomfort.
From past experiences, he knew he have to relax and cooperate;
that demon split in his hands to lubricate his hole and prepared him �Inuyasha
bit his lips as his ass twitched in anticipation of the �bigger� thing.
That demon gently pushed his thick cock into his anus and he
tried to accommodate him�after several moments of erratic thrusting, both of
them picked up a rhythm.
Inuyasha returned his thrusts, but slowly his mind sank into
the numbing feeling of guilt and infidelity�
�..�Would Kagome hate me now if only she knew?�
Seeing his obvious detachment, the man fisted Inuyasha�s
cock and ball & frigged his entire shaft hard; his other hands massaged his
balls roughly and eventually teased his tip by fluttering touches of the thumb�sharp
blinding sensation coursed through his entire body as his entire anal passage
contracted periodically�
��What would she think of me?�
Unable to deny these intense feelings anymore, Inuyasha
gripped his shoulder and they kissed each other passionately, that demon bit
his neck and lapped at the little blood flowing through the tiny wound�
��please koi�forgive me��
Yes, for a long time now, he needed to feel this intimacy
and this satisfaction�however momentary it may be�
Inuyasha bucked wildly as the pleasure became too much to
handle�they went on thrusting wildly like animals to reach their completion�
��Aishiteru�Koi��
Their grunts becoming wilder and louder still�just like
monsters�
��I hope I performed well brother, now please let go of my little
girl�let us be happy��
Stars exploded behind his eyes as his vision darkened as
waves after waves of pleasure took over his body�but still,
�all he could see are tear
drops�sparkling like diamonds in her eyes�
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�
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Tears rolled down her eyes as her little frame shook�
He was right�THIS IS BETRAYAL.
He betrayed her, raped her and used her�
�It has never been my intension to hurt you like this��
Sesshoumaru is at a loss for words; at times like this, no one can comfort or
sooth her�
�Only she can heal her
wounds,� Sesshoumaru convinced himself that he has won the game already but
the real celebration will come with their consummation,
��but how, by choosing
to live with me instead of him�the
lesser of the two Evils,� he closed his mind shut and gently wrapped
his arms around her knowing full well that this act may make her suspicious of
his motives but somehow this momentary impulse is too strong even for him to
control�
For some reason, he is as disgusted with himself as she is
with Inuyasha�he has finally manipulated a little innocent and abused girl into
fulfilling his own needs.
�Thank you,� Kagome clutched him firmly and he felt a
strange aura flow through her body to his,
��will you protect me from him?�
He gently nodded lifting her weightless body into his arms
to return her.
�B-but why?� she asked in a little voice.
�What do you think?� he asked her.
�You love me,� she said emotionlessly like a lifeless doll; she
realized it some time ago, that men courts woman only for raping them�that�s
all they are always after!
�Or, do you�� her eyes became dark and twisted in an
unrecognizable feeling; for that moment, she looked not like that sweet little
girl with huge innocent and trusting eyes,
��hate him?�
Sesshoumaru was utterly shocked�his chest felt too tight.
�
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(Inuyasha�s place):
�
Sesshoumaru stroked her hair as he made her rest on her bed;
her head whirled badly and she could still hear their repulsive groans of
pleasure inside her head.
A strange queasiness filled her as she felt her stomach
roll.
Sesshoumaru said calmly,
�Do you now know why he NEVER ever deserved you?�
�Please, I don�t want to remember it,� Kagome said softly,
��is there any way by which I can stay with you?�
Sesshoumaru nodded�its becoming way too easy but still�
�Yes, voice your will in the court publicly�that would make
this separation imminent.�
Kagome smiled sadly and sank into his chest taking in his
calming scent,
�Yes, I want him punished so badly th-that he even forgets my name��*
�So be it, if that�s what you desire,� he replied
emotionlessly.
�He has been doing this all these times�and touching me with
those filthy hands, damn him!� hidden anger suddenly pulsated from her body;
for a moment, Sesshoumaru clutched her to him protectively.
He knew he must leave her know; it would be far too much
disgraceful if stories of the Western Lord�s nightly visits to his
half-brother�s woman comes out; he is least prepared to deal with that type of
situation.
He looked at her gently with a tender smile and stroked her
face one last time and said firmly,
�See you tomorrow�we shall reach our conclusion and�� he
hesitated,
��you don�t have to become mine if you don�t wish it�you will lead a
free and happy life, I assure you.�
Kagome smiled at him, her eyes dazzled with her obvious hero
worship.
�
�
But still�something
isn�t right.
Sesshoumaru inwardly sighed,
�he would never know�
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�Kagome�tadaima**,� Inuyasha said gently to his wife; his
seemingly cheerful eyes met hers.
Kagome looked into his eyes for the briefest of instants and
then, as usual turned away from him.
Her expression held anger, distrust, disgust, fear and
hate�he turned away from her too.
With every passing day,
he lost a piece of his hope�with Kagome treating him like that, he couldn�t
possibly carry on like that for much more; but he knew that something is
different today, for some reason he felt it ok for her to show her revulsion
for him�
�
Kagome remained silent as usual; he has stopped trying to
talk with her knowing its apparent futility, but every now and then for the
sake of a little company perhaps, he would ask her a thing or two and won�t
wait much long for any answer knowing full well that it would never come, and
then, he would narrate a few memories of his day or from his life�
Every night he would take a bath to clean himself and then,
would cook their food and feed her; he would take off her clothes and join her
in bed naked; he would give her a nice good bath every two days a week�he is
too busy at the fields.
Kagome has stopped taking care of her appearance and needs a
long time ago, and now, it�s only him who takes care of her as if she is his
child instead of a wife!
�Today, he took a especially
long bath�Kagome slowly went outside to watch him bath, he was so busy in his
thoughts that he didn�t notice or expect her.
He scrubbed himself too roughly; Kagome watched as blood
trickled down slowly from the nicks and scratches which have opened again due
to his intense rubbing; he cleaned his anus and scrubbed even his entire
shaft�his fingers slightly shook and a thin trail of blood leaked from his
anus.
�
�Ka-gome,� he blushed beet red watching her staring at his
naked body; his little girl caught him in his cleaning chores�she can be quite
naughty at times!
�You must be hungry�I will make you something.� He smiled
gently.
�
Inuyasha washed the dishes, and his tired mind went on to
more urgent issues�
She remains timid and submissive all the times, her health
is degrading constantly; Sesshoumaru is after her power, how long can he go on
protecting her in this human form�trading one�s body for protecting a loved
one is too little a sacrifice�
�Kagome,� he is jolted out of his reverie as she woke up
from her bed and again went out naked to stare at him like before; she can be
so childish at times!
�Do you want anything?�
Kagome�s eyes are fixed at the deep red bite mark on his
neck�
�
�
�Kagome�I am not feeling sleepy now,� he whispered softly to
her as his hands gently caressed her flanks and breasts.
They didn�t make love for so long since Kagome won�t accept
him; he would have to satisfy himself either by fondling her nude skin or by a
little kiss and suck.
�So, please go to sleep alone�I won�t be joining you tonight;
I will make it up to you soon�I will make you cum tomorrow and I will but you
good jewelries, ok�Koi,� he smiled childishly.
�
Kagome turned away from him and closed her eyes; she knew he
won�t leave her till she is asleep; but she is glad for his consideration and
for not sharing the bed.
�somehow, he always understands whether she is asleep or
pretending to be asleep.
The thought about the next day slightly lifted up her moods�
�Tomorrow��
�An honorable Ruler is
better than this empty faker�
Her eyes suddenly itched as a couple of warm drops slipped
down her cheeks�
�
�
He is grateful to her for turning away from him; he isn�t
sure how long can he keep up this pretense�she is the only one to whom he
belonged, he has nowhere else to go and nothing else to think of�
He would break if only she would�
Thick scalding tears rolled down his cheeks; he hastily
whipped them away; Kagome needs a strong man to protect her, not a coward like
him�he wants to be stronger�
He gazed at her sleeping form again and the desire to join
her became overwhelming but yet he knew,
�he is no more worthy of her.
�Tomorrow�I shall share everything with you,�
�our future will be
bright�I will work hard to ensure it�
He dreamt of her smiling face�her beautiful voice calling
him�approving of him�
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A/N: This chap
makes me feel sad! My studies have started again, so I fear my updates won�t be
as fast as before�but I would be updating once a week.
The next chap will include a bit of the court proceedings;
& it will have a bit of torture (not much though!).
*refers to chap-3 (where Inuyasha couldn�t even remember her
name or face; it happened exactly as she wished it here.)
**Tadaima- I am home.
Please keep the reviews coming, I really love them� and keep
reading! ^_^
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