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All that Time Allows
By Mishi
Chapter 12
The Darkness

She
was almost asleep buy time he entered the bedroom. She hadn�t intended to let
herself doze off. He had a towel around his waist and was holding his clothes
in his arms. He had completely dried his hair, but hadn�t bothered to put his
clothes on. The idea of it was funny to her.
�Why
are you only wearing a towel?� she asked as she rubbed her eyes.

�You
didn�t mind that I was naked in the bath tub.� He removed the towel and crawled
on the bed.

�� You�re
being bad Inuyasha.� Her hands covered her eyes.�

He
positioned himself between her legs and leaned over her. She lowered her hands
just a little. �If I just look into his eyes and not any lower, I will be
fine.�

�You
peeked,� he chuckled.

It was
enough to lower her defenses. He pressed his body to hers and energy poured
over her body. Her body responded immediately with a rush of power.
�
�Why
is that happening?� she asked.

�Is
it really that important to know? I�m part youkai.� He insisted as if it should
explain everything.

�But
why would power be coming off me too? I�m human,� she buried her fingers in his
hair. The power had made it harder to resist him. Regardless of how much she
wanted to deny it, something deep inside of her wanted his youkai. The
knowledge was frightening for her, but she was becoming too excited for the
fear to make much difference.

�You�re
supposed to be a miko?� His hand entered her top. His hand moved slowly as it
made its way up to find her right breast.

�You are being really aggressive aren�t you? Remember
that I am messy right now.�

His
manner became very serious, and his voice was deeper then normal. �You�re
completely healed and I don�t mind getting messy.�

He
traced his nose lightly along her check before kissing her. His tongue entered
her mouth, and she pulled him closer to her body.� Power exploded between them. It caused them
both to gasp. Inuyasha�s claws dug into the bed as
his body shuttered. He let out a deep groan. �Kagome,� he was straining to speak.

Kagome
struggled to catch her breath. For a split second she had lost control over all
her senses. Her body was reeling from the sensation and she could not stop
it.� It was as if a door had swung open
in her mind. The power swirling around them had become solid objects in her
mind. They were two forms pressing against each other. She could see it all as
it was happening. It was as if the two forms were fighting. However, it was too
sexual in nature to be a true battle.��

�This feels
so good�what do I do? His youkai scares me, but I want him so much. How do I
make the fighting stop?� She could
hear Inuyasha saying something, but she couldn�t make
out the words. He was panicked, but she couldn�t understand why. �I can�t give in to this. Something is
wrong,� she thought as she fought to understand what he was saying. �

�Please,
please,� he was saying it over and over. His lips were pressed against her
neck. �I have to have you.�

The
energy was growing. It was causing him to push his body against hers with more
force. She knew that it was causing him pain. Understanding why was not what
she needed at the moment. She needed to know how to make it stop.� She did the only thing that she could think
to do. She kissed his shoulder as she lowered her hand and forced it between
their bodies. She took hold of his penis and gently caressed it. He whimpered
in protest, but his body relaxed. The energy between them instantly lost some
of its pressure, but not its intensity. She had her senses back, but the feel of
his body was enough to drive her insane.

Inuyasha
was quite for moment. However, his claws were still gripping into the bed. His
breath was heavy against her neck. She had the control she needed to restore
control. She released him and quickly pushed him off of her. She stood a few
feet away from the bed and watched as he cried and curled his body into a
ball.� Her body was still throbbing. The
power wouldn�t subside. She knew then that it would not until it was satisfied
in some way. She wanted Inuyasha and something inside
her was begging to give into him. She removed her tank top and picked up the
towel that Inuyasha had worn into the room.

�What
are you doing?� He grawled and pressed himself
against the wall as she move to return to the bed.

�You
want this to stop don�t you?� She reached out to him, �I think I know how to
make it stop for now.�

�It is my youkai, Kagome. I don�t know what I might do
if you don�t stay way.�

Each
time he had been transformed by the youkai blood in the past, he had been left
a mindless beast. A beast that was content to fight and kill until it was
killed.

�Get the Tetsusaiga,� He pleaded. The sword was the
only thing that could stop his youkai from taking over.

�� Do you actually think you will
transform if come any closer?� She asked as she backed up a step.

�� I don�t think I will transform.
This is different. It wants�� He couldn�t say it. Instead, he closed his eyes
and pressed himself as close to the wall as he possibly could. Through clinched
teeth he ordered her to get the sword.

She
opened the closet and grabbed the sword. She watched him cradle it for several
minutes. It wasn�t helping him, and her heart was breaking as she watched him
struggle. She could see the power swirling in the room around them. Even if the
Tetsusaiga could control the youkai�s power, it did
nothing to control what was coming from her body.

She
forced herself to step forward. She had to make it stop. Her mind was made up.
She was not sure if it was the right thing to do, but she couldn�t stand seeing
him like this. She got back into the bed, and taking his penis into her hand,
began to finish what she had started moments before.

He
grabbed her wrist, but she protested, �I don�t think your youkai wants to hurt
me.�
�You
have no idea what it can do, or what it wants.�

She
waited for him to tell her to stop, but it was his youkai�s
power that responded. The power caused both their bodies to shake. �See? Let me
do this. It will stop. Your youkai wants this, and something in me wants it
too.�

She
had to initiate the kiss, because he was still too afraid to move. She put so
much passion into the kiss that he loosened his grip on her wrist, but he
didn�t completely let go.
After
a few moments the power around them softened. All the fighting had stopped. He
let go of her wrist so he could put the sword between the pillow and the
headboard. His fear had passed. He was no longer thinking. He was back to
playing along with his youkai, and giving into his desire.

She
was amazed by how clearly she could see all that was happening. His power
rubbed against hers as plainly as his hand no her breast. There was a thin
white line were the powers were touching. It looked as if they were blending
together in some places. Thes vision shattered with
the force of his orgasm. The room went dark around them. The only light in the
room came from her opened windows.

This
time she was the one to take care of the mess. She puttered around the room
doing last minute things before going to bed. He had already covered himself
with the sheet. She hadn�t noticed that he had been crying until she climbed
under the sheets herself.

It
hadn�t occurred to her before that she might have violated him in some way. She
was afraid now that that could�ve been the case. �I�m sorry, Inuyasha. I didn�t know what else to do.�

�You
did what you thought would help.� He turned over on to his back, �I think I
should go back to my world tomorrow.�

�What?
You can�t leave me.� She pleaded with him, �I won�t tease you anymore. Just
don�t leave me.�

Now
she was crying too. �He can�t leave me. I
can�t lose him. Please, don�t let him leave. I will do anything as long as he
doesn�t leave me.�

�That�s not it. I can�t control this. I don�t want to
hurt you.�

�Then
don�t leave me. Don�t ever leave me.� She put her hands over her face. �It�s
not all your youkai. It�s coming from both of us. I just have better control
over what is happening to me. I can see the power that surrounds us, but I
don�t know what to do to make it stop.�

�I won�t be able to control it if that happens again.
I won�t be able to stop.� He confessed as he swallowed the lump in his throat.

�You
couldn�t control it this time. I gave your youkai what it wanted�or at least
what it was willing to settle for.�

�You
don�t understand what I mean.� He set up and shook his head, �I wanted to take
you. The youkai almost forced me to take you. It wasn�t asking permission. It
didn�t care. I could have�I could�ve forced you onto your stomach�whether you
wanted to or not.�

She
sat up and put her arms around him, causing him to flinch, �That was why you
were in so much pain.�

�My youkai maybe satisfied for now, but it will try
again the next time you get excited.�

�Don�t
you mean, the next time we get excited?�

�I
can control it until your power hits me, but when that happens I can�t help
myself. Something about you is�I don�t know how to explain it.�

�Calling it,� she admitted.

He looked at her, �What?�

�I
think both powers are trying to mix into each other. It�s almost like they are
trying to become one, or destroy each other. I can�t figure out which. I do
know that whatever the source of my power is, it wants your youkai. It wants
your youkai like I want you.�

�Then what is holding it back?�

�I
don�t know. It could be me,� she didn�t want to tell him she was afraid. �The
next time it happens I will let you make love to me.�

�You are afraid of this. I know you are.�

�How do you know that?� Her shock made her let him go.

�That was why I fought so hard. I felt it.�

�I don�t care if it frightens me. I just don�t want
you to leave me.�

�You
think that I want to leave you for good?� He looked at her, �I�m not doing
that. I want to find out why this is happening. I don�t want to hurt you.�

�We still don�t have to wait. The wedding is not going
to be a real wedding anyway.�

�What?� His eyes narrowed.

She
hugged her knees as she tried to think of something to say. She was hoping that
she would never have to tell him, but she had to go and stick her foot in her
mouth. How could she explain to him that she wouldn�t be his wife according to
the laws of the modern world? Inuyasha didn�t have a
birth certificate or ID. He didn�t even have a family name. They would appear
to be married as far as everyone could tell. Grandpa would be satisfied.

He was too tired to deal with the silence. He let
himself fall back on the bed. �We have gone through all this for nothing,� he
whispered.

She turned to look over her shoulder at him. �No, we
will be making Mama and Grandpa very happy. The wedding will be real for
everyone who sees it. We will just have to work a lot of things out at a later
time.�

�Kagome,
I can�t do this anymore. It hurts�too much. I have to have you completely or
not at all. You�re my wife, or you aren�t.�

�I should have told him I was afraid. We could�ve made
love yesterday or the day before, but I was so stupid! That has to be why the
powers were fighting each other. I�m letting the fear hold them back from each
other. I�m doing this.�

She
wanted to cry some more. None of this was supposed to be this hard. What was
supposed to bring them together was only tearing them apart. It wasn�t fair.
How was she going to relax and work out her feelings when she had to please
everyone? None of this was helping her fear of loosing him. If his youkai
couldn�t be controlled they might not be able to be together, regardless of how
much they wanted to be. If she couldn�t get passed her fear of his youkai, they
would never see if he could control it.

She
knew they could never go back to the way they were and she didn�t want to try. �In the eyes of God I am his wife already.
Soon I�ll be his wife in the eyes of everyone else. I have to remind myself
that that�s all that matters. We�ll just have to work out the details later.�

He
took her arm and gently pulled her down to lay beside him. �Try to sleep. We
can deal with all this tomorrow,� he assured her and kissed her good night.

Several
times during the night, Kagome awoke to find Inuyasha�s
nose in her tummy. Each time she would gently guide his head back to his
pillow. He never once woke up. He would only let out a few whimpers and slide
his hand under her tank top. He was restless until he could find bare flesh.
She had helped him put his hands under the top more then once.

****

Kagome
was still sleeping when he left the bedroom. He had put on his kimono� without waking
her. As he walked down the hall to the backdoor, he could hear Mama in the
kitchen. She was getting ready to make her famous Saturday morning breakfast.
He allowed himself to smile as he thought about her fussing around the kitchen.
He stopped to take a deep breath before trying to sneak past her. He stood for
a long moment looking at his kimono. Mama had sewn up the spot that had been
ripped by Kage�s attack. He was amazed at how good a
job she had done of fixing it for him. He let his smile widen. �I really do love Mama. She�s the mother I
lost.�

Although
he had taken extra care to make as little noise as possible, Mama noticed him
at the back door before he was able to sneak away. She walked towards him with
a smiling face as always. �I was just about to wake everyone.�

�Could you tell Kagome I will be back soon?� he asked
as he turned to go.

�Why didn�t you tell her?� She closed the distance to
stand directly in front of him, �Did something happen?�

�No,
I need to go back to my world to test the well. I didn�t want to wake her
up.��

�You
don�t lie very well, Inuyasha,� she said as she
frowned at him. �I can guess that you don�t want to tell me what happed, but
will you tell me if I will still have a son after you walk out that door?�

The
question hit him like a punch in the gut. He hadn�t expected her to be so
forward. He couldn�t help but let it show on his face. He stumbled over his
words several times before he managed to answer her, �I love her. I would die
before I�d ever hurt her. I would die before I�d hurt any of you.�

�I
know you are afraid. I knew you wanted to run away the night we brought her
home, but you made the right choice in staying. Don�t doubt that, son. You need
her as much as she needs you.� She put her arms around him and gave him a good
squeeze for encouragement, �Don�t give up, Inuyasha.�

Over
the past two months he had become far more emotional than he had ever wanted to
be. He hated it a great deal, but he couldn�t help but be emotional around Mama
and Kagome. He fought back his tears and returned the hug. �I won�t give up,
Mama. I won�t be gone any longer than I have too. I don�t know how long it will
take, but I make sure to be back before dinner,� he promised as he let her
go.� �Maybe I will have some friends for
you to meet.�

�Don�t
make me come after you.� She said as she teasingly shook her finger at him. She
was determined to make him smile before leaving the house. Lucky for him, it
wasn�t a difficult thing for her to accomplish.
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