Omega | By : Namiriana Category: InuYasha AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 12163 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1 |
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Chapter: Revealed Date: January 13, 2012 Deceive: to cause to accept as true what is false or invalid Undeceive: to free from deception, illusion, or error Satori looked at his parents with a hurt caused by misunderstanding their meaning. They had told him about Kagome and Kouga wanting to see them, but the child had only latched on to the first part of the explanation and had not heard them out. Inuyasha was the one to catch on to that fact and stopped Sesshoumaru from further discussion until they had reassured the child that they were not trying to force him to confront his biological parents or going to send him back to them. Inuyasha put his arms around the child and ignored the boy’s attempt to free himself before speaking. “Satori, we are not making you do anything that you don’t want to do. If you don’t want to talk to them then you won’t have to, but we are giving you the choice because you will be the one most affected by them. Just let us know what you want and we will make sure that they understand your wishes and we will protect your wishes. Okay?” Satori stopped struggling as Inuyasha reassured the pup that they were not trying to get rid of him or force him to do anything that would potentially harm him. He cuddled deeper within his mother’s embrace while he thought about whether or not he wanted to talk to the people that had given him life and seemingly nothing else. Finally, Satori came to a decision while he played idly with his mother’s long, moonlight colored hair that was held back from Inuyasha’s face by the ever present ebony combs that his father had given to him before he had arrived. “I’ll try.” Satori’s answer was a result of him remembering the reasons for why he had been made to come to the Western Lands in the first place. The inu family had decided, mostly through Inuyasha’s insistence, that nothing of Satori’s circumstances be hidden from the boy who had a right to know. While some things had been left out and some details skimmed from the bigger picture, Satori was well informed about his situation and about how Inuyasha had dealt with his own betrayals. He figured he should at least confront them about his feelings and if nothing else, it would make him better to let them know exactly how he felt and what he thought about them at this time. “Then you can try. Do you want your father and I to accompany you?” Inuyasha rubbed the boy’s back reassuringly as the nodded against the older hanyou’s chest. Inuyasha relayed the decision to Sesshoumaru before returning his attention to the child that was seeking comfort and reassurance in his arms. Sesshoumaru watched as Inuyasha mothered the child in his arms and could not help the spark of arousal and desire that the scene sparked within him. The arousal stemmed from the thought of what Inuyasha would look like carrying his child and all that would lead up to Inuyasha carrying that child. The desire stemmed from the want of Inuyasha to be his mate and for them to be a true family. Sesshoumaru moved closer to the two and gently wrapped both of them in his strong arms and lent them his strength. Inuyasha would need it to stand strong against the miko and the ookami by consequence of their previous actions against him and Satori would need it to stand tall and confront his parents for their betrayal. It would be a true test of patience and Sesshoumaru hoped that their combined strength was enough to deal with the couple that seemed to thrive off misery.Inuyasha sat upon a large cushion in the sitting room of his father’s suites with Satori in his lap while Sesshoumaru sat next to him with a possessive arm wrapped about his waist as the long fingers of that arm gently rubbed soothing circles on Satori’s back. They were having tea while they awaited the couple’s arrival for their visit with Satori. Inuyasha was bit jittery but his hand was steady and Satori was feeling a bit nauseous with his nerves as he awaited his moment with his former parents. Sesshoumaru was merely concerned with the wellbeing of his intended and their child. Finally, the door opened and the servant announced the arrival of Kouga and Kagome to their father’s sitting room.
“Please have a seat and enjoy tea with us.” Sesshoumaru spoke without inflection. Kouga and Kagome took their seats across from the trio and waited for the tea to be served. Inuyasha shifted Satori to his own cushion and began pouring tea for those at the table. Sesshoumaru was attended to first, Kouga, Kagome, Satori, and then himself. Kagome had a gleam of smug satisfaction in her eye at the clearly submissive act, but Inuyasha paid her not attention. Inuyasha was acting in a way that would bring honor to his mate and family as well as respect to himself. He was acting in a way that would gain him praise rather than the scorn and ridicule that Kagome had received the night before. She had shamed her mate and her tribe with her aggressive actions the night before and Inuyasha could only look upon her in pity. If she had taken the chance to learn about her situation before throwing herself recklessly into the situation, she would have known that caring for and attending to your Alpha’s needs was not degrading but fulfilling. “Satori has asked that we stay. We will not interfere with what you have to say unless we feel that you are causing him discomfort. We ask that you be patient and courteous during the conversation. Do we understand each other?" Sesshoumaru paid no attention to the woman that sat beside her mate. Kagome seemed pissed that she was not being the one addressed about her behavior, but as Inuyasha had noticed before, it was due to a lack of education about her station as the mate of a true Alpha. Alphas of lesser status might be more lenient with their betas, but that was never the case for true Alphas. Kouga nodded his assent and turned to his former son. He was saddened by the changes that now marked him as adopted into the inu clan, but he could also see that his son was happier and healthier than he had been in the pack. “Hello Satori. How are adjusting here?” Kouga figured that keeping the conversation light and letting his son lead what they talked about would allow him to find out more about how his son was doing than overtly trying to dig around. “I’m good here. It’s so different than the pack. I don’t have to be afraid of the other children or the adults. I have friends here. How is Aniki?” Satori began. He did not know why he revealed how he had been treated in the pack, no matter how vague the reference, but it had just come out. “Keimitsu is fine. He misses you though and is very sad that you aren’t at home anymore. What do you mean that you were afraid of the pack, Satori? Why did you not tell me before?” Kouga was surprised at his son’s confession. He had heard nothing of the sort when Satori had been at home. Had his son been afraid to come to him? “I did tell you all the things that they did to me. I told you that they would separate me from Aniki and pull at my ears and take my furs so that I had to sleep on the cave floor at night. I told you that the elders would refuse to allow me to attend class or serve me food during meal times. I told you that they called me and Aniki names because we are hanyou. They are nicer to Aniki because they think he is going to take your place as Alpha, but they still do not like the fact that we are hanyou.” Satori held onto the sleeve of Inuyasha’s haori with anxiety as he revealed, once again, the discrimination against himself and his older brother by the pack. Inuyasha patted the child’s hand reassuringly while Sesshoumaru comforted Inuyasha with a soothing hand upon his back as Satori’s abuse was revealed to them. Kouga could only stare at his former son with shock. There was no way that such things had been happening to his children under his own nose. “Oh please! You sound just like Inuyasha. So they played some immature pranks on you, you’re a big boy. You could take it.” Kagome replied callously. Of course she had seen, but she had not particularly cared about the actions of the pack because she did not consider them her problem. Kouga just looked at his mate in shock. How could she be so callous to their child? “Kagome?! What on earth are you saying? Satori is our son. How could you say such things?” Kagome merely glared at her husband before she replied in honesty. “He’s not your son!” She was tired of living a lie with Kouga. She wanted to defeat Naraku and she wanted her life with Houjo who had given her an ultimatum the last time she had been able to visit. He wanted her hand in marriage and a family, but if he could not have it then he wanted to be able to move on to someone who could give him what he wanted. Kouga, Inuyasha, Sesshoumaru, and Satori all looked at the girl in shock. “Wh-what?” Kouga managed to get out. How could they not be his children? They smelled like his, his youkai believed them to be his. How could they not be his? “Your uncle. They’re his and he was the one who told me how to convert their scent before they were born so that you and your youkai would never know. But I just can’t take it anymore. I never wanted to be with you, but you just wouldn’t take no for an answer. I was perfectly happy with Houjo, but I had to put him off because of you,” Kagome spat at the stunned ookami Alpha viciously. “I never wanted to be a part of your pack or have freaky, Halfling children or have anything to do with demon society beyond getting rid of Naraku so I could finally go home and stay there. You ruined that and every time I had to get pregnant because of your whining, I lost valuable time in pursing Naraku. I’m done with this. I want Naraku gone and when that happens, I am leaving for my world and never coming back!” Kagome was panting at the end of her tirade against the ookami. Kouga looked broken and Satori climbed into Inuyasha’s lap and arms to cry as he suffered yet another betrayal by his birth mother. He had thought that she hated him, but to hear her confess it was another thing. Not only that, but she believed him and his brother to be abnormal. Inuyasha had had enough. It was time for Satori and himself to leave before Satori or himself were upset anymore by the way the conversation between the couple before them was going. Inuyasha rose from his seat with Satori in his arms and left the room unnoticed to the couple. “I-I, Oh Kami,” Kouga, Alpha of the Northern Lands, broke down and cried in front of not only his supposed mate, but Heir Sesshoumaru of the Western Lands. It was considered weakness to do such a thing before anyone other than family, but Sesshoumaru could not and would not fault the wolf for his breakdown in light of the manipulations of his mate and the callous way of which she revealed her deceit. “You’re so pathetic. I don’t even know how I lasted this long with you.” Kagome then turned to address Sesshoumaru. “The real reason that I even considered coming to the Western Lands is because Naraku is threat and I want him dealt with. Whether you want to believe it or not, he is becoming a menace to all of Japan and if he is not taken care of soon, there will not be a Japan left to save. I don’t particularly care if he wipes you out, but he is effecting my time and I can’t have that. I want the life that is waiting for me there and I will get it with or without your help by any means necessary.” Without waiting for a reply or acknowledgement that she spoke, Kagome left the two Alphas sitting there. Sesshoumaru was loathed to do what he was about to do because of what the wolf had done to his intended, but he knew that Inuyasha would berate him for it later if he did not. Inuyasha really had to forgiving a heart, but that was what made him so special and made Sesshoumaru love him as he did. Sesshoumaru stood from his position and moved to the broken wolf’s side. He wrapped his arms around the crying demon’s form and spoke softly in his ear. “Until you are better able to handle yourself, you shall have a room here to grieve and mourn in private. If you need help or support, I will make myself available to you.” Sesshoumaru gently guided Kouga out of his father’s sitting room and to the guest quarters. He helped the wolf demon to the bed and allowed the broken hearted fool to curl up and begin his process of mourning. Sesshoumaru left, closing the door behind him and left instructions with the servants on the floor not to disturb their guest unless he asked for them. With that, the heir of the palace left Kouga to his grieving in privacy. Sesshoumaru made his way to Inuyasha’s rooms where he was sure that his intended would be along with their child. Sesshoumaru entered without asking for permission, which was not necessarily a good thing, and made his way to Inuyasha’s personal room to see how they were faring. What he saw there once again sent longing through his being and blood to his groin. Inuyasha and Satori were asleep, cuddled against each other in a tangle of limbs and Inuyasha’s hair. Sesshoumaru walked in further to gently pull the combs from Inuyasha’s hair so that they did not become entangled and set them to the side. After the combs were safely set aside, the heir then proceeded to tuck both Inuyasha and Satori in. He made it halfway to the door before he changed his mind and returned to the bed. Sesshoumaru lifted the blanket and settled in with his beloved and their child. Sesshoumaru wrapped his arms about both of them before settling in for his own nap.Inuyasha rocked Satori gently as the child cried over the betrayal of his former mother’s nonexistent love and her confession that his father was not his father, but his cousin and that his uncle was his father. It was such a confusing and hard thought to swallow and so, Satori cried out his anger, hurt, confusion, and frustration as his mother attempted to soothe and comfort him. Inuyasha was also crying silent tears of empathy for the child in his arms. He knew what it was like to have someone you thought loved you betray you. He also understood what it was to be persecuted because he was hanyou. Being a bit of both worlds but never enough for either was hard and even harder for a child of Satori’s age to understand let alone deal with. However, Satori would have something that Inuyasha had not had. He would have guidance and acceptance because Inuyasha would make sure of it. Finally, after some time, Satori cried himself into an exhausted sleep. He whimpered, tossed, and turned for about an hour with Inuyasha cuddling him and soothing him with sounds and back rubs until he eventually fell into a peaceful slumber. Inuyasha had intended to wait until he was sure Satori would not have another nightmare before returning to Sesshoumaru, but Inuyasha soon found himself in the peaceful oblivion of sleep while wrapped protectively about his distraught son.
Kouga cried and howled and agonized until there was nothing left but emptiness. Once the numb feeling set in, Kouga began to go back through his memories of his time with Kagome both before they had mated and after. He knew that he had asked her for years to be his mate, but she had never actually said ‘no.’ Looking back on his memories, he did notice that she had not welcomed his touch and that she always looked to Inuyasha to save her from his attention. Had he not been so numb, he probably would have felt guilty about how he had, in a sense, basically forced her to mate with him. It was true in the fact that after Inuyasha had been taken from the group that he had not really had time to ask her, but when Inuyasha had been free and ran away from the Western Lands, he had asked her over and over again and she had seemed afraid of him at first. However, after a year of asking, she had finally given in, but in had been right before the Rut and he had not really been putting his best foot forward, so to speak when it came to asking her that time. Perhaps she had only said yes out of fear of what he would do had she said no.
The more Kouga examined his memories, the more holes and discrepancies he found. For instance, the times that Kagome got pregnant were just after he had taken long trips away from the tribe and the times when he returned were the only times when she instigated sex. All other times they had intimate relations, he had to initiate it and more often than not, beg for her to allow it. Another example would be Kagome’s reluctance to bond or care for their children. He had just thought it was due to the fact that she traveled more than he did due to the Naraku situation, but the fact that she believed his tribe, him to be abnormal because he was demon had shaken him to the very core. There was just so much that was becoming clear to him now that he was examining everything with ‘seeing’ eyes and hind vision. After the numbness began to fade away, the pain set in as well as the anger. She had lied to him, she had lain with others and had children by another. Not only had she ventured outside of their relationship, she had done so with another human whom she claims has her heart and his uncle, his kin! It disgusted him to know that he had lain with her perhaps mere hours after she had returned from his uncle’s bed and it angered him that she would have had the audacity to do so. He knew that he had been very lenient with her in terms of treating her like an Alpha female should be treated, but he had done so because he loved her and respected her human orientation. And now, he finds that she had just used him to further her own plans for getting back to her human lover. It was at this point that he was glad that the girl was not there for he would have surely strangled her fragile, pale neck for all of her wrongdoings. It was at this point, though, that Kouga just gave a defeated sigh and finally felt the toll that his emotions had wrought. He was exhausted and so, he prepared himself for bed. Perhaps tomorrow would be a brighter day.While AFF and its agents attempt to remove all illegal works from the site as quickly and thoroughly as possible, there is always the possibility that some submissions may be overlooked or dismissed in error. The AFF system includes a rigorous and complex abuse control system in order to prevent improper use of the AFF service, and we hope that its deployment indicates a good-faith effort to eliminate any illegal material on the site in a fair and unbiased manner. This abuse control system is run in accordance with the strict guidelines specified above.
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