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My Lord Sesshomaru	By : LittleToxic Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > Sessh?maru/Rin > Sessh?maru/Rin Views: 6821 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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Rin smiled from ear to ear despite her wounds, for a quick second, forgetting about Sesshomaru, but he couldn't get his eyes of her.
A possessiveness flew threw him at seeing Kohaku touching her so freely. He muted the envious pangs, of wishing that he could touch her just as liberally, to comfort her, to lick her wounds clean. That is where Rin belonged, with someone of her kind not with him. Someone who could be gentle with her. He was a demon.
"It's for the best." he said under his breath as he made his way back to the shiro. He couldn't turn off the feeling that he was deceiving himself and Jaken who desperately wanted to change his Lord's mind stared over at Rin deciding it was for the best as well.
-Flashback-
Lord Sesshomaru had arrived to hear news of a demon slayer trying to enter through the barrier of the kingdom. He had already sent Jaken to look for Rin.
"You know this boy?" A burly armored guard asked as Kohaku pulled away from him. He had a small Kirara on top of his ponytailed head. Lord Sesshomaru nodded as the guard immediately let him go and bowed apologetically, "Please forgive me, my lord. We had no idea were expecting a human guest. I will sent his belongings to the guest shiro."
Kohaku crossed his arms over his chest annoyingly, "It is me who you should be apologizing too." Kirara mewed. Once alone Kohaku followed Lord Sesshomaru to the guest shiro.
"What brings you here, Kohaku?" Lord Sesshomaru asked even though he knew. He was here to see her…
Kohaku sent Kirara away not expecting to be questioned so quickly. His thoughts were jumbled, considering how he was brought down from the air by massive dragons, "I am here to see Rin, my lord. Actually, you as well."
Kohaku followed him into the guest shiro and into his room. Lord Sesshomaru opened the backdoors allowing the sun to shine through. He stared at the ancient tree where he had seen Rin so many times. Her I love you kept tormenting him over and over. He turned to him, "What is your business with me?"
Kohaku hesitated a blush coming to his freckled face, "You see, my lord, I am here to confess my love to Rin!" He said the words hastily before they lodged in his throat, "I didn't have the guts to tell her when she was in Edo. I was stupid and I can't live without at least letting her know the truth." He was rambling now, "And if she says I have hope, I plan on taking her back with me, Lord Sesshomaru."
He was out of breath by the time he finished.
"And why do you tell me this?" Lord Sesshomaru said coldly.
Kohaku wiped the sweat of his palms against his forest green hakama, "Because I know how much Rin means to you, my lord."
Kohaku's reason was simple, but carried in it a deepness that Lord Sesshomaru couldn't quite explain. Maybe because Kohaku was unaware of just how much Rin meant to him. Lord Sesshomaru buried his emotions and faced him.
"Despite of her answer to your confession, you will take Rin back to Edo."
Kohaku stiffened. That was definitely not what he expected to hear and he had no idea what to say, but the way his intense stare bore down on him let him know that he was entirely serious.
"This must come to a surprise to you, but it works in your favor, Kohaku. I have decided that it is in my best interest, and in the best interest of my lands to send her home. So your timing is indeed precise."
Kohaku angered then. He talked about her as if she was cattle!
"Then why did you take her away from me in the first place! You should've left her in Edo" He defended. It was true that he telling him that ,was working in his favor, but he didn't expect Lord Sesshomaru to give her up that effortlessly, "Everything she has done has been for you! Everything just for you!" There was jealousy in his final words. As if he had just come to a realization that he wasn't aware of before.
Lord Sesshomaru stood his ground, "I will inform her today."
Kohaku felt his entire plan burst into flames. He was here to confess his love because he had been too much of a coward to say it and if Rin said no, he would let her be with his dignity still intact, but it seemed no matter what he said he had to convince Rin to return back home.
"You don't deserve her" Kohaku said to him, but Sesshomaru didn't answer because he was right. He didn't.
-End of Flashback-
Rin scanned for Lord Sesshomaru only to find him gone. Yuna introduced herself to Kohaku and together they began making their way back to the guest shiro. Rin couldn't get the image of Sesshomaru's softness out of her head. She should look for him, but before that thought turned into action, she was already being pulled away into the excited chatter between her two friends.
It wasn't until her adrenaline had lowered and she had showered, that the pain of her wounds crushed her like a heavy wave. She grunted as Yuna placed a cotton rag soaked with a green liquid against her neck. Rin hissed as Kirara snuggled against her head in a comforting gesture. The liquid instantly calmed the pain and sealed her wounds.
"Can I come in now?" Kohaku asked from outside the shoji door. He waited patiently while Yuna examined Rin's body and healed it appropriately.
"Yes." Rin grunted as Yuna bandaged her neck.
Kohaku had taken the chance to go into his own room and bring in a black heavy bag filled with stuff from Edo. Once Rin's wounds were taken care of Yuna excused herself to get dinner for them both and allowed them to catch up. Rin opened the back doors as the rhythmic music drifted inside and livened the mood. The night was still young and she found it so beautiful! She smiled and ran to Kohaku side, sitting next to him.
"I can't believe you are actually here!" She beamed turning towards him and Kohaku couldn't keep his cheeks from warming up. Only Rin would still smile despite the pain that she must be feeling. Her neck was bandaged along with her forearm and despite of that she looked lovely to him in that graceful pink kimono. When she tilted her head to the side, confused at his stare, he chuckled nervously opening the black bag.
"I've been looking for you guys awhile, but I got lost and finally I made it to this castle. Kirara and I lost your scent right after entering the Demonlands." Kirara mewed.
"Is everything alright in Edo?" She asked.
Kohaku assured her instantly feeling her anxiety begin to rise. "Yes, yes. Please don't worry Rin."
He rummaged through the bag pulling out ramen noodles in a cup, drawings made by Shippo and Sango's girls, "Everyone misses you so much! Kagome's belly is getting bigger by the day it seems."
He pulled out a bundle of letters tightened by a string, "Everyone wrote to you even Inuyasha. Lady Kaede misses you the most and my nieces will be starting demon slaying training by their next birthday."
Rin felt a warmth in her chest, a pang of nostalgia as she grabbed the drawings the kids had made her, "I am glad everyone is doing so well. I miss them too."
"It is empty without you Rin." He admitted. Come home to us! Lord Sesshomaru doesn't need you, we need you. These were the things that he wanted to say, but he couldn't bring himself to say them. He didn't even have the guts to tell her he loved her, at least not now, after what he knew would happen soon….
Instead he asked, "Is everything well with Lord Sesshomaru?"
He had to be an idiot not to notice how Rin's face glowed when she mentioned him and how she smiled at some memory.
She grabbed Kirara and placed her over her bent knees and rubbed her tummy, "Things are wonderful." She thought of their kiss, of how his breath felt against her skin, "I think…our relationships is changing…"
She blushed when she said this and Kohaku felt even more confused.
I have decided that it is in my best interest, and in the best interest of my lands to send her home…
"Changing?" Kohaku asked as she reddened more, "Are you getting involved romantically with Lord Sesshomaru?" Kohaku felt his stomach drop in distress, in jealousy.
Rin squeezed Kirara against her chest and the poor little demon only mewed, but just as she was about to answer, or not, Jaken burst through her doors.
"R-Rin!" Jaken called but it was the lament in his voice that caught her attention. He was crying. She let go of a relieved Kirara and stood up to greet him.
"What is wrong Master Jaken? Kohaku has brought some of your favorite cookies!" She smiled brightly.
The small demon's eyes got larger and filled with tears as he ran to her and hugged her legs, "I am so proud of you Rin! I am going to miss you so much!"
Rin frowned at his words and lowered until she faced him. She was confused, "Miss me? Where am I going?"
Yuna descended the stairs of the main castle with double the serving of food. Suikito waited at the end of them sitting on top of a column that decorated the entrance up the stairs towards the main castle. Yuna pretended he was not there and attempted to walk past him. Suikito landed in front of her refusing to be ignored. The ceramic jar that tilted in the tray was caught by Suikito's nail and steadied it, "You're not coming to me tonight?"
He tried to keep his distance as aristocrats and commoners alike walked about, the entire square droning with laughter and music.
Yuna glared up at him tightening her grip on the silver tray, "You were always cocky but never cruel. You were never like Azusa. You were really planning on hurting Rin."
Suikito could see the disappointment in her eyes and it crushed him but he couldn't bring himself to deny it.
"Now excuse me. I do not want to take up your time Lord Suikito. I know how valuable it is, for a mere half-demon like me, to waste it."
She moved past him and he didn't stop her.
Jaken had to be lying. He couldn't send her back after what they had shared! She didn't say anything when she left her room and up to find him. She wanted to hear it come from his mouth. She remembered that softness in his eyes. Her emotions swirled inside her, a fear in her heart trembled along with the pain on the back of her head. She slid the door opened forgetting to knock again. Lord Sesshomaru already knew it was her before she even entered. How could he forget that scent…
"You are sending me away?!" The words spilled instantly, painfully. He stood by the back doors. His back towards her and he couldn't bring himself to turn around.
"Yes" he said easily, "A-Un will be my gift to you Rin."
Her stomach dropped. The lively music was not enough to cheer up the heaviness that began to overcome her. She couldn't believe her ears and her throat dried and tightened, but she maintained her calm, "Why? Just answer me that my Lord."
Sesshomaru concentrated on that ancient tree. How he wished Rin would just comply for once. That she would turn around and let him be, but that was not Rin and it was foolish of him to think she would act outside of her nature.
"If you wish to hurt yourself as you are now you will do it out of my sight." He said flatly
"That is not the reason why, is it?" She said softly, searching. She tried to keep her chin up, "It's because of the kiss we shared…"
Lord Sesshomaru clenched his teeth at that, not in anger, but in his awareness that Rin would not back down easily. He felt her walk towards him. Her scent enveloping him along with the fire she elicited inside him, a fire he had never felt before.
"Turn around and tell me you don't want me near you."
It took all her courage to tell him that and with unsteady hands she touched his elbow. There was a silence between them but it was broken when he ripped away from her and faced her. He pinned her down with his gaze. How beautiful she looked with that loose bun, strands falling over her bandaged neck.
"You must have me confused with my half-breed brother." He spat. His golden eyes were no longer revealing anything but that shivering coldness, "That little meaningless kiss has clouded your mind, you forget who you are speaking too." It took all his strength to look into those deep brown eyes and shut down their spirit, "You didn't think we were going to end up like him and his human wench, did you?"
He saw her flinch. That injured chin that had rose so valiantly against him lowered as she looked down and he continued. He had to hurt her. He rather Rin hate him even if all he wanted to do was draw her in his arms. He raised his voice, "You fool yourself, Rin. Know your place in the world. I have more pride than to ever lower myself with one such as you."
A stab of pain so ferocious clenched her chest as Rin forced herself to look up at him. Her brown eyes straining behind tears. He had destroyed her.
Rin's fist clenched. She was not going to cry in front of him. Without saying a word she spun on her heel and left. He knew he had wounded her and his cold heart felt an emptiness as he muted the thoughts that screamed to go after her.
By the time she entered her room she had to bite the inside of her cheek to keep from collapsing in tears. I can live in a world without Sesshomaru! Kohaku stood up as if he was waiting for bad news. His eyes tapering in concern, in melancholy.
"Let's go home, Rin. Everyone will be so happy to have you back."
Anxiety swirled around her as she watched him, Jaken and Yuna. All of them stared at her with apprehension on their face.
She trembled with sudden fury, "You knew? Is that why you came?"
Kohaku shuffled his feet tensely, "I came here to tell you that I-I love you Rin. I didn't know that he was going to send you away till earlier. Rin please-"
She cut him off, "You let me talk to you about him like an idiot, even when you knew he was going to send me back."
Kohaku didn't know what to say. He wanted to comfort her. He wanted to be the one to take away her fears, her pain. He wanted her to feel love towards him as she felt for Sesshomaru…
"I want to be alone." She uttered. Her glossy eyes facing the floor.
Kohaku nodded slowly, even if she couldn't see him and past by her as Kirara followed behind him. He had ruined his chance once more. He didn't think he had any to begin with.
Rin turned towards Jaken and Yuna, who was kneeled on the floor calming him.
For the first Rin yelled, her sobs about to choke her, "I said I want to be alone!"
Jaken shook and withdrew wiping his tears, but Yuna who stood up from the floor went right towards her.
"Rin." she whispered and Rin met her gaze, her eyes overflowing with tears that streamed from her eyes and dripped from her scraped chin.
"Yuna…please go…" she begged, but she just stood there and at the moment Yuna forced her into an embrace, Rin broke down like a small child. Her heart wrenched as despair dragged her down. They collapsed on the floor together as Rin hid her face against Yuna's breasts and cried painful heaps. The physical pain she had felt today was nothing compared with the grief that shattered her. Yuna stroked her back with compassion and understanding in her eyes.
I have more pride than to ever lower myself with one such as you.
Rin must have passed out because she was awoken by the heavy rain outside. Her puffy eyes opened to find Yuna folding her clothes. Rin sat up in the futon, her hair a mess, she even had her sleeping Yukata on now. She had slept the entire night….
"What are you doing?" Rin asked rubbing her eyes gently with her fingers
"Kohaku mentioned you guys were leaving tomorrow night. It is so unfortunate that is going to be storming all day today I wanted you to experience Seikatsu, but tomorrow we can try all the foods and dance..." Yuna chatted as if everything was cheerful and normal and for a second she did believe that, until she remembered last night.
She didn't want to believe that Lord Sesshomaru had pushed her away after all the time they had spent together, of all the things they endured throughout the years. Memories overflowed her mind, reminding her of the time when she was a child and he meant the world to her, he still meant the world to her, and it was until she noticed the droplets falling in her Yukata that she realized she was crying again.
Yuna went towards her and grabbed her hand, "Rin maybe you should consider what Kohaku is offering you. He cares for you. You have people that are waiting for you and that love you. You aren't marked by him yet. Are you willing to follow a man that goes to his harem right after he kisses you?"
That caught Rin's attention. She wiped her tears with the back of her fingers as it began to rain faster, "What?"
Yuna hated to hurt Rin more, but Yuna felt she was doing her some good in helping her go back with Kohaku. No matter how much she would miss her. Yuna knew how it felt to be on the side, to have sleepless nights while the one you love flirts and beds other women. It was a torture she didn't wish on anyone, especially not on Rin who had won her heart.
"Before the duel Suikito told me. I didn't want to tell you so close to your challenge. He saw him leaving the harem that same day he kissed you. Is that the type of ordeals you want to suffer through? I made the mistake of falling in love and I have to deal with that torture every day, Rin."
Rin was silent for a while and then stood up. She looked at all her clothes. They were ALL gifts from him. She remembered the way he held her when she was bleeding to death from Sarnas attack. The frustration in his eyes, his fear. Lord Sesshomaru cared for her whether he wanted to admit it or not. But did he love her? Did it matter?
"I am tired of everyone telling me what is good for me. You, Kohaku, him! I want to make my own mistakes. My own choices." She looked back at Yuna, "Stop packing my things because I am not going anywhere."
Yuna frowned and before she could object Rin grinned at her, "I have followed Lord Sesshomaru since I was child. I am going to stay beside him even if he is never mine."
That is my choice.
Yuna was stunned at her love towards him that overflowed from her. You are such a fool! She wanted to scream, but in that moment Yuna saw herself in Rin. That half-demon that had given up her life for the young waterdog Lord.
Would she come to regret it? She wasn't sure. At this moment, it didn't matter. She loved him. She desired him. She would do anything for him…
She left her room and went to find him unaware of Kohaku who sat against the wall by her door, with a curled Kirara on his lap. Anyone else would be broken by his words, but it wasn't prideful Sesshomaru who had touched her and kissed her that gently that day.
Lord Sesshomaru eyes flew open in the predawn darkness of his room. Even the deafening pounding of the rain wasn't enough to drown away the sound of her. The smell of her. He was already sitting up on his futon when Rin knocked softly and slid the doors of his room. What was she doing so early in the morning?
"Did you really go to a harem right after you kissed me?" Lord Sesshomaru narrowed his eyes at her, passing his fingers over his disheveled hair. His naked chest was bear before her.
"Aren't you well informed." He said displeasingly, "Did you come here to interrogate me, Rin?"
With a flick of his nails he sent a small gust of his power that lighted the paper lamp in the corner of his room. Shadows began dancing around him and his features, as he studied her quietly, intently.
Rin closed the door behind her and walked farther inside, "No."
"You can go back to Edo in peace, Rin. I didn't touch any of them."
"I am not going anywhere." She declared, looking directly at him "I am staying right here with you my Lord because that is my place in the world." A lump settled deep in her chest as his eyes seared her in their intensity, "Please don't push me away and allow me to serve you in every way."
Rin's fingers trembled as she timidly pulled the sash that held her Yukata closed. The dainty fabric pooled at her feet and revealed her naked flesh to him. The shadows cast by the light played against her creamy skin to her tender breasts to the flat of her tummy. His entire body burned at the sight of her and his eyes darkened with lust as he drifted his gaze leisurely over the curves of her body stopping at that nest of curls between her legs. It was then, that Lord Sesshomaru knew exactly what Rin was offering him…
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