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Her body felt as if it was on fire, as she finally managed to open her tired eyes. She could feel the sweat dripping down her neck as she tried to push herself up. Her whole body was glued against the sheets of the bed, and it was as if she had no strength left in her. On top of that, she felt extremely dizzy, and the room refused to stop spinning, leaving her with a nauseous feeling. Carefully, she managed to lift her head from her pillow, and rest it against the headboard, completely breathless.
“KAGOME! You’re awake?”
Kagome slightly jumped, scared, before painfully turning her head, to see the person sitting next to her. Rin had a worried look on her face as she looked down on Kagome. Two days ago, she had found Kagome sleeping, and ever since then, she had not awoken, worrying the little girl. Rin had made it her duty to look over her, and never leaving her side. Even when Sesshomaru would try to tell her to leave her, she would always come back by the miko’s side, concerned about her health.
“R-rrin?” asked Kagome, her voice raspy, and her throat burning with every word. At the moment it was hard for her to even form coherent thoughts, and she could not even begin to understand what was happening.
The little girl immediately smiled, and threw herself at Kagome, hugging her as tightly as she could. “Rin was so worried about Kagome! You were sleeping for at least 3 days!”
The revelation slightly disturbed Kagome; she had been asleep for three days straight? The last thing she could recall was coming back from Sesshomaru’s room, and lying down on the bed. Had she really been unconscious for such a long period? What was happening to her? Why did she feel so bad? Already feeling exhausted, Kagome laid her head on Rin’s shoulder, trying to gain some support.
Her actions brought Rin’s fear back; was Kagome going to sleep for a long time again? “Kagome? Are you okay now?” she asked, her little voice almost breaking. Kagome had to get better; she couldn’t leave her now that she was part of the family!
Kagome managed to weakly nod, trying to reassure her. Truth be told, she wasn’t sure what was going on, but it seemed that every day, her state got worst, and there was no improvements. The silence of the room was broken by Kagome’s stomach growling. Rin giggled softly before pulling away from her. “Would you like some food?” she asked before pointing at a tray behind her.
The simply sight of food made Kagome’s stomach turn upside down, and she quickly shook her head. She was aware that it had been a long time since the last time she had eaten something, but there was no way she could digest food at the moment, her body felt too weak. She quickly repositioned herself against the headboard, her body tired from her current effort. It was as she moved around that Kagome realized all she was wearing was the sheet from Sesshomaru’s bed. She gasped before trying to tie it up tightly around her body.
Rin pressed her face against Kagome’s arm, trying to comfort her, only to feel the extreme heat emanating from her body. She rapidly pulled away, and looked at the miko, an idea crossing her mind. “Kagome! Let’s take a bath together!” said Rin, before jumping out of the bed. Kagome was probably just hot from spending so many days covered in blankets; a cool bath would be exactly what she needed.
Kagome was about to protest, when the stickiness and the heat coming from her body came to her mind. Maybe a bath would wash away this horrible feeling she was having. She weakly nodded to the little girl, which Rin took as her cue to go and help her get out of bed. She had noticed Kagome had some difficulty moving, which she also blamed on all the time she spend sleeping; you could get sore that way! Rin held on to Kagome’s arm, helping her, as Kagome did her best and use her own strength instead of putting her weight on the child.
“Thank you,” she whispered when she managed to make it on her two feet, the sheet still somewhat wrapped around her body.
She followed Rin to the bath by grabbing every object around, so she could keep her balance. It wasn’t helping her that her vision was slightly blurry, causing her to run into a few obstacles. Being healthy, and excited, Rin had reached the bathroom way before Kagome. In her enthusiasm, she immediately undressed before jumping in the water, a huge smile on her face. Rin was used to being by herself while she bath, but now Kagome was going to be there too; it would be like having a big sister or a mother with her.
After a few more instants, Kagome reached her destination, exhausted. Not even caring, she dropped the sheet, and entered the water, a feeling of cleanness flowing through her body. She couldn’t help but close her eyes, experiencing relief. “Kagome, do you need help?” asked Rin in a small voice, afraid that she had disturbed her.
Quickly, Kagome opened her eyes, and offered Rin her best smile, which was very weak. She shook her head, as an answer, avoiding actually speaking since it caused her much pain. It was hard to miss Rin’s excitement for the situation, and as much as Kagome wished she could be happy with her, it was too much for her at the moment. Rin did not let her answer bring down her spirit, and she gave her a grin. She knew Kagome wasn’t feeling well, and she had no intention to push her, she was happy to simply spend some time with her.
Kagome had no real intention to take an actual bath, all she wanted was for the hot flashes she had to go away. Although the water was decently cool, it didn’t seem to do much for her since she could still sense how high her temperature was. This would be the second time she had a fever, unless it was the same one from a few days ago, and although it was believed to have disappeared, it had remained. As Kagome was deep in her thoughts, Rin was in the process of washing her hair, happily humming a song; Kagome’s consciousness had been a great relief for the little girl.
There was a lot of reasons that could explained why she was so fond of Kagome, one of them probably being because she could not remember her own mother very well, and Kagome was the only example she ever had of a sister/mother. Before she met her, Rin had never encounter anyone has caring, and nice as Kagome. It had been a great surprise when she had learned that Kagome would be traveling with them, but Rin was not complaining, especially since she had found out that Sesshomaru-sama and Kagome were like a mommy and a daddy.
Kagome had a question burning her mind, but she was almost afraid to ask it. She couldn’t help but wonder about Sesshomaru. It wasn’t as if she was concerned about him, but the first time she had been sick, his beast had emerge to take care of her, and she wanted to know if there was any situations between her and Sesshomaru that she needed to be aware of. She breathed out heavily, convincing herself that it needed to be asked. “Rin, did anyone else,” Kagome took a small pause, trying to push away the pain coming from her throat, “come in my room?”
Rin’s wet hair was clutched to her face, as she went in deep thoughts, trying to answer her question. “Only the servants to bring you food. Sesshomaru-sama called for Rin a few times, but he didn’t come in.”
Kagome hadn’t been able to stop herself from sighing in relief. Apparently he had learned from the previous time, and had decided to remain away from her, so his beast wouldn’t lock him away again. She gave Rin a small smile in appreciation, and the little girl seemed extremely happy that she had been able to help Kagome. Then, Rin became strangely silent, playing with her fingers as if she was nervous about something. Kagome had a feeling the little girl had something on her mind, but was afraid to voice it out.
“Rin?” she asked, trying to make eye contact.
Rin blushed slightly, looking away from Kagome. She wanted to ask Kagome something, but she felt very ashamed about it. She had done something wrong, so technically, she shouldn’t know certain information that she was currently aware of. Avoiding looking at Kagome, she decided to not hide anything from Kagome. “The other day Rin was walking past your room when she heard you talk to Sesshomaru-sama. “
A million thoughts ran through Kagome’s mind and none of them were good, actually they were terrifying. Her mind couldn’t help but believed she had heard the worst words possible. Had she found out about everything Sesshomaru had done to her? No, that couldn’t be it. Surely Rin wouldn’t be this happy if she had found out about it right? Her worry didn’t help her dizziness, since her breathing rate had increased, making the situation much worst.
Seeing Kagome panicked only made Rin feel worst; she knew she was going to get punish for eavesdropping. “Rin knows she’s not suppose to listen to other people’s conversation, and Rin really didn’t mean to! Rin swear she didn’t!” said Rin, fear obvious in her eyes.
Kagome bit her bottom lip, and swallow hard, finding the courage to ask the little girl her question. “Rin, what d-did yo-u hear?” she asked to the best of her ability.
Rin looked down, trying to look innocent, and regretful; to be honest the news she had heard had brought her great excitement. “Rin heard you ask Sesshomaru-sama if you were pre-g-pregnant.” Rin could recall Kagome’s words very clearly, since she had been very excited by the question. Of course, she had quickly ran off, after realizing she was eavesdropping, and ever since then she had meant to ask Kagome about it. Of course, she hadn’t plan on the miko being sick for over five days.
A feeling of sadness took hold of Kagome’s heart, as she stared into the emptiness. Rin’s joy, and ignorance was something Kagome envied her. Nonetheless, she brushed the feeling aside, and nodded slowly. Before Rin could stop herself, she threw her arms around Kagome, hugging her as if her life depended on it. Sesshomaru-sama and Kagome were going to be a mommy and daddy together! Rin never had any siblings and the idea to have a little brother and sister was driving her crazy with joy.
“Do you think he’ll have puppy ears like Inuyasha?” asked Rin, giggling at the idea of a little baby with cute soft ears.
Inuyasha. Kagome’s heart suddenly felt extremely heavy, as the memories of her lost love came back to her mind. A lump was formed in her throat, as she sighed heavily, trying to chase the memory away. She tried to focus on his dog ears, which she had always been fascinated with, and she couldn’t help but smile for real this time. “Maybe,” she said, her voice extremely low.
Rin smiled, apparently pleased with the answer. She approached her little hand to Kagome’s stomach, excitement filling her. She quickly pulled her hand away, grinning. Soon, Kagome’s belly would be as big as those ladies that lived in her old village. Kagome watched the little girl’s happiness, and found herself wishing the same kind of joy. For the first time in a long while, she felt a speck of light fill her heart, as Rin’s happiness reached her.
***
Almost four days of peace, and silence coming from his beast had been soothing for his headaches. Sesshomaru had been able to avoid his beast taking over by simply remaining away from the miko. At first, he had thought it would have been somewhat hard but after the first day and a half where she remained in her destroyed bedroom, he had realized it was proving to be easier than expected. He probably wouldn’t have been aware of her sickness if it hadn’t been for Rin and Jaken.
Jaken had come complaining to him that Rin refused to leave the miko’s side, which Sesshomaru had found quite strange. Concerned for Rin, he had gone into the miko’s room, only to find her asleep, and extremely sweaty. Rin had proceeded to explain to him that she had been asleep for a few days, and that she wanted to remain by Kagome’s side until she woke up. In case the miko had a sickness, he did not wish for his ward to be sick as well. Unfortunately for him, it was hard to keep Rin away from the miko since he had to stay within a certain distant with her, and only be in her presence for short amount of time.
A few servants had told him that the miko did not have any sickness, although they could not explain her current state. Since there was no risk for Rin, he had no more concern and had no reason to be around the miko. Ever since, he had remained away from her bedroom, and he had been able to keep the control over his own body. But, he could not ignore that the miko might need a healer or something of the sort, so he had Jaken arranged for a miko and a healer to come and take a look at her. Although the servants said it was not a sickness, he still thought a healer was needed, and in case it was a problem of another department, he had a miko join in.
They were expected to arrive very soon, and Jaken was waiting for them near the main entrance. Sesshomaru was inside, in one of the room that used to be his father’s. Sesshomaru refused to be like his father, and get involve with a human. It had only brought his father death, and shame. His father had courted his mother, and left a mark on her, but the one he had truly mated was Izayoi. He had chosen to mate a simple human over Sesshomaru’s mother, which he could not understand. Why did that pathetic human possess that Inu-Taisho could not live without? He had everything a youkai could desire, yet, he threw it all away for the love of a human.
Humans were not special; they did not have any ability, they were weak, and they did not live for long. Most of them were ugly, and disgusting, and could not do anything on their own. They felt too much, and their emotions were their greatest weakness. He could tolerate them, but mating them? It was a complete different story, which he simply could not understand. Sesshomaru had no intention to repeat his father’s mistakes, but he had no intention of bringing their name shame. He had mated the miko, and unless there was a way to break the bond, he would remain mated to her.
Although, he would not care nor love her. She was another being who lived inside his house, and who the servants would take care of, but that was where the line was drawn. The same applied for the child growing inside of her. No matter if it was a boy or a girl, it didn’t change the fact that, it was not his heir, but simply a hanyou. Once the miko was gone, and dead, he would take a proper mate, and have his real heir. Plus, the way things were looking for her, it didn’t seem as if she would last very long; she had been sick almost ever since he had brought her to the castle.
“Milord,” said Jaken, breaking Sesshomaru’s train of thoughts. “They have arrived.” Behind Jaken were two elderly women, both of them dressed in miko clothes, although one of them only had knowledge in healing. Once they reached Sesshomaru, they bowed to him, before waiting for their instructions.
“Take them to the miko,” said Sesshomaru, before gesturing for all of them to exit the room.
Jaken bowed before escorting the women to the miko’s room. If anyone asked him, his Lord was troubling himself way too much for the woman. After all, it had to be her own fault she was so sick, and she shouldn’t bother his Lord with useless tasks like providing her with healers .To Jaken she remained the annoying woman who had been traveling with Sesshomaru-sama’s half-brother, Inuyasha, which made her worthless. Anyone who familiarized themselves so closely with hanyous was not worth Sesshomaru’s time.
Once they reached the room where the miko was staying, Jaken pointed it to them, before abandoning them in the hallway. Last time he had been there to check up on Rin, the miko had been barely dress and he had no desire to be offended with that sight again. And in any ways, he had done his job by escorting them to the right place. Both women watched him leave, before proceeding to enter the room through a broken door. They were both slightly nervous, since they had heard about Sesshomaru-sama’s reputation, and how he dealt with people who weren’t up to his standards.
When they entered the room, they saw a woman sitting up on a bed, with a little girl helping her with her kimono. Immediately Rin and Kagome turned their heads, only to find two strange women staring at them. Rin, being as friendly as usually, smiled and waved at them. “Hello!”
The mikos nodded at her politely. “We are looking for Kagome-sama?”
Rin left the bed to go and stand beside the elder women, before pointing at Kagome. “This is Kagome! Are you here to make her better?” Rin knew this people had been sent by Sesshomaru-sama, and it filled her with joy. She had barely seen him around Kagome, and she had been left wondering if he cared about her, but now, he had shown his concern. The way he had avoided Kagome was probably because he didn’t know how to show his emotions; Sesshomaru-sama wasn’t very good with that.
Kagome flinched at their words, before offering them a small smile. It was obvious they had been sent by Sesshomaru, but she couldn’t help wonder why. If his beast had been in control, then it would have come itself, not sent strangers. That meant Sesshomaru had requested these people while he was in control. He had never shown any type of concern for her before, and she did not wish for anything coming from him. Although, she would not refuse the helpers; not only had she been worried for herself, but also for her child.
One of the women, who had grey hair, came and sat beside Kagome in the bed. “Kagome-sama, my name is Satomi. Would you please lay down?”
Kagome nodded softly before doing what the woman asked of her. Not without a struggle, she managed to move her body so she could lie down comfortably. Satomi proceeded to open the kimono Rin had just finish tying up, permitting her to examine Kagome. Kagome couldn’t help but slightly flinch when Satomi’s cold hands made contact with her heated skin. The elder woman roamed her hands over her stomach, her eyes closed.
The young miko couldn’t stop herself from chewing her lip, worry. Were they aware of her pregnancy? What if they didn’t know, and they did something, which could harm the baby? Once again, she forced herself to speak, ignoring the pain. “I’m pregnant,” she blurted out.
“Sesshomaru-sama has informed us of your condition,” said Satomi, her eyes remaining closed the whole time. They had actually been shocked that someone like him had mated a human, who was now carrying a hanyou.
Kagome was almost surprised that he had told them anything about her. After all, it was obvious the child was none of his concern, so why even bother to inform them? To her, he was nothing but a monster void of any type of feelings at all. But, the little girl standing near her was a constant reminder that somewhere deep inside Sesshomaru there were some types of feelings, except they were reserved for Rin alone.
“When was the last time you ate?” ask Satomi as she felt Kagome’s skinny body under her fingers. A pregnant woman should not be that thin. This was the time to gain weight and make sure she was well feed. What was even stranger was that there as no reason for her not to eat since someone like Sesshomaru could afford any type of food she desired.
Kagome shrugged her shoulders; she had been sleeping for so long, that she had lost complete track of time. She could remember Sesshomaru forcing her to eat, but it was hard to tell when that happened, since before her sickness, she had locked herself in the darkness, without a possibility to distinct night from day.
“Four days.”
All three women turned their head in direction of the small child who had answered. Rin walked closer to them, holding four fingers up. “Kagome didn’t have food for four days now.” Rin knew because she had spent the last three days by Kagome’s side, and before that, she had seen the servants bring back trays filled with food.
Kagome couldn’t help the small smile that escaped her lips at Rin’s words. It seemed there was someone in this castle who actually truly cared for her, and it was that little child. Rin grabbed Kagome’s hand before smiling, as if she was trying to give her support.
Satomi smiled at them, but was slightly confused. There was a striking resemblance between Kagome and the child, but she looked to old to be Kagome’s child. The young woman looked as if she was around 18 years old, while the child look around 9. Also, there was the fact that the little girl was completely human, and not hanyou. “Is she your sister?” she dared to ask.
Rin shook her head violently. “Kagome is Rin’s new … mommy.”
Nobody was as shocked as Kagome to hear those words coming from Rin. She knew the little girl was very fond of her, but she never realized she considered her as her mother. Kagome had barely spent anytime with her, and although she loved Rin, she couldn’t believe she had developed such feeling over a small period of them. But then, she remembered the only parent Rin ever seem to have known was Sesshomaru…
Satomi smiled at the child, before removing her hands from Kagome’s body. She looked through her bag, and picked up some herbs and leaves. “Would you mind giving these to one of the servants, and have them prepare this for Kagome-sama?”
The little girl smiled, before taking the herbs, excited that she could do something to help Kagome feel better. “Rin will be right back Kagome!” exclaimed Rin before almost running out of the room.
The elderly woman was not sure her medicine could do much for the young woman, since she was clueless. She hadn’t encountered anyone with a disease like her before, and she did not know what was best for her. The herbs and leaves would help prepare a tea, which would help Kagome keep her food down. Satomi had presumed that Kagome’s sickness was the reason why she did not eat, and hoped this would help her, even slightly.
Satomi left Kagome’s side so that Kiyoko could come and examine her. After all, there was a possibility that Kagome’s problems came from her miko powers. Kiyoko sat beside Kagome, before a look of confusion appeared on her face; she could barely sense powers coming from the young woman. At first she had believed it was because her powers were very weak, but now she realized, she did not seem to possess any.
“Child, are you certain you are a miko?”
Kagome closed her eyes, slightly nodding. “They are sealed away,” she said, her throat burning, before lifting her arm so Kiyoko could see her bracelet.
Both elder women were quite surprised by the bracelet adorning her arm. “Sealed? Child, why you would seal your own powers away?”
Kagome almost felt like scoffing; as if she would have purposely locked away her own powers. Although, it wasn’t as if coming out with the truth would make things any better, so she voted for a semi-lie. “I can’t control my powers very well,” Kagome took a pause to try to ease the pain slightly, “this is so I avoid hurting him,” she answered, carefully avoiding pronouncing his name.
Kiyoko softly nodded, understand the reasoning. In the heat of the passion, it could be easy to lose control over her powers, and great harm could occur. Although, the child should have been trying her power since her birth, which meant it should be under control. “Could you remove it for me?” she asked, hoping to take a look at her spiritual strength.
The young woman’s eyes widen at the request; Kami knew if she could she would have done it long ago. Kagome shook her head frantically. “I’m afraid that’s impossible.” The tone she used let the woman know there was no place for discussion or argument. Kagome had no other choice; she did not wish to have Sesshomaru come down to her room, simply to tell him he could not remove the bracelet. Kagome wouldn’t take any chance to have the beast coming back.
Kiyoko was slightly taken back by the rude tone, nodded. “I’m afraid there isn’t much I can do for you, since I cannot evaluate your powers. All I can say is, the fact that you are a miko and the child half-youkai has nothing to do with your current state. Although, I cannot determine what the cause of your sickness is.”
Kagome nodded, her expression never changing. “Thank you,” she whispered, glad that Kiyoko had not pushed the issue any further. Kagome was in no way ready to deal with the beast just yet, especially not in her current state.
Both older women looked each other in the eyes, worry apparent in their eyes. It was obvious something was happening and Kagome did not wish for them to know what it was. Unfortunately that also meant they could not help her to the best of their abilities. Kiyoko stood up before standing beside Satomi, and then both of them bowed to her to show their respect since she was Sesshomaru-sama’s mate after all. Kagome felt slightly uncomfortable with them bowing at her since she wanted nothing to do with Sesshomaru and his status.
After being respectful both women exited the room, leaving Kagome alone in the bedroom, which somehow she appreciated. Lately, she had been feeling awkward around everyone, except Rin; the little girl was too sweet not to appreciate her company. Kagome repositioned herself so her back was pressed against the headboard once more. Although her body was still hot, but her temperature had gone down slightly, which meant she was not sweating as much anymore. Her vision had also cleared up, but the scorching feeling in her throat refused to go away.
“Kagome! Rin has your tea!” the little girl was carefully holding the cup in her hands so she would not spill it. “It’s very hot.”
“Thank you,” answered Kagome, giving Rin her best smile. She gently took the cup from her, before slowly bringing it to her dry lips.
Kagome could barely feel the liquid going down her throat, since it was hotter than the tea. She had no idea if this would do anything for her pain, but if it could at least help her feel a little better for she could eat something, it would be worth it. Kagome couldn’t help but feel extremely selfish for not eating, even though her sickness was not her fault. Her child needed nutrients to grow, and she believed hanyou would probably need even more since they would be more powerful than a human. She dragged her hand to her stomach, where she left it to rest, her worry growing.
I’m sorry, she mentally apologized to her unborn child.
***
“Since they could not examine her miko powers, they were unable to find an answer,” explained Jaken to Sesshomaru-sama as he observed the two women leave the castle.
Sesshomaru had been able to deduct the miko had been clear enough about her bracelet because nobody came to bother him about the subject. Not that he would have agreed; last time he tried to remove her bracelet, his beast had emerged. Sesshomaru sighed in annoyance, before dismissing Jaken, hoping for some peace. Every day that passed, it seemed the worst thing developed. Since they told Jaken the tea should help her eat, he had made the servants prepare her some light food. If she did not eat, she would soon look like a walking skeleton. He could not technically have his mate looking as if she was starving.
The Lord could feel a growling coming from inside of him, and he knew who was the cause for it. It clearly meant that his beast was upset about something, but as long as he did not take control it did not bother Sesshomaru. Although he would not wait for the problem to expand, and decided to deal with it now.
You are annoying this Sesshomaru.
The beast growled again. Mate still sick?
Yes, the miko is still sick. Why does it matter?
Mate was feeling better when we took care of her. The sickness went away when we were there.
This Sesshomaru will not take care of the miko. She will eat soon, she will be better.
He knew if the beast got too upset, he would get carried away, but Sesshomaru had no intention of looking over the miko; it was no his problem. Once again, it almost came down to doing as his beast said, or letting the beast do as he pleased; neither of the options sounded very convenient to Sesshomaru.
Mate might not eat. Help mate eat.
Rin is helping her.
Although, he still did not fully approve of his ward around the miko, he allowed her to remain at her side. He did not wish for her to become some sort of servant to the miko, but he preferred having Rin helping her than himself. The less contact with the miko, the better; at least in his opinion.
You are not good to mate. Mate needs us. She doesn't know yet, but we do.
This Sesshomaru refuses to take care of the miko, she will be fine on her own.
Sesshomaru was aware what his words would probably caused but he still spoke them, even if he would not appreciate the consequences. He rather have his beast posing the actions, then him, since he did not want any of the feelings his beast had for the miko associated with him.
You refuse to help mate? I give you chances to take care of mate, but you do not even try.
This Sesshomaru will never care for such a useless being.
The obvious happened as Sesshomaru’s eyes began to turn red, and Sesshomaru went down on his knees, holding his head with his hands. A low growl escaped his throat, as if he was uselessly fighting the transformation. Then came the silence, as the red filled the remaining of the white in his eyes, leaving only but a speck of amber in the middle of his eyes, as if a part of Sesshomaru remained. Slowly, he rose to his feet, a determined smirk on his face, as if he had won a battle.
The beast walked towards Kagome’s room, worried for his mate’s safety. Plenty of humans had been impregnated with hanyous before, and he hadn’t heard of any situations where the female was in such a bad state. And if her sickness wasn’t due to pregnancy, he was confused what was the cause since she did not have any disease. Had her body suffered a break down from the rush of events that happened in her life recently?
When he entered the room, he spotted Kagome and Rin sitting together on the bed. The first one to notice him was Rin. As soon as he came in view, a huge smile illuminated her face. “Sesshomaru-sama!”
As soon as Rin mentioned his name, Kagome’s whole body stiffened. She gradually turned her head to face him, and couldn’t help but gasp softly when she found these two red eyes staring at her. She probably would have remained sitting down if Rin hadn’t gotten up, ready to walk in direction of Sesshomaru. “Rin!” she almost screamed, which immediately got her attention. “Hm, Sesshomaru and I need to discuss… adult things.” Gosh even to her it sounded phony.
Rin looked confused for a second, but quickly, the worry was chased away, and she smiled again. She waved at Kagome before leaving the two of them alone together. Rin couldn’t help but wonder if Sesshomaru was angry; she had only seen him with red eyes when he was extremely infuriated. Although, Kagome hadn’t seemed very worry, just surprise. Also, she did mention it was ‘adult things’ which could explain why she did not understand. Nonetheless, she knew it was better to leave them by themselves; parents wanted to be together sometimes.
Once Kagome was sure Rin was far enough not to hear, she glared at him. “Go away,” she said, as loud as her throat allowed her. She did her best to try and control her breathing and her emotions in front of him, but her current state was making it extremely difficult.
Slowly, and without a word, he walked in her direction, his eyes never looking away from her. He completely ignored her request, as he bent down, putting his arms on each side of her. Kagome used her leftover strength to back away from him as best she could. But, he was a lot faster than her, and he quickly wrapped his arms around her. Immediately Kagome struggled against his touch, hitting his chest violently, since she was trying to save the little bit of voice she had left.
“You are sick,” he stated as he held her closer against his body.
Even when she was not feeling well, she chose to fight him instead of conserving her precious strength. Did she really want to against his word that badly? He gently picked her up from her bed, and tucked her against his chest carefully. Of course, Kagome did not want any of it, and she weakly tried to punch him, even though it was taking all her will to even lift her arms. “Don’t touch me! PUT ME DOWN!” she screamed, hurting her throat.
Once again, he completely ignored her as he proceeded to exit her bedroom. If only Sesshomaru could understand her place was in bed with them, rather than in that destroyed room, the beast wouldn’t have to carry her back and forth all the time. Kagome was kicking her legs around, trying to cause him to drop her, but he didn’t release his hold. “SESSHOMARU! Let me down! I DON’T WANT YOUR HANDS ON ME!”
As she was about to open her mouth again to say something, she felt him press his hands against her mouth to shut her up. “You will cease your unless noise.”
Immediately Kagome bit the skin of his hand, but it did not seem to even affect him. Quickly, they reached his bedroom, and Kagome was still trying to fight him off, even if it wasn’t doing much to him, and her teeth never letting go of his skin. He pushed the door open with his foot, his hold on her remaining of his steel. He tossed her fragile body against the bed, making sure she wouldn’t get hurt, before walking towards his closet. Meanwhile, Kagome was scrambling to make it on her feet, so she could get off the bed, and away from him.
As she was about to put her foot down on the ground, his voice stopped her. “Get undress.”
For a few seconds, she replayed his words in her mind, trying to make sure she had heard him right. “You want me to do what?” she asked, in disbelief.
Sesshomaru walked towards her, his kimono half off, and a serious look in his eyes. “Bitch, do not make me repeat myself. If you don’t do it, I will do it for you.”
Kagome crossed her arms in front of her chest, trying to stand her ground. “I’m not undressing myself.” Did he really believe she would willingly obey him? After everything that occurred between them so far, he should know better than that.
Sesshomaru scoffed before crawling on the bed, right next to her. “Why do you refuse the easy way? I’m trying to help you. You are hot. Remove your clothes.” Even when he was trying to do something good for her, she still refused his attentions.
Once again, Kagome remained in the same position, refusing to obey to his will. “I have been nice to you. I haven’t taken your body to help you. Why won’t you obey? Why won’t you submit to your alpha?”
She scoffed before violently shaking her head. “You are not my alpha, I do not have to submit to you!” she said, her voice raspy. He might have marked her against her will, but that did not make her his property contrary to what he strongly believed.
What appeared to be a smirk was visible on his face as he took hold of her shoulder, nearly digging his claws in her skin, causing Kagome to wince in pain. “You desire to anger me? You wish to upset me?” Sesshomaru violently shook her with every word he pronounced.
It wasn’t hard to foresee what was coming, or what he had in mind, yet Kagome had managed to hold back the tears the whole time. Actually it might also have been due to how tired and exhausted her body was from the inexplicable sickness she had. As if her body didn’t even have the energy to produce tears for her to shed. No matter the reason, she was extremely grateful; he didn’t deserve her tears in the first place. “I don’t want to obey you,” she whispered.
She watched him, as his face seemed to sadden, as if she had hurt his feelings. He sighed heavily before removing his claws from her delicate skin. “Have it your way.”
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