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Family Connections	By : Saranwyn Category: InuYasha AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 4204 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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InuYasha huddled in the empty storage unit he'd broken into. Tucking in his knees to his chest, he wrapped his arms around himself and longed for someone to come touch him. A humiliating whine escaped him. Never before had he ever felt this lonely and miserable. It was killing him. He wanted his pack. His alpha. His brother. He wanted to be accepted. Another pang of agony seared through him and he groaned, flopping onto his side. I want to die, he thought. I would rather die than live alone like this. To his shame and horror, tears rose up in his eyes, but he was in too much pain to fight them down. They spilled down his cheeks, cool on his heated skin, and dripped onto the hard floor.
Sesshoumaru sat on his bed in his room, glowering out the window. He could feel his brother's misery, heightened by the symptoms of the heat. For dog demons, to be alone like this, it was the worst thing in the world, and now, at this specific moment which he was supposed to be spending united with his mate, the Hanyou's sorrow had reached a paramount high, increasing Sesshoumaru's own suffering. For a year he had staved off the sorrow, the loneliness, the guilt. Shit! He couldn't do it anymore. Not when his body was weary and lonely and aching, like this. The phone rang. Miroku called weekly to see if InuYasha had come back. He still didn't know anything about where the boy was. Snarling, Sesshoumaru answered it, though he didn't really know why.
"I know the heat started today, so I thought InuYasha might have-" the boy started without even greeting the demon first.
"He's not back."
"Don't you even care?! He's your brother! Don't you want to know where he is?! What he's doing! He could be dead for all we know!" the monk exploded, furious.
"Shut up!" Sesshoumaru spat.
"What kind of alpha are you? How can you sleep at night?! How can you live with yourself knowing you've abandoned him like this?!"
"He abandoned me, monk! Don't you dare accuse me of being an improper alpha!" the demon snarled. When his brother's friend only continued to rant, he hung up, hurling the phone across the room. Dammit! When are you going to come home, already?! Suddenly he froze. What did I just think? Do I…want him to come back? Seriously? He stared down at his hands. I was the one that pushed him away. No one could live with someone treating them the way I did him. Of course he left, but…but…did I want him to stay anyways? He swallowed hard. He could remember vividly, still that afternoon in the car. He remembered pinning him to the seat. He could almost feel those same sensations as he slammed into that tight, lithe body, blood quickly slickening the way. He could still hear the howls of pain – more than just physical. He remembered the distinct lack of pleasure. Not even sadistic satisfaction. His heart still ached with the despair and betrayal upon reading InuYasha's note. See you never again. Never…that was forever. Forever was too long to go on feeling like this. With that realization came a sudden wave of desperation. In a blur, he was tearing towards the door, not even bothering to put up his concealment charm before dashing out of the house and down the street.
InuYasha's eyes flew open as the door to his storage unit slammed open. There stood his brother, panting, hair mussed, clothes rumpled, no concealing spell to speak of. The half demon's heart froze then started up at twice it's usual speed. What is he doing here? Oh, God, I'm going to lose it! In an instant, the demon was over to him, kneeling beside him. He couldn't stop his body. He grabbed his older brother and dragged him close, kissing his mouth feverishly. A shiver of pleasure ran down his spin when the demon responded just as eagerly. Suddenly, he came back to himself, yanking away with much physical effort.
"No!" he rasped. Sesshoumaru recoiled slightly, his impassive mask slipping to reveal a hurt and confused expression, though he quickly covered it up with anger.
"No?" he repeated in a deadly hiss.
"What are you going to do about it? Rape me, again?" To the younger's utter shock, his brother pulled back even further at this. Then, the older man launched forward, wrapping his arms around the boy and hugging him tightly against his chest. A whine of need escaped the demon's throat.
"I-InuYasha…" he whispered.
"I won't just be your toy to get through the heat!" the half demon stubbornly refused, struggling fruitlessly to push his brother away.
"I…didn't come for that," Sesshoumaru admitted, clinging tighter to the struggling pup. "I came because you're miserable and I'm miserable and…and when are you going to come home, InuYasha?"The boy hesitated. Is he…asking me…to come home? Why would he…?
"I told you, never! I ran away for good!" He tried to push away again and failed as his alpha clung tighter to him, basically pulling him into his lap.
"Don't be ridiculous! You hate it out here without me as much as I hate it there without you!" The words slipped out before Sesshoumaru could censor them. Both of them gasped, shocked. "I-I mean…"
"What…what do you mean? For real?" InuYasha asked. "I can never tell what you're really feeling, so if you want me to know, you've got to tell me."
"You're my pack. You're all I've got left in this world. You aren't allowed to abandon me like everyone else."
"A-abandon you? You raped me!"
"That's because you were leaving me for those…those humans! I was angry, and I hated it, and I'm sorry!" Again, the uncensored truth. Sesshoumaru just apologized…to me? The older demon wouldn't look him straight in the face, his eyes suddenly quite interested in a bug crawling across the cement. InuYasha cupped his cheek, guiding him to look up at him. What he saw in his brother's face was pain and sorrow and remorse. Slowly, he leaned in and placed his mouth over the demon's. Sesshoumaru let out a soft sigh and returned the kiss, shifting to lay InuYasha on his back. Their kiss intensified as the needs of the heat began to take over, again. Fingers fumbled with clothes, and this time, the half-breed allowed himself to be lost to the sensations, keening softly as he popped open the buttons on his brother's shirt. Pushing the cloth off his shoulders, he ran a hand over the older man's chest. Before he could really comprehend what was happening, he was naked and pressed up against Sesshoumaru, their bodies rubbing urgently together.
"A-Aniki!" he gasped out, clinging onto those broad shoulders for dear life. His brother silenced him with a ferocious kiss that left him breathless and wanting for more. The demon, suddenly pulled away, but before InuYasha could protest, something hot and stiff and throbbing was being placed at his entrance. He flung his head back. "Do it," he half-whispered, half-moaned. A groan of mixed pain and pleasure issued from his lips as the demon slowly began to push forward. Sesshoumaru bit his lip, trembling with the effort it took not to just slam into his brother's body and pound into him. He didn't want that. There was no satisfaction in that. Once he was fully inside, he leaned down and kissed InuYasha, again, sliding his tongue into his mouth.
"InuYasha," he purred into his mouth, meticulously licking every inch of that hot, damp cavern. The half demon whimpered and shifted his hips, trying to get used to the feeling of something that large invading him.
"S-Sessh…I'm…I'm ready." The demon let out a sigh of relief, pulled back, and pushed back in, causing them both to gasp at the sensations. He repeated the motion, a breathy moan escaping his lips as the younger boy arched his hips to guide him deeper. "Ahhh…S-Sesshoumaru!" The older brother pushed back in again, harder and faster this time. And again. And again. And again. Each time building speed and force until he was hammering into InuYasha's body, delighting in his pleasured moans and gasps. Hastily, he removed the necklace from around his brother's neck and leaned up to lick and kiss one of those cute, furry ears atop his head. "Ah! Sessh…ou…ma…ru!" The older brother wrapped his arms around the younger, clinging to him as he thrust into him as hard and fast as he could.
"Is it good?" he whispered. "Tell me how it feels…to have me in you."
"I-it's good. Feels…like I'm whole…again."
"It feels the same…for me." InuYasha bowed his head, nestling his face into the crook of Sesshoumaru's neck, where he kissed and sucked hungrily, leaving a large, damp bruise.
"So close…ah! Aniki…! AH!" The younger convulsed, coming hard all over their chests as Sesshoumaru continued to pound into that over-sensitized body. The teen leaned up to kiss the older man, sucking his tongue into his mouth, his arousal already growing, again. The demon's hips snapped forward, losing their rhythm as he neared his own climax.
"Inu…Yasha," he panted softly. His younger brother groaned, incapable of actual words, as he writhed against Sesshoumaru's thrusts, trying to get more friction, as each time he slammed into his prostate. "Ah! InuYasha!" Sesshoumaru gasped as his seed shot forth, washing over the half-breed's insides. That feeling was what brought InuYasha to his own, mind-blowing high as he arched and released for a second time.
"Sesshoumaru!" he cried as his essence painted their chests and stomachs, cooling on their feverish skin along with their sweat. The demon stayed embedded deeply within him, propped up on his elbows over him, as they caught their breath, each just taking in each other's scent.
"Don't abandon me, InuYasha. I'll do whatever it takes to convince you to come home. So don't…don't leave me alone, again," Sesshoumaru whispered. The teen let out a deep sigh and kissed him, again, instead of replying. "I see…" the demon murmured. "Well, at least I've got this week to try to change your mind…though I wish you'd have chosen somewhere more comfortable."
"I wasn't planning on having company."
"Silly you. It's my duty as your alpha to take care of you…during this time of need." InuYasha rolled hid eyes.
"Sure, and it's got nothing to do with you needing relief, too." Sesshoumaru kissed him fiercely and shook his head.
"Relief from the heat? Absolutely not. I've gone through the heat on my own enough times. Relief from the…loneliness…that's a different story." InuYasha tilted his head curiously, tracing his thumb over his brother's cheek. He looked worn out and ill-kempt.
"Are you okay?" he asked softly. The demon dropped his head down onto the teen's shoulder.
"No," he whispered. "I'm really not." InuYasha sighed and wrapped his arms around his brother. "Come home, InuYasha. Please come home." The younger brother exhaled deeply and nodded. He brushed his lips against his brothers.
"Fine. But…but on one condition. I need to know…how you actually feel about me…and you have to treat me right." Sesshoumaru sat up, staring at InuYasha. He'd spent a lot of time pondering how he felt about InuYasha.
"H-honestly…I can never make up my mind about how…I feel about you. But here's what I do know. I want to protect you. I want to monopolize you. I want you to only see me. I want to hear your laugh and see your smile, but I also want to see your tears. I can't stand the thought that you hate me, and I…I feel guilty when I hurt you, and I hate it. I want you around. You make me feel weak, and irrational – which is irritating – and yet these past months that you've been gone have been the absolute worst, most miserable months of my life." InuYasha felt his heart swell with the integrity of the empowering words he never thought he'd hear from his brother. Never had he thought Sesshoumaru would be able to confess his own weakness, to honestly say he wanted a half-demon, to lower himself to asking something from him. This time, when he kissed him, it was firmer, more sure.
"Alright, Sesshoumaru. I'll come home." Home, he thought. This is the first time that I've really felt like I've had one.
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