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Slave - Chap 14 – Despair
Disclaimer:
I do not own any of Inuyasha characters. I am making no money off this story.
This applies to all future chapters. Inuyasha characters
& story © 2003 Rumiko Takahashi.
Summary:
A very (VERY!) different Sesshoumaru.
Special
thanks to: All the readers
Very
special thanks to: My Beta and The Reviewers
A.N.
# 1: This was supposed to be a very short chapter,
because I thought it was necessary to have a link to the other chapters and
also a little explanation to why Sesshoumaru took so long to go and rescue
Inuyasha. (This chapter was written almost two month after chapter 15.)
A.N.
# 2: From the start I told that this fan fiction
was going to be a sad story. - (Genre: Angst, Language, OC, PWP, Slave, WIP,
Yaoi, Slash, Shonen-Ai, Inc, Anal, BDSM, CBT, Lemon, MaleDom, N/C, Oral, S/H, S&M, SoloM,
Spank, Tort) Summary: Inuyasha’s life as
a slave.
So please, do not think
that I hate Inuyasha, actually I DO love him and I do think that we have a lot
in common. I can not figure out a slave’s life being easy and happy. As well as
this is not a Cinderella like story. Well I do know I am writing a fiction and
I can add everything I want. Bear with his suffering a little bit more. I just
do not think that I am able to add humor to the story. Sorry.
Chapters 14, 15, 16 and
17 are also very sad and with a lot of suffering. Maybe the ones I will start
to write can change a little.
Chap 14 – Despair (better if you listen to Depeche Mode - “In your room” while reading it)
(Back with Sesshoumaru) -
Under the moonless sky, Sesshoumaru
and Jaken were on their way back to the castle.
When they finally arrived,
Sesshoumaru barely explained what had happen between him and the
Hyounekozuko-youkai clan, letting the elders willing to know a little more
about the battle and the whereabouts of Inuyasha. After that Sesshoumaru in a
bad humor had to attend to the lesser lords’ complaints and or solicitations.
He got really annoyed with that
and in a boost of rage, he said he was going to be in his studio and only Jaken
was allowed in. He also demanded to know what the all so important things he
had to look after were.
“Jaken,
notify them that I am going to attend only the land problems, and I do not want
to know any personal issue or be disturbed by useless solicitations or
meaningless things. Send them in order and according to their solicitations.
Let them know that as soon as these things were solved I am going to leave the
castle for a while. Do not let them know about Inuyasha.”
“Hai,
Sesshoumaru-sama.”
*
(Two
days later)
Ever since Sesshoumaru was not
available, Jaken was the one to listen the majority of the solicitations. What Jaken was not ready to listen was that Sesshoumaru himself
was in a deep predicament.
“What kind of predicament?
Sesshoumaru-sama had won the battle against the Hyounekozuko-youkai clan all by
himself and he is now here dealing with the land affairs. What do you mean by
that?”
“Jaken-sama,
you know that the hanyou was in the verge of his heat period, don’t you?”
Jaken only nodded and he
thought ‘Yes, that is why he was so easy
to capture by the Hyounekozuko-youkai clan… Idiot hanyou, leave the castle in
the brink of his heat…’
“Hm--but
the predicament of Sesshoumaru-sama is-- as long as they are mates--” One of
the other elders interrupted the one speaking.
“They are not mates; the hanyou
is just Sesshoumaru-sama’s concubine,” said another one with a snarl.
“Stop talking nonsense and tell
me what the predicaments are.” Jaken was already loosing his patience with all
the noise elders around him.
“Jaken-sama, the hanyou is
bounded with Sesshoumaru; their bodies are linked in a way, so the hanyou’s
heat triggers Sesshoumaru-sama’s heat. It means that, soon Sesshoumaru-sama
will start to feel the symptoms of a heat without a relief valve, nearby.”
“Oh…” Jaken could understand
why some elders were worried about the hanyou whereabouts.
*
Sesshoumaru was in his studio,
during the last two days he had listen to the land lesser lords about the land
and its issues. Now in a rare moment of peace he could sit and thing about
Inuyasha. ‘Inuyasha I expect you are
fine, if that Naraku…’ He was wondering why the Hyounekozuko-youkai clan
would send Inuyasha away with a youkai that was definitely not a Hyounekozuko,
when a very much-stressed Jaken got inside the studio together with the elders.
“Sorry to interrupt you
Sesshoumaru-sama, but we must discuss this issue now.”
Sesshoumaru realizing the strange
mood around the group of elders and Jaken, decided to listen to them.
“What do you want?”
The elders told him about the
heat period, the current bond ritual complication: Inuyasha’s heat was the trigger of
Sesshoumaru’s heat. This report meant that Inuyasha’s absences would cause him
some physical problems. They also add another very important piece of information;
soon Sesshoumaru would need an heir.
“If the hanyou returns, and if
he were not able to give you an heir in 2 years time, you must dispose of him
and find a real and royal mate.”
Sesshoumaru who was in silence,
simply got really mad and let the elders aware that Inuyasha was kidnapped by
the Hyounekozuko-youkai clan and that the boy was in the possession of a youkai
he, Sesshoumaru had never heard about before that incident. An Onigumo youkai, called Naraku.
That information in addition to
the knowledge that Sesshoumaru would face a very difficult period due his heat
without Inuyasha’s presence, were the spark off a huge uproar in the castle.
The opinions were divided; part
of the castle inhabitants wanted to help with the rescue of the poor little
hanyou, and another part celebrated and hoped the never returning of the filthy
hanyou. Some
were even preparing a list with possible future alliances with other powerful
and influenced youkai lords from all over the Island.
Plots were being developed just
in the intention to find a new mate, this time with someone much more suitable
to Sesshoumaru.
*
At first Sesshoumaru simply
tried his best and pretended he did not mind, but as soon as his heat was in a
level he could not completely control it anymore, Sesshoumaru started some
verbal conflict with some of the lesser lords and elders.
“I will find Inuyasha and bring
him back, stop all these nonsense right now.
I know my duties as the Western lands lord, but I am also responsible
for the health and well being of my mate--”
“But, Sesshoumaru-sama, the
hanyou is not your mate, he is only your concubine, the ritual was not a complete
one. You know that you can just let him die--” The elder did not finish his sentence
because Sesshoumaru was holding him by his neck; green acid poison leaking from
Sesshoumaru’s fingers and burned the frightened
youkai.
“If you want to grow even
older, never again say anything like that about Inuyasha. Am I clear?” he said
that threw the elder throughout the studio door.
“Jaken, come,” Sesshoumaru said
that and simply left the studio.
His rage was so high that, he
knew if he continued there in his studio or somewhere with others but Jaken, he
would kill someone. He knew he could not
leave the castle fortifications, because if he left, he would transform and try
to find Inuyasha, leaving behind all those meaningless people and issues. His
body was aching for his little brother. So in a rampant, he aimed Inuyasha’s
chambers and once he was there; sensing Inuyasha’s scent, his youki and also he
calmed a little.
“Jaken, did you get any
information about that Naraku?” Sesshoumaru demanded as he sat on Inuyasha’s
bed and wrapped his body with the blanket with the faint scent of Inuyasha
still lingering on it.
“By now, we were only able to
gather some little information, Sesshoumaru-sama. The main one is that Naraku is
a hanyou. There are reports of his evil actions all through the last 70 years.
Using magic and dark powers, he was able to absorb other youkai bodies, their
youki and powers, and he has improved and increased his own powers. He is among
some powerful manions. One of them is a deadly female youkai who flies in a boat-like-feather,
and there are others.”
‘Why
the Hyounekozuko-youkai clan would join such a youkai? They had never used
alliances before. That is so strange.’
Sesshoumaru could not stop thinking on that odd union.
“Jaken, I have to go and find
Inuyasha as soon as possible.”
“Unfortunately, not now
Sesshoumaru-sama, your heat--”
“It was never a problem.”
“Sesshoumaru-sama, you had
never had to deal with it alone before. During your last heat periods, you had already
created a bond with the hanyou and mated with him so many times. Face this one
alone is a huge change and challenge. You know, very well that if you decide to
go out of the castle, you will be open and exposed to other youkai in heat or
not. How will you control yourself?”
“What are you blabbing about
Jaken?”
“I am telling you that, without
a mate or a concubine, you are vulnerable to any other youkai or even a
powerful hanyou as this Naraku. Your heat, as well as Inuyasha’s has just
started, soon your fever will be higher, and you would not be able to do much.
You know that the lack of release with your mate will cause you some physical
deficiency.”
“This is ridiculous Jaken, I am
Sesshoumaru. There must be a solution for that.”
“There would have one. A replacement. Another concubine or even a real and royal
mate, but we did not have time to your youki find a suitable one.”
“This is certainly a joke from
the elders...” Sesshoumaru said, leaning down on Inuyasha’s bed, Inuyasha’s
scent invading his mind and his body responding to that by getting him aroused,
even at the presence of Jaken.
“No, it is not. Look at you,
Sesshoumaru-sama.” Jaken was shocked with the strange behavior of his master.
Sesshoumaru was ashamed, but
could not avoid or stop the ministrations his hands and hips were in.
“Please Sesshoumaru-sama,
listen to what I am saying, it is a new thing for you, but it is true. Without
a mate or a concubine--” Sesshoumaru growled. “--without Inuyasha, during your
heat period, you are vulnerable.”
“What will I do Jaken?” Sesshoumaru’s body was rocking on Inuyasha’s bed.
“By now, you must be in your
chambers as Inuyasha was when he first got in here.”
“Don’t be ridiculous Jaken, I
have meetings to attend and I must save Inuyasha.”
“Everything must be postponed
or do you want the elders or the lesser lords to see you as you are now?”
Sesshoumaru was rubbing his
hips on the bed, half-naked already. He needed to soothe the throbbing that was
taking over his whole body, mainly between his legs, that was for sure a result
of Inuyasha’s scent lingering in the room and on the sheets.
In a burst of consciousness,
Sesshoumaru jumped out of the bed, finally realizing the extension of the
problem.
“Jaken, ask someone to bring
some of my personal belongings. I’ll be staying in here till this heat is
over.” Sesshoumaru resolved he would be looked up in Inuyasha’s chambers.
*
In the interim, the lesser
lords and the elders were gathered to decide who royal mate would be suitable
to Sesshoumaru-sama and when she should be at the castle. They decided that
Jaken, who was totally under Sesshoumaru’s control,
could not know about the plot at all.
“It is already too difficult to
contain Sesshoumaru-sama without him knowing about the entire situation,
imagine if Jaken tells him about the new mate meetings.”
“It’s too sad to see our lord
this way, InuTaisho-sama would be really mad at us, if he were alive--”
“If InuTaisho-sama was alive,
this entire situation would not exist at all! He would not allow both of his
sons to be mated.”
“It is time to us to guide our
young lord again. He needs our guidance. We will find him a suitable mate, get
new and powerful alliances and make him forget this hanyou.”
“But do not you forget that the
hanyou is his half brother, the hanyou is InuTaisho-sama’s
son as well. If we simply let him die, would not that be something against our
principles to our former Lord?”
“We first need find
Sesshoumaru-sama a mate, after that we will mind with the hanyou.”
************
Sesshoumaru
spent the heat torturing days locked inside Inuyasha’s chambers.
The
heat was taking its toll on him; he could barely stay out of the bed.
Sesshoumaru was shocked with his body and his reactions and actions, for the
first time in centuries he was ashamed of himself. He could not recall, even
once that he was that weak and totally unable to control his body and his
sexual needs.
He
would fall asleep and woke up touching his body and trying even unknown ways to
self pleasure himself.
And
only after theses self pleasurable games he could talk with Jaken and get aware
of what was going on in the Western lands and get some news of Inuyasha’s
whereabouts.
*
But
Sesshoumaru was not only sexual and physically missing Inuyasha, his youki; his heart and his mind were calling for Inuyasha.
And
Sesshoumaru would be wrapped by dreams and hallucinations of Inuyasha.
*
He
slid his hand over Inuyasha upper
cloth and squeezed one of the soft nipples of the hanyou. Tender flesh gave
under his hands, and left him aching for more. His tongue found its way inside
Inuyasha’s mouth. His eyes were
closed, but his nostrils picked up Inuyasha’s alluring scent, so unbearably
close, and so unlike the others. The pounding of his heart resounded in his
ears, and only grew with exponential intensity with each breathless moment that
passed. His hands slid up Inuyasha’s thighs, gliding over the silky skin there.
Inuyasha spread his legs in invitation and his quivering hands reached the apex of Inuyasha’s thighs. He reached
inside the hanyou’s underclothes and gripped Inuyasha’s small but hard cock, a
sudden wave of arousal washed over his body, until the realization made his eyes shot open...
“Aah,
another dream…” Sesshoumaru realized as he woke up again from one of the many
short slumber moments during his heat period. He was naked and alone in
Inuyasha’s chambers and his heat was driving him crazy. This time he was on the
room next to the bedroom in one of the couches, he had fallen asleep holding
one of Inuyasha’s kimono which still hold the hanyou’s scent.
Lazily Sesshoumaru decided the
he would continue to sleep but this time he would return to the bed. Much more comfortable.
Sesshoumaru got onto the bed,
once again his heat taking control of his body and mind. He had learned in the
worst way that deny it or fight it was something not so healthy and lately he
had got used to some eccentric and even audacious actions while alone.
So using one hand he rubbed his
length while other hand grabbed his balls. He moaned at the sight of pleasure
and the faint image of Inuyasha while he fell onto the pillows looking up to
the ceiling, he felt his sheath growing tighter. He placed one hand into the
sheets, stroking slowly at himself with the other hand. He started off slowly;
gently pumping his member as he closed his eyes and quietly moaned. He searched
through his mind until he found the mental image he'd been looking for.
"Inuyasha…" he moaned, as his pace quickened, "my Inuyasha--I
miss you so much--" the hanyou’s image and scent were so strongly stood in
his mind. Sesshoumaru began to speed up as the image of Inuyasha submitting and
performing innumerous sensual tasks.
Sesshoumaru was reaching his
end, he was pounding at his cock harder and faster than before, almost to the
point of pain. "Yes," gasped the Daiyoukai, "do it-- "
Moaning he began to lean back speeding up the strokes, slowly beginning to
grasp at the ascending cock, which pushed out and he began to rub around it,
without letting the pace decrease, his eyes closing in his ecstatic state. The
motions getting heavier as the sheets began to move. As his climaxed came near,
Sesshoumaru lifted his body, eyes still shut and as soon as he was drained he
was asleep once again.
*
Inuyasha’s
image was sat down in the chair, next to the bed, and he was smiling and
pulling the soft silk blanket from around him exposing his small body.
"I mean it, come on Goshujin-sama" Inuyasha
smiled over to his older brother, "there is nothing wrong with it, we've
got nothing to hide.” Slowly the hanyou began to finger fuck his own hole,
letting soft moans out of his mouth; Sesshoumaru was feeling awkward, as he
watched Inuyasha’s little show. He smiled as the slim hanyou began to tremble
in pleasure, he could not help but look upon the hanyou self thrusting in his
ass, in and out. The hanyou began to push fast and harder moaning at the
feeling, his rear opening swelling as he neared a potential climax.
Sesshoumaru
reached for his own cock under the sheets until, slowly his mind began to flow,
and as he was reaching his climax, a strong pain hit his body.
Sesshoumaru woke up and sat on
the bed. He began to feel the guilt run through him for being at the palace
safe and having no idea where, how and with whom Inuyasha might be. His heart
pounded and Sesshoumaru wrapped up the covers around him, looking bewildered at
the empty chambers. His eyes closed tight as he began thinking about his mate
Sesshoumaru threw himself onto the pillows again, giving a frown as he shivered
and twitched at his thoughts.
Few moments passed and
Sesshoumaru shook his head, his eyes seeming down, before he looked over to the
door. Sesshoumaru heard the door and shook his head; he stood up, feeling no
need to put clothes over his naked body.
Finding his way through the chambers, something called his attention, much more
than the sound coming from the front door of the chambers. He looked to the
direction of the dojo where some light seemed to run throughout the blinds.
Sesshoumaru shook his head not thinking too much on the strange occurrence.
Once again the sharp pain hit him. It ran through Sesshoumaru's
chest like a katana and right through the heart, Sesshoumaru fell to his knees
breathing slowly, almost to a halt as he felt a tiny hand touch his shoulder. Sesshoumaru's eyes widened and slowly moved to his side, he
saw Jaken, with big-round yellow eyes, noticeable scared. The frightened retainer
stared into Sesshoumaru's eyes with respectable
intent.
“Is that you Jaken or another
dream?” Sesshoumaru managed to ask Jaken, before the pain hit him for the third
time and he tried to fight it back, hitting on the nearest thing around him.
Everything was so fast and once
again darkness engulfed him for a while.
*
To the blurry ceiling of
Inuyasha’s chambers, Sesshoumaru blinked in confusion, and looked to the
phantom essence that still held in the chambers.
Sesshoumaru could not shake the
feeling that there should be someone there, but he also could not recognize who
that one could even be. He felt dizzy. He sat up, and held his throbbing
temples; massaging the sides of his head, he convinced himself that he had just
experienced another very disturbing dream.
Sesshoumaru pushed the tangled mess of covers off of him; he blinked groggily
and looked around.
Just then he saw Jaken,
unconscious on the opposite wall.
Sesshoumaru wondered why Jaken
was in that spot. He called him out while he, scratched the scruff of the back
of his neck, and yawned, eyes searching for another much more important
presence. But it was missing.
“Jaken, what are you doing
here, I have not allowed you to come in.” Jaken was till unconscious so no reply
for a while.
After a few minutes Sesshoumaru gave up trying to figure out what was going on.
His head did feel strange, so maybe he had been even sicker than he though he
would be by the annoying heat.
Sesshoumaru walked to the
washing area to clean himself while Jaken finally started to regain
consciousness.
“Sesshoumaru-sama, are you
better this morning?” the small toad was standing up and fixing his clothes, he
also looked throughout the chambers to see what Sesshoumaru had done during the
previous night.
Sesshoumaru did not answer
Jaken, and Jaken just continue talking.
“Sesshoumaru-sama, by today you
probably will be feeling better, your heat is almost over and soon you will be
able to attend the meetings and return to your usual life.”
“This means that I can soon
leave and finally be able rescue my mate,” Sesshoumaru said while he was taking
his morning bath.
“Sesshoumaru-sama, you do mean
that?” asked Jaken with a worried tone in his voice.
“That was the treaty, I would
return solve some western land issues and then I would go to rescue Inuyasha.
The only thing that avoided that to happen sooner was this troublesome heat.”
“No, Sesshoumaru-sama, you have
just called Inuyasha your mate. You really mean that? You really accepted him
as your mate?”
“Yes Jaken, I had accepted him
long ago. I would make my wish acknowledge, the following night after the new
moon night, but than the Hyounekozuko clan came and all my plans were
postponed. As soon as this disgusting
heat is over, I am going to return to my path. I will rescue Inuyasha and make
it clear to the entire world that he, Inuyasha, is not only my otouto, he is also my only and for life mate,” Sesshoumaru
said that and left the bathing area. He aimed at his clothes and later on, his chambers and
studio.
Two days later he was leaving the western land with
Jaken by his side.
“Soon I
am going to be with you Inuyasha…” Sesshoumaru said when he transformed in his
energy ball form, and then he spread his senses to feel Inuyasha’s youki. “I will not
accept that anything or anybody keep us apart any longer.”
************************
End of chap 14 – Despair
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Glossary
*Hai = yes, okay - in Japanese,
"hai" doesn't always mean “yes”; it may
mean, "I hear you".
*Youkai = demon
*Daiyoukai = great mythical
creature/ great demon
*Youki = demon spirit energy /
demonic energy (life energy) possessed by demons
*Hanyou = half youkai, half
human (“half breed”)
*Onigumo
= A spider demon
(youkai?) or A man who was full of deceit and hatred for
others.
*Otouto:
Younger brother
*Hyounekozuko-youkai
- The 4 Divas or the Cat demons or the Tiger - Panther demon, or fire cat,
youkai. Panther demon, fire cat, tribe - I myself did
not get the real thing until now. You can get a better Idea about them at the
episodes 75, 76, 77; by the way Sess is really cool
on these episodes.
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