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All that Time Allows
By Mishi
Chapter 14
Together
The
kitchen had never been so crowded. It took some effort but they were able to
set everyone around the small table.
‘I can’t believe that they are all here. This is more
than I could’ve ever asked for.’ Kagome
thought as she looked around the table. Inuyasha sat
quietly beside her. He seemed happy to have everyone there too. ‘He is gorgeous when he’s happy. He almost
glows.’
She
reached out for his hand, and it caused him to jump. A small grawl escaped from him before he could stop it.
He
felt stupid and embarrassed. “I’m sorry, Kagome.”
Kagome
looked at him with wounded eyes. She knew that he hadn’t meant to hurt her. He
had only been startled by the surge of power that resulted from her action. He
had good reason to react the way he did. There would be no way to stop it if
the youkai decide to fight him right now.
Kaede
had understood what happened but said nothing. She had seen the two energies
take form, touch, and recoil as their hands recoiled. It had been only a second
or two, but power was too great to be over looked. She turned see if Miroku has
seen what had taken place. He fixed gaze on the couple confirmed that he had
seen it too. ‘I will have to asks him about this when we return to our world.’
“Inuyasha, what is wrong
with you today?” Mama asked him.
He
stared at his plate, and said the only thing he could think of, “Kagome is in
heat right now. I’m sorry, but it makes me cranky. Please don’t ask me to
explain that to everyone.”
Kagome’s
face turned the brightest color of red any of them had ever seen. “BAKA! Did you have to announce that in front of everyone
here?”
“What else did you want me to say? You know why I am
grumpy!”
“Stop
it!” Mama commanded.
She
startled them both. Mama was always quiet and reserved. They couldn’t believe
that she was being so loud. When they had quieted down she frightened them
farther by laughing.
“Did you say she was in heat?” Mama asked as she
leaned forward.
Inuyasha nodded hoping that she would not yell again, “Yes.”
“I
haven’t heard it put that way before. Well…I haven’t heard it used in a nice
way at least.”
“I don’t know what else to call it,” he insisted.
“I don’t like it,” Grandpa grumbled, “It sounds
demeaning.”
Mama
turned to reply to Grandpa before Inuyasha could try
to defend himself, “Alright, what would you call it that would sound better?”
Grandpa grumbled at the question and went back to his
meal.
“That’s
alright, honey. Heat works fine. I have heard it called much worse,” she said
as she shook her head. “I have to keep reminding myself that you are part dog
youkai. It is charming to be reminded from time to time.”
To
relieve the stress Mama left the table for more food. By time the meal was over
everyone was stuffed. The evening had turned out fine after all.
Inuyasha
had to return everyone to there own time so Kagome had been left alone to
study. Math was the least of her worries at the moment, but she was trying her
best to focus on it. She worked the
first three problems before giving up. ‘I
can’t do this right now.’ She moved the book and set her head down on her
folded arms. She thought about how hansom had had seemed to her at dinner. ‘It would be so nice to hold him right now.’ She
had several ideas of things she wanted to do to him when he got back. ‘Kaede
is right, I have to make myself face this. I am a miko. All these books will
never change that. He needs me to be a miko more than I need these books. It’s
not like I can use this stuff back in the feudal era anyway. I don’t really
think that we will stay in modern Tokyo, so why am I
killing myself to do this?’
It
felt like a weight have been lifted from her shoulders. The idea of staying in
the feudal era did not seem as bad as she had told herself it would. ‘I don’t have to give up completely. I can
still learn for my own sake. There are books that I can take back if I want
to.’
Kagome was startled when the energy inside her
flared. She knew that Inuyasha was back. “How much
stranger is this going to get?” she gasped as she stood to free herself from
the chair. “If I give in to this am I going to get worse or better?”
After
waiting for him to come to the bedroom for several minutes, she began to wonder
if her senses were right. Her body was telling her that he was somewhere close
by, but too much time had passed. He would have had plenty of time to reach
their room. Waiting was too much. She had to move, or she was going to go
insane standing there. She decided to leave the room and search for him. Souta and Grandpa were already in bed. Mama was heading to
her room for the night when Kagome met her on the stairs. When asked about Inuyasha, Mama was no help at all.
“I
know you are here,” Kagome whispered under her breath. “I can feel more and
more. Where are you?” Her own arms were wrapped around her upper body to keep
her from shaking to badly.
Kagome
stepped out of the house and into the yard. The night was quiet except for the
sound of wind chimes. A soft spring breeze was fueling their beautiful sound.
None of it seemed real as her knees started to shake. Reality hit her like a
brick wall as she realized that her body was reacting this way because this was
what his body was feeling. The acceptance of her miko made her desire more
intense. She wanted Inuyasha, but what startled her
most was that it was nothing in comparison to how Inuyasha
wanted her. Her power had been searching for his youkai from the moment she
accepted her miko. That was why she could sense him in her time. She could feel
his loneliness and need to be with her, as well as the darker emotions he felt.
He hated what he was. He was fighting that hatred with everything he had, but
he was loosing the fight. He was afraid of what his youkai blood would do to
them both.
She
found him on his knees under Goshinboku. He was clutching the top half of his
body just as she was. She called out to him as she moved closer.
“Don’t! Stay way from me,” he pleaded as he attempted
to stand.
He
didn’t have to say anything more to stop her dead in her tracks. She could feel
the youkai reaching out for her power. It felt just like he was touching her
with is hands.
“Go back inside!” he groaned and leapt in the tree, “I
am spending my nights here until I get my control back.”
“Inuyasha let me stop this!” she cried from the foot of the
tree.
“Get
away from me! I can’t, I’m not strong enough.”
“You
don’t have to fight it anymore. You won’t hurt me…”
“Damn
it, Kagome! Not like this…not like this. I don’t want to make love to you
because of this. I want it to be because we both want to.” He
through the Tetsusaiga down to land at her side. “If I come near you use
it.”
“I
can’t believe you are asking me to do this,” she said as she fought back the
lump in her throat.
“GO!”
he screamed.
Somewhere
a dog started to bark and Kagome realized that the choice had been made. She
picked up the sword and turned to face the dark shadows of her backyard. Tears
were streaming down her cheeks as she clutched the sword to her chest. She
could not help him this time. This was going to be the only fight that they
could not fight together. She could share his pain, but not the battle. He had
to face it on his own.
Never
letting go of the Tetsusaiga, Kagome crawled into the bed. Hour of crying
passed by without her crying herself to sleep. She couldn’t sleep without him
beside her. She couldn’t physically touch him or feel the warmth of his body,
although he was right outside. Her body would not let her rest. Her miko was
still trying to reach out to his youkai. It was making it hell for them both.
The only way it could have seemed any crueler was if he had been naked and
lying on the floor next to the bed. All she could do was to pray and try to
force the power down.
****
The
next morning after Kagome had gone to school, Mama went out to question Inuyasha. She knew something had gone terribly wrong when Inuyasha had refused to come in for breakfast. Inuyasha was lucky that Mama was a supportive soul, because
she was not about to leave him without some sort of explanation. He ended up
crying in her arms just as Kagome had done over a year before.
“It
is alright, Inuyasha. I will help you in everyway
that I can,” she assured him as she stroked his long hair. “I’ll keep my eye on
you both, and I will bring you your meals. It is better that you stay out here
than to risk hurting yourself.”
“Hurting
myself? What about me hurting Kagome?”
“You
would hurt yourself before you let yourself harm her. Don’t argue aobut that…I know you too well. She can also protect
herself,” she insisted as she pointed to the rosary about his neck. “You forgot
about his didn’t you?”
Souta had
volunteered to help take Inuyasha his meals.
Meanwhile, Kagome took up the habit of setting at the table picking at her
food. As she did this, she watch the back door and
pictured him walking through it. Each night was the same. It took all they had
to keep away from each other. Kagome was learning to control the power, but Inuyasha felt the same to her. His youkai had not changed
from that first night.
****
The
gloomy mood in the house lifted later that week when Inuyasha
fallowed Souta into the house. He was still being
cautious, but willing to try since Kagome’s scent was back to normal. After
dinner he let Souta show him how to play some of his Gameboy games, while he waited for the bathroom to be free.
He actually felt dirty after all the time in the tree. It seemed he was picking
up Kagome’s strange compulsion for cleanliness.
Kagome
had made sure that she took her bath after Mama and Grandpa. She wanted to make
sure that everyone was in bed before Inuyasha took
his bath. That way she could be ready for him when he came into the room. The
house would be quiet and no one would interfere with her plan.
She
was naked under the sheets as she waited for him to come to bed. She turned the
lights off believing that he wouldn’t turn them on if he thought she might
already be sleeping. With luck he might not catch on to her plan until he was
already in bed. She was sure that if he started to have doubts about his
control before she could touch him that he would end up in the tree again.
She
heard the door open, and tried to keep her body as still as she could. She was
praying to keep her mind focused on holding back the power. She was already
excited and she knew the moment he touched her that she wouldn’t be able to
control it at all.
He
was wearing his shorts and holding the Tetsusaiga as he entered the room. The
light shining through the window was more than enough for him to see everything
in his path. Her scent had let him know that she was excited before he had even
entered the room. His body was already aching because of it. He was trying very
hard to keep his control, since he didn’t want to get his hopes up. He didn't
believe that he was strong enough to control his youkai, and it was keeping him
from getting into the bed.
Her
eyes were closed, but he could tell that she was not asleep. He had watched her
sleep too many times to be fouled. There had been a few times in the past that
he had noticed her growing aroused in her sleep. During those times she had
always moved her body around in some way. He had even snuck over to set beside
her once, because she had been mumbling something. That time he had been hoping
to hear his name, but she hadn’t spoken anything that he could have made sense
of.
“Why
are you pretending to be asleep? I can go way if you want me too,” he mumbled
in a defeated voice.
She
hadn’t expected him to do this. She should have, but hadn’t. Of course, he
would doubt her trust in him. He had the habit of twisting the situation to
make it seem like he was being rejected even when he was not. It was his way of
protecting his self from failure, but it only helped him to fail at times when
he should have succeeded.
She
quickly set up with the sheet covering her chest. She hoped that he wouldn’t be
able to tell that she was naked behind it.
“I don’t want you to go way. I want you to come to bed.”
Her
hair fell way from her shoulders and it attracted his attention. He noticed
then that there were no straps on her shoulder when there should have been. The
knowledge alone of her nudity was enough to make his body tingle.
“You aren’t wearing clothes are you?” He whispered as
he took a step back.
‘Damn those senses of his! He would be able to see in
this light.’ She let the sheet slide
off her as she moved to get out of the bed.
His
eyes were closed and ever muscle in his body had tightened up. He was trying
his best to stay calm, but he was failing. The closer she got the farther he
tried to move away from her. He jumped when his butt hit the end of her desk.
She tried to reach out to him when she was sure that he could not escape her.
She attempted to touch the side of his face, but he managed to dodge her hand.
“Don’t tease me like this, Kagome. I can’t do anything
to stop it once it starts.”
Her
voice came out soft and very controlled. It was as if she was talking to a child,
“I am not teasing you, Inuyasha. Let me touch you. I
promise I’m not going to tease you.” She placed her hands on his chest. It made
him take a deep breath as if it hurt. Her hands slowly moved upward until they
found his ears. She began to gently rub them.
He
hands latched on to the side of the desk. His voice came out raspy, “You said
that you were not going to tease.”
He
was starting to shake. He opened his eyes and waited for her to say something.
Those eyes were begging her to say something…anything. She pushed her body
against his. His arms flew around her back.
“If you do not stop that…” his voice was still low,
but he was clinching his teeth.
She was somewhat afraid. However, she was not going to
let it stop her.
“You don’t get it do you? Make love to me, Inuyasha. I want you to stop fighting your youkai.”
“You’re afraid. I can tell.”
“It’s my first time, of course, I am afraid.”
She
stood on tip toe and moved his hair back. She started kissing his neck while
one hand continued to play with his ear.
The power of his youkai pushed into her body and Kagome opened her mind
and soul to meet it. Her power surrounded Inuyasha,
causing him to drop the sword. The sensation had nearly knocked him to his
knees. Luckily the desk had made it possible to remain standing.
“What
are you doing to me?” The question had been fallowed by several other small
sounds.
“What you have wanted me to do for months. Now shut up
and kiss me.”
He
pushed him self off the desk, and did as she had commanded him. With her help,
he was able to make it to the bed without falling over.
“Wait,
wait,” he panted as he pushed her back. “I need to take these off.” He pulled
at the shorts.
As
he fumbled with the shorts Kagome settled onto the bed. Just as Inuyasha had finally regained his ability to stand on his
own, she grad his hand and pulled him forward. He ended up on top of her with
his legs dangling off the bed. It took some effort, but they managed to
scramble into the middle of the bed before he ended up on the floor.
The
moment his hips settled between her thighs, the miko and youkai powers began to
melt into each other. It was as if youkai and miko were making love for them.
They were surrounded by warmth and everything had become calm.
“Why are you waiting, Inuyasha?”
“I’m
not waiting. I…,” he laughed at himself, “I don’t really know what I am doing.
Can we do it like this?”
“What?”
“…with
me facing you? Can we do it like this?”
“We
have been making out in this position and you didn’t know we could have sex
like this?”
“It
felt like a good thing…I guess it was instinct. I don’t know. I just don’t know
what to do from his point.”
It
took her a second to remember that he had only seen animals do this. He really
didn’t know what he was doing. It was going to be up to her to help him figure
it out. “Be glad that I learned this in biology.” She reached down and tried to
guide him into place without dying of embarrassment. ‘Right there…” She moved
her hand to his hip and said, “You’re on your own from there.”
He
let out a groan as he entered her. The powers were intensifying every touch and
movement. Color swirled around their bodies. What had once only been visible in
her mind was now visible to her eyes. The two powers were nearly the same now.
It was almost impossible to see the difference between them. The fight was
finally over. The chaos and hatred were gone. All that was left was the love
that he felt for her. She knew that he loved her more than anything in the
world. She felt it as if she were him. She had felt it when he discovered that
he too could feel everything she was feeling. They would know when the other
was content or in danger. Whatever had blocked this understanding before was
gone now.
Her
orgasm broke their thoughts. The contracting of her muscles triggered his
orgasm almost instantly. Neither of them had the will to move. They were much
too comfortable the way they were. They were both exhausted, yet for the first
time in months, they were both at peace.
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