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Letters From The Past
Chapter Fourteen
Advice From A Distant Friend
By Inuyashas Youkai
Kagome sat contemplating, on her windowsill of her bedroom, while watching the moon poking out from it's hiding place within the night sky. In her hand rested a scroll with a seal ,written to her to be read when she felt the time was right,at least that was what Meru had told her the last time she saw him and Ash. On the bed laid another scroll to be given to Meru's past self when the time presented itself.
The last instruction was for no reason should the miko to look over it's contents because it could destroy them all if it fell into the opposite hands that it was mean t for. Among what was gifted to her was an envelope with vital information that Kagome needed to know when she returned. At the present time while alone in the dark ,sadly matching her current disposition ,and it only made her fear towards opening the contents given to her,grow all the more.
Kagome wholeheartedly wished that she still had Meru and Ash to console with but to Meru's strict reluctance in the matter, ceased all approach in that direction. Explaining that they couldn't interfere, only when it was necessary ,and that didn't include social calls. That was two days ago since the last time they met but deep down she was comforted knowing that they were looking over her in the shadows ,and was promised that they would meet again. Of course only if everything went according to plan,whatever that meant.
'He's still a Damn coldhearted Bastard!' Kagome thought in Meru 's current standing.
Everything was once again placed upon her to fix mistakes and put the pieces back together again. Tears silently rolled down the smooth surface of her cheeks, and the the scent of salt lifted with the breeze in it's wayward direction. Kagome 's currently train of thought was startled out of her with a quick jerk ,when she heard a familiar but unique rant.
"Will you stop crying !? You know that we hate when you cry Dammit Wench !Quit IT!" A hanyou nearby complained.
"I am sorry did I wake you Ash ?" Kagome sighed with a shallow laugh
"No Wench ,but you are making it difficult being a silent protector ya know !I am supposed to be out of sight ,out of mind ..You just ruined my cover because of your stupid crying ,that's all!Now what's wrong ya silly girl and you better not even try telling me nothing!?" Ash quietly said from up within his new spot in the tree next to her window.
"Sorry , I guess I was just thinking about stuff and contemplating opening the letter that Meru gave me but I am scared to what I might find." Kagome whispered
"Ha ! Silly girl ! Move over so I can get through then !"Ash yelled
Kagome moved slightly on one side of her window to let the hanyou jump into her bedroom,before returning to her original lookout spot. Ash walked slowly to stand behind her to comfort her with light circles rubbed on her back by his claws. Silence engulfed the room for what felt like was going on forever. Knowing what Ash knew ,closing his eyes thinking over what Meru told him,but with the time he had missed with Kagome ,and the hanyou felt stubborn to let a moment go by unfortunately with the argument settled within himself ,the hanyou's patience wore out in the silence ,and pushed Ash himself to break the numbing quiet.
"Kagome what are you afraid of I mean it's not like the paper is going to come out and bite ya!"Ash teased
"I know it's just that you got to understand when I had this responsibility , joining to finish the quest to destroy Naraku ,and purify the jewel ,everything was stacked against me. I thought at least when I was trapped back here I had helped do what was needed to be done. We all know how that went don't we? Now I am supposed to go back with everything I had on my shoulders again as I did back then just to get more when I didn't succeed last time. I don't think to know that I can take much more. I don't know maybe I am just afraid that I will fail! I mean I love Inuyasha the way he was when I left but would it be so wrong if I stayed to be with you. How do I know that I will even be with him in the end."
No you wouldn't at least ,now how you'd remember him and not easily reached. Inuyasha needs you know Kagome before its too late to be with him. Your a strong miko ,you have been through a lot worse but for all of this to exist ,including me in this time ,you have to be brave to face it ,or all of everything you know here will be know more. You must face it head on and that means looking over what Meru gave you .He wouldn't have given it to you if it wasn't important .I am right here Kagome and I will stay while you read it until you feel better" Ash whispered into her ears after pulling her into a tight embrace.
"Okay ,but I thought, Meru?" Kagome stated nonchalantly while absently rubbing one of her ears
"Fuck him! It's been awhile since I last saw you .I wish to have sometime before I lose you again. I am sorry for the way we met. I would've liked to have gotten to know you under better circumstances. I didn't realize who you were then, when we ,because you weren't supposed to be here, but I am glad to have some time with you . I know that you will succeed this time because this time around it'll be different and when you do thing's will be better for all of us."Ash said quietly before letting her go from his hold to stand behind her and rub her shoulders.
"I forgive you"Kagome whispered as her fingers slowly slid off the ribbon,opening the scroll addressed to her.
~ Miko ~
I apologize for its been so long since we had last met. I further extend my deepest sympathy for the circumstances of meeting once again ,for this wasn't supposed to be. Spending the time with you the last few weeks though has been very amusing to say the least and I speak this in regards to myself and Ash which everything will be known in time ,just not in this way. Kagome you may discover to find things that aren't as pleasant to known compared to the next. There is no easy eay to be knowledgeable to what you are going to come to know. Although I assure you if everything goes the was we planned none of what's happened will matter. As a dear friend one said 'time will repair itself' .
I believe that was you in another place in another time. Things had happened since you were departed from here where you belong ,ones that weren't so nice in result of someone's hateful interference,and caused the jewel to react the way it did. In that time though I was blessed in becoming a better person in your presence and what you had left behind .I realize that this might be confusing to what I now speak ,just trust me. My last words to you to remember when you go back.
Don't be Afraid. Forget what you know .Fight for the future.
If you do those three things with your whole heart and with what you want in mind,everything in the end will fall in place .Along the way you will get help so you won't be alone in this from both times. Lazstly for the love that holy ,forgive and excuse the idiocy of my dimwitted brother Inuyasha .He has a good heart but is afraid to loose you so hides everything to protect you . Alas though I assure you that he does love you. We will meet again .I wager my Tenseiga on it. Just don't mind me when you return .I believe as I am told that I still have it stuck where the sun don't shine at the moment till I find a way to have it removed.
Farewell for now and good luck
A distant friend, Sesshomeru
'Meru'
Ps-Remember to look over the stuff I sent you as well .You will need to prepare yourself for what you most likely to walking into .Believe me Its not pretty.
"See it's not so bad , Kagome?" Ash supported
" Yea, maybe but will I see you again?"Kagome whispered
"Yes we will meet again in time just not how the same way that you see me now." Ash said while leading her back to be tucked in bed before watching over her in the corner of the room while she slept
"Sleep well ,be safe Kagome. Farewell for now ,but I will see you again soon. "
TBC.........................................................
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