My Lord Sesshomaru | By : LittleToxic Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > Sessh?maru/Rin > Sessh?maru/Rin Views: 6821 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1 |
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My cherished Kagome and Sango,
I decided to write to the both of you at the same time because I have the exact same things to say to you both. So feel free to read this letter together, but not in front of Lady Kaede. She is already worried enough, her letters were mostly filled with a warning list of diseases I have never heard of, along with their cures. I do not wish for her to continue worrying over me. I know she can't help it. I want to thank you for the gifts you've sent me, especially the herbalism book that I will put to good use. By the time this letter reaches you, Kohaku will be home already, and as I write this I keep thinking about the life he and I shared together as children. It is difficult for me to see him so sad and I truly wish from the bottom of my heart that I could correspond to his love, but I can't. You see, I have already confessed my love to Lord Sesshomaru and I plan on following him to the ends of the world, am I naïve because of that? How did you both do it? I always thought that love was supposed to be happy and feel good, but I am constantly plagued with doubts and fears. I suppose this a side of love as well. I am kind of embarrassed in writing all of this, but I have to admit that it is making me feel a little better. I have a friend here, but I still miss you both constantly. Well, enough about me, I am glad to hear that your pregnancy is going well, Kagome. I hope that I can meet the little one sometime soon. Make sure you get plenty of rest. Give a lot of hugs to the girls and Shippo. I loved their drawings and there isn't a day where I don't think of them. I am very proud of all they are achieving. I have sent some gifts for them that I hope they will like. The moment I know where I will be, I will send correspondence to you with a courier, until then, please know that you are always in my thoughts.
With love,
Rin
"So it's true then, my lord. You have taken Rin as your concubine." Lord Sesshomaru glared Jaken down and swiftly the Kappa demon was under the Lord's boot.
"You will not refer to Rin in such a manner again, understood?" He cut off his air supply with the toe of his boot as Jaken began turning purple, "and who I choose to bed is of no concern of yours."
Jaken could only gasp out and nod. Lord Sesshomaru released him and sat down with his back to him, beginning to rake a comb through his long hair. The back doors of his room were open, filling the room with crisp air and distant festival music.
"But...my lord," Jaken coughed sitting back up, "Rin is not just anyone. Is she aware of your contractual obligation waiting for you back home?"
Jaken knew Rin and he knew his lord. In fact, all of this seemed to be leading to a dramatic and troublesome chain of events that would certainly lead to his head being lopped off. The way in which Lord Sesshomaru stiffened further proved his point.
"You will not mention a word to her."
"B-but my lord!" Jaken began to protest when he cut him off.
"I will deal with it once the moment arrives."
"My lord that is very unlike you!" Jaken voiced standing up on his feet.
He knew that, damn it. The most logical thing would be to send her away with the slayer this evening. Yet, just the thought, made his blood boil. Rin had unleashed something on him, some sort of spell. Was this witchery what had captured his sire? Jaken shook when he saw the way Lord Sesshomaru's eyes reddened in sudden fury.
"Not a word, Jaken" He growled
Jaken nodded promptly. For the first time, he didn't agree with his lord's decision.
"Are you sure you can't stay to see the firework show tonight?"
Kohaku tightened the black rope that had loosened over Kirara's body and the lumpy cloth bag which carried gifts Rin was sending back to Edo. Kirara only meowed. He was definitely leaving with more than he had arrived.
"I've have stayed longer than I had originally intended, Sango will begin to worry." Kohaku fastened his belongings on Kirara while he carried a willow backpack snapped over his shoulders. People entered the master gates that were opened during the festival, but still heavily guarded, giving curious glances to the two humans.
She helped him tighten the bag on the other side, finishing up with a nice scratch on Kirara's back.
"You take good care of him, girl." Kirara nodded and pressed her furry head against Rin's neck in a gentle embrace. Placing a kiss on the demon's forehead, she goes towards Kohaku who is completely ready, "I want to apologize…"
"Rin." He interrupted taking hold of both of her hands, "You don't have to apologize for anything. You can't control who you fall in love with. Do I wish it was me? Yes. But all I want is for you to be happy."
There was nothing but sincerity in his voice and brown eyes. He hoped that Lord Sesshomaru would provide that for her. The thoughts about the past conversation he had with the western lord came to mind:
"Promise me, promise that you will make Rin happy and I will walk out of here with no ill will towards you."
"Make her happy? Emotions are not something you can control at will, Kohaku."
"That may be, but I still hold you responsible for any pain you may cause her."
"I will protect Rin with my life as I've always done. No harm will come to her as long as she is by my side."
"I hope you realize that is not enough, my lord. Not for a girl like Rin. It doesn't matter how much you protect her if you can't show her how you truly feel."
"Truly feel?"
"Kohaku?" Rin asked for the third time reaching to cup his cheek, "Are you alright?"
Breaking from his thoughts, Kohaku pulled her into an embrace, "I am cheering for you Rin. He is very lucky. Tell Yuna that she is always welcome in Edo."
And with tears in her eyes, she saw Kohaku and Kirara disappear into the sky.
Rin made her way through the crowded castle town, breathing away the urge to cry. Under the sun, she was reminded of the times when he was controlled by Naraku, when he followed Lord Sesshomaru and when he moved past the guilt of what happened to his family. Kohaku was a survivor. She prayed that one day he would find his true love. She wiped the tears before they fell and focused on the laughter and chatter around her.
When she spotted Suikito and Yuna on wooden chairs, waiting for dumplings, she rushed towards them with no hesitation. She wrapped her arm around Yuna's shoulders as she twisted her upper body to give Rin a hug, "Did you see him off?"
Rin nodded, grabbing the dumplings screwed to a stick Suikito handed her.
"Well, that's that. You are coming to the see the fireworks tonight, right?" Suikito asked.
"Yes, " She answered as she slid on the same chair as Yuna. Although there were plenty of seats, she felt oddly comfortable beside her friend even if they were both sitting on one butt cheek.
"Did you invite that stiff lord of yours?" Suikito yawned
Rin shook her head, "He is busy making last minute arrangements before we leave."
Yuna squeezed her thigh, "I don't want to think about your departure, Rin." She placed her head on Rin's shoulder, "I honestly don't know what I will do once you are gone."
They don't notice the flash of jealousy that darkened Suikito's face. He found humans and half-demons quite strange.
"If you decide you don't want to be here anymore, you are welcome to come with us." Yuna took it as a joke, but Rin was serious. She smiled at Suikito and bit into her dumplings. He stared her down with such intensity that the dumpling lodged in her throat, making Rin go into a coughing fit.
Night had taken away the light from the sky when Lord Sesshomaru returned back to the water kingdom. He was tired of being around others and decided to call the night early. What he had spoken with Jaken was driving him mad. He shouldn't keep his engagement away from Rin. Sooner or later, she would find out. Why was he keeping it silent? It was easy to say to Jaken that it was because it was none of her business, but the reality seemed to be quite different. Was he afraid of what Rin would do? Would Rin leave him if she found out? Would she seek someone else? He clenched his hand into a fist, Lord Sesshomaru wasn't used to being in a situation where his emotions weren't under his control. In midflight, avoiding all the people down at the square, he saw Rin, who walked hurriedly with a straw basket in hand and an oil lamp headed towards the forest. Where could she be going in such a hurry? Who would she meet in the dark? Cursing himself he was already after her.
Rin arrived at the knoll in which she had trained. She had placed the picnic blanket on the soft grassy ground and the basket with food too. She wondered what was taking Yuna and Suikito so long. She peered over the hill hoping to catch a glimpse of them but aside from the distant echo of music, all she heard was the humming of dragonfly wings. Sighing, she placed the lit oil lamp in the boulder streaked with Blooddust and was about to sit when she heard footsteps coming her way. She turned swiftly their direction.
"What took you so long? The fireworks are about to start!" She scolded but it wasn't them, "My lord!"
He looked around and finally settled his narrowed gaze down at Rin, "What do you do here alone in the dark?" Lord Sesshomaru is dressed in white and gold, his armor strapped to his chest. He heard A-Un's quiet growling as he grazed. With a smile, she closed their distance and wrapped both her hands over his strong forearms, he stiffened at her touch still getting used to how easily Rin reached for him.
"I am waiting on Yuna. We are going to watch fireworks here, but she is late."
"Hm." He responded and peeled a strand of black hair the breeze pasted on Rin's cheek. In his touch, Rin jumped when the first firework shot into the sky and illuminated it with trails of violet. With a strangled laugh, she grabbed his large hand and pulled him towards the sound. He stood by her side as the booming fireworks covered the sky in all varieties of color. She hugged his arm against her soft breasts, squeezing him with every sudden blast. She was enthralled by the loud lights in the sky that she didn't notice how he watched her. His gaze lingered from her slightly parted lips that breathed in with each blast, to her neck that she craned towards the sky. Her raven hair flew behind her viciously and all he could imagine was grabbing a fistful of that thick hair while she choked on his...
She turned to him with a smile, "They are beautiful aren't they, my lord?"
She doesn't wait for a response and continues to look up. She was beautiful indeed, in that shiny black kimono printed with giant pink lotus. She was so very lovely, so very his…
"I saw you with the demon lord," Yuna whispered very close to Rin's face where she felt her breathing sleepily. Yuna caressed Rin's cheek when she opened her eyes slowly.
"You did?" She asked drifting back to sleep, snuggling against her pillow and closer to Yuna.
"He kept staring at you the entire time that you looked up at the sky." She mumbled shifting under the cover. Rin smiled with her eyes closed and Yuna stared at her in the darkness. She could see her perfectly in the dark. "I am sorry I interfered in your life, Rin. You are free to make your own decisions…but I am afraid of what the consequences will be for loving that demon lord. For my mother, it was having me. I face my father every day and he only sees a half-demon maid. I am not accepted by humans nor am I accepted by demons. That's what it means when a human and demon get together." She knows Rin is not listening anymore, her breathing has gotten steady and her eyes move under her eyelids. "Demons and humans are too different. There is no space for half-demons in this world."
Yuna kissed Rin's forehead and closed her eyes still seeing the image of Rin and Lord Sesshomaru embracing each other under the lighted sky. In that one moment, she actually rooted for them…
The time has come for them to depart. What adventures await Rin? I hope you stick around to find out! Thanks, guys. ~_~
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