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Bright Nights and Soft Lights	By : Azure.Zink Category: InuYasha > Yaoi - Male/Male > InuYasha/Sessh?maru > InuYasha/Sessh?maru Views: 7854 -:- Recommendations : 3 -:- Currently Reading : 4
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The first three days of Inuyasha’s heat seemed almost tame compared to what it became later on. He was currently wrapped up in the too hot bed of the lord of the west. He wanted to be touched, he wanted the burning to stop. Every time he inhaled; he got a blast of Sesshomaru’s powerful scent. It was all over the room. Everything smelt of him and it was driving his youkai mad. He was currently curled around his Tetsuaiga to keep the beast at bay but, he wanted to pass out.
Hikari entered the room with a glass of cold water for him. Inuyasha felt weak and could barely drink it on his own. He was so uncomfortable. Miroku had been allowed to visit him once but wasn’t allowed to again until his heat was over. His pheromones had attached to the monk, causing him to almost be attacked by several youki who then began fighting each other over him. The only ones allowed in were Sesshomaru and the Hashira. Neither of which were good company.
Due to his dampening senses, he couldn’t tell who was opening the door after Hikari left. Seeing the lord of the west had become a scarce occurrence compared to his near constant presence from before. Inuyasha sat up when he saw who it really was. It was the older Sesshomaru. He calmly walked towards the bed with a gentle smile. “How are you feeling Inuyasha?”
Inuyasha hugged the sword tighter when his felt his youkai rattle at his presence, “Hot.”
Sesshomaru hummed as he took the disheveled hanyou in. Sesshomaru didn’t remember what the catalysts for them was coming together before the major change, but they mated during the final parts of his heat. His younger self could no longer control himself and Inuyasha had burst into the rooms he’d been staying in in a fury. Cursing him out for whatever reason, he couldn’t remember. “How has your heat been thus far?” When he asked that, a memory surfaced suddenly. Only bits and pieces of what Inuyasha had been yelling at him before they mated. Something about the wolf prince…a partner for his heat. Sesshomaru kept his face from changing at the realizations. After that memory surfaced more began to come at him. His younger’s idea that Inuyasha would be comfortable curbing his heat with an ally.
The lord didn’t remember ever bringing it up to Inuyasha or anyone around him. Mainly because he was being selfish and didn’t want anyone to have a taste of the hanyou. It was his main reason for being jealous of his older self. He’d planned to visit the hanyou a few times and wondered if he caused that event. There would be no other way for the half demon to have known of his thoughts.
“As okay as heat can be, I guess…doesn’t feel like my skin’s being peeled off yet.” Inuyasha panted.
“I fear that it may continue to worsen…perhaps it would be beneficial for you to complete it with someone. My younger self has been thinking such things since you seem unable to eat. The wolf prince was a thought, I thought of sending him a missive as he is an ally of yours.” Inuyasha’s eyes widened 3 times at his explanation. “If it becomes too much for you to bear Inuyasha. I am always willing to assist you.” With that the elder left the room, continuing to breathe through his mouth so he wouldn’t be affected until the scent faded some.
Inuyasha was left stunned to silence in the massive bed. He felt his youkai lash out angrily. How dare Sesshomaru try to send someone to fuck him. The more he thought about it the angrier he became. He stood, his anger giving him strength and he became angrier with every step he took. It was later in the evening, just a bit after dinner but a time where people were beginning to retire.
Inuyasha stormed through the family wing of the castle he’d been confined to. After finding Sesshomaru’s temporary chambers he burst in in anger. Sesshomaru was looking at him, half-dressed after a bath. “You’ve got some fucking nerve! Why the fuck would I want that smelly ass wolf to come here while I’m in heat! We’ve fought together, we’re not that fucking close! Don’t you dare contact that flea bitten bastard, or so fucking help me I’m gonna shove my-!” Inuyasha hadn’t realized how close he’d gotten to Sesshomaru, nor did he realize just how naked Sesshomaru was.
Sesshomaru had already been in the process of inhaling normally when Inuyasha burst in. He was shocked and immediately began holding his breath, looking down at the angry and flushed hanyou. He had to calm himself, he could taste the pheromones at this point. “Get out.” He stated coldly. If Inuyasha stayed in his current chambers he didn’t know what he might do. Inuyasha seemed shocked to hear his words but Sesshomaru didn’t waver. If he were honest, after being told Sesshomaru couldn’t kick him out, he didn’t know what he should do with the frigid statement. It was much more similar to how the lord behaved before their other selves came.
“Fuck you!” Inuyasha shouted angrily. Why make it seem like he wanted him here just to tell him to leave? Inuyasha was too caught up to realize that Sesshomaru only meant out of his rooms. Sesshomaru looked up and pass Inuyasha’s head as he began to rant and curse him out. He felt his hand tighten into a fist as he steeled his control over his pleading youkai.
His control snapped a bit and Inuyasha was pinned on the ground a moment later in fright. Sesshomaru hadn’t forced him to release Tetsuaiga so he could keep his sanity, but he began to try and fight. The lord leaned down and spoke quietly, sending a chill down the hanyou’s spine. “Unless you want to be held down and mated until you no longer know which way is up and which is down, you will cease this noise, leave this room, and return to where you’ve been Inuyasha.” Sesshomaru met his startled golden eyes with blood red ones, “I am powerful Inuyasha, but I am not able to ignore your heat. So, get out unless you are ready to be mine.”
Much to Sesshomaru’s youkai’s anger, Inuyasha was released and allowed to scurry away from the lord. Inuyasha hated running away but that situation was not one he was able to handle. Sesshomaru’s words echoed in his head and his youkai rattled in anger. Their intended wanted them just as much and it was angry that Inuyasha had left when their alpha was so clearly ready for them. That made Inuyasha’s stomach tighten…Sesshomaru wanted to be his mate…if that was the case why didn’t he just come and take him? He was sure his youkai would be delighted. That would be the easiest way. The older Sesshomaru’s words echoed in his head from before, “We do not yet have that type of relationship.” It was true. If Sesshomaru mated him against his will he would never forgive him, and their already fragile attempt at a civil relationship would be forever shattered.
Inuyasha thought about the hard pressure he felt pressing against him while Sesshomaru held him down. He blushed to his ears. If they mated then that would be that, but eternity wasn’t guaranteed and came with a lot of work. If he ever mated a youkai, he wanted eternity. It was similar to how humans wanted a soul mate. Could Sesshomaru be that for him? Did he want Sesshomaru to be that? He felt an ache in his chest. Could he be happy? Would he be happy? He thought about his older self and how pleased he seemed with his mate. How easily they joked and made up, how gentle Sesshomaru was with him. He thought about how easily Sesshomaru confessed his love…could his Sesshomaru do that? Would he do that? Or would he tire of Inuyasha and throw him away?
In Sesshomaru’s temporary room, he was fighting the most difficult battle he’d ever fought in his life. His self-control was crumbling with the scent of Inuyasha’s pheromones. He lay on the floor, breathing through his mouth heavily. Cock unbearably hard. A large part of him wished Inuyasha had stayed, he wanted to ravage the young man. He was sure that aside from his elder self, he was very inexperienced. Seeing that face contort and struggling with accepting the pleasure he was given. Sesshomaru wanted it all.
He sat up, leaning against the door and biting his lip till blood began to drip down his chin and onto his chest. His hand found his straining cock and released it. He gave himself a few, firm stokes, thinking about the younger, and wondering what it’d feel like to breach that heat. He continued to stroke his cock to thoughts of making Inuyasha lose himself. “Oh wow, what a surprise.” Sesshomaru nearly jumped out of his skin at the sudden voice and looked at the window to see the older Inuyasha sitting on the window seal with a smirk. The lord was tempted to cover himself. “Want some help?” He asked with a cheeky grin.
“No.” Sesshomaru stood and continue dressing, even with his painfully obvious boner. He felt strong arms wrapped around his waist. He didn’t have the patience to deal with both Inuyasha’s in such a short time frame. The hands went lower and caressed his erection. Sesshomaru shook him off. “Leave.”
“So cold.” Inuyasha pretended to be hurt. He got a glare and shrugged. “Fine fine.” He said as he headed for the door. “If you want to fuck me so bad just be honest Sess. If you want to be my mate, you’d better tell me soon.” He smirked and left the room. Sesshomaru needed their other selves to return already. The older Inuyasha was too much of a wildcard and he didn’t like unpredictable behavior. He thought about the younger, he too was unpredictable…so if Sesshomaru formally asked... how would he react? That volatile and unpredictable younger brother of his. If the situations he’d found the younger and his older self in were to be believed, then maybe there was a chance…a chance Inuyasha would say yes…
He thought about his statement to the younger from before. Had he frightened him? He spoke no lies, had Inuyasha stayed they would’ve been mates by the morning. However, were either of them ready for that? He thought about the older Inuyasha’s words. They made it seem as though something was going to happen, and he was going to lose his opportunity to mate with Inuyasha. He didn’t like that insinuation. None other than he would be allowed to mate Inuyasha, and it was well within his rights as the head of the family to reject all offers. Would Inuyasha lose the little interest he may have in him? There were so many unanswered questions but there was just one thing Sesshomaru was afraid of. Inuyasha would say no. Any youkai in this world would kill to be his mate…but Inuyasha would not bend and bow to him because of that. It was probably one thing he enjoyed about him.
He was not a coward. He stood, fortifying his control over himself once again before leaving his chambers and returning to his previous ones. He entered without a word. Inuyasha was lying on the bed holding Tetsuaiga tightly, seemingly deep in thought. “Inuyasha.” He jumped up startled and looked at him defensively. As if he would bite at any moment. “I apologize if I startled you earlier. You had not given me an adequate amount of time to prepare to deal with the scent of your heat.” Sesshomaru made no moves to approach the defensive hanyou that was watching him. Inuyasha was very surprised at the apology. The lord could see the red tint in his eyes even while holding Tetsuaiga.
“What the fuck do you want?” Inuyasha growled.
“You.” The statement sent a shiver down the hanyou’s spine.
“W-what…?” Inuyasha stuttered. Scooting back as Sesshomaru began to stalk forward.
“When trying to calm myself from your sudden outburst I realized something.” Sesshomaru continued forward, his mind already made. “I tire of this dance we’ve been doing Inuyasha. Why are we dragging it out?”
“What the hell are you talking about!?” Inuyasha exclaimed. He wasn’t ready for this conversation; he needed more time.
Sesshomaru had come so unbearably close to him. He didn’t know if he should run or fight. “Do you wish for the future shown to us Inuyasha? Do you want to be my mate?” Inuyasha felt like he’d swallowed lead. His stomach was heavy, and he felt the blood draining from his extremities. “Answer me now Inuyasha.”
“How the fuck am I supposed to just have an answer ready for you!? Give me a fucking minute you bastard!” Inuyasha growled.
“We do not have the luxury of time Inuyasha, my control is slowly slipping.” Sesshomaru hissed.
“Then ask another day!” Inuyasha growled.
“No. It is now or never.” Sesshomaru glared at him, his arm snaking around Inuyasha’s waist and forcing him closer.
Inuyasha’s eyes widened as he tried to push him away, “What’s to stop you from changing you mind and throwing me away later!? How am I supposed to trust you? Why should I!?”
The hanyou was forced to look at the straight-faced lord as he spoke. His voice cutting through to Inuyasha with every syllable, “Because I do not do things half-way. I have no intention of backing out of such a decision nor will I allow you to do so. I am at fault for the way things are. For that I will devote myself to you for eternity. I will devote myself to making up for those wrong doings.” What was he supposed to say to that? Inuyasha wanted to ask. How did he even beginning to talk about the words that now hung in the air? “I’m sorry Inuyasha. For all that I’ve done…for not seeing what you could become and leaving you alone. We can succeed. If only you’d give me the chance.”
Inuyasha felt his youkai pulsing and urging him to go forth. He looked down at the chest he was being pressed into. “How can you guarantee that? You know how we both are…” Inuyasha mumbled. The fire in him dying down as his ears flattened to his head, this was too much. It felt like it was all happening too suddenly. He should have never gone to Sesshomaru’s rooms.
“Did we not meet our future selves?” Sesshomaru spoke softly. When Inuyasha looked up Sesshomaru kissed him gently. Their mouths began to work against one another and Inuyasha couldn’t believe this was his Sesshomaru. Holding him tightly, kissing him tenderly. The lord broke the contact, realizing how Inuyasha panted and the way his body was beginning to heat. “I want this Inuyasha. I want to be your mate.”
Inuyasha didn’t know what to say. He ended up looking down at Sesshomaru’s chest. “I…can’t…I need more time…”
“Fine… But that’s not to say I won’t take this from you.” Inuyasha found his head tilted up and his lips covered with the lord’s own. The kiss was deepened and Inuyasha’s mind went into overdrive. His Sesshomaru was really kissing him. The moment the hanyou began to kiss back, Sesshomaru was on him. Pressing him down into the bed, kissing his mouth before moving to more sensitive areas. He’d been worried about allowing his youkai control, but he knew his youkai wouldn’t harm Inuyasha, his intended mate, so he simply let go but only a bit. He kept enough control so that he could stop any accidents from happening. It wasn’t unusual for mating’s to be a bit violent and bloody especially a heat induced coupling.
Inuyasha couldn’t believe what was happening. His body began to rapidly cool as all the fire gathered in his nether regions. What he lacked in only having one hand he made up for with his hot mouth. The mouth sucking his nipples and moving lower and lower on his body. Inuyasha didn’t know what to do with himself or his hands. Sesshomaru seemed quite focused on shredding his clothing and exploring his body. He didn’t know what he should be expecting from his Sesshomaru. Inuyasha felt increasingly embarrassed with the way Sesshomaru explored him.
If 30 minutes ago someone would’ve said he’d have his cock down his brother’s throat he would have laughed hysterically. However now, looking down at him, as he took his straining member in, he’d eat those words. Sesshomaru closed his eyes as he brought him into his mouth, and when they reopened, they were a bloody red. His suction was strong, and his tongue worked around his cock as well. Inuyasha moaned and arched his back, his mind cloudy and losing his senses. He felt his youkai rising and released the Tetsuaiga. Sesshomaru pulled off him, nipping and licking his way back to his mouth. Inuyasha began to strip the lord. Touching his body similar to how he did when he was with the older. Sesshomaru seemed to appreciate that. Inuyasha felt his hand trail down as it breached his entrance. “Oh my god.” He gasped. This was really happening.
Sesshomaru began to work his entrance. It seemed so different from the older, but that had to do with experience. He felt Sesshomaru stretch him and felt his hole ache. His youkai was throbbing inside him and his cock the same. When they were both nude in the bed Inuyasha’s eyes widened as Sesshomaru pressed into him. He felt himself stretch as Sesshomaru entered him. The youkai was growling lowly, nipping at his ears and licking his neck as he began to thrust. Inuyasha felt the pleasure of it radiate throughout his body as Tetsuaiga was knocked from the bed and his mind finally succumbed to his youkai.
Now in control and under his desired mate. Inuyasha’s youkai began to mewl and whine for more of their intended’s attention. Sesshomaru met his eyes and soon their coupling became rough and aggressive. Inuyasha felt his end coming quickly. His eyes rolled as his instincts urged him to mark his intended. His fangs grew in length as his body began to thrust and jerk against Sesshomaru’s. Soon warm youki filled blood was entering his mouth. He heard Sesshomaru grunt and felt the lord spend himself. The youkai shuddered, his thrusts slowing as he spent himself into his partner. Much to the hanyou turn youkai’s dismay, the lord did not mark him in turn. The other Inuyasha had said no and the mating mark placed on him could always be removed. Inuyasha whined for his attention, for his mark, but the lord only kissed his blood-stained lips. “In time.”
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Four days passed and Inuyasha peaked open his eyes. His body was sore, and he no longer felt as though he was burning from the inside out. He sat up and felt his stomach drop. What had he done!? He felt his stomach tighten as he looked at the other occupant of the bed they were in. He looked at the bloody red crescent mark on the man’s shoulder. Sesshomaru was resting peacefully, though his body was littered with countless markings. His hand reached to his own shoulder feeling nothing but a jolt of disappointment from his youkai. Sesshomaru hadn’t marked him…Inuyasha wanted to bury his head in the blankets and pillows. He didn’t know why he was feeling so disappointed. Had what he said been a lie? Inuyasha could still smell the scent of sex in the air and wanted to bury himself further…they’d had sex…repeatedly. He and the Sesshomaru of his time. He didn’t know what to do with himself.
Looking at Sesshomaru’s sleeping face he felt his youkai flex. Sesshomaru really was stupidly attractive. He’d been embarrassed when he realized he’d admitted such to the lord, but it made it easier that Sesshomaru hadn’t mentioned it again. He thought about the words Sesshomaru had spoken to him before they…did things. He felt his face burn. He stood up and assessed his body. He had scratches and bruises all over his body, but nothing that wouldn’t heal by the end of the day.
He made his way to the bathing chambers; he felt a bit gross. His back straighten as something oozed from his body. He felt his embarrassment reached new levels as he hurried to clean himself. Realizing his method wasn’t going to work he did as the older Inuyasha had forced on him, and it worked much better. There was just so much of it. He cleaned the dried blood and cum from his body before relaxing in the hot water. This was what he needed. With his heat now gone…he didn’t know how he felt about having completed his heat with the cold demon lord. Was this truly what he wanted? Or was it the influence of his heat? He tried to figure out how he felt about it, but he really didn’t know. He didn’t even know what he would say to Sesshomaru when he woke.
When he finished his bath, he realized he was feeling something else. Emotions that felt foreign to him. Myoga had told him that was a part of being mated. You could always tell how your mate was feeling. He hadn’t been marked as that would’ve completed their mating but his mark on Sesshomaru would fade with time if left alone. In a way, he’d marked Sesshomaru as his, if anything. From what he was getting from the mark, Sesshomaru was now awake. Inuyasha was nervous about seeing him right now because of all the things that they’d done, all the things he was now remembering. He nearly jumped out of his skin when Sesshomaru met him as he was leaving the bathing room. The lord was looking at him with a cold and unreadable look but Inuyasha realized that the lord was feeling quite uneasy himself.
“How are you feeling?” Sesshomaru asked.
“I’m okay.” Inuyasha said quietly, avoiding the lords gaze. Especially when he realized the lord was very naked. He was starting to feel embarrassed.
“You should rest for today. I’m sure your body aches.” Sesshomaru realized Inuyasha was a bit taller now too. “You’ve grown.” Sesshomaru noted. “You have a few maturity cycles left. I’m curious as to what new ability you might’ve manifested.”
The unease was steady, as if Sesshomaru was unsure how Inuyasha was going to respond to his small talk. “How would I figure that out?” His natural abilities that he manifested over the years had been blades of blood and his iron reaver soul stealer.
“We can talk about it over breakfast. I’ll bathe and we can go then.” Sesshomaru said as he passed Inuyasha. The hanyou felt a bout of relief from the lord.
“Had he been expecting me to freak out?” Inuyasha thought to himself.
Inuyasha returned to the main room and dressed in some of the clothes that had been brought there for him. He’d almost forgotten that these were originally Sesshomaru’s rooms.
Breakfast was a quiet affair, Sesshomaru explained to Inuyasha that it often took people decades to figure out which abilities they might have manifested. His whip was one and had taken him nearly a century to figure it out, as it was a skill no one else possessed in their clan. Poison claws were one thing but being able to manifest a whip took a special kind of magic. Sesshomaru confirmed that it shouldn’t take Inuyasha too long to figure it out unless it was something as rare as his whip.
After breakfast, the two were accosted by their older selves. The younger Sesshomaru glared at them both. He found them very bothersome as he was making an exponential amount of progress but the hardened looks on their faces stopped him from being hostile. “We need to talk to you two about the witch.” Sesshomaru stated coldly. He wore an unreadable look which made the younger believe that it was getting close to the time where they would have to fight the witch head on and potentially lose their child. They both seemed tense.
Sesshomaru had already granted them permission to use the solar room. He hadn’t been expected to bring Inuyasha there so soon. It was a room full of magic, built by their ancestors long ago. One of the specialties of the room, was the ability to view memories. He used the magical items to interrogate prisoners without the need to torture them. There were only five occupants in the room currents. Both sets of Inuyasha and Sesshomaru, and their oldest child, Arashi. “Inuyasha…will you tell them?” The older Sesshomaru asked.
All eyes were on the older Inuyasha, “Okay…it’s not a pretty story…and it doesn’t have a pretty ending.” He began to tell the room about his contact with the witch. She wasn’t truly a witch, it was more of a nickname the mated pair had given her based on her wicked deeds. She was an inu demoness, one that had clearly lost her sanity. They avoided a war which they had assumed to be the reason the witch was after them, but she still came for them. The avoided war wasn’t enough, she infiltrated the west and set about dismantling the structure so the west would fall to ruin, but the only thing that was ruined was her. The woman was obsessed with taking the royal inu down and they just couldn’t understand why she hated them as she did. They doubted even she remembered the reason for it.
“I do not believe there to be a true reason for her hatred against us, other than her clan has a long and difficult relationship with ours. Currently, in this time period, they are flourishing while our clan dwindles. However, I checked and there are none in that clan that carry her scent, meaning that perhaps her family was banished.” Sesshomaru continued.
“So, why does she hate us so much if there’s not a reason?” Inuyasha asked.
“From what we’ve gathered from the countless versions of us…it’s not that she hates us…she really just hates our dear old father.” The older Inuyasha explained. “After badgering, Myoga, Bakusen’O, and Totosai, I was finally able to piece somethings together, based on that and what the previous me told me. I think our father is the reason her family was banished from their clan.”
“Okay, so the typical dealing with the shit storm of people who hated father.” The younger Inuyasha sighed, wondering if he’d ever get a break. The younger Sesshomaru snorted his agreement.
“Yeah but even that didn’t seem right. I feel like there’s more, but I really don’t know.” The older sighed. “I’ve spoken to her, and she said it wasn’t fair we hadn’t suffered like she had. That we were thriving, had expanded our lands, and sat at the pinnacle of youkai society. She said it should’ve been her family, not ours, which is what makes me think that.” The older Inuyasha’s face was unnervingly distant and cold. His eyes became full of youki and he turned his gaze to the younger versions. “Then she tried to eat the twins and I promised her death.” Even thinking about that event made his blood boil. The little girls were a bit younger than Kiki at the time and didn’t know the danger of strangers just yet. They thought the woman was a fairy, Inuyasha had made it just in time. He’d tried speaking things out with her when they’d first met but she was irrational and unhinged. He wondered about that too, he wondered about what led the woman into being as she was. She was a powerful inu sorceress though clearly jaded.
“Did you try to find her clan?” Inuyasha asked.
“We searched everywhere…until there was nowhere else we could look.” Inuyasha sighed. “It’s like her family popped into existence from thin air.” The older Inuyasha took a deep breath. “We wanted to show her to you and prepare for what we’re going to have to do…so bear with us.”
They saw the older Sesshomaru squeeze Inuyasha’s hand. “Our memories…we need to show them to you, so you understand.” Sesshomaru looked at Arashi and rubbed his head. Inuyasha touched the orb at the center of a table and an image appeared on the wall, as if we were watching through his eyes. They watched all of his interactions with the witch and some especially exhilarating battles between them. Eventually, they moved on to Sesshomaru’s short but interesting interactions with her. Soon there was silence as the mates looked at each other.
Inuyasha turned to Arashi. They’d had a conversation about Arashi’s training and why it was so intense a lot earlier than expected and Inuyasha though it best that they simply show him why Sesshomaru was so adamant about it. Inuyasha began to explain that originally, in a past timeline, Arashi didn’t train much at all, which is why he ended up dying, long before they reached even his body. Arashi flinched at the statement and the occupants watched in shock as the older Sesshomaru hugged Inuyasha tightly, resting his head on his shoulder, before they both placed their hands on the orb once more.
The wall lit once more, “Father, father, straight A’s!” Was a beaming smile from an Arashi that existed long ago and yet hadn’t existed at all. With long hair and an effeminate frame, you’d think they were two different people. Within seconds the image changed to a body, one ridged and frozen. Then in changed again to show the being watching the body.
“Sess…” Their point of view spoke, voice broken. Within seconds a blast took over the area, as a roar that held with it all the sorrow in the world tore through the air. “Sesshomaru!” Was heard but the Sesshomaru of that time could no longer hear anything. Everything that stood in the way was quickly eroded with the power of his youki. Plants and beings alike withered and died quickly before the scene changed.
This time the Arashi looked stronger and was running towards the point of view with an exhausted smile. However, he was grabbed, and his throat was torn out as he was swarmed, but not before a quiet, “Papa?” Was heard and tears began to fall from his face. The scene of Sesshomaru losing himself to his grief and youki replayed before the scene changed again.
“Shi-shi dodge!” The stronger looking Arashi dodged the attack and kicked the dead away from him, but he was grabbed and torn at before Inuyasha could get to him.
“No no no!” Their point of view wailed as he sliced through them with Tetsuaiga. “Arashi…!” However, he was too late, the light in his eyes faded as blood dripped from his mouth. A rush of youkai was seen washing over them, as Sesshomaru clearly felt their bond snap from wherever he was. “Sess, I’m sorry…!” They heard their point of view cry as he held the lifeless body close. “Shi shi I’m so sorry!”
The scene changed again, the family was swarmed with light, the point of view was looking down at a cloth wrapped body. They could see drops of water stain the cloth. “Train him better…even if he comes to hate you…please…train him better.” The three little girls were crying and holding on to Inuyasha and the scene changed again.
Sesshomaru’s grip on Inuyasha became stronger, as a shuddering breath escaped him. Reminding his youkai that his son was alive and perfectly well. His eyes found his son’s shocked face as the scene changed again.
“Kiki!” Was the shout of their point of view as the little girl was swarmed with a fiery blast of concentrated energy, “Daddy!” She cried out. Sesshomaru’s grip on his mate tightened when he felt him tense.
The scene changed again, Sesshomaru was almost to the little girl as the blast was fired off. “Papa, help me!” She screamed as the blast overtook her and caught Sesshomaru as well. The entire left side of Sesshomaru’s body was covered in burns, but he looked up at their struggling point of view on his knees, “Inuyasha…I’m sorry…” before finally passing out from the amount of damage.
The scene reset “Hashira!” Was shouted, however when they appeared, it was too late, and they were overtaken by the blast as well. “No!” Inuyasha shouted.
The scene moved on. Although it seemed to be from Sesshomaru’s perspective. He held his mate in his embrace and his tearful twins could only go to their older brother for comfort as he had his hands full dealing with the desolate Inuyasha. The Inuyasha looked at them, “Please…save her…” Inuyasha had never heard himself sound so broken before.
The light died down and the room was silent. The younger Inuyasha was feeling overwhelmed, it felt like a large responsibility to shoulder. “Papa I’m sorry…” Was the quiet voice from Arashi. Sesshomaru gave him a small smile before embracing him as well. Currently, the lord had no idea what it was like to feel the bond between parent and child snap as it had previously, and he was thankful for that. Though he worried that if they lost their daughter, Inuyasha might not recover from such a thing. He’d seen many youkai who lost themselves to insanity after losing their child, and hoped Inuyasha wouldn’t become one of them. Inuyasha was strong, and he was mentally strong, but to lose your child was a different kind of pain. One that took more than words to describe.
“I think-!” The older Inuyasha began to speak but stopped when his voice came out weaker than expected. He took a deep breath before starting again, “I think I asked you not to kill her before…but don’t lock her away this time. Okay?”
The younger Inuyasha wondered what he was talking about until he remembered. He’d been asked not to kill Kagome, but he hadn’t been planning on locking her in her own time, although it would solve a lot of his problems. He couldn’t exactly disagree, seeing as they’d just shown him something unimaginable. “I…understand.” Inuyasha nodded. The group decided it would be best to continue at a later time, so they could share their specific memories with their particular counterpart. Sesshomaru was not looking forward to spending time with himself, and Inuyasha felt better about not being around the older or younger Sesshomaru. He was still confused and embarrassed about completing his heat with the man and not coming out with a mating mark. In a way, he felt like his heat had been influencing the man too much and he’d made a mistake, but at least he wasn’t cursing his very existence like he would have in the past.
When they exited the solar room, he was informed that his rooms had been repaired. He couldn’t help but feel a bit bitter about going to his own rooms. He…felt needy. His eyes met Sesshomaru’s and he felt emotions akin to longing, which made his feel embarrassed. What was he supposed to do with those types of feeling’s. What did that mean? He wanted to groan. More than that he wished he knew what decision to make, because if he really thought about it. To prevent any of this from happening in the first place, and save all of the children they’d brought into this world, wouldn’t it be better…easier…if they didn’t mate at all?
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