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Alls Fair in Love and War	By : PhoenixDiamond Category: InuYasha AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 8830 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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Kazo's Secret Chronicles Part 2
Nothing could describe the sheer joy my secret lover gave me each and every night he came to my side. For the past ten years we have been secretly seeing one another under our friends and families nose. The love we shared was strictly forbidden but that wouldn't stop use from being bold enough to explore our boundaries. Every single day that's passed has only brought us closer to one another forming a deeper connection.
Right now as he lie next to each other staring up at the sky, I wonder if true happiness could be so perfect.
My head was comfortably planted on my beloved's naked chest since we just finished making love for the third time this night. I sighed feeling completely sated and truly happy.
"Amazing how quiet you are since you just finished screaming like wild banshee." Taisho teased rubbing my back.
"Hn, don't be so smug. You didn't make me scream that loud."
"Oh really? Than who was it that said, Taisho oh Taisho do it harder make me cum?" He mocked mimicking my voice.
I giggled patting his chest. "You are such a fool." I nuzzled my nose into his neck breathing in his wonderful scent. "Mmm you smell so heavenly."
"You say that every time we finish."
"That's because it's true."
Taisho rolled his eyes but then kept rubbing along my back. I noticed after a moment that his eyes held a hint of nervousness in their depths. "What's wrong?" I asked.
"I... well…nothing. It's nothing."
I slapped his chest disapprovingly. "Come now, dog. You know better than to lie to me."
Yes he did. "Well…I was wondering if maybe…well you know if…"
"If what?"
"If…if you'd consider…being my mate?"
I sat up from the cool ground staring at him like he'd lost he'd mind. "Taisho do you know what you're asking of me?"
He sat up as well. "Yes I do. I know what I'm asking is very heavy for both of us but I can't bear not having you as a permanent person in my life. I want us to be a couple."
"But Taisho…It's still forbidden. If we're caught—"
"No," Suddenly I was wrapped tightly in his embrace as he pulled me to sit in his lap. "We won't get caught. I promise. We'll still keep it a secret but I really want you by my side for all times."
My heart fluttered at the sweet proposal he offered to me. It was something I've wanted since I was a small child. And now it was going to become a reality. "Yes."
"Yes?"
I pulled back to look in his confused eyes. "Yes I'll become your mate you idiot."
Taisho released the pent up air in his lungs as he cradled me in his arms lovingly. "Oh Kazo thank you. You have no idea how happy you've made me. I promise to be the most wonderful mate you've ever had. We'll be so happy."
I laughed at his overactive excitement. "Yes I know we will. We'll be…so happy together."
He pulled my head back to gaze into my eyes with his lustful golden sight. "I love you so much."
I smiled shyly. "I-I love you too."
We hugged and kissed one another for as long as the stars witnessed our sin until it was time to depart for the evening. No matter how much we wished to stay in each other's arms, being the princes we were, there were still obligations we had to withhold. So staying out late at night was very unbecoming of royal blood.
As we dressed and straightened out our appearances, we prepared for the travel back to our castles. We playfully chased one another until we arrived at my home first. I hopped up to my balcony with him still floating my the riling. With a flick of my hair, I sashayed back over to him until we were nose to nose. "Until tomorrow, my love." I purred rubbing my nose with his.
Taisho returned the sweet caress. "Until tomorrow. Sweet dreams." He lends in to kiss me softly on the lips, winked and departed for his own home.
I watched that handsome devil fly away until he was completely gone from view. My heart soared and beamed with joy as I twirled and laughed all the way to my bed. Oh Inari how I loved him so much. He was a magnificent demon and he was all mines. And now by tomorrow I was going to be his mate, and he was going to be mines. Life just couldn't get anyway better.

The following day I went out to one of my gardens picking some of the flowers I started growing five years ago. Mother assumed that I needed a hobby of some kind to keep me from being so mischievous around the castle. What's so wrong with keeping myself entertained at the expense of our servants. I mean they are there to serve us right? Oh well but this was more fun anyway. I've come to see that I enjoy picking flowers. It's become a very invigorating chore for me.
I placed a large stack of rose I'd just picked next to a stack of blue lilies tied together. Wiping off the sweat on my brow I gazed out at the colorful scenery feeling very proud of my work.
"Hmm very nice work you have here."
I smiled before turning around to face my only other friend. "Thank you."
Ryuukotsesui has become a very handsome dragon as we've grown older. His long dark hair has grown down the length of his back which he now keeps in a high ponytail like Taisho and I do. His green eyes if possible have become even deeper in color and shiner. His gray skin was a beautiful smooth and even tone without a single blemish. Yes he was quite a attractive demon. Today he was dressed in his short sleeved red and white robes on account of the warm weather we'd been having lately.
"How many have you picked today?" He asked walking with his hands behind his back.
"I lost count at nearly a hundred."
He blinked. "Hmm very nice." His steps finally stopped until he was about three paces from me. His height has easily towered over mines. I could swear he was about eight hands tall compared to my and Taisho's seven. "For you." Suddenly he pulled from behind him a large bouquet of pretty pink, blue, and white Dragon's Breathe Blossoms, I've only seen grow in his lands.
"Oh Ryuu they're beautiful. Thank you." He knew how much I adored rare plants. He's always been such a caring man, which was why we were so close.
Ryuu blushed. "You're welcome. I'm so glad you like them."
"Yes I do."
I sniffed the wonderful scent sighing at the smell. "They smell amazing."
He tipped back and forth on his heels. "Yes…well…when I saw them this morning…they made me…think of you."
I stopped smelling the flowers for a moment to see the intense gaze of his green eyes staring down at me heatedly. At first I was taken back by the darkened lust in his eyes but I brushed it aside thinking it was my imagination. "I-I don't know what to say."
This was a rarity in itself. Ryuu has never offered me flowers before so the concept of being courted by another was new to me but very real for him. So the meaning of the gift would've went over my head until the gentle tilt of my chin by his finger brought me up to stare into his face. My heart, I believe, skipped a couple of beats when I fully met the head on blunt of his desires dancing around in his emerald jewel eyes. The intensity of that expression blinded me into a minor fear. I was not afraid of my friend but I was hesitating about that look in his eyes. It was similar to how Taisho would gaze at me when we were about to become intimate. Surely the dragon wouldn't feel the same way.
"You're so beautiful Kazo."
Or I could be wrong. It wouldn't be the first time. "I…I…thank you."
"Your thanks isn't needed when I speak the truth of your loveliness."
"But it's only proper I offer my gratitude to those who compliment me on my features."
Ryuu's eyes gradually gazed over the entire length of my body in one invasive glance. "Yes and what striking features you have. Ones I've admired for so very long…"
My heart ceased all rapid beating slowly coming to a stand-still.
"Kazo…I…I…" Ryuu's throat visibly displayed the nervous gulp with the bob of his organ falling just a smidge. His green eyes darted from side to side, in a nervous dance. What could he want to say? Why was it making him so uncomfortable?"
"What is it?" I asked, cupping the side of his cheek gingerly. I didn't like to see either my lover or my friend troubled or sad. I always took it upon myself to make sure they had a reason to keep those childlike smiles on their faces at all times. For Taisho all I had to do was slap him with my tail but Ryuu always seemed to feel better when I touched him.
I started when the joining of his shaky hand came to join mines on his face, as his once nervous eyes became more determined. He eased it off and pressed a kiss to the inside of my palm before pulling me flush against his body. "Kazo, I know our stats forbid us from being one but I cannot hide my feelings for you any longer."
"W-what are you talking about?" I asked dropping the flowers he gave me to the ground accidentally because of our closeness.
"I…I'm in love w-w-with you Kazo."
Whatever beats were missed were suddenly made up in an erratic pattern of thumbs, loud enough for the whole world to hear. "Ryuu I—" I wasn't prepared for the crushing connection of his lips with my own until the last second. I couldn't believe this. I was beyond the shocked stage and was well into the one of surprise and of being frightened. I've never given advances to him before. I've flirted yes, but so had he. I never suspected that he would have feelings for me. This was wrong, so very wrong. I was in love with Taisho, nothing could change that. Not even the mind-blowing kiss I was being given. No this needed to stop.
When I tried to diminish the kissing, my head was kept in place by a hard clawed hand, as a large vulpine tongue dove inside my mouth. Now my worries were beginning to surface. He being so rough. This wasn't anything like how Taisho kissed me. It was more of a demand, than asking permission.
Finally after what seemed like long dying moments without air, he stopped only to move on to my neck and jawline. "No Ryuu stop this." I begged pushing on his chest.
But he would budge. He continued on with his assault as if he didn't hear my plea. "Ryuukotsesui stop it. I mean it."
His lips stayed planted to the contour of my neck suckling until breaking the skin. "Ryuu? Ryuu stop this madness. I said stop!" I said louder trying to get through his mind of stubbornness but he remained. "Ryuukotsesui stop it!"
This time he listened as he drew back panting heavily with his passion filled orbs. "But why Kazo? I love you. This is how lovers should be."
"Are you mad?" I asked astonished. "We're not lovers. And we won't be friends either if you don't unhand me this instant." I mentioned while trying once more to break our embrace.
The arms on my back tightened spreading to my waist. "Why do you not acknowledge my feelings for you? Have I done something wrong? Is my love not worth more than our friendship? I want more than that."
"I'm sorry Ryuu. But friendship is all I can offer you. I-I just don't see you in that way and—"
"Is this because of our Alpha stations? Don't worry I can easily overlook such a minor detail if you can."
"No it's not that—"
"Or is it probably that I came on a tab too strong? That's it isn't it? I should've been more subtle."
"You did but there's another reason—"
"Oh Kami I'm such a fool. I should've courted you for a longer period of time instead of acting on my heated impulse."
"What? No you're not a fool it's just that—"
"He's already involved with someone!" Came the interrupting confession of my not so secret lover.
Ryuu and my eyes fell on the approaching demon that's angry was pretty evident in the wavering form of his aura. From the predicament I was in I could see how misleading this would look. "Taisho listen. It's not what you think—"
"I know." He said keeping his eyes on the man holding me in his arms. "I saw the whole thing."
"If you don't mind Taisho." Ryuu's arms suddenly pulled me deeper into his unwanted hug tucking my head under his chin. "We're having a bit of a private conversation so if you could just leave for a moment, it'd be greatly appreciated."
Taisho growled low in his throat. "Get your fucking hands off him dragon."
Both me and the called out dragon were taken back by the foul language we hadn't used since we were younger.
Ryuukotsesui smirked boldly running his hands over my back and lower to my tail. "Ah I see, so you're interested in him as well? Tough for you fool, sense I've just made my claim known. He belongs to me now."
Taisho snorted. "You're the only fool here Ryuu. As a matter of fact you're only making yourself an even bigger fool right now. My claim on him was made long before you grew the balls to do it on your own."
"What? You lie!"
"No," I finally spoke out placing my hands on his chest to get his attention. "Me…me and Taisho are already involved Ryuu. We have been for quite some time. And I…I love him."
The sudden strike of my truth hit a spot deep in the dragon's heart. I could see it deep in him. He knew I was never one to lie so hearing it from was enough of a reality to let me go. "You and him?" He mumbled looking between Taisho and me in disbelief. Than those eyes suddenly flashed into a molten river of rage. "Damn you!" He snarled toward his dog ally. "You knew I was in love with him! You fucking knew and yet you went on to claim him as yours anyway?"
The earlier angry in Taisho deflated down to one of shame. "I will admit, I knew you had feelings for him, but…so do I. I love him Ryuu. But I never meant to hurt you in the process."
"Neither did I." I admitted walking up to cup his cheeks in my hands. "I do love you Ryuu but towards a brotherly relationship. Not like what Taisho and I have…"
The troubled pent up air in his chest released in a nearly noticeable smoky fume. "Have you two been intimate?" The question was so low I nearly missed it.
My hands dropped back to my sides as I turned my head away.
"Answer me dammit! It's the least either of you could do!"
Taisho dragged his eyes over to my deflated shoulders before shifting back to our upset friend. "Yes we are."
"For how long?"
"Since the night of the ball." I replied sadly.
Ryuu gasped. "That would explain it than. The reasoning behind why you two never returned to the gathering. You two were…were…" He shook his head of the unwanted image forming in his head. "Damn you…Damn you both to hell!"
"I'm sorry Ryuu. I never knew you felt that way for me—"
"What does it matter now? You've never cared anyway since you were too busy being a whore and fucking an engaged prince!"
"Engaged?" I said twisting around to face the now down faced dog prince. "What is he talking about Taisho?"
At first he kept his eyes to the ground but then lifted them up to face me. Oh Inari when I saw the shame erupting in his golden eyes, I felt ill. "Oh…oh no. You can't be serious?"
"Yes! He's been engaged for the past two years to an Inu princess from the northern kingdom."
"Two years?" I whispered still staring at him. "Two years? We've been committing a crime for the past ten and now I come to find out I've been committing an even bigger one?" I couldn't stand to look at him. I was too far gone in my disbelief. Oh Inari I think I was going to vomit.
"I've been meaning to tell you for some time Kazo. But she means nothing to me. I love you."
"Save it!" I screamed my voice hitching in my throat. "When did you plan on telling me Taisho? Before or after my head was lopped off for treason? Or no wait I know, did you plan on telling me later tonight we made love? No perhaps it would've been when you marked and branded me for life as your whore while you were fucking your princess!"
"No no no! I don't love her like I love you!" Taisho ran over to pull me in his arms but I shrugged away backing up.
"Don't touch me! Don't you ever touch me again!" I cried angrily. "I hate you! I fucking hate you! You conniving son of a bitch!" I screamed and punched at him wildly clawing at his body. I wanted to hurt him. I wanted to rip his damn soul out and devour it. He'd betrayed me. How could he do that to me? I thought he loved me. Oh Inari how my heart aches so much.
After I finished leaving my mark, I stepped back to face both him and a silent dragon demon. I was angry at Taisho for keeping this from me and I was mad at Ryuu for being the one to tell me but only because he found out I was in Taisho. Both of them had betrayed my trust. They both knew about the engagement and yet failed to tell me. "Both of you can go to hell." I growled turning to head back to my home. I ignored the calls of come back and I'm sorry as I hurried off before either of them thought to run after me. My heart was broken to a million shreds. I was so torn up inside. I was saddened for hurting Ryuukotsesui because he probably would've been a better demon for me. I was upset because regardless of what Taisho did, I stilled loved him just as strong as before. I couldn't believe this. I had no real friends…Only two fools who thought it best to fool me until they got what they wanted. Well both of them could drown in the flames of hell for all I cared. I was never going to speak to them again.

When I arrived home, I didn't speak to my mother or father. Rude of me, I know, but my heart was so broken and crushed I wouldn't have been able to talk without bursting into tears. Funny that I haven't already been bawling out of my eyes but I assumed it was because I was an Alpha or that I was still too stunned to form tears. For now I didn't want to think about it. This late afternoon has just been one surprising event after the other. I didn't want to remember anything. I just wanted to forget it all. So my best option was sleep.
I stripped off my kimono, the one I wore especially for Taisho today, and tossed it on the floor. I never slept with clothes on. It was more comfortable to sleep in the nude. I locked my door to prevent any visitors from coming in, but…I walked over to the window and unlocked the latch. Taisho was sure to come tonight trying to explain. Good let the mongrel try and weasel his way out of this one. The least he could do was give me a reason why he lied to me for so long. With that thought in mind, I returned to my bed turning the sheets and crawling under them. Sleep eluded me for a while before I finally relaxed enough to go into a slumber.

A whispered word along with the distinct feeling that something was wrong was what awoke me later dead in the night. Something was in the atmosphere's icy tone, with an all too familiar smell that didn't belong here. I could feel Taisho's arm draped around my waist holding me close to his chest. The savory smooth warmth of his skin felt colder against my back and his grip was unusually tight. I sleepily turned over to see what was wrong and realized why…This wasn't my beloved in bed with me.
Ryuukotsesui covered my mouth before I could let out my alarming scream. "I wouldn't if I were you."
My head nodded nervously as he removed his hand. A shaky unfamiliar laugh surfaced from my stomach as I took in the unreal situation I was in. "What are you doing here Ryuu? Why are you in my bed?" I asked suddenly noticing the state of undress he was in.
"I love you Kazo." He whispered, touching my hair and tracing his claws down my face. "I think we should make this official and become lovers now." I could hear the once deep tone of his voice holding a hint of madness. The slither of moon light coursing through my window revealed the chilly smile contoured on his face. "We're met for each other my love."
The seriousness of the matter finally engulfed me in a hollow fear. "Ryuu don't do this. We're friends…I already told you—"
"Oh but my dear you were only speaking out of anger. I should've been told you how I felt. Than you would've have been hurt by InuTaisho. I blame myself for not telling you of my feelings sooner. Please forgive me." The arm around my waist began to caress my bare stomach going lower toward my private section.
"Don't Ryuu." I said halting his advances to my groin. "I can't forgive you for something you didn't do intentionally. But like I already told you, I love Taisho. Please try to understand. I don't want to hurt you."
The gentle caress became a mixture if lust and anger, causing a hot friction on my stomach. "Then why are you denying me what is rightfully mines? We're met for one another!"
I was becoming scared. "Ryuu please calm down—"
"Oh sweetheart I am calm." He growled roughly taking ahold of my jaw. "I love you Kazo. I think the only way you'll see that is if we make love."
My eyes spread to their widest capacity. "No Ryuu please. Listen we can talk about this. We don't need too—"
"Yes we do my love. It's the only way you'll see that our love is here and real." He pressed his licked lips to one cheek then to my other lingering one enough to leave his saliva. "You've hurt me by being unfaintful Kazo."
"I-I'm sorry…"
"No I'm the one who's sorry. But I'll fix that now." To my growing fear, he pinned my hands to the side of my head and crawled over me, fully covering my smaller body from head to toe. His knee began to spread my legs apart and I became terrified.
"No!" I screamed beginning to struggle but his hands maintained their death grip on my wrists as he tried to pry my legs apart. "No Ryuu please don't!"
"I love you Kazo! Why are you denying us this love?" He hissed as he kept on trying to force them open. "Don't worry, I'll make it as good for you as it will for me."
I kicked and struggled as hard as I could while pulling at my constricted hands. It was no use. No matter how strong I'd grown over the years, he was still stronger. My heart was beating so fast I thought I'd pass out. "Ryuukotsesui please stop! I beg of you don't do this please!" I cried with tears streaming down my face. I was so scared at what he was about to do to me.
"Shh don't cry my love. It'll only hurt for a moment." He lends down to kiss my tears, whispering meaningless words in my ear.
I drew away from him in disgust. "If you loved me than you wouldn't be doing this!"
"Oh but that's why I am doing it…because I do love you." His efforts were finally rewarded when he positioned himself between my thighs blocking anymore tries with his hips. "You're going to love this." He whispered lending down to begin kissing on my neck.
"Ryuu please, I beg of you please, please don't do this! I don't tell anyone about this I swear. But please don't hurt me this way! PLEASE!"
"Shh..It'll be over soon." He used one of his hands to hold my wrists while his other began, to my horror, position himself at my entry.
My struggles increased into a crazed thrashing as I wiggled and squirmed trying to get away. "NO NO NO I won't let you do this! Get away from me! Let me go!"
Ryuukotsesui's smiled became so ice cold, I stared in speechless fear. He was going to really hurt me. The one I trusted so much, was about to harm me in the most unimaginable way. My eyes melted in crystal tears as he kissed my neck and forced his way into my unprepared body.
"NOOO!" I cried from the intruded torture tearing in my body. I couldn't believe it. I was so overwhelmed by the pain, that all I can remember is him kissing my lips and being engulfed in darkness.

I don't know how long I was out. All I could remember was waking up with a searing burn between my legs. My body was incredibly sore. Blinking confused by the flinching pain, I sat up glancing around my chambers. That's when it came back to me what happened last night. I had hoped it was a dream but the sticky feel of something under the sheets confirmed my fear of what occurred. With shaky hands, I nervously lifted the covers to see blood and the seed of my attacker dripping down my legs.
"It didn't have to be this way Kazo." Said the sudden voice from my window.
I sat up holding the sheets to cover my body. Ryuukotsesui was standing by my window fully clothed. "All you had to do was love me but you wanted that damned dog. I had no choice but to force you to—"
"Get out…"
"Kazo I'm sorry—"
"GET OUT!" I cried cover my hands over my eyes as I cried. I felt so ashamed…so dirty and disgusting. I couldn't stand to be alive. I wanted to just die. I had only wanted Taisho to be my lover and now I was tainted with the filthy seed of this monster.
"I do love you Kazo…I always will." After his last spoken words, Ryuu opened the windows and took flight back to his home.
I stayed where I was crying for only Inari knows how long. I was scared to leave my room. I was ashamed of what I'd done and all that I'd been through. So much has happened in such a short time I didn't know how to handle it. My beloved Taisho was engaged to another…we…two Alphas were secretly having an affair…and now I had been force into an unwanted coupling with my now ex friend. I felt so sick. I wanted to get rid of all of this dirtiness. This…this filth! I pushed the covers from my body winching from the forgotten pain and limped to my wash room. I couldn't bear the scent of him on my body. It sickened me. I ran the water to the highest temperature possible so I could burn it all from my skin. I didn't want him on me. I didn't want Taisho's either. I just wanted both of them to disappear from my life forever. I scrubbed and scrubbed roughly skinning myself raw until my entire body glowed a hellish red.
After I was satisfied with my hygiene I left the wash room heading over to find a presentable outfit for the day. I didn't care what happened from now on. My feelings were too crumbled to care but I would stay strong. I wasn't going to tell anyone what happened. They didn't need to know my embarrassment…It was my fault it happened and I'd hold the blunt of it deep inside of me…forever.

Months passed before I started to feel strangely. I couldn't explain it but my chest felt painful and my head kept having minor headaches. It was so odd. A couple of months ago, I was so ill I stayed bed ridden for two weeks. But now I just didn't understand it. Gods this felt so painful. I needed to talk to someone. My mother. She was skilled in the art of healing, so she'd be able to stop all of these strange pains. It might also explain why my stomach was hurting too. At first I ignored them thinking it was something I ate but now I thought differently.
I hobbled down the halls toward her library where she normally read for most of the afternoon. She was seated at her desk reading one of the strolls when I knocked grabbing her attention. My mother was such a beautiful creature with her long golden hair and crystal blue eyes I was blessed with too. When she heard my knock she glanced up and smiled, but frowned after seeing my tired face. "Kazo are you feeling well?"
"No mother. Quite the opposite. I haven't been feeling well for a while."
"Oh? For how long?"
I hesitated before answering truthfully. "For a few months."
I winched from her gasp. "Yoko Kazo you know better than to wonder around with a sickness without telling someone. What if it were something contagious?" She scolded walking over to inspect my body. "Show me where it hurts."
I placed my hand over my stomach and head. "Alright hold still and I'll see what I can do." She covered her hands over mines sending in a flow of her aura that felt so wonderful for some reason. I nearly lend in to lie on her shoulder until I heard her gasp again. "Kazo?" She whispered.
"What? What is it Mother?"
Hina stepped back with frightened eyes. "We must get you out of here quickly!"
"But why mother? Why –Agh!" I buckled over as my stomach suddenly clamped on the side. Oh Inari what was that?
"Come on Kazo! We must flee!" I didn't argue as she supported me on her shorter frame pulling me toward the window. Hina helped me over to her window pushing them open. She glanced down at the palace guards and stepped back. Two seeds were retrieved from her hair growing into two plants. One was a very large set of leaves acting as a pair of wings. The other she crewed and swallowed before going to the window and blowing a purple mist down at the surround guards. The thin fog caused all of them to drop to the ground asleep. Seeing her chance she hoped out taking flight.
"Oh Mother why do I feel so much pain?" I whimpered holding on tightly as I closed my eyes against the crunching in my lower half.
"Shh it's alright my son. I'll explain when I find—there we shall find here."
"Hide? But why?" I gasped as a surge of pain rippled through my body. I felt awful almost to the point of just wanting to die.
Hina landed discarding her plant as she carried me effortlessly toward a nearby cave. My legs had given out on me as she supported all of my weight on her own. My tired body was dragged over until she braced me against the wall and went to cover the entry way with a thick wall of demonic vines.
"Ahhh!" I screamed holding my aching stomach. "Mother help me!" I was in so much agony I didn't know what to do. I groaned and moaned falling over to my side. "Oh Mother please help."
Hina grew two more plants from her hair placing him by her side. She ripped off a great portion of her kimono and used it to wipe my brow. "Oh my son. I knew something like this would happen. I tried to warn your father but he wouldn't listen."
"Mother…what's wrong with me?" I hissed clinching my stomach tighter.
"My son I must tell you that your father and I have been keeping a terrible secret from you."
"Oh Inari the pain!"
"You're an Omega Kazo." She said rubbing my face. "You're experiencing so much pain because you're in labor."
My breathing was becoming harder to deal with. "Labor?" I breathing heavily, still sweating.
"Yes." She said grabbing one of the flowers she grew and bringing it to my lips. "Drink the nectar from this flower. It'll cease the pain for a while."
Not caring what it was I took the flower and drunk all of the vile mess in one gulp. Moments later the pain subsided down to a dull ache and I was able to focus more on my mother. "Mother… I-I don't understand…what's going on?"
Hina sighed coming to sit beside me. "You were born an Omega my son. You're in pain because you're having a baby."
"A-A what!"
She nodded. "Tell me and please be honest. Who were you intimate with?"
I opened my mouth but closed it shut. I didn't want to tell her what happened so long ago. Not when I was able to finally put it behind me. I felt her gentle touch on my cheek as she turned to face her. "Please my son. I will not judge you. It was only natural that you would be draw to an Alpha sooner or later…Was it…Ryuukotsesui or InuTaisho?"
I licked my dry lips, than drew them into my mouth. Tears began to fall down my cheeks as I buried my face into her hair. "Oh Mother I'm so sorry."
"Shh…shhh it's alright my love. It's ok." She rubbed my hair trying to sooth me. "It's ok. I'm not upset but I'm just afraid if someone finds out we'll all be in trouble."
"But Mother I don't understand." I lifted my head up to stare into the blue eyes so much like mine. "Why have I not shown? Why is my stomach not large like other vixens?"
"Because you're a male my son. Male Youkos won't show since it's an unconscious method of protection against foes. If one were to see a pregnant Youko then you'd be easy prey. Tell me have there been times that you felt so weak you wouldn't leave your chambers?"
I nodded.
"That's because the child is drawing so much energy from your aura. Normally mated demons share one another's youki to support the loss of it."
My eyes fell to the ground in shame once again. This was unbelievable. Not only was I pregnant but I was unmated too. "Mother what if Father finds out? He's sure to kill us both and my child."
"No Kazo. We won't allow that to happen. We'll think of a plan to cover for its birth. Hopefully it'll be born with silver hair which would be easier to pass off."
"Ok." I loved my mother so much. I knew I could count on her with my problems. Gods how I wish I'd went to her sooner with my issues but now it's too late. Now I was plagued with wondering who my child belonged too. That night long ago I had been raped by Ryuukotsesui but the night before I had rutted with Taisho. So the child could belong to either of them. Oh Inari please let the baby be his. I couldn't bear thinking that that horrible night would produce that devil's spawn.
Suddenly I heaved forward feeling the pain return again. "Ahh Mother it's back…please give me the flower again."
"No my son this time won't work. I only gave it to you to prepare you for the delivery. We must do this now."
"But Mother I'm afraid…I don't know what to do…"
"I'll tell you. Now come on lay against the wall and support your feet on this rock." Hina lifted my legs to spread on a nearby stone embedded in the ground. "Ok your opening is spreading so that means the baby is about to crown."
"AHHHHH!" I screamed sitting forward. "Inari mother I'm going to die!"
"No you're not now push!"
"Push what? Fuck!"
"Don't use that language now push!"
I'm in excruciating pain and all she can focus on is me cursing? Gods I wish Taisho were here with me. I regret not having spoken to him in so long. I ignored all of his letters and attempts to speak to me but now I fully regret it. "Ahhhh!" I gasped falling back. "I can't do this." I breathe sweating heavier.
"It's ok my love. Just breathe. Concentrate on taking deep breathes. In and out, in and out. That's it."
I mimicked her breathing pattern feeling slight better. But than a stronger source of pain strike me in my lower half. "Oh Mother!"
"I see the head my love. I see the baby!" She said excitedly. "Come on now push."
I blinked thinking about how she could see the head. I wanted to see too. I lend forward but she pushed me back. "You'll see after it's born! Now push!"
I growled giving another heavy push. I pushed and pushed and pushed…until finally. I sighed hearing the loud cry of a tiny little soul cradled in my mother's arms. At first all I could see where the twitching ears and…a stalk of shockingly bright silver hair. Mother used her claw to cut a long cord using her cloth to clean off the after birth from the child's body. I watched her smile as she brought the tiny little body to me. "It's a boy my love."
I sighed, feeling so relieved to have this over. I looked down at his sweet little face. He was perfect. A perfect little beautiful kit. My son. He was my son and... I sniffed his aura and nearly cried. He was Taisho's he was Taisho's child. I nuzzled my nose into his innocent refreshing odor taking it all in. This lovely little being I never knew was in my body has already captured my heart in his claws. "Hello little kit." I cooed kissing his plump cheeks.
The baby cooed and gurgled pressing his face into my chest. Distinctly I knew what he wanted and pushed side my tunic to let him nurse. But right when he was about to suckle a roaring pain shock through my body again. "Oh Inari, mother!"
"Kazo what's wrong?" She said coming back to see what was wrong.
"I-I don't know."
Hina quickly checked to look between my legs and gasped. "Kazo there's another baby."
"WHAT!" I screamed. "WHAT DO YOU MEAN THERE'S ANOTHER?"
Hina smiled happily. "Push my son. We'll figure that out later but push. I want this one too!"
"Oh Inari— AHH!" Gods I already had one son, now I was about to have another child? I'm surely being punished. Oh and this one was trying to kill me. "Owwww Mother take it out!"
"Come on sweetheart. Shhh just push."
I lay back with the baby in my arms feeling exhausted. "Oh Gods, mother you don't love me. Otherwise you'd hold this one while I pushed for the other."
Hina gently took my infant son from my arms and encouraged me more as she cheered me on saying everything imaginable. "Come on my son. Push. Push. Push!"
"Ahhhh!" I was trying. But all her talking was driving me crazy. I wanted to shove my foot down her throat if it'd get her to be silent. Finally after nearly fifteen minutes the other child came out. A huge weight deflated in my stomach as I fell back, feeling so at ease.
Mother came over to place my first born in my arms as she went to clean up the other. I hadn't seen it yet but I could hear the tiny peeps and whines. I smiled wondering how Taisho could've gotten me to have two kits. Unbelievable that he'd have planted two.
"Um my son?"
"Yes mother?" I answered feeling completely worn out.
Hina hesitated before walking over with my second kit in her arms. The baby's body was covered from head to toe in her cloth. I was confused. "Mother what's the gender?"
"It's…another boy."
I smiled looking down at the little silver head with his now golden eyes looking up at me while he nursed. Ah he had his father's eyes. How wonderful. "You hear that little one? You're a big brother. Let him me his sibling Mother."
She didn't move.
"Mother?" I said lifting an eyebrow at my behavior. "Let me see my son."
"I-I'm sorry Kazo." She removed the tiny pink sheet covering the child's head…but when she removed it my heart sunk to the tips of my toes. The child's head wasn't silver…It was…red…A deep rosey red. "Oh no…" I said feeling on the verge of crying.
"I'm sorry Kazo."
"No no no." I shook my head reaching for my baby. "Give me my baby!" I said taking him from her arms. I didn't care. He was my son. I didn't care. I knew it as soon as I saw those red ears that he wasn't Taisho's. No one in his entire family had red hair…But Ryuu…his father and grandfather had extremely deep red hair. It didn't matter. This was my son as well. I didn't care.
"He's my child as well as this one Mother. I won't treat him any differently."
Hina smiled. "Of course…nor will I." She settled down by my side to trace her claw over both of my sons faces. "Inari, Kazo they're so beautiful."
"Yes." I felt so proud. I was a father now. I couldn't believe it. And like his brother, I was in love with this tiny red haired soul as well. Like my first born, this one began to tease at my chest begging for a nipple to suckle on. I giggled. "Alright little one. I see you're greedy like your brother. Hold on." Mother helped me shrug off the other half of my tunic so I could now nurse both babes at the same time. I grinned and sighed finally feeling empty. Now I was sure there were no more to come. What a relief because I was so very tired.
I gazed down at the silver haired kit that finished nursing and yawned. The other one was still nursing. "Someone's a little sleepy. Mother could you get him please?"
"Yes of course." Mother all too happily took her grandson away and slightly bounced him in her arms as she rub her nose with his.
I glanced down at the other little Youko kit in my arms. I wonder what color his eyes were. Feeling curious, I lend down to softly kiss both his lids to open. The baby squirmed and wiggled from the foreign feel of my lips and yawn. Than he slowly began to try and open his eyes until…I was staring down at two of the most dazzling emerald eyes I'd ever seen. I was stunned. Oh he was so perfect. My little rose. That's what he was. My sweet little Youko kit was a blooming rose.
"What will you name them my son?"
"Names?" Oh my I hadn't thought of that. I took my first born from my mother to cradle both of them in my arms. The silver haired kit stared up at me with the calmest set of eyes I'd ever seen. Completely cool and collected. "I know what I will name him. This one will be Yoko Kurama." After my mother's Father. My grandfather was a strong Youko in his time and I assumed it'd only be fitting for a child I sensed was an Alpha.
Hina looked at the little one named after her father. "Yes. Kurama would be perfect. He has the same calm demeanor as my father. And what of this little one? He's an Omega like you." She said with a twinkle in her eyes.
I knew that look. "No mother I won't name him after me." But what could I name my little rose? He was so small and delicate. And his skin was the perfect cream. Unlike his brother's unblemished moon kissed flesh. "I don't know mother. He reminds me of the roses in your garden."
"Ahh I see. I know the perfect name then. It should be—"
Suddenly a loud explosion erupted from the front of the cave destroying the supposed wall my mother had erected. My instincts told me to cover my children as I struggled to stand up holding them to my chest. The sudden loud noise startled them both into a crying fit. "Shh Shh it's ok." I cooed inching back. Whoever was at that door had better be friend otherwise they were risking their lives.
Mother came to stand beside me. "Kazo brace yourself."
"Yes mother." I stepped back with her keeping my eyes focused on the entry. There was no time to think. Whoever was at the doorway was very strong. There was no way we'd be able to defend ourselves. I needed to get my kits out of here. "Mother take my sons."
"But Kazo—"
"Mother there's no time. Take my children and flee from here." I nervously handed over both my sons already afraid of being separated from them. "I'll make a distraction and catch up with you as soon as I can. Now wait until I give the signal."
She nodded cradling both babes to her bosom and cowering down ready to bolt.
I raised my youki to seem as intimidating as possible to whoever was there. "Come and face me!" I dared growling angrily.
"You dare to challenge me?" Came the deadly deep voice of the last person I expected to find us. "You damned fool! How could you!"
My heart dropped along with my youki. Oh no not him…Oh Inari please let this be a nightmare...my eyes widened at the person walking through the cave coming into the light with extremely angry eyes. He looked between me and my mother than finally fell down to my babies.
I couldn't move. I was stiff. I glanced behind myself staring at my mother helplessly as she too began to shake terrified. The demon snarled with growing rage as he glared at all of us. I watched as he walked pass me in my statue steel state heading straight for the three others behind. I couldn't believe how frightened I was…I was caught…he was going to figure out everything…and he was going to kill my children… But no I couldn't let him do it. No I couldn't let him!
I turned around just in time to see my Father raise his erected claws…ready to strike down my mother…and my children….
TBC: *Peeks out the door see readers with tearful eyes and slams the door shut* OH KAZO! Next chapter will conclude his secret chronicles
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