Boppatsu: Z-Day | By : SugaMama09 Category: InuYasha AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1183 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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We awoke early the next morning, stretched the kinks out of our limbs & immediately began planning on how to start rebuilding the house. Before we began working though I went back to the black glass hotel to visit Kagura. She was still unconscious & her leg still looked pretty ugly but the fever had been broken. Dr. Totosai said it was only a matter of time before she woke & would probably be able to walk after three weeks or so. Once we got back to our rundown house we considered where to start. First & foremost, we needed to reinforce the floors. We convienantly ran into Bankotsu & he directed us to a spot in the woods where there was dry wood that the city folks used from time to time. We took as many planks as we could & shaved them down with our claws to get it to fit perfectly. Bankotsu occassionally passed by (I was pretty sure he just hadn't happened to be strolling by), providing us with nails, glue, a hammar & even brought us some food (which Sesshomaru & I didn't like but Inuyasha gobbled down).
Sesshomaru sat back on his haunches & wiped the sweat from his brow. "Alright, the porch is finished"
I looked up from hammering the last plank in the floor. "Would you mind getting to work on the staircase? I have to go get some planks from the woods so you have a few moments to rest"
"I'll come with you" he said.
I watched in fascination as he slipped out of his shirt & raked his hair into a thick, loose plait over his shoulder. I'd only seen a body like his on Abercrombie & Fitch bags & Calvin Klein ads. He had that kind of slender, muscular body that would make you think he was a runner: not too muscular, & not too skinny (I hated skinny bodies with no muscle tone). I raised an eyebrow at the two diamond studs stuck next to his hipbone & he followed my gaze, blushing slightly.
"I was young" he explained with a shrug.
I chuckled. "I'm not judging. Come on, let's go"
When we walked outside we found Bankotsu & Inuyasha talking quietly, the human grinning & twirling his hair around his finger while the half breed stood in a relaxed pose, his fingers laced behind his head.
"Yasha, we're going to get more wood" Sesshomaru said to his brother, ruffling his hair.
"Yeah, yeah" the teen murmured, pushing his arm away.
Sesshomaru & I walked in silence. I vaguely noticed he was frowning hard, more like scowling intensely as he glared at the ground, his hands balled into fists. As we got closer to the large pile of wood I heard him panting softly, which I thought was strange. He hadn't been out of breath when we were at the house, had he? I was almost positive this leisurely stroll wasn't enough to tire him, not after he pushed a several ton car for several hours just a few days ago.
I looked over my shoulder at him. "Are you alright?"
His hazy golden eyes rose to meet mine & he nodded slowly, looking at me through his lashes. I had no idea what about the look turned me on so much but I brushed it off & searched for a decent peice of wood. The ones on the bottom were mostly rotted but there were a few peices that we could still use as a wall panel or something that could be put somewhere where it wouldn't have to support our weigh-
I noticed Sesshomaru out of the corner of my eye, his silver braid catching the mid-afternoon sun as he knelt down, his firey eyes on me. All I could do was stare back at him at first. What was with that look? It wasn't exactly...a glare. I could only describe it as an intense or level stare, like I was doing something so entertaining he didn't want to look away.
I arched an eyebrow. "What?"
He blinked & looked away, a blush rolling across his cheeks. "Nothing"
I frowned but shrugged off the feeling he wasn't telling me something. I'm sure it wasn't too, too important. I stood with my hands on my hips. "Alright, we're going to take these logs here-" I gestured to the ones I was refering to with my hand, "& I guess the ones under them that aren't so rotted. We'll have to chop some more trees down or something later because this isn't enough to redo...the...stairs..."
I slowed down my speech as Sesshomaru trailed one claw slowly down my arm until he reached my hand then lightly traced each finger. The touch was so slow, it felt like forever had passed before he stopped & looked up at me expectantly. I could only blink & swallow a few times before I was able to resume my train of thought. Why did he touch me like that? It wasn't just a normal touch, it was more of a...caress...
I cleared my throat abruptly. "Yeah, so...these logs here on top can be used as the stairs & the ones under it-"
"I want you to touch me"
I froze, my breathing stopped & heart in my throat. Did I hear that right? "You want...what?"
He looked away quickly for a moment before his jaw squared in determination & he looked me right in my eye. "I want you...to touch me. Prove to me that you really aren't attracted to me, Naraku"
Whoa. I felt like I'd skimmed through a book without really reading it then somehow ended up near the end. I know I looked strange opening & closing my mouth several times, my eyes wide, standing there like I'd just been caught doing something completely embarassing. The look of determination on his face never swayed; matter of fact it only got more intense & his eyes lit with a fire from within.
I swallowed before I finally figured out what to say. "Uh...what?"
Sesshomaru's look turned into disappointment. "I know you heard me that time"
"I...b-but...what...wait, wait" I took a deep breath, closing my eyes to center my thoughts, "Sesshomaru, I told you before I'm not attracted to guy-"
"I heard you the first time you told me that lie" he growled.
"It was not a lie!" I said, frowning.
"The groping & kissing the night you beat Yasha to a pulp? Remember that? Yeah, I thought so!"
A hot wave of embarassment & irritation swept over me. "My youki was controlling me! It is attracted to you, not me! Don't get me wrong, you're pretty & all but you're a guy!"
"Then prove that to me!"
"I don't have to prove shit to you!"
He rocked back on his heels, arms crossed. He looked slightly hurt or confused but his jaw kept that stubborn set. "If your youki had been controlling why weren't your eyes red?"
I started to answer but swallowed my words, a momentary wave of fear running through me. "Hell, I-I don't know! Stop asking me all these questions & let's get back to work!"
He grabbed my wrist when I reached for a log. "Then answer my damn questions!"
"What do you want from me?" I shouted, startling both he & myself.
He stared at me for a moment, breathing heavily. "I want you to either stop sending me mixed signals or just admit it to me..." he whispered. His eyes were almost pleading.
I felt my face go blank. Did I like him as much as he apparently liked me? Using "like" made me feel like such a little schoolboy, sending notes to the girl I had a crush on, asking her if she liked me check yes or no. I couldn't say love; it wasn't that serious. But was I truly interested in Sesshomaru as a companion, as my wife had been? Tsubaki...I felt my lips press in a thin, irritated line. A rage I'd only felt when that half breed of a brat brought her death back up trembled through my being & I wrapped my hand around Sesshomaru's throat. Other than a slight wince his expression did not change. I was so tired of...of, of...of what exactly? Of being alone? Of being without Tsubaki? Or dealing with these conflicting emotions this man stirred in me? Perhaps all of the above.
"I don't care about your past, Naraku" Sesshomaru whispered softly, "I don't care who you used to be with or what morals you grew up on. I just need to know"
I gritted my teeth. "Shut up!"
Without even thinking, I crashed my lips to his, centering my grip on the back of his neck to hold him to me hard. I felt consumed in my powerful greed for the contact; his skin against mine was so heavenly & his lips felt like the inside of a rose. I forced his mouth open with my tongue & explored his wet cavern. I couldn't describe the emotions that were flowing through me & the butterflies in my stomach that had turned into bullets, bouncing around furiously. His hands gripped my shoulders, claws digging into my skin but that just fed the bloodlust coursing through me. I tangled my fingers in his hair & gripped it at his scalp roughly, snarling. He let out a low, pained groan but let me do as I pleased, which I was glad for. This felt like venting, like somehow I was channeling all my anger into one hard, rough action (well two if you count me pulling his hair) & he was my therapist, patiently listening while I threw a fit, never interrupting, never butting in. How had I let this man almost get away from me?
I jerked back, panting, groaning when the blood resumed flowing through my lips. Sesshomaru opened his eyes slowly & looked at me uncertainly as he panted heavily as well. His lips were so swollen & such an angry shade of red I couldn't help but place another, more gentle kiss on them, loosing my grip on his tresses. He relaxed in my arms, sighing happily. Why couldn't kissing Tsubaki ever feel like this? I almost felt guilty because I'd fallen head over heels for a guy that I denied myself of for months while I'd been with her for years.
"Mmm..."
I shivered as his hum sent goosebumps down my arms. Now that I'd finally come to terms with this...lust (Was it really lust or something more? I was almost positive it was something more) I realized just how much I desired Sesshomaru now. I felt...lighter...like a burden had been lifted off of my shoulders & my youki was purring in contentment. I could feel its smug smile, like it knew all along I'd succumb to Sesshomaru's charm. Tch, arrogant arachnid.
"We should get back before Yasha begins to worry" he whispered.
I really didn't want to but I saw the rational behind his statement. We seperated slowly & grabbed peices of wood in silence, our eyes meeting every once in a while. We'd smile & chuckle (or in his case blush furiously). I wonder was he thinking about the next time we would get an opprotunity to make out again like I was?
Just as we were leaving, Inuyasha came running up, firing off questions about why in the hell had we'd been yelling. Sesshomaru & I made eye contact briefly before he just explained we had had a disagreement on where the planks should go. I was almost certain Inuyasha didn't believe that but he didn't question it further.
The rest of the day was spent reinforcing the stairs & the walls. Bankotsu helped us out by bringing us dinner (only Inuyasha ate it) & a couple of lanterns but by the time the sun set we agreed we'd pick up again tomorrow. The human somehow got the water turned back on & we reveled in our hot showers. The soap he brought us dried out our skin but we really didn't care too much; it just felt so good being clean.
While I stood under the water & sighed happily at the hot water hitting my head like a massage & flow through my locks before sliding over my skin I felt the air pressure change & looked up to see Sesshomaru stepping into the room, closing the door gently behind him & leaning against the door, watching me with those intense golden eyes. Not having a shower curtain, there was no point in covering myself (not that I would've bothered since I wasn't ashamed of my body).
I ran a hand over my face to clear the water out of my eyes. "I hope you don't think you being here is going to rush me. It's going to take a lot more than that to get me to hurry up so you can have your turn"
He smirked & walked towards me. I unconsciously watched his ab muscles flex as he did so (he was still shirtless), skin glowing in the lantern's light. "I'm not trying to rush you...not at all"
He ran a light claw over the menacing spider tattoo rising over my hip & I had to supress a shudder. "I assumed you came in here for a reason?" I asked, raising an eyebrow down at him.
Sesshomaru chuckled & stepped into the tub, not seeming to care that his jeans were very quickly becoming soaked. He ran a hand over my abdomen & pectoral muscles as if he was memorizing every curve & every dip. "Oh, there is definitely...a reason why I came in here" he said in a low husky voice (when did he become such a seductress-err, seductor?).
He kissed me softly first on my bottom lip then full on my mouth, causing my eyes to flutter closed. My hands moved to his hips on their own accord, gripping his waist & pulling him closer to me. His skin was hot...or maybe it was just me...either way I liked it. He let me dominate his mouth with my tongue, which I fully took advantage of.
"Mmmm..." he moaned softly.
I pressed him closer to me & the kiss got more heated: his arms wrapped securely around my neck & my fingers sought a gap between his skin & his loose fitting jeans. I vaguely noticed I was breathing hard & my heart was hammering double time right up against my ribcage. Did I honestly & truly love this man? If I didn't now I could very well see it happening in the not so far future. He inticed feelings & ignited emotions in me so strong I was either falling in love or about to go into cardiac arrest.
Sesshomaru froze & leaned back, raising an eyebrow at me.
I blinked my eyes back into focus. "What?"
He glanced down then back up at me through his lashes.
When I followed his gaze I was horrified to see my cock half erect & pressing against his belly. Things really couldn't get anymore embarassing at this moment so I played it cool, lifting an eyebrow & smirking. "Well what do you expect? I am a man, after all"
A small, genuine smile settled on his lips & he kissed me one last time before he slowly stepped out. "Goodnight Naraku" he cooed over his shoulder.
I sighed as he closed the door, narrowing my eyes at my still rising dick. I guess I could get reaquainted with it once more before I step out.
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The next morning I was awoken by hammering.
'So they were already getting started, eh?'
I sat up slowly, ran a hand over my face & stood from the mattress I had placed on the floor earlier this morning right before I crashed. I sauntered into the living room to find Sesshomaru finishing up the final step in the staircase, Inuyasha sweeping up sawdust into a corner & Bankotsu sitting on top of a large box, his dark teal eyes watching Inuyasha. I think maybe that human had something for the brat; I took note of the slight smile that graced his face when he made eye contact with the halfbreed & sighed. All these damn hormones in the house was bound to bring on drama eventually.
Sesshomaru stood, brushing his hands off. "Did you sleep well?"
I nodded, yawning. "Decently. How about you?"
"Well enough. I was surprised I was able to get any sleep with Yasha snoring louder than a congested bear"
"Fuck you, dude" Inuyasha growled.
I chuckled once. "So what else needs to be done?"
"Besides dusting, sweeping, airing out & washing that's about it. We'll need to cut down some more trees to reinforce the floors upstairs as well" Sesshomaru murmured.
I'd heard him but had gotten distracted when someone's stomach growled loudly & a raging blush flitted over his cheeks.
Even Bankotsu raised an eyebrow at him. "Someone's hungry"
The silver haired inu-youkai shifted uncomfortablly. "Guess I'd worked up an appetite"
"I could go get you some-" the raven haired human started, shifting to hop off the box.
"No, no. No, thanks. I prefer raw meat. I'll just hunt"
Bankotsu looked uncertain. "Well what do you hunt?"
Sesshomaru's expression fell flat as he directed a side eyed glare at him. "Animals. Not humans. Unless they push me"
I chuckled as the teal eyed man's eyebrows shot up. "I'll go visit Kagura then we can go cut down some trees"
"I'll come with you" Sesshomaru spoke up, picking his wifebeater up off the floor & slipping it on.
I can't begin to tell myself just how much I loved that shirt of his. It accentuated every curve, every muscle, every dip & showed off those strong shoulders. Sesshomaru was a lovely being; I don't even know how I hadn't noticed it sooner.
We walked to the hotel & ran into Dr. Totosai who was wiping his hands with a towel.
"Ah, Naraku. How's the renovating going?"
I nodded once in greeting. "Almost done. We just have to replace the planks in the floor on the second floor"
He nodded his mostly bald head, looking down for a moment. "Well your sister has pretty much healed but I was unable to properly set her leg"
I frowned.
He sighed. "I didn't have the necessary tools to set it straight. Wood is not strong enough & ducktape can only do so much, especially when it comes to a demon"
"Is she alright though?" Inuyasha spoke up then looked around, embarassed.
Dr. Totsai nodded. "Oh yes she's quite alright. It's going to be at least two more weeks before she's able to walk but besides a pronounced limp in her step she's pretty much back to normal"
"Can I see her?" I asked quietly, feeling relieved. I'd feel better when I see her though.
"Sure, sure. I have some blankets & clothes to wash so take your time"
I walked quickly to the room Kagura was in, grinning when I found her lying on her back & twirling her hair around one finger, her eyes closed.
"You guys smell like you've been fucking & playing football for three days straight" she mumbled, a scowl appearing between her still closed eyes.
I chuckled, ignoring the images that came to mind of Sesshomaru & I in the shower the other night. "Nice to see you too Rah"
I walked over to her & kissed her forehead, smirking when she opened her magenta eyes. She smiled, eyes watering. "You didn't miss me too much did you?"
"Nah. We were too busy surviving & renovating our new house to be worried about a runt like you" I teased.
She laughed, tears spilling over & running into her inky black hair so much like mine. "That's good"
She noticed Sesshomaru & the brat standing in the doorway & beamed. My heart sunk when I thought about her & Sesshomaru's past. I heard them discussing "friend's with benefits" when we first escaped the city but had Kagura caught feelings? How would he & I being together (oh my God, I just admitted to myself Sesshomaru & I were dating!) affect her?
Sesshomaru walked over to us, stiffening when Kagura laced her fingers through his. I looked away quickly. "How are you feeling?" he asked quietly.
"I feel better already" she whispered, still smiling.
I couldn't break my sister's heart by dating the guy she had been interested in first, even if most morals had gone to shit when the world ended. Even though...even though it hurt me to just let her have him.
I walked out quietly, letting them have their alone time to talk. Maybe he'd tell her that he was interested in me now & though that didn't mean she was shit to him now (I'd bust him in the mouth if he ever treated her disrespectfully) he was happier with me. Maybe she'd tell him that their little friends with benefits thing was off now; there were more important things to deal with now than having sex whenever the feeling hit.
"Yo, Naraku"
I stopped at the entrance to the hotel & turned, surprised to see Inuyasha jogging after me. "What is it?"
"Where ya goin'? Don't ya wanna talk to your sister some more?"
I scowled. Why did that have a, "You're acting immature" undertone to it? "I'm going to cut down some more trees. She's fine now, I don't have to hover over her"
He gave me a skeptical look & I turned, an unreasonable, irrational anger overtaking my mood. What was with that look? Like he couldn't understand why I was walking away, like it just made more sense to stay in that room & have to deal with my sister looking at a guy I was interested in with those sickening lovey dovey eyes & he's standing there, being a gentleman & instead of telling her what was going on between he & I, he stands there & lets her do as she pleases! Hell no, I'm not going to sit there & watch that but at the same time I'm not about to demand Sesshomaru tell her something that could very well break her heart either.
I stomped down to the forrest & kicked a tree down, cracking it in half. I did the mature thing & walked away before I said something hurtful. That's what any mature adult would've done, right? I mean, seriously what was I expected to do, grab my sister by her hands & tell her that I love her but I'm taking her man?
I punched another tree & it groaned before it fell. Kagura deserved to be happy but hell, so did I. Why did she get dibs, because she saw him first? She didn't even really care for him when those human had dragged his barely alive body to the city & nurtured him back to health! She was always complaining about how he was acting like he was too good to talk to any of them.
I knocked down a few mores trees before I finally sighed & sat on one of the fallen logs, rubbing my forehead tiredly. If he chose her, at least I know he'd make her happy. Not saying I wouldn't be hurt but I wouldn't have to worry about her. & she'd make him happy too. So in the end the only one who lost...was me.
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I ambled back to the house when night fell, not surprised to see several lights on inside our house. Bankotsu really did have some pretty good connections (or maybe he turns the lights & water on himself...?). I walked in to find he & Inuyasha playing some card game, the hanyou frowning in concentration.
"Yo" he mumbled, "We were looking for you. Kagura asked where'd you go. Where ya been?"
"No where" I replied, walking to the back of the house.
I wasn't in a very talkative mood at the moment. I just wanted to take a shower, lay down & sleep forever. I don't understand why I felt so damn tired mentally (I'm sure knocking down trees helped though). I walked into the room I used the night before as a bedroom & was surprised to see Sesshomaru sitting on the mattress with his back against the wall, legs folded into an Indian position.
He looked at me expectantly but said nothing, only shifted to make room for me. I sighed & sat down beside him mechanically, rubbing my forehead. We sat in silence for a long time, listening to each others' drumming hearts & soft breathing. I realized at some point that I'd never been this comfortable with anyone in total silence. It felt like I was resting my mind & almost in a state of unconsciousness even though I was wide awake.
I looked over to find him staring at me & raised an eyebrow. "What is it?"
Sesshomaru blinked & looked down at his claws for a moment. "Kagura will want to live here with us once she's recovered"
I sighed & nodded slowly. It would make sense for her to want to stay with people she's more familiar with but...I almost wanted her to stay there so I can have Sesshomaru to myself (I admit, I'm ashamed I even had that thought).
"What will we do...about us?" he whispered, leaning forward slightly.
Us. He grouped he & I as...us. I'm not sure how that made me feel but the more I repeated it in my head the more I liked it. "I'm...not sure. It'll be complicated with that whole...friend's with benefits...thing..." I trailed off uncertainly. I wanted so bad for him to say, "What friend's with benefits thing? I told her that was off now" but I didn't want to get my hopes up.
He only sighed & looked away. I took that as, "Yeah, I'll have to do something about that" but I wanted to stay positive. Maybe he just didn't feel it was right to tell her at the hotel. Maybe he'll tell her when she's fully recovered & comfortable.
"I'm not going to run your life, Sesshomaru. You're an adult, you can make your own decisions. I won't be angry with you if you choose Kagura over me" I mumbled.
He frowned at me. "Are you serious?"
Hell no. "Yes. I just-"
"I don't need you telling me that I'm an adult. I know I am, Naraku. I'm not going to be rude to Kagura when I tell her this...thing...she & I had has to end because I'm interested in you but don't try & act like the good guy & tell me, 'I just want you to be happy' or some bullshit similar to that"
For some reason I laughed. I wasn't lying when I slipped up & told him I liked them fiesty what seemed like years ago. "Alright, tiger, calm down. I just don't want to be overly possessive & demand you stay with me"
"I'm almost certain that's exactly what you want to demand"
I grinned at him & he chuckled, shaking his head.
"You're something else, Naraku"
I slowly leaned toward him & kissed him gently on the mouth, sighing at the softness & his natural scent that was so appealing to my senses. At first he stayed still then he slowly put a hand on my cheek & kissed me back just as gently. My tongue explored out of my mouth & gently proded his lips, asking for entrance. I didn't have any control over it; I just had an overwhelming urge to taste him (in a not so sexual way. Not yet; we couldn't rush things). The lips parted & our tongues danced in a languid but somehow still passionate way, sliding & curling around each other. He tasted so damn good I felt myself melting. I pulled him closer until he was straddling my lap & slid my hand under his shirt. He moaned softly, running his claws through my hair. I nibbled on his bottom lip lightly & flicked my finger over a perk nipple, grinning when he stiffened. I didn't do it again, in case he was uncomfortable with going that far but he did the same to me, his lengthy fingers crawling so slowly up my abs goosebumps raised on the back of my neck& he ran the tip of his finger over my right nipple (the more sensitive of the two).
I unlatched my lips from his, panting. "I just thought you should know how much of a turn on that is & I will gladly flip you over & have my way with you if you do it again"
His eyes widened & I was surprised to see a deep blush overwhelm his porcelain complextion. "Naraku..."
I swallowed, doubling back. "I-I'd only do it if you wanted me to. I'd n-never ever try to rape you or anything, I'm just really turned on that's all..."
His golden eyes stared at me a few minutes longer before he began breathing again & he smirked. "Not right now. We'll have plenty of time to continue in the future, as your youki told me"
I brought his face to mine again & kissed him to distract myself from what I wanted to say. I've never been a particularly pessimistic person but...what if one of us didn't make it & there was no "time to continue in the future"? It actually made my heart thump painfully. I was just getting to know him as a significant companion, he couldn't be taken from me. That wasn't fair.
I squeezed my eyes shut as if that'd block out those thoughts. I couldn't think about that, especially at a time like this. They always said if you think about things long enough it'll eventually come to past so I had to be optimistic. Sesshomaru was not a weak man; he'd never let some zombie take him down.
I relaxed as he wrapped his arms around my neck, breaking the kiss to lay his head on my shoulder. Yeah. He & I both were strong enough to handle ourselves & protect our siblings. I had nothing to worry about.
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