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Between The Lines
By: Maggz
Disclaimer: InuYasha and Co. © Rumiko Takahashi.
Chapter 18It was very late when Kouga and Kagome quietly made it back to the house, hand in hand. Pressing her to the front door, he turned her to him and kissed her mouth as his hands slid up to her breasts to squeeze. She slid her hands to his bottom and returned the favor, making him laugh
into her mouth.
“You’re gonna sleep with me tonight, right?”, he asked as he kissed her chin, then her neck,
letting his fingers trail over her breasts.
“You didn’t get enough earlier?”, she whispered as she moved her hands to his face and lifted it to hers.
“I could be with you every hour of every day, Kagome and it wouldn’t be enough. I told you, I’m
addicted to you.”, he smiled and kissed her nose. “Sleep with me?”, he asked, pouting.
“Yeah, I’ll sleep with you, now come on. I need a shower AND I’m hungry!”, she said and turned
from him, taking his hand in hers as she opened the door. The house was nearly dark except for
a small lamp burning in the lounge. As Kouga and Kagome made their way toward their rooms, they
heard a noise and Kagome squealed, twisting Kouga’s hand in hers.
“InuYasha?”, Kouga called out into the darkness, pulling Kagome back against him.
“Mmm, yeah?”, InuYasha mumbled and Kagome let out a breath, sagging against Kouga in relief. Kouga reached over to turn on the lamp at his side and the room soon brightened.
“Damn, InuYasha, you scared the-?”, Kagome started and then sucked in a breath. InuYasha was laid partially over the nearly nude body of a brunette Kagome had never seen before. Two deep brown eyes looked up at her from underneath InuYasha and a smile crossed over the full mouth.
“Fuck, man! Why didn’t you say something?”, Kouga mumbled and felt for the light switch.
“Was asleep. Sorry.”, InuYasha’s eyes went to Kagome’s. She sucked in a breath and pulled her hand from Kouga’s, making her way back to the bedroom. She closed the door behind her softly and went to sit on her bed. What was wrong with her? Why was she feeling as if the wind had been knocked from her lungs? What did she care that he had been screwing some powder puff girl right in front of her? She took a deep breath and let it out.
Standing, she reached for her robe and opened her door yet again, going toward the bathroom and a shower.
Kouga had noticed Kagome’s reaction and he felt his gut tighten with anxiety. Why would she even care who InuYasha brought back to the house to screw. Hadn’t InuYasha brought girls back before? Or had he? Kagome’s hand slipping from his hand had made him feel so lost and lonely. He had apologized to InuYasha once again and made his way down the hallway to his bedroom.
Kagome’s door was closed and he only hesitated a second before going into his own room and
shutting the door behind him. He and InuYasha shared a bath that could be accessed from either
bedroom and he pulled open the door and stripped, stepping under a warm shower.
Opening the door to his room once again, he was surprised to see Kagome sitting on his bed in
her robe, her knees pulled up. She smiled at him as he stepped into the room wearing only a
knotted towel round his waist.
“You look stunning.”, she grinned and he grunted and dug into his bag for his last clean pair
of boxers.
“We left the clothes in the car.”, she said and started to get up off the bed to go after them.
He saw her hesitation and sighed.
“No use worrying over them tonight, Kagome. I’ll get them in the morning.”, he said and turned
his back to her, dropping the towel and sliding into his boxers. He bent to pick up the towel
and walked back into the bathroom, hanging it up to dry. Coming back out, he closed the door and
turned out the light.
He slid into bed, pulling down the duvet and sheet. The fabric was cool against his bare skin
and he sighed and turned to his back.
Kagome sat in the darkness, feeling alone and confused. She knew Kouga was upset with her and she knew why he was upset. What was she to say, tho? She didn’t even know what was wrong with her.
“You gonna sit up all night, Kagome, or you gonna come lay with me?”, he asked her, his hand
sliding over her back.
“You sure you WANT me in here?”, she asked him softly.
“You sure you WANT to BE in here?”, he asked.
“Jeez, Kouga, of course I’m sure!”, she said and stood up beside the bed to remove her robe. He could see her by the faint light of the half moon, her body naked and beautiful to him. She
apparently felt more at ease in the dark of night without her clothes on as earlier, she’d
partially hid herself from him when they’d made love at an old abandoned rest stop he knew of.
Making out with her in the car had been fun and thrilling but she’d kept her body shielded as
much as possible from his eyes. He couldn’t for the life of him figure out why.
“Come here, Kagome.”, he said and reached for her hand, pulling her down into bed with him. She slid underneath the same duvet and sheet as he had and pressed herself to him. Her body was
warm against his, his the same against hers.
“Kouga?”, she whispered, her fingers tracing over his jaw.
“Yeah.”, he replied, closing his eyes and enjoying the feel of her body all over him. Somehow,
and for some reason, he needed her closeness. He’d never been that way with any other girl
before but with HER… it was like total reaffirmation was needed every time he saw her. He badly
needed her near and it was making him crazy. He’d never doubted himself before, why now?
“I’m so screwed up.”, she said falteringly.
“Why so?”, he asked, rubbing his hand over her back.
“Just mixed up. I- are you angry with me? You know, about… before?”, she asked cautiously.
“Angry with you? No, just don’t understand is all. Does it bother you to see InuYasha with a
girl that’s not you?”, he asked her and felt the stiffening of her body against his.
“No… not like you think.”, she said.
“Then what? Cause you took off out of there like crazy! You just left me, Kagome, why?”, he
asked.
“I- I really don’t know. I don’t understand it myself.”, she said.
“Do you need to talk it out with InuYasha?”, he asked her.
“NO! That’s not it, Kouga. Oh, God, do you think I don’t even know my own mind?”, she asked.
“No, not that… but something just doesn’t feel right. If you need to make up your mind, please
take the time and do it but be honest with me, babe.”, he said.
“I HAVE been honest with you, Kouga. It’s you I want in this way…”, she said.
“What WAY is that? Do you even know?”, he asked her.
“What IS this Kouga? You don’t believe me?”, she asked.
“Kagome, I want to be with you. I’m having the time of my life getting to know you. But I worry
about you. I know you’re close to InuYasha. I know he’s confused about his feelings for you -”,
he said.
“Not VERY confused apparently!”, she shot.
“And that bothers you, see! I can tell it does!”, he said, his heart plummeting.
She reached for him then so afraid he would pull back from her when she needed him most. Her heart was racing in her chest, her breath coming fast. She realized she was frightened to death
of losing him and even THAT confused her.
“Kouga, please, please, believe me. Please, you HAVE to!”, she cried, her hands clutching at
him. He understood at once that she was in the beginning of some type of panic attack and he
sat up in the bed, pulling her up and into his lap as he cradled her in his arms.
“Kagome, shhh, it’s ok. I believe you, sweetheart. Shhh, I’m sorry, baby… so sorry.”, he
murmured against her hair as he tried to calm her. He could feel her heart beating rapidly
against his chest as she took deep shuddering breaths to calm herself.
It seemed a long time before she was breathing easy, her hands relaxing their grip on his neck. He slid down in the bed with her and held her closely, listening to her inhale gently and then
exhale the same. He moved his head back off the pillow a bit so that he could look at her. She
was deeply asleep, her beautiful features relaxed, soft. He kissed her forehead and pulled her
even closer against his body, in effect wrapping himself protectively around her.
“S’okay, Kagome. I’m here, it’s ok.”, he murmured as he drifted off to sleep along with her.
…she was cold, afraid, lonely. Going from room to room in a house she didn’t recognize, she
walked softly, trying very hard to be as quiet as possible. She could feel tears as they ran
down her cheeks and try as she might, she couldn’t seem to stop them. Her throat ached with the
pain of it all, she was so alone…
She entered a room at the end of a long hallway. Stepping inside the room, she saw it transform around her into a warm, glowing place full of welcome and promise. She took a deep, relaxing breath and closed her eyes, breathing in the soft scent of musk bathing her body in the soft morning sunshine that lit the room.
“I knew you’d come to me Kagome. I told him you HAD to. I love you, you see. I always have.”
She opened her eyes expecting Kouga… instead she saw InuYasha. She was conscious that she was
standing naked in front of him but she made no move to hide herself from his warm and loving
gaze. He was laid on his side in the middle of a huge golden bed amid a mess of brilliantly
colored satin sheets.
“Come here if you love me, Kagome.”, he said and held out his hand to her.
“I DO love you, InuYasha. I do…”, she whispered and took a step forward.
“With all of your heart, Kagome? Only me?”, he asked.
“Don’t ask me things like that InuYasha. It only messes me up.”, she said sadly, taking a step
back.
“I’ll never hurt you, Kagome. I never have and I never will. I’ll never leave you, I’ll always
take care of you.”, he said and beckoned for her once more. “Let me show you how it can be.
Please, just once?”, he asked.
She stepped forward once more and took his hand, allowing him to pull her down onto the bed
with him. It was only when he pulled her body against his that she realized he too was
completely naked but it seemed like the most natural thing in the world. No strangeness, only
comfort and sweetness.
He laid her back down on the bed, lying partially over her, looking down into her eyes.
“I want you to marry me, Kagome. I always wanted that. Remember when we used to pretend?”, he smiled as he touched her face with a warm hand.
“But, InuYasha, I don’t want to get married. Not yet- I mean, we’re too young.”, she said
softly.
“I’m not too young to know I need you in my life. I can make you happy, Kagome, you KNOW that.”, he insisted.
“You always have taken care of me, InuYasha. This much is true. Without you I’d be lost.”, she
said.
“Kiss me, Kagome. Just kiss me and you’ll see.”, he whispered as he closed his eyes. She left
hers open and reached for him, cupping his chin in her hands and pulling his mouth down to hers.
Pressing her lips to his, she felt their warmth slide over hers and she sighed. His hands were
smoothing over her bare belly and she let her own move up his belly to his chest. Her fingers
moved gently over the soft skin there and she shivered pleasantly as he pressed his chest
against her. Moving back off her, he pressed down against her once more and she realized her
breasts were tingling from the friction between their bodies.
He moved his hand to her hip and cradling her in his palm, eased her underneath him gently,
cupping her bottom in his hand. His lips had moved to her neck and he was kissing over ever
piece of her he could find.
“So beautiful, sweetheart… so beautiful…”, he murmured as his hand moved over the tops of her thighs to spread her. She sucked in a breath when his fingers parted her, slipping into the
wetness between her legs.
“Ah, sweet Kagome. That’s my baby. Yeah, let me love you…”, InuYasha moaned as he nudged her knees apart with his own. She held to his hips, slowly running her hands over his lower belly
and back up onto his chest. He groaned, going to her lips once more to kiss her, devouring her
mouth with his own. She felt the wetness of his tongue against her lips and opened her mouth,
accepting it, toying with it, sucking on it until he moaned loudly and raised himself to his
knees between her legs.
She looked up at him, her fingers closed around his biceps and he smiled at her.
“I want to make love to you, Kagome. Please, let me.”, he said softly.
“Love me, InuYasha… love me…”, she said, keeping her eyes on him.
He slid a hand to her then to himself and entered her slowly, gently, allowing her to adjust to
his size. She was a tiny girl, he was a big boy.
“InuYasha.”, she whimpered, her nails digging into his muscled biceps. Please, easy…”, she
cried softly, biting her lower lip as he eased himself out and back in. “InuYasha.”, she cried.
“Relax for me, Kagome. Please, just relax. It’ll get better, I swear.”, he begged, his beautiful
eyes looking down at her anxious face.
He felt her take a deep breath and lowered his lips to hers once more, placing soft kisses along
her mouth and jaw line as he slowly moved himself in and out of her… very slowly. She was
getting into the kiss; therefore he could ease himself into her without her tensing up on him.
Soon he felt her hips move slightly up off the bed to meet his small thrusts. Her fingers
tightened once again, her kisses became hotter, more passionate. He cupped her bottom in his
palms and lifted her, pushing himself up into her and feeling her tightness surround him.
“Kagome.”, he moaned as he pressed against her bottom with his palms, urging her to meet his thrusts.
“InuYasha, it’s- oh…”, she whimpered, panting for breath. He was driving up into her now,
hitting the back of her womb with his every thrust, grunts of pleasure coming from his mouth
each time, stretching her, molding her to his own body… Never would she want another. He would
make sure of it.
“Ah God, Kagome…”, he moaned loudly and she felt him drive up into her deeply, grasping her
bottom roughly, biting down on her shoulder and climaxing at last. She held tightly to him,
tears wetting her cheeks, feeling him kiss them away, promising to love her forever… wanting
the same from her…
“I can’t, InuYasha. Not now, not yet. I love you, I do. I love you, InuYasha but I just- I
can‘t…”, she cried trying to reach for him but he was crying, moving out of her, leaving her
alone and empty… and no matter how hard she cried he wouldn’t turn around to acknowledge her,
not at all…
“InuYasha, please, don’t leave me… please…”, she sobbed.
“InuYasha, please, don’t leave me… please…”, she sobbed, clutching at Kouga’s arms, trying to
fight her way out of the blankets that imprisoned her. Kouga awoke, his body on full alert. She
was crying, fighting him, trying to get off the bed, reaching out and she was asleep.
“Kagome, wake up, baby! Kagome!”, he said and slid up in the bed, ready to reach for the lamp and flick it on. He had to get her to wake up, it was sure one hell of a bad dream. She was
nearly gasping for breath in his arms even as she fought him.
“InuYasha, don’t leave me. InuYasha, please… I DO love you, please!!!”, she squealed and Kouga’s heart fell to his stomach. She was dreaming about InuYasha. She was worried, confused… Whether she wanted to admit it or not she was and it hurt. It hurt badly. How could he compare to a
lifetime of caring, protective friendship from InuYasha? There wasn’t even any reason to try.
He hung his head almost too hurt himself to comfort her. Only the sounds of her sobs next to
him brought him back and he turned to her, lifting her face so that he could try to wake her.
“Kagome, shhh.”, he soothed as he lifted her chin up and looked down at her. She WAS awake and she started to cry bitterly once she made eye contact with him.
“Kouga, please… Oh, please…”, she cried over and over as she sobbed in his arms. He rubbed a gentle hand over her bare back and wondered what he’d gotten himself into. And was it worth it
all because he was hurting more than he’d ever hurt in his entire life…
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