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Garden of Love	By : DeadlyTeardrops Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > Sessh?maru/Kagome > Sessh?maru/Kagome Views: 4036 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter List
- 1-Garden of Love
- 2-Forword part 2
- 3-1
- 4-2
- 5-3
- 6-4
- 7-5
- 8-6
- 9-7
- 10-8
- 11-9
- 12-10
- 13-11
- 14-12
- 15-13
- 16-14
- 17-15
- 18-16
- 19-17
- 20-Ichi Ai Kisu ga no Yawarakai
- 17
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16.
<center>Title; Evergreen
Genre;
Romance/Drama/Songfic
*_________________________________________________________*</center>
<center> I lie awake beside the windowsill
Like a flower in a vase
A moment caught in glass� Mmm
The rays of sunlight come
and beckon me�
To a sleepy dreamy haze
A sense of summer days� aa
If only I could stop the
flow of time
Turn the clock to yesterday
Erasing all the pain� mm
</center>
He sat next to a
windowsill, looking out of the window as the first rays of the sun came out
from hiding, casting their light to those around its grace. The warmth of the
rays woke the flowers, which he had put on the windowsill on June, two months ago. The rays tried to tickle him
and cast the warmth feeling he had always felt on his person, but this time, he
couldn�t feel them. He couldn�t feel the warm, security feeling they usually
create when they hit on his pale face. He actually couldn�t feel anything at
all, but sadness and pain of a mistake he had made that had lead
him to the situation he was now facing.
<center> I've only memories of happiness
Such pleasure we have
shared
I'd do it all again</center>
He let a small sad smile
escape on his lips as he thought back to the first hot summer days, how he had
fallen in love to this beauty who had came into his life so suddenly. She was
his brother�s best friend. Two years younger than him. He remembered how he
thought her to be a fallen angel with those sky blue eyes and long, curly raven
hair. He had fallen right away and hard.
He sighed, closing his
golden eyes as he memorized the first kiss they shared, the time when she told
him face to face that she loved him, the first time they made love under the
moon on the summer night at his family�s backyard.
<center> This scenery is evergreen
As buds turn into leaves
The colours live and
breathe
This scenery is evergreen
</center>
He opened his eyes, looking
the trees around his apartment, noticing that they had already turned to
leaves. The green leaves, making the scenery look evergreen. He sighed, getting
up from the windowsill and walking towards the outdoor of the apartment. He
closed his eyes as he walked through the door and out to the busy streets of a
small town of Kyoto.
His mind played him a picture of a young woman, her. The one he had loved so.
<center> Your tears are falling
silently</center>
She was crying, hugging a
stuffed animal he had gotten her as a gift when they had been at the amusement
park two weeks ago, when arrived to her room. He sat next to her on her bed,
feeling a need to hold her, to make those tears stop running down on her
beautiful face, but dared not to do so for it wouldn�t done any difference.
�Why did you have to
leave?� She asked quietly as she closed her eyes as if she was in pain.
�I�m sorry,� Was all he
could say as he watched her.
�I thought we would be
together forever. You promised to me. You vowed we would get married, have kids
and grow old! You promised!� She cried.
�I know, I thought so too.
I�m sorry, so, so, sorry, my love,�
�Why, oh why did you have
to go and leave me alone here?� she whimpered.
He just closed his eyes. He
couldn�t answer to that question for he didn�t know the answer. For the first
time in that day he felt a bang of pain and guilt rip through his soul. He
tried to think about the happy times to ease that awful pain.
<center>
So full of joy you are a
child of spring
With a beauty that is pure
An
innocence
endures� Aa</center>
He thought her smile and
how it had always lit up the whole room wherever she went. He thought about the
time when he had given her a simple but beautiful necklace made of nothing but
colourful plastic pears where he had wrote their names in kanji. He thought how
she had smiled at him in pure joy of such a simple gift. She had looked so
pure, so innocent that it had made his heart go doki-doki*.
<center> You flow right through me like a
medicine
Bringing quiet to my soul
Without you I'm not
whole</center>
He thought about the time
the two of them just laid awake after their session of love, talking quietly
about the future or just told some little things from the past to each other.
He remembered her asking him what he would do if someday she would die.
�I hope that day never comes,
because without you, I wouldn�t be whole. You are my heart and soul; you are
the sun and moon to shine me the way when I�m lost. You�re my medicine when I�m
ill, you�re my everything,� And with those words he had sealed with a kiss full
of love.
<center> This scenery is evergreen
I need you far too much
I long to feel your touch
This scenery is evergreen
You've always been so dear
to me
This scenery is evergreen
It sorrows at the sight of
seeing you so sad
This scenery is evergreen
I wish that I could dry
your tears</center>
He opened his eyes,
noticing she had fallen asleep. The tears, which she had cried, had left their
dry marks on her, while the new ones made their way down her pale cheeks while
she slept. He felt need, a burning longing deep inside his soul to hold her one
more time. He felt so unease to leave someone so dear behind, he felt like he
couldn�t handle it. He needed her far too much by his side. It felt like a sin
to see her so sad, even in her sleep. He wished he could touch her one more
time, to wipe those tears away and hold her body close� Just one more time� But
it wasn�t possible. Nothing was possible anymore. Not to him, anyway.
<center> The bells have rung the time has
come
I cannot find the words to
say my last goodbye
This scenery is evergreen
You've always been so dear
too me</center>
Swiftly he lifted his head
up as he heard the bells of cathedral rung to tell it was almost 12 o�clock at
day. He felt panic building inside. He had only a little time to be with the
one he loved. He knew that once the clock hit 12th time he would disappear.
Quickly, he bends over to her body, whispering his last words to her, hoping that she could hear them.
�Kagome, my love, I�m sorry
for the pain I caused you. Whatever happens for now on, I want you to know that
I love you with all of my heart and please, don�t ever blame yourself about
what happened to me. It wasn�t your fault,� he told her, having a hard time to
find the right words to say to her, �It wasn�t your fault we fought. Every
couple has their little fights, just like we did. Usually they just end up with
differently. Usually they apologize and made out.
�Never has one of them end
up dead like I did, but it was my fault for not noticing that car. It was my
fault for drinking too much after our little fight over something as silly as
name of our first child. For that I�m sorry, my love� It seems that� Our first
child will have to grow up without even knowing their father. I hope that the
testament that I wrote along time ago before I even knew you,
will leave you enough balance to buy everything you need. Heh, you see, I had
saved money to buy you a big house and have a huge wedding, but I guess that
will never happen neither�
�It�s almost my time to go.
I only have very little time you see. They didn�t grand me but that much. I
just wanna tell you that I love you and I hope that you will find someone to
help you raise the child. * sigh * I never thought I would die at the age of
barely twenty-six,� He let a bitter laugh escape, before he lifted his head but
to look out of the window,
�Maybe at our next life we
will have the happy ending, ne my love?� And with those last words, his body
disappeared, changing into a small butterfly that flew out of the window
towards the sun�
<center> *owari *</center>

*doki-doki- one of the most common sound effects
in manga, �doki-doki� is the sound of a pounding heartbeat. It�s used to
indicate a tense, emotional situation.
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