Unlimited Determination | By : BeautifulOblivion Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > Kouga/Kagome Views: 15609 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1 |
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Chapter
18: Do the Pieces Fit?
Kagome was shocked and surprised to
say the least. She knew it was a “duh”
type of moment. She and Koga had been
kissing in full public view. Anyone
could have seen them. The look on Inu
Yasha’s face was really disturbing her though.
She was never sure what he had felt for her in the past. His feelings for her always confused her and
kept her on edge. She had been
determined to be there as whatever he wanted, but now, she could only been his
friend. She wanted to be his friend
still.
That look on his face had crushed
her. It hurt to see pain on him for any
reason. She just wasn’t sure why he was
hurting like that. She kept analyzing
Inu Yasha’s expression as her friend nodded and left in the direction of his home. Koga still hadn’t moved, and their bodies
couldn’t be further apart now.
Heartbeats measured out time erratically as the each breath she took
echoed throughout the car.
Kagome found her face being drawn
closer to Koga’s by a force outside of her own. Warm fingers pressed against her jaw, cheek and chin. Hot, moist lips grazed her own just a sharp
fangs pushed barely into the flesh of her full lower lip.
Dazedly, she felt her body being
pulled closer and closer as her mouth was desperately ransacked for her taste
and response. She felt her attention
snap to and pushed her whole self into that kiss, tracing his fangs with her
tongue and savoring their shared tastes.
Drops of warm copper seasoned their kiss as he demanded more and began
pulling her into him to receive what he would not do without. This kiss expressed something beyond mere
lust or even love. She couldn’t put a
name to it yet, but it was something beyond what they had shared before.
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Inu Yasha knew why he felt the
crushing pain in his chest. He also
wished that Kagome didn’t know about it.
He had been surprised when he had walked out. He knew that he should never have stopped just because he saw
them kissing, but he had been unable to prevent himself from just looking at
her one more time before going home. He
had also been unable to keep going once he saw Koga kissing her. He knew that he had nursed a hope that he
would find her in her time a grown woman and would finally be able to take her
as his mate.
He had missed her terribly. He knew that never seeing her again would
kill him, but he didn’t know if he could survive her not being his. He had long since grown accustomed to
thinking of her as his and feeling possessive towards her. It was just the way that he felt. It wasn’t how he set about trying to feel. He had always loved her in one sense or
another. He had been terribly hard on
her, and he hadn’t been an easy friend to gain. It had been even harder for her to win his heart. He knew that he had never told her how he
felt, but he had always hoped that she knew.
He knew how she felt about him.
It had been easy to tell for someone like him that observed people all
the time without ever being involved with him.
Plus, the years of wisdom that he had since gained in the years from the
time he had gotten to know her helped him dissect how she had felt toward him
with just the knowledge of how she behaved around him and treated him. Even in this time, people were not
accepting. It had been a trait that she
truly had possessed.
He continued to walk, turning down a
street not too far from his house, while thinking on his reactions to the kiss
that he had witnessed before determinedly deciding that he should be figuring
out when would be a good time to introduce her to some of his family. A family that would never have been if it
hadn’t been for her. He wouldn’t have
been able to give any of himself without being opened up by that girl and
woman.
He knew that his granddaughter would
be truly ecstatic, but he had to wonder how his children and other
grandchildren would react to this. They
had only known about their adventures.
He suddenly found himself standing
just inside of his door with someone moving around in the living room of the
house. He took a sniff and followed the
scent to find Kaminari sitting on the floor in front of the low table in there.
“Shouldn’t
you be in school or something today, squirt?” he questioned while putting his
keys up and settling into a comfortable chair with his legs curled up under
him.
“You
know that school is out for a few weeks for vacation,” she responded.
“You’ve
been with Kagome. I can smell her. So, why are you chasing after a mated
woman?” she was staring him down in the same manner as he would have done to
his own grandfather if their relationship had been similar. He studied her black ears as they swiveled
toward him. She didn’t have her
necklace on, so her demonic features were exposed. Somehow, his pups had been hanyou as had their pups. He guessed that was just the cycle of life
or some stuff like that.
“Yeah. I met Kagome and her mate, Koga, for
breakfast this morning,” he said, staring back, mocking the looking she was
giving him.
“Koga? Where do I know that name from? I also know the name Kagome, but the only
Kagome I have been able to think of was the one that you used to travel with
during your adventures form centuries back,” she expressed her puzzlement with
her words, voice and face.
Inu Yasha sighed. Did he tell her now, or did he tell her when
he told everybody. He had always been
really close to Kiminari. The day she
was born, she had latched onto him. He
regarded his grandpup closely as he contemplated how best to go about this
explanation. He could just tell her and
tell her to let him surprise the rest of the family. She would help him set everything up and keep his
confidence. He groaned as he noticed
she was getting overly curious. He
could also just tell her that he knew Koga and had gotten along with Kagome…
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Koga sped home quickly. That kiss was hanging over them in the car,
snuffing out any chance of a conversation.
The sexual overtones were deafening oven though neither made a
sound. He could hear her heartbeat and
her light breathing. He could almost
hear her thinking as she obviously thought about that brutal kiss. She had responded to it though.
His attention diverted to her as he
stopped the car outside of their place.
Her hand floated to her face and touched the same places that he had
just earlier. Her fingers continued
over to her lips and touched them, taking in their swollen appearance. He was absorbed in her movements, and his
arousal was mounting. His breath was
held in his chest while her thoughts were running rampant through her experiences
this very morning.
She squeaked in surprise as she found
herself inside her apartment before ever realizing that he had even moved. Her clothes landed in the floor in nothing
more than tattered rags. She could feel
the sting of scratches that he left behind in his desperation.
Koga knew that he was feeling that
very emotion that Inu Yasha had centuries earlier. It was a desperate love.
Not primarily selfish, but it was desperation for this very woman before
him now. He could smell minute amounts
of her blood, and his beast was out before it registered that it was begging to
be out.
Kagome was transfixed as she saw his
eyes bleed to a brilliant red.
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“The
Kagome you met yesterday is a woman that you know a lot about. I don’t know if I ever explained that the
Kagome from the adventures that you heard as bedtime stories had a well house
behind the shrine she lived on. That
well held powers that none of us understood completely. We don’t know why it ever opened, although I
am more than grateful that it did, and we don’t know why it closed. She was able to travel from about this time,
well about 10 years ago, to more than 500 years in the past. That is the Kagome you met yesterday. That is why I stayed and talked to her like
I did. You understand me in a way it
seems that none of the rest of you do at times. I have missed her over time.
Sometimes, it has felt unbearable.
She knew Koga back then, but you already know about that story, but only
parts of it. He was trying to lay claim
to her back then. We constantly fought
over her, even when we were fighting together,” Inu Yasha was explaining the
very core to his reason for meeting with Kagome.
“I
think it actually hurt to find out that they mated not too long ago,” he
finished, unsure as to how much time had leaked past as they talked.
“You
mean that I was playing soccer with her! You have to convince her to come by. I can’t believe it! This
is so COOL! When will she be coming
over? Please tell me it will be soon,”
she begged. The hero worship was
evident in her eyes as she begged for the protagonist to her favorite stories
to materialize right before her. She
allowed her eyes to open up as wide as they could and made sure that her ears
were pressed back, giving her best begging puppy face that she could manage.
Inu Yasha laughed at the look she was
giving him. “You know that I want her
here as badly as you do, but she works nights as a nurse. Plus, she does have a life now and may not
be able to be over here very often. Let’s
just see how things go. I am going to
call her later on or maybe tomorrow and start setting up for her to come by for
a visit, but you have to help me set up and call everybody over.”
The statement had barely left him
before he noticed that Kiminari was already cleaning and taking stock of what
was in the kitchen as far as food went and stuff for everybody to drink. “You’re out of the good mineral water again,
Grampa.” She kept straightening up and
trying to determine how much time she would need to have his place completely
ready. “Ok… I will be ready, and I can
everybody over here by 3 or 4. You have
to get her though,” she chatted, over ecstatically.
“Kiminari,
didn’t I tell you that it might be a while before it is convenient for her?”
Inu Yasha fussed gruffly.
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Kagome found herself being pushed down
brutally as Koga impaled her with the same force and vigor with his hardened
heat. His red eyes were trained on her
own.
Pain fused with pleasure as it
hardened and blossomed within her. It
was a most wonderous feeling that was different from the other matings she had
shared with Koga. She knew he could be
tender and passionate and fun as well as rough. This was brutal desperation.
There was no other description for this mating.
Her arms were being held down along
with her hips. His growls were loud and
dominating.
She was scared. She was exhilarated.
The pressure built inside of her
around the ever-expanding heat.
Her scream echoed around her as she
was thrown off of the precipice, decorated by his snarls and growl as he
reclaimed his mark by sinking his fangs into her.
She felt something knotting inside of
her.
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Thanks
to all of my readers, raters and reviewers!
I figured I had time after finishing some grading and really wanted to
start working on a new chapter… Didn’t
figure I would finish it so fast.
Ravens Tears 00: Hee hee… If only we always did what we need
to do. Thanks for the review. Don’t worry, or worry, Sesshomaru is not
done yet. He will be back… sometime…
LOVER: I know! I am going to have to write another story
with that… again…
Pheonix Wolf: Uh oh… I understand the
sweat drop there. LOL Oh.
Sesshomaru will be around again.
I think soon too. Yeah, I felt
bad for Inu Yasha too when I was writing it.
TTF: Thanks. I keep joking about my situational irony. I can catch a ton of mistakes in my students’
works, but when I write, I have to wait for a while to let it get cold enough
to edit it. Thanks for the tip
though. I will go back and find it and
fix it. Wow. All I can say is thanks.
I work very hard on getting my head into the moment and describing as
much as I can as the character would notice it. I do try to update as
much as I can, but my real job can go from being light duty that I can get done
between 7 and 4 to something that I can spend 90+ hours a week on. But, during the summer, I just have whatever
I want to do on the agenda. LOL I will be gladly watching for your reviews
and hoping you enjoy my future chapters.
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