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Kagome's Blue Light	By : Earthnfarie Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > Sessh?maru/Kagome > Sessh?maru/Kagome Views: 9813 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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   A very aggravated Taiyoukia sat in the tree his brother had once been pinned to. He only had eyes for the well house, and nothing else. He refused to budge from the tree until his Kagome had returned to him. He didn’t care about anything else. He knew she was in danger, and he was a dog demon. He would protect his mate from that vile creature.
Flashback
   The ball was uninteresting to Sesshomaru. All he could think about was his mate. He wanted her home so desperately. The time came to announce any new joinings, and everyone looked to Sesshomaru expectantly. He knew that even if Kagome wasn’t there, his arriving alone was telling enough. He stood, and cleared his throat. It was unnecessary as silence fell as soon as he stood. “I, Sesshomaru, have found a suitable mate. We wear each other’s courting mark, and look to mate before the year’s end.”
   Kouga stood next to him. “As his intended is unable to join us this evening I am her on her behalf to express her excitement, as well as her wish for many blessings on this union.”
   There was still silence, until a few people started clapping. Others joined in, and soon the whole room was clapping- shy some disappointed females, and one male snake demon. Sesshomaru nodded to show his thanks, and then he and Kouga sat.
   It was later, when dinner was over and the band was playing, that Orochi approached the little group. “Sesshomaru-sama I wish to express my happiness for you. It is good you finally found a female worthy of you. But I wonder where the little miko might be?”
   Sesshomaru narrowed his eyes at the demon, and barely suppressed a growl. “As Kouga said,” he bit out, “She was unable to attend tonight.”
   Orochi smiled. “Yes, I heard that. Well, I hope she is well, and didn’t have an accident like that poor boy Timmy.” He snickered, and wandered off.
   Sesshomaru was so enraged his didn’t hear the whispers that had started as soon as the word ‘miko’ had left Orochi’s lips. He was too foucused on not killing Orochi. Sesshomaru understood the demon’s reference to ‘Timmy’ who fell down a well to be saved by a dog. He knew Orochi had someone watching, and were probably waiting for Kagome’s return. With a growl he tore away from Kouga- whom was trying to hold him back- and left the ball.
He ran to the shrine, knowing Kouga was on his tail, and didn’t pause before sniffing around. Even from the street he could smell the same rat that was in Kagome’s room. Sesshomaru located him in the blink of an eye, and before the rat knew any better, Sesshomaru was holding him by his tail.
“Please Sesshomaru-sama, I was only doing as told. I haven’t touched her, nor has she returned! Please spare me!” The filthy creature wailed.
Sesshomaru turned to Kouga. He tossed the youkai to the wolf. “Lock him in the dungeon until I can deal with him.”
Kouga nodded, “And you?”
“I will wait here until my mate returns,” He stated as if it was obvious. Kouga nodded, and was gone. Sesshomaru scouted the area, and then settled into the god tree. He would have his Kagome, and no one else.
End Flashback
   Sesshomaru didn’t look up when Mrs. Higurashi came outside. She wordlessly came to the tree, and handed Sesshomaru a cup of tea. He took it and sipped it absentmindedly. Mrs. Higurashi went back inside with a smile on her face. She had one thought as she did, ‘He is whipped!’
**-**
   Kagome stayed a few days after the birth to insure that everything was good with Sango and the baby. She finished healing Miroku, and now felt confident that he would live a long life. The night of the third day Kagome woke in the middle of the night. She felt a strong tug, and knew. It was time for her to return to her time, and thus confront Inuyasha. She rose, and wasn’t surprised to see Shippou looking at her wide awake. She smiled, and he got up. Without a word to each other they began to pack their things.
They were ready well before dawn, and stepped out of their hut. Kagome hated to leave without saying goodbye, but knew she had to. As they were passing Sango’s and Miroku’s hut she heard a telling wail. Kagome couldn’t help, but smile. She waited until she heard both parents up, and tapped lightly on their door. She and Shippou ducked inside. “It’s time.”
Sango began to cry, and Kagome attempted to console her. They all knew this was coming, but it was hard knowing they would never see their friend again. They said their tearful goodbyes, and Miroku made Shippou promise to return with news of Kagome’s safe passage. Finally Kagome rose with Shippou following suit. She gave them one last hug, and darted out the door.
When at last the village was out of sight, did Kagome stop. She sat down, and Shippou sat next to her. He held her for a long time before they rose and continued on. They walked through the night unafraid holding hands. Neither spoke, nor wanted to let go. It was as if the other was their lifeline, and in a way it was true. They both knew this was the last they would see of each other for 500 years.
It may only be a jump through the well for Kagome, but she knew this was the last she would see of her little boy’s childhood. How many things would he experience without even his surrogate mother? How much of his life would he go through alone? How many things would she miss? She knew she had been stupid to get so attached to people in this era- she didn’t belong here in this time- but her heart was too strong. She couldn’t simply pass through all her friends’ lives without caring about them.
Shippou had to live with the fact that this was the last time he would see his mom for 500 years. He didn’t know what the future held for him, but he wished he could have his mom with him to see it all. He at least was consoled by the fact that he would see her again, and he couldn’t wait.
So they walked together in silence toward their fates, neither knowing what life had planned for them.
**-**
Shippou appeared under the tree that Sesshomaru was in.
“I’m not leaving.” Sesshomaru told him.
“Nor am I. She will be returning today, and she will need both of us.” Shippou didn’t respond to the growl that can from Sesshomaru. They both knew that Inuyasha was going to try to keep her, but Sesshomaru didn’t know how bad it would be for her. He wasn’t there to hear Inuyasha’s words.
Sesshomaru leaned forward on his perch in the tree. He stared intently at the well house. Both men waited with baited breath for the human miko that had wormed her way into their hearts, and nestled herself in their lives.
**-**
Kagome stopped once more outside of Edo. She hugged Shippou fiercely. “Whatever happens, don’t worry about me. Stay away from Inuyasha. I want you to hide, understand me.”
“I can protect myself! He’s only human now!” He bolstered.
“Yes, and I’m a full demon. He can’t hurt me, but I need to know you’ll be safe. He might try anything if he gets mad enough.” She hugged him again and felt him nod into her shoulder. “I will always love you, always remember that.”
“I love you too mama.” He offered her a weak smile, and, “See ya in 500 years?”
She only nodded to keep from crying. She stood, and took his hand once more. They faced the village together, and then took the hardest first step of their lives.
Kagome and Shippou were a just entering the village when a man fell at the feet of Kagome. Kagome remembered the aura instantly. “Haru get up!” She hissed, and tried to look as if she hadn’t notice his groveling.
Haru stood and bowed. “I wish to thank you Kagome-sama, for freeing me from my brother, and sending me to this village.”
Kagome laughed uneasily. “Ok, ok! Stand up. How is everything going?”
“Most well Kagome-sama. The villagers didn’t kill me when I told them you sent me, and I now have the honor to protect the village. I even have my own hut now!” Haru fell into step next to Kagome as she began walking toward Kaede’s hut.
“That’s great Haru! I’m glad to hear it’s working so well for you.”
“All thanks to you Kagome-sama,” He said bowing once more.
She shook her head. “Stop calling me that. It’s just Kagome. And this is you’re doing.”
He smiled broadly. “Perhaps, but I would have never been free to pursue my own life as I wanted it without your help, nor would I have ever found this delightful village!”
A couple of the close villagers snickered. She could tell that with his freedom Haru was more his own man, which was quite exuberant. She could also tell from some of the looks that they were glad she was experiencing it and not them. She had to smile. She had a feeling things would go rather well for Haru here in Edo.
Kagome paused outside of Kaede’s hut, and taped. The same young miko from before came out this time favoring Kagome with a smile and small bow. “Kaede-sama has been very well since you healed her. We are grateful.”
Kagome smiled with slightly wide eyes. She didn’t like all sorts of people bowing to her, but she knew as the Shikon Miko, and future Lady of the West, she had to get used to it eventually. She nodded to the girl. “Kaede-sama,” She said bowing herself as the old woman exited the hut to join them.
“How does Sango fair child?”
“Better now. Miroku had the wasting disease, but he is healed. Her child came early, but both were strong, and will live long lives.” Kagome told her.
Kaede smiled and nodded. To know that Kagome had healed Miroku of the wasting disease told her Kagome was more than well trained. She was grateful, as where her old joints. “I see Haru has found you.”
“Yes. I am glad to see he is doing so well here with you.”
Kaede chuckled. “He is a good ally, and we are glad you sent him our way.” Kagome nodded, and Kaede could tell her thoughts were elsewhere. “Come child, let us go sit in the meadow.”
With that everyone filtered out to the meadow that Kagome and Kaede had sat in when she had first arrived. Kagome couldn’t help but feel the finality of it all. She hated the suspense of it all- it was worse than waiting for the final battle with Naraku! Kagome put it aside by reminding herself it meant soon enough she would be back in her time with Sesshomaru.
They sat and chatted, two demons and three mikos. It looked odd to anyone shy of the people that Kagome had gathered to her in her travels, to them this was just another normal day. The sun rode across the sky, and one of the village women brought the little group something to eat. She bowed to Kagome profusely until Kagome finally grasped her shoulders to keep from doing it more.
Kagome looked deep into the woman’s eyes, and felt the need to touch her stomach. She felt her miko power flare, and smiled. “You are with child.”
The woman’s eyes widened considerably, and then she squealed. Kagome winced, and silently apologized for all the times she had done that to Inuyasha and Sesshomaru, even Kouga. Kagome was squeezed in a hug before the woman dashed off. Kagome sat, looking after the woman. “Who was that?”
Kaede chuckled, but her apprentice answered. “That was Sakura. She and her husband have been trying for a child for almost two years now. They were beginning to believe that there was something wrong with one of them. She had hoped she might convince you to heal them so they could have children.”
“Well her child is a miko. She will need the drought for her pregnancy.” Kagome told her.
The girl nodded. “I will go insure she has it now. She will need it not being a miko herself.” She rose and went into the village.
Haru stood as well. “I need to patrol.”
Kaede put her hand out to him. “Take an old lady back with ye.”
Kagome watched them go. She hugged Shippou, and then sent him along too. She sat for several moments just enjoying the peace. “Inuyasha you can come out now.” She said when she knew Shippou was hidden well enough.
“Keh,” He said as he stepped out. “You left without saying goodbye.”
“I left before dawn, I didn’t want to disturb you.”
“You’re stupid girl, leaving in the dark, and wandering around alone. This isn’t your time ya know.” He came to sit beside her.
“No it isn’t. I don’t belong here.” She replied softly. Her eyes never left Shippou’s. “It’s time for me to go once more.”
He was quiet for a while. “When will you be back?”
Kagome sighed, and stood. “I won’t.”
Inuyasha jumped to his feet. “What?!”
Kagome rose as well, and turned toward the well. She looked him in the eyes finally. “I don’t belong in this time. I belong in mine.” She began to walk to where the old well sat innocently.
“After everything we did, and went through you’re just going to run away?!” He yelled at her back.
Kagome was trying to stay calm, and stopped. “I’m not running away.” She ground out.
“Like hell you aren’t. What about Shippou? He’s supposed to be your son, and you’re just abandoning him.”
Kagome turned away from him as her tears began. Why did he have to be like this? “You wouldn’t understand.” She said loud enough for him human ears to hear, and continued to the well. She was almost there when he grabbed her arm fiercely, and swung her around to face him. She gasped in surprise, but didn’t give him the satisfaction of making any other noise. She stared into his dark angry eyes.
“You abandoned all of us, and then show up like it was nothing, and then abandon us again?”
“I didn’t abandon you. I woke up in my time. It was the jewel’s doing. Besides I wasn’t the one to make the wish.” She said letting the anger seep into her voice.
Inuyasha tried to growl from habit, but it sounded odd coming from his human vocal cords. “I was trying to make things right so we could be together.” He bit out.
Kagome chuckled darkly. “No you were doing what you wanted. You were trying to benefit you. Don’t lie to me Inuyasha. You never really wanted me. I was always just a shadow of Kikyou to you. You wanted her, and wished for her.” She told him.
He squeezed her arm tighter. “I wished for peace for everyone that included you. I didn’t know that you didn’t want me.”
She sneered in his face. “I wanted you, but had come to accept that you didn’t feel the same for me. It was always about that clay pot from the day that she was brought back. ‘Especially Kikyou.’” Kagome parroted his words back to him.
Inuyasha snarled in her face, and bared his teeth. He shook her a little. “I did that for you- for us!”
“Then why did you give me that ‘I’m so sorry look’? STOP LYING! Just admit what you did!”
Inuyasha gripped her with both hands now. “YOU LEFT ME! Now you’ll stay.” His eyes narrowed menacingly on her.
Kagome glared right back at her. “You can’t make me. Besides you have that little bitch to keep you warm now.”
Inuyasha shook her again and then suddenly stopped. Kagome looking into his eyes, and realized he was looking at her chest. She looked down, and saw that in his shaking her, her concealment necklace came out. He was staring at her gift from Sesshomaru baring the family crest. “What the fuck is that bitch?” He didn’t give her a chance to answer but released one arm, and grabbed the necklace.
“Inuyasha no!” Her words fell on deaf ears.
Inuyasha stared at the trinket with burning intensity. “You fucking go to the future, and fuck my half brother?!” his words started quiet, but by the end he was shouting. “You fucking whore.” He ripped it off of her, and shoved her to the ground at the foot of the well. He was still staring at it, and when he looked up to Kagome he saw her real appearance. He dropped the necklace, and his mouth hung open. “WHAT THE FUCK?!”
Kagome deftly caught the necklace, and stowed it away. She rose as she did, so Inuyasha wouldn’t notice. She looked him straight in the eyes. “This is what you did to me.” She told him calmly and evenly.
“I did? What the fuck are you talking about wench?!”
Kagome glanced to where she knew Shippou was. She was glad that though he had followed them he had honored her wishes to stay hidden. She knew he would, but she also knew how hard for him it must be. “Your wish was not completely selfless, and so the demon souls trapped in the jewel got a say in the outcome. This is what they chose. They made you human to appease Kikyou, and gave your demon blood to me. But rather than leave me a hanyou they made a full blooded so I would be an abomination- a miko demon. I am like this because you wanted her.” Kagome told him.
“So you fuck my half brother to get back at me?!”
“I AM NOT FUCKING YOUR BROTHER!” Kagome screamed at him.
Inuyasha wasn’t thinking. He was too angry. He lifted his hand, and slapped Kagome across the face as hard as he could. He regretted the instant he did it, and even more so when he heard her growl. Even if he wasn’t a hanyou anymore he knew what that growl meant.
Kagome’s head jerked to the side, but she stood firmly where she was. A low growl came from her. Her beast was raging at being hit- challenged- by a pack member lower than her. She was being courted by the alpha! Kagome dug her claws into her palm in an effort to keep her anger in check. She could easily kill Inuyasha, and knew it. She didn’t want to despite the fact he was being a royal asshole.
When Kagome gathered herself enough to speak her voice was low and menacing. “You. Have. No. Right. To. Judge. Me.” She bit out. Her eyes met his, and he saw her eyes were beginning to bleed red. He bared his neck in submission hoping her to spare his life. It wasn’t enough for Kagome. In a flash she lashed out, and tore off his fire rat. She dropped it to the ground, and then shredded his under shirt with her claws. She was careful to never touch him. When it was done, her eyes bled even redder than they already were.
Inuyasha looked ashamed. “You came before you left.” He barely whispered. Her growl was his only response. “It helps her to do it. It’s not her fault really; it’s mine. I made a bad wish; I ruined it for all of us, especially her and you. I’m so sorry Kagome. I really am.” He fell to his knees, and began to weep.
Kagome flexed her claws. She wanted blood. She wanted Kikyou’s blood. Inuyasha was still a pack member to her beast, and now that she saw the extent of Kikyou’s fetish she wanted the bitch dead, and she was more than happy to do it herself. Kagome took a step, and stooped when Inuyasha jumped in front of her.
“No! Don’t you get it stupid?! I am to blame for all of this! It’s all my fault!”
“She has no right to harm my pack.” Kagome ground out.
Inuyasha stared at her, and then hugged her suddenly and bared his neck once more. Kagome allowed herself to be soothed slightly by his submission to her. “I’m sorry.” He whispered to her.
“It’s not your fault you didn’t know better.” She told him.
“No. For this.” With that he threw all of his weight against her.
It wasn’t enough of a warning. With the well at her back it threw her balance off, and Kagome couldn’t stop herself as she began to fall. Inuyasha released her, and she plummeted. “Always her.” She said as she fell knowing there was no way she could stop it. Her last vision of the feudal era was a broken human Inuyasha framed by a beautiful blue sky. Her demon eyes saw every cut on his body. Her beast went into a rage at his defiance, and then blue light enveloped her.
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