Boppatsu: Z-Day | By : SugaMama09 Category: InuYasha AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1183 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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"You think it's gunna be hard with no chicks around now? I mean like...guys are territorial & all"
"Keep your mouth shut & there won't be any problems"
"Hey, fuck you, man!"
Chuckling.
"Dude, we should have a sing-a-long..."
"Sing one note & I'm throwing you out of the car"
"You can't talk cause you can't sing either, hell!"
"Actually, yes I can"
"Bet you won't bust a move then!"
My eyebrows raised up high as Sesshomaru began singing The Real Folk Blues in sultry, jazzy tone of voice. It was quite sexy; I made a note to ask him to sing for me in the future. Once he sang the first verse & chorus he stopped & directed a smug grin at his little brother who struggled to hide his surprise.
"Keh, you ain't even all that good..." the half breed grumbled & the inu-youkai laughed.
"At least I have the balls to sing while you get upset if someone even walks by your room while you're singing"
"Hey, I only got upset that one time cause your slutty ass ex-girlfriend started bitching about how she couldn't hear herself thinking cause I was singing Eye of the Tiger!"
Sesshomaru made a clicking noise with his tongue & shook his head. "It was a nightmare dating that woman..."
"So why did you date her?" I asked.
He shrugged one shoulder. "She was a loner; I pitied her because no one ever talked to her"
"Aww, you're such a humaniterrier" Inuyasha sneered.
"Humanitarian, you jackass" Sesshomaru corrected, laughing.
"Same damn thing!"
They'd been going back & forth ever since high noon, four hours ago but for the most part I didn't mind. Their playful bickering was entertaining & every once in a while an interesting story would be brought up, mostly concerning Sesshomaru. I was surprised to find out that the silver haired beauty never even had a real girlfriend until he was a sophomore in high school. Considering how lovely he was, I would've thought girls would've been all over him but for all I know maybe he stayed single for so long because he just rejected them, not because no one wanted to be with him (which I could believe; he seemed to have a very high standard when it came to women). When I asked him about some of the women he's dated he looked at me out of the corner of his eye, smirking.
"That curious about my past, eh?"
I tried to come off as impassive. "Just making conversation, that's all"
He chuckled but didn't answer my question. I took that to mean that subject was off limits, at least for now.
"I'm surprised your friend didn't want to come along" he said, after a prolonged silence.
Inuyasha shrugged. "It would've been cool if he had but I understand why he stayed"
"Well, well, well, look who's trying to grow up"
The hanyou rolled his eyes. "Shut up. I ain't gunna force him to come along, he's a grown ass man"
I noticed a sly smile grace Sesshomaru's face. "Did you like him as more than a friend?"
"Sessh! God, what the hell?"
"I'm only asking because you mentioned the desire to experiment, that's all"
Inuyasha pouted, glaring out of the triangular window & crossed his arms. There was a long silence before he sighed. "He's a cool guy. I would've experimented if he'd brought it up but he never did. I never considered whether I like him or not though"
That made me & Sesshomaru exchange a quick glance. Would he be upset about us coming out to him about our relationship? I still think it was too early to tell; what he didn't know wouldn't hurt him in this case.
"It seems like you're considering it now..." Sesshomaru commented in a low voice.
Inuyasha didn't respond, he just simply stared out the window, his facial expression thoughtful.
Sleeping in the Mustang was even more cramped than our previous car, so cramped Inuyasha typically slept on top of the car. Though Sesshomaru sometimes worried about his safety, having the inside of the car to ourselves was...interesting (nothing too sexual, just kisses & flirting). By day three of being out here I'd realized I hadn't even asked Bankotsu which direction this well-armed gated city was located. Hell, for all I know we could be going in the complete opposite direction. But what if we were going in the right direction? Should we consider turning around? I kept the musings to myself, not wanting to have to deal with Sesshomaru & Inuyasha flipping out on me about wasting their time (though we had plenty to waste).
One particularly cold night, so cold I wouldn't be surprised if it was below freezing we all had to press against each other for warmth. Of course Inuyasha decided to curl up next to his brother as they shared he passenger seat; things were still very tense between us, not to mention it was a little awkward anyway. It was really hard not to wrap my arms around Sesshomaru & hold him close to me, with my chin resting on top of his head. There were several times when he had to gently take my hand off of his hip or slide my hand out from under his shirt but he'd lace our fingers together in hiding, in case Inuyasha woke up. Sometimes we'd stay up for hours just whispering to each other, trying really hard not to burst out laughing & keep our voices down when we got excited about something (not excited in a sexual way).
On the seventh night it was freezing again. I watched as condensation slithered through Sesshomaru's parted lips, lips that were trembling. I'd leaned forward to kiss them so that they'd warm up but he put a hand on my chest.
"He's not asleep yet" he whispered very softly.
One side of my lip lifted. "So?"
He smiled but shook his head.
Inuyasha groaned, shifting. "I can't fucking sleep"
"Count sheep" Sesshomaru murmured, his eyes on me.
"That takes too much concentration. I always lose count or get hungry"
The inu-youkai chuckled. "We haven't had a good lamb since...since Mother cooked one a few Thanksgivings ago"
"Ohhh my God, it was so good too. I ate that shit for breakfast, dinner, lunch, snack, took it with me to school for lunch-"
The older sibling laughed, his hand sneakily reaching up from under his chin to lightly stroke my cheek, his eyes staring aimlessly at a spot under my chin. I wonder what he was thinking about? I got even more curious when a gentle smile pulled up one side of his mouth & lifted an eyebrow. The action caught his attention & he looked up at me. We stared at each other for a while, not moving. We had many moments like these, moments when we just stared at each other, hoping that if we stared long enough we'd get a glimpse of what the other was thinking. I always took that time to admire his eyes. Not just the color but their shape. They were almond shaped & almost feminine, which is why I always thought of him as a pretty boy.
Without thinking I leaned forward & kissed him, goosebumps raising all along my arms. Fire shot through my body; it'd been far too long since we last kissed. When I leaned back his eyes were wide & he quickly slapped a hand over his mouth as laughter made his body shake. I smiled. He was adorable.
"What was that noise?"
Sesshomaru got a hold on himself, still staring at me with wondering eyes. "What noise?"
"Like smacking...? Oh my God, please don't tell I was the only one who heard that! Sessh, I'm for real, I heard something! Where's the duffel bag?"
"Calm down, Roger Rabbit, I just killed some bug, that's all"
"No, no, you're heavy handed as hell. If you smacked somethin' dead you use all your force & this was like soft smackin'. What if-what if something's lurkin' outside!"
"Jesus, Yasha-"
"Dude what if there's like an evolved zombie out there that's like really smart & it planted a bomb on this car or somethin' just now?" the brat ranted on then gasped, "Shit what if the city folk knew we were goin' to take this car & they planted the bomb on the car?"
Sesshomaru rolled his eyes & I shook my head. "Yasha, chill. Go for a walk or something"
"I ain't gettin' out this car with some genius zombie lurkin' around out there!"
The inu-youkai sighed & closed his eyes, lacing our fingers together & holding them close to his chest. "Then go to sleep"
I closed my eyes as well, almost comfortable enough to go to sleep (it would've been nice if I could've held Sesshomaru a little closer) but Inuyasha kept shifting abruptly & sighing loudly, preventing me from sleeping. I opened my eyes & glared at the back of his head, wishing I could shoot lazers from my eyes. What's with this kid? I swear he had ADHD or something. He shifted again, flipping onto his back & sighing heavily at the cieling.
I noticed a scowl form between Sesshomaru's closed eyes. "You can lay still anytime you like, you know. Take your time" he said sarcastically.
Inuyasha sighed. "I'm going for a walk or something. Maybe that'll chill me out"
Sesshomaru shifted as Inuyasha turned himself around & stepped out the car. "Don't go too far"
"Yes, Mom"
As soon as the door was closed Sesshomaru opened his eyes & stared at me, his eyes searching my face. "You look tired" he commented.
I raised an eyebrow. "Thank you for telling me I look like shit in such a nice way"
He laughed. "You know that's not what I meant"
I grinned, running the back of my index finger down his cheek. "You look like you could use more rest as well"
"Oh?"
"Don't worry, you don't look like shit. You & I both know you're gorgeous"
A deep red blush flushed his cheeks & I chuckled. It never ceased to amuse me that as attractive as Sesshomaru was he never got arrogant about his looks nor was he vain (though I did notice him checking out his body occassionally since we escaped the first city). I wrapped one arm around his waist & brought him close to me for a heated kiss, relishing in his sweet scent.
"You're getting pretty frisky tonight" he commented, raising an eyebrow at me.
I shrugged one shoulder. "What can I say? I am a man, afterall"
Both of his eyebows raised then & I scoffed.
"I'm not going to rush you or anything, I was just saying"
"I never accused you of rushing me"
"I know that defensive tone of voice when I hear it"
"Oh so now you know so much about me, eh?"
"You make it pretty obvious, Sesshomaru!"
His lips pressed together in irritation & a scowl creased the area between his eyebrows. "Just because you can read my facial expressions doesn't mean you can correctly interpret what I'm thinking"
I sighed heavily, rolling my eyes. Amazing how quickly a normal conversation could escalade into an argument with this guy. I mean honestly, how could he have found something offensive about what I said? "Sessh, just go to sleep"
"I go to sleep when I damn near feel like i-did you just call me Sessh?"
I frowned at him, wondering what the hell he was talking about until I thought about what I'd just said. My face flushed. "It...it just slipped"
He stared at me a moment then an easy grin pulled the corners of his bow shaped mouth upwards. I was surprised when he put a hand on my cheek, kissed me then settled down into a more comfortable position. "Goodnight" he mumbled.
"Goodnight" I whispered, kissing his forehead.
Why did he make me feel like this? One minute, he has me so angry & irritated, I wanted to punch or kick a few more trees down & other times he makes me feel like I could...like I could...love him. Is love the word I really want to use here? This feeling sure was a lot stronger than "like" & definitely more than a crush...but I don't want to throw that "L" word around. Too many people used it so loosely it had practically no meaning anymore & with Sesshomaru, well...I wanted it to mean something with him (I know I said I wasn't a very affectionate person but Idid tell you I'd never been a relationship with a man either so deal with it).
I sat up a little straighter & looked out the window, slightly relieved when I saw Inuyasha trudging back to the car, yawning & rubbing his eyes sleepily. I was only relieved because I didn't want Sesshomaru to worry, that's all. Yeah, ok, the brat apologized but with all the hell & headaches he's caused me since I've met him, "I'm sorry" doesn't quite cover it.
I continued staring out the windshield as he opened the door & got in, practically flopping down & causing Sesshomaru to frown in his semi-conscious state.
"Fuck, I'm tired...'night, man" the half breed mumbled.
When I didn't reply he sighed.
"Dude, how long will you keep ignorin' me? What more do you want me to say?"
"It'd be wonderful if you didn't say anything at all" I replied quietly.
"What's it gunna to take for you to just let it go?" he snapped though not too loud.
"Don't you dare raise your voice at me boy" I retorted, glaring at him, "After the shit you've said it's going to take a hell of a lot more than just "I'm sorry". That's not some shit you just write off with a simple apology"
"What more can I do, beg & offer my firstborn as a sacrifice? C'mon man!"
"Enough" Sesshomaru said in a firm voice.
Inuyasha scoffed, throwing himself back into the passenger seat. "Whatever, man. You wanna hold grudges, fine. But don't bitch about me not tryin' to be the bigger man"
I was left in silence & my thoughts then. How in the hell could I be in the wrong here? A person, be it demon, human or half breed, has their limits. I let it go when he murdered my father, why the hell did I not get credit for that? He talked rudely about my dead wife & rubbed in my face so deliberately all because I was laughing at a fucking dare that he agreed to do! How the hell was it my fault all because I prefered to not speak to him? I wasn't being rude to him, I wasn't hurting him, I wasn't hurting anyone ! Why did it seem like I was the bad guy here?
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I sighed sleepily as I awoke to something soft brushing my cheek & slowly opened my eyes. I wasn't surprised that it was Sesshomaru slowly running the tip of his fingers across my cheek & over my chin, I was just surprised by how intense his stare was, like he was willing me to wake up. When we made eye contact his eyes softened & he smirked.
"Good morning" he said quietly, almost in a whisper.
"Morning" I rumbled, reaching up to move his bangs out of his face, "What was on your mind?"
He shrugged one shoulder, breaking eye contact. "Nothing important..."
"It sure registered as important on your face"
He exhaled slowly & paused his stroking fingers. "I'm ready"
"For?"
"Us"
"Us?"
He shifted uncomfortably. "I'm ready to come out to Yasha...& for us to...you know..."
"I'm having trouble following here..."
"I'm ready for us to have sex" he blurted, a blush skittering across his nose.
Whoa. Well, that was quite unexpected. "Uh...Sessh, I don't think that's a...I mean about the...the sex p-part-" I couldn't believe I was feeling embarassed! How many times had a fantasized about touching his body? How many times did I wonder how good it would feel with him? Why the hell was I acting like I was so innocent?
"Why?" he asked, eyes narrowing on me.
"Well...w-well, I mean, it's...it's kind of different f-from what...you know, we're used to...we're like...backdoor virgins, you know...-"
"You don't think I can handle it?"
"Uh, well, I mean, I-I'm just saying I...well...you see..."
"Naraku, spit it out"
"That's a tight hole back there" I said abruptly & I swear both of our faces were red as tomatoes.
'What the fuck, brain?'
I couldn't believe I had just said that! Sure, I was an outspoken person but...really?
"Let's...let's just take it slow, alright?" I said finally, resting my palm on his cheek.
He nodded after a moment & kissed me before stepping out of the car. I followed. The sun was low in the sky & the air was cool; a perfect morning. I was about to ask Sesshomaru had he seen his brother when the half breed came sauntering around a pile of boulders, running his hand through his hair.
"Hey guys, I found a spring over there if ya wanna use it"
"Did you piss in it?" Sesshomaru deadpanned.
"No! What the hell, Sessh, hell no! I'm not that rude!" the teen spat, frowning.
"You can be" the older sibling replied & walked in the direction Inuyasha had pointed to while the half breed wandered back towards the car.
I followed him around the boulders down into a little valley where there was a spring big enough to fit five or six adult men comfortably, bubbling away happily. I noticed the way Sesshomaru's eyes lit up at the sight of it & grinned.
"Should I give you some alone time with it?" I asked.
He looked over his shoulder at me, face serene, & gently grabbed my hand. "No" he murmured, "I want you to join me"
I walked closer to him while pulling him to me at the same time but he glanced over my shoulder & quickly dropped my hand, looking away from me. I'd just wiped the annoyed look off my face by the time Inuyasha came to stand beside me, munching loudly on a bag of chips.
"Think it's ok to use?" he asked.
"Yeah I think i-" Sesshomaru started then did a double take, "Yasha, where did you get those?"
"Umm...well, see once I ran off with the buggy I stuffed some of the food into the bag &..."
"So all this time you had food?" I shouted.
"I'm sorry! I forgot!" Inuyasha cried, looking worried.
"Yasha..." his brother groaned, running a frustrated hand over his face.
"I had completely forgotten..." the hanyou said softly, shamefully putting the bag of chips behind his back.
Sesshomaru sighed before ruffling the boy's wild hair. "It's fine. Is there anymore?"
The hanyou nodded.
"Good. I'll look into it once we check out this spring"
He gave me a look & both of us walked forward, crouching on the edge of the pool. The water was blue, almost as blue as the sky on a clear sunny day & because there were so many bubbles interrupting the surface it was hard to see to the bottom. I submerged my finger up to my third knuckle & kept it there for a minute before pulling it out, inspecting it then sniffing.
"The water's pretty warm" I commented, "& smells heavily of minerals. I think it's safe to get into"
Inuyasha stuck his arm in up to his elbow & sighed happily. "This water feels so good"
Sesshomaru smiled wickedly. "Why don't you get all the way in then?" he said before pushing the boy in, clothes & all.
A laugh came bubbling up out of my throat & I threw my head back as the half breed sufaced, spitting, sputtering & swearing.
"Sessh, what the hell! You fuckin' bastard, I'll kill you, I swear before God I will!"
The older brother only laughed, skittering to the side as Inuyasha flung an armful of water in his direction. Most of it splashed onto me but I couldn't find it in me to get angry. This is the first time in very, very long time...maybe ever that we've ever had fun. Inuyasha eventually yanked Sesshomaru into the water, causing him to let out a sound very similar to a yelp & I doubled over in laughter. He went in headfirst, his ass & legs still sticking out the water. The position sobered me slightly & I began imaging what he'd look like in that position with no clothes on (I bet he'd look amazing) but he righted himself & shoved Inuyasha's head under the water, which made me chuckle. I watched them play fight & toss each other (well, Sesshomaru was the only one doing the tossing...) over their shoulders. I noticed by now that the sun was pretty high, close to noon & my stomach had begun to rumble. I was about to tuck my leg under me to stand but long fingers wrapped around my ankle & I looked down to find Sesshomaru staring up at me through his lashes, panting & smiling devilishly.
"I hope you didn't think we weren't going to get you too" he said huskily.
I raised an eyebrow. "You know better, Sesshoma-"
He yanked me in & the warm water rushed up my pants leg, shirt & my nose. I panicked for a split second, forgetting that I could swim until I realized I could just stand. I stood slowly, my hair hanging over my eyes & searched out Sesshomaru who was smiling at me arrogantly.
"You're in trouble now" I growled.
An excited growl ripped from his throat & I lunged after him, barely missing his shirt sleeve. He dove under the surface, power swimming to the opposite side like a silver turpedo. His hair reflected the sun so beautifully I could imagine him being a mermaid-err, merman. I dove after him, swerving around Inuyasha who was running in slow motion to the edge of the pool to get out of the water. I grabbed Sesshomaru's ankle as soon as his hand touched the edge of the pool & pulled him to me. Despite the water being so blue all the colors looked the same as it did out of the water even though his eyes glowed like fire. He flashed his fangs in a non-intimidating way & wrapped his arms around my neck, pulling me to him into a fierce kiss. His silver tresses enveloped us in an erotic curtain & I forgot how to breathe, much less remember that I needed air in the first place. I slipped my hand under his shirt & ran my fingers over his skin excitedly, feeling pleased when I felt him smiling into our kiss. He pulled back & exhaled a load of bubbles into my face. When they cleared, I caught his shoe pulling out the water & followed.
"-Down there forever. Thought I was about to be a witness a murder" Inuyasha was saying as I surfaced, flinging the hair out of my face.
Sesshomaru pulled his shirt off & wrung his hair out, a gentle smile on his face & eyes closed. I was mesmerized by the way his pants clung to his long legs, my eyebrows raising when I realized...he didn't have any underwear on.
"Free balling, eh?" I asked, pulling myself out the water & ditching my shirt as well.
Sesshomaru's eyes travelled up & down my body, unconsciously licking his lips. "Yeah, what of it?"
"Damn, you had to chuck your boxers cause you had that many shit stains in it?" Inuyasha cackled, yelping when Sesshomaru flung a rock at his head. Hard. Even I grimaced.
"I like being clean, you jackass" he retorted, frowning, "I still have the boxers, they're just folded up in my duffel bag"
"Hey, I heard something about how you can make your own soap" Inuyasha commented, shaking himself like a dog. I glared at him as the droplets landed on me.
"I am not using lard" Sesshomaru grumbled, shaking his hair out & sauntering back towards the car.
Inuyasha & I followed & found the inu-youkai climbing on top of the car, laying himself on his back & fanning his hair out. I swear if I had a camera I'd love to take a picture; he looked like some kind of erotic super model. I distracted myself by digging around in the gym bag for a bag of BBQ potato chips.
"No matter how long ya lay there, you'll still be pale as a sparklin' vampire" Inuyasha grumbled.
"One, I'm not doing this to get a tan & two, I look much better than any of those so called vampires in that damned movie" Sesshomaru retorted, frowning.
"Yet still just as gay"
I stopped breathing for a moment, wondering had Inuyasha seen anything. I know Sesshomaru said earlier that he was ready to come out to his brother but I don't think this was really the right time.
Sesshomaru opened one eye to look at his little brother before slowly raising a hand & flicking him off.
"Ha, not even if you got me shit faced" the half breed snorted, flopping down in the passenger seat & reclining the seat back.
The first bite of the potato chips had me sighing in pleasure. I had forgotten how damn good these things were. Before I knew it, I was pouring the last few crumbles into my mouth, loudly sucking the seasoning off my fingers. How long had it been since my last meal? Why was I just now realizing how damn hungry I was?
Sesshomaru looked over at me, one silver eyebrow arched. "Was it that good, Naraku?"
"Scrumptious" I muttered. I wonder if we could afford for me to eat another bag?
"It sounded like you sucked your fingerprints off"
I chuckled & leaned against the hood of the car. It was begining to get uncomfortablly hot now; I noticed Inuyasha had shifted his hair off the back of his neck & Sesshomaru had his face turned away from the sun now. The dip we took earlier kept us cool for a little while but now our clothes were just barely damp. Despite the water being so warm I was considering getting back in, if only just to get wet again then air-dry in order to cool off.
I looked over at Sesshomaru to let him know I was going to get back in but found the inu-youkai asleep or in a very lucid state. His breathing had evened out & his full lips were parted. I suddenly wondered how the hell did anyone fall alseep in hot, direct sunlight on top of a car during a zombie apocalypse. Grinning mischievously, I climbed onto the car & stalked towards him like a predator, noticing Inuyasha peeking out at me over the hood of the car. When I was hovering over Sesshomaru I was getting ready to try & scare him but he inhaled deeply, opened his eyes then looked at me. His eyebrows furrowed slightly in confusion but smoothed out & he placed a gentle hand on my cheek, startling me.
"Uh..." I started, stiffening.
His eyes widened & his hand flashed back to his side, eyes darting over in the direction I was pretty sure Inuyasha was still staring at us from.
"Did I scare you?" I asked, trying to play off the intimate moment.
One side of Sesshomaru's lip lifted in a silent snarl. "No, you woke me up, you jackass. Get off of me"
I chuckled & climbed off, needlessly adjusting my clothes to avoid Inuyasha's questioning stare. "I'm going to take another dip"
At the water's edge I stripped & eased my body into the very warm water, sighing. What did Inuyasha think of what he saw? Had he figured anything out? It honestly didn't take a genius to see what was going on here but I hoped & prayed that maybe he didn't see the whole thing & only saw when Sesshomaru snatched his hand away from my face. Did I honestly care about if the half breed knew about our relationship? Not really. But I knew that if he did he might wind up saying something that would hurt Sesshomaru & things would just go downhill from there. I hoped they'd talk it out in my absence & there was no tension because honestly...after what Kagura said to me I was ready to come out with my relationship with Sesshomaru
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