Inuyasha Discovers | By : SunsetMiko Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > InuYasha/Kagome Views: 27331 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1 |
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Chapter 19 – Decisions, Decisions
She said she would think about it, but that was days ago, and she hadn’t uttered a peep on the subject. They would be leaving for the past before dark, and her family was returning home the next morning. Kagome didn’t want to be there to explain the broken bed to her mother, as she feared the blush she was sure to be sporting would give her away, so they were planning on going that evening. She had even written a note to leave behind with the simplest and most innocent excuse she could muster. She certainly put thought into that, Inuyasha scrutinized, but had she thought about their situation?
Inuyasha wanted to return to the past with his arm around her, proclaiming to anyone who would listen that she was his, but the miko hadn’t given him the slightest hint on what she wanted to tell their friends. Tell them about their relationship, whatever that relationship was, exactly, or keep them in the dark? ”A simple choice,” he thought. The wait was making him insane.
Time was running out. They collected all the necessary supplies, including what Kagome estimated to be enough condoms to see them through for a few weeks. She packed them up safely, a bag, inside a bag, inside another bag, so that a snoopy Shippo would have less chance of stumbling across them. She clearly was intending on them having sex in his era, which was a relief. Now that he had experienced the bliss her body brought him, he didn’t want to be without it for long. She called to him, her scent enticing him, and he worried that if he had to go on pretending they weren’t something more than friends, he would have to go back to his previous life of sneaking away and masturbating just to keep his libido under control.
He wanted to continue sleeping with her in his arms, their bodies pressed closely together. He wanted to be able to kiss her when the urge struck. He wanted everyone to know that he was given entry to the Promised Land between her thighs; somewhere no one else was welcomed. He especially wanted Kouga to know that he lost her, to a hanyou, no less.
Inuyasha glanced at the woman beside him, lounging on the couch doing some schoolwork with the television playing softly in the background. How could she make him wait so long? Was she not ready to make her decision? Did she have some reason she didn’t want anyone to know about the change between them? He sighed, hating being a living ball of anxiety. He knew he was going to have to ask her, because they couldn’t head back until he knew how she wanted him to act. He would pretend everything was normal if she wanted, but doing so would break his heart. If she wanted to hide what they meant to one another, then maybe she wasn’t as into him a he was into her.
He loved her, had even nearly spoken the words, though he caught himself in time and swiftly changed direction, but her response of, “I know,” still confused him. Did she understand what he had almost said? She said, “Me, too”. Did that mean she held the same feelings for him? If so, why hide it? Again he worried she was embarrassed because she had lain with a half-breed, but that was fleeting. She hated that word. She swore he was perfect as he was.
Inuyasha sighed. He didn’t want to push her into something she wasn’t ready to do, but he needed to ask. He spoke softly, fighting to keep his voice from quivering.
“Kagome?”
“Hmm?” she asked without looking up from the math problem she was in the middle of tackling.
“Have you thought… How do you want to… I mean, about the others. What are we going to do?”
This time the miko set down her pencil and closed her book to focus on the nervous hanyou beside her. “I was thinking nothing.”
“Nothing?” he repeated in confusion.
“Yeah, nothing. We’ll just go back, be ourselves, and see how long it takes them to figure it out.” She truly had given it a lot of thought and while having a frank discussion with their companions was probably the mature thing to do, she wanted to see the looks on their faces when Inuyasha suddenly kissed her senseless in front of them, or they otherwise gave it away. “Don’t you want to see how they react when they figure it out for themselves?”
“But then, how am I supposed to act?”
Kagome smiled and crawled into the hanyou’s lap. “Rather similarly to how you have been,” she murmured softly before leaning in for a kiss. “No hiding. No lying, but also, no awkward conversation where we have to lay it all out for them. Let them figure it out for themselves.”
“And sleeping arrangements?” he asked.
“You’d really come down out of your tree to sleep with me on the ground?” Kagome knew Inuyasha felt safe up in his tree looking down over camp, standing guard, and she wasn’t sure if he would actually be able to give it up to join her in her sleeping bag.
“Or you could sleep in the tree with me.” When she gave him a skeptical look, he shrugged. “What? It’s comfortable. But yes, if the reward is holding you in my arms at night, I’d choose the ground over being alone in a tree every time.” A thought slipped into his mind and he smirked. “I wonder if you could stay quiet while I fucked you right in the middle of camp, if you could keep from waking everyone up.”
The miko’s cheeks flared pink and she glanced away before turning back. “Only one way to find out. But only if Shippo is sleeping somewhere else.”
“Of course,” he agreed. He had no desire to screw her brains out with her adopted child right beside them. That just wasn’t okay in his mind. The runt would just have to sleep with the others, or Kirara, on occasion. He did so often enough that it wouldn’t be a problem. “You know he’s gonna be weird about it when he finds out. He’s already super clingy because he feels like he’s losing your attention. Only gonna get worse when he realizes we’re doing… whatever you wanna call it.”
“Dating?” she offered.
“A little more than dating, considering the last few days. I mean, what would you call this? Is it a relationship? Are we together?”
“Can you call me yours?” she asked the question he really wanted answered. “Yes, Inuyasha, we’re in a relationship, if you want to be, of course. I’m yours and you’re mine, but that means no more Kikyo.” Insecurity crept into her voice towards the end, worried that he would maintain his attachment to the dead miko despite their new closeness.
“Fine with that, so long as it means no more Kouga.” He replied, easing her fears with his quick and easy response. He couldn’t agree so simply if Kikyo still meant something to him.
“You and Kouga,” she replied with a sigh, annoyed that the wolf, which was never truly a suitor, was still a source of fear on Inuyasha’s part. “I don’t want Kouga. You have nothing to worry about there.” She tried to sound as reassuring as possible, knowing that she frightened him when she used Kouga in the past as a way to get them some alone time. ‘Yet’ had been a poor word choice, and she knew she only gave the wolf hope in saying so, but at the time, the ends justified the means.
“And I don’t want Kikyo,” he said, as if it were the most obvious thing in the world. To him it was. She wasn’t whom she used to be, and even if she were, Kagome was so much more. He made his choice long ago. It was only Kagome’s suspicion and insecurities that kept her alive as a threat in her mind. “I don’t sneak off to see her like you think I do.”
“Right,” the miko answered sarcastically. She still couldn’t believe it. He loved Kikyo, and he was always creeping away from the pack. Why else would he be doing so if not to meet with his previous love in the forest?
“I don’t, woman. I was sneaking off to deal with the hard-on from hell you’re constantly giving me.”
She chuckled. “Seriously?” She had to fight down her arousal at the thought of the hanyou masturbating so frequently because she aroused him. It made her feel powerful and special, and eased a great many of her fears.
“Seriously. Maybe one in fifty times you think I’m seeing her, I actually do, and it’s always about Naraku. She doesn’t come around very much because she knows she’s lost me to you. The rest of the time, when I go off alone, it’s all on you, woman. If you don’t want to keep us a secret, why not just come out and tell them?” Inuyasha asked.
“Yeah, ‘Hi, guys. Guess what? Inuyasha and I started having sex.’ No. I can’t have that conversation. Besides, don’t you wanna see their expressions when they catch on? Especially Miroku?” she asked with a wicked grin.
“So long as I’m allowed to catch them on quick,” he added, not wanting to have to keep his hands off her for any length of time.
"Of course,” Kagome laughed.
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