Unbreak My Heart | By : angelstars Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > InuYasha/Kagome Views: 3923 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Disclaimer: Inuyasha and all related
characters belong to Rumiko Takahashi… *
note: rated PG-13, R in future chapters for adult situations
and suggestive sexual content (lemon/lime/fluff) Please respect this
rating and read on with caution.
Special thanks goes to my beta reader Lynda!! *
by: Angelstars*
email: angtanuk@yahoo.co.uk
beta reader: nekochan (614)
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Unbreak My Heart
2.2 – Please don’t go
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**Flashback**
Her head stung with pain while her vision blinded her causing her to drop to
her knees, desperately seeking comfort with the ground below her. Her hearing
soon picked up someone calling, she felt the need to shout back, but found it
hard to move her mouth to form the right words. All she could do was lay paralysed an pai pain curled into a
tight ball. As if deafening her to any other sounds all she could hear was the
lullaby of soft but shallow beatings of her heart. After a while its
hypnotising thumps lured her into darker depths beckoning her to slip into
unconsciousness.
Once again she heard her name being called the voice had gotten louder and soon
over powered the deep thudding of her heart – without her eyesight and voice
she could not bring herself to move or make herself known. Panic soon set in
when she recognised the voice that called for her.
Inuyasha
She fought to open her eyes, slowly but surely, she gained her vision back
in parts but only enough to see small amounts of colour. With another flash of
light and more searing pain she was pulled back from the bright light that she
now desperately needed to get to. Her whole body remained unresponsive as she
called out for the one person who could help relieve the ache she felt in her
heart. Still the darkness lured her deeper some what into a sense of stillness
– that soon faded when she felt another surge of energy plunge into her
encircling her whole aura with its own… it seemed to melt within her very being
effortlessly, binding with her own powers and instantly calming the darkness
that lurked within her heart. It soon fully surrounded her and started to fight
off any impurities that dared to claim her pureness.
Slowly, finding herself more at ease and able to move, Kagome opened her eyes.
It was still dark and all she could see was a shadow of colourless mist
surrounding her. Upon further
inspection of her surroundings she knew this place… it was her safe haven
within her dreams, the place where her soul connected perfectly within that of
another… one that completed the jigsaw piece inside of her heart, one that had
saved her moments ago. The mist twisted and intertwined itself around her arms
and legs forming around her becoming solid in front of her very eyes. She could
once again feel its strong embrace as a set of arms wrapped around her small
frame, bringing her whole body closer into its own. Kagome closed her eyes contently leaning into her saviour
allowing herself to slip deeper into its soothing caresses.
Inuyasha
End End flashback**
Her mind swam with thoughts and feelings, all of them focused on the well and
her friends. How was she going to explain to them that she might never see them
again? They had become a part of her life, her own family. Sango and Miroku
were more like an older brother and sister to her then just good friends, and
she had grown up a lot since being with them to help her and guide her. She
also had responsibilities here in the past, she had adopted the small-orphaned
kitsune cub, Shippo and Kaede was more like a second mother to her. All
thoughts soon turned in the direction of the grouchy hanyou she had given her
heart to, the same hanyou who she had argued with that very morning.
”Kagome-chan, are you feeling alright?” A concerned Sango asked Kagome, who sat
quietly in front of her.
Kagome snapped back into reality when she lifted her head to look up at the
worried glance of Sango. “I feel fine, Sango. I’m just a little tired is all.”
She smiled reassuringly.
Miroku, who was sitting between the pair of girls, leaned in slightly over
Kagome and lifted his hand to her head. “Kagome-sama, you do look a little
pale. Are you sure there is nothing bothering you?”
Kagome sighed inwardly and lowered her head to the ground diverting her gaze
from her companions. “Guys, I have something to tell you…its really hard for me
to say, but…” Her voice lowered in volume as she fought to get the right words
out of her mouth.
Sango looked up at Miroku then back at Kagome, worry evident in her eyes.
“Kagome-chan, what is it?”
Kagome soon started to feel the familiar sting foaming in the corner of her
eyes. She really did not want them to see her so upset, but tears soon surfaced
and rolled down each of her cheeks falling onto her hands that lay in her lap.
”I-I won’t be able to come here anymore after this week. The shrine and reserve
are being knocked down and the well will be sealed for good…”
Kagome swallowed back the lump in her throat and lifted her tear-stained eyes
setting them upon her friends. She found it hard to hold back any longer her
heart was hurting once more and she soon gave into and sobbed into her hands.
Telling them had been harder than she thought.
”Kagome?” came a small innocent voice from below her.
Removing her hands she looked down at the small fox cub. “Oh, Shippo-chan,” she
cried, taking him into her arms.
The young kitsune huddled into his adopted mother gazing up at heth wth wide
and confused but upset eyes. She was leaving him? Why? What did this mean?
Sango found herself staring at the ground in utter confusion as tears rolled
down her own cheeks. One hand covered her heart while the other was tightly
balled into her fist. She felt numb and did not even take note when Miroku
gathered her shoulders into his chest pulling her in closer, while bringing his
own hand up to wipe away the tears that ran freely from her eyes.
Kaede looked on from the dark corner watching the scene quietly her own
attention remaining on the young miko she called daughter. This had been
foreseen, the well would not be an open path now that Kagome had paid her debt
and saved the future along with the past-her destiny lay else where, but was
this truly meant to be or would this be yet another test for the young girl to
pass in order to stay in both times?
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Inuyasha sat on his usual branch arms crossed over his chest with his nose in
the air, staring up into the sky letting his thoughts run through his
short-tempered mind. His inner turmoil had been arguing with him for most of
the morning berating him about the way he had spoken to Kagome when she was
obviously upset about something. Inuyasha did not think though, not that he
ever did before he spoke, so it was more of a ‘don’t let her hurt you’
reflex-pride got in the way of his rational thinking (if that’s at all possible
where Inuyasha is concerned).
He had also been thinking back to when he first found her in the forest
surrounded by that dark miko energy, it was something he had never seen nor
felt coming from Kagome before. Even more baffling was when he did get to her
through the aura he himself must have blacked out because he could not remember
anything after that, only waking with her in his arms.
Sighing he leaned back slightly raising his arms behind his head. What was
she going on about anyway, something about the shrine and well…? His
thoughts were interrupted when he felt a small sting at his neck and with
normal reflex he slapped at the annoyance that was causing that pain. Inuyasha
looked down and soon narrowed his eyes, “What is it you want now beside a quick
meal?”
A very squished looking Myouga soon landed in Inuyasha’s open palm ”Lord
Inuyasha, I was only concerned about your present state. I felt something
strong and powerful coming from the forest last night and made my way here to
see if my lord was alright.” He squeaked shaking his small head and popping
back into his regular appearance.
”Keh” came Inuyasha’s only reply.
”It was Lady Kagome wasn’t it lord Inuyasha?” the flea demon asked.
Inuyasha lifted his nose in the air and rolled back his eyes, “Yes, why’d you
ask that?”
”It is as I feared.” Myouga shook his head solemnly hopping onto Inuyasha’s
shoulder.
Inuyasha picked up on the flea’s words and lowered his head to look the small
youkai in the eye. “What is?” he snapped.
Myouga leaped from Inuyasha’s shoulder onto the branch setting himself on a
small leaf, he looked up at him and sighed. “My lord this is a bad omen. Lady
Kagome has allowed her miko powers to darken and unless she’s aware of it, they
will grow even more powerful tainting her already pure Miko aura. Now that her
power has surfaced she is vulnerable to attack from those who would seek the
Shikon no Tama and that of the chosen.”
”Feh, you’re over reacting about this old man, Kagome is the same. I felt no
difference when…we spoke this morning.”
The small flea hopped up from the leaf, “Lord Inuyasha, I have foreseen danger.
Take my heed that dark miko energy was only the beginning!”
Inuyasha looked down at the flea youkai his lips curled into a small lopsided
grin as he brought his hand up taking aim to flick the creature with his
fingers, “If you say so, now bug off I’m trying to think.” And with that he let
loose his clawed finger and knocked the guardian youkai off his shoulder.
--
Kagome sighed and lowered the now slumbering cub to the ground. He had cried
himself to sleep after she told her friends about the shrine being sold and
well being sealed. Miroku and Sango sat silently in front of her and Kaede had
not moved from the shadows of the hut the whole time.
”I’m going home to get some things so I can spend as much time with you guys
before the end of the week.” She whispered lifting her gaze upon her two
companions seated quietly beside her.
Sango was the first to snap out of the silence, “I’ll walk with you to the
well, Kagome-chan.” She smiled gently.
Kagome smiled back and nodded, looking over her shoulder to seek out Kaede’s
approval. The older miko merely motioned her head toward the door and went back
to studying a scroll in her hands.
Miroku saw the ladies out of the hut and turned his attention back to what
Kaede had been staring at for the last hour. “Lady Kaede, I couldn’t help but
notice how quiet you’ve been this whole time. Is there something a drift about
this whole situation?”
Kaede looked up at the monk and nodded her head “Hai, that there is…” she
whispered under her breath diverting her eyes once more onto the scroll in her
hands.
--
Leaning back against the tree stump Inuyasha let loose another ‘keh’ and
settled once again into more thoughts. That was until his senses picked up the
very familiar scents of Kagome and Sango entering the edge of the forest.
Sango and Kagome walked beside one another in silence heading for the forest of
Inuyasha. Upon entering the clearing she looked over to the young girl and
smiled, “Kagome-chan?”
”Hai, Sango?” she replied.
”You shall be greatly missed, I think of you as my little sister you know,” she
lowered her gaze slightly, “my
only…living family.”
”Oh, Sango” Kagome smiled stopping to give the older girl a hug. “I’m really
going to miss you too.”
Inuyasha perked up from his branch and hovered over the two females raising his
eyebrows in interest. What’s with those two? He thought following them
from a far.
Kagome stopped in front of the Bone Eaters Well and lowered her bag to the
ground. “I won’t be long, Sango. I kind of left the house as soon as mom told
me the news last night, she must be worried by now.”
”I understand, Kagome-chan. Did you say last night?” Sango asked with
curiosity.
”Hai, I came through the well late last night. I-I was with Inuyasha till
morning…” she whispered (comma) lowering her head slightly away from her.
”Kagome-chan, does he know?”
”Yes and no, I said something about it this morning after-after we…kind of
argued.”
Sango raised her own eyebrows perking her face in Kagome’s direction. “So,
that’s why you argued?”
Kagome shook her head and sat on the edge of the well. “No..this was different
from our usual disagreements…”
”How so?” Sango asked taking a seat next to Kagome.
Sighing she continued quietly, “Well…we umm woke up together. I-I must have
fallen asleep on him or close to him and…and we kind of kissed…”
Sango’s smile grew with amusement. “You kissed Inuyasha?”
Kagome nodded diverting her eyes from Sango. “We kissed, then we argued, I told
him about the well, then I left him in the forest end of story.”
”Hold on, you argued about what exactly? The kiss?”
”I have got no idea why he jumped straight into an argument with me, but he
said I should just leave and never come back and that’s when I told him about
the well being sealed.”
”Oh…” Sango replied looking on with a more serious face.
Kagome sighed once more and stood to her feet. “I better head off, I won’t be
to long maybe an hour or two. I’ll meet you back at the village…” she said
picking her bag up once more, “Sango, please don’t say anything to the others
about this.”
Sango smiled and nodded. “You have to talk to Inuyasha about all of this
though, he may know but I don’t know if he understands fully what this
means.”
Kagome agreed and waved goodbye before jumping down the dark well back to her
own time. Sango sighed and smiled after her, chuckling happily that Kagome
found comfort talking to her about Inuyasha and that unexpected kiss.
”Tell me what?” Came an annoyed voice from behind her.
Sango turned around and faced the grouchy hanyou. “Hello to you too, Inuyasha.”
She greeted him with a smile.
”Tell me what, Sango?” he snapped once more.
”That’s not for me to say, Inuyasha. If you wish to know talk to Kagome-chan
about It.” She rolled her eyes.
Inuyasha narrowed his eyes and growled under his breath, “Stupid fucking
bitch,” before pushing past Sango and hopping up on the edge of the well.
Smiling she happily made her way back to the village praying that Inuyasha
would not make yet another mistake.
--
Kagome sucked in her breath and opened the front door of the shrine. “I’m
home!” She called out. Her mother was soon bounding down the stairs. Kagome
smiled as her mom gathered her into her arms.
”Oh, Kagome I’ve been so worried.”
”I’m sorry, Mama.” Kagome whispered as she buried her face deeper in to her
mothers shoulder.
”Kagome, you’re home!” she heard her grandfather and brother cry out in unison.
Pulling away from her mom she smiled slightly, “I’m fine, I just needed some
time alone.”
”We understand, Kagome. This has upset all of us too.” The voice of her
grandfather came from behind the two of them.
”Is everyone hungry?” Her mother asked happily.
Nodding she followed her family into the kitchen.
Inuyasha jumped out of the well and grunted angrily. “Stupid wench, why am I
even bothering?”
As he exited the well house he lifted his nose checking for Kagome’s scent. She
was home though not in her room, but somewhere inside the house. Sighing he
made his way across the courtyard and leaped up onto the windowsill of Kagome’s
room, opening the window and climbing in through it to make his way to the door
in search for Kagome.
Kagome sighed and listened to her grandfather and mother discussing living
arrangements, not that her grandfather was easily convinced about it. Dead set
on staying put was his argument, while her mother sighed and shook her head in
defeat every time he pulled ‘I’m getting older and moving would be bad for me
health’ sulk.
”Kagome, will we ever see Inuyasha-Oniisan again?”
Souta asked her quietly.
”I don’t know, Souta.” She sighed looking down at him.
Souta sighed and returned his attention back to his grandfather and mothers
conversation.
Inuyasha pulled open the door and stuck his head out looking in each direction
trying to get a good sense where she could be. His nose soon picked up on her,
she was somewhere down stairs. Sighing once again, he stepped out of the room
and leaped down the stairs effortlessly. He landed in a crouch and stuck his
head up in the direction of her scent, following its pleasant path to the
kitchen door.
”Mama, grandfather please don’t fight about this. Souta and I don’t want to
move either, but we haven’t even got any say-so in any of your decisions.”
Kagome’s mother turned her head toward her eldest child, “Kagome, of course you
and Souta have a say-so in this. You are very much ined wed with our new living
arrangements, you and Souta have a right to say what you wish.” She reassured
them both.
Inuyasha stopped himself from opening the door when he heard voices one being
Kagome and she did not sound too happy. Maybe this was not a good time to
interrupt. Just as he was about to turn around and leave he raised his eyebrows
when he heard Kagome’s speech.
”Ok then,” Kagome replied getting up from her seat and staring down at her
family. “I don’t want to move, I don’t want the shrine to be bulldozered down.
This is our home and has been in our family for generations. Our ancestors lived
and grew old here and I wanted to bring my own family up in this very house.”
”Kagome, we know how you feel about this move but there is nothing I or your
grandfather can do about it.”
”Mom, you’re not listening to me! I don’t want to see this place get torn down
not only do I love this house and think of it as our family home, but my
friends on the other side of that well are also my life.” Kagome sighed and
lowered her head allowing warm tears to seep from the corners of her eyes.
”Oh, Kagome dear.” Her mother rose from her seat and offered her a tissue.
”What I am I going to do, Mama? I-I can’t make this choice.” Kagome sobbed
solemnly.
”Kagome? What are talking about?” she asked in concern.
”I-I’m torn between two worlds, and it’s killing me. Don’t you see? Can’t you
tell?” Kagome said wiping away her tears with her sleeve. “Mama, I can’t leave
this all behind…I can’t leave my home…I can’t leave Inuyasha…” She whispered,
swallowing back the lump in her throat.
Her mother watched Kagome thoughtfully as she slowly sank back into her chair
and continued to sob in to her hands. She knew Kagome had to make a choice but
she did not count on there being a confession this painful, but it all made
sense. Everything she said was beginning to piece together, Kagome would not
leave her home, even if that meant staying in the past because her home was
there too.
Inuyasha’s eyes widened after hearing Kagome say those things. She had to leave
this place because it was being torn down, and that meant the well would also
be…his insides panicked and he knew how she felt just at that moment because
his heart suddenly began to tear at his chest, twisting in pain. Kagome had to
make a choice and it was not easy on her…not only that but she had tried to
confide in him that morning and he threw it back in her face! How could he have
been so stupid?
He lowered his head and flattened his ears against his head, Kagome would not
leave because of him…that meant she would never see her family again, she would
give up her life here to stay by his side but with a price…but what if he could
stop this from happening or better still, make that choice easier on her.
What was more important to him, his happiness or hers?
He needed to think about all of this but deep down he knew what he had to do.
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