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Come Sweet Death
Chapter 2: Listen to Your Heart
Disclaimer: I do not own Inuyasha,
or the song ("Listen to Your Heart") by ROXETTE
Legend:
�� = speech
�� = thoughts
italics
= Song lyrics inside

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And there are voices

that want to be heard.

So much to mention

but you can't find the words.

The scent of magic,
the beauty that's been

when love was wilder than the wind

Kouga ran, ran as fast as he
could, Inuyasha injured in his arms. He knew it was all his
fault this happened. The wolf demon
never meant to hurt the hanyou. �How could I have
been so heartless? Why am I so stupid
and never told him the way I felt� He glanced at the face of the beautiful
human boy. He had to help Inuyasha to survive the night, until the morning came and
turned him again to a half demon.

�Don�t worry `Yasha� I won�t let
anything happen to you, I promise� whispered Kouga,
tears still falling from his eyes.

Kouga felt helpless. Why didn�t he tell Inuyasha
the way he felt? He had to be a big baka and run away when Inuyasha
finally admitted his feeling for him. He
loved the inu.
At first he didn�t want to admit it, but the feelings just got stronger
and stronger until he couldn�t hide it any longer. He remembered all the times that he and the hanyou talked, laughed together. He would always remember the warmth of those
golden eyes, the faint smile that graced his face, the slight blush that made
the half demon look completely adorable.

******Flashback Begins*******

I know there's something
in the wake of your smile.

I get a notion from the look in your eyes, yea

Inuyasha was walking slowly,
gracefully into the forest. Kouga watched the hanyou, lust
filling his body as he saw the way the inu swayed his
hips as he moved, how his hair glowed, his milky white skin gleaming in the
afternoon sun. The wolf demon composed himself, and goes to the inu.

�Maybe we won�t fight today� though Kouga,
smiling as he greeted the inu.

Inuyasha looks at Kouga, a shy smile and a blush evident on his face. They started talking as usual. The wolf demon knew that it was idle
talk. But he couldn�t help it. The beauty in front of him
made him want to lose control, want to take him. Instead he lost himself in the golden
orbs. But what he saw was something he
didn�t like. Sadness. Deep, all encompassing
sadness.

�Inuyasha�what�s wrong?� whispered
the wolf demon

Inuyasha sighed. �I will never be loved or respected because I
am a hanyou� a disgrace� said the inu.

Kouga didn�t know what to do�so he
did the only thing he knew would help the hanyou. Kouga smiles at the inu, hugging
him.

Don�t think that way.
You are stronger then any full demon I know. Besides, you�re not such a stupid beast at
all�

***Flashback ends****

Finally, Kouga reaches his cave. He always went to
this cave when he wanted to be alone, away from the den and its problems. He
places Inuyasha on the pelts and goes to get wood for
a fire. He knew he had to warm up the hanyou. As the demon
starts the fire, he glances at Inuyasha. He then goes, and places a hand on the pups
forehead. The human was running a fever, sweating profusely, struggling in his
sleep.

�Kouga, please don�t hate me� Don�t�hit�me please. I..I�love ..you..onegai�Don�t go�

The inu struggled harder, trying
to reach out the Kouga in his dreams. �Or nightmares�
thought the wolf demon. He hated to see
the hanyou suffer so.
And all because he couldn�t admit his feeling, to his
love. The wolf sat on the pelts,
pulling the inu in his embrace, placing his head on
his chest.

�I won�t let you go Inuyasha. I will always be there for you. I was stupid, blind. I tried to forget you, thinking I was going
crazy because of my love for you. But I
realized that you were the only thing keeping me sane. Please fight, get better. I would be lost without you.�

Kouga tightened the embrace, tears
streaming down his face. He knew this
all happened because of that kiss. He
wished he had reacted differently, wish he had told the puppy about his love
and desire for him.

****Flashback begins*****

You've built a love
but that love falls apart.

Your little piece of heaven turns too dark.

Inuyasha was talking with Kouga, actually talking, without insults, without screams,
without fights. And he loved every
single moment of it. He wanted to
believe so badly that the wolf demon may love him, just like he loved Kouga. Kouga smiled at him, telling him something about the
Council in his den. But he wasn�t really
listening.

�Inuyasha?�
Kouga said, confusion lacing in his voice

Kouga saw the look in the inus eyes, and felt a great joy and fear in his heart. As he saw the hanyou
get closer and closer to him, the wolf demon went on a full panic. Then he felt the soft, oh so soft lips of the
half demon on his own. He felt the warm,
pliant body of the puppy and wanted nothing more then to take his body, run
kissed all over his ivory skin, and touch the beauties hair to see if it really
felt like the silk it appeared like. But he couldn�t react. He wanted so bad to kiss him back� but he was
scared.

As Inuyasha pulled back, Kouga saw the devastated look that the hanyou
had in his eyes. He had hurt the pup in
the worse way, and he was too much of a coward to try to make it all ok.

�Kouga� Inuyasha
whispers, touching the young male Alphas cheek.

Kouga pulled away from the inu�s hand and slaps him hard on the face. �Why the fuck did I do that?� He wanted to
help the pup stand up, but it was like his body was possessed by another
person. Inuyasha
was shocked, tears streaming down his face as he held his cheek with his
hand. Kouga
wanted to say he was sorry, but he couldn�t. As the inu
tries to get close to the demon, Kouga pushes him
hard, making the hanyou stumble across a rock and
fall on the ground.

�Don�t GET NEAR ME YOU FUCKING MUTT!!�

With that said, Kouga ran as fast
as he could, forming a twister of dust as he ran far, far away from Inuyasha. How he
hated himself, his idiocy. He loved the
puppy. He had to go back and confess his
feeling towards him.

Listen to your heart

when he's calling for you.

Listen to your heart

there's nothing else you can do.

I don't know where you're going

and I don't know why,

but listen to your heart

before you tell him goodbye.

As he got back, he saw that there was no one there. Kouga smelled the
air, and the scent of Kagome, Sango and Miroku were there as well as Inuyashas

Kouga ran to towards the village,
trying to see if the humans knew where the hanyou
was. The wolf saw the humans, and ran in
their direction.

�Kagome, have you seen Inuysha?�

�That sick perverted thing?
We told him we never wanted to see him again. He is so disgusting. Why would you want to see him? Men with men is
wrong� Kagome spoke so vehemently that the wolf was taken aback. Was this the miko
who always tried to help others, that always seemed to have compassion in her
heart? He saw how the humans all had a
look of revulsion and anger.

�How could you do that to him? He was your friend, your companion. He must be really heartbroken. And you made him go away. I am not revolted by Inuyasha�I
am revolted by all of YOU! You have no
heart. If you did you would have never
done that to the one being that really cared about you all!� screamed Kouga, his whole body tense, his face red.

He left the humans, his anger at them disappearing as his
worry for the hanyou increased. He would find his love, and tell him all.

******Flashback ends******

Sometimes you wonder
if this fight is worthwhile.

The precious moments are all lost in the tide, yea.

They're swept away and nothing is what is seems,

the feeling of belonging to your dreams.

All this time trying to forget the hanyou. They
could have been together, been happy.
But he ruined it all. The only
thing he could do was try to protect the hanyou in
his weakened state, and tell him everything when he woke up.

�I will be here for you koi� the
wolf whispered, kissing the hanyou on his forehead,
then, on his lips.

The inu opened his eyes, and
kissed the wolf back. Kouga was surprised when he felt the cold lips of his pup
move against his own, but he also welcomed it, relief evident as he deepened
the kiss, slipping his tongue in the warm cavern of the inus
mouth. The pup scent, of forest and wildflowers
was intoxicating. And his taste�mmmm�if he could taste his puppy forever he would be the
happiest wolf in the world. Kouga slid his hand throughout the puppy�s hair, earning
him a soft moan. The wolf pressed
himself harder against the inu, his hands roaming the
body of the beautiful angel that was under him.
Wait a minute�UNDER HIM?!?!?

Kouga broke the kiss, and glanced
at the human under him. His eyes were
clouded over, half from desire, and half because of his fever. The human then
caressed the wolfs cheek.

�I must be dreaming.
He would never look at me with love in his eyes� whispered the inu, smiling faintly at the so called dream.

Kouga took his hand and stroked
the pup hair. �I am not a dream pup. I
am real. I am sorry for the pain I have
caused you. I never thought that things
would happen the way they did.�

The wolf put the inus hand on his
chest. Inuyasha
was confused. He thought that Kouga hated him. He
started to cry. He didn�t want to hope
and then have all those dreams crash down on him one more time.

�Inuyasha�you are part of my
heart, part of my soul. I�Love you. I am sorry that I hurt you. I have been a real idiot, and I deserve all
the hate you may now have for me. I�� Kouga was
silenced by Inuyasha, who kissed his hand.

�I can never hate you my love. Even if this lasts only a day,
it is better then to have never felt your love.�

�No my puppy, this is not for a day�This is forever�

Kouga kissed the pup lightly on
the lips. Inuyasha
started to deepen that kiss, but the wolf stopped him. As the inu started
to protest, Kouga placed a finger to the pups lips.

�I want you to rest now koi. You need all your strength in order to
heal. But we will talk more when you get
better.�

Inuyasha smiled, and touched the
wolf on the thigh. He then pulled the
wolf with him and hugged him close, resting his head on the demons chest. Kouga felt as the hanyous breath deepened, he held him tighter. �I will take
care of you. And when the time comes, I
will make you mine. I love you `Yasha, and will never let you go again�

Kouga felt the tugs of sleep
trying to claim him. He fell asleep,
thinking of the beauty in his arms. He
never noticed the figure looking at them, an evil glint shinning in its eyes as
it gazed at the lovers.
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