Over and Over | By : sesshoumarusmistressofthewest Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > Sessh?maru/Kagome > Sessh?maru/Kagome Views: 1976 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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Song: It's All Coming Back to me now by Celine Dion
It's All Coming Back To Me Now (Part two)
Kagome glanced at the now sleeping Inuyasha 'He looks so peaceful sleeping just like a baby.' She let out a soft sigh, reaching up to grab the blanket that was lying on top of the couch.
Standing up she spread the blanket over him and lightly kissed him on the forehead. "Goodnight Inuyasha." She walked to the door taking her coat from the claws of the coat rack and slipped it over her shoulders.
She swung open the front door and attempted to step out but was momentarily stopped by something very hard 'What the...?'
She turned her head up to see whom or what she bumped into but when she did it took the wind right out of her. The one person she didn't want to see or talk to was standing mere inches from her. Gods even if it had been 2 years she still wasn't ready. Her eyes immediately dropped to the floor as she passed him getting out a quick "Sorry". It happened so fast suddenly she felt her wrist being grabbed and her being pulled back.
Sesshoumaru gazed into her intoxicating blue eyes "Gome"
Kagome's heart began to race 'Did he just say my name? That is the first thing said since I found out a couple of months ago that Sesshoumaru was Inuyasha's half brother. Oh I can't do this I...I'm not ready.' She started to leave forgetting that Sesshoumaru still held onto her wrist. Kagome stopped and looked up at the man that once was her world. "Sesshou, w…will you please let go?"
He pulled her back into his chest, his arms going around her slim waist holding her in place. "No" God it felt so right to hold her like this, her body molded to his like melted wax clinging onto a candle.
She stared up at him, her voice laced with confusion "Why?"
He didn't say anything else as he just bent down and captured her pink lips.
Kagome hadn't expected him to kiss her, nope not that but it was happening and soon the memories of their previous kisses floated through her mind. She felt herself dissolve into a million pieces and couldn't stop as she began to kiss him back.
He took full advantage of this and put his hand on her cheek rubbing it gently with his thumb.
She melted at his touch and the warmth of his soft lips, her mind was foggy but soon reality began to sink in as it started to clear. 'I shouldn't be doing this. I'm going out with Inuyasha.' She pulled away her lips ravaged, her voice on the verge of cracking "Sorry I...can't" She slipped out of his grasp and ran to her car.
She didn't look back just kept on running until she made it to her car. She fiddled with her keys trying to get the door open. 'Come on! God damn stupid keys!' The key slipped into the lock. She quickly turned the key, hearing the click of the door becoming unlocked. She removed her keys and swiftly opened the car door, climbing in and slamming it shut. As soon as she was in the safety of her car, the tears she held in check began to fall.
Sesshoumaru stood in the doorway even with her in her car he could still hear her cry. He was trying his best not to go to her, knowing it wasn't the time or place. All he could do was watch with his heart breaking with each cry.
Kagome knew Sesshoumaru was still out there watching her, hearing her. God he could hear her. She had forgotten that he had exceptional hearing. Duh he was a Dog demon after all. She started up the car and turned on the radio hoping that would calm her down plus make it hard for Sesshoumaru to hear her.
Music blasted from the speakers. A song wove its way throughout the car, encasing her with the familiar melody.
"There were nights when the wind was so cold That my body froze in bed If I just listened to it Right outside the window. There were days when the sun was so cruel. That all the tears turned to dust And I just knew my eyes were drying up forever. I finished crying in the instant that you left. And I can't remember where or when or how. And I banished every memory you and I had ever made"
God this song touched home she could remember the night she left like it had happened yesterday. Damn it she was doing the same damn thing she was doing right now. Sitting in the car blubbering like a fool over a man that was suppose to love her.
Kagome slammed the front door, her anger pumping in her veins making her move even faster to her car. "That freaking insensitive ass, thinking he could talk to me like I was one of his employees. God I can't believe him. How could he?"
She swung open her door and jumped in. Her head resting against the seat rest as she closed her eyes tightly. "How could he do that to me? He said…I thought…he loved me." A lone tear escaped from the tight prison and ran down her flushed cheek.
Her shaking hand reached up and wiped it away. She opened her eyes, starring at her dampened fingertips. God she was crying. She was crying over a jerk who said he loved her but treated her like she nothing important. Why was she feeling like this? It was for the best, right? Her head was telling her that she had done the right thing but her heart cried out for the loss she was going to endure. It was hard to ignore what the heart wants. More tears slid down her cheeks. "Oh god what did I do?" A sob escaped from her pink lips. Her heart was now weeping with sadness; it was more than she could bear.
"But when you touch me like this. And you hold me like that. I just have to admit That it's all coming back to me. When I touch you like this. And I hold you like that. It's so hard to believe but It's all coming back to me (It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now)
She shook her head to try and banish the memory "No!" Heart felt like it was being squeezed with a vise grip. More tears sprang from her eyes "I don't want to remember that or any of it."
"There were moments of gold And there were flashes of light. There were things I'd never do again. But then they'd always seemed right. There were nights of endless pleasure It was more than any laws allow Baby Baby"
Kagome couldn't take it anymore, the pressure from her heart and the weight of the memories were too much for her to push away. They came in a flash flooding her with every single memory she had made with him.
She put her car into gear and slammed on the gas. The need to get out of there was overwhelming. She didn't look back to see if Sesshoumaru was still outside or not as she made her escape down the driveway toward the safe haven of home.
The music continued to penetrate the barrier that protected her from the memories she had buried for so long. Like wisped of smoke, memories began to leak through the tiny cracks, enveloping her with the past.
"If I kiss you like this"
She had her legs wrapped around his waist, her arms around his neck. She smiled at him with a come hither look and lowered her lips to his.
His lips were soft and warm; she traced them lightly with her pink tongue.
Sesshoumaru released a moan of pleasure giving her time to slip in her tongue stroking his appendage with hers. He responded to her movements, teasing her tongue with the same dance she was doing to him. Back in forth they battled, each teasing the other. One sucking, one nibbling, one stroking.
Finally Kagome pulled away the need for air was far too great. She laid her head on his shoulder, her breathing ragged "I Love you, Sesshou."
"And if you whisper like that"
"I love you as well." He kissed the side of her head his hand weaved in her hair "Always and forever."
"It was lost long ago But it's all coming back to me."
Tears fell like a waterfall cascading down her face. Her vision blurred by the rush of tears. For the love of the gods this could not be happening, this should not being happening. Why now?
"If you want me like this And if you need me like that. It was dead long ago But it's all coming back to me. It's so hard to resist And it's all coming back to me. I can barely recall But it's all coming back to me now. But it's all coming back. But you were history with the slamming of the door. And I made myself so strong again somehow. And I never wasted any of my time on you since then"
Kagome slammed her fist on the steering wheel "Why is this happening? I didn't spend two years putting this behind me to have it all come crashing down. I know I miss him but do I really still love him?" She knew the answer to her question. Of course she still loved him. God very much so even after two years had passed, the love she had for him had never dimmed. The fire had never once gone to a soft glow always staying the blazing flames that licked at her heart and soul.
"But if I touch you like this"
Kagome sat on his buttock, her hands covered in massage oil rubbing his tired, sore muscles. "You know you are really screwed right now." She couldn't see his face but she knew he was giving her a look of oh yeah. "Hmm…"
Her laugh rang like bells on the wind as she continued to work her way down his back working out the hidden knots. A moan pleasure sent a shiver down her spine. She bent down and whispered in his ear, her warm breath tickling his sensitive lobe "You like that, don't you?"
"And if you kiss me like that"
Sesshoumaru didn't respond. Kagome let out another laugh, her tiny body shaking. Her laugh turned into a squeal as she found her self pined on her back.
Sesshoumaru lips twitched, he was now watching her from the new vantage point. "It seems it is you who is in trouble." She pouted her lower lip protruding "Not fair Sesshou." Sesshoumaru move closer, whispering in her ear. "It is my dear, it is." Her breath caught when his moist breath hit her sensitive appendage. "No it is not. It's..." He captured her rosy lips silencing her for the time being.
"It was so long ago But it's all coming back to me. If you touch me like this And if I kiss you like that. It was gone with the wind But it's all coming back to me (It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now) . There were moments of gold And there were flashes of light. There were things we'd never do again But then they'd always seemed right. There were nights of endless pleasure. It was more than all your laws allow. Baby, Baby, Baby "
Kagome remember the first time they made love. Sesshoumaru planned everything so that it was just right. The music, the lighting, and even the rose petals on the bed made the best romance movie scene to shame.
"Gome keep walking, a little more…. there!" Sesshoumaru stopped Kagome making sure his hand covered her eyes.
Kagome giggled, "What is this all about?"
Sesshoumaru huskily laughed "Patience my dear Gome you'll see."
Kagome frown slightly "I don't think I have patience."
He removed his hands away from her face and whispered in her ear "Open your eyes."
Her eyes slowly slid open to see the most romantic room she had ever seen. She took in some air while she gazed around the room. Kagome saw the lamps covered with red scarves and the fire in the fireplace made a warm glow. She also heard soft music playing in the background and when she turned to the bed it had tons of rose petals sprayed across it. It was beautiful utterly beautiful.
Kagome turned to Sesshoumaru and rushed into his arms giving him butterfly kisses "I love you Sesshou. It's the most beautiful thing I have ever seen."
Sesshoumaru lips form into smile "I love you too. Gome I did it all for you."
A tear slipped from her eye "That's why I love you Sesshou." She wiped away the tear "That's why I love you."
He kissed her softly as they began to dance to the music. Slowly they made there way to the bed kissing and caressing each other.
In the morning when Kagome woke up she stared at her Sesshou smiling when the events of last night slowly flashed passed her. She kissed him lightly on the lips and whispered, "I love you Sesshou." With that said she went back to sleep.
Kagome's tears were falling faster at the thought of that happy memory. Gods they were many happy memories, too many memories. She soon came to her driveway and pulled in.
"When you touch me like this And when you hold me like that. It was gone with the wind But it's all coming back to me. When you see me like this And when I see you like that. Then we see what we want to see. All coming back to me The flesh and the fantasies. All coming back to me. I can barely recall But it's all coming back to me now"
Kagome turned off the engine and slowly got out of the car making her way to her front door. She didn't need to hear the end of the song ironically she knew the song by heart. Kagome opened her door and quickly slid to the floor. She pulled her legs to her chest and buried her face in her knees, her arms hugging tightly around her limbs. Through the tears you could softly hear her sing the last verses of the song. "If you forgive me all this. If I forgive you all that. We forgive and forget. And it's all coming back to me now (It's all coming back to me now) And when you kiss me like this (It's all coming back to me now) And when I touch you like that (It's all coming back to me now) If you do it like this (It's all coming back to me now)….And if we"
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