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"" Talking
Thoughts XxXxXxXxX "Inuyasha have you made your decision yet? You only have seven more days." Inuyasha and Miroku were both sitting down and leaning on the bone wisher well. They went there to try to talk a little. Kagome and Sango still didn't know what was going on so they didn't want them to over hear what they we're talking about. "I know how much time I have left but I still don't know. In a way I want to let him in but...what if he's lying. What if I let him in and it turn out it's all a fucking joke, it'd kill me if that happened." Miroku noticed Inuyasha's dog ears flattening while he talked. This usually happened when he was angry or sad, at the moment he was sad since he was torn on what to do with Kouga. Turning his face towards Inuyasha Miroku said. "First of all Inuyasha, do you have feelings for him? I know if you do then in my opinion I would say let him know how you feel so that he'll know it's going to be more than sex, especially if you really are considering bonding with him." Looking at the ground Inuyasha decided to tell Miroku how he felt; what harm could it do since he had already told his friend about what he and Kouga had done. Besides if Miroku was his friend he should feel comfortable enough to tell him anything. "I thought that the feelings I first had for him would go away, that all I had to do was wait a little and I wouldn't have any of these feelings for him but... they just kept getting stronger. And now that he says he loves me I'm confused. I still want the feelings to go away but at the same time I don't." This was true for Inuyasha. When he had first meet Kouga he had thought that his feelings meant that he admired the older wolf demon, but over time they started to increase. Not only that but whenever Kouga would flirt with Kagome he would feel jealous; the feelings of jealousy we're the ones that let him know that he felt more for Kouga then he had first assumed. Then his feelings of jealousy turned to anger because Kouga wasn't paying attention to him. This was how he was able to argue and fight with the other demon so passionately. "I didn't know you felt that way about him." "Yeah, well I do." "From the looks of it then Inuyasha you're going to have to ask him why he really wants to be with you. Though I have to insist that I don't believe he would use bonding as a way to trick you into sleeping with him." Inuyasha knew that he cared deeply for Kouga but those feelings he felt could easily go just as suddenly as they appeared. Inuyasha was afraid of his feelings changing over time, though he doubted they would. Aside from that he was also scared of being hurt, he wouldn't be able to handle it if Kouga was only trying to use him. "But anyways I can't even bond with him without Sesshoumaru's permission since I'm still considered a pup. I still have 50 more years before I can bond on my own." This was the only sense of security that Inuyasha felt when it came to the bonding. He couldn't do it without Sesshoumaru's permission. In a way that was bad but at the moment he felt like it was a good thing since he knew that Kouga wouldn't bond with him without Sesshoumaru's permission…or at least he wasn't supposed to. "Why do you need Sesshoumaru's permission?" "Well since father is dead and so is mother and he is the eldest he takes up the role of the head of the family and is the only one that can allow me to bond while being underage. If he see's my to be bonded worthy then he can let me but if he doesn't then he can make me wait till I'm of age. And knowing Sesshoumaru even if Kouga did want to bond with me he wouldn't allow it cause he's such an asshole." "Is that what you think of me brother, I thought you held me in high regard." With a quick look up both Miroku and Inuyasha saw Sesshoumaru. The older demon was the same as always with his fur cape on his shoulder and his clothes perfect like he just got dressed; though instead of look of anger or disgust on his face he just looked relaxed. Both Miroku and Inuyasha quickly stood up and got into there fitting stance, just in case the Lord of the West tried anything. They hadn't really had any problems with Sesshoumaru since they had defeated Naraku but they still felt a bit apprehensive about the Lord of the West. "Calm down. I'm not here to do anything to any of you. I'm here to speak with you Inuyasha." "What, why would you do that and what do you need to talk to me about?" Looking down at his little brother Sesshoumaru inwardly smiled. The young pup had grown since he had been released from the tree. The old Inuyasha would have instantly attacked him but this somewhat wiser Inuyasha knew patients. "I suggest we talk in private unless you want to talk in front of the ningen here and the ones that are coming." Turning their heads both Miroku and Inuyasha saw Sango and Kagome running their way. When they finally reached the three males they stood next to Inuyasha and Miroku. They didn't know why Sesshoumaru was there but since their friends hadn't attacked the older demon he must have not been there to fight. "What does he want?" "As I was saying little brother we can talk here or somewhere further away it's up to you but from what I heard you telling the monk I'm guessing that the women here don't know what's been going on, so what do you choose?" Turning towards Inuyasha, Kagome asked. "What is he talking about Inuyasha what haven't you talked to us about?" Fuck I was hoping I would have to tell them until later on… well I guess I can just tell them after I'm done talking with Sesshoumaru. "I'll tell you later, don't try to follow us, ok." With that said, both brothers left to talk deeper into forest leaving one friend worried and two others wondering what the brothers could be talking about. XxXxXxXxX "I suppose this would be a good place to talk." They stopped at a little clearing which was partially shadowed and partially sunny because of the way the trees had grown. The tree's were tall and thick and in the beautiful spring weather they just looked marvelous. In all this little location was a pretty place to just sit and relax or in their situation sit and talk. "So what did you want to talk to me about?" "Let me get straight to the point Inuyasha. Are fucking with a wolf named Kouga?" By the look on Inuyasha's face Sesshoumaru knew that something was going on and he was happy he had came to see if Inuyasha had gotten himself into trouble. Because just a simple rumor of his little brother sleeping with someone before he was of age was unacceptable. "Wha-what are you talking about... I... I haven't slept with anybody. You're crazy." "Inuyasha I can tell that you are lying to me." "What? How?" "Well brother those ears of yours tend to twitch when you are angry or lying, and you're not mad so you must be lying. I want you to tell me the truth brother I want to know why there's a rumor of you and the wolf Kouga are going to bond?" "Who have you heard that from?" Looking at his little bother he could tell that something was wrong. They way Inuyasha's eyes just looked instantly sad when he had asked who told him. Sesshoumaru wondered why. Could it just be that the wolf demon was telling lies? If this was true then the wolf demon would need a lesson in keeping his big mouth shut. "A lower demon I do business with sometimes told me. I'll ask again Inuyasha. Why are there rumors of you and the wolf bonding?" "I don't want to talk about it." Slowly Inuyasha started to walk away when suddenly his brother came up behind him and...gave him a hug. He instantly tensed up thinking that his brother is going to hurt him but when he didn't do anything he relaxed. It had been so long since his brother had touched him without doing any harm to him that it felt incredible to just stand there and let his brother hold him. Right next to his ear Sesshoumaru said. "Tell me what is going on brother I wish to know what is happening to the only member left of my family." Letting his brother go he turned Inuyasha so that they are facing each other. Not able to face his brother Inuyasha turned away from Sesshoumaru and walked towards one of the tree's to sit down and lay back on a tree while his brother just sat down in front of him waiting for him to talk. "W-well you see..." As embarrassing as it might have been Inuyasha felt that he had to tell his brother what had happened since Sesshoumaru was being civil with him and seemed genuinely interested in what was going on in his life. Sure he could have just insisted that nothing was wrong and waited for his brother to leave but he didn't want to do that, he really wanted to give Sesshoumaru an opportunity to be a brother. XxXxXxXxX After embarrassingly telling his brother what happened he waited for a reaction since through out the whole story all he had was a neutral look. Inuyasha had been worried about what was going on in his brother's head. Hopefully there was nothing but positive thoughts running through his head. "So let me get this straight brother he told you he was in love with you and then practically molested you." Looking at the grass under his feet Inuyasha didn't really think Kouga molested him because as they saying went you can't molest the willing. "Yeah, kind of." "Well Inuyasha you were right when you told the monk I won't let you bond with the wolf even if he was to ask now. As the only left Inu-demon that can bear children you will not just randomly choose a bonded especially if you are not sure the bonded you want is in love with you." Looking up at his brother the half demon wondered what he should do then when Kouga came and looked for him; he decided to voice his worries to his brother. "What should I do when he comes looking for me?" "Well little brother that's where I come in... you're going to live with me. And I will take care of him when he comes and looks for you." "Wait what do you mean live with you?" With a serious look on his face Sesshoumaru leaned closer to Inuyasha. He didn't need to be so close but he wanted his brother to know that he was serious. "Well brother I should have taken you in when your mother died but my ignorance wouldn't let me so I wish to take you in now and take care of you as I should have when you we're younger." "What about my friends? I don't just want to leave them." "They may come and visit once you are settled in." "We-well..." "I will not take no for answer." With a look of shear seriousness Sesshoumaru left no room for question. His brother needed to come with him especially since another demon wanted to bond with him. From what Inuyasha had told him it sounded like the wolf might really be in love with him but he was going to make sure that it was genuine and not just pretty words. "Ok then, I'll go." "Good, go get whatever you need to get from the village we leave in an hour." 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