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The ones we love	By : shikalover_94 Category: InuYasha > Yaoi - Male/Male > InuYasha/Sessh?maru > InuYasha/Sessh?maru Views: 14330 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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Releasing the pain

As the sun began to set Inuyasha decided to make camp for the night so he went off the get fire wood. After dropping off the wood he went back into the forest to hunt for their food. No longer than five minutes later Inuyasha walked back into the camp site and began to skin the deer he had caught and brought back with him. Taking a chunk out of the meat he put it behind his back when no one was looking at him. It shamed him to have to sneak but Kagome always yelled at him for even thinking about eating his meat raw.

When he was done he picked up the meat that he hid behind him and threw his hands inside the sleeves of his Kimono while standing up. He looked at Kagome to see that she was cooking and began to walk away before stopping in his tracks.

“Hey brat come and take a walk with me” he said looking over his shoulder knowing that if he was craving raw meat then the fox child may have been caving it more than him. Shippo jumped on Inuyasha’s shoulder already knowing what he was up to.

After walking a good enough distance away from the others Inuyasha pulled the raw meat from his sleeve and cut it in half for both him and Shippo. He laughed as Shippo pounced on the meat tearing his little fangs into it not even taking his time to chew it.

“Slow down Shippo it’s not like it’s going anywhere” Inuyasha said as he began to eat his own

Looking up at Inuyasha Shippo growled at being laughed at “Shut up Inuyasha I mean do you know how long it’s been since I had raw meat?” he said as he took another bite “Just to taste it on my tongue as it slides down my throat is the best thing ever”

Inuyasha looked at Shippo chuckling “Runt that sound wrong in so many ways but yeah I understand” he looked as if he were in thought for a second before looking back at his meat “It’s hard to be a demon or half demon when your living with humans for that fact that they don’t understand our needs”

Shippo nodded after he finished off his last piece looking up at Inuyasha seeing that he still hasn’t eaten the rest of his. “umm Inuyasha?”

As if knowing what Shippo was about to ask he looked down at him smiling before giving the piece of meat to him. Inuyasha knew that Shippo needed it more than he did because it was good for young demons to have raw meat to make sure they grow up strong and healthy. Plus Inuyasha wasn’t very hungry anymore. So after Shippo finished off the last of the meat they began to walk back to camp knowing the others would be worried if they stayed out any longer.

Sometime along the way back Shippo had fallen asleep on Inuyasha’s shoulder.

“Where have you been!?! Its way past Shippo’s bed time! Yet you have him out running around in the woods like some kind of mindless animal!!” Was the first thing Inuyasha heard when he stepped foot into the camp.

“Will you shut the fuck up woman?!? If you would close that hell hole of yours you would have noticed that he’s asleep and for your information we weren’t running around we were just talking” Inuyasha said as he tried to keep his voice down as much as he could without waking the kit.

“Oh well I’m sorry for being worried” Kagome said as she began to walk back to her sleeping bag. Though he could tell she was being sarcastic he wasn’t worried about it because as of now he didn’t really care.

Walking over to sit under a tree Inuyasha took Shippo off of his shoulder to bring him to lie on his lap. Smiling as he watched the little kit snuggle up to his leg Inuyasha began to rub the small fox head as if telling him while he was sleep that he was safe. After taking one more look around the area Inuyasha could feel himself dozing off before his eyes finally closed and he was taken to dream land”

*Inuyasha’s Dream”

‘Inu’s POV’

I was walking around the forest when I caught the scent of my older brother. I began to turn around only to see that he was standing right behind me with the darkest of looks his face has ever held.

“Sesshomaru I’m glad you’re here because I have something that I have to tell you” I said as I began to take a step towards him.

“You filthy hanyou do you think you have the right to walk up to me let alone speak when you have not been spoken to” I stepped back at hearing Sesshomaru growl at me a little scared that he might try to attack me.

Tears had begun to form in my eyes but with all my power I held them back the best I could. “Please Sesshomaru I just want to tell you how I feel so can you please just listen to me?” I asked while looking into the eyes of my brother’s glare. He was glaring at me pretty hard before he nodded his head silently telling me to continue.

So I began to slowly walk up to him trying to find the words I needed to say and ready to pour my heart out to the one I was in love with for over 54 years now. “Sesshomaru I just want to say that…That I l-love you and if you will have it I would love to be your mate and spend the rest of my life wi…” but before I could finish what I was saying I felt a sharp pain across my cheek.

I could do nothing more but to stand there with a red face which I was sure was beginning to swell and hot tears running out of my eyes. I looked at him with hurt and disbelief as his eyes was showing nothing but disgust, anger and hatred. As of out of nowhere he grabbed me by my neck trying to choke me to death.

“How dear you think I would ever mate with the likes of you!! A filthy Half-breed is what you are and what you will forever be!! You are worth nothing and not meant for anything but to kiss the ground I walk on!!” with that being said his eyes started to turn red as he punched me in my stomach before throwing me to the ground.

I began to cough up my own blood with a stream tears falling from my eyes. Why couldn’t he love me like I have always and will forever love him? All I wanted was to be in his arms forever but because I couldn’t so much as do that I guess if I were to die by anyone’s hand I would want it to be his.

After my coughing fit I winced and began to scream in pain as I felt his foot slam into my stomach before being lifted up by my hair.

“You are nothing and you will die as such” he said as he lifted his poison claws to where I could see and know how I was going to die. Before I knew it his claws were aiming for my throat as I prepared myself for my death.

*End of dream*

Reg POV

Inuyasha jumped out of his sleep gasping for air with his eyes wide in fear. Looking down he made sure Shippo hadn’t woken up from his sudden movements. After seeing that he was still asleep Inuyasha slowly moved him to lie next to Kagome before running into the woods as fast as he could. He could feel the tears beginning to form in his eyes but for the life of him he just wouldn’t and couldn’t let them fall.

Going into a fit of rage when Inuyasha got far enough away from the camp he began to throw punches any and every where. Punching, kicking down trees and ripping up the grass Inuyasha just wanted to destroy everything his hands made contact with. Digging his claws into his palm Inuyasha used the blades of blood to destroy any and everything he missed. His anger got so bad to the point where he began to dig is claws into his skin and digging his fangs into any body part that he could reach. Taking his claws he dug them into his leg clawing his way up into his hip not caring how bad it hurt for his heart hurt more.

He took his fangs and began to bite down into his arm and just when he was about to rip that part of his arm off he stopped and let his arm go. Looking at his hands Inuyasha just couldn’t hold the tears in anymore so dropped to the ground and began to cry his eyes out. Although some of his dreams were just as bad none of them has ever caused him to lose himself like he just did.

“It’s all true” balling up on the ground Inuyasha hugged his legs to his chest and he sobbed.

“I know it was just a dream…but it’s…all so true…I am nothing but a pitiful half-breed” He said between sobs “no one will love me…it’s like he said…I am nothing and I will die as such.”

For the rest of the night Inuyasha stayed on the ground crying and telling himself he was just a ugly pitiful half-breed for hours until finally he cried himself to sleep.

That morning Shippo woke up before everyone. Seeing that he was next to Kagome he began to look around for Inuyasha but when he didn’t see him he began to panic. Jumping up Shippo started to try and find any trace of Inuyasha running in the direction he believes he went.

But as Shippo ran to find Inuyasha he found almost the entire forest destroyed and he could smell Inuyasha all over the place. “Wow…What happened?” he asked himself while still looking for his father figure. Shippo looked for almost an hour before he found Inuyasha lying in the middle of nowhere and began to run to him.

*with Inuyasha*

Inuyasha just started to wake up when the memory of what happened came rushing back to him. He clutched his head hoping that the evil thoughts would stop soon. As if there were someone watching out for him just as fast as the memories came they were gone.

Sitting up Inuyasha winced at the pain he felt within his arms and legs. Looking himself over to see how much damage was caused Inuyasha heard someone call him. He turned the best he could without hurting himself even more to see Shippo running up to him.

Although he was happy to see the kit Inuyasha didn’t want him to see him like this though it was nothing he could do now.

“Inuyasha are you ok” Shippo asked as he finally reached him.

“Yeah runt I’m as fine as I’ll ever be” Inuyasha said trying to smile but groaned when Shippo sat in his lap.

At hearing Inuyasha groan Shippo got off of Inuyasha’s lap as fast as he could. “Are you sure you’re ok? I mean what happened to the forest anyway I mean there is almost nothing left?”

Inuyasha began to rub Shippo’s head before sighing “It’s alright Shippo I was just blowing off some steam”

Shippo looked up at Inuyasha not sure if he should believe him or not but for now he would just let it drop. He and Inuyasha were on their way back to the camp with inuyasha having only one thought in mind ‘I will never let him know how much I love’

TBC…
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