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Loss of Love	By : Kailover Category: InuYasha > Yaoi - Male/Male > InuYasha/Sessh?maru > InuYasha/Sessh?maru Views: 3991 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 2
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Chapter List
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Rating - M
Pairing - Sesshomaru/InuYasha
Summary - After a hit and run, InuYasha is left barren and withdraws from his mate and friends. What is our poor hanyou going to do?
Disclaimer - I do not own the fandom of InuYasha nor make any money from it.

Loss of Love

Chapter Two

Pain surrounded him as InuYasha slowly regained conciousness. He felt hallow inside as something told him the one thing that he feared the most since his mating; he'd lost the pup; the one thing that had made him an acceptable mate to Sesshomaru was that he had the rare ability to bear young however now he couldn't even do that. He had he had failed his beloved mate in the worst wayand he hated himself because of it. He slowly turned his head and a sad expression came across his face as he saw Sesshomaru sleeping in the chair beside him with his head resting on bed. He raised a shaky hand and touched the top of his mate's head gently and watched as Sesshomaru awoke. They stared at each for what seemed like hours before the tears began to swell in InuYasha eyes as he began to cry at the loss. Sesshomaru instantly sat up and was sitting on the bed with his long arms around his mate; allowing him to cry on his shoulder. Sesshomaru tenderly rubbed his mate's sensitive ears in the way only he could. InuYasha wasn't keen on his ears being touched and only deemed Sesshomaru worthy enough to touch them freely; with anyone else it really depended on InuYasha and his mood. The gesture was one of comfort however Sesshomaru felt InuYasha stiffen in his arms as two hands made an attempt to push him away. Sesshomaru didn't move as he kept his hold on his mate; he was careful not to hold him too firmly to prevent causing further injury to his mate however he would not allow his mate to get away from him; not when he knew that InuYasha needed him. Eventually InuYasha stopped trying to push his mate away as the tears continued to fall. A gentle knock was heard and Sesshomaru turned to see Dr Kaede standing there; there was a warm sympathetic gaze on her worn face. Sesshomaru inclined his head, giving her permission to enter the room.
"Good morning Mr Taka I was passing and I seeing that Mr Taka was awake I thought it would be ok to check on him" she stated. Once again Sesshomaru nodded as he reluctantly relesed his hold on his mate and moved to his feet.
"Would you like a drink?" he asked. Dr Kaede shook her head.
"No thank you I am alright" she declined politely. At that Sesshomaru left to go and get a much needed coffee. Once alone, Dr Kaede turned to her patient who was looking away; his ears flickered back and forth however there was an expression of turmoil that graced his features and it pained her aged heart even more at this young person's loss.
"How are you feeling this morning?" she asked. Silence.
"May I examine your dressing?" still no response as the hanyou ignored her. Dr Kaede sighed heavily.
"Perhaps when your mate returns I'll be able to check you over" she suggested however like the previous attempts, the hanyou ignored her as he continued to gaze out the hospital window. A few minutes later Sesshomaru returned with his coffee. Dr Kaede moved towards him and muttered something to him before Sesshomaru moved back to his mate's side. He placed the coffee cup on the small beside table the bed and sat beside his mate.
"Please let the good doctor check you over. She needs to do her job" pleaded Sesshomaru who was usually not a pleading person however with his mate it was a different story. InuYasha continued to remain silent. Sesshomaru sighed in despair as he nodded his head at the doctor to allow her to check his mate. Dr Kaede quickly checked the hanyou over and smiled warmly at the speed he seemed to be recovering; well physically at least. Mentally she wasn't so sure.
"Mr Taka I would like to keep your mate in for a few more days just for observation" Sesshomaru nodded in agreement. Dr Kaede watched the two mates before leaving the room as she made a silent prayer that things for them would work out. She hated it when things like this happened to such a young couple. It broke her heart.
The day passed by slowly and in painful silence with Sesshomaru staying mostly beside InuYasha with the occassional trip outside to make calls to his second in command Naraku who had been hired mostly due to InuYasha's insistence. It had been a short while after Sesshomaru and InuYasha had been going out for a couple of months but already others had seen a change in Sesshomaru and most of it had been due to InuYasha's appearance in his life. During those first few months of being with InuYasha he changed from being cold and emotionless being to someone who was warmer to others; although he hadn't changed completely but most claimed that he had changed for the better and InuYasha was a welcomed visitor to the office. When he had heard that Naraku was a half demon like himself, he had urged Sesshomaru to hire him. Sesshomaru had yielded to him and it was a decision he hadn't once regretted.Naraku had proved his worth and was an extreamly well organised and punctual worker; he had earned Sesshomaru's trust which meant that Sesshomaru could rely on him to make sure his business didn't crumble while he cared for his mate. He also made calls to make sure that the room being turned into a nursery was stopped and put back the way it was before. He wanted everything to do with the pup removed by the time he and mate returned home and he called the only person he knew that would do the job to his precise instructions. His parents. His parent's who had welcomed InuYasha into the family with open arms understood completely and promised the task would be done. They wished InuYasha well and that they would visit soon. Sesshomaru hung up as he returned to his silent mate.
InuYasha continued to stare into nothing in particular as he remained slient and empty. His mate will leave him now. He knew it. He was a failiure and that was not exceptable. He would be left alone and he deserved it.
Sesshomaru wrapped his arms around his unresponsive mate hoping it would give him some kind of response. Nothing. His mate who often loved a cuddle remained still and silent and it broke Sesshomaru's heart.
"I love you my beautiful InuYasha and I'll never leave you" he promised as he whispered into his mate's ears. He hoped that once InuYasha was home he would snap out of this.
One Week Later
InuYasha was discharged and allowed to return home. The person responsible for the accident had been found and dealt with and even though Sesshomaru wanted their death's; it wouldn't bring the pup or InuYasha back and due to the fact they were human meant that they had to be punished by the humans. Through the course of the week since the accident, InuYasha had remained silent and still. He had eaten little and only when Sesshomaru had fed him. Driving home was one of the longest journeys he had ever done. Before InuYasha had come into his life, silence had been enjoyable to Sesshomaru as it gave him time to think and process his throughts and get his work done however now that he was used to InuYasha brash and loud personality he missed it and destested the silence. He wanted his mate back. They arrived back at their home and Sesshomaru helped his mate out of the car. Once inside he helped InuYasha sit on the plush leather sofa in the living room and went to make some tea for them. Meanwhile InuYasha continued to remain silent and once Sesshomaru dissappeared into the kitchen, InuYasha found himself moving out of the living room and up the stairs as he headed towards the nursary. He opened the door and spotted the rocking chair in the corner; the rocking chair was where he was going to read bedtime stories and feed the pup. He had often sat in it as he imagined how holding his pup would feel. A pale hand slowly lifted and touched his empty belly as he went to sit in the chair.
The tea made, Sesshomaru placed the tea pot and two cups on a tray and returned to the living room. As soon as he entered the room he noticed his mate's absence. He placed the tray down on the table and began to search for his mate. The last place he looked was the one he dreaded as he stood infront of the room that would have been his pup's nursary. He opened the door and sighed heavily as he saw InuYasha sitting in the rocking chair. He strode over and knelt infront of his mate and took InuYasha's hands into his own; rubbing them gently.
"The tea is ready love. Come now there is no need to stay in here" he spoke trying to comfort his mate. Sesshomaru got to his feet and pulled InuYasha to his feet. The two left the room and returned to the living room. Sesshomaru poured the tea before sitting beside InuYasha who seemed to be unaware of the tea he had been offered. To Sesshomaru it seemed like InuYasha was on autopilot and it saddened him even more than he already was. It also made him wonder if InuYasha would ever snap out of this.

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