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Taken from You	By : Burton_Wanna_Be Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > Sessh?maru/Rin > Sessh?maru/Rin Views: 7435 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
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Chapter List
- 1-Taken from You
- 2-Sequal of sorts
- 1
- 2
AN: So this is kind of a sequel to Taken from You. The last chapter was physically taken while this one is more mentally taken, if that makes sense. It’s a bit breathy, covering a span of about a year. Each line break that appears is a time jump. I know this counts as a multiple chapter but I just couldn’t break it up. So, basically, it’s just an angsty story (mostly in the beginning) and has only ONE lemon, with mentions of another. Hope you enjoy!
Taken from You- Part 2
Rin took a deep breath, breathing in the lovely fragrance of her garden. Her fingers brushed across the colorful petals as she walked down the well kept dirt path. Wandering deeper into the garden she came up to her favorite place. A clearing with a tall, ever blooming sakura tree that stood in the exact center. It was because of this tree that her garden had been built where it was.
Stepping up to the tree, she bit her lip and looked carefully around to make sure she was alone. It was a good thing very few beings were allowed within the garden without permission from her or her lord. Satisfied that no one was near she removed her outer layer kimono, placing it gently beneath the tree, and proceeded to climb up onto the thick lower branch.
She was thankful that unless there was a party or a visit from a high ranking official, Rin had convinced her lord to allow her to walk around with only two layers. He had wanted her to wear more layers but she had argued with him until they compromised on two. A smile tugged at her lips when she recalled his reasoning.
‘While others may have the pleasure of seeing your beautiful face, they will not be allowed to see your body.’ Sesshomaru had growled, pulling her close and gently stroking her face. ‘That privilege belongs to this Sesshomaru and no other.’
Even after ten years together he still was the only one to cause her body to burn and her heart to skip a beat upon seeing him. His touch was the only she craved and she would never allow another to touch her. And, she knew deep in her heart, that Sesshomaru felt the same. He had told her so since day one and he had yet to lie to her.
Another sigh drifted from her lips as she settled back against the tree trunk, taking in the beautiful view she had. A giggle sounded as she thought about what many of the servants would say. Despite being the Lady of the West for the past ten years, Rin was unable to full squash out her adventurous nature. Not that she really wanted to, so long as she knew when to curb her baser side.
Memories began to rise at her train of thought and she welcomed them, focusing on what had happened when she first arrived at the palace. The afternoon following her rescue she had said her goodbyes to her friends and Sesshomaru had taken her in his arms, flying them to his grand home with Jaken and Aun following them. The daiyōkai had waited three days, until the leaders of his domain had all gathered for a ball before revealing the news.
Rin remembered meeting the staff the night she arrived, some instantly took to her while others refused her. One female, Suki, a young fox demoness, welcomed her with a bright smile. Now she was Rin’s personal maid and closest friend. But three days later Suki had her scrubbed and cleaned, styled her hair and dressed her as if she was a princess. All the pulling and prodding had been worth it though when Rin walked into that hall and she had seen her love’s breath catch.
Everything had seemed perfect in that moment until he gave the news that she was his mate. Chaos had nearly broken out until Sesshomaru gave a threat of death, silencing every being in the room. It wasn’t until Sesshomaru’s mother rose and approached Rin. The young woman didn’t move as the powerful female yōkai inspected her. After a moment a smile curved the Lady Mother’s lips, shocking the room, and she pulled Rin in for a hug announcing her approval.
After that was when Rin began her training, under the instruction on her new mother. For two years Rin learned all she could about being the new Lady of the West. Some days it had been so hard she had wanted to give up. But all it took was the thought of Sesshomaru and the desire to please him that kept her at it. And two years later she proved her worth.
It was strange to have so many yōkai bow to her as she stood beside her mate. While she had thought that they had accepted her because they feared her love it was later revealed by many of them that it was not so. While they feared the great Sesshomaru-sama, they admired the kind hearted, beautiful woman she was. The beautiful woman who ‘tamed’ their lord. Still there were others that refused to accept her but after so long things seemed to have worked out.
It was because of that acceptance that Sesshomaru had given Rin her garden. He had wanted to give her a little place in which she could go to escape from her duties. While they both enjoyed their getaway deep within their chambers and in each other’s arms he knew she would eventually request another place. It had taken him the two years, starting just after her training began, to full have this place built and she was forever grateful.
A gentle breeze blew through the branches, catching a loose blossom and carrying it to her. As her hand closed around the soft petals a distance sound of a child laughing reached her ears. Instant longing and sadness exploded within her while tears formed in her eyes. Not all of her memories had been so prosperous.
Clearly she could remember the conversation she and Sesshomaru had when they had returned to the palace before everything began. He had asked her to begin taking a potion that would prevent conception. Rin had been hurt at his request but quickly understood when he explained. He did want to have children with her but not at that moment. Things were too unstable for them to bring a babe into the world and it would be easier to wait. She had agreed, stating that until he was ready she was willing to wait.
It wasn’t until four years later that he showed signs of changing his mind. They had gone to visit Inuyasha and welcome his newest child, a little girl they named Yuki. Rin had held her little niece, her heart becoming heavy with its desire to hold her own baby. She knew that the way she had looked was what broke Sesshomaru’s resolve. Once they had returned home, locked in their room, he had told her it was time for them to have an heir. She had been so happy that, for the next day they did not leave their bed.
That had been five years ago and she still had been unable to give him the heir he desired. And it wasn’t because of the lack of trying. Oh, no, it was defiantly not that problem since Sesshomaru seemed to seek her out at least three times a day…not including how many times they went at it through the night. After a year Rin had gone to seek help from Kagome but the miko couldn’t explain why she wasn’t able to conceive so she gave her tips on things that might help.
When her advice still didn’t change the results Rin had sought Mother, desperate to find a way. The Lady Mother had asked questions and sat thinking for a while before she dropped her head. The only excuse she could think of was that, because Rin had died twice and returned to life twice, it was possible she was unable to conceive no matter what they did. Rin had been unable to stop her tears and allowed Mother to pull her in for a hug.
A few hours later when Rin had calmed down, the Lady Mother revealed there might be something to help increase fertility, if she was fertile at all. Seeing it was her last chance Rin agree to try her solution. So the Lady Mother had prepared a mixture of herbs for Rin, instructing her to mix it into her tea once a day. Rin had done as she was instructed, her hopes high.
The problem came a week later when she suddenly became violently ill. For no reason she was unable to keep anything down and her body temperature shot extremely high, sending her nearly into her third…and final death. It had taken Kagome hours to purify and heal Rin, exhausting the poor miko. It was still a mystery as to what caused her sickness since the miko had also approved of the mixture provided by the Lady Mother. So, just as a precaution, Kagome had instructed her to drink nothing but water for a month and eat very light foods with little herbs added to them.
So now here Rin was, almost a month later following her sister-in-law’s directions. It still bothered her about what happened but what could she do about it? Maybe Mother was right. Maybe Rin was truly unable to have children.
Blinking back her tears Rin looked up at the night sky through the branches of her tree. For the millionth time she sent up a prayer to whatever Kami or Buddha that would listen. ‘Please allow me the joy of carrying my love’s child.’ But her hopes were far from high.

Sesshomaru’s head lifted up from the parchment he was reading and turned to the open balcony doors. Sadness began to seep into the clean summer night’s air. And it was a scent he knew all too well. His Rin had become lost in her sad memories. She was hurting again and once more there was little he could do for her.
Without realizing it, the daiyōkai rose from his desk and stepped out onto the balcony. He knew where his mate was, the exact location, without finding her scent. She was deep within her gardens, near the forever blooming sakura tree. That was her place to hide from her pain yet recently even it failed to take it away from her. And it was heartbreaking to see his Rin so distraught and depressed.
Memories began to rise in his mind. The ones of his strong young ward turned mate when he had finally taken her to his home. He clearly remembered the day he revealed her to be his mate and how beautiful she had been walking into a room full of powerful yōkai with her head held high and a smile upon her lips. The only other time she had shone so brightly was two years later, after she had completed her training with his mother, at that moment when those doors opened to reveal her…everything within him had frozen.
Pride and honor had soon filled him as she glided to his side, fully earning and embraced in her role as Lady of the West. Those two years had been hard on her and on him. While she underwent her private tutoring with his mother, she was taken to the Lady’s palace and only allowed to see him every few weeks. His mother had been adamant on keeping Rin away from distractions, Sesshomaru himself being the largest, and went so far as to keep them separated for an entire month before the party in which she had her ‘coming out.’ But once he saw her for the first time entering into the grand room…he conceded that the wait had been worth it. And the next three days he had made care to make up for their time spent apart, not allowing either of them to leave their chambers let alone their bed.
After the first two years and the eventual acceptance of Rin as his mate, he remembered how she had warmed the hearts of nearly every being involved in his council. Some of the nobles had been angered by her presence due to the hope that Sesshomaru would choose one of their daughters as his mate. However, after a nasty, underhanded attempt that had backfired on them, those desires died away when they saw how…right it was to have Rin as his mate. He could still remember the day the lords had brought their unattached daughters to his home for him to meet and the shock each leader had when they went to fetch the women and found them laughing and enjoying themselves wholeheartedly with Rin. Thankfully, no more attempts had been made in an effort to break Rin away from Sesshomaru after that.
But it seemed that those plans were not the path the lords should have taken. Pain began to blossom within Sesshomaru’s chest at the thought and the memories that followed. Ever since Inuyasha and Kagome had their first child, he knew Rin desired her own. Only out of concern for the child and Rin’s safety was it that Sesshomaru had requested that she take a potion to insure she would not become pregnant. He knew it had hurt her but, in the typical fashion of his Rin, she had offered an understanding smile and agreed. Even now he regretted ever asking her to do such a thing.
It had taken him four years and the birth of Yuki, Inuyasha and Kagome’s second child, before he gave in to hers, and his, desire for a child. She had been so happy that she’d insisted they needed to ‘practice’ and they had spent an entire day doing such. And in the time following he had taken her every chance he could, not that he really needed the excuse to trap her in a secluded hallway and have his way, it just gave those moments more purpose. But now, five years later, it seemed as if that desire will never be fulfilled. They had tried everything to conceive, even taking a mixture from his mother that was supposed to help. But that had only succeeded in nearly killing the woman he loved. Because of that he withdrew himself from her and their attempts, fearful of what might happen if they continued.
A conversation with one of his nobles replayed in his head about the situation. Yamaka had, with obvious reluctance and hurt for he was one of the first to accept and adore Rin, suggested that Sesshomaru seek another female to give him his heir. It wasn’t as if the thought hadn’t crossed the inu yōkai’s mind, it was hearing another suggest it that made everything seem too real. He had instantly dismissed the idea, like he had done to himself, confiding in the noble that he had no desire to seek another female because the thought of lying with any aside from Rin disgusted him. Thankfully Yamaka had dropped the subject, his black eyes flashing with pity for his lord.
Just then the faint, subtle hint of salt reached Sesshomaru’s sensitive nose and he found himself floating off his balcony towards the gardens. Too often in the past few months had the scent of Rin’s tears filled his nose that he was able to scent even a single drop from all the way on his balcony. Quickly he drifted over the small wall of bushes that marked the garden’s territory and floated to the center where his mate was. In no time he came up to the sakura tree, his heart skipping a beat when he caught sight of his love seated atop a branch, gazing up at the starry night sky.
A ghost of a smile tried to form across his mouth when he saw her and noticed she had shed her outer kimono. Usually he would have become annoyed upon seeing her out of her promised dressings but he just couldn’t summon the feeling. But, just like every other time, worry for her safety pulsed through him. Long ago he had given up on attempting to keep her on the ground, realizing that it was just who she was. She was always the proper lady when she needed to be and rarely allowed herself the true freedom she’d once had, so he figured he could allow her this pleasure.
As he approached, stopping nearly below her, she turned her head to face him, a small sad smile gracing her lips. The hollowness within her eyes told him his suspicions had been true. She had been thinking of what was being denied her. In that moment he wished more than ever he could resolve their problem and give her a child, just so he never had to see that look in her eyes again.
“Rin.” Her name came out as a plea. A plea for her true self to return.
“Sesshomaru-sama,” she continued to stare at him in that depressing way. “How fare you this night?”
“My Rin.” He sighed and rose until he was floating at eye level with her. Gently he cupped her face, his thumb brushing down her cheek. “You must not dwell on this.”
“I cannot help it.” Her voice came out a bit stronger and he could hear the tears she was holding back. “I am being denied the one thing I desire. The one thing that I should have according to nature.”
He could not argue with her on that. For a woman to have a child, that was one of the basic rules of nature. He could only sigh and hold out his hands. Rin looked at his hands for a moment before shifting. Wanting to be closer to him she placed her small hands on his shoulders, allowing him to grip her waist and lift her off the branch. Slowly he brought them back down, allowing her feet to touch the ground but he did not let her go. Instead he dipped down, placed a gentle kiss upon her lips, and pulled her into his body where he held her close. Neither moved nor spoke for a long while.
But eventually Rin pulled back, her eyes down cast as she spoke. “My lord.”
Those two words had his spine stiffening, know he was not going to like what came next. She had only used those words mix together with that tone when she had to inform him of something she didn’t like. And this time was a proven example with what she said next.
“You must seek a new mate.”
His heart stopped and his blood turned to ice. Never would he have thought to hear those words from her. Others, yes, but not her, not his Rin. And not in a voice that sounded so defeated, so tired it almost brought him to his knees.
“What?” Was all he could manage.
Rin turned so her back was facing him and wrapped her arms around her middle. “Rin is not a worthy mate for Sesshomaru-sama. She is defective and unable to give him what he needs.”
He could clearly hear her pain in her voice, the tears she was trying to hold back but not succeeding at. Still he could not find his voice.
“Many would agree with Rin.” She continued. “So, tomorrow, I will remove my belongings from Sesshomaru-sama’s chambers. I will wish you the greatest joy with your new mate.” Her voice hitched on the word ‘new’ and her tears began to stream heavier.
That sound and the stronger scent of tears, accompanied by her taking a step away from him snapped his body into action. Before she could take another step his arm shot out to snag hers and pull her back against him. His strong arms wrapped around her to keep her flush against him, her back to his front. A low growl rumbled through his chest.
“Does Rin still love this Sesshomaru?” He managed to ask.
“Wh-what?” Rin gasped, shocked at his action, and turned so she could face him.
“Does Rin still love this Sesshomaru?” He repeated, allowing her to see the anger and hurt he was feeling.
“Y-yes. Rin will always love her Sesshomaru-sama.” She frowned and slightly shook her head. “But Rin is broken. She cannot give-”
“You give this Sesshomaru everything he needs.” Sesshomaru cut her off, his voice dropping due to his emotions. He was not going to allow her to belittle herself or think she was unworthy. She was everything to him.
“But I can’t give you an heir.” She said stronger this time, her tears going unchecked. Why couldn’t he just understand that? All she wanted to do was leave so he could have the life he was meant too.
“This Sesshomaru will tell you what he has told the others.” A hardness formed in his voice and his arms tightened slightly. “This Sesshomaru will stand by his choice, made nearly a decade ago, and take no other as his mate aside from his Rin. He will share no bed with another nor invite another into his. That privilege goes to his Rin alone.” He paused to allow her to full absorb his words and then continued. “And no other, aside from his Rin will bare his child.”
“And if Rin can not?” She whispered, honored by his words yet her doubt and fears still very much alive.
“Then this Sesshomaru would rather have his life with his Rin and no children then to have his Rin forever saddened and children born from another.” The hard lines in his face softened as he reached up to stroke her cheek again, brushing at her tears. “Rin,” again it was a plea, one that begged her to understand. “You are the only one this Sesshomaru desires and if that means we will not have children, than I will take what is given.”
Rin blinked up at him, her tears still coming. “Does Rin mean so much more to Sesshomaru-sama then the prospect of having an heir? A full blooded yōkai heir?”
“Rin means more to this Sesshomaru then any number of bastard born heirs, yōkai or not.” The corner on his mouth tilted up slightly. “Rin means more than this Sesshomaru’s status and land.”
That confession caused her to gasp, eyes widening. She knew he loved her even though he said it very few times. His gestures and actions proved and reminded her. But for him to say…that! His status and land, the things he had inherited from his father, had been his life’s goal. But to say that she was more to him than any of it proved, better than anything, the depths of his feelings. That thought caused all her doubts to evaporate.
She had no words for him, how could she match or counter that? So instead she rose up onto her toes and placed her mouth on his. His response was instant, pressing closer to her and opening his mouth. Their tongues met in the middle, beginning the little battle they enjoyed every time. And like every time before, once his tongue had that first taste, he couldn’t get enough of her. The same being said about her. Too bad their kiss was shorter then they both wanted but he had to ask his question.
“Does Rin believe this Sesshomaru?” He asked with a smirk as he stared down at her glazed brown eyes.
She blinked, regaining some thought ability, and frowned slightly. “Rin has always believed you, Sesshomaru.” The drop of the honorific was a good sign. “But that does not chance the facts. I still wish for a child and you desire an heir. What will we do?”
She had a point but that was not something he wished to think about at the moment. Or for a long while. They had a very long life in which to think of such things. Right now he just wanted to be with the woman who was his heart and soul.
“In time, Rin,” he spoke after a moment. “We will figure a way to solve this problem. One that does not involve this Sesshomaru bedding another and hurting his Rin. It is not a possibility.”
A true smile, one not seen in weeks, curved her luscious mouth. “Then that subject is for another day.”
He growled his approval and claimed her mouth again. This time it was hotter and longer, igniting the familiar and welcomed desire in both of them. It had been too long since they had been together, the longest stretch since her training days, and he found he could not wait to have her. And judging by the way her hands had found their way beneath his kimono he knew she couldn’t wait either. With a groan he managed to pull back slightly so he could look into her warm brown eyes and seek the answer to his unasked question.
“Please…” The tone of her voice matched the desire in her eyes and her scent spiked, delicious and addicting, somewhat stronger than before. That was all he needed.
His growl was purely animalistic as he claimed her mouth once again. He was rough as he let his need take over and his tongue sought entrance into her mouth yet she met his actions with equal enthusiasm. This time he dropped his hands down to the back of her thighs and lifted her off the ground enough so he could drop to his knees and take her with him. A little shifting and he had her laid out beside the sakura tree, his body positioned over hers.
Breaking the kiss he pulled back to look down at the magnificent woman beneath him. She was beautiful and always would be, especially as she stared up at him with those hooded, desire and loved filled warm brown eyes. This was his mate, his one and only, and never was he going to lose her. And never was she going to lose him.
With swift hands he released the tie on her obi and pealed back the layer of her kimono, revealing her stunning body to his hungry gaze. He stared at he for a moment, taking in the porcelain form that he’d been denying himself for too long, before leaning down to claim her mouth again. The kiss served to render Rin breathless just before he began his torturous decent down her body. Gently he nipped and kissed the column of her delicate neck, stopping to suck on his mark at the juncture of her neck and should.
Rin moaned loudly as Sesshomaru sucked and nipped her mating mark, her hands squeezing his shoulders. When he released her mark and continued on his path she took the opportunity to relieve him of his sash and push his kimono off his broad shoulders. That wonderful mouth of his paused just above one of her breasts as he shrugged off the silk.
With the cloth gone, tossed to the side by the tree, Sesshomaru gave one of her breast a nip before sucking one of her nipples into his warm mouth. Rin moaned, hands diving into his silver hair as she arched into his mouth. As he toyed with that breast his hand came up to pay attention to the other, pinching the hardened peak before rolling it between his fingers, tugging slightly. To add more to her pleaser he began to growl lowly in his throat, sending vibrations through her.
“Ah!” Rin gasped, the fingers of one hand beginning to rub the tip of his pointed ear. Something she had discovered by accident that he really seemed to like. The sensation had him rumbling harder, sending shocks through her. “Sesshomaru!”
“Rin.” He growled, moving to kiss his way down her stomach. He was very pleased that she had not worn any undergarments, leaving her bare and easily accessible. One hand gripped her hip loosely while the other gently tickled her pale skin as it trailed south. A smirk formed on his lips when she began to wiggle at the sensation of his fingers.
“Stop teasing.” She gasped out, bucking her hips into his chest. “Please.”
“As my lady wishes.” His voice rumbled through her abdomen before he placed a chaste kiss against her stomach. The next instant his mouth was covering her core, tongue thrusting deep inside and causing her to cry out.
A moan escaped him as the taste of her hit him. Like every time before, her taste was pure heaven…except…it was slightly stronger tonight, heightened in a way. It only made him desire her more. He gave a loud growl before greedily lapping at her, taking in as much of her as he could. With each pass and plunge of his tongue she gasped and bucked, her pleasure rising higher and higher. Within moments he had her shattering, pulsing around his strong tongue as she came.
But he didn’t stop his assault. Instead he thrust two fingers into her, accompanying his tongue. Combined, his tongue and fingers sent her over two more times before he finally pulled back. When he went to crawl over her she stopped him with her hands on his shoulders and a gentle push. He frowned at her but allowed her to push him back until his back was resting against the ancient tree. His golden gaze locked with her warm brown one, fixated as she shifted up onto her knees and crawled between his spread knees.
Rin reached a gentle hand out, releasing the tie of his hakamas and tugging until his hardened member was freed. Her hungry gaze absorbed the sight of him, all hard and thick…just for her. With long practiced hands she cupped him, earning a moan of pleasure from him. Taking that sound as her cue she lowered her mouth to kiss the tip of the plum shaped head of his cock before surrounding it with her lips.
It was her turn to torture him. At first she sucked gently on the tip, occasionally licking it. When she became bored with that her tongue licked up and down the thick column of his cock, making sure to reach every inch of him. She pulled back, blowing lightly on his moist member and causing him to shutter and groan.
“Rin.” The growl was practically non-discernable but the plea did not go unnoticed. Nor did the hands gripping her hair.
Smirking to herself, Rin once again took him into her mouth but going far past the tip to take as much of him as she could. What wouldn’t fit she surrounded with one hand, cupping his balls with the other. Sesshomaru released another deep growl of pleasure, his hands tightening in her hair just enough to sting but not hurt her. At the gentle scrape of his claws on her scalp, Rin began to pull back, sucking hard, before dropping back down again.
Over and over, moving faster, she sucked his cock, encouraged by the low moans he gave. Every few strokes she’d stop to lick his shaft or toy with his balls, letting her hand continue where her mouth stopped. It didn’t take long before Sesshomaru was using all his self control to keep from bucking his hips and driving his cock deep into her mouth. He knew she liked pleasing him this way, he did too, but he couldn’t allow it to happen too often since it really pushed his control and he feared he’d end up hurting her, even after all these years.
But Rin always knew when he wanted more, needed her to do more. So with a deep breath she enclosed his cock in her mouth once more and took him as far as she could manage, his tip brushing the back of her throat. The moaning growl that left her mate made her smile around him with pride. She bobbed her head faster than before, sucking as hard as she could manage while pausing to tease the tip before drawing him in again. His thick cock pulsed, swelling even more to where it was becoming painful to continue what she was doing. Good thing she didn’t have to much longer.
Sesshomaru stiffened a few moments later, hands tightening in her hair. “Rin.” It was her only warning before he came. Thankfully she was able to pull back enough to where the hot jets of his come didn’t choke her. Greedily she took what he offered, always enjoying the taste of his seed. She swallowed what had managed to stay in her awaiting mouth, delicately wiping the extra that had escaped from her chin.
He had held back on his release she realized, knowing that he was capable of giving much more. Her eyes looked back down at his cock and noticed it was still rock hard and pulsing slightly. Then her gaze jumped to his hooded one, taking in the pleased expression and the cocky grin. Before she could move his hands grabbed her waist and pulled her onto his lap, positioning himself at her dripping entrance, the edge of her kimono that still hung from her body blowing behind her slightly in the gentle breeze.
“As much as I enjoy your talented mouth, my Rin,” He whispered in her ear, nipping at the lobe. “I want to be deep inside you, making you scream in pleasure.”
Her only response was a low, breathy moan and a slight wiggle of her hips to show him how ready she was for his want. He gave a low chuckle just before he slowly united them, pushing his manhood deep into her womanhood. Both moaned at the intense pleasure of their joining, pausing to simply absorb the feeling once he was sheathed all the way inside her.
“Ride me.” He whispered, lips brushing hers before claiming them.
“As my lord wishes.” She moaned back, slowly lifting her hips.
Her pace was slow and gentle, meant to simply take in the sensations caused. It didn’t take long for them to need more, so when his hands tightened on her hips she moved faster and harder. With each impale of his cock into her she moaned, panting as her pace quickened and eventually needed his help to keep the pace going. She tossed her head back, arching her back to grind harder into him, her fingers digging into his bare shoulders and offering her breast to him. Greedily he latched onto one nipple.
The sensation of his mouth on her breast combined with the sudden striking of his tip against that bundle of nerves within her sent her over the edge in another climax. As her walls tightened around him, her juices thickly coating his cock, his hands tightened even more while he took over the control of her thrusts. Almost roughly he lifted her and slammed her onto his cock while she withered with her climax. He loved the feel of her squeezing him as she came.
But once that orgasm faded, another building up right on its heels, he was becoming desperate to find his full release. Faster and harder now he lifted her, rocking his hips up on each down stroke, but it just wasn’t enough. His orgasm was right there and hers not far behind but he refused to end without seeing to her satisfaction again first.
With a growl he released the nipple he was toying with and switched their position so that she was underneath him. He hooked the back of her knees into the crook of his arms, spreading her legs wider and pushing them closer to her chest to insure he was able to go even deeper. Rin began to cry out with each desperate, furious thrust of his hip, sliding back and forth across her kimono and uncaring if it became stained by the grass beneath it.
So close, they were both so close. “S-Sessho…maru…” she managed to moan, hand reaching up to dive into his silver hair. Roughly, sensing her end and his, she sat up slightly and pulled him down so she could claim his mouth is a soul searing kiss. A mere millisecond after their lips touched it was over, their orgasms slamming into them at the same moment. They swallowed the other’s cry of pleasure, refusing to end the kiss. His scolding seed shot deep into her pulsing womb again and again while her juices sought to cover him completely, a mixture of both spilling from her and spreading between them and her kimono.
Moments passed with them waiting out the end of their mind numbing releases before Sesshomaru dared to move. By no means did he want to remove himself from within the warm embrace of his beloved, even if only for a moment, but he reluctantly let go of her legs and slide out of her. Rin let out a disappointed groan but didn’t cease stroking his hair and back. Braced upon his slightly shaking arms he stared down into her well satisfied, loving brown gaze.
“You are beautiful.” He whispered, brushing back a portion of her damp hair. “The only woman this Sesshomaru will ever desire. You are everything to me.”
Rin smile softly at him, her love for him making it seem as if she glowed. Gently she cupped his cheek before speaking. “You are beyond handsome and more then this Rin could ever wish for. And you are everything to me.”
The kiss they shared this time held not hint of lust, just simple, pure, unadulterated love. Love that they would only feel for the person with whom they were with. No matter what destiny threw at them, a child or not, they knew that those feelings would never fade nor disappear. They would find a way to see their wishes come true so long as they were together. After all, there was no Rin without Sesshomaru and not Sesshomaru without Rin.

After that night things seemed to be getting better. Due to his admission and promise Rin was able come to terms, in a way, with their situation. After all, there were other families that were unable to have children and they got along fine. So with that thought, and the refreshed knowledge that her mate loved and only wanted her, the heavy weight on her shoulders lifted a significant amount. Her improved mood instantly absorbed into the palace and its staff, giving everything a ‘joyful’ feel.
At least for about three weeks, then Rin suddenly began to feel ill. For the past five days she’d been feeling bouts of extreme exhaustion, needing to rest at times that shouldn’t have bothered her. At first she just passed it off as not getting enough nutrition due to her water and plain, light foods diet. It wasn’t until she began to feel nauseous on the fourth day that she became worried. After recently recovering from her near death experience, she knew she had to seek help.
The only problem was that Sesshomaru was away from the keep and had been for the past three days. He would never allow her to leave by herself but she had to visit Kagome. Besides, he knew that the miko had requested a visit to perform a check-up and make sure his mate was back to full health. And it was that reasoning thought that convinced her to saddle up Aun and head to the small village that had once been her home. And of course she made sure to let a number of people know where she was going and when she was to return.
Aun gave a grunt as he descended, letting her know they had arrived. Once the two headed dragon yōkai touched the ground he lowered himself down to his belly to make it easier for her to slide off his back. With her feet on the ground she sent Aun away to go graze and walked up to Inuyasha and Kagome’s hut. Before she could get within ten feet a blur of silver, black, and red tackled into her accompanied by a cry.
“Rin-oba!”
Rin chuckled as she looked down into the dark, dark golden gaze of her niece. “Hello Yuki-chan.”
“What are you doin’ here?” Yuki continued to smile widely as she released Rin.
“I came to see your mother. Is she inside?” Just as the question left her mouth the mat covering the doorway was pushed aside. Kagome, dressed in her miko garb, stepped out with a welcoming smile. Which Rin returned. “Hello Kagome-chan.”
“Hi Rin-chan. I wondered why Yuki came running out here.” She chuckled and gave a little grunt as she picked up her daughter. “You know you’re not supposed to do that, little one.”
“Sorry mama.” Yuki bowed her head, the little dog ears atop her black streaked silver head flattening slightly. “But I knew it was Rin-oba.”
“That doesn’t matter.” Kagome said with a slight shake of her head. “You know better. Now go inside and finish your studies.”
Yuki nodded and hopped out of her mother’s arms to run back into the large hut. Once the girl was safe inside Kagome turn back to face Rin. Her blue eyes looked the younger woman up and down, assessing her physical appearance.
“So,” she finally spoke. “How are you feeling? I want to assume you’re doing better since this is the first time you’ve been here since the incident.”
Rin sighed at that, her shoulders dropping. “I was feeling back to normal a few days after you left. Aside from my increased depression.”
Kagome’s eyes took on a saddened look as she placed a comforting hand on Rin’s shoulder. “That’s understandable. Come on inside so we don’t have to talk in front of everyone. Have you been sticking to the diet I recommended?”
“As if Sesshomaru would allow me to stray.” Rin snorted as she followed Kagome inside. “The furthest I’ve gone from bland broths and plain rice has been a slightly seasoned chicken with potatoes.”
“I know it’s no fun eating such boring foods but, trust me, after what happened you had to rid your body of all toxins and herbs. It was the only way to make sure you returned to normal.” The miko sighed as she sat beside the fire pit in the main room. “Has anything made you sick since then though?”
“No.” Rin shook her head and took the seat adjacent to her. Then she paused, biting her lip, not sure how to approach what she was going through. “Well…”
“Well what?” Kagome pressed.
“Well, just recently I’ve been feeling very tired all of a sudden. To the point that I’ve had to sit down and rest doing things that normally wouldn’t tire me out.” Rin confessed.
“Hm.” Kagome frowned as she went to kneel before the Lady of the West. Gently she took Rin’s face in her hands and turned it to different angles. “How long has this been going on?”
“The past five days.”
“Has anything else been bothering you? Headaches? Stomachaches?”
“No…actually yes, kinda. I’ve been feeling nauseous since yesterday. I could barely get my breakfast down.”
Kagome pulled back at that, her frown intensifying. “Only today? Were you able to keep your food down?”
“Yes, but it came on so suddenly.” A sigh of frustration escaped her. “That’s why I decided to come here now.”
“I take it Sesshomaru doesn’t know you’re here?” Kagome giggled.
“Um, no, he went out on patrol three days ago but he should be back tonight. I was scared that something was really wrong with me and I didn’t want to worry him if it was nothing.” Rin offered a shaky smile.
“Well, there’s no reason to get the Great Lord of the Western Lands all worked up for no reason. He seems to have enough to worry about, right?” Kagome’s gentle smile was all knowing.
“That’s what I say.”
“Then let’s not give him another scare then. I want to try something that should narrow down the possibilities if there is something wrong with you. Go ahead and lay down.” Kagome instructed as she shifted so she was kneeling beside Rin when she was laid out.
“What do you think might be wrong?” Rin asked, her big brown eyes looking up at her sister-in-law.
“If I had to guess, I’d say a virus or parasite.” Kagome brushed back Rin’s hair and at the woman’s confused look she explained. “In my home time there are things they call viruses that cause illnesses. And there are types of parasites discovered that can cause your symptoms.”
Rin didn’t respond, simply nodding her head in understanding. She shifted her shoulders a bit to become more comfortable. Once she settled Kagome leaned closer, her hands hovering inches above Rin’s body. A moment later they began to glow softly and, beginning at her head, Kagome drifted them downwards, seeking anything that might be out of place or dark. It wasn’t until she came to Rin’s lower abdomen that she found something. The gentle pulse of her power gave her the answer they sought.
Kagome had to bite her lip to keep the smile from her face as she pulled back. She wanted to be positive before she told Rin. “I think I know what is making you so tired.”
“What is it Kagome-chan?” Rin’s eyes brightened with hope as she sat up.
“I want to make sure first. Hiroto!” Kagome called turning to the mat that separated the main room from the children’s room. A moment later her son stepped out dressed in red hakamas and a white gi.
“Yes, mama?” Hiroto asked shyly, with his hands clasped behind his back as he rocked on the heels of his bare feet. The pose always made him look like he’d done something wrong.
“Hey Hiroto-kun.” Rin giggled and held her arms out. “Do I get a hug?”
A shy smile formed on his lips and a pink blush stained his cheeks before he walked up to her. Poor Hiroto was always so shy but he never refused his aunt a hug. As he wrapped his arms around her neck she pulled him down into her lap. A gentle smile formed on her lips when he nuzzled her neck. But then he paused and sniffed a few times before pulling back with a confused frown.
“What’s wrong Hiroto-kun?” Rin asked, stroking his silver hair.
“Your scent…it’s different.” His golden eyes, a few shades darker than his father’s, focused on her, confusion evident.
“I was wondering…” Kagome spoke softly, drawing their attention. “Anyways, Hiroto, will you go get daddy for me? Tell him I need his help with something.”
“Ok,” Hiroto nodded and stood, running out of the hut to do the task his mother set for him.
Kagome smiled after her son, resting her cheek on her hand. “That boy is so helpful. Too bad I know he’ll end up more like Inuyasha when he’s older.”
“Would that be so bad?” Rin asked, her eyes staring at the wooden floor.
Kagome noted the sadness in her voice, the longing, and she couldn’t hold back her smile. “I suppose not, so long as he’s a little bit like me. I do not need another hanyō with Inuyasha’s attitude.”
“And what’s so wrong with my attitude?” Inuyasha’s gruff voice called before the silver haired inu hanyō entered, followed by his son. “The pup says you need my help. What for?”
“Dad.” Hiroto groaned and rolled his eyes. He did not like to be called a pup. Inuyasha just smirked, ruffling the boy’s hair while being careful with his ears. Hiroto tried not to laugh as he pushed his father’s hand away. Once he succeeded the boy ran back into his room.
Kagome smiled fondly at the two. “Yes, Inuyasha, I need your nose.” He raised an eyebrow at her. “Hiroto kind of confirmed my suspicion but I want to be positive.”
“What are you talking about?” Rin looked from her sister to her brother.
Inuyasha looked down at his brother’s mate, taking in the sadness in her eyes. He knew what had been happening with the couple and he felt for them. No one deserved a child more than the young woman dressed in purple sitting in his hut. And she shouldn’t have to suffer for having that desire. With that thought her scent finally registered in his brain. There was defiantly something different to it, subtle but still there.
“Well I’ll be.” He chuckled, crossing his arms as he dropped to sit by his mate.
“So I’m right?” Kagome turned her big, hopeful blue eyes to him.
“Yep, not far along but you’re defiantly right.” He smiled cockily.
“Oh, good.” Kagome gave a relieved sigh.
“Ok, are you two going to tell me what’s wrong with me? I do have to be back soon.” Rin cut in, a little annoyed at the two.
“Right, Rin-chan,” Kagome couldn’t stop her smile from covering her face. “It looks like I was right. You do have a parasite…of sorts.”
“A parasite?” Rin repeated with wide eyes. “C-can it be removed?”
“I don’t think you’ll want to remove this one. Especially since you’ve been trying for it so hard.” Kagome had to laugh at the confused look on her sister-in-law’s face before she clarified what she was saying. “Rin-chan, you’re pregnant.”
All Rin could do was blink at the miko. “W-what?”
“You’re finally having a baby.” Kagome answered, still ecstatic about the news.
It took Rin another moment to process what she was being told. When she had she shook her head. “You’re wrong, Kagome-chan. I can’t be pregnant. I can’t have children.”
“Well she’s not. You are. And apparently you can.” Inuyasha replied, a grin still on his face. “So congrats. Now you just have to tell that fluffy brother of mine.”
“No.” Rin continued to shake her head. Why were they doing this to her? She had finally accepted her fate. “You guys don’t understand. We’ve tried everything and nothing worked. I can’t be pregnant.”
Kagome frowned and leaned closer. “Have you had sex with Sesshomaru in the past month?”
Even after nine years and her situation, taking about her sex life with Sesshomaru still made her blush. “Y-yes.”
“Then it is every bit a possibility that you are pregnant.” Kagome shrugged as if she just won the argument. “Besides, that little spark of life I sense within you just proves us even more right.”
A little spark of life…within her? Rin looked down at her flat stomach and tried to will herself to see the spark. Shaking slightly, she put her hand over her belly. Could she really, truly be pregnant? Hope she had thought she wouldn’t have anymore consumed her.
“But…” she swallowed and looked back at the couple across from her. “Why now? We’ve been trying for nearly five years. Why would I become pregnant now?”
“I don’t know.” Kagome sighed. “It doesn’t make any sense, you should have conceived not long after you stopped taking the potion to prevent it. I was shocked when you told me that even after your ‘heat’ that you still hadn’t conceived.”
“It might have had to do with your fertility.” Inuyasha chimed in, looking very thoughtful.
“What do you mean?” Both women asked.
“I mean, you may not have been fertile at all Rin.” The hanyō sighed and shook his head. “I know that doesn’t make sense but I can’t remember a time after you mated Sesshomaru that you were fertile. I can easily smell Kagome’s time but never yours.”
“Why wouldn’t you be able to smell it?” Rin frowned at him.
“Not sure. I mean I expected that while you were taking that potion to stop you from having a kid. But after you stopped taking it there was never a spike in your scent that told me you were at your peak to conceive. Hell, I had thought it was possibly a very subtle change from when you lived here since you’re now mated to Sesshomaru but I don’t think even he smelled anything.” He was almost positive his brother had never smelled her fertility since before he mated her.
“And it’s not possible for a mating to destroy her fertility.” Kagome added, her frown deep enough to cause wrinkles on her forehead. “I wonder what’s been going on.”
“You and me both.” Rin added and after a pause pointed something out. “Do you think that incident almost two months ago could be related to this?”
“It’s highly possible.” Kagome nodded in agreement. “But we won’t be able to tell unless we discover what it was that the mixture Sesshomaru’s mother gave you reacted so badly with.”
Silence filled the hut at her words, aside from the noises of the pups in the other room. All three of them were thinking about the situation, remembering that day. Rin shuddered at the memory of retching for hours while running a high fever. Her arms wrapped protectively around her stomach and the news fully sank in. She was pregnant!
Her excitement had her shooting to her feet and examining her flat belly. Her fingers splayed wide to cover the entire area. A true, heartfelt, joyful smile appeared on her mouth as she looked to her family members. They were returning her smile with bright, happy ones of their own.
“I’m really pregnant.” She whispered, tears forming in her eyes.
“Yes you are.” Kagome giggled and pulled her in for a hug. “You’ll be a great mom.”
Rin laughed slightly, wiping away her tears. “H-how long?”
“I’d say you’re just under a month right now.” Inuyasha supplied as he stood up as well.
‘Just under a month…’ Rin repeated, thinking back to figure out when this happened. A month was a long time but there was only one night that stood out and she knew that it was that night. ‘All that talk about accepting that I would never carry a child and now look what’s happened.’
“Since you’re about a month along,” Kagome’s voice brought her out of her remembering. “I’d say mid to late spring is when you’ll be due.”
“Spring, huh?” Rin mussed, still rubbing her belly. “A lot can happen until then.”
“Don’t worry.” Kagome hugged her again. “You’ll have nothing to worry about.”
“Except tellin’ my bone head brother.” Inuyasha pointed out with a smirk. “I’ll bet he hasn’t even realized you scent had changed. It’s so subtle right now.”
“And it’s that last thing either of us would expect.” Rin replied with a laugh. “It’s so funny.”
“What is?”
“I can tell you exactly when this happened.”
“That’s not so odd. I remember when both of our pups were conceived.” Inuyasha flashed a prideful grin at his wife, who blushed.
“I’m sure you can, Inuyasha, but that’s not what makes it funny.” Rin’s eyes softened as she recalled that night. “It was the conversation we had before…you know.”
“What did you talk about?” Kagome pressed, wanting to know the situation.
“I had told him to find another mate but he refused.” The gasp from Kagome and the growl from Inuyasha were not a surprise. “It wasn’t like I wanted him to, it just seemed like the only way for him to have a legitimate heir.”
“Damn, Rin,” Inuyasha groaned. “You don’t tell your mate to find another. Even if it’s for a ‘good’ reason. It makes it seem like you aren’t satisfied with him.”
“I realized that after he told me in more ways than one that he loved me and would never take another.” Rin sighed again, those memories still fresh and warming. “After that we both had pretty much succumbed to the idea of never having a child of our own. And look at me now.” She laughed as she waved a hand over her stomach.
“It’s funny how things end up working out.” Kagome commented as she stepped up to her mate, looping her arm around his back.
Inuyasha looked down at her with loving golden eyes. Rin knew that look all too well, having seen it from Sesshomaru many times. It was a look that promised never ending love and happiness. One that often times seemed to say ‘what did I do to deserve you? I love you.’ It was one of her favorite looks and one of few reserved for her and her alone.
“Mama?” Yuki’s voice drew their attention as the little girl walked into the room. Hiroto right behind her. “I’m getting hungry.”
“Me too.” Hiroto added just as his stomach growled.
Kagome laughed and stepped away from her mate. “Alright, I’ll start on supper. Rin-chan, will you be staying with us?”
“I would love to Kagome-chan but I really have to get back. Sesshomaru doesn’t know I’ve left.” Rin shook her head but continued to smile. “Besides, I have news to tell him.”
“And he’ll be thrilled.” Kagome assured her as she pulled her in for another hug. “Be safe on your way back, Rin-chan. And I’ll want to see you in about two months to see how things are going.”
“I’ll be sure to be here.” Rin promised before she turned to face the pups. She knelt and held her arms open. “Does Rin-oba get a goodbye hug?”
Both pups ran up to her, hugging her at the same time. Yuki was the first to speak. “Bye, Rin-oba. Come back soon.”
“We’ll miss you, Rin-oba.” Hiroto added as they stepped back.
“I’ll miss you as well. Be good for mom and dad.” She smiled brightly at them as she stood. Which one would her child look like more?
“Come on, Rin.” Inuyasha called. “I’ll take you to Aun.”
“Thank you, Inuyasha.”
She waved at the remaining occupants and followed him out of the hut. A loud ‘goodbye’ followed the two as they left and headed to the clearing not too far away. Aun was there, lying in the middle of the green grass but stood instantly when they entered the clearing. The two headed beast quickly made his way up to them, bumping its heads against her in greeting. After she patted each head, Inuyasha helped her on to its back.
“Be careful on your way.” He warned as she got settled. “I don’t need Sesshomaru hunting for my head because you got distracted.”
“Don’t worry Inuyasha. I have no plans on getting myself lost or hurt. Especially not now.” For the hundredth time since she found out, her hand went to rest on her stomach.
“Just remember that.” He said with a hard look that softened after a moment. “I’m really happy for you, Rin. For both of you. No one deserves a child more than you.”
“Thank you, Inuyasha-sama, that means a lot to me.” She smiled at him, tears once again building behind her eyes.
“Alright, no tears. Get going before you get us both in trouble.” A blush began to stain his cheeks when he saw her tears but he tried to fight it back.
Rin giggled and gripped the reigns tight. “Goodbye, brother, I’ll see you around.”
“See ya around.” He agreed and stepped back.
“Let’s head home Aun.” Rin said to the beast and gently flicked the reigns. With a groan Aun quickly rose into the air, as eager to return home as she was. She couldn’t wait for Sesshomaru to return, after all…he was in for a big surprise.

Luckily she had arrived before Sesshomaru returned and opted for a bath to wash away the scent of travel from her skin. It wasn’t that she was ashamed for going to Inuyasha’s she just didn’t need him to focus on the fact that she went against his wishes. He would be mad that she had left the grounds without an escort but only after she told him the news. If she could calm her nerves down enough to get the words out.
After her long, soothing bath, Rin waited anxiously for her mate’s return, unable to eat anything. When he still had not shown up hours later, when the sun was past set and the moon was high, her excitement began to fade, thinking he would not return that night. Eventually she rose from her favorite seat within the library and wandered into her garden, breathing in the fresh air. The scent of the flowers calmed her into a blissful state as she walked, her hand slowly rubbing her stomach.
Before she was even aware of it, she had made it to her tree. A loving smile graced her lips at the memory of what had happened the last time she and her love had been under the pink covered branches. And at what those actions had caused. A giggle escaped her as she looked up at the tree to see the clear, stary night sky. What better place to tell him then in the exact place it happened?
When Sesshomaru finally returned home he was desperate to see his mate and had expected to find her within the vast library, reading in her favorite spot by the window as she often did after diner. But she wasn’t there, to his surprise. Frowning slightly he quickly entered their chambers but found she was not there either. Worried now, the daiyōkai headed back to the library where here scent was just a little bit stronger, meaning she’d been there but had left no more than half an hour ago.
Catching the strongest trail of her scent he found she had exited the palace and headed…right to her garden. A sigh escaped him when he realized she was still within the grounds and safe. At that knowledge his initial annoyance and anger returned and he set out to trap his disobedient mate. He knew about her little trip, Jaken had informed him of it the moment he had returned and inquired about his Rin. But the imp had not told him why she had decided to visit his brother, for he did not know, and Sesshomaru was going to get the answer.
He came up to the sakura tree in no time and was shocked to find the young woman standing beneath the branches rather than seated in them. Pausing at the entrance to the little clearing, the Lord of the West took in his lady’s appearance. Even with her back to him he could tell she was dressed in a single layer kimono, the color of a rich purple decorated with golden butterflies, while her long onyx hair was left free to flow down to her lower back. She also wore no sandals or socks, her bare feet cushioned only by the soft grass beneath them. Despite the single layer of clothing and her lack of footwear, Sesshomaru found himself unable to be angry as he stared at his woman, entranced by the way she seemed to glow within the moon light.
“Rin…” He whispered, afraid that she might be an apparition that would disappear if he spoke. That was nonsense because he could clearly smell her wonderful scent. An apparition would not have a scent.
Rin turned at the sound of her name, a smile present on her lips. “Welcome back, my lord.” Her brown eyes sparkled with so much love directed at him he felt his breath catch in his throat. Forcing his lungs to work again he took a deep breath, breathing in more of her wonderful scent…and froze. He sniffed the air again and frowned deeply. Something was…wrong with her scent.
“Rin,” He spoke again, closing the distance between them. When he was in front of her he pulled her into his arms and dropped his nose to her neck, taking a long, deep breath. That foreign scent was there, coming from her just like when she’d been ill. Except this scent was different than that of an illness, it was…pleasant. Where had he smelled something like it before? “Rin, are you well?”
Rin pulled back so she could look into his worried golden gaze. “Of course, Sesshomaru. In fact I’m perfectly healthy.”
His frowned deepened at the light note in her voice. “Why did you visit my brother today?”
That startled her for a moment before she sighed, her smile still bright on her face. “Jaken told you, didn’t he?” When he didn’t answer she shrugged and stepped out of his hold. “I went to visit Kagome-chan, she wanted me to come by for a check-up after the incident.”
“Why did you not wait for my return?”
“I saw no need.” He growled at that, obviously not liking her answer. “I am sorry, Sesshomaru, I should have waited but I felt the need to visit as soon as possible. I did make sure to tell many of where I was going and I made sure to return before sunset.”
Sesshomaru continued to frown at her. Gently he cupped her cheek, brushing he thumb across the cheekbone. “Have you been feeling well? You seem to have a skill at hiding your pains from me.”
She closed her eyes for a moment, leaning into his hand. When she opened them again, love and joy were reflected up at him. “I have been relatively fine. For the past few days I have been very tired and, while it worried me slightly, I felt no need to tell you since you have been gone. It wasn’t until I became very nauseous this morning that I decided to see Kagome-chan. Believe me, Sesshomaru, I did not wait because I did not want you to worry, especially if it was nothing.”
“This Sesshomaru will always worry for his Rin.” He spoke softly, gently kissing her lips. “It worries me more when you leave without an escort. What did the miko say? Is whatever is wrong with you the reason for the difference in your scent?”
“You noticed it?” She blinked up at him, obviously not expecting him to mention it. “I mean, Inuyasha-sama noticed but he said it was very faint.”
“This Sesshomaru has a better nose than the half-breed.” He couldn’t help but chuckle when her cheeks darkened a bit at her slight embarrassment. The humor did not last however, leaving him to stare down at her with his piecing gaze. “What ails you, my Rin?”
Rin bit her lips, locking gazes with him. “Nothing ails me, per se. What I feel are more of…side effects to my…condition.”
“Rin.” It was a growling warning. Her lord and love wanted answers and she was stalling.
She sighed again, breaking eye contact to look at her feet. A moment passed before she took the hand that still rested on her cheek in both of hers and looked back up at him. “A wondrous thing has happened, my love.” Once again she was smiling brightly as she led the hand she held down her body to her flat stomach, where she forced his palm flat over the space where their pup grew. “A miracle, Sesshomaru.”
He stared down at where she’d put his hand with wide eyes, stunned and shocked beyond anything. Now that she told him, he could sense it. The very faint and tiny spark of life within her. Now the subtle change in her scent made perfect sense and he could remember where he’d smelt it before. Inuyasha’s woman Kagome had produced a similar scent during her pregnancies. When that realization struck, his wide eyes shot back up to her brown eyes.
“How?” His voice was rough even to his ears but he couldn’t help it. “After so long…”
“I don’t know.” Tears were beginning to form in her eyes as she spoke. “Kagome and Inuyasha have theories but nothing positive. All I know is that night when we came to terms that I wouldn’t be able to produce your child…we were proven wrong.” Her hands tightened around his at her words.
‘That night under this tree.’ He realized what she was talking about. ‘Her scent had been different then too but not like this. It wasn’t a strong difference but could she have been fertile then?’ His answer was the evidence under his hand. He whispered more to himself, “What had changed?”
“All I know,” Rin’s voice was thick with her emotions as she spoke, reaching up to touch his face lovingly. “Is that I am pregnant. I am finally carrying your heir.” Her tears began to fall from the corners of her eyes.
As she said those words, shedding tears of joy, it fully sank into the Lord of the West. Rin, his mate, his love, his life, was carrying his pup. His heir…their child. The joy, the love, he felt at that moment was not something he was capable of hiding behind his stoic face. And at that moment, he didn’t care if the whole country was there to witness his joy. Being the scary inu daiyōkai of the west just didn’t matter.
A large smile slowly formed on his mouth before he began to laugh softly. Gripping Rin’s waist he lifted her into the air and spun them. She gasped in surprise but quickly began to laugh with him. After a few turns he pulled her close and let her slide down his body until he was able to claim her mouth in a soul searing kiss that left them both breathless when they pulled apart.
“Rin takes it that her Sesshomaru-sama is pleased.” Rin chuckled softly, wrapping her arms around his neck as he continued to hold her up.
“Rin’s Sesshomaru is more than pleased.” Sesshomaru continued to smile at her, a mischievous glint flashing in his golden depths. “And he will prove to his mate exactly how pleased he is.”
With a deep growl he claimed her mouth again in a long, passionate kiss. When he finally pulled back they were stretched out on the ground, neither noticing how they had gotten there. He stared down at his mate, taking in her joyful glow. Gently he brushed back her hair, clearing her face so he could see it without obstruction. She was so beautiful to him, even more so now that she was carrying his pup.
His smile returned, only slightly softer, when he rested his hand on her lower belly again. He leaned forward until their lips were almost touching again to whisper words that were only meant for her ears. “I love you, my Rin.”
Happiness was all she knew in that moment that all she could do was pull him down and kiss him again, after whispering her response. “I love you, my Sesshomaru.”
For that night and well into the morning Sesshomaru proved, without a doubt, how pleased he was with his mate. Everything seemed to be forgotten to the lovers, including their location. A pair of unsuspecting gardeners nearly stumbled upon the two but, thankfully, only saw a ball of blue light flash from the clearing. It wasn’t hard for them to guess at what was going on though.
After their day locked within their chambers, the Lord and Lady of the Western Lands emerged with an aura of pure joy that seeped faster into the air about the palace then with Rin’s returned joy alone. Without anything being said it seemed as if the entire place knew of the good fortune that had been granted to the couple. The staff was excited, thrilled, that at long last there was going to be an heir. And the fact that the heir was coming from their beloved Lady made the news so much better. Even Jaken was happy for his Lord and Rin, since he had changed his attitude towards the woman after coming to terms with Sesshomaru’s choice, being the absolute first to congratulate them.
However, there were a few whom did not like the idea of there being a hanyō heir. The worst and most spiteful of them was the head maid, Miya. A lovely inu yōkai with light brown hair and blue eyes, Miya opted to leave her family and serve her Lord many years ago in the hopes of being chosen as his bride, if not then his mistress. But her hopes had been dashed the moment he brought Rin home and made it clear he had no desire for anyone aside from the human. At first she had believed that Sesshomaru would become bored with Rin and seek another, but after a few years it seemed she had been mistaken. He was truly in love with the human girl.
Then, when Rin had announced to the fox yōkai, Suki, that she and their Lord were planning to have a child, Miya knew she had to stop them. So she devised a way to prevent Rin from conceiving, by adding a nearly tasteless potion into the human’s morning juice. For five years her plan worked and it seemed like she was finally going to have herself a higher position, one that her pure blood demanded. The mother of the Great Lord Sesshomaru’s heir, she’d liked that title even if it was as high as being his mate. But the stupid human had to go and take a mixture from the Lady Mother that countered Miya’s own potion, causing the fool to become deathly ill.
For over a month, thanks that miko bitch’s instruction, Miya had been unable to give Rin the mixture. Too much time without it, combined with the healing, allowed the stupid human to become fertile…not a strong fertile but apparently enough that she became pregnant. Now all of Miya’s hard work was being destroyed. She had to end this or her chances at being Sesshomaru’s mistress would be gone. And she knew just what to do.
A week after the ‘announcement’ the female inu yōkai mixed up her contraceptive potion once again, adding a few extra ingredients to ensure potency. Just like before when she went to serve breakfast, she added her potion to the Lady’s juice and brought it out. She was confident that neither Sesshomaru nor Rin would be able to sense the potion so she sat in her usual seat, fighting back her proud smile. From the corner of her eye she watched Rin drink all of her juice as she ate and spoke with her mate. But when breakfast finished and the human woman had failed to double over in pain as she lost her babe, Miya grew angry, not understanding what had happened.
As she began to clear away the dishes Rin flinched, putting her hand on her stomach and frowning.
“Are you alright?” Sesshomaru asked, staring down at her with worried eyes.
“Yeah…” Rin continued to frown as she rubbed her stomach. “I think I just ate too fast.”
“Perhaps you should lie down, rest for the day.” It wasn’t exactly a suggestion nor was it a demand. It was a wish from a man who’d nearly lost his mate far too many times and did not want to risk losing her again, nor their pup.
“Normally I’d argue with you, Sesshomaru-sama, but not right now.” She looked up at him and kissed his stripped cheek. “I will stop by the library to get a book then I will spend the day barricaded within out rooms. What do you say?”
“As long as you stay within our rooms and rest I shall be content. But if you should feel worse-”
“I will scream for you.” Rin giggled and patted his cheek. “You are such and over protective puppy.”
Sesshomaru growled at that comment though a trace of a smile could be seen on his mouth as he leaned down to nuzzle the crook of her neck and nip his mark. “Given the past this Sesshomaru believes he has a right to be over protective. And I believe the term you are looking for is ‘guard dog.’”
Rin laughed huskily and nuzzled his neck in return. “Hm…guard dog could be used but…” She pulled back, eyes sparking with mischief. “…puppy better describes how cuddly you are.”
The daiyōkai’s eyes narrowed at her and she just laughed. “You are not funny.”
“Oh, I think I am.” Rin chuckled then grimaced, hands returning to stomach. All the amusement and bantering vanished in that moment.
“Rin?” Sesshomaru stared down at her, not knowing what to do. Carefully he put his hand at the base of her spine, needing the contact.
“Rin-chan thinks she will follow Guard Dog-sama’s suggestion now.” She said after releasing a steady breath, her palm resting flat on his chest.
“I am taking you back to bed.” He warned before scooping her up into his arms and heading for the exit.
Miya watched as they left the room, her knuckles white as she gripped the tray in anger. No one had ever teased her Lord as that stupid human had dared to do. She acted so sweet and innocent it made Miya sick. At least by watching the disgusting display she’d learned Rin was not immune to the potion, she was in some pain. It just wasn’t enough, next time she’d have to put more in the juice. A dark smile curled onto Miya’s features as she gathered the dishes and carried them into the kitchen, she was eager to set her plan in motion.
The perfect moment came the following morning when Lady Rin entered the dining hall without Sesshomaru. Miya had to suppress her urge to grin as she watched the woman sit down.
“Good morning, my lady.” She said with a bow of her head.
“Good morning, Miya-san.” Rin gave her one of her kind smiles. “How fair you?”
“I am well, as usual.” The inu servant forced herself to return the smile and ask a question she could care less about. “And you, my lady? Has your illness past?”
“After the hours of…” Rin scrunched her nose and made a motion with her hands to signify vomiting. “Both yesterday morning and this morning, I have to admit I do feel better.”
“You have been ill since last morn?” Miya feigned concern, proud of her acting abilities. “That cannot be good for you nor the babe.”
“Actually, I think it means everything is fine.” Rin’s eyes turned glassy as she gently rubbed her belly. “Kagome-chan told me that I should be experiencing…what was it she called it...morning sickness soon. I remember that she had a hard time with it during her first pregnancy.”
“Now that you mention it, Kaname seemed to be sick during the beginning of her pregnancy.” Miya added, making it seemed like she cared by mentioning the maid who’d had a child about a year ago. For show she snapped her fingers after a pause. “I made a remedy for her, in fact. One that helped to settle the stomach. I could make my lady it, if you’d like.”
“I don’t know.” Rin sighed, biting her lip. “I’m a little weary of taking any concoction.”
“Oh, it’s not a concoction.” Miya said quickly, trying her best to convince the woman. “It’s only a few herbs, like what you would take in tea. In fact, I could add them to your juice and you would never know they were there.”
Rin looked at the head maid for a long moment. She did want help with her nauseous but she didn’t want to risk her baby’s life. But it was just a few natural herbs, could they actually harm the babe? Finally she sighed and nodded.
“Alright, I’ll try them. But only a small amount.”
“Of course, my lady.” Miya bowed again, fighting the smile that threatened to form on her face. “I shall go add them to you juice then. Shall I bring out your meal now or wait for Sesshomaru-sama?”
“He had some matters to attend to and didn’t know how long he would be.” Rin said on a sigh. Breakfast was always something they did together. “He told me to go ahead and eat so I suppose you should just bring out our meals. That way everything is set so when he comes he can just sit and eat.”
“Of course my lady.” Miya bowed again before turning. Only once her back was to Rin did she allow her smile to form. Sesshomaru was busy and away which meant he would be unable to smell the extra potion before Rin drank it. The day was looking up for her.
With the potion mixed and meals set, the maid brought the tray out and placed it before Rin with a warm smile. Rin returned her smile and looked down at her food. Instead of reaching for the juice like she always did she went right for her rice, slowly taking a few bites. Miya had to tamper down on the growl rising in her. She was quickly becoming annoyed with the woman.
After a few bites Rin put her rice back down and reached for the glass. But just as she touched the glass to her lower lip the door to the hall opened. Both women turned to see Sesshomaru stroll in, Jaken trailing behind him. Rin smiled brightly, putting her glass down as she rose.
“Sesshomaru-sama.” She bowed her head before stepping up to him to place a kiss on his cheek. “Is everything alright?”
“Nothing to worry about.” He grunted and took a deep breath. He was clearly taking in her scent and it irked Miya beyond anything to see the display. “How are you feeling now?”
“Better.” Rin chuckled as he led her back to the table. Delicately she sat back down and waited for him to follow her before she reached for her glass.
Miya began to feel nervous now that Sesshomaru was there. From beneath her bangs she watched as Rin began to lift the glass to her mouth again. She was tilting it back, ready to take in the liquid when Jaken suddenly cried out. Instantly she lowered the glass and turned to face the imp.
“Jaken-sama, what’s wrong?” Rin frowned at him.
“I-it is nothing, my lady.” Jaken laughed nervously, waving his hand. “I merely forgot to do something. Forgive me for my outburst.”
‘Stupid toad.’ Miya growled in her head. ‘She was so close.’
“Same old Jaken.” Rin giggled, once again reaching for her glass.
Miya prayed that this time there would be no interruptions as Rin placed the edge of the glass to her lips. Excitement flared within the she-yōkai as the woman tilted the glass up, mouth ready to accept the cool liquid. This was it! The whore was going to swallow the potion, riding her body of the abomination within her womb, while hopefully getting rid of the human as well. With all that done, Miya would finally rise and take her rightful spot by Sesshomaru’s side. Just a little more tilt and-
Sesshomaru’s hand shot up, blocking the liquid’s flow into his mate’s awaiting mouth. It took everything within Miya’s body not to move at the sudden action. Rin blinked at the hand she was practically kissing then up at her mate.
“Sesshomaru?” She asked with a frown, letting him take the glass without fighting.
The daiyōkai carefully sniffed the contents of the glass before growling deeply and angrily. He slammed the glass down onto the table so hard the entire surface shook and a portion of the juice splashed out of the glass. All members in the room jumped at the action.
“W-what’s wrong, Sesshomaru?” Rin had to admit that the sudden change in his mood slightly scared her. She knew by looking at his face he was royally pissed off, his eyes close to turning red. Gently she placed her hand on his upper arm and squeezed lightly.
At the pressure on his arm, Sesshomaru looked down at his mate and fear chased away the anger at what he saw. Too fast for anyone to see, he reached up and wiped away the single drop of juice that had managed to touch her lips. “Did you drink any of that?”
“What?” Rin blinked in surprise. “Um, n-no. That would have been my first drink.” Her confusion and frown increased at his relieved sigh. “What’s wrong?”
“Your juice has been poisoned.” He said simply, narrowing his eyes at the glass.
“Wh-what?” She stammered, turning her gaze to the glass as well. “B-but…I don’t understand.”
“I could smell the poison.” He growled again, this time sounding much more malicious.
There was no stopping the shiver of fear from racing down Miya’s spine. She needed to get out of there.
“Are you sure? I mean, I know there have been a few herbs added to help manage my morning sickness. Perhaps that is what you smell.” Rin offered with an unconvincing smile. She was clearly shaken by the exclamation.
“No, this Sesshomaru smells a poison. One he has smelled before.” He stared at the glass for a few moments longer before reaching for it. Before Rin could stop him he drank the entire glass.
“My lord!” Jaken cried while many of the servants in the room gasped.
Rin made no sound, her hand shooting to her mouth before she grabbed his arm, knowing it was too late. Miya could only stare in shock at his actions. She was so thankful that the potion wouldn’t affect him since it was meant to target a woman’s womb. But then again…he would know what was in the potion and what it was used for.
“Sesshomaru-sama, why did you…” Rin managed to question in a small fearful voice, trailing off at the end.
“I know what poison was mixed in your drink.” His eyes narrowed as the whites of his eyes turned red yet his irises stayed golden. “Had you drank this, you would have lost the pup.”
Rin’s gasp seemed to pierce through every being within the room, except Miya. Tears formed in her brown eyes as jumped to her feet and her arms wrapped around stomach, as if trying to protect the child. Sesshomaru was unsure of what to do. He wanted to discover the traitor and rip their heart out but instead he settled for comforting his mate. Gently he pulled her close as she began to sob.
“I don’t understand.” Rin managed to mumble into his chest.
Before he could respond Jaken spoke up, he’d crawled on to the table and was holding the cup. “My lord, I know this smell. And of course you are correct, had Lady Rin consumed the drink your child would have been lost.”
“What is it Jaken?” It took everything within him not to growl.
Jaken set the glass down after sniffing it a few more times. “This poison is just like the potion given to Rin to prevent conception. Except this is a bit stronger.”
Sesshomaru nodded and gently pulled Rin back so he could look in her eyes. “Who gave you that potion?”
“Um…S-Suki made it for me and brought it to me before breakfast.” Rin answered while wiping her eyes. She gasped a moment later, reaching up to grip his kimono. “You cannot think this was her doing! No, my lord, she could never do such a thing. When I told her of the pup she was beyond ecstatic. There was no way for her to fake such strong joy and happiness.”
“If you are so sure that she is not the one at fault then who?” He did growl this time, looking up to take in his servants standing around with horror stricken faces. “Perhaps one of you is at fault.”
Many of them gasped and instantly denied the accusation. One servant, an elderly yōkai who’d served Sesshomaru for many years, spoke up. “My lord, know that none of your servant within this room that you accuse would dare commit such an act. We adore our Lady and her gentle heart and would never wish upon her harm.” All the servants nodded their agreement but stayed silent as the man continued to speak. “And nor would we try to take from her, or you, what you both have desired for so long. We would welcome your pup with open arms and smiles not shun the being with contempt and cruelness.”
This time the servant voiced their agreements. But when Sesshomaru raised his hand they all fell silent. He could tell the male had spoken the truth but his was too enraged to comprehend that knowledge. Gently Rin reached up to cup his cheek and made him look at her.
“My love, they speak true. For years they have been trying to assist us, wishing for me to become pregnant. I trust them all.” She spoke in a calm, gentle voice, trying to coax him into calming down.
“Then who is the one responsible?” He asked, feeling his mind calm so he could think clearer.
Rin shook her head with a sigh. “I do not know. It would not be hard for anyone to put the poison in my drink since everyone knows I always have a glass with breakfast, ever since I was young. But, usually, the only ones who…” She trailed off suddenly, her eyes going wide before shooting down to the cup. A moment later she turned from Sesshomaru and locked onto Miya.
The female inu yōkai was still seated in her usual spot, frozen in fear of her lord. When Rin’s eyes landed on her, she knew the human woman knew. Her plan had failed.
“Why?” Rin gasped after a moment. “I thought you were happy about this.”
“Ha!” Miya barked, finding her voice through her anger. She narrowed her eyes at Rin as she slowly stood. “Why would I be happy about that…abomination growing inside you!”
Rin gasped at the word, taking a step back in shock. She felt her mate grip her shoulders but couldn’t look away from the angry female before her. “I don’t understand, Miya. You told me you were thrilled. Why lie about this?”
“Because I should be where you are!” Miya screamed, uncaring of those that heard or the situation it put her in. “I am a full blooded inu yōkai, therefore I should be mate to the Lord of the West. I should be the one carrying his pup, not some stupid, dirty human whore.”
Many servants gasped at her words, some even becoming enraged. Though, Sesshomaru’s growl drowned out theirs. But it seemed as if Miya didn’t care, she was solely focused on Rin.
“Everything would have been fine had you not entered the picture. But I knew I still had a chance at my rightful position, even if I couldn’t get rid of you.” A dark smirk formed on her mouth.
Rin’s eyes widened as she realized what the other woman had meant. “Y-you…you’re the reason I couldn’t conceive.”
Sesshomaru’s eyes widened as well as he looked down at his mate then at the maid a distance away. He wanted answers. “Explain yourself. Now!”
“Yes!” Miya yelled after a moment, pointing at Rin. “When I overheard you tell that stupid fox that you would finally be allowed to conceive I knew I couldn’t allow it. A hanyō heir would be a disgrace.”
“We would accept any child born from our lady!” One of the servants shouted.
“It would be an abomination! Just like that fool hanyō, Inuyasha.” Miya growled back. “I refused to allow out lord to be disgraced by such a creature so I continued to give our lady the potion to insure she would never become pregnant. I will not lie, I did enjoy the despair you felt when you failed to conceive.”
At her horrible words Rin became angry, shaking slightly. “So you were poisoning me for the slightest chance that you might be chosen to carry Sesshomaru’s heir?”
“It wasn’t a slight chance. I am one with the purest of inu yōkai blood, the best choice for such a task. Our pup would have been powerful. But you had to ruin everything.” Much to the amusement of the others, Miya actually stomped her foot and continued to jab her finger at Rin. “You just had to visit the Lady Mother and take the damned mixture she gave you. Because of her powerful concoction it countered my potion and made you deathly ill. In truth it wouldn’t have been a bad thing had you died but no, you had to live. And that bitch miko had to tell you to drink and eat nothing with too much flavor and herbs that I couldn’t give you the potion without you realizing it.”
“That’s why I was able to become pregnant.” Rin spoke on a whisper, understanding finally what had been wrong. “For so long you’ve slipped your potion into my juice but that one month without it cleansed my body of its effects.”
“Not entirely.” Miya smirked again as she crossed her arms. “After taking the potion for so long your body will never heal completely.”
“What do you mean?” Sesshomaru demanded while doing his best not to kill the idiotic female.
“What I mean, my lord, is that simply this…that thing inside her will probably be the only one she will every carry. My potion had the lasting effects to lower her fertility to the point where conception would be near impossible. I’m only surprised the amount I gave you yesterday didn’t end your weak pregnancy.” Miya laughed at the horror on Rin’s face. “So you see, I still will have my day. A pure blood heir will still be needed and I will be the mother.”
The growl that broke free from Sesshomaru had nearly everyone cowering. “This Sesshomaru will have no child unless the mother is his Rin. Hanyō or yōkai, the child she bears is my heir.” At her gasp he stepped around Rin and began to stalk up to the terrified yōkai. “Because of your attempts to poison this Sesshomaru’s mate and kill my pup, I will enjoy tearing my claws through you and watching you die a slow, painful death.”
Miya screamed when he lifted his arm. Sesshomaru smirked, he wanted her to see her death coming. With strength he brought down his arm, his hand curled and glowing green so his poised claws were ready to slice through her flesh.
“Wait!” Rin called and to everyone’s shock he stopped, his claws an inch from Miya’s neck. When he looked back at his mate she was walking up to them. Gently she placed her hand on the wrist of his raised arm and met his eyes. “I have a request my lord.”
Something in her eyes gave him pause. She was too calm, too distant, when she should have been overly emotional and that told him how angry she truly was. Nodding he withdrew his hand. “What is your request?”
“I request that she live.” Rin said, voice emotionless as she stared at the stunned yōkai. “Banish her, send her far from your lands.”
“Banishment?” Sesshomaru frowned, he was sure she would have requested more. “For what she did you believe she deserves banishment and not death?”
“Death is too easy.” Rin shrugged, her light brown eyes flashing with anger. “In death she will feel nothing. In banishment she will feel much. Pain, embarrassment, disappointment, disgrace. If she is banished she will still hear word of you and of our child. She will forever be reminded of her fail attempt at achieving power. And of the fact that this stupid, dirty human whore saved her life while still holding the position she so craved.” She held her head high as she looked back at Miya, refusing to stoop to the other woman’s level and lose her dignity. “What say you, my lord?”
Sesshomaru stared down at the proud tilt of his mate’s chin and the hardness within her eyes and found he could not have been prouder of his mate. She was learning that sometimes punishment was a good thing. A smile tugged at his mouth but he held it back as he gave a curt nod. “This Sesshomaru agrees. She will be banished from my lands, sent to the south where she will live out her life.”
“The south?” Miya gasped. She knew of what lied in the southern territories. Dark, dangerous creatures that would kill her instantly. “Y-you cannot be serious!”
Sesshomaru glared at her, silencing her protest in an instant. “You will be escorted out of my lands and into the south.”
The moment the words left his mouth four servants moved to surround her. It seemed they knew she planned to flee the first chance she got and they did not want that. Two of the servants took her arms to keep her where she stood.
“Take her to Ryugan and have him and two soldiers escort her. Tell him of the reasons why.” Sesshomaru smirked when Miya’s eye widened. It was no secret that Ryugan, the general of Sesshomaru’s army, was very fond of Rin and would hurt any who harmed the Lady of the West. The servants nodded and bowed before leading the scared woman out of the dining hall. When they were at the door he stopped them. “If you should every return unto these lands again, to harm what belongs to this Sesshomaru or not, I will not hesitate to tear into your flesh and stand over your body as you wither and die from this Sesshomaru’s poison. Do you understand?”
Miya, shaking so badly the servants had to grip her with two hands each, nodded her head since she didn’t trust her voice. When Sesshomaru waved his hand she allowed herself to be carried away. Needless to say her mind was in complete shock.
Once the maid had been removed from the room Sesshomaru turned back to Rin just in time to see her crumble. In the blink of an eye his arms were around her and he was lowering them to the floor. All he could do was hold her as the shock of what happened fully gripped her, sending her into a shaking fit. He looked up from her to see that the remaining servants had stepped closer, eyes wide with worry for their lady. In that moment he realized how much his staff did adore Rin.
“Return to your duties.” He spoke in a calm voice, still holding Rin.
The servants looked at each other then back at him before nodding. One by one they all left to leave their lord and lady alone in the hall. Jaken was the only one who remained, wringing his hands.
“Sesshomaru-sama?” He asked softly, wanting to help.
“Bring Rin a fresh glass.” The inu daiyōkai said without looking up from his mate’s head.
“Right away.” Jaken bowed and hurried off.
Sesshomaru waited until the imp had disappeared before he shifted so he was sitting with his legs crossed. Gently he picked up Rin and placed her sideways across his lap. Her arms circled his neck as she buried her face against his chest. Slowly, to help calm her shaking, he stroked her back, letting the two of them sit as they were in silence. After a long while her shakes subsided but neither moved.
Jaken returned a few minutes later, wisely keeping his mouth shut when he saw the couple. Quietly he placed the glass of juice next to Sesshomaru. When he turned to face him, Jaken bowed and quickly left to work on something. Thankful for the imp’s understanding, Sesshomaru stopped rubbing Rin’s back and reached for the glass.
“Rin,” he called softly and pulled back so he could look down at her.
Reluctantly she lifted her face from his warm chest to meet his eyes. Despair and hurt deepening her rich brown eyes and tugging at his heart.
“Drink.” He held up the glass, knowing it was clean and safe. “It will help.”
She stared at the glass for a moment before taking it and downing the liquid. The only reason she drank its contents was because he had handed it to her and she would always trust him. With the juice gone she put the glass down and sank into his body, her hands grabbing his kimono as she laid her cheek over his steady heart beat. As she relaxed further into him he wrapped his arms securely around her, trying to cage her from the pain she was caused.
“I had trusted her.” Rin finally spoke, her voice sounding defeated. “But I was a fool. I am too ignorant in believing that everyone here would ever truly accept me.”
Her words broke his heart, causing him to want to hunt down the female who caused his Rin to doubt herself. “She was but one out of many, Rin. Many who have proven their love for you just moments ago.”
“Many who act as Miya did.” Rin pointed out. “She pretended to be my friend only to turn around and poison me to remove me from your side. She lied and you did not even notice.”
Sesshomaru sighed before confessing. “I knew of her motives, Rin.”
“What?” Rin pulled back so she could meet his golden gaze.
“I did not know she was poisoning you but I knew she desired me. She had made it obvious long before I mated you.” He clarified, staring into her eyes and allowing her to know he spoke the truth. There was no need to lie. “But, even then, I had no desire for her or any other and told her such.”
“But she stayed with hope that you would change your mind. Until I came along and crushed it.” Rin sighed, she did not like hurting people and knowing she had inadvertently hurt Miya put a sour taste in her mouth.
“She had no chance, my Rin. My heart and desires have always belonged to you, I had just not realized it. But you are right, she is an excellent liar that I did believe she had welcomed you. This Sesshomaru should have known but he failed his mate.” A heavy sigh blew from his lips before he dropped his head to her shoulder. “I am sorry.”
“You did nothing wrong and you did protect me.” Rin pushed him back so she could see his eyes again. “You stopped me from drinking that poison of hers, saving our child’s life as well. Neither of us wanted to believe that someone close to us had betrayed us in such a way. But we will survive.”
“And your trust of the others?” He asked, not really wanting to touch on the subject but needing to. “I did not lie when I said there were many who loved you but not all of the staff was here. Would you be willing to trust them now?”
Rin thought for a moment before nodding. “Yes because if I did not trust them I would not be Rin. Besides, I think that later on it will be very hard to poison me.”
“Why do you say that?” He raised an eyebrow at her.
“Because,” Rin giggled a little, her hand going to her belly. “Miya said she put that poison in my juice yesterday. That was why I had gotten sick. The baby is much like its father and did not like being poisoned.”
“The pup already has an immunity to poison and was able to remove it from your body before damage could be done.” Sesshomaru surmised, staring in wonder at her flat stomach.
“I believe so since my illness yesterday was different from this morning.” Rin grinned up at him, rubbing her belly slightly. “The pup will be strong like its father.”
“But gentle like its mother.” He whispered before placing a kiss on her lips. “I meant what I said Rin. You are the only one that this Sesshomaru wants to bear his pups. If what that woman said is true about her potion then I am thankful this little one was granted to us.”
“As am I, Sesshomaru.” Rin sighed and laid her head against his shoulder. “Later I will call on your mother and see if she can find a way to undo what Miya has done. Besides, we have to tell her.”
Again Sesshomaru sighed, his hand moving to her belly. “I am sure she already knows. Little one, I hope you are male.”
“You do not want a daughter?” Rin raised an eyebrow at him.
“It matters not to me, though a son would be accepted easier as a true heir.” He shrugged, holding her close. “But should we have a daughter…I shudder at what Mother would do.”
Rin laughed at that, clearly remembering her two years with the female in question. Should they have a daughter the poor thing would be subjected to the strict training of the Lady Mother as well as the endless hours of playing ‘dress-up.’ And once she becomes of age, there was no doubt in Rin’s mind that her mother-in-law would find a way to thrust suitors upon the poor girl. It was a frightful thought.
“Well then, should we have a little girl, she will need her father’s protection and guidance.” Rin smiled lovingly at him, cupping his cheek.
“If it is a son, he will need his mother’s tenderness and love.” He returned her smile.
“Either way, the child will always have my love. As will its father.” Rin said before kissing him, long and hard. All she wanted right now was for the pup to be healthy and safe. She wanted to be able to hold her babe and watch it grow. Also, she wanted the pup, boy or girl, to look just like the man she loved.

After the confrontation with Miya, nothing seemed to threaten Rin or her child. The palace staff, true to what the old servant had said, cared for their pregnant lady, often times going out of their way to assist and make her comfortable. Even those who did not like the idea of a hanyō heir put away their aversion, not wanting to face Sesshomaru’s wrath or Rin’s pain as they still adored her as their lady. Once Miya had been taken away things seemed to take on a lighter, happier air.
While grateful for the assistance later on in her pregnancy, Rin easily became annoyed with the treatment. From Sesshomaru, yes, she expected to be treated like a porcelain doll but by the entire staff…it was too much. Thankfully, because she was able to keep in mind how delicate her pregnancy was, she only lost her temper a handful of times in the beginning but with good reason on each time. By the time she entered her fourth month of pregnancy she was able to sigh and shrug off the excess attention, accepting it as just how things were going to be until she gave birth five months from then.
However it was about halfway into the sixth month, upon the vernal equinox, when Rin woke to a sharp, sudden pain in her abdomen, causing her to gasp softly. Slowly she sat up, willing the pain to fade, and quietly began to pace since she did not want to awaken her sleeping mate. But when the pup gave a particularly hard kick there was no stopping the louder gasp as she hunched over. Sesshomaru woke instantly at the sound, flashing to her side. Before he could question what was wrong a large amount of fluid began flowing down her leg, telling them both her water had just broken.
Once that knowledge had set in everything became a blur within the palace grounds. Upon a scared and frantic Rin’s request Sesshomaru had sent Jaken and Aun out to retrieve Kagome, since she was the only one they really trusted to deliver the child. While that task was being carried out, the daiyōkai and Suki did their best to make Rin comfortable in the birthing chamber that had been set up. It seemed like they had need reassurance as well considering the baby was about two months early.
When Kagome and Inuyasha arrived and the miko was able to examine Rin, reassuring everyone that everything was alright, hope once again sparked within the palace. The miko from the future had been able to explain between contractions that, most likely due to the poison, Rin had gone into premature labor yet everything seemed to be normal, possibly due to Sesshomaru’s yōkai blood. And it was because of that blood that the labor pains were not as bad as they should have been.
Thirteen hours had passed with Rin in labor before it was time for the pup to be born. In those agonizing moments while he was trapped outside of the room where his mate lay in excruciating pain, Sesshomaru fully understood why Inuyasha had acted the way he did during the births of his children. The hanyō had to occasionally hold his brother back before he could destroy something, especially when Rin gave a loud, painful cry. Never had Sesshomaru lost control of himself as he had that day, but no one was able to blame him.
It was unclear how long he had waited outside the room, though it had felt like eternity, before Rin’s cry was joined by a strong, loud wail. Sesshomaru paused in his attempt to throw off his brother, staring at the door as the sound continued. Inuyasha relaxed his hold and turned to face the door as well. The servants peaking around the corner, having been doing their best to stay out of their lord’s way, stepped into view with Jaken leading them. Eventually the wailing quieted and Kagome opened the door. With a weary yet bright smile she stepped aside to allow Sesshomaru to enter.
His legs actually felt like water as he walked through the threshold, the scent of sweat and blood striking his sensitive nose. But once he saw Rin laying against a mound of pillows with a blanket drawn up over her legs, her long black hair slick with sweat and sticking to her pale and tired face, nothing else registered to him. Well, aside from the glow she seemed to be emanating as she smiled down at the bundle of blankets in her arms. He simply stared at her in wonder and amazement before she lifted her gaze to lock on his, love shining brightly in her brown orbs,
“Come, my lord.” She held out her free hand to him. “There is someone who wishes to meet you.”
He said nothing as he walked, on still liquid legs, to his mate. Upon reaching the bedside he instantly dropped to his knees so as to put his head near level with hers. She shifted slightly to move closer, wincing in pain for a moment though her smile remained bright. Carefully she moved the bundle to the crook of her other arm so he could clearly see what they had crated at long last.
Because of the swaddling only the head of the pup was all he could make out and…it was beautiful. Like all newborns his pup had flushed, wrinkly skin and a tiny nose he knew would end up like Rin’s. Already, for such an early birth, there was a full head of silver hair that surrounded a pair of tiny puppy ears. Upon the pup’s forehead was what surprised him most. Exactly in the center rested a small Persian blue crescent moon just like his and he couldn’t stop from reaching out to touch it. The moment his clawed fingers touched the mark the pup’s eyes opened and amber gold met amber gold.
This was Rin’s child…their child…his heir. The absolute realization hit him, sucking the breath from his lugs. When he was finally able to breathe again he did so with a strong indrawn breath. The fading scent of sweat and blood mixed with Rin’s powerful fragrance…and a new sweet scent. It was similar to Rin’s flowery scent, reminding him more of cherry blossoms and wilderness. A female’s scent…that was coming from the pup in her arms.
“A daughter?” He asked in a gentle whisper, his wide golden eyes fixed on her hooded brown ones.
“She’s not a son but she is beautiful and ours.” Rin answered in a loving voice as she brought her baby up to her face, nuzzling her cheek and causing the baby to give a high pitched cooing sound.
A gentle smile formed on Sesshomaru’s lips as he watched his mate and pup, heart squeezing at the beautiful sight. Gently he lifted Rin, moving her to the side so he could join them on the bed with his body lined up flush against hers and his arms encircling her. He helped his tired mate support their daughter, staring at the beautiful creature.
“She is beautiful and she is ours.” He agreed, running a finger down the pup’s cheek.
She instantly turned towards his touch and began nuzzling. His heart fluttered at the action. The pup gave a large yawn before her golden eyes blinked shut and she fell back asleep, cradled by her parents.
“What shall we name her, Sesshomaru?” Rin asked after a long moment of silence, a yawn escaping her as well. She was exhausted.
In truth he did not know what to call his daughter. A son he knew would be named for his father, as both he and Rin had agreed. Yet they had never decided upon a little girl’s name. Gently he brushed back Rin’s bangs and placed a kiss on her temple. “Well will decide later. You must sleep.”
“Will you stay?” She asked, looking up at him with her loving gaze.
“This Sesshomaru will not live his women.” He promised, gently kissing her lips before pulling her against his chest. “Sleep, my mate, you have made this Sesshomaru beyond proud.”
“I love you.” She whispered, kissing his chin as she tugged her daughter closer, settling into his hold further.
“And I love you.” He replied as she faded into unconsciousness. With gentle eyes he laid there, watching his mate and daughter sleep, keeping his promise. A sense of complete contentment settled over him in that moment and he found he never wanted it to end.

A week had passed since the birth of the Lord of the West’s heir and still the parents had yet to decide on a name for her. To them nothing seemed to fit their little girl. The staff had settled on calling her ‘little princess,’ believing that it was going to end up becoming her name permanently. Even the Lady Mother, when she finally arrived, couldn’t come up with a suitable name. Nothing seemed to describe, let alone fit, the miracle that was the newborn Princess of the West.
But the child not having a name didn’t deter the joy that everyone felt. There was finally an heir! Even Jaken was walking around with a lighter step. And none had seen the new father so…happy. The lord practically walked around with a smile in his eyes, though never on his face unless he was holding his daughter. The first time it had happened it had freaked Inuyasha out to where he’d hidden behind his mate, convinced the daiyōkai was planning something horrible. All in all everything within the world was, in everyone’s mind, perfect.
And to the lady of the keep, nothing could be better. She was finally able to hold her own child to her breast, like she’d always dreamed. Plus, she’d gotten her wish! Her daughter looked exactly like Sesshomaru…aside from the puppy ears. The little one also seemed to have inherited her father’s stoic nature as she rarely cried or fussed unless she needed something. But to the happy mother, even if the pup cried every few moments, she was an angle and a gift that would never be forgotten.
It was a warm afternoon when Rin decided to take a walk through her garden. She was tired of being cooped up inside all day and desperately desired a walk. She also wanted to show her daughter the beauty of the gardens, even if she was too little to see or understand. So she picked up her miracle, slinging a blanket over her shoulder, and headed out of the palace. She got as far as the garden edge before she was stopped.
“What are you doing?” Sesshomaru’s low voice sounded behind her, causing her to jump a little and the bundle in her arms to give a little squeal.
“Sesshomaru, you startled me.” Rin gasped as she turned to face him.
He simply narrowed his eyes and crossed his arms over his chest. “Why are you sneaking around?”
“I wasn’t sneaking.” Rin huffed and shifted the baby. “I told Suki and your mother where I was going. I even looked for you but you weren’t in your study like you said you would be.”
He sighed and dropped his arms, walking up to her. “Why are you out here, Rin? You should still be resting.”
“If I rest any more I’ll become part of the furniture, Sesshomaru.” This time it was her turn to sigh. “Besides, Kagome and Mother have agreed that I’m fine. I just wanted to go for a little walk. Take her through the gardens.” She lifted the pup a little to prove her point.
“You know I do not like you out alone. Especially with her.” He said as he reached out to stroke his daughter’s cheek.
The pup cooed and grabbed his finger in a strong grip.
“I know but I really need to get out and didn’t want to bother anyone.”
Sesshomaru looked back up at his mate with a raised eyebrow. When would she learn that as the Lady of the Western Lands she was obligated to ‘bother’ the servants and guards?
Rin sighed again. “I wanted you to come with us but I couldn’t find you. I figured you’d find us sooner or later…you always do.” Her smile was sincere as she cupped his cheek with her free hand. “Would you care to join your ladies for a small walk through the gardens?”
He sighed and leaned into her warm hand, closing his eyes to better absorb her touch. Forever he would crave such a simple gesture from the woman he loved. When he opened them again he looped one arm around her waist and gently pushed her so she would begin walking. Her smile brightened and she began their walk.
The two walked in silence, content to just take in the blooming scenery and listen to the gentle sounds of their daughter. Every once in a while Rin would stop to pick a flower and tell her daughter about it. The pup seemed to listen to her mother’s words and would reach for the plant, only to have Rin brush it softly down her cheek. After a while Sesshomaru took his daughter into his hold when she began to drift into sleep. He cradled her close to his Mokomoko, her tiny fist clutching the soft fur as her face nuzzled closer.
The pup was fast asleep when her parents made their way into their favorite part of the gardens. The clearing that housed the timeless sakura tree. A place full of beauty and peace. While being, in all honesty, the place of her creation. Not that they would tell her that.
Sesshomaru steered Rin to the base of the full blooming tree, handing her their daughter before he lowered himself into a comfortable seated position. Rin waited for him to hold out his hand before making herself comfortable on his lap, their pup cradled between them. With his arms wrapped securely around her they sat watching the wind dance around the light pink blossoms.
A strong gust swept up into the tree, swirling Rin’s black hair and Sesshomaru’s silver hair around their entangled bodies. Rin giggled and used one hand to capture the dancing locks, trying to calm them down. As the wind died down, petals began to gently float towards the family, lading within their hair and clothing as well as all around them. It looked like it was raining sakura petals.
One intact flower, torn from its delicate branch, spun as it fell, performing its own private dance before landing gently upon the sleeping pup’s cheek. Her tiny hand lifted to close around the delicate blossom and brought it down so she could hold it over her gently rising chest. The pup made a slight cooing sound in her sleep, refusing to be awakened.
Rin watched the display with a loving smile before a thought struck her. With a frown she looked back up at the tall branches decorated primarily in light pink. The wind gusted again, sending a fresh wave of free petals at them. She held up her hand and snagged a whole blossom, holding it before her face so she could examine it. After a moment she looked back down at the sleeping pup, who still clutched her own blossom, and gave a soft chuckle.
Sesshomaru looked at his mate, a question in his eyes though he did not ask a thing. She simply held out the blossom she caught. When he didn’t follow her action he raised an eyebrow to prompt her to explain.
“Sakura.” Was Rin’s reply. When he continued to stare at her she explained. “Her name…we should call her Sakura.”
“Sakura?” He repeated, finding he liked the name. “Why?”
“Because, if not for this tree, she might not be here.” Rin answered as she looked back up at the tall tree. “I have no doubt we created her beneath this tree that night where I questioned myself. And it was here that I told you the news about her.” She looked back at him, her smile soft and loving. “This tree holds many found memories for me and the ones with her are, without a doubt, my favorite.”
He had to return her smile, fully agreeing. That night had been just as powerful and meaningful as their first time together. With a gentle sigh he lifted his hand to brush a stray petal from the pup’s forehead. She wiggled a little but did not open her eyes while her hand squeezed the flower she held.
“Sakura…” he softly called the name, testing the sound of it when he put it against his daughter.
She stirred until she faced him, blinking her golden eyes open. Her head cocked to the side as she stared at him. It was clear she was wondering why he had awoken her.
His smile grew and he stroked her warm cheek with his knuckle before saying the name again. “Sakura.”
She blinked at him before offering him a large toothless grin as she giggled. Her little hand holding the sakura flower rose so she could wave it around. All the while she continued to giggle. Rin’s own happy chuckle joined hers.
“I think she likes it.” Rin grinned at him, lifting her child so she could nuzzle her soft skin. “Don’t you my little Sakura?”
The pup giggled louder, returning with her own nuzzling.
“It appears you came up with the perfect name.” Sesshomaru said, pulling his mate closer so he could bury his nose in the crook of her neck. She gave a pleased moan before he pulled back to look down at their child. This time he cupped her cheek in his large hand, locking gold with gold. “She is beautiful...our little Sakura.”
Rin just nodded, smiling lovingly as the wind knocked even more blossoms down. The pink petals showered the trio causing the baby to squeal with joy and wave her hands around. It never ceased to amaze her parents how fast she was recognizing things. But then again, she was half inu yōkai and her brain seemed to grow faster than average. She was going to grow up to be a wonderful, beautiful, intelligent Princess of the Western Lands. And she was going to be loved by all.
Their little Sakura.
Rin’s sigh was one of utter contentment as she leaned back against Sesshomaru’s shoulder. The excitement began to wear on Sakura, causing her to give a large yawn before she lowered her eyelids, settling once again into sleep. Watching her daughter succumb to sleep made Rin feel drossy and with sleepy eyes she looked back up at her mate.
“I love you, Sesshomaru.” She whispered, kissing his neck.
“I love you, my Rin.” He returned, kissing her temple before leaning down to kiss his daughter’s forehead, right over the crescent mark. “And I love you, our Sakura.”
Sakura gave a soft coo and nuzzled closer to her loving parents, once again returning to her peaceful slumber.

AN: So what did you think? This is kind of a lead into my ‘sequel’ to the Inuyasha series…if I decide to write it.
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