Only Human | By : Midnight-Prince Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > Sessh?maru/Rin > Sessh?maru/Rin Views: 13855 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 2 |
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He was standing there prefect in his form. His hair swaying in the gust of wind in memorizing waves. She followed him watching the strength in his back as he moved; her white knight Lord Sesshomaru. They had traveled most of the day patrolling the Western Lands. There had been no demons to slay and no real disturbances. To be perfectly honest it had been a rather dull day. Rin was getting tired of walking and would have preferred to go find some food and settle down for the evening; however, she didn’t want to disturb him. Ah-Un was always available to ride on but she didn’t want Lord Sesshomaru to think she couldn’t keep up either.
“We are stopping here,” he said as if reading her mind, “Jaken go with Rin to find food.”
“Yes ma Lord,” he said and waddled up to her long since accepting this as one of his tasks. They made quick work of locating a meal and started a fire for cooking it. The Sun was kissing the land and dipping behind the trees. The moon already hung in the sky. Ah-Un had found himself a nice bush to munch on and everything seemed quite peaceful. Rin leaned against a tree as she waited for the roots to cook and looked around the forest for Lord Sesshomaru. He didn’t seem to be anywhere close and she wondered in the back of her mind if he had gone somewhere and wouldn’t be back until morning or much later. She had grown used to his habit of disappearing on his own accepting that he sometimes did it to protect her and Master Jaken.
From her left she heard the toad demon let out a mournful, “Lord Sesshomaru.”
“Don’t worry he’ll be back,” she said the same thing she had said on many such occasions and bent down to reach for her dinner. When she had cleaned of the stick she had used to cook the roots she set out to explore the surrounding area leaving the heartbroken toad to his misery.
The sun had fully set and the stars were starting to appear in the sky just beyond the scattered clouds. Rin made her way through the trees following the sound of running water. She could see the body of water in the distance and a small trickling waterfall that spilled over and around several large boulders. The river looked clear and inviting. As she approached she saw a figure standing in the shallows. She ducked behind a tree hoping that she hadn’t been seen. She pressed her back into the tree and remained still wondering if she should head back to the camp. However curiosity had always gotten the best of her and she carefully continued toward the river staying in the shadows. Who was that? She crouched low and moved slowly a crossed the ground being careful to avoid sticks and dried leaves. She kept her palm pressed into the trees so she could keep her balance. She made her way to nestle behind a bush to glance at the figure in the water.
It was him. Lord Sesshomaru stood waist deep in the water brushing the wet locks of his hair back from his face. His bangs were smoothed back in his hands revealing the prefect crescent on his forehead and accentuating the purple lines on his checks. His arms flexed in their movement showing off the muscles. Rin covered her mouth trying to keep from reacting. She wanted to look away to leave and give her Master his privacy but some part of her longed to continue to take in the image of him. She couldn’t get her legs to move. Her eyes wandered down lower exploring the rippling strength in his body. She gapped at the sight of his soft pink nipples standing out against the paleness of his wet skin. She watched the drops of water slide down his flesh in streams from his hair. His hair, the length of it meet the surface of the water and splayed out around his body joining the rippled reflection of himself. Her eyes were drawn lower still to find the answer to a question that had taunted her for years. The purple streaks on his checks were also dragged a crossed his torso two on each side of his hips. Others still were on his right shoulder and around his wrists. Her breath caught in her throat as she noticed the lines of his hip bones guiding her eyes to the part of him that was hidden under the water. The part of him that she secretly longed to see. Rin could feel her face turning hot and she swallowed the lump in her throat. She became very conscious of the area between her legs. It grew hot and tingly. She felt a pulsing that seemed in rhythm with her heartbeat rest in her groin. A part of her wanted to reach down and touch the aching region when she heard the booming sound of his voice.
“Rin,” he used that one word to say both a question and a command. That one words, her name sounded so harsh and demanding coming from him. She stumbled backward and tried to breath passed the wild beating of her heart.
He had felt the disturbance in the woods and heard the sound of the soft footsteps approaching. He hadn’t bother to try and see who was coming he could smell that it was Rin. What did she want? He expected her to discover him and promptly leave. He had not expected her to watch. He had pushed the hair back on his head and ran his claws through the length of it trying to ignore the nagging presence. What a fool? Didn’t she know that he could tell she was there? Did she honestly think that she could hide from him? He stopped as a sweet unrelenting scent reached him. It was rich, heady, and unmistakably female. He hadn’t smelt an aroused female in many years but he could still identify it. It was coming from Rin and it was calling to him. Calling to a part of him that he would rather have remain dormant. His first reaction was anger, the second curiosity. The anger spawned from himself and his body’s approval of the smell she was giving off and the desire to make it stronger. The curiosity came from the wish to know more about Rin’s desire.
“Rin,” he said. He heard her heart jump and the smell of panic reached him. “Come out.”
He watched her rise from behind the bushes keeping her head down and she silently obeyed his order. She stepped out and approached the shore keeping her distance. The woman kept her eyes locked on the ground.
“Look at me, Rin.”
She quickly raised her head revealing the redness of her face.
“Why are you here?”
“I… uh I’m sorry Lord Sesshomaru I didn’t mean to upset you,” she blurted out.
“I did not ask you to apologize.”
“I came to bath in the river,” she swallowed, “like you did.”
He remained silent not lifting his unrelenting stare. Her face was tinted red and her eyes held a level of shame and embarrassment. She looked uncertain and nervous. He watched as a soft breeze blow a long strand of her hair a crossed her face. She looked good enough to eat. His body urged him to take what was displayed right in front of him and take what she was unknowingly offering him. It had been so long. Knowing the raging heat of sex again and welcoming the carnal pleasure of it sounded like such an inviting idea. As his tooled with the idea of taking the innocence of his ward he was brutally reminded of her humanity as she nervously looked away from him again. She was not worthy of him. Could she not follow a simple command? Her own embarrassment over rode her desire to please him. He would never allow that in his demoness. She was just a human. Bestowing the pleasure of his body on her and heaven forbid his essence was a waste and against everything he had ever told himself. He was not as weak as his father and Inuyasha to bed with human women.
He turned his gaze to look at the tree which held his garments in its branches. “Rin fetch them for me,” he told her absently. She gave him a quick bow and turned to gather the garments. Rin gathered the first layers of clothes and turned to give them to him to only stop dead in her tracks. He was approaching the edge of the water and was about to exit the river. To her he seemed to be moving incredibly slow. She swallowed and turned away from him trying to hide the growing heat she could feel in her body and face.
“Rin, my clothing,” he said simply.
What was he doing? Did he get what he was doing? He must have known. Why? She thought to herself trying to come up with some way to avoid doing what he was asking. She had never disobeyed him though and she didn’t want to start now. He was testing her. Rin took a deep breath trying to calm herself hoping to detach her mind from the task at hand. She turned back around and was greeted with the full nude form of her Lord. Oh God, he was beautiful. How many nights had she tried to imagine this very sight? Each time she failed to fully grasping the image of him. Rin was helpless against the reactions of her body. The feelings she was already experiencing amplified.
The heat between her legs grew to a hot ach and the beating of her heart thundered in her ears. She was unable to draw her eyes away from what she saw. His skin was pale and creamy and the entirety of his body was lean and filled with strength. His hair was plastered to his chest and shoulders continuing to drip rivulets of water down his body. His exposed manhood called the attention of her eyes. His groin matched the rest his body in its intimidating and impressive presence. He was flaccid. His overall posture was calm. She felt like her whole world was burning up and he remained the ever impressive presence. He was Sesshomaru and she was nothing. She caught her breath in her throat and willed herself to look away shame filling her.
He was playing with her shaming her; making it clear that he knew her inner most thoughts and he was using them against her. He was in control. He rode on the confidence of his own sex and placed himself on a plain above her. He made it obvious he thought she was foolish and undeserving. She was human. She was under his protection and she dared to objectify him. She had no right to feel this way and would never feel the satisfaction of him. His eyes lingered over her form and landed on the clothes gripped in her hand he did not have to speak to her for her to understand what he wanted.
She approached him holding out the first layers of the kimono to help him slip it on. She didn’t say anything as she helped him dress and she keep her eyes on a level field not wanting to look at him anymore. She could feel his gaze on her neck and it was harsh. She could almost sense some kind of amusement radiating off of him.
Was it really all that strange that she developed feeling for him? She had always admired him and was grateful for everything that he did. She had always loved him. It was just that now that love was taking on a new shape progressing into an adult feeling instead of just blind trust. Was that really so wrong? Was she really so low as to…
She stopped. She stopped thinking. It hurt too much to continue. She wanted so badly for her thoughts to be rooted in her own insecurities but she feared that she knew her Lord all too well. It had to be true. Rin’s hands had stopped as well. She stood frozen in front of him trying not to show the heartbreak that she felt inside. She inhaled and shaky breath and turned on her heels running. It was her only line of defense left. She couldn’t stop herself from feeling ashamed and disappointed in herself for letting this happen. She should have been more in control of herself but she wasn’t and for that reason she ran. She ran to hide the tears she knew were going to fall. She ran because despite wanting control and wanting to please him she also desperately wanted him to feel the way she did. To be loved by him and she knew that was a distant fantasy.
He didn’t know why he decide to leave the water. He wasn’t sure what compelled him to show Rin the completed picture of what she had been so eagerly viewing from the shadows. Maybe it was to punish her for making him remember his own sexual need. Maybe it was because part of him had wanted to see what she would do.
Her reaction was breathtaking. She had responded perfectly to his act of dominance. She obeyed his silent command without complaint. Her small fragile body approached his slowly. Rin's eyes remained down cast making him want to purr at her submission. The heated scent that radiated from her core was driving his demon to want to fuck her where she stood.
And his young ward wanted to be fucked.
What a stupid woman? Did she not realize that bedding him would be devastating for her? He was not a gentle being in the bedroom and she would not be able to take him. Being human was not only a hindrance to his pride but it also meant that she was weak and her body was fragile. Above anything else he would not allow himself to hurt her. He had his demon pride yes but she was still and important creature to him. She was still the only thing he really cared about and he would not let her become injured by his own hand. That would wound his pride far more than her humanness ever could. Allowing harm to come to something he had sworn to protect would not be permitted.
He could feel the coolness of the air brush against his body and he glanced at his robes. Oh yes, “Rin, my clothes.” He watched as the girl struggled with herself unable to stop himself from enjoy the sight. Her heartbeat pounding so loudly in her chest sounded like music to his demon senses. The ever growing smell of her arousal wrapped itself around him and he basked in the scent. The soft grass and river reeds below his feet would make a comfortable place to introduce Rin to carnal pleasures.
He caught himself again cursing his thoughts. Why was he allowing himself to get caught up like this? Why did he even start playing this game with her? He was better than this. Calling out the desires of a human woman, of his little Rin was cruel yet he did it anyway. His arrogance had always made him demanding of the opposite sex. Demining them slightly to insure his dominance but why did he do it with Rin? She was not a demon female he was going to fuck. He had no real intention of ever laying a hand on her so why entertain the fantasy?
He was caught again in the disconnect between the logic of his mind and the desires of his heart and body. He chased his tail in circles and he reworked the same problems over and over again trying to rationalize a solution. His brain couldn’t agree with what his body wanted and it angered him. His inability to overcome something that should have never been a problem to begin with infuriated him to no end.
Rin had been helping him with his clothes when she suddenly turned and bolted back toward the encampment. He could smell the fresh tears coming from her drifting sent. Damn it. He went about finishing the task of dressing find himself angrier still. It was good that the girl had gone. He needed to regain control of himself. He needed to find the answer that would calm his body and please his mind and he couldn’t do it with her around. He needed to think of something for both their sake.
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