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Change of Heart	By : PrincessAurora Category: InuYasha > Yaoi - Male/Male > InuYasha/Sessh?maru > InuYasha/Sessh?maru Views: 24279 -:- Recommendations : 2 -:- Currently Reading : 8
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Chapter 20 - Mates

Once again, Sesshoumaru found himself in a position where he did not want to wake Inuyasha. He had napped lightly, content with having his arms around the boy; and he wanted to keep him in his arms for as long as possible. Now that he was awake, his thoughts, like his arms, were filled with Inuyasha.
He had known, since they had started meeting each month, that Inuyasha was a contradictory mix of strength and vulnerability. This day though, he had seen, very clearly, just what made his brother most vulnerable: Anything to do with the family he had never had.
And Sesshoumaru knew it was entirely his fault that Inuyasha had been so alone.
InuYoukai were truly ‘pack’ oriented. Though not as primitive as Ookami and other canine species, InuYoukai were still very instinctual when it came to family. They needed the security of their family to survive and thrive. For Inuyasha to have been all alone, left to fend for himself at such an early age, it was truly unforgivable.
Had Inuyasha been full InuYoukai, with how Sesshoumaru had treated him and abandoned him, his father’s advisors would have said Sesshoumaru was unfit to rule; no excuses accepted. Nevertheless, he was Hanyou, and so the vast majority of his full-youkai advisors and councilors had ignored his actions completely. Most had even praised him for his actions.
Sesshoumaru knew what he had done. Knew how reprehensible it was. Had ignored it for over two hundred years.
The fact that Inuyasha had not only survived, but also grown into one of the strongest Inu in Japan… Sesshoumaru knew in his heart that it showed much more about the boy’s character and inner strength than it did about his blood.
Sesshoumaru had even known, when he would fight Inuyasha long before and would criticize him for his swordsmanship, or his human-way of doing things, that there was no way for Inuyasha to have known anything different. Sesshoumaru had known he had no right to criticize. He had, after all, been raised by their Lord Father. He had had the benefit of all the training and schooling a Prince could have.
He had been so derogatory towards Inuyasha for one major reason: He was amazed that the boy had survived and was as strong as he was. He had found himself admiring him, and at that point in his life, he could not allow those feelings.
Sesshoumaru also knew, beyond any doubt, that he did not deserve to have this shockingly strong yet desperately gentle youth as his Mate. He would have him anyway, because he was Sesshoumaru, and he would not be denied. But he knew he did not deserve him. He could never truly do anything to deserve him.
Sesshoumaru had already long since decided he would do all he could to make up for the centuries he had neglected the boy. He now realized he wanted to do and be so much more. He wanted to be, always, the only one who saw Inuyasha’s vulnerability, and the only one to hold him through it.
He desperately wanted him to be his Mate.
That thought went straight to thoughts of Inuyasha this morning in his forest. ‘He said he loves me….as more than a brother.’ He was not thinking of controlling his features, and his smile was huge, although his thoughts had him so engrossed he did not notice.
‘Inuyasha asking if I wanted time to think, so I would be sure…’ this thought had him actually snickering to himself, forgetting there was a snowy head currently resting on his chest. His mind’s eye was providing too much pleasure to ignore.
As Sesshoumaru thought, with another smile and laugh, about Inuyasha asking for his answer, a verbal answer, he was completely unaware of his surroundings. For the first time in his life that he could remember, he had let his guard down completely.
Inuyasha had woken up when Sesshoumaru had chuckled the first time, but stayed motionless, trying to figure out just what had brought him out of sleep. The second time Sesshoumaru laughed quietly to himself, Inuyasha realized what it had been. His eyes opened and he sat up, pulling away from Sesshoumaru.
Sesshoumaru’s eyes refocused as Inuyasha sat up. He was immediately shocked at what he had allowed to happen. ‘I let my guard down completely!’ he chastised himself internally; but he was quickly brought away from that by seeing Inuyasha’s face moving closer to his own.
Sesshoumaru’s laughter, no matter the cause, made Inuyasha feel the same way each time: ‘I’ve gotta kiss him. We’re alone. I can kiss him this time.’
So he did.
Reaching out with one hand to caress the markings on Sesshoumaru’s cheek had the desired effect; it caused the Youkai Lord to moan softly and visibly relax into the touch. At least in this, Inuyasha knew enough to take full advantage. His lips descended and he thrust his tongue past Sesshoumaru’s unresisting lips.
A white-hot thrill shot up Sesshoumaru’s spine at having Inuyasha, his heart’s own choice for a Mate, take his mouth so fiercely.
Inuyasha leaned in closer with his body, but it wasn’t close enough. Growling, he broke the kiss for a moment and rose up to his knees, surprising his brother. As Sesshoumaru was reaching for him, to pull him back into the kiss, Inuyasha was just moving forward again. The result was unavoidable. Inuyasha was pulled down so that his chest was flush with the Youkai’s. Gasping, he looked up.
Feeling Inuyasha pressed against him caused the Alpha in Sesshoumaru to come to the fore, and now he was resolved to take control. Using his unmatched speed, he flipped their positions, and ended up hovering over Inuyasha.
As he sat there, propped against the pillows, Inuyasha’s mind tried to catch up to where his body was now.
He finally came out of his daze as his kimono and juban were being pulled away from his chest. He looked up just as Sesshoumaru’s mouth descended upon his, and his surrender to it was automatic…his own Alpha-nature receding happily. Weaving his fingers through Sesshoumaru’s hair, he pulled his brother even tighter into the kiss, and Sesshoumaru took full advantage of his brother’s Alpha-Youki submitting to him.
While his mouth was busy, his hands were too, sweeping down to caress the young man’s neck and shoulders. Then he proceeded lower, down the path he was determined that his tongue would soon follow.
Inuyasha’s mind was awash in pleasure. ‘And he’s only fuckin’ kissed me! I’m in so much trouble,’ he thought. ‘What am I gonna do when he goes further?’ He suddenly realized that he’d know the answer to that question very quickly, as Sesshoumaru’s hands were now gliding over his chest.
Pinching his nipples, he found he was waiting for Inuyasha’s vocal acknowledgement of it, with the anticipation of swallowing his cries. He was thrilled when the Hanyou moaned beautifully into his mouth, arching up into his hands, begging for more.
Forcing himself to leave the decadent mouth of his baby brother, Sesshoumaru dragged his tongue lower. Feeling that, since Inuyasha had agreed to be his Mate, and they both had agreed they wanted to wait for the evening, he would be safe in doing this. ‘I can stop myself.’
Feeling confident in his control, when he reached his pulse point this time, he took it in his teeth and bit down, just enough to leave indentations from his fangs.
He was not counting on Inuyasha’s reaction.
Instead of asking him what he was doing or even pushing him away, both likely in Sesshoumaru’s mind, his Otouto once again reminded him that he was full of surprises.
Crying out in pleasure, Inuyasha arched his neck back sharply, and bared his throat fully to Sesshoumaru. The only reason his head was not even further back was that the pillows were in the way.
Sesshoumaru’s eyes widened to a comical degree, and if he had been able to, he would have thought about being thankful that Inuyasha had not seen him this way. However, his mind was swamped with too many conflicting ideas.
His Youki was screaming, “Mark him!”
His soul was screaming back, ‘No! I will not! I will only do it when he asks me to!’
His Youki screaming in reply, “He is! He is baring his neck in submission to us! We are his only true Alpha!”
To which his soul came back strongly with, ‘But we will go no further right now. Possibly later tonight, but not now. I will not mark him until we take each other, no matter who is Alpha.’
His soul won out. He was able to release Inuyasha’s neck and continue on the path he had already envisioned. In this, the DaiYoukai could wait no longer. He had been dreaming about how the boy would taste and what he would feel like in his mouth, and now he would know, much earlier than he had originally planned.
Pulling at Inuyasha’s waist, he moved him to lay down flat. Inuyasha instantly propped himself up on his elbows, wanting to see, and Sesshoumaru found this even more erotic. He wanted Inuyasha to see this too.
Using his long, hot tongue to his advantage, he swept down and quickly went for one of those tempting little nipples again. Sucking hard, he brought Inuyasha arching up off the bed. This reaction made waiting for the night even more difficult. Flooding Sesshoumaru’s mind was the thought that, not knowing what to expect, not ever having been with a male before, Inuyasha’s reactions were going to be so incredibly delicious when he finally did take him.
Reaching down, he quickly untied the himo on Inuyasha’s hakama; the obi had long since disappeared when he first opened the boy’s kimono. Inuyasha, having never known more than touch, moaned in anticipation, thinking of his brother stroking him again, not understanding what Sesshoumaru had planned.
Scraping Inuyasha’s muscled stomach lightly with his deadly claws, he quickly reached down for the throbbing erection the boy had. Licking his lips and not feeling too patient, Sesshoumaru quickly followed his hand with his hot mouth. Down over Inuyasha’s hard chest and his rock-hard abs, charting each dip and curve of muscle with his tongue as he went.
Wrapping his arm behind Inuyasha’s back, he ensured he would continue to watch. When he reached the fine silver hairs above the boy’s shaft, he pulled at them with his lips, causing Inuyasha’s eyes to widen. No one had ever done this to him before, and he was wondering if what he was thinking was what Sesshoumaru was about to do.
He didn’t have more than a second to wait, as Sesshoumaru moved down slightly and swept his tongue around the tip, growling in delight at the boy’s taste. Then, without warning, he swallowed the young man’s entire cock down in a single gulp.
Inuyasha screamed his pleasure, arching back so much that his head was driving into the pillows. The action pushed his cock even deeper down the Youkai Lord’s throat, and this only spurred Sesshoumaru on. He already knew his Otouto’s taste was divine. But tasting him at the same time he felt his mouth stretch to accommodate his size, feeling his cock throb against his tongue, it was almost too exquisite to comprehend.
“Sesshou… Ahhh, Kami, Sess-shou-maaa…Ahhhh…!” Inuyasha was falling deeper into oblivion. All he could do was react as his body was taught pleasures he had never imagined existed. The only rational thought he could come up with was, ‘Is this what I am supposed to feel with my ‘true mate’? This sense of safety wrapped up in pleasure?’
Sesshoumaru wrapped his long tongue around Inuyasha’s shaft as he bobbed his head, pressing hard against the large vein on the underside and making him cry out repeatedly. Just the way Inuyasha said his name was nearly enough to cause the Youkai Lord to come himself, but he was completely focused on his baby brother’s pleasure, thinking only of bringing him to completion. So he swallowed him down completely again, and this time he tightened his throat muscles, swallowing around the head of Inuyasha’s cock.
Inuyasha was nearly mindless from the pleasure. He couldn’t think, he could only feel, and it was amazing. He was so overwhelmed…he’d never felt anything like this, not even once in his life. And when Sesshoumaru’s throat contracted hard around the head, with his tongue lashing his length, he was lost completely. He came hard, screaming a broken version of his brother’s name.
Ohhh… Fuuuuuck!!! Sess…shou-ohhh-Kami-fuck!… Pleaaase… Sesshou! Ahhhh…. Oh gods-yes! Inuyasha shrieked.
Sesshoumaru continued to swallow around the head as Inuyasha came. That wicked throat contracting around him repeatedly, his fangs lightly scraping his length, and those incredibly deadly fingers squeezing his balls gently…it was all too much. Inuyasha felt for a moment that he would never stop coming, it went on for so long.
The boy was beautiful normally. However, he was a stunning, heavenly creature when he was in the throes of pleasure. Sesshoumaru happily swallowed all the Hanyou had to give him, waiting until the last pulses of his cock had died down before removing his mouth and licking his lips. He raised himself, and could only stare in awe at the erotic picture his Inuyasha presented.
He slowly lay Inuyasha down against the mattress again before leaning down and kissing him deeply. The boy looked up at him with pleasure-glazed eyes, and then reached for him, pulling him down harder. This thrilled Sesshoumaru, and he kissed Inuyasha for long minutes as he allowed him to come down from his orgasm.
He pulled the young man’s hakama the rest of the way off; then lay down next to his baby brother, wrapped his arms around him, and pulled him close to his chest, drawing the sheet over them both again.
“Let us rest for a while longer. Then we can go down and get something to eat,” Sesshoumaru said gently as he curled his body around him.
Inuyasha lifted his head from Sesshoumaru’s chest and gazed up at his face. He didn’t have any words to describe what this had done to him, how incredibly wanted it made him feel. In fact, he found he couldn’t really form words at all just yet. So he nodded in agreement with his brother’s statement and rested his head on his chest, content to be just where he was.

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The sun was setting and casting a golden-red light through the open balcony doors to Inuyasha’s bedroom, as a light, cool breeze coming in woke Sesshoumaru. His eyes opened and he took notice of his surroundings.
Feeling Inuyasha still cuddled up to his body felt so very good, so he certainly would not wake the boy. Instead, he simply shifted to a more comfortable position and held him tighter, wondering at the fate that had finally found Inuyasha in his arms.
As he was lost in his thoughts, a silky, tickling sensation on his chin brought him back to the present. Looking down, he was fascinated to see that it was Inuyasha’s ears twitching as the boy woke up. Wanting to feel it again, he pressed his cheek to the top of Inuyasha’s head and was delighted to feel both ears now, twitching against his skin. He was careful not to let them touch his stripes…he did not want to pounce on Inuyasha before the boy could even wake up.
Inuyasha came awake slowly. Upon waking up this time, he wasn’t so surprised to feel Sesshoumaru cradling his body. In fact, Inuyasha’s first thought after realizing how safe and comfortable he felt, was that this wasn’t the first time he’d woken up in Sesshoumaru’s arms. ‘It just gets better every time.’
He lifted his gaze to meet Sesshoumaru’s, and wrapped his arms around the Youkai’s waist tightly.
Sesshoumaru received Inuyasha’s message clearly. Wrapping Moko-moko and his own arms even tighter around the Hanyou, Sesshoumaru allowed his true feelings for the young man to show in his eyes.
This gaze did something to the young Hanyou. He suddenly felt like something was missing, and he realized it was his own soul, crying out for the true bonding of mates, the mating mark.
“Sesshoumaru? Uh, how late is it?” Inuyasha asked, finally noticing the light coming in the room.
“It is late afternoon Inuyasha,” Sesshoumaru replied. “I felt we could rise, dress, and go down for the evening meal. Afterward, if you wish, we can visit your forest.”
Inuyasha smiled up at him. “Definitely. That sounds fantastic. I’m starving. I’d also love to see my forest at night with you. Let’s go!”
Inuyasha’s enthusiasm delighted Sesshoumaru, and he quickly realized it was infectious. “Yes, Otouto, let’s go.”
Rising from the bed and noticing how his own clothes were missing or in disarray but Sesshoumaru’s were only wrinkled, Inuyasha thought it was unfair. Sesshoumaru had let him experience such bliss…but had denied himself the same.
‘Well, I will later,’ he thought. ‘After all, I want to be his Mate. I’m not sure why he hasn’t done anything about that yet, but maybe there’s some ritual I don’t know about. No matter what though, I want to touch him more later.’
“I will meet you in the hallway, Otouto,” Sesshoumaru said as he kissed Inuyasha lightly on the lips, but then backed away so it could go no further. This left Inuyasha a little confused, but he didn’t dwell on it.
“Okay, Aniki, I’ll be right there,” he replied, watching Sesshoumaru walk gracefully out of his room. He was mesmerized by the sway of his hips until he passed through the doors. Then he snapped out of it and ran to the bathroom to wash up.
He chose his clothing for the evening very carefully. He was again drawn to black, but he wanted something special. His eyes snagged on one kimono in particular; it was solid black with a black juban and hakama, but with all gold embroidery, and a lot of it. On the lower half of the wide sleeves were scenes of Inu playing in fields of long grass and flowers. Even the obi was striking…solid gold with black ends and more gold thread. He then noticed that the lower hems of the wide hakama legs were lightly embroidered too, in the same gold thread, and there was more gold embroidery on the collar, and his family crest on his chest. It was a stunning outfit, but still cut in a more casual style. ‘Perfect for tonight,’ he thought.
Dressing quickly, he ran back into his bathroom to brush his hair, deciding to use the sandalwood oil again, this time for the shine it gave. He then noticed some cosmetics. ‘Don’t only women wear this stuff? But if that’s true, why is it in MY bathroom?’ He opened them, and decided to experiment a little. Using a small brush, he applied the tiniest bit of black around his eyes. ‘Gosh, I’m acting like such a girl!’ he thought.
Then just as quickly, ‘Nah, Sesshoumaru said we’d be equals, and he always looks great. So it’s okay if I do too. And besides, I want to look good for the one who will be my Mate, that’s nothing girly.’
Slightly reassured, he rimmed his eyes in black, added some oil to his facial stripes, and then he finished brushing his hair up into a high ponytail. After securing it with a tight black ribbon, he finally looked in the mirror.
Seeing his appearance in the large mirror…’stunned’ wasn’t the right word. ‘I had no fucking clue I could ever look like this!’ he thought. This young InuYoukai in the mirror, it was almost like he didn’t recognize himself.
Shining moonlight for hair; eyes that seemed to scream for attention and jagged purple stripes gracing each cheek; dressed in flowing black silk and sparkling gold; he looked like a warrior, like…royalty. He was amazed and proud, for one of the rare times in his life, about his appearance. He turned from the mirror and walked out to get his boots.
Thinking for a moment, and realizing sandals would be easier to remove, he set about looking for some. He opened a few drawers and instead found a beautiful pair of gold-embroidered black silk slippers, obviously made to match the outfit. He smiled to himself as he pulled on black socks, and then slid his feet into the slippers, happy with how comfortable they were.
Standing up, he tied Tetsusaiga into his obi, and walked straight and proud to his door, excited to see his Future-Mate.

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Sesshoumaru had also taken great care with his appearance. He’d even, for the first time in centuries, used oil to accent the colors of his demon markings on his face and wrists, and added a thin line of black under his eyes; wanting to look beautiful for Inuyasha.
He had just closed the doors to his room when he heard Inuyasha’s doors open behind him. Turning to face him, Sesshoumaru, once again, lost all control over his features.
There was a striking Inu-Warrior-Prince standing tall in front of him…‘Can…this…be…Inuyasha?’ he thought in amazement. He had never dreamed of anything this beautiful. ‘He looks like some kind of divine warrior.’
Reaching out his hands, he felt the beautiful creature place his smaller hands in his own. Looking down, seeing those familiar hands framed by black silk and gold, he realized, ‘This is Inuyasha! This magnificent creature will be my Mate!’ Gripping Inuyasha’s hands even tighter at this revelation, he looked into his eyes, and was nearly overwhelmed by the love he saw shining there.
Inuyasha was no better off. Turning to see Sesshoumaru, he nearly fell as his knees went weak. He was saved from this by Sesshoumaru taking his hands. Staring up into his eyes, it seemed to Inuyasha that he could see his own soul reflected there. He knew, in that moment, that they were destined to be mates; that their souls already knew each other.
Sesshoumaru saw and felt this too, this connection there, seeing his own soul reflected in the depths of Inuyasha’s golden eyes. He felt that fate had conspired to give him a priceless gift he could never have earned.
Without any conscious thought, their lips suddenly met. Arms were wrapped around each other and pulling them in closer. Tongues danced, hands moved over silk-covered skin. Lost in this passionate kiss, time ceased to mean anything.
When they finally broke apart, they both noticed at about the same time that it was now completely dark outside. They smiled at each other in a shared moment of thinking, ‘Mmmm, I wonder how long we’ve been here?’ But the answer was completely unimportant.
Sesshoumaru reached his hand out, Inuyasha took it, and they walked to the dining hall side by side.

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The atmosphere in the dining hall was festive. They had calmed themselves on the walk there, and both entered with composed faces.
They were not fooling anyone.
Rin was already seated when they walked in together, hand in hand for all to see. Her joy at seeing this was written on her face as she smiled and rose to greet them both.
The few servants that were there also noticed and were happy for their Lords. Jaken, also there, was happy to see Sesshoumaru looking so full of joy, but he had not released all of his prejudice just yet, and kept a stoic face.
All in the room rose to bow to their Lords, and waited to be reseated.
Sesshoumaru seated Inuyasha first, before taking his own seat. He looked out at those gathered and asked them to be seated. Kenzo rushed out in his usual fashion, and here, Inuyasha showed more of his true self.
“I’m starving! What’cha got tonight Kenzo?” Inuyasha questioned eagerly, causing Sesshoumaru to bite back a smile.
To which Kenzo replied, “Oh yes, My Lord! I have a large meal prepared, similar to last night’s. You seemed to enjoy many things, so I prepared a variety again,” he smiled widely at both Inuyasha and Sesshoumaru. “The meal will be brought out shortly. What may I get My Lords and the Lady Rin to drink?”
Rin requested fruit juice while Sesshoumaru and Inuyasha requested wine and water. Kenzo bowed happily and turned to run back to the kitchens. Within moments, the kitchen doors were swinging open again. Servants carrying dozens of dishes emerged, much to the hungry-Inuyasha’s delight. Seeing his eagerness, Sesshoumaru again made sure to start quickly so Inuyasha would not have to wait.
Kenzo returned with their drinks as Inuyasha piled his plate high with seasoned raw meat, fresh bread, and a separate plate of steamed vegetables in melted butter. With joy written all over his face, he looked to Sesshoumaru, “Thank you, Oniisan. This looks fantastic!”
“You are quite welcome Otouto. Enjoy.”
Much like the night before, Inuyasha ate while Rin talked of her day. He again enjoyed listening to her, and of course, watching Sesshoumaru react to what she was saying. He was happy their chairs were back in their original positions…as now he could watch them both at the same time.
It pleased Sesshoumaru greatly to see Inuyasha eating so well. Looking over his little family, listening to Rin and Inuyasha speaking happily, and knowing that within a few short hours he and Inuyasha should be bound together as Mates, it all made the Youkai Lord more content than he had ever believed possible.
As the dishes were cleared after the meal and the servants rose, bowing as they left, the Royal Family stayed at the table, enjoying each other’s company. Only Jaken was silent, and he was easily ignored because of it.
Soon though, Rin had the thought that her Lords should be alone. She rose, moved between their chairs, and gave both Sesshoumaru and Inuyasha quick kisses on the cheek. This, of course, set off Jaken, but she dragged him out of the dining hall by grabbing his Nintoujou, and he held on to it tightly, kicking and screaming about ‘propriety’ the entire way.
As the sound of the large wooden doors closing echoed in the hall, the two Inu Princes quietly finished their wine while looking over the rims of the glasses at each other.
“Are you finished, Little Brother?” Sesshoumaru asked quietly.
“Yes. It was wonderful. Thank you, Sesshou,” Inuyasha replied. “Can we go to my forest? I’d really love to see it at night.”
Smiling at the beauty in front of him, Sesshoumaru rose from his chair and held out his hand. “Yes, my Brother. Let’s take a walk in your forest.”
Inuyasha’s eyes glazed over slightly at the raw desire he saw in Sesshoumaru’s eyes. It still shocked him in a way, that anyone would feel like this about him, and with such intensity. He felt like he’d wasted enough time in his life, chasing human females, when Sesshoumaru had been his destined soul-mate all along.
He knew, of course, that any time spent loving another was not time wasted; but Kikyo had never been able to be with him physically, and Kagome…well. He didn’t regret the love he had felt, but he realized that with Sesshoumaru, he had both the emotional and physical love he had always dreamed about, but never believed he could have. He knew that, with Sesshoumaru, he would be loved as much as he loved.
He didn’t intend to waste any more time.
The determination he felt was reflected in his eyes as he reached out and took Sesshoumaru’s hand. Seeing this, the DaiYoukai gripped his hand tighter, and had to make a concerted effort not to drag the boy to his forest.
It was hard for Inuyasha too. Not normally accustomed to being very patient, he also had to make a conscious effort. All he could think was that, if he did what he wanted to do, and grabbed Sesshoumaru and carried him out there at a dead run, bridal-style, it probably wouldn’t look very good. Not to mention it would really destroy Sesshoumaru’s image…even more than all the smiling-in-public already was.
They concentrated on not ravishing each other, and finally, after what seemed like hours to them, they arrived at the secret entrance.
“Sesshou, how do I tell this doorway to work for you?” Inuyasha asked.
“You are certain Inuyasha? This was meant to be your private place; a place you could go to for peace and quiet when you wanted to be alone. Are you certain you wish to allow me to have this ability?” Sesshoumaru questioned.
Inuyasha looked at him as if he had suddenly grown horns. A comical look that instantly set Sesshoumaru to laughing.
“What are you laughing for?”
Sesshoumaru eventually got enough control over himself to explain, “That look, brother. That look you just gave me was hilarious, what did it mean?”
Smiling, Inuyasha explained, “I guess it was that I felt that you alone would always be welcome there; why would you not be? I’m not making much sense, am I?”
“Yes, you are. And thank you, for thinking it should have been so obvious to me,” Sesshoumaru said sincerely, while still laughing quietly. “So, how to do it? Open the doorway first, and I can show you once we are inside.”
Inuyasha opened the panel and they walked inside, closing it behind them. Directly beneath the first torch on the right side of the hall, Sesshoumaru stopped. “Here brother,” he pointed.
Nearly hidden in the shadow thrown by the torch, Inuyasha saw a stone that looked different from all the others. Instead of the white stone used all throughout the lower levels of the castle, this was a greyish stone that, at first, looked quite plain. But then, as he moved closer to it, he saw streaks of blue and a gold-like mist flowing through it. He’d never seen anything like it.
“What kind of stone is this?” he asked in a quiet voice full of wonder, reaching his hand out to touch the smooth surface.
Sesshoumaru moved closer and wrapped his arms around Inuyasha from behind, causing the Hanyou’s breath to hitch. “It is called Black Moonstone here, but the name the world knows it as is Labradorite. Originally found on an island far away, this was found here, by me, and I thought it would be perfect for this purpose,” Sesshoumaru answered softly, breathing into the furry triangle his lips were just barely caressing.
“Beautiful, is it not?” the Youkai asked, speaking of more than just the stone.
“Yes, it is,” Inuyasha answered just as softly. “S-So what do I need to do?”
“First, place your hand over it. You will feel the magic in the stone.”
He did as told and, “I feel it!” Inuyasha whispered loudly, and Sesshoumaru placed his hand under Inuyasha’s on the stone.
Instantly, they could both feel the magic inside. The stone visible around their hands flared with blue streaks, and then subsided. Sesshoumaru explained, “The stone searches your heart for your true feelings. It could feel that you truly wanted me to be able to enter, and so granted that wish.”
Inuyasha had turned his head while Sesshoumaru was speaking, and was met with his lips immediately after he finished speaking. Sesshoumaru then turned him gently and their hands fell from the stone. Pushing him back against the wall, he proceeded to kiss Inuyasha senseless.
Finally breaking the kiss, Sesshoumaru actually had a light blush on his cheeks, and Inuyasha could tell that Sesshoumaru hadn’t meant to kiss him. It was that he’d not been able to stop himself. And that, more than anything else, finally cemented in Inuyasha’s mind that Sesshoumaru was just as desperately attracted to him as he was to Sesshoumaru.
“Let’s go Aniki. I wanna kiss you under the trees,” Inuyasha stated as he grabbed Sesshoumaru’s hand and pulled him along almost roughly.
The Alpha in Sesshoumaru glowed with pride as he willingly followed the delicious little Hanyou.
Exiting out into his forest, Inuyasha instantly felt a sense of peace. He walked to the base of the largest tree. “Would you like to sit with me?” he asked innocently.
Sesshoumaru was ready to devour the boy. Instead, he nodded and sat beside him. They both leaned back against the massive trunk and watched the leaves above them move in the wind.
After a short time, Inuyasha turned to Sesshoumaru. “Sesshou…will… Will you kiss me again? I… I want to be your Mate. What do I need to do? Is there some ritual we need to follow? Is that why you haven’t marked me yet?” he asked with wide-eyed innocence.
Sesshoumaru growled low before turning fully to the boy, wrapping him in his arms, and dragging him down with him to lie in the cool grass. He slowly rolled so he was slightly above his little brother, and Inuyasha’s arms wrapped willingly around his neck. The kiss they shared this time was different from the ones before. It was deep and passionate, but also reverent.
Sesshoumaru was determined to worship Inuyasha, but he wanted to be absolutely sure that the boy was certain about doing this now. “Inuyasha, are you truly ready for this? We can wait if you would like. We can still pleasure each other now, but we do not have to form the mating bonds tonight. I will mark you only when we share our bodies with each other completely.”
“I don’t want to wait Sesshoumaru. I want to be sure we’re joined as Mates, so we can never be torn apart again. It’s just… I’ve been alone nearly all my life. I couldn’t bear it if we waited and you somehow got ripped away from me. I don’t think I could survive that.
“Aishiteru,” Inuyasha said, softly and innocently.
Sesshoumaru’s heart swelled and tears filled his eyes to overflowing for the first time since his childhood. He had never dreamed of anyone ever saying those words to him. He was a landed-Lord after all, and a political union was all he had ever expected.
“And I love you, Inuyasha. I cannot imagine spending the rest of my life without you or with anyone else. You will have me forever. I promise, you will never be alone again. Suki desu, Inuyasha” Sesshoumaru replied.
Hearing that from his normally-aloof brother, Inuyasha’s shyness was forgotten for a moment. “I never knew how it could feel with another male, and… I’m glad you were the one to show me.” He blushed crimson, realizing what he’d just said, and how it sounded.
“Umm…and about today, what you did to me…can… Can you do that again?” Inuyasha asked as he pulled Sesshoumaru down and began to nuzzle his facial stripes to cover his nervousness. Nibbling and licking his stripes, he was begging with his lips for his brother to show him the other pleasures that were possible.
“Yes Inuyasha, I will definitely do that again.” He pulled back to smile down at his brother in a very predatory way, but that smile only served to make Inuyasha even hotter. “Inuyasha, I have waited for you for a very long time, and I may not be as patient as I would usually be…as patient as I desire to be. You drive me wild just being near you. My dominant instincts are raging, and the Alpha in me wants to claim you.
“Submit to me now,” he said in a low, commanding voice that was so full of passion and arousal that it sent frissons of raw lust up Inuyasha’s spine, and caused his own less-dominant alpha-instincts to surrender quite quickly.
The DaiYoukai then leaned down, and began to devour his soon-to-be-Mate’s mouth. Inuyasha’s hands roamed his back, fingers clenching the silk fabric; willingly allowing Sesshoumaru to take full control of their kiss.
Sesshoumaru’s hands were quite busy, undoing the obi, then untying the himo on Inuyasha’s hakama. As he kissed him, he slowly snaked his hand under the waist of his hakama, gently scratching his belly with his deadly claws, then reaching lower to grind the palm of his hand into his erection.
At first, Inuyasha could only shiver in response and hold on tighter. He almost felt like he’d float away unless he held on to something. But soon, the urge to give his brother the same pleasure he was receiving overwhelmed him. He pushed at his chest, pushing him away so he could sit up; moaning quietly from the loss when Sesshoumaru’s hand slipped out of his hakama.
Facing each other on their knees, Sesshoumaru instantly thought that the boy was having second thoughts. That is, until he felt Inuyasha’s hands at his waist, his fingers untying his obi and the himo on his own hakama.
Growling softly as Inuyasha’s hand delved under the fabric, Sesshoumaru’s body twitched at the feel of his sharp claws lightly dragging over his flat stomach as they traveled further down. His mind filled with images of Inuyasha’s hands on him, and his breathing became even heavier.
And then finally…finally feeling his strong, sword-callused hand encircling his already hard cock…all he could do was throw his own head back, howling his pleasure to the Moon above, the Alpha in him purring.
Inuyasha felt a surge of happiness, seeing how he could make his normally-reserved brother respond to his touches. It also made his own cock throb, witnessing Sesshoumaru’s pleasure. Only thinking of making him feel even more, with his free hand he lightly pushed Sesshoumaru to lay back in the soft grass. Sesshoumaru willingly complied, leaning back on his elbows, as Inuyasha eagerly worked the Demon Lord’s hakama further down over his hips.
Knowing how sensitive the sexy stripes adorning his beautiful brother were, Inuyasha now used his fingertips to softly stroke the stripes on his hips. As Sesshoumaru sighed blissfully at the touch, Inuyasha licked his lips in anticipation, causing the Youkai’s pulse to skyrocket. ‘He can’t be considering…’
Inuyasha leaned down, and Sesshoumaru sucked in a sharp breath. He had not been expecting this, but Kami, he could not say that he had not wished for it. Desperately.
Inuyasha’s tongue darted out to lick delicately at the tip of Sesshoumaru’s shaft, gathering the bead of pre-come there. ‘Fuck he tastes good.’ Sesshoumaru’s loud growling moan only encouraged Inuyasha further.
He remembered what Sesshoumaru had done to him earlier, and showed what a quick learner he was. He licked once more across the sensitive head, and then dragged his tongue up the underside of the weeping shaft. Slowly, he opened his mouth wide and he wrapped his lips around Sesshoumaru’s arousal. Sucking hard, he then allowed the long, thick shaft to slide into his mouth until he felt it hitting the back of his throat.
Not expecting anything like that so soon, Sesshoumaru’s back arched up out of his control as he cried out from the intensity of it, thrusting his cock even deeper into his baby brother’s throat. Inuyasha gagged slightly, but didn’t pull away. He only used his hands to push his brother’s hips back down while continuing to caress his stripes.
Sesshoumaru’s head fell back in total surrender to his brother’s ministrations. In all his centuries of life, with all the partners, male and female, that he had experienced, he had missed this every time. He felt such a soul-deep connection, and such deep, mind-numbing pleasure, that his body trembled with the overwhelming feelings and sensations. He howled at the Moon again, stuttering out fragmented versions of Inuyasha’s name like a mantra.
And then added to Inuyasha’s name, “Oooh, I…nu…yaaa…shaa-ahhh! Mmmm! So perfect! Yes!”
The Hanyou bobbed his head and delicately scraped Sesshoumaru’s length with his fangs, while lashing at the underside of his cock with his tongue. The sounds above him were music to his ears, and those ears twitched on hearing each sound falling from his brother’s lips.
“Inuyaaaaa…Ka-haah-mi! Oh, fuck! Yesss….”
Inuyasha felt the blood surge under the thin skin, knew instinctively that Sesshoumaru was close to orgasm, and desperately wanted to taste him on his tongue. He used his claws to sharply scrape the markings on Sesshoumaru’s hips while swallowing hard, tightening his throat around the entire head of his cock.
Sesshoumaru’s hands flew up to tangle in Inuyasha’s hair at the pleasurable-pain on his stripes, and his back arched even higher than before at the mind-blowing sensation around his cock. His entire body jerked violently and he came with an almost agonized scream,
“Inuuuu…ahhh…ohh-fucking-gods-yes! Yashaaa!”
Inuyasha swallowed it all, his throat constricting around the hypersensitive head again and again, pulling back slightly near the end so he could have the taste of his brother’s seed on his tongue. ‘Kami, but he tastes better than I imagined he would.’ Inuyasha sucked him dry, then slowly crawled up the Youkai Lord's body.
Sesshoumaru looked so erotically beautiful with his hair wildly spread out around his head, his face and chest flushed from his orgasm. Inuyasha vowed he’d definitely see this beautiful sight many more times, no matter what he had to do.
Sesshoumaru looked up at him through a haze of pleasure, and reached out to wrap his arms around his neck to pull him down into a kiss. Tasting himself in Inuyasha’s mouth drove him wild, especially with what had just happened still echoing through his mind and body. Sesshoumaru then pulled Inuyasha’s entire body down on top of his own, and felt the young man’s arousal against his stomach through the fabric of the boy’s hakama.
Sesshoumaru felt a desperate need rise within his heart and soul: To claim this beautiful young man, this magnificent Inu Warrior Prince, as his own, right this instant.
However.
Before he would do anything further, he made up his mind about one thing.
It was an impulsive decision, but he believed in his soul that not only could it be done, but also that it must be done. He felt an unknown energy rising, felt it speaking to his heart. ‘If I cannot use my strength and power for this, then of what use is it?’ Sesshoumaru thought fiercely.
He sat up, pushing Inuyasha up at the same time, pulling the boy’s legs to the sides, and causing him to straddle his lap.
Framing Inuyasha’s face with his hands, he looked deeply into those eyes so like his own. In this moment, he saw clearly just how truly pure Inuyasha was, filled with unspoiled passion and innocent excitement. All this was shining in the boy’s eyes, along with the intense love from before.
Seeing this, he could not resist pulling Inuyasha into another kiss, with the added bonus that it worked well as a distraction for the boy. As he swept his tongue in and out of Inuyasha’s mouth, he moved both hands down to the collar that had kept his baby brother leashed for far too long.
Inuyasha’s eyes shot open and he broke the kiss as he felt a painful jolt of unholy energy tear through his body. What he saw caused him to lunge backward as true desperation flooded his entire being.
Ignoring Inuyasha’s panicked voice begging him to let go before he was harmed by the power of the rosary, Sesshoumaru quickly ordered his Youki to shield them both. He then summoned his demonic energy that controlled his Whip. Channeling it down into both hands, he could feel his power gathering, clashing with the power of the kotodama; the tainted holy power burning his hands already.
“Wait! Sesshou, what are you doing?!?” Inuyasha was now in full-blown panic. Sesshoumaru could die! “Please! Wait! Sesshou please!” he shrieked as he struggled and tried desperately to pull his brother’s hands away from the rosary.
Sesshoumaru did not answer, and he did not yield. He only focused completely on what he knew in his heart he must do. Grasping the necklace even more strongly, he felt it. The rise of the boundless energy he would use to bind his Mate to him…the vibrant, unblemished energy that is created by the love of Youkai Mates. It joined with his own power, and it all flared about them both in a fierce wind, even as the tainted holy power scorched his hands…
Suddenly, in a blinding flash, the kotodama rosary shattered with violent, concussive force under his immense power, sending pieces flying in all directions.
They were both pushed backward by the explosion of raw power, and Inuyasha instinctively held tight to Sesshoumaru’s wrists so they would not be separated.
Within moments, the flare of energies dissipated, and silence reigned. Even the natural sounds from their surroundings seemed to have been silenced completely.
Inuyasha was staggered. His eyes were wide with fear as he turned Sesshoumaru’s hands over in his own so he could see what damage had been done.
The beads had, over the years, greatly increased in strength; drawing on Kagome’s tainted holy power to match the strength of the Youki it was having to control. It had also drawn on Inuyasha’s demonic power… Once it had become tainted, the rosary had used his Youki’s own anger at being chained to strengthen the power of the bond even further.
Sesshoumaru now had deep gouges in his hands from where the beads had shattered, and burn marks from the tainted power. It looked to Inuyasha like miniature Wind Scars had slashed his brother’s hands from wrists to fingertips.
“Sesshou, why? I…I c-could have l-lost you… I would have r-rather stayed ch-chained and shackled than l-lose you,” his voice was heavy with tears from the emotion he felt. “I thought… I thought you said that…that you wanted me even with the rosary…” Inuyasha’s words trailed off as he instinctively began to lick his brother’s hands to heal them.
Sesshoumaru winced slightly as Inuyasha’s saliva and his own power combined to restore his hands almost immediately. “I did. I do. I want you any way I can get you. However, I refused to allow that abomination to leash and enslave your Youki any longer. When we claim each other, I want your Youki to answer mine, as it should. Our souls should bond when we mate. That would not have been possible with your Youki in chains and bound to another,” Sesshoumaru explained.
“Any amount of pain to myself was worth it. I refuse to share you with any one or any thing, Inuyasha.”
Tears flowed freely down Inuyasha’s cheeks for the pain Sesshoumaru had endured, but also for the joy he felt.
He was free.
When all hope for that had been lost, Sesshoumaru had freed him. He could feel his Youki stretching and pacing inside him, but it didn’t feel like it would break free…
‘It’s true! Now that it’s free, it’s not fighting anymore!’ He could tell it was still angry at having been bound, but with the taste of Sesshoumaru still on his tongue, it was more focused on Sesshoumaru. It wanted him as its Mate, badly.
Inuyasha looked back up at Sesshoumaru, holding his gaze with such intensity that Sesshoumaru’s eyes widened and he gasped in surprise. The boy then threw his arms around him and kissed him wildly, driving his tongue forcefully into the elder’s mouth.
Sesshoumaru then realized that Inuyasha was feeling his Youki’s full passion and strength combined for the first time, and that he would not have control over it yet. Maybe in battle…he knew that in battle, the boy had mastered his Youki’s full power; but he had no experience at leashing it in this situation.
That was just fine with Sesshoumaru. He would feed the fire, encourage the flames, and watch it burn out of control…
The Youkai Lord flipped them over while never breaking the kiss, and Inuyasha’s arms tightened around his neck, holding him desperately. They ravished each other’s mouth, tasting blood when a fang would nick a lip, and relishing the sweet coppery taste of each other.
Sesshoumaru broke the kiss for a moment, only to say, “Hold on tightly, Yasha.”
That was all the warning Inuyasha got before he felt them floating, and that sensation paired with being kissed so powerfully…’Amazing,’ Inuyasha thought.
Sesshoumaru touched down lightly on his own balcony, never allowing Inuyasha’s feet to touch a solid surface.
Inuyasha broke their kiss. “That is such a cool trick,” he smiled up at his older brother. “You know I’m totally impressed and jealous about this skill of yours, right?”
Sesshoumaru smiled down at him as he brought them both into his bedroom. Moving aside the curtains on his bed, he laid them both down at once, so they were back in the same position they had been in under the tree. He took the time to savor the lips below his, reveling in the submission of his baby brother.
Then Sesshoumaru rose up, and holding his brother’s gaze with an intensity of his own, he removed his embroidered slippers and socks, then he slowly removed the boy’s hakama from his body, tossing them all behind him. He then set to work on his kimono and juban. Pulling Inuyasha up to a sitting position, he drew the black silk and cotton fabric down his shoulders slowly, kissing the skin he exposed as he went.
This was only driving Inuyasha wild, and he had never been known for his patience. Before Sesshoumaru could adjust, Inuyasha brought his hands up to remove Sesshoumaru’s kimono and juban as one piece, tossing them into the darkness that surrounded the bed. Sesshoumaru kicked his own boots off eagerly before Inuyasha used his toes to push the Youkai’s hakama the rest of the way off his hips.
Sesshoumaru smiled at how impatient his brother was, and finished removing Inuyasha’s clothing just as quickly. He noticed Inuyasha staring at him, feeling his gaze as a tangible touch roaming over his body. Finally, Inuyasha’s gaze met his own, and they got lost in each other’s eyes as Sesshoumaru pushed him back to lie down on the bed.
Crawling over him, it was now Sesshoumaru’s turn to admire his baby brother. He would teach him some patience.
Inuyasha blushed but said nothing as Sesshoumaru lifted his right leg, and starting with his foot, kissed and sucked on the skin, steadily moving up his leg. Sesshoumaru marveled once again at his brother’s beauty. He was still so young, an adolescent in their race’s years, but he was perfectly made. In fact, Sesshoumaru was becoming convinced that Inuyasha had been created according to his own fantasies. The boy’s beauty was without equal.
When his lips met with the soft white curls around Inuyasha’s sex he continued on, only dragging his hair over his groin as he started on the boy’s left leg. Inuyasha didn’t think he couldn’t get any more aroused than he already was, but he was finding out how very wrong he could be. Sesshoumaru was torturing him, and slowly but surely driving all coherent thought from his mind.
Down and back up his left leg, and again Sesshoumaru only skimmed over his groin, barely allowing his lips to graze his brother’s erection from root to tip, leaving little ghosting kisses in his wake. He then continued on, kissing and sucking the tight skin where his hip met his thigh, leaving marks from his teeth, before heading for those sensitive nipples again.
He grazed his claws up and down the boy’s sides and stomach as he latched on to one nipple and sucked hard, causing Inuyasha to arch up into the sensation, crying out. Deciding he wanted to hear more of that sound, he repeated his actions while pinching and rubbing the other at the same time.
Inuyasha arched his neck back, groaning, “Ahhh…Sesshou…please, more…”
He finally decided to give his brother a little of what he wanted, so he moved down and licked his shaft roughly, before sucking hard with only the sensitive head in his mouth. He got the desired effect. Inuyasha’s body arched up off the bed completely, as his hair fell like molten silver on the sheets from him thrashing his head back and forth.
In a broken and scream-roughened voice Inuyasha yelled, “Ah, Sesshou…..Kami! More!”
Sesshoumaru’s own well-practiced patience was being tested, and he promised himself he would worship Inuyasha’s body more thoroughly the next time. This time, however, he could wait no longer.
“Inuyasha, I must prepare you first. Try not to be nervous…I will not hurt you.” Sesshoumaru reached for a bottle of oil he had placed on the headboard and liberally coated his fingers.
Inuyasha opened his eyes and looked at his brother. “I know you won’t. Just I… I don’t know what you’ll be doing, and I… I kinda feel like I’ll disappoint you, not havin’ any experience with this. I… I want to please you too.”
“Inuyasha,” Sesshoumaru breathed, “You have no idea how arousing it is for me to know I will be your first. You not knowing, your innocence in this, it pleases me greatly. Do not wish to be any different. You are perfect just as you are.”
A small tear slipped down Inuyasha’s cheek at those words.
Sesshoumaru saw the tear and slowly, lovingly, licked it from his cheek. He kissed him gently, and then began to lick and nip his neck, making the Hanyou shiver.
Raising one of Inuyasha’s legs, Sesshoumaru dragged one oiled finger down his cock, grazing his brother’s testicles, rubbing the sensitive spot just behind them, and then slowly moving to the tiny entrance of the body he was dying to claim.
The boy tensed slightly, it was a strange feeling; but he forced himself to relax, trusting Sesshoumaru.
Retracting his claw, he circled his finger over the puckered skin of his entrance for a moment, and then very gently, he slipped his finger inside his brother’s heat. ‘Kami, he is so tight and hot, even on one finger it is nearly overwhelming.’ He slowly began to thrust his finger in and out of the tight opening.
Inuyasha wasn’t so sure about this at first. It felt odd, but he trusted Sesshoumaru now. He tried to relax, and waited for the pleasure he was told would come.
Sesshoumaru moved back to his chest, and as he sucked one nipple into his mouth, he added a second finger, thrusting gently still, adding a scissoring motion to help stretch him. Inuyasha was distracted at first, but he soon realized that his body was fluttering and clenching around the invading digits, and that the fingers were starting to feel pretty damn good.
Sesshoumaru left his chest and worked his way down Inuyasha’s stomach with his long tongue, finally returning to his straining cock. As he wrapped his tongue around the impossibly hard shaft, he added a third finger, and then a fourth. Inuyasha’s body couldn’t decide what to do…thrust into the mouth on his cock or onto the fingers that were stinging slightly but felt good too?
Before he could make up his mind, Sesshoumaru curled his fingers inside him, and hit something that had Inuyasha screaming as his young, inexperienced body arched off the bed completely. He instantly released his seed into his brother’s waiting mouth.
Inuyasha was incredulous. ‘What-the-fuck–was-that?’ He could only stare dazedly at his brother’s beautiful face as it came back up into his line of vision. Sesshoumaru smiled tenderly at him, before kissing him with a passion that soon had his cock twitching back to life.
He finally realized, after an embarrassing amount of time, that four of Sesshoumaru’s fingers were still inside him. He blushed, but it felt too good for him to protest.
Sesshoumaru then moved between his knees, hovering over him as one hand wrapped around his reawakening erection and the other continued thrusting his fingers into his body. The Youkai Lord leaned down to kiss his him, and he raised his hips automatically to thrust onto the invading fingers, but it wasn’t enough.
Desperate for something he didn’t yet have a name for, Inuyasha decided to try to get Sesshoumaru to stop teaching him patience. Reaching down, he dragged his claws gently down his brother’s sides, skimming his sensitive stripes. He focused on lightly clawing the markings for a few eternal moments until the Youkai growled and broke the kiss desperately.
“Kami, Inuyasha, I must feel you on my cock. I cannot hold back any longer,” Sesshoumaru growled.
The Sesshoumaru he had known throughout his entire life, no matter how things had changed between them over the years, never used swear words; he never ‘talked dirty’. Hearing him lose that control now… The words drove Inuyasha wild.
“Then don’t,” the boy below him whispered. “Don’t hold back, I want you too. My body feels amazing, but it’s like my Youki is telling me there’s something…more, something that I need. I’m not sure what it is, but… Will you give it to me?”
That did it. Sesshoumaru’s eyes widened at the provocative words coming from that innocent, kiss-swollen mouth; loving how honest the boy was in that way, how eager he was to experience things.
He removed his fingers from his body, kissing Inuyasha lightly when he protested the loss, and then leaned back to grab the bottle of oil. He poured a generous amount over his already dripping cock, and was shocked speechless when Inuyasha’s hand was there before his own, stroking him perfectly, coating his entire length with the oil.
He closed his eyes in pleasure, enjoying his brother’s touch for a few moments more before forcing himself to move out of Inuyasha’s reach. Positioning himself between his brother’s thighs, and lifting his legs up, he pushed his knees towards his chest to further expose him, moaning loudly when the boy’s ankles brushed the stripes on his hips.
“Inuyasha, this is going to hurt at first; but I promise you, the pain will not last for long, and then there will be only pleasure. Are you ready?” Sesshoumaru whispered roughly, as his Alpha nature fought against his control; Inuyasha’s current submissiveness was pushing his restraint to the limit.
“Yes Sesshou, do it. Don’t make me wait any longer, please…” Inuyasha begged.
Sesshoumaru rubbed the head of his cock against the prepared opening. Loath to cause his baby brother pain, but unable to wait, he pushed carefully against the tight ring of muscle, pressing forward until just the head of his cock slipped inside.
“Ahhh…Yasha…” he breathed.
Sesshoumaru had prepared him very well, but pain was inevitable. Inuyasha winced slightly. Yes, it hurt a little, but he was accustomed to pain. The pleasure he’d already had was what he was focused on. He used his ankles to try to pull his brother deeper into him.
Sesshoumaru had stopped at seeing him wince in pain, trying to give his body a moment to stretch to accommodate his size, but apparently, Inuyasha was still not feeling too patient. He felt the boy’s lower legs tighten over his stripes, pulling him in, and he growled, trying to maintain some restraint, and failing entirely.
Ultimately doing as Inuyasha wished, he slowly continued; withdrawing slightly, then pushing forward gently each time, until he was sheathed to the hilt inside his little brother. The heat and tightness were exquisitely painful, and he was shocked that his brother could take all of his length. It was mind-blowing, feeling every last inch of his shaft gripped by that impossible heat.
‘Fuck…he’s so outrageously tight, and scalding hot, and he can take all of me…my gods, have I ever felt anything so intense?’ Sesshoumaru’s mind scattered, but he still held tightly to a tiny bit of control, not wanting to cause Inuyasha more pain.
So he stayed still, to give the boy time to adjust, but also trying to regain control at the feeling of his aching length being sucked in to that hot, hungry little body, not wanting to come right away.
Inuyasha gasped for air. He was so full and it felt so good! His brother’s length had brushed that spot, and he could actually feel it resting heavily against that bundle of nerves as he gasped for air, while his brother stayed so perfectly still.
“Sesshou?” he gasped.
Sesshoumaru slowly opened his eyes, breathing as if he had been fighting a battle for days, his body trembling with the effort he was making not to move. He leaned down to his brother’s lips and whispered raggedly, “Yes, Yasha…”
“Move… Please,” the Hanyou begged.
Sesshoumaru’s eyes widened at those words as they snapped his control. His hips jerked forward powerfully and he snarled,
“Gods, Yasha, so tight, so hot, so deep…so fucking good! Ohhh, my Yasha…only mine!”
He devoured Inuyasha’s lips as he rocked hard against him, then he broke the kiss as he pulled nearly all the way out before thrusting back in fiercely. Seeing Inuyasha’s mouth fall open in a silent scream of pleasure, he rose up and changed his angle slightly until he felt himself nail his brother’s prostate directly. Inuyasha howled in delight, his body thrashing erotically in the moonlight pouring through the windows.
A part of Sesshoumaru’s mind realized he was being rough, and he was desperately trying not to harm Inuyasha. He leaned back then, seizing his hips and thrusting more gently into that impossible tightness, nearly mindless with pleasure as he felt his brother’s legs tighten and move over his stripes again.
He tried to stay slow; withdrawing gradually; watching mesmerized as the head of his cock emerged; and then pushing in again, awe-struck as that tight little opening sucked all of him back in, almost without him pushing at all.
He did this repeatedly, and Inuyasha thought he would lose his mind if Sesshoumaru didn’t stop…fucking…stopping!
“Please Sesshou! It feels so good, but I want all of you, more of you, please!”
And that destroyed the rest of his control entirely. The experience of his beautifully erotic baby brother, writhing on his cock, begging for more, it caused him to lose the last vestiges of his restraint.
His Alpha Youki broke from its cage and he began thrusting in violently, his head thrown back in pleasure as his brother began to raise his hips to meet his thrusts, whining in his throat and crying his name.
“Hnnn….Sesshohhh -Fuck! Kami, please don’t stop. Ohhhh…It feels soooo fucking goooood!!! Ahhh….. harder! Fucking harder! Harder-oh-fucking-gods-pleaaase!” Inuyasha screamed wildly.
He increased the pace, unable to deny his Alpha-nature in the face of his brother’s wanton passion, and Sesshoumaru answered his lover with a wild cry of his own. “Fuuuuuck! Yasha!!! You’re so fucking tight! I am going to fuck you so hard…so fucking deep…I will possess you so utterly that you will never get me completely out!”
Slick skin, hungry eyes, kiss-swollen lips nicked with fangs, sweet blood on those lips to savor. Their mating was passionate and hungry, all-consuming.
Sesshoumaru claimed his brother totally and completely, and left no part of his body unconquered.
Inuyasha, in turn, submitted unreservedly. It was the most freeing experience of his entire life, giving all of his control to Sesshoumaru, the one he loved. Inuyasha gave him everything…and he got everything from Sesshoumaru in return.
Sesshoumaru slowed again as he felt them getting close to orgasm, causing Inuyasha to thrash on the sheets, trying to get him to keep going. Thinking only of making this last as long as demonically possible, he leaned down, wrapped his arms around his brother, and pulled him up over his lap, so he was straddling him. Inuyasha’s legs automatically moved to plant his feet on either side of Sesshoumaru’s hips, giving Sesshoumaru chills at the feel of his lover’s calves brushing against his stripes.
“Sesshou!” Inuyasha cried out, feeling him penetrate even deeper in this new position.
Sesshoumaru plundered the sweetness of Inuyasha’s mouth for long minutes, holding his face gently but securely with his deadly claws. Inuyasha brought his hands up to wind in his sibling’s hair, pulling him even harder into their kiss, while feeling the pressure to come backing off fractionally.
Finally, Sesshoumaru began to thrust up into him, and now his own erection had more friction against the Demon Lord’s stomach. Sesshoumaru lifted and lowered Inuyasha effortlessly, and their sensual dance continued as he held on for the ride of his life, writhing in ecstasy while impaled on his brother’s length.
Grasping Sesshoumaru’s biceps, he arched himself onto his lover even further, driving Sesshoumaru impossibly harder against his prostate, and at the same time coating his brother’s stomach with his essence as it dripped freely from his own straining cock.
“Will…you…submit…to me…ahhh-allow me…to mark you…ohh, Kami…fuck…claim you…Inu…Yasha?” Sesshoumaru panted as Inuyasha’s body moved over his throbbing length, driving him insane with the need to fully claim this exquisite creature who surrendered so beautifully. “And…will you…mark…mmmm…and claim me…as…well?”
“Yessss…ohh, sooo good… Mark…Oh, Kami pleeease Sesshou-ohhh.” Inuyasha replied brokenly. All the sensations he was feeling were overwhelming his inexperienced body. The feel of Sesshoumaru’s long, thick cock filling him up; the heat and thrusting friction in and out of his body, so impossibly deep; the friction of his own length rubbing against Sesshoumaru’s stomach; the sounds of their flesh colliding, their heaving breaths and pleasured cries; it was all sending the boy into a deeper state of euphoria.
“Ohh…yes…aahhhhh…Kaaaami, ohh fuuuuck…yes…! I submit to you!” Inuyasha screamed.
Sesshoumaru thrust up faster and harder, slamming into Inuyasha’s body. He felt his balls tighten up unbearably and knew he was close.
His fangs began to elongate and his golden eyes became rimmed in red as their Youki’s power began to swirl around them both. He leaned back slightly and wrapped his elegant fingers around Inuyasha’s dripping cock, matching his strokes to the thrusts in his ass, needing Inuyasha to come with him.
“Kami, Inu…Ohh-yes-fuuuck…Yashaaaa…come…with me… Come with me NOW!!!” he roared.
This was more than Inuyasha’s virgin body could cope with. With his own fangs lengthening and his eyes rimmed with red to match his brother’s, he came in a violent rush, screaming incoherently and writhing wildly on Sesshoumaru’s cock in tortured ecstasy.
Sesshoumaru, feeling his brother’s ass contracting hard around his entire length, followed him into that oblivion. Together, as they each roared the single word, “MINE!!!” they both sank their fangs into the right side of each other’s neck at the shoulder.
Their Youki rose higher, swirling around them in a visible tornado of demonic energy. Reds and golds, blues and silvers…the colors of their souls blending as they swirled, wrapping them up together, blending their auras and youki. Their bright red demonic eyes snapped open while their fangs were still buried in flesh, and they saw the truest part of their Mate.
Sesshoumaru’s Youki could see Inuyasha’s clearly. He could see the boundless love and innocent hope and trust he felt for him, as well as his hurt and sorrow from the past and his determination to live for the future. His total forgiveness…there was no animosity in his heart to be seen.
He could also see that by giving him his own youki in this mating, he would change again; not full youkai, but close. Both Sesshoumaru and his Youki could only hope he would not change too much.
Inuyasha’s Youki was experiencing the same things. Seeing the endless love Sesshoumaru had for him…the respect and admiration for his many kinds of strength…and then his inner pain for how he’d damaged things between them before. His determination to make up for it; to love him completely and without reservation. ‘All this for me?’
The exchange of youki now finished and the blending of their souls complete, the swirling mass of demonic energy calmed until it was returned completely to their bodies, each now holding part of the other. Beginning the healing of their souls and binding them together forever.
They continued to move, rocking against each other for long minutes, riding out the pleasure; until finally, their bodies had no more to give. They released each other’s neck, both gently licking the bite wounds to heal them, then dropping their foreheads to rest on strong shoulders as they savored the taste of the other’s blood. Their permanent marks would appear within a day, and each wondered what theirs would look like.
They stayed like that for a while, seemingly frozen in time. When they had finally caught their breath and their heartbeats seemed close to normal, they each looked up at each other. They kissed softly, and then they both smiled rather shyly, with wide-eyed amazement at what they had just experienced.
Reluctantly, Sesshoumaru began to lift Inuyasha up and off of him, but Inuyasha’s jaw dropped in surprise and his pleasure-filled words stopped him.
“Ohhhh, fuuuck, you’re rubbing that spot even noooowwwww…” Inuyasha whimpered; rolling his hips into the sensation as his knees fell to the sides to spread his legs open even wider.
Sesshoumaru glanced down to see that Inuyasha was already getting hard again. ‘I knew he had amazing stamina, but this?’ Sesshoumaru could not believe his luck. ‘I get to have him again so soon?’
So rather than pulling out, he lowered Inuyasha back down, and continued to rock them together gently until they were both fully hard again. Inuyasha began grinding down on his shaft, wild with the hypersensitivity of his own body. This electrified the Youkai Lord. Seeing his little brother so shamelessly riding his cock, he could only react.
Holding Inuyasha tightly, he swiftly rose up on his knees and lay Inuyasha back down. He threw Inuyasha’s knees over his shoulders, then lifted his body and slammed his back into the pillows up against the headboard. He then shifted his thighs to support Inuyasha’s ass. Leaning back, he took hold of the boy’s hips as he thrust into that tight little body with demonic force, his head falling back in pleasure.
Holding the boy’s legs up like this, he penetrated him very deep, and from a different angle. This time, his cock was ramming into that special spot with such force, and then rubbing against it so relentlessly as he thrust in and out, that Inuyasha lost the ability to think. The Hanyou could only whimper and cry out in ecstasy as his eyesight dimmed, his body twisting and writhing, focused solely on the pleasure flooding his system.
“Ahhh…Oh, yes! Ohhh, Sesshou! Fuuuuck, ahhh-fuck…yourcockfeelssooofuckinggooood!”
Sesshoumaru dropped his head at this carnal utterance, and the sight that met his eyes would be burned into his memory forever.
Bathed in the light of a perfect Full Moon, and framed by dark blue silk, Inuyasha’s hair was flying across the pillows around his head…a glowing halo of silver. His right hand was clenched into a fist and being bitten by his own teeth, trying to stifle his own screams of pleasure. The blood from this only accented his beauty as it ran in rivulets down his chin. His left hand had grabbed a piece of the headboard above him, and his claws had actually penetrated the wood, trying to somehow anchor himself.
His entire body was covered in that same blush as before, and his cock…the head was nearly purple and it bobbed fiercely with every powerful thrust into his body. He was writhing in pleasure and raising his ass to meet each of Sesshoumaru’s thrusts, his stomach and chest muscles flexing and sliding under his sweat-glistened skin.
Sesshoumaru knew he had never before seen any sight to equal this. His Little Mate was truly magnificent.
Knowing he was close, and wanting them to come together again, he allowed the boy’s knees to slide down and hook on his elbows. Inuyasha’s eyes widened at this new position and he drew his legs up and apart even further as Sesshoumaru leaned forward. The Youkai Lord grabbed his cock, and pumped it with the same demonic ferocity as he pumped into the Hanyou’s body. Leaning in even closer, he kissed him deeply as Inuyasha came, reveling in the feel of his Little Mate screaming his pleasure into his mouth.
Sesshoumaru could hold back no longer. He let go of his control and roared his bliss into Inuyasha’s mouth as his seed pumped into his Mate once again, feeling those walls contracting around him as Inuyasha’s body milked him completely.
Sesshoumaru could no longer support himself and collapsed backward, freeing the boy’s legs as he fell, and bringing Inuyasha with him to straddle him and lay on his chest.
The Hanyou’s weight felt so exquisite, and he kissed and licked his throat and cheek, gently caressing the body above him. It wasn’t until their breathing had come close to normal again that either stirred. As they did, they moved instantly to kiss each other softly.
Reluctantly ending the kiss, Sesshoumaru began to say that they should possibly go bathe, when he was stopped once again.
“Please, don’t move yet. You feel so good inside me…" Inuyasha whispered brokenly as he tightened his legs to grip Sesshoumaru’s hips.
Sesshoumaru felt that warmth fill his heart again and spread to his entire being at the boy’s words. ‘Kami, a Mate. I have Inuyasha as my Mate…finally. I have this passionate, fiery Little Mate. If not for my own stupidity I could have had him with me all his life, but at least I have him now.'
Staying buried inside Inuyasha, he shifted them so his head was up on a pillow. Then he pulled him into another kiss. They held each other tightly, and once they broke the kiss, Inuyasha could not resist burying his face in his Mate’s shoulder, drawing in his scent as well as the scent of their mating.
They rested for a time until Sesshoumaru finally pulled out, causing both of them to growl softly at the loss. “Little Mate,” he said, “as much as I do not wish to move, we should bathe before we fall asleep.”
Inuyasha buried his face further into Sesshoumaru’s shoulder and hair. “But I don’t think I can move yet. Can’t we sleep first?”
Sesshoumaru thought it was endearing, the way he tried to hide this way. But no, they would wake up and wish they had bathed now. Inuyasha not being able to walk was not a problem.
“I will carry you Little Mate.”
And with that, Sesshoumaru rolled to a sitting position, swung Inuyasha into his arms bridal-style, and carried him to his own private bath, smiling like a complete fool the entire way.

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He had washed his baby brother gently.
When Inuyasha had tried for more lovemaking, it had nearly killed Sesshoumaru to deny him, but he knew he must. He was already worried that Inuyasha would be too sore in the morning. This had been the boy’s first time with a male, and he had been less than gentle at times. He did swear to himself that the next time, he would have his Little Mate in the bath.
After drying Inuyasha and then himself, Sesshoumaru carried him back to his bed and carefully lay Inuyasha down on the silk sheets. Climbing into bed beside him, Sesshoumaru reached for him instantly, and Inuyasha wrapped his arms around his Mate, sighing happily.
‘My Mate…I have a Mate! It feels like I’ve waited an eternity to feel this way. No, if I’m being honest, I never believed or dared to dream I could feel like this,’ Inuyasha thought.
Sesshoumaru curled even tighter around his new Mate, wrapping Moko-moko around them both. “Sleep my precious Mate,” he whispered into a silken ear that twitched as his breath fell on it. He could not resist the tiny fuzzy hairs barely tickling his lips. Very lightly, he licked the edge of the blushing appendage and his brother’s lusty moan surprised him. ‘They are this sensitive? I thought it was only when I was touching him in other places as well, not just alone. Ah, I’ll have to play with them another time then,’ the Demon Lord smiled to himself.
The sound of his brother’s voice calling him ‘Mate’ soothed the remaining scars in Inuyasha’s soul. He knew it would take time for his heart to heal completely, but for the first time that he could remember, he felt like he’d truly come home. Home, found in his Mate’s arms.
“I love you Sesshou,” Inuyasha whispered softly.
“And I love you, my Yasha.”
They fell asleep held tightly in each other’s arms.

~tbc (lots more to come!)

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Japanese used in this story:
Nintoujou: (人頭杖, Nintōjō , lit. "Human Head Cane"), also known as The Staff of Two Heads in the English version is the "weapon" Jaken uses. It can produce long streams of flame, and generate large floods of water.
Aishiteru: あいしてる (愛してる,): "I'm in love with you". (also: Suki desu: 好きです (ja) (すきです, suki desu) (Ai shite iru: 愛してる (あいしてる,) “I love you.”)

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