Boppatsu: Z-Day | By : SugaMama09 Category: InuYasha AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 1183 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0 |
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I was ready to move on but Sesshomaru managed to talk me into staying by the water for an extra day. I was personally tired of the place, the only game around being scrawny squirrels & sick deer though we did get lucky & caught a boar one night. It had rammed me in the back of my leg, causing me to shout in surprise (I had been daydreaming) & in a blink of an eye Sesshomaru had the thing on its back, his fangs in its throat, drinking greedily. My eyes widened as I felt myself grow hard at his moans & grunts; his eyes fluttering closed as he drained the boar's life from its body & pulled back, delicately licking its blood from around his mouth & claws. Why did I find him covered in blood such a turn on? Wasn't that a little weird?
We actually spent most of the time in the spring or near it. There really wasn't anything to do in the car, not to mention the leather seats made it feel like we were being baked, as hot as the sun made it & we were pretty much in the middle of nowhere. There was an abandoned building a few miles down the road but when we got close Sesshomaru smelled corpses so we just turned right back around.
We had some pretty interesting conversations in the spring like the conversation about women we had one night...
"Ok...pancake nipples or little ones?" Inuyasha asked.
Sesshomaru frowned, thinking. "Is this a nipple with an actual nipple or just an areola?"
"It has a nipple on it"
"Pancake nipples it is then"
"I don't mind little ones..." I said in a low voice.
"Little nipples on big breasts look strange" Sesshomaru mumbled, cleaning his claws.
"But they always look hard & ready to suck on" I countered.
"Big ones get hard...eventually..." he replied.
"Man, as long as she has nice tits & nice nipples, I ain't gunna be picky" Inuyasha drawled, stretching, "Damn, what time is it? Fuckin' tired"
"I'm sure it's close to two in the morning" his brother said.
"Shit, let me go to sleep. Catch y'all later"
Sesshomaru mumbled a goodnight as the half breed hefted himself up out of the water. My eyebrows furrowed as the bubbles in the water died down as soon as the hanyou got out then Sesshomaru & I exchanged quick, surprised glances before hopping out the water.
It was almost fun on most days. It was easy to forget we were in the middle of a zombie apocalyspe & the world's undead population had probably reached 99% by now. We occassionally hunted in the surrounding woodline when we got bored enough to or Sesshomaru & I would have "dates", which was actually just walking through the woods at night, holding hands & flirting. We always looked forward to it & made us more & more comfortable with our relationship.
One night we were ambling back to the car, our pinkies linked, when Inuyasha hopped off the top of the car, his eyebrow raised. "Hey, where'd you guys go?"
"Hunting" Sesshomaru answered simply, unlinking our pinkies in a quick, smooth fashion. We may be comfortable with our relationship but not completely comfortable with Inuyasha knowing yet.
"I was lookin' for y'all. I think I saw someone walking around over there by that abandoned building down there"
Sesshomaru tensed a little. "Did you get a good look at them?"
"No, not really. It's too dark to see that far & then they were wearin' dark clothes. But I mean for all I know, it could'a been my imagination"
Sesshomaru rummaged in the duffel bag & pulled out three guns, passing one to me & Inuyasha before cocking one for himself. "Just in case"
Inuyasha tucked his in the back of the waistband of his jeans. "Yeah"
"Was it the only one you saw?"
"Yeah, yeah. Just that one"
"We should stay on our toes just in case there are mo-"
"Naraku, duck!"
I instintively rolled out the way as Inuyasha whipped the gun out of his waistband & shot. I looked up to find a zombie fall, a gaping hole in its forehead & noticed several zombies a few yards from us.
"Ah, fuck" Sesshomaru swore & fired off a shot at the closest ones, "Get in the car & let's go!"
I stood & took out my gun, covering for him. "You go, I got this"
"Naraku, are you sure?"
"I'm positive, just go!"
He took off & gathered a few of our belongings that we'd kind of left lying around & tossed them into the trunk. I backed up slowly, sweeping my gun & shooting the closest ones. It seemed more & more were appearing from the woodline; where the hell did they come from? We were just in there a few minutes ago...
"Naraku, let's go!"
I fired one last shot & slid across the hood of the Mustang before hopping into the driver's seat & taking off. A handful of zombies wandered out into the road & I tried my best to avoid hitting them all while trying not to throw Sesshomaru into the door.
"They came out of nowhere" he breathed, frowning.
"They've gotten stealthier. We lingered in that area too long" I said through gritted teeth, swerving around a zombie who had no arms.
Four zombies were walking abreast of each other so I had no choice but to hit them. It seemed there were more & more zombies now; they must have heard the gunshots.
"Ugh, this shit here..." Sesshomaru grumbled before rolling the window down all the way, lifting himself until his torso was hanging out the window & began shooting the zombies in the way.
"Sessh, are you crazy?" Inuyasha shouted.
"I'm fine!" the inu-youkai replied, "Just don't swerve, Naraku!"
I made an extra effort to turn & go around them as smoothly as possible. Sesshomaru shot a few of them that were right in front of the car so they fell & I had no choice but to run over them. He'd grunt in annoyance & hold on then proceed. Sometime amongst that chaos my mind wandered & I thought about something: Inuyasha had actually saved me. Had it not been for him telling me to duck I might've been bitten & killed. My pride reared its head; I didn't want to say anything to him but I guess I had no choice.
"That was...some quick thinking back there" I bit out.
I noticed he frowned at me in the rearview mirror. "Uh...thanks...?"
I swallowed, gripping the steering wheel. "Just wanted to...to say t-thanks...for saving my ass"
His face relaxed into an easy smile & I tensed, thinking he was about to rub it in my face that I had to show my gratification which in turn meant I had to drop this grudge. "Yeah. No problem man"
Hm. That's it then? No poking fun? No teasing? Just...'no problem, man'? Well...maybe I misjudged this kid. I'm not sure how I honestly expected him to be the perfect travelling companion; even I had my faults (as much as I hated to admit them).
Sesshomaru slid back into his seat, sighing heavily. "There. Better?"
I'd just noticed that the road had cleared up quite a bit; most of the zombies were walking off to the side. Several of them watched us pass but didn't seem that interested (or maybe they knew it was pointless to walk after a speeding car).
"So where do we go now?" Inuyasha asked quietly after a long silence.
"Somewhere far from here" I answered. I could only hope far from here was safe & we wouldn't run out of gas before we got there
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The next night we came across a lake with a baby blue beach house a few yards from it's shoreline. Besides a starved cat & a dead zombie with an axe embedded in its head, that was the only thing in the house but for some reason we all agreed not to sleep in it. It had this weird, 'sometimes it feels like somebody's watching me' vibe to it. Luckily there was a little sunhouse, for lack of a better description, off to the side. There were several floor to cieling windows along one wall that did not have any screens up on them but later we found the screens in a large walk in closet. The house was fairly small, being about the size of a spacious living room, complete with a sofa (which folded out into a bed), a loveseat, coffee table & fireplace.
"I bet this is a great place to view sunrises & sunsets" Sesshomaru mused from the sofa, running his fingers through his hair slowly.
"& have a party" Inuyasha added.
"I'm pretty sure it was put here to watch nature" I said, dragging our bags over to a corner, out of the way.
"Hey I like nature as much as the next guy but come summer, you get some babes in skimpy bikinis with a booming sound system & some drinks & it's a wrap" the hanyou chuckled. I noticed Sesshomaru roll his eyes & I grinned.
I sat down heavily on the loveseat. How long will we have to keep running? I just wanted something interesting to happen already or at least get to another gated city soon. I couldn't figure out exactly why I was so restless until I realized I missed Kagura being around. Rather than being sad, I felt a thwang of nostalgia tug at my heart. How was she now? Had the horde arrived? Was she okay? Had she fully recovered yet? Sesshomaru interrupted my thoughts with a mischeivous smirk that he directed at me. "How do you think the water feels?"
We all looked at each other before we bolted up & shot down to the water, tossing our shirts away & jumping in. I was the first to hit the water & didn't feel the temperature for a moment then the cold suddenly slammed into me & I surfaced with a loud shudder, my teeth already chattering. A few feet from me Sesshomaru surfaced, tossing his silver hair our of his eyes & letting out low howl as he wrapped his arms around himself.
"It's freezing!"
Inuyasha spluttered to the surface & immediately began swimming back to shore. "Hell naw, this water is too f-f-fucking cold!"
We followed much more slowly, hissing when we stirred the current too much & the cold water lapped at our bellies & back. Eventually we made it & stumbled back to the sunhouse, finding afgans thrown over the sofa & two more in the closet. We wrapped ourselves up tightly, still shivering, our skin paler than ever & lips slightly blue.
"T-That was pretty s-stupid" Sesshomaru admitted.
"But d-d-damn we gatta do that again!" his brother crowed.
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I happened to be lounging in the lake late one night when Sesshomaru came by, his eyes half lidded & glowing almost an orange shade of color. By now I'd gotten used to the cold water & actually enjoyed it, especially during the day when it was hot. Now at probably four or five in the morning, it was already cold outside & the water was even colder. But I needed something to distract me while Sesshomaru did a few hundred push ups & sit ups, grunting once he reached six hundred & thirty & causing me to get a hard on. I was glad he followed me out here though; I didn't have to worry about Inuyasha catching us so early in the morning since Icould hear him snoring even from here anyway.
I shifted my arms to rest on the edge behind me, tilting my head. "How nice of you to join me, Sesshomaru"
I noticed his lips tilt upwards in a sort of grin but those eyes kept my attention. He looked so...predetory, it made my heart race in excitment. He slipped out of his shirt slowly then slowly got into the water, his eyes staying on me the whole time. I thought we'd share a romantic, climactic moment before we kissed but he just took my face in both hands & kissed me roughly, his mouth opening immediately to let me in. A groan rumbled up from my throat & vibrated in my chest which caused him to moan softly as well, his body pressing closer to mine. The kiss got rougher & faster & our breathing hitched. My head began to spin; we were taking this way too fast! We weren't ready! But everytime I moved my hands to his shoulders to stop him my hands would wander over his tantilizing skin, down his back & over his ass, squeezing them tightly. Sesshomaru paused but didn't freeze up or pull away so I took that to mean I hadn't gone too far yet.
I wrapped my hand around the back of his neck, dipping my head to place heated kisses on his pale column of neck. "You taste so good" I whispered huskily into his ear.
One of his hands slowly ran up my ribcage, causing me to shiver, & hesitantly fondled a nipple. I couldn't help the grin that tilted my lips upwards; I think he was sure when he told me he was ready to have sex but I also think he was just now begining to understand what he was about to get himself into. He surprised me by nipping me on my bottom lip, which drew blood. A deep purr, almost a growl, vibrated in his chest & he sucked greedily, fingers clutching my shoulders & caressing my skin. I moaned & pulled him closer; I don't think he could ever be too close.
He leaned back & stared at me with those hypnotizing gold eyes, breathing hard. "I want you, Naraku"
Oh those words made me melt! I hitched his leg around my waist grabbed his ass, grinding into him. His mouth fell open & he was taking a deep breath before I put a hand over his mouth.
"We gatta be quiet, baby" I breathed.
"Oh my God..." he moaned, his voice muffled. I grinned.
I only had on a pair of shorts at the moment so I was pretty positive he could feel my erection sliding against him. Not like either of us cared; it seemed that Sesshomaru wasn't even fazed by it. After a few minutes of making out he slowly slid his hand down my torso & fingered my hardened cock, causing my head to fall back. Damn that felt nice. From there he seemed unsure of what to do but I simply wrapped my hand around his own & guided his hand up & down my growing shaft, constantly fighting back moan after moan, especially when he curiously stroked my balls. Kami, he must have had years of masterbating to be this good because there was no way he was a natural.
I grabbed him by his waist & hefted him up on the edge of the lake, lifting myself up afterwards & hovering over him. I ravished his neck while fumbling with the button on his pants, finding myself getting distracted by his moans, soft sighs & slow intakes of breath that sounded like hissing. His hands roamed up my back & down my chest & even through my hair & down to squeeze my ass. I had to control the chuckle that threatened to break free when he did that; that was pretty unexpected. I plunged my hand into his pants & had to slap my hand over his mouth again as he stiffened & got ready to moan louder than he'd been already.
He exhaled heavily through his nose, eyes sliding closed. "God, Naraku..."
I jacked him off teasingly slow, smirking when he squirmed & wriggled, so damn close to whimpering. I wanted to satisfy him, I really did but I don't think he was quite ready for the full effect yet. We'd have to build up to that. "You're a big boy, eh?"
When I flicked the pad of my thumb over the weeping head he gasped, back arched off the ground. "N-Naraku...f-fuck..."
I know he wanted to beg me to fuck him & Kami knew I'd love to hear him do it but I knew he had too much pride to do so. "You like that, huh?"
"Shit...yes..." he whispered, eyes closed tight.
Feeling encouraged by his response I ground my hips down onto his, shuddering & shivering in delight. This time Sesshomaru had to slap his own hand over his mouth to contain the moan & I grit my teeth hard. I couldn't imagine how it would be when we'd have sex but there was no way we'd be able to contain ourselves from being loud, that's for sure.
"Do it again" he whispered, his hand palming the back of my neck, "Oh God, Naraku, do it again"
I complied, my arms nearly giving out on me. "Oh...fuck..."
His long legs held me to him as his pelvis rose over & over again to meet mine & I settled on my elbows, our lips locked once again. He trailed his claws up my back & over my shoulders, his tongue stroking mine sensuously & our kiss getting rougher as we moved against each other faster & faster, frantically seeking release.
"Naraku! Unnnngh, God...fuck...fuck me! Uh, shit!"
I buried my face in his neck, my muscles locking one by one as my climax neared. I wanted to have sex with him, more than he would ever know probably. But our trust in each other hadn't reached that point yet of holding strong if something happened. I wasn't an expert in butt sex but I was pretty sure it'd hurt him if...when...we had sex.
"Oh God...ohhhh fuck, Naraku...ah shit!"
I drove my claws into the dirt as I came & pressed my face harder into his neck, the effort of keeping my moan at bay causing me not to be able to breathe. Sesshomaru clung to me hard, his claws digging painfully into my shoulders but damn it hurt so good. The throes of the climax passed quicker for me than it did for him; I leaned back to look at his face to find his mouth open in a silent moan, eyes rolled back & face red from not taking a breath.
I licked his bottom lip. "You'll need to breathe eventually, sweetheart"
He inhaled sharply & barely restrained a moan that was actually still pretty loud even though he was biting his bottom lip hard. He lay there panting & moaning softly for a while, gradually relaxing before he spoke. "That was...was-"
"Disturbing!"
Sesshomaru & I both jerked our heads up to find Inuyasha staring at us incredulously, his mouth hanging open in shock & dark eyebrows furrowed in anger.
I shot up into a standing position to try & save Sesshomaru's dignity even though I already knew it was too late. I had to try though right?
"Yasha..." Sesshomaru started.
When he stood slowly & walked towards his little brother, reaching out to take his arm, Inuyasha jerked back, his fangs bared. "Don't 'Yasha' me"
"Don't be mad, I was going to tell yo-"
"Save it!" the half breed spat, "I don't need neither one of you tellin' me all this bullshit to keep me out y'all's business! Like I don't already know y'all think of me as a fuckin' kid! Now I find out you're a fuckin' queer? Man, fuck both of y'all!"
He stomped off, furious, & left Sesshomaru & I in awkward silence. I couldn't see the inu-youkai's face but I could almost feel the pain & shame radiating off of him at the moment. I felt like I should say something but...what should I say exactly? Or was it one of those moments where you had to leave people alone for a moment?
I took a step forward, my hand partially extended. "Sessh-"
"Naraku, I...I really need to be alone right now" he whispered, his arms crossing but not in a defensive way. More like the way he wrapped his arms around himself when he had that emotional breakdown at that house with the kid...
"Ok" I said softly, "I understand"
I walked off in the opposite direction from the sunhouse. I honestly had no idea where I was going or even what I had in mind. I felt so bad for Sesshomaru, all I wanted to do was hold him & tell him his brother was an ass but that wasn't about to happen. That man was too stubborn for all of that. A small smile lifted my lips but they fell again as a somber mood overwhelmed me. What were we going to do now?
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I yawned again as I watched the sun rise. I hadn't slept a wink last night for several reasons: I was so hungry, this rock I was currently sitting on wasn't exactly sleeping material & my brain was nagging me with ceaseless thoughts that poked & prodded me constantly. I'd heard more shouting from the brothers, mostly Inuyasha & wished I could punch him in the mouth. Did he honestly think he made anything better? Sometimes being the outspoken person of the group wasn't always such an admirable quality.
I headed back over to the sunhouse late morning to find Sesshomaru sitting cross legged on top of the car, his head down. At first I thought he was asleep because he was so still but then he shifted his hair over his shoulder, glancing at me. One of my eyebrows rose as I realized his eyes were red. His demon took over his body?
I walked around to look at him in the face. "Sesshomaru?"
He said nothing, only settled his red eyes with teal colored pupils on me. He looked so...sad.
"Sesshomaru, are you...? How is, umm...is everything...?"
Where did I start? Was it ok to practically interrogate him at the moment, even if they had good intentions?
"I can not be with you" his voice rumbled, eyes falling.
Now both of my eyebrows rose & I swallowed thickly. "What did you just say?"
"Inuyasha is my family, the only kin that I have. I can not put anyone or anything else...before him"
"I...I...wait, no, I don't want you to put me before...Sesshomaru, I...why can't you be with me while still...?"
His eyes connected with mine again, so full of pain, I bowed slightly, my hand pressed against my chest. "I am sorry"
He was right in front of me quicker than I could follow & he took my face in both of his hands before kissing me gently. There was no rush, no tongue, no moaning. Just a sweet but meaningful kiss. Then I blinked & he was gone. What was this pain in my chest? It felt like...like something was squeezing my heart so hard I couldn't breathe. It was like the feeling I had when I had to leave Kagura but kind of different. It didn't hurt that much then...I guess because she was confident that she could handle herself. This pain...it was too much.
I slowly sank to my knees. Was I so unimportant that he had to completely cut me off like that just to please his brother? Was I that easy to throw away? My eyes grew hot with a burning rage & sorrow. What was going on with me? Sesshomaru & I weren't even a couple, why was I feeling such strong emotions? I didn't understand at all. I didn't understand why Sesshomaru was letting me go, I couldn't understand why we couldn't just be together, I couldn't understand why...why this pain was effecting me so damn much!
I took a deep breath, frowning. Get a hold on yourself. Get it together. Gather your balls. There, that's better. I couldn't get butt hurt all because he was putting his brother before me. That's what any reasonable person would do right? Only an honorable person would sacrifice their happiness for someone they loved, correct? Sesshomaru didn't love me, he loved his brother...
The pain actually got worse & I groaned, bending at the waist. Oh, my God, I couldn't take this anymore! I felt like my heart was about to burst through my chest & fall to the ground then shatter like glass...but really it felt like my heart was shattering right there in my chest cavity. I let out a low moan, bowing my head. I want him...I want him happy...I want him satisfied...I want him to smile at me again...I want here...I...I love him...I love Sesshomaru...that's why it hurt so much for him to let me go. Was he feeling the same way? Did Inuyasha demand he let me go or else he'd do something drastic & stupid? Oh I wanted to beat that brat's face in again. I don't see Sesshomaru the type of guy to be blackmailed into doing something he didn't want to do but I knew how much he loved his brother; he'd go all out of that his way to keep that brat happy. That filthy little bastard! I'll be damned if I let him take one of the best things that ever happened to me!
I started as I heard a roar & then tires screeching. When I looked up the Mustang was taking off down the road in a cloud of dust, the tail lights mocking me. They...left...
I stood up, still in too much shock to really feel anything at the moment.
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A hot flash shot through my body & my hands curled into fists, trembling. They left me here...alone. Without a car. Without an explaination. What was I going to do now? A growl started in the bottom of my chest cavity, rose up my throat & ripped out of my mouth as a vicious snarl. An overwhelming sense of helplessness clawed at my heart; so I'd have to walk to the nearest gated city? I don't even know where I'm going, much less which direction I want to go in & they have the nerve to leave me?
My snarl morphed into a howl of frustration, my face raised to the sky. I don't think I've ever been this pissed (the time I got pissed at those guys fucking with Kagura comes very close to this anger) but most of all: I don't think I've ever felt so...alone.
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