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Between The Lines
By: Maggz
Disclaimer: InuYasha and Co. © Rumiko Takahashi.
Author Note: Wow, it took me some time to finish this chapter.
School is driving me insane, as well for my job and also my family… Sigh, anyway here’s the new chapter, finally what
all of you have been waiting for… though I can’t tell you exactly how this
particular chapter makes me feel. Yeah, lots of mixed emotions. Well, I won’t
spoil your fun any longer so I’ll let you read. I hope you enjoy it enough to
leave a review he he.
Till the next update (Will it be
the last one?)
Huggles,
Maggz
Chapter 25
Kagome’s
emotions had run the gamut from despair to anger then from anger to fear and
every thing in between once she’d gotten into her car and driven away from the
cottage. She’d kept the tears at bay but her heart had literally ached in her
chest, making it hard for her to swallow or breathe. She was hurting and not
just for herself.
Pulling up
at the first gas station she came to once she hit town, she got out to pump
gas. Once finished, she went inside to pay and grabbed herself a Sprite and a
pack of gum before leaving. As she pushed her way out the door of the shop, she
looked up and caught her breath.
“What are
YOU doing here?”, she asked. Sango stood in front of
her all smiles and happiness.
“Same thing
YOU are, I guess. Buying gas?”, Sango laughed.
“But
InuYasha?”, Kagome said, her eyes gazing past Sango’s
shoulder.
“What about
InuYasha?”, she asked, confusion evident in her face.
“I
thought-”, she started and then their phone conversation earlier played itself
back swiftly in her head.
“You
thought…?”, Sango prompted.
“Nothing,
I- I need to get home.”, she said and hugged Sango
quickly before running to her car.
Driving
into the car park of the house, she didn’t even stop. His car wasn’t there,
he’d gone alone.
InuYasha
sat on the beach, sunglasses on, eyes on the ocean. He’d made a mistake in
letting Kagome go with Kouga, in not insisting she come with him but what
choice had he been given? He didn’t own her, he never had…
Calling her
had been wrong and he knew it. He’d known it as he pushed in the numbers to her
mobile but he couldn’t stop himself. All his mind’s eye could invision was
Kagome with Kouga. Kagome kissing Kouga, Kouga touching
Kagome. HIS KAGOME. She’d been upset when she’d
ended the call. He couldn’t say he blamed her at all, it had been dead wrong…
He sighed,
picked up a beer and drank from it, laying his head back against the lounger.
He’d lost her, something he never thought would’ve happened in a hundred years.
In his mind and in his heart, Kagome had always been there and always would.
Until now…
He’d cried, cried so many times he couldn’t count. He was tired,
physically and emotionally. He was lonely and he missed Kagome.
The sun was
setting and he knew he needed to get inside, needed to sleep, but he felt as if
he just couldn’t move. What did it matter anyway? He seemed to be the only
occupant in the hotel, the same hotel he and Kagome had stayed at every year
they went to the coast with his parents on Holiday.
The beach had been deserted all day. If he slept where he now sat, just who
would care?
“InuYasha?”
He closed
his eyes… Was it so bad, he was hearing her voice now? Was he
wanting her that badly?
Hands on
his bare shoulders, a kiss to the top his head…
“InuYasha,
are you not talking to me?”, Kagome asked softly.
He reached
for her hand and pulled her in front of him, fearing for his own sanity now…
“InuYasha,
what’s wrong? Are you drunk? Out here all alone?”, she
asked as he made a noise somewhere between a sob and a laugh.
“Why are
you here, Kagome?”, he asked as his eyes filled with
tears.
“I… had to
see you.”, she said, stumbling over the words. Her
heart had taken a beating, her heart was taking another beating as she stood
and looked down at him.
“See me?”
he asked, wiping the back of his hand over his eyes.
“Yeah, can
we walk, InuYasha? Down the beach?”, she asked.
“Yeah.”, he
said and moved himself up from his seat. She reached for his hand and side by
side, they walked toward the rough pounding of the surf. She turned to gaze at
him, he stared straight ahead. She turned and looked back toward the water and
he looked down at her.
What was
going on? She looked different, like she was on the verge of tears but like she
needed to talk with him as well. Why WAS she here? Where was Kouga?
“Remember
when we came here the summer they were building the hotel you’re in now?”, she asked and he laughed. He remembered. She’d gotten mad
at him for teasing her about a boy she’d fancied on the beach and had stomped
off, hiding from him, wanting to be alone. It had gotten late and he’d gone
hunting for her worried. His father’s warning still ringing in his ears, he’d
spotted the construction site and with sigh walked toward it. She’d been there,
asleep in a corner and he’d sat down, careful not to wake her, just looking at
her. That was the Kagome he thought he might’ve fallen in love, now that he
thought about it.
“You came
for me. Even after I blew up at you and said horrible things. You came for me.”, she said and
stopped, turning to look up at him. She took his other hand, holding it in hers
and smiled.
“I don’t
know what’s going on inside of me anymore, InuYasha. I’m confused and I’m
afraid. I don’t want to lose you.”, she said, choking
back a sob.
“You’d
never lose me, Kagome.”, he assured her.
“What’s
happening?”, she asked, a tear falling from the corner
of her eye.
“We grew
up? Finally?”, he said and laughed a little.
“Did we?
Cause I don’t feel so grown up any more. I feel afraid. I’m mixed up and I’m
losing things and people that are important to me. InuYasha, what’s wrong with
me?”, she cried.
“Aww,
Kagome!”, he said and pulled her into his arms.
Stroking over her hair, he kissed the top of her head and closed his eyes. Had he done this to her? Had he made her feel so horrible
that she’d left her weekend with Kouga to try to figure out where she stood in
his life?
“Please
tell me what I’ve done and maybe I can make some sense of this.”, she sobbed harder.
“I’m taking
you back to the hotel. Come on.”, he said as he bent
and picked her up. She put up no resistance, wrapping her arms around his neck
and burrowing her head into his chest as he walked with her back the way they
had come. By the time they got to the room, his arms were aching but he
would’ve died on the spot before he’d have ever put her down.
He took her
inside the room, kicking the door shut behind him and walked with her to the
bed. Sitting down on the bed, he pulled her against him and slid his hand up
and down her arm.
“I’m so
sorry, InuYasha.”, she said softly, her hand on his
chest.
“No sorry
is needed from you. Now hush it and listen to me.”, he said. “Look at me, Kagome.”
She looked
up at him, nose red and eyes swollen from her tears. He eased himself back onto
the bed and took her with him, placing her so that they faced each other in the
darkening room.
Touching
her face, tracing her swollen lips, he finally managed a smile and when she
returned a small one, he began to speak.
“I DO love
you, Kagome. I’ve wanted to tell you that since the day you walked into the
house. I realized THEN that I’d loved you for a very long time but had never
known that was what it was. You were meant to be mine, I truly believe that and
all I’m asking is for the chance to allow you to SEE it as well as I see it. If
it doesn’t work, if it all goes to hell and back, I’ll understand if you never
want to see me again. But I’m willing to risk our friendship and the love we’re
both sure of on it. Will you trust me?”, he asked her.
“Why would
I NOT ever trust you, InuYasha? It’s myself I don’t
trust. I don’t trust myself not to hurt you. What if it doesn’t work and I LOSE
you? It’ll be my fault and I just don’t think-”, she felt his finger press
against her lips and she closed her eyes, tears spurting from the corners.
“It won’t
be your fault. It won’t be anyone’s fault. Just answer me, Kagome. Do you feel
something for me other than what’s always been there?”,
he asked. “Did you feel something happen between us when we kissed the other
day in the kitchen? Be honest with me…”, he said as he
smoothed the tears from her face with his thumb.
She took a
deep shuddering breath and nodded.
“Look at
me, please…”, he urged.
She opened
her eyes and bit her lower lip.
“You felt
it too? It wasn’t just me then?”, he asked.
“Oh
God, InuYasha. Yes, I did and I fought it, what
AM I? What did I DO to Kouga and what am I DOING to you? I’m mad and so are you
if you want to be with me!”, she sobbed.
“No, that’s
not true, Kagome. Do you think you’re the only person to EVER get into this
kind of situation? Do you? It’s nobody’s fault. You think I’m gonna sit here
and look you in the eye, telling you that it’s impossible to love two people? I’m
not. I’m not trying to push you. I just want my chance before it’s too late,
that’s all. I love you so much.”, he said as he leaned
over her. “If that makes me MAD, then goddamnit… I’m
mad!”, he said. “I LOVE you, Kagome Higurashi.”, he
said, inclining his head toward her.
He fastened
his eyes to hers, not daring to look away and his lips pressed to her cheeks to
kiss away the tracks of her tears.
“If you
hurt, I hurt.”, he whispered as he kissed down each
side of her face before hovering over her mouth. He felt her breathing
underneath him, the press of her breasts against his bare chest. Once more, no
turning back now… he made the decision and pressed his mouth to hers.
He felt the
resistance, backed away, pressed back. Her hands slid up his chest, a soft sigh
escaped her mouth and he captured it. He reached for her hands with one of his
own and held them between their bodies as he kissed the corners of her mouth.
She wasn’t
kissing him back but she wasn’t fighting him off either. He moved his hand from
hers and sliding himself to her side, reached for her thigh, pulling it up over
his hip and stroking up and down it as he continued to press his kisses onto
her soft mouth.
Slowly, at
a snail’s pace it seemed, he felt her first response and he held his breath.
Her hands
moved, sliding from his chest up to his shoulders. He released her mouth,
looking down at her. It was nearly full dark in the room and he wanted to be
able to see her. Remember this time.
Taking her
with him, he rolled to his other side and clicked on the lamp by the bed. She
was sprawled atop him, her hands on his shoulders and her face inches from his.
He reached up to tuck her hair behind her ears and she shivered. He watched her
as her eyes slid closed and reaching for her, pulled his hand to her neck and
her lips toward his once again.
Kissing
her, he rolled with her, pushing her to her back and heard her laugh underneath
him. Smiling but surprised by her reaction, he kissed her nose as he watched
her face.
“We’re
rolling all over this bed!”, she giggled, nearly
stopping herself.
“Kagome, I
want to make love to you.”, he said then and her eyes
grew serious very quickly. “I want to show you how much I love you and how much
I’ve thought of you every single night I’ve lain awake in my bed. I want to
touch you, kiss you, make you smile… will you let me?”,
he asked as bent forward to kiss the soft skin of her neck.
“I-
oh, InuYasha. I don’t want to hurt you and I jus-”, she said
but he pressed his mouth to hers, silencing the words that spilled from her
mouth.
“Just say
yes or no, baby.”, he murmured, his eyes feasting on
her delectable little mouth.
“InuYasha…
yes…”, she said and he felt his heart burst with joy.
Slowly, very slowly, he backed off her and sank to his knees by the bed. He
reached for her hand and pulled her into a sitting position, her legs dangling
over the sides. He reached for her shirt but she stopped him, taking her hand
in his.
“I owe you
one. Please, let me.”,
she said. Puzzled, he sat back and waited.
She got to her
knees and slid her hands to the hem of her shirt. Pulling it over her head, she
tossed it to the floor and then reached for the button of her jeans. His eyes
followed her hands movement for movement, his body steadily thrumming like a
finely tuned wire.
Slipping
off the jeans, she sat back on her bottom, bringing her knees up and wrapping
her arms around them.
“You’re
gonna think I’m crazy, InuYasha but I’m not. It’s just- this is so hard. I feel
so… shy.”, she said and blushed pink from her shoulder
blades to the roots of her hair.
He smiled,
reached out for her and with a hand to her shoulders, pushed her back. His palm
smoothed over the plane of her belly, down to her panties and between her legs.
She hissed out a breath, drawing her knees up, watching him press a kiss to
each knee before gently urging them down. Leaning between her spread knees, her
bent forward and placed a kiss directly over her mound. She arched up off the
bed, a little cry escaping her mouth.
“Oh God,
Kagome.”, he breathed, his body on fire.
He slid a
hand to the bulging crotch of his shorts and closed his eyes, his need was so
strong, it was overwhelming him.
He felt her
hands on his, felt her touch him through the fabric of the shorts and moaned.
“Kagome, I
need you… need to be IN you… want to make love… please…”,
he breathed.
“Open YOUR
eyes, InuYasha.”, she said firmly and he opened them,
staring into hers. Her hands slid to his shorts, pulling them down, grabbing
his boxers and sliding them down as well. She felt the hot length of him along
her calf as she used her feet to help pull off the restraining garments. He was
so hard, so hot.
“Oh,
InuYasha. I… you’re so- oh, InuYasha!”, she moaned as he moved himself between
her legs, grasping her hips and pulling her to the center as he came to his
knees in front of her.
“I want to
see you naked, Kagome. Everywhere.”, he whispered as
his fingers stroked over the soft curls between her legs. She cried out,
grabbing his hand, bringing it to her mouth to kiss the palm.
Removing his
hand from her lips, he stroked over the soft satiny cup of her bra, grunting
softly when a nipple rose to his touch. The straps moved down her arms and he
saw her reach to the front of the bra, unclasping the front closure. He took
over, pulling it from her body then running a finger over each nipple before
bending to her to kiss them.
Her fingers
dug into his hair, pulling him down further and further onto her. He sucked a
peaked nipple into his mouth and felt her legs close around his back.
“So sweet.”, he mumbled around the sensitive flesh, nipping at it with
his teeth until she pulled his mouth off her breasts and back to her mouth. He
felt the soft sweep of her tongue over his lower lip and sucked it into his
mouth, pulling on it as his hands slid between her legs once more.
“Do you
want me, Kagome? Can I touch?”, he asked softly,
dipping two fingers between the soft folds of moist flesh before she could
answer.
“Oh,
Kagome…”, he sighed as his fingers slid over her until
they were coated with her heated wetness. His index finger searched for her
little button and finding it, he slid the flat pad of his finger over it until
she cried his name.
Her legs
spread to him. He eased off her wanting to SEE every lovely inch of her naked
body. Her eyes pleaded with him and he reached for her thighs, sliding big
hands up to the backs of her knees, pushed them forward and with one smooth
upward stroke he entered her.
“Mmm.”, he
moaned, too afraid to say anything, afraid of waking up to find it had only
been a dream.
“Inu- InuYasha… don’t, please.”,
she was moaning and scared, he stopped moving within her, afraid he’d hurt her.
“What
Kagome? What?”, he asked. “Did I hurt you?”, he wanted to know, his big eyes soft with concern.
“No, no
hurt… just… tight. Please, slow…”, she whispered as
her hands caught his wrists and held to them.
“I won’t
hurt you. I’ll go easy.” he said as he slid himself slowly out then slowly back
in. It was killing him, making him crazy, the exquisite feeling of her wetness
enveloping his hard cock.
“Easy.”,
she breathed as his pushed her legs up a bit more and pushed in a bit further.
“Good.”,
she whimpered, her eyes bright on his.
“Yes, baby…
good…”, he groaned. “So fucking good… so sweet… hot…”, he panted, sweat dripping off his chest onto hers.
“I- oh,
InuYasha… now… go…”, she whimpered. Her face was
flushed, her eyes bright but heavy with desire.
He picked
up the pace, his hips moving easily as they took him in and out of her body.
“Kagome…
baby…”, he moaned, it wouldn’t be long.
“It’s ok,
InuYasha. I’ve got you… I’ve- oh, InuYasha!”, she
cried as her fingers grasped his wrists even harder, biting into the flesh.
He felt her
contract around him, squeezing him tight, sending him into orbit, making him
want to scream at the top of his lungs.
Coming
inside of her was the sweetest thing he’d ever known. Filling her with his
seed, knowing she’d come as well. He couldn’t have asked for more.
And yet he
could’ve… He just wouldn’t.
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