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Innocent Beginnings
By: Maggz
Disclaimer: I'm just a poor woman with an overactive imagination
Warning: Citrus content...
Author Note: Long chappie, eh? Didn't post it before cause I've been
ill and some other things (lol). Enjoy and don't forget to review...
Maggz
Chapter 26: You Are My Lover, You’re My Best Friend
So Sesshomaru left me once again. This time for only two weeks but two weeks
might as well have been two months as far as I was concerned, for when he was
away, SHE became a focal point in his life once again. Funny that we still
hadn’t gotten into a discussion about HER. He knew that I was aware of her, he
had to have known what I’d read about the two of them, but he’d never brought
her up and neither had I. If I’d been planning to before the incident at The
Met, I firmly shoved it aside afterward - not wanting to deal with any more pain
or anger between us before he had to go. I hated nothing more than the thought
that he might leave while things between us remained unsteady. It tore me apart
to have him dissatisfied with me in any way - but if he were to leave while we
were in the midst of a disagreement, it just wouldn’t have been right.
So Kagura remained in the shadows… at least for the time being.
Things at home were still a bit tense. I knew that I’d hurt Aunt Reika and
that her trust in me had been damaged. I just didn’t know how to go about
apologizing to her. And I wasn’t 1suresure that I’d never do it again. What was
the good in apologizing if I knew there was the slightest chance I’d hurt her
once more?
Kohaku had been another story all unto himself. He’d been more stubborn than
I could’ve possibly imagined and it had taken me a good week and a half just to
have him agree to see me again. His reasoning was that he’d called me twice
since Sesshomaru had dragged me from The Met (and him!) and I’d refused to speak
to him both times, which was basically true. But at the time he’d called, both
times, in fact - I’d been unable to talk to him, not unwilling.
When I’d finally got in touch with him, he’d told me that he wasn’t going to
be bullied around by a ‘Donald Trump-wannabe’ and that I was the one that
needed to make some clear choices. He’d told me that it had taken everything he
possessed in the way of calm and control not to just pound ‘that little
tiger’ into the ground that night. He’d ranted about how crazy Sesshomaru
was and how somebody needed to bring the ‘bastard’ into line. He’d told
me that if I didn’t do something about my ‘guard dog’, one day I’d be
sorry because he was basically ruining my life by refusing to allow me to
experience things that every girl my age experienced.
And as I sat there, phone in my hand, staring at the picture I kept of
Sesshomaru sitting on my desk, the very one he’d given me when he’d returned
with his bag of goodies in tow, I knew that Kohaku was right to an extent. I
knew that Sesshomaru felt something for me that he couldn’t and wouldn’t admit,
therefore he transferred the feelings he had into that of ‘protective older
brother’ - in effect making it many times worse what it normally would’ve
been… but I wasn’t sure how to go about ‘making’ him stop. Every time we
talked about it, he always insisted he felt as if he needed to take care of me,
to watch over me… when all I wanted was to hear him say he LOVED me! REALLY
loved me.
“I know, Kohaku. I know.”, I murmured. What else could I say?
“I just don’t kthatthat this will work out anymore, Rin. Do you understand?”,
he asked.
“What are you trying to say?”, I replied, dread washing over me.
“Us. You and me. Things.”, he mumbled.
“But you gave me this bracelet. You told me I could never take it off. You
said that it meant we were friends forever, no matter what came. You can’t just
promise a girl THAT and then back off it. I know what happened at The Met was my
fault, Kohaku. I know I shouldn’t have insisted you take me in the first place.
I know that I should’ve put my foot down and told Sesshomaru to just fuck off!”,
I said.
“Then why didn’t you, Rin? You came with ME! Damn it!”, he swore and I heard
the soft thunking sound of something as it apparently hit a wall. A shoe
perhaps?
“Kohaku? I want to see you. I need to see you.”, I said after a bit.
“Well… you know what, Rin?”, he replied. “I need to see you too. I’ve got
your coat. I know what it means to you and I’ve had it here since we left the
other night. I wanted to bring it by for you but since you were refusing my
phone calls, I figured you’d get in touch with me when you realized it was
missing.”, he said.
“I didn’t REFUSE your calls, Kohaku. I just wasn’t able to speak with you
when you DID call. I’d never turn away from you. EVER!”, I said.
“I know, Rin. I know that. So…”, he grunted, sounding as if he’d just pushed
himself up off the bed.
If I closed my eyes, I could picture him standing at the window near his bed
that overlooked the street below. I knew he’d be running his free hand through
his hair, he’d be bare-chested, have on loose fitting jeans that allowed his
boxer band to show and be barefoot. I knew this because I KNEW Kohaku as well as
I probably knew myself and vice versa.
“Reika and Ichi - “, I said.
“Already taken care of, Rin. I called them the night it happened and asked
them to meet me two evenings after for coffee. They didn’t tell you?”, he
asked.
“No, but then I don’t suppose that they needed to, did they?”, I replied.
“Not really.”, he mumbled.
“So are you going to be at the school this afternoon or do I seek the wrath
of everyone by climbing out my bedroom window to sneak out to you?”, I smiled,
twirling a strand of my hair around my finger.
“I’ll be at the school, munchkin. Don’t be late.”, he said.
“You got it!”, I happily agreed and rang off.
Actually I should’ve assumed that Reika and Ichi had already spoken to
Kohaku. They’d both inquired a few days ago as to when I’d be restarting my
sessions with him, not mentioning once that they needed to meet with him before
I continued.
I checked the clock and noticed that I had another two hours to go before I
had to be at the school to meet him and sitting down at my computer, decided to
type an email out to Sesshomaru.
Hiya,
I just had you on my mind and wanted to write to you to let you know! You
know how you’re always bitching (I can type it, just can’t SAY it, right?) at me
to write you more often and longer letters, right? So here I am!
It’s nice today, not too hot and not too cold - the rain finally stopped.
My mom used to tell me that a young angel’s broken hearted tears over a love she
had to leave behind caused the rain to fall. That always used to make me sad. It
still does.
Things are getting back to normal around here. I start back my tutoring
sessions with Kohaku today. You never asked (BAD YOU!) but I’ve passed
everything with flying colors. I should now be more than able to join my
classmates once the new term starts in about a month. Are you proud of
me?
Thank you for encouraging me on, Sesshomaru. I think about you all the
time in that respect, I wonder just what I would’ve been if not for your
interference in my life! Sometimes you’re a badass, but most of the time, you’re
my dream come true.
Take care of yourself and get some rest. Too much partying makes
Sesshomaru a very dangerous boy!
Write soon!
Yours,
Rin Matsumoto
Reading back over it, I inserted a few cute smiley faces and added some
pretty stationary with different colored butterflies decorating it and pressed
SEND. By the time I had changed into a pair of jeans and a pretty peasant styled
pale lemon colored blouse, it was time for me to walk to the school.
I called out a goodbye to Kikyo as I made my way out the door and down the
porch steps. Swinging my bag by it‘s straps, I felt suddenly more light of heart
than I had since before Sesshomaru had left the first time to go out on tour. I
waved at a group of five little girls playing hopscotch on the sidewalk and
reached down to scratch a frisky puppy behind the ears as he blocked my
path.
Suddenly life seemed better…
Arriving at the school, I walked down the hallway and toward the room that
Kohaku had early on claimed as ours. Closing the door behind me with a soft
click, I smiled at him when he looked up at me, adjusting his glasses before
tossing a frown my way. I walked over to where he sat behind a long wooden
table, moving behind him so that I could lean over his shoulder.
“What are you doing?”, I whispered, pressing a kiss to his neck. I felt the
shudder that ripped through his body and surprised, straightened and stood back
a bit from him.
“Working, Rin.”, he answered tersely, taking a quick peek at me before
looking back down at his paper.
“Ohhhh… so you can’t be friendly, give me a smile even?”, I asked, propping a
hip against the table as I tossed my book bag to the floor at my feet.
He sighed, took off his glasses, rubbed his eyes and then turned in the chair
to look at me. “Why did you go back with him the other night, Rin? Why didn’t
you just tell him to shove it and stay with me? Was I hurting you? DID I push
you into going? Why can’t he back off?”, he asked, his big brown eyes staring
straight into mine. I slid across the short distance dividing us and laid my
hand atop his, leaning down to place a kiss on his mouth. He turned his hand
palm up, catching my fingers in his and held on tightly as the kiss deepened.
Cradling one cheek in the palm of my free hand, I broke the kiss and smiled at
him, my heart thumping madly.
“What’s up with us, Kohaku?”, I asked him, reaching up to push his fringe
back out of his eyes. His hair had gotten longer the past few weeks and he was
constantly flicking the longer bits out of his face as if it bothered him. I
wondered why he just didn’t go get it cut as he regularly did and decided to ask
him because he hadn’t answered my previous question yet.
“You letting your hair grow out?”, I asked, smoothing back the dark softness
with my fingertips. I had a feeling we weren’t going to do very much studying
today at all. I had a feeling we needed each other too damned much to do
anything other than go back to his place and cuddle.
“Mmmmhmmm.”, he murmured capturing my fingers once more and bringing them to
his lips. “Damn it, Rin. We’re not gonna stay here, are we?”, he whispered,
closing his eyes as he slid back in the chair and pulled me down into his lap to
start kissing me again. Kohaku’s kisses were like wine, intoxicating and sweet,
growing bolder with each touch of his lips against my own. I found that I soon
had my hands slid up into his hair, feeling him kiss me as he never had before.
My body burned… ached with the need for more and pulling back from him,
breathless and blushing, I answered the question he’d asked of me without having
to utter one word.
So that’s how we found ourselves back at Kohaku’s place, lips and arms and
legs entangled on his bed not five minutes after we’d walked through the front
door. I couldn’t remember walking out of the school, getting into his car,
driving to his place or running up the steps to get to the front door of his
apartment. All I could remember was kissing him- kissing him in the car on the
way over to his house, running my hands over his jean clad thighs as he softly
moaned into my mouth with one eye on the road and a hand wrapped around my
waist. I don’t know how he drove with me nearly straddling his lap, I’m not sure
who saw us and I don’t think by that point that we really cared.
Something was going on inside me that need quenching, satisfying… and it was
to Kohaku that I had run to in order to abate that desire.
Was I scared? You bet!
Did I love him enough at that point to throw all caution to the wind and
allow him to take my virginity, make love to me? Yes, I surely did. Like I’ve
said before, and you can choose to agree or disagree - that’s your prerogative
as reader to my story - I loved Kohaku in a very different way than I loved
Sesshomaru. Thinking back on it all now, I realize that Kohaku was the
‘real’ thing in my mind. He was the approachable male in my life. He was
gorgeous, smart, funny, older than me, and he cared very deeply for me just as I
did for him.
Sesshomaru was my shining star at that point. The one I’d put up on a
pedestal, whether he wanted to be there or not. A small part of me still
couldn’t believe my fairy tale had come true, to an extent. Sesshomaru Hara
loved me, in his own way. What more could any girl want? I’m not even sure, if
I’m being totally honest with myself here, that if he’d offered himself to me,
if he’d insisted on making love to me before we actually DID it - well, I don’t
really know if I WOULD have done it. I might’ve complained about his
overprotective attitude, about wanting him to notice me as a young woman and not
a girl… but the truth was… I NEEDED him for what he was offering to me at that
point in my life. He was my shelter, my port in the storm, my stability, and my
heart. I’ve never loved anyone with the depth of feeling I carried for
Sesshomaru and I know I never will.
But I’m getting ahead of myself a bit, aren’t I? We’ll come to that part of
my story soon enough.
I wasn’t a stranger to Kohaku’s bed. We’d spent many lazy afternoons laying
on our backs, looking at the stained bits of ceiling - confessing our hopes,
dreams and disappointments to each other. Sesshomaru was right about one thing…
Kohaku DID know more about me than he did. Kohaku knew more about me than anyone
else in the entire world. I would’ve and DID trust him with my life and my
heart. I don’t know that I’ve ever let go enough to do that with another again -
not even my Sesshomaru.
Kohaku had pushed me to my back and slid his hand underneath my blouse as I
lay drifting away on my own thoughts, tracing his fingers up and down the
flatness of my belly. I kept my eyes on him and he kept his eyes on his hand and
my skin.
“I love you.”, he said, lashes feathering up as he finally met my gaze with
his own. “You’re my best friend.”, he whispered, his hand moving slowly up to
trace over the outside curve of my breast as I lay motionless against him. He
lowered his head and nibbled at my jaw, making me laugh and I turned toward him,
wrapping my arms around him, holding him tightly, feeling the heavy thudding of
his pulse as it raced within his body.
“Kiss me.”, I said softly as he lowered me to my back once again. This time
he gently eased his leg over my lower body to keep me in place, but I wasn’t
going anywhere! This felt all too good to me! Like a sweet, warm dream! I
realized he’d broken the kiss only when I felt the warmth of his mouth slide
over my throat and down to my collar bone. I shivered against him, biting my lip
as I felt the tips of my breasts harden in sweet aching anticipation.
“Are you cold?”, he murmured, keeping his lips against my skin as his fingers
swiftly untied the tiny bow fastening together the neckline of my blouse.
“Yeah, a little.”, I said, looking into his eyes when he leaned up off me a
bit.
“Really? Cause I’m burning up!”, he grinned, his hand lowering again to my
breast to gently squeeze. I moaned lowly, pushing myself against him without
even realizing it and got an answering groan from him in return.
“Kohaku?”
“Yeah, Rin?”
“We still have our shoes on!”
“Ah yeah… damn!”, he chuckled softly, lowering his mouth to my breast to suck
at the nipple through both my blouse and bra. A hot current of desire shot
through me at the intimacy of the contact as I’d never been touched or kissed in
that place… nor in that way.
“Wanna take off your shoes?”, he mumbled, easing over a bit so that he could
suck at the opposite nipple. I couldn’t answer him - all that was running
through my fevered mind was the wonder of how his mouth would feel agt myt my
bare breasts if it felt this good thr two two layers of clothing.
I ran my fingers through his tousled locks as he leaned up and away from me,
tugging at my trainers. Hearing them clunk hard against the floor, I eased up
enough to run my nails lightly over his back, feeling his breath quicken
underneath the simple touch. With his back to me, he toed off his own shoes and
then slipped his t-shirt over his head, throwing it to the floor to land amongst
our shoes.
And then he was there with me again, his bare chest hot and smooth underneath
my hands as I looked up into his eyes.
“I’d never hurt you.”, he insisted.
“Nor I you.”
“I wouldn’t ever use you, Rin.”
“You think I don’t know that?”
“Say you do.”, he insisted.
“Kiss me, Kohaku. Kiss me and hold me.”, I whispered, pulling him down
against me. He lay partially atop me, his hands smoothing over my bare belly
where my blouse had ridden up as he placed tiny kisses along my top and bottom
lips.
“We’re not gonna fuck, Rin.”, he said slowly, watching for my reaction, I was
sure. “I feel the beat of your heart, I feel the way your body trembles when I
touch you. And I WANT you so bad, Rin. But we’re not gonna fuck. Not today.”, he
said gently, kissing me when I opened my mouth to ask him why.
Instead of talking more, he moved his hands to the button of my jeans and
slid it through, running his big hands down into the sides to ease them off me.
I lifted my bottom for him, holding him tightly around the neck until he had
completely gotten rid of them and only then did I ease myself back down onto his
bed. The flat of his hand slid over my panties and he gently cupped me there
between my legs, closing his eyes as he pressed his index finger firmly into my
cleft.
“You’re wet, Rin. Already soaked through. You want this too, don’t you? You
want it as badly as I do.”, he whispered, his breath hot on my face. “Can I put
my hand down your panties?”, he asked. “Can I touch you, make you feel
good?”
“Oh God, Kohaku…”, I moaned, urging my hips up off the bed to meet the soft
touch of his finger. This was almost more than I could bear! I wanted more and
more and more. I wanted to touch and BE touched - to make love and be made love
to in return. I wanted it so bad!!
He removed his hand from between my legs and a disappointed cry rose from my
lips, silenced only by a sweet kiss from him before he tugged my blouse over my
head and threw it in the general vicinity of our other discarded clothes.
“I need to see you - ALL of you.”, he said, his finger trailing from my
collar bone, down my chest and in between my breasts before toying with the
front clasp of my bra. I was breathless; my eyes glued firmly and trustingly on
my lover, my best friend, as he worked loose the fastener.
Pushing the tiny satin undergarment to either side of me, he slowly let his
gaze travel from my face, to my breasts and just sat there, staring at them
until he lifted his eyes back to my own.
“I… oh… KOHAKU!”, I moaned, the sensation nearly driving me out of my mind.
He was sucking it now, gently then harder into his mouth, teasing the opposite
breast with little plucks of his fingers until I found I’d wrapped my legs about
his waist, pulling him hard against me.
My hands found their way down his broad back, to his slim waist and down his
narrow hips until I was touching his bum through his jeans, feeling him thrust
gently against me as he continued his erotic ministrations on both my
breasts.
I wanted to touch HIM now! I needed to feel every inch of his hot body
against my own! So I slid my fingers to his front pants button and eased it
through, hearing him gasp as my knuckles gently brushed across the sensitive
skin of his lower belly. Here the skin was soft as a baby’s bottom with a downy
covering of dark hair as that which covered his head and as I tried my best to
pull the jeans off him, I felt his mouth leave my breasts at once.
“Oh Rin…”, he sighed, laying back flat on the bed, his hands firmly latched
behind his neck as he lifted his bottom into the air to allow me to pull his
jeans free. I grasped at the waistband of his boxers and laughed when he batted
my hands away.
“But…”, I argued.
“Not yet!”, he insisted, pulling me atop him so that I sat astride his body,
our undergarments the only thing between us.
“If you take those off, something might happen, Rin. I don’t want to do that
today. Please.”, he said.
“We don’t HAVE to do that today but I want to SEE you, Kohaku. I want to be
able to lay with you and feel every bit of you against every bit of me.”, I
said.
“God, Rin. You’re killing me.”, he moaned. “Lie here next to me, baby.”, he
said as he gently rolled me against him and to our sides.
“But why are you stopping now?”, I asked, frustrated beyond words. My body
was on fire and he wanted to stop???
“Who said I was stopping? I just want to take this slow, Rin. I want you to
see and feel just how much I cherish you. I want to memorize every inch of your
skin. So soft… like satin…”, he murmured as his hands started to make slow
tracks across my thighs and up toward my panties.
“Take them off.”, I said.
“Rin…”, his eyes darkened considerably and I saw a hundred different thoughts
swim across them.
“Now.”, I said.
Without a word, he hooked his thumbs into the sides of my panties and tugged
them down slowly, his eyes devouring every inch of bare flesh that was now
revealed. Slipping them from my feet, he laid back down, pulling me hard against
him as he let his hands roam my bottom and squeeze.
“ you yours off too.”, I whispered, fringring the waistband teasingly.
“Ok.”, he said, no resistance noticeable in his voice now. He slid off his
boxers, his eyes rushing up to meet mine once his cock sprang free of its
confines.
“It doesn’t mean -”, he stumbled adoringly over his words but I stopped him
with a gentle touch to the thick, beautiful rod that stood swollen and hard
against his belly.
He groaned, shuddering as I allowed my hands to go lower, cupping his balls.
I couldn’t get enough of him. I wanted more and more still!
“I want to make you feel good.”, I said.
“Rin, no!”, he grunted, biting at his lip as my hands slid and stroked over
every strong, gorgeous inch of his cock.
“Yes.”
“Please…”, he whimpereOh GOh God, please!”
“Then tell me how because I’ve never done any of this before and I need for
you to teach me.”, I said.
“Well, hell… you’re doing well enough on your own!“, he hissed before
groaning once again. “Kiss me there, baby.”, he whispered, his head floating
back against the pillow as I maneuvered myself between his thighs and grasped
the strong staff between my two hands. The slick, bulbous head of his cock
seemed to strain toward me and I lowered my lips to it, kissing it just as I’d
kissed his mouth only moments before.
The sounds coming from above me allowed me to know that I was doing SOMETHING
right, no matter how much a novice I was.
“Suck me, Rin… please.”, he begged, his voice deepening as his hands reached
for me face. “I want to watch you.”, he said.
I did as he asked, sucking the thick head of his cock into my mouth. A low
growl erupted from his chest and I felt the pressure of his hands against my
neck as he gently pushed me further down onto him.
So this was what he wanted…
I’d always been a quick study, I didn’t want to disappoint him now! I licked
over him, tasting sweat and salt, tasting skin and aroused male. Alternating
between licking up and down the length of him and sucking him back into my mouth
seemed to pleasure him immensely and I soon had a rhythm going that had him
moaning and whimpering as he thrashed underneath me on the bed.
Suddenly without warning, he hauled me atop him, urging his hips faster and
harder against my own as his lips sucked mine.
“Oh God, Rin. I don’t wanna come yet! Wanna come with you… off!”, he grunted
and none too carefully, flung me off him where I landed, surprised, at his
side.
He sat halfway up in the bed, his breath coming in quick, harsh pants as he
looked over at me. Sweat glistened off his body even though the temperature in
the room was quite cool and I found my own body was giving off a fantastic heat
of its own as I shivered against the sudden departure of his embrace.
“Sorry…”, he said, his tongue darting out to lick at his lower lip. “I want
to… I want us to be together this time. Do you understand me, Rin? It’s
important to me that we be as together as we can be this first time.”, he said,
his eyes pleading for understanding.
“I understand. So why are you waiting?”, I asked, reaching for his hand.
“Because I’m so fucking turned on right now, I’m not sure I’d be able to stop
where I need to. You’re amazing, Rin. Beautiful and amazing.”, he said
tenderly.
“Then come to me, Kohaku. Lay with me until you’re ready to go on with
things. I want to hold you and I need you to hold me, ok?”, I whispered.
He nodded, reaching for the tattered orange blanket that lay in a heap at the
bottom edge of the bed. Pulling it over us, he wrapped me in his arms and
snuggled down with me until I felt him relax a bit though the stiffness of his
cock still pressed into my bare belly.
“Are you ok, Rin?”, he asked after a moment.
“I’m wonderful. You make me feel special, you always do.”, I said.
“That’s because you ARE special to me, Rin.”, he said.
“I know that, Kohaku. I really do know that.”, I answered, cuddling against
him so that I could press my own warmth into his. There could be nothing better
than this in the entire world. Nothing, I thought.
I was dead wrong…
We must’ve drifted off to sleep for a bit because I soon found myself being
awakened in the most pleasing manner. Kohaku’s lips were trailing down my belly,
his fingers lowering right along with his mouth. When he came to my bellybutton,
he circled it with the pointed tip of his tongue and dipped it swiftly inside,
causing a gasp to escape me.
Looking up at me, adorable from his position between my now spread legs, he
smiled and placed a kiss right at my bikini line.
“Awake now?”, he smiled, his fingers smoothing over the outer lips of my
womanhood. I tensed, not sure what to say or do. Even though I’d never touched
anyone the way I’d previously touched Kohaku and even though I’d been nervous
and afraid, it was NOTHING compared to the shyness I was now experiencing with
him right between my legs, staring at THAT part of me that was the most intimate
part of my body.
“Umm…”, I whispered, closing my eyes as I fought for control. I was excited
but scared. Hopeful but embarrassed.
“Rin? Is everything ok?”, Kohaku asked, his tone one of concern as he quickly
moved up to take me in his arms. “I’m sorry. Too fast…”, he murmured, kissing my
temple as his stroked my hair with his fingers.
“It’s not that. I just… I mean… you’ve SEEN girls way more beautiful than ME,
Kohaku. You’ve touched them and kissed them and I KNOW this but now… like THIS…
seeing you… I mean, I’ve never had… OH GOD!”, I moaned, pressing my face into
his chest as he softly chuckled.
“I love you, Rin. You know that?”, he said softly. “Love you, love you, love
you.”
“Why are you laughing at me?”, I asked, wondering if I should be angry or
just more embarrassed.
“But I’m NOT… not really.”, he grinned down at me, his eyes dancing with
glee. “You’re worried about other girls that you don’t even know WHAT I did with
or IF I even did anything with them and you’re comparing yourself to them. Stop
it, Rin! I’m with you now. It’s you I want to make feel good. It’s you I want to
hold. Just you.”, he said softly, brushing the hair from my face.
“Is it… I mean, do you like being… ‘down there’?”, I asked, groaning
my embarrassment when his smile widened.
“I love being anywhere with, on, or around you. Anywhere. You’re special
every single place. You’re beautiful and sweet, Rin. You love me for what’s
inside me and you make me laugh. You listen to me. You made me feel good-”, he
said.
“But you stopped me before I finished!”, I butted in.
Laughing, he took me in his arms and held me tight, rocking me to and fro on
the bed until I was looking down into his bright brown eyes.
“Let me ask you something, Rin.”, he smiled.
“Ok.”,
“When you were ‘down there’ on me… did YOUe ite it? What made you want
to do that for me?”, he asked.
“I love you, Kohaku. That’s why. I wanted to… ”, I said.
“There you go.”, he grinned, as if it were the simplest thing in the
world.
“What?”
“You don’t think I feel the exact same way as you? You wanted to taste me,
pleasure me because of your strong feelings for me and because you were curious,
right?”, he asked as I nodded in agreement. “And I feel the same for you, Rin. I
want to pleasure you, I want to watch your face when you come for me the first
time, I love you. It IS the same.”, he insisted>
“I see.”, I smiled.
“Do you really?”, he asked.
“I do. Really. When you put it that way, I see very clearly that it IS the
same. Thanks.”, I smiled and pressed a kiss to his sweet mouth.
When I moved to lay back down beside him, I felt his arms tighten securely
around me and I looked up into his face… waiting.
“I want to love you, Rin. Touch you and kiss you. I want to see you come.” he
whispered, touching his lips to my nose before moving them to my mouth. The
sweetness of his tongue slid between my lips and tangled with my own as he moved
his hands down to stroke gently between my legs. Sliding a bit off me so that he
could more easily access where he needed to, he again lowered his mouth to my
breasts and begin to lick and suck them until I could feel the moisture seeping
between my thighs.
“Open your legs for me a bit.”, he grunted, his hand squeezing my bum as he
levered a thigh over my own. I did as he asked, sighing when his fingers moved
down to slide through my wetness.
“OH God, baby girl…”, he moaned, easing my outer lips apart so that one
finger deftly stroked the sensitive glistening inside of my cleft. “So good…”,
he moaned, his lips coming back to suck hard at my nipple once again. The
stroking combined with the sucking was driving me wild and I soon found myself
rocking against him… searching for that feeling I sometimes experienced when I
touched and explored myself.
“Kohaku!”, I hissed, clutching at him… pulling him tightly against me…
wanting… needing…
I felt his cock as it slid moistly between my thighs, felt his thrusts and
heard his grunts as he moved harder and faster in tandem with me! He was
panting, his breath warm agains bre breasts as his fingers continued to rub me,
manipulating that secret little place that brought such pleasure to me! I heard
him groan, looked down to find his eyes glazed and soft upon me and with a soft
cry - felt bliss such as I’d never known wash over and over me until I couldn‘t
breathe! At the same time, I watched as Kohaku closed his eyes tightly, biting
down hard on his lower lip and with a final hard thrust, spent himself hotly
between my thighs, his groans filling the small room around us.
I wasn’t even aware I was crying until I felt his hands on my face, heard his
sweet voice moaning unintelligible soothing sounds against my skin and sliding
my hands up to cup his own face, I was even mourprurprised to find his tears
dampening my fingertips. Brushing them tenderly away, I pressed my lips to his
cheeks and kissed him, feeling the heavy thudding of his heart as it beat
against my own.
Peace… sweet and beautiful, drifted over me then and I cuddled myself down
against his naked, sweating body and wrapping my arms about his waist, fell
deeply and soundly into sleep.
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