Dissident Hope | By : inufan625 Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > InuYasha/Kagome Views: 7760 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 1 |
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“So what happens now?” Kagome asked.
“Keh, I guess we start with me telling you what’s going to happen both to make you my mate and after,” he said and then he wrinkled his nose. “But before that, the pups are going to need to be changed and fed.”
She giggled. “You are so useful that way.”
He went to the cradle and picked up his daughter, passing her carefully to her mother and then lifted his son into his arms. He carried him over to the changing table which was actually more of a storage area than anything else since they usually just changed them on the bed, and grabbed a pair of diapers, the wipes and a small towel. He was not getting his face peed in again. Once was more than enough.
He sat beside Kagome, the wipes and diapers between them and set about getting Kazuki out of his sleeper and all cleaned up. He made a face as Kagome passed him Emiko’s dirty diaper but took it and Kazuki’s to the special trash can and then rejoined them. He rocked his son while he watched Kagome nurse their daughter.
Kazuki made a little growling sound and InuYasha rolled his eyes. “Impatient pup. Let your sister eat first. You’re her onii-san and have to watch out for her.”
Kagome laughed. “She’s almost done.”
“He can wait," InuYasha said. "You’re just leaking on the other side and he can smell it.”
She looked down. “Might as well give him to me in that case. You can sit behind me and help me hold them both at the same time, if you don’t mind that is.”
He snorted. “If I don’t mind? As if I would, woman, and you should know that.
She smiled. “I do, but it’s called being polite. One of us has to set a good example in that regard, don’t you think.”
“Keh, being polite is overrated if you ask me,” he said with a grin. “Now make room, woman.”
She scooted forward and InuYasha slipped around behind her. He helped her get Kazuki latched on and then supported her arms with his own. She closed her eyes and rested her head back against his shoulder the corners of her lips turning upwards as he kissed her softly. She returned his gentle affections with her own.
“The only way this could be more perfect is if I could make love to you once they go back to sleep,” she said. “Tell me about becoming mates.”
“What do you want to know?” he asked.
“Everything, I guess,” she replied nuzzling his jaw. “All I really know is that it’s a huge deal. It’s forever. You can love, marry and have children with someone who isn’t your mate, and any youkai who actually finds theirs is considered lucky. And that a youkai would never mate with someone he wasn’t absolutely sure was the one.”
“Keh, let’s put the pups down, then I’ll tell you everything,” he said.
Kagome gave him Emiko so that he could burp her while Kazuki finished his meal. It usually took a few minutes longer to make sure there were no belly ache causing air bubbles in her belly than his and he always wanted to eat longer than she did, which actually ending up pretty perfect since it meant that most of the time they were ready to be put back down together. The rare times they weren’t ready to be laid down at the same time meant that she or InuYasha had to hold whoever was done first because they both hated being put in their cradle alone. She lifted Kazuki to her shoulder and rubbed his back until InuYasha told her that he had fallen asleep. She watched with a smile as he put their daughter down and then their son before he joined her once more on the bed.
He reached for her brushing his lips across hers as he slipped one hand around behind her neck. “Lie back and I’ll start telling you about becoming mates.”
“Okay,” Kagome said, giving him one last kiss and then settling back against the pillows. She didn’t move as he untied the belt at her waist and pushed her robe all the way open.
“First we both have to show our willingness to shed blood for each other,” he told her. “You can draw it from anywhere and we have to collect it so that we can mix my blood and yours together. Once that’s done we use it to mark each other, as a guide for the magic.” He touched her forehead, the hollow of her throat, a place between her breasts, just over her heart and on her stomach near her diaphragm. “There’s one other spot at the base of the spine, too. For all but that one I can guide your hand to help you, but I’ll show you all of them before we do it. Then we each take sip from the bowl.”
“Okay, then what happens?” she asked.
“Well under normal circumstances that would be where I got to make love to you calling upon my youki and investing it in the words in the ancient tongue and I would give you the final mark by leaving a piece of myself inside you,” he told her. “But I can still do all the rest without and we’ll still be mates, just really, really sexually frustrated ones until we can finish it.”
“I’m already there,” she teased.
“Keh, you and me both,” he said as he leaned over to nuzzle her neck. “I can’t believe it’s been almost five months since I been able to touch you, to be inside you.”
She whimpered. “Then touch me and I’ll touch you. It won’t be enough, not nearly, but it will be something.”
He lifted his head and looked into her eyes. “You sure?”
“I trust you, and I know you’ll be careful,” she said. “Unless you don’t want to, or if the fact I’m still bleeding a little bothers you.”
He snorted. “Did you forget who you’re talking to woman? Just stay high, yeah? That’s the fun spot for you anyway. But before we get there, I want to reacquaint myself with the rest of you.”
“Sounds good to me,” she said sliding her hand down between them.
He grabbed her wrist as her fingers closed around him. “Shit, not yet. You touch it and I’m done for. Just let me enjoy you for a little while first.”
He licked along her jaw and placed a sucking kiss behind her ear and she shivered. “Mmm, okay.”
InuYasha smirked against her skin as he worked his way along the column of her throat and then lower still. Gods how he had missed the scent of her the taste of her skin. He couldn’t be inside her, not yet, but he could make love to her, let her feel just how much she meant to him and he planned to do just that. He ran his nose across her collarbone and kiss the hollow of her neck, shuddering as her fingers made their way into his hair and found his ears.
“Fuck,” he murmured against her breast. “I think I forgot how good that felt.”
“I’m glad you enjoy it because I have months of ear rubbing time to make up for,” she said a little breathlessly.
“I’ll look forward to it,” he said as he flicked his tongue across her nipple.
She breathed out his name as he drew her into his mouth and sucked lightly. The youkai in him rumbled his pleasure at the taste of the sweet milk she produced to nourish their pups. He wouldn’t indulge in more than that small mouthful, even though he doubted it would bother her if he wanted to. He released her instead settling for teasing her with the tip of his tongue. The sounds she made, the tinge of heat her arousal threaded into her scent had him aching, but that wasn’t important. She was the only thing that mattered right now.
“InuYasha, please,” she moaned.
He abandoned her breasts and shifted upwards to nuzzle her neck. Clearly as much as she normally enjoyed his teasing, it wasn’t what she needed now and he never wanted to deny her. She shifted her legs apart as his fingers slipped into the waistband of her panties. “How’s that?” he asked gently as he rubbed her lightly with his knuckle.
She whimpered. “Ah, a little more, please. So close.”
He nibbled her ear and increased the pressure just slightly. “Whatever you want.”
“Mmm, want you to come with me,”she breathed as she squirmed against his hand.
“Whatever you want,” he said again as he rocked his hips rubbing himself against her thigh. Her skin was so soft and the warmth and the scent of her was more than enough at this point to have him ready to explode. “Shit, say when, cause I’m there.”
Her back arched and she cried out, her thighs capturing his hand between them and he let her pleasure become his own as he spilled himself against her.
“Fuck,” he groaned. “That was a first.”
She laughed lightly as she tried to catch her breath. “I missed you too.”
There was a reluctance to his touch as he withdrew his hand from her panties but none at all when he brought his hand to his lips and cleaned off the evidence of where it had just been. She wasn’t sure how she felt as she watched him until his eyes widened and he seemed to realized that he had done something that many humans would have found a little gross or disturbing.
“Shit,” he said. “Uh…”
She ignored him and instead pressed her lips to his, not hesitating to deepen the kiss. “Mate, never worry about being what you are with me. Never.”
He tangled a hand in her hair. “Fuck, you cannot be real. This can’t be my real life. I’m ready, not because of that damn jewel or that bastard Naraku or Shiori’s visions. Hell, not even because of yours, but because marking or not you are mine, my mate, the one woman in this world who was made just for me. I was born to meet you, Kagome, to love you. Say that you’ll be mine.”
“I already am,” she replied as she blinked away her tears.
He rubbed his nose along her jaw nuzzling her affectionately. “Stay right here. I’ll go get everything.” He lifted his head. “You did mean right now, right?”
She smiled at him and nodded. “Now is good.”
He came back a few minutes later setting her ceremonial knife and a small bowl on the bedside table. He sat back down beside her with a notepad and a pencil. “I’ll draw them from top to bottom, and like I said I can help you on all but the ones I won’t be able to see, if you need it.”
She nodded and he drew out five different symbols that she knew had meaning just not to her, not yet, just like a person who only knew the western alphabet probably had a hard time seeing any meanings in the characters of her language. “Did someone teach this to you?”
“Keh, no,” he replied. “It’s more like it’s just something we know when the time comes. Kind of like genetic memory or something. There’s just some knowledge we are born with. Alot of it is instinct but not all of it.”
“I could have used some of that when I was training to be a miko,” Kagome said. “It would have saved me a lot of hours practicing and studying. Will you tell me what they mean?”
“It’s hard to explain, but I’ll try,” he replied. “Harmony, united in mind. Unison, we speak as one. Love, is pretty self explanatory. Solidarity, oneness of spirit. And shelter, to protect each other always, in all ways.”
“That seems pretty straight forward to me,” she said.
“The words themselves are but it’s more than what I said,” he tried. “You just have to feel it to really understand.”
“I’m ready,” she told him.
He got up and offered her his hand. Once she was on her feet he pushed her robe off her shoulders and then leaned down and nipped at the left one in a way that was achingly familiar. She offered him a soft smile and watched as he quickly shed what remained of his own clothing. He picked up the bowl and handed it to her and then slid his hands under hers to encourage her to hold it for him.
He sliced open his palm with a claw and held it over the bowl, squeezing it into a fist occasionally to encourage the blood to flow. When his youkai told him it was enough he withdrew his hand and licked it until the wound was sealed and it was clean of his blood. Kagome passed him the bowl and picked up the knife.
Her hand was steady and she didn’t hesitate as she dragged it across her palm with little more than a wince. She was so amazing and beautiful and strong, and though he could barely believe it at times, his. He took her hand in his and healed the cut with a few slow strokes of his tongue. He didn’t miss the way she shuddered at the contact or the tightening of her nipples. It was going to be agony being mated without being able complete the consummate act, but that wasn’t important.
He swirled their blood together. “You’re absolutely sure?”
“I’ve never been more sure about anything in my life,” she told him. “I love you.”
He reached for her forehead and she closed her eyes. She didn’t move aside from taking slow breaths as he worked his way down the front of her body. “Okay, turn around.” She shivered as he touched her and he nearly groaned. “Your turn.”
She took the bowl and looked at the paper on the bed before beginning. He kept his eyes on her face as she spread the warm mixture on his forehead and then at the hollow of his throat. She glanced again at his drawing and he looked down as she traced her fingers in a precise design over his heart and then lower just above his navel.
“So far so good?” she asked.
He nodded. “Last one.”
Now it was his turn to shiver as she made the last mark. He turned back around to face her and then lifted the bowl towards her lips. She didn’t balk at taking a sip and even licked her lips when it was done. A soft growl rumbled from him and he finished off what what left and then released his hold on his youkai.
Kagome gasped as his youki washed over her in a rush. Her skin tingled beneath the marks against her. “Oh, wow,” she breathed. “Mmm, I feel you. Your youki is so, mmm…”
“Kagome-mate,” he rumbled his voice lower than usual and rough in a way that made her a little weak in the knees.
She lifted her eyes to meet his and wasn’t entirely surprised to see faint purple markings on his cheeks or red behind his eyes. She ran a fingertip over the jagged stripe on his cheek and smiled. “Make me yours, InuYasha.”
She could feel the magic building in the air between them as he spoke in a strange mix of sounds that were very canine in nature and the marks upon both of them began to glow, his a violent red and hers a sort of gold. Then suddenly their two energies slammed into one another, twisting and curling around each other. She couldn’t breathe as she found herself awash in his youki and his love.
His arms came around her waist and he held her against him, their foreheads touching. She gripped his shoulders tightly. His lips fell over hers roughly and she did the only thing she could and kissed him back. She didn’t know how long they stayed like before he released her, only that she was breathless and aching by the time he stepped away. There was faint glow over his heart, but all the blood was gone and so were his youkai markings. She reached out and ran her finger over his chest.
“It will stay like that until we can finish,” he told her. “That’s when the permanent mark will appear and when all the non physical benefits of mating will kick in.”
She sniffed several times and then leaned closer to him pressing her nose against his skin. “Wow, you smell amazing. Mmm, makes me so…”
He chuckled. “Now you know how I feel all the time. ”
“Mmm, so what did you mean non physical,” she asked as she continued to rub her nose against him.
“Well, you got the nose already. Not as good as mine, but better than a regular human by a long shot. You are also a little tougher now, will heal faster, get sick less,” he explained. “You were already more durable as a miko, but you’ll be even more so now. But after we finish it, we’ll be connected on a deeper level, be able to sense strong emotions, to find each other across any distance and it’s rare but some mated pairs are able to communicate mind to mind over time.”
“I wish we would finish it now,” she said. “It’s never going to stop feeling like this, like I might die if I can’t have you until we finish is it?”
He closed his eyes and took a shaky breath. “Keh, nope, and it’s going to get worse.”
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