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At Death's Door
By : Vyper
Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female
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Inuyasha thought about escape. He could just jump out the window, but then the asshole would hurt his boy. Sesshoumaru normally was pretty good about keeping his word especially if pain was involved. He wanted to beat up his elder brother for being such a bold faced liar, but he was just to damn tired to fight.

Looking at the bed Inuyasha frowned. It looked too soft and inviting. He did not want that, he did not want to even think about his elder brother taking him as a lover. It was wrong on so many levels of wrongness. Gods he was Sesshoumaru’s brother for hells sake.

Inuyasha flopped down on the bed face first.

“I fucking hate my life.”

Inuyasha muttered to himself.

The young hanyou shuddered when he thought about those nights when he had been helpless as a human when those men would rape him until he couldn’t walk. The intense pain and suffering and shame he felt. He didn’t even like Kagome touching his ass. Could he really allow his elder brother to do things like that with him?

Sure Pearl was worth the suffering, but the constant shame of being his brother’s other bitch? How could he live like that?

Kagome’s voice came to him in his moment of despair.

“Inuyasha you are thinking of this whole thing wrong. He is your brother not some rapist and he loves you. He said it, I heard him. He may seem cold, but he is more alive when you are around than any other time. Even Pearl can’t open his emotions like you do and you love him. I am ok with this. I am dead my dearest. You have a second chance at life. Live it and be happy. That is all I ever wanted for you. For you to be happy. Do what you know is right for you and don’t let anyone tell you otherwise. You are only someone’s bitch if you let them treat you that way.”

Kagome said as her spirit kissed him then disappeared. At that moment Inuyasha knew he was truly alone in his decision. It was now up to him.

Inuyasha sighed and closed his eyes. He was too tired to think about shit right now. He had just been brought back to life and he was worn out. Cuddling into the silk sheets he fell into a deep dreamless slumber.

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Sesshoumaru found Pearl sitting with his Mother with his Mother’s head on her lap as she hummed softly to the woman petting her hair.

“Hello my dearest. Is all well with my Mother?”

Sesshoumaru asked in genuine concern.

“Yes. It is just that Ramos was injured so severely by Shippo and she was worried over him. She is in love with him.”

Pearl said softly.

Sesshoumaru sat down next to his intended and put an arm around her shoulders leaning her head against him.

“I thought the demon took you at first and then I realized it was Inuyasha. I heard you screaming for me when I died. It was the sound that made me remain by my body, but I needed to talk to Father first. I needed to clear some things up with him that is why I took so long to come back. I did not mean to worry you.”

Sesshoumaru said.

“I am just glad you are back. What are we going to do with Inuyasha? He is here now and I don’t want him to be alone. He deserves some happiness in his life. I have a feeling it will be longer now, and that he won’t age anymore during his human nights. Tensaiga did something to both of us. Just think of it as woman’s intuition.”

Pearl said.

“Pearl, I asked Inuyasha to be my second mate. I am serious about this and I wonder how you feel about it.”

Sesshoumaru said wondering if he was doing the right thing.

“I guess that depends on how he feels about it. I am ok with it. It is like he molests my body when he is in it anyway. It wouldn’t be any different now except I would feel it.”

Pearl said with a shrug.

“Do you wish for him to be in our bed? In order for me to court him he would be in our bed.”

Sesshoumaru said.

“It is better than sleeping on the floor I guess since you had them take that futon out of our room so he has to sleep somewhere and knowing how anal you are about watching people he couldn’t have a room of his own.”

Pearl said honestly.

“I have to insure he doesn’t take his own life. I don’t know what I would do if that happened Pearl. I care very much for my brother although I will never tell him this again. It is just not in me to do so towards a male.”

Sesshoumaru said as he kissed the top of Pearl’s head.

“You have to decide Sesshoumaru if you love him enough to do this. He needs to know you love him. If you want him as your mate you have to tell him this or you will lose him. Inuyasha needs to know he is loved. It is important for all beings to know love and to feel it.’
“I am learning to love you Sesshoumaru. We do not know much about each other, but I do have strong feelings for you. Ones I cannot describe in words and perhaps that is love. There is the love I have for my son Brandon that will always be there and if we have children I will have love for them. However it is not the same love you have for the person you are meant to be with your whole life.’
“You and I are friends right now. We have something more than friendship at times, but until we know more about each other you will have to accept what I can give you. When the time is right I will tell you that I love you and it will be fully from my heart and soul. I swear to you that it will happen someday if you continue this good path you are on.”

Pearl said.

“Did you love your former mate?”

Sesshoumaru asked wondering about her former life.

“No. I thought I did, but what we had was not love. It was his obsession of how I should be and how he wanted our life to be. He was cruel to me and did not love me with his heart. I truly thought I loved him, but how could I love such a selfish person? It was fear and pain that kept me bound to him not love.”

Pearl said.

Sesshoumaru felt a little better about that. He wanted to earn the right to be the man Pearl loved. He wanted her love more than anything in his life and now understood how Inuyasha must feel. The pup had been alone most of his life living with the pain of being in his elder brother’s shadow all of his life. Sesshoumaru had not truly loved Inuyasha until the last few years of Inuyasha’s life. It really wasn’t until Inuyasha’s death that Sesshoumaru realized his true feelings for his brother.

Inuyasha had been there most of Sesshoumaru’s life and looked up to him. He begged him for protection and Sesshoumaru had denied it. Inuyasha craved affection and Sesshoumaru had shown him animosity. It was time to see if he could heal the wounds he inflicted both mentally and physically with his little brother.

“Pearl, come to bed with me.”

Sesshoumaru said.

“I can’t just leave your Mother here on the floor.”

Pearl said in protest.

“I will carry her to her bed. I am certain Ramos will look in on her later.”

Sesshoumaru said as he picked up his sleeping Mother as though she weighed nothing and carried the tiny female to her chambers.

Pearl moved the blankets so Sesshoumaru could tuck his Mother in and for the first time in centuries, Sesshoumaru kissed his Mother’s cheek goodnight.

Sesshoumaru made his way into his bedroom unlocking the door and then he saw the cutest thing ever. His little brother curled up on his bed sleeping peacefully. It was endearing really.

“Let us not wake him.”

Pearl said and Sesshoumaru nodded as Sesshoumaru had Pearl help him with his armor and then he put it on the rack as quietly as possible. Then the two of them climbed up the bed careful not to wake the sleeping boy and Sesshoumaru laid in the middle gently pulling Inuyasha into his embrace with one arm while Pearl cuddled up to his other side. It felt right and then the three of them slept until the break of dawn.
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At Death's Door	By : Vyper Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female Views: 6447 -:- Recommendations : 2 -:- Currently Reading : 2
Disclaimer: I don't own Inuyasha nor make money on my writings.

At Death's Door