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Broken	By : ShadowofLight Category: InuYasha > Yaoi - Male/Male > Kouga/InuYasha Views: 27643 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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Author�s Notes: Okay um, I�m still not sure how to explain how a guy can get pregnant so please bear with me. But then again this is just a story so I may end up BS my way through some of it. ^^; Don�t be too hard on me plz!!
�Broken�

By: Beloved Shadow
Kouga ran as fast as he could, dodging between trees and leaping over boulders. If one blinked they would see nothing but a rapidly fading wind. He resembled a whirlwind that kept anything and everything from touching him he paused as he came to a steep cliff that overlooked the village. He sniffed at the air and caught the scent of wolves but no trace of Inuyasha.

�I don�t care if he freaks out he�s coming back to the caves along with Lotus and the others,� he told himself and slid down the rocky side, ignoring the harp rocks and dirt he kicked up as soon as he reached the bottom he took off in a mad dash. When he came to the village�s entrance he stopped and blinked. The villagers that were out took one look at him but it wasn�t fear. It was loathing and disgust. Women gathered their children and quickly entered the huts, men watched him warily as they retreated to their huts until he was alone.

�Huh not exactly a warm reception,� he huffed and walked into the village. He tested the air, searching for his pack he heard something whiz through the air and jumped into the air. The hiraikotsu sailed through the air before coming back but the wolf demon once more dodged out of the way.

Sango lifted her hand and caught it easily but an angry scowl marred her otherwise pretty face. �Kouga!!� she yelled.

The wolf landed with a snarl. �What the hell is your problem?!� he asked and watched as the monk, the kit, and his woman appear. �Call her off!!� he yelled at them.

Miroku said nothing but his cursed hand tightened even more upon his staff. �I would enjoy releasing my accursed Wind Tunnel upon you for what you did� but I made a promise to Lotus-sama,� he said coolly but the glare in his eyes was enough to melt glass.

Kouga involuntarily took a step back, the fur on his tail standing on end. He turned to Kagome with a grin on his face but yelped and barely had time to duck to the side as an arrow flew by. A moment later some strands of his hair drifted to the ground. �Ooh boy��

�I�ll never forgive you!!� the miko screamed and began to fire arrow upon arrow at the wolf prince. She didn�t let up and her quiver of sharpen arrows came so close to him but she stopped when her �target� landed within the branches of the great God Tree. �Get outta that tree!!�

�Geez what�s your problem?! If it�s about that slap I didn�t mean to hurt you!!� he yelled out but nearly fell out of the tree when some arrows nearly took his eyes out. �Stop firing at me!!�

�You have no right to show your face around here!� Shippo yelled, both his hands holding tiny green flames of fox fire. He was ready to launch them but he didn�t want to burn the sacred plant. �Get down here and fight like a man!�

�I�m not a man I�m a demon!�

�You�re a rapist!!�

Kouga went white as a sheet and he looked down, his tail going limp. �You know?� he asked meekly.

Kagome was too angered to say anything but her hands shook as she struggled to keep from scaling the tree and strangling the wolf with her bare hands. �I would have forgiven you for hitting me. You were upset and your friends were dead, but to rape him?� She closed her eyes tightly as the tears fell. �You killed him� You killed my best friend!!� She couldn�t take it anymore and broke down, sobbing heavily into her hands.

Kaede appeared and made her way to her young apprentice, saying nothing but helped her to stand. �Ye will not find Inuyasha here,� she told the wolf prince. �Lotus-sama has taken him away.�

�She what?! She was suppose to return right back!!� he yelled as he hopped down to the base of the tree.

�Unlike you she has a heart! She�s been helping Inuyasha cope with what you did to him!� Shippo barked at him.

�Shut up you little brat!�

�Don�t talk to Shippo like that, you bastard!� Sango said quickly as she pulled her arm back, ready to hurl her large boomerang at him once more.

�Sango please,� the monk said as he rested his hand on her shoulder (instead of her ass). When she lowered her arm he turned his full attention to the wolf prince. �Lotus-sama stayed because she feared for Inuyasha�s sanity. What you did to him made him lose trust in all of us; we were hurting him more than helping. They left to find more suitable help,� he explained simply.

�She�s the pack healer she deserves to be back with her pack,� Kouga growled.

�She said she would not return until she was sure her work was done.�

�Where is the escort I sent with her?�

�Right here.� Slowly the wolves and demons appeared from the seclusion of dreams behind the god tree. Instead of bowing to their leader they walked past him and stood with the group of humans. One wolf even went up to Kagome, whining softly but the girl rubbed his head, smiling gently. They didn�t look very pleased either. �Lotus-sama said if you came here she would go through with her threat.�

�Well she�s not here so she can�t touch me,� he barked.

�But we can,� Sango said tensely.

�Tell me something Kouga, why haven�t you mated and raise a pack of your own?� Miroku asked.

He blinked and a very faint blush appeared on his cheeks but he huffed and crossed his arms, turning his back on them. �I don�t see why it�s any of your business but the only mate I want is Kagome and I don�t exactly like the idea of raising cubs when all they do is whine, bite, and make a mess. Raising cubs is women�s work and I need Kagome to sense jewel shards for me. If he had been watching them he would have noticed an evil look in the girl�s eyes. Her hands held her bow up as she nocked an arrow.

�So that�s all you wanted me for? To sense jewel shards? Raising kids is women�s work, huh? I tried being nice, I tired to let you down easy but you never listen to a word I said� I will never be your mate even if you were the last thing on earth!!!� Focused right on her target she let the arrow fly. The group watched as it sailed and for a minute, they were worried she was going to kill him but that wasn�t her intent.

For miles around neighboring villages could hear a pain filled howl that seemed to last for an eternity but they gave it no thought and merely thought of it of it a dying animal�s last cry.

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Kirara landed and sniffed the air. Laying on the ground she felt Lotus slide off and purred as a hand scratched her ears. Inuyasha laid down and snuggled into her fur with content sigh. The old healer stepped forward and tested the air. She couldn�t smell anything except the natural scent of the trees, plants, and animals. The weather was a bit cool but she didn�t mind and looked back at the sleeping half-demon. He had a blanket wrapped around his shoulders and he didn�t seem bothered by the change of weather but he curled more against the fire cat�s warmth.

�I hope we don�t have to go in any deeper. I don�t want to rise his health,� she thought to herself and looked at the feather. Running it through her fingers she sighed and looked at the sky. �Heikou� I wish I knew how to find you,� she said sadly.

�But you have.� The voice spoke up so suddenly the wolf demoness whirled, poise for an attack and the neko stayed low to the ground, hissing as her fur bristled. The owner of the voice stepped out of the shadows and smiled gently at them. Lotus peered at the figure and blinked as her body seemed to go limp.

�H-Heikou?�

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�YEOUCH!!!!!!!!!!�

The villagers paused when the heard the cry of pain echoed from the miko�s hut but thought nothing of it. The wolf demons didn�t even bat an eye as they lounged around the base of the god tree, enjoying the peace and simplicity of the village. Shippo was nestled up in the branches though, sniffing occasional as he wrapped his thick tail around himself. Kagome was sitting against the tree, her anatomy textbook in her lap but she wasn�t doing a very good job of studying and she didn�t care. Within the hut was another matter.

Kouga struggled under the spirit wards the monk had placed on his arms and legs to keep him pinned to the ground. He growled then yelped when he felt a liquid being poured over his wound but it felt like it was trying to burn the wound from the inside and it smelled almost rancid. He struggled then yelped when a firm hand pulled his tail none to gently.

�I promised not to kill you but how would your pack like it if I cut off your tail?� the slayer threaten and he stopped his complaining. Satisfied Sango removed his hand and nodded tot eh miko. �How does it look?�

�If Kagome had been aiming anywhere else, he would be dead,� Kaede said simply. Sure enough the arrow had struck the wolf�s left ass cheek but in his haste to remove it he broke it in half and torn the wound even more. It wasn�t until now was the old miko able to removed the arrowhead and was now cleaning it with holy water and something called �rubbing alcohol� that Kagome had given to her. It was better in cleaning out wounds so they wouldn�t get infected but it stung like fire. �Ye should be thankful.�

�For what? I won�t be able to sit for a month at the least!� he growled then winced when Miroku whapped him on the head with his staff. �Will you stop hitting me?!�

�I can always place another spirit seal on your mouth,� he threaten.

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�That�s what I thought. Lady Kaede, what will happen is Lotus-sama�s friend can�t help Inuyasha?�

�I do not know� but we must pray for the best.� Taking a needle and thread she began to stitch the wound close. To save the demon any dignity she had a sheet was thrown over his hips but it had been pushed aside to tend to the arrow wound. �I must remember to thank Kagome for her medicines.�

�Hai they are very peculiar but have saved our lives countless times,� Miroku said with a smile and Sango nodded.

�It�s too bad she didn�t have anything to help Inuyasha or his-� she noticed how Kouga was paying rapid attention to their conversation and went silent.

�Kouga, tell me this. Why do ye not want cubs of thy own?� the old woman asked as she made sure to be careful and precise with her sewing.

�Because they�re a nuisance and I don�t have time for them. If Kagome gets pregnant she won�t be able to sense the jewel shards and I can�t drag her along. It�ll just hamper us. Besides, I want revenge against Naraku and Kagura for what they did,� he growled angrily.

�Are you going to rape them as well?� Sango said bitterly.

�Look I�m sorry! Is that what you wanted to hear? I tried telling him that but he�s scared stiff!�

�We should be thankful that Inuyasha is not here then. I�m afraid if he had heard your words right now�� the monk didn�t have to say it but it was still a kind of shock that their fiend was pregnant.

�What do you talking about? Why are you asking me these stupid questions?� the pack leader growled.

�Whether you chose to believe it or not but our friend is carrying your pups.�

�Nani? I never touched Kagome!�

�It�s Inuyasha, you self-centered asshole!� Sango screamed at him. �Inuyasha, the half-demon, is pregnant with your--appalling seed!!� When the trio didn�t hear anything from him she lifted him but his hair and pulled his head back. �He fainted.�

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Lotus watched as the demi-goddess worked. Inuyasha had awoken but fell back to sleep after he was sure the woman wouldn�t hurt him or his developing child. Strange. This life growing within him was a result of rape but he didn�t fault the new life. The baby was innocent in all of this. The old healer sighed and absently petted the alert neko in her lap.

�Mew!� Kirara said, purring softly but watched with alert crimson eyes.

�I�m worried too,� Lotus said softly.

Heikou�s lips formed a tight line as she gently ran her hands over the young man�s body. Her hut was very warm and the half-demon was laying on a comfortable bed of furs and linen sheets but he was naked with a thick blanket draped over his body. Her hands hovered just over his form as they slowly moved over from the top of his head to the soles of his feet. She didn�t say anything but the look on her face showed she was not pleased. She rested one hand on his brow and the other rested on his stomach.

�If his spirit could be seen� it would be bruised, battered, and broken beyond any and all help,� she said softly. Her gentle blue eyes didn�t blink, even as a stark white braid fell over her shoulder.

�Can you help him?� Lotus asked worriedly.

�I can try�� Removing her hands she moved around so she was kneeling at the boy�s head and very gently rested her hands on both sides of his head. She began to chant softly, her eyes glowing very softly that it matched the same glow from her hands. Both wolf and neko became very quiet, making sure not to disturb her. They didn�t wait very long before she pulled back.

�What happened?�

�He rejected me.�

�Nani?�

�I tired to call to his spirit, to accept my help but he refused.� She reached up and brushed black strands and white braids back from her eyes, sighing in disappointment. �He is afraid and uncertain. He does not trust me and I may end up doing more harm than good.�

�What about the babe? Is it doing alright?�

�For now hai but he must try to eat more. They will need nourishment.�

�I think I can manage. I don�t know why but he�s been leaning on me and the neko since this happened,� Lotus said as she slowly moved closer to the boy, tucking him in securely.

�You healed his wounds and gained his trust. The fire cat does not judge or ask questions but protects. Whether you realize it or not you both are keeping his sanity intact,� Heikou said as she stood gracefully.

Her home was a hut built against a mountain�s side but the rock has been chipped away over the years to allow more room. In the very back was a large bed that resembled a nest of sorts but with thick blankets and pillows that one would probably find in some lord�s manor or castle. But what they wouldn�t there were feathers of polished silver and gold. It was hidden behind a curtain and had been Heikou�s bed but when she heard the tale of the unfortunate half-demon she gave him her �nest�. Outside the �bedroom� were ledges carved from the stone that held bowls and jars that held dried herbs. Beyond that room was where the hut began but the walls also held shelves with more glass bottles but scrolls as well. A simple table sat in the middle of the room with several mats around it and to the side was a simple stove where a pot of stew of being cooked.

Even those the girl was a demi-goddess she still didn�t touch meat and had her own simple vegetable garden. What she couldn�t make herself she bartered for healing aliments. A fair trade she called it. She wore a pair of hakamas, or old fashioned pants that mikos wore but with her wings she wore an apron that covered her chest, tied around her waist and fell to her knees. Like the hanyou she bore scars from her past experiences but they were nothing but pale thin lines, a constant remainder. Her long tail lightly trailed behind her but didn�t hamper her any as she moved about.

Kirara hopped off the old wolf�s lap and instead curled next to the dog demon�s head. Nuzzling her head against his cheek she curled and fell into a light sleep. Lotus smiled and gently stroked her fur and the boy�s hair.

�Heikou would never hurt you, child. She only wishes to help but that is your choice,� she said softly.

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�Pregnant? I don�t get it� is it because he�s a half-demon?� were the thoughts running through the wolf prince�s mind. It was hard to swallow that a night of rape could bring this up. How was he going to explain this to his pack?!

�Arg how could I be so stupid?!� he shouted to himself as he gripped his head in frustration.

�Do you honestly want someone to answer that?� came the cruel question.

Kouga slowly turned and tried to smile at he miko but her heated gaze had him wishing he was back at the caves. �Um-�

�I�m not speaking to you,� came the curt answer as she sped on her heels and walked away, taking her over-sized yellow backpack with her. She didn�t seem to be the least bit concerned about him but stopped when he called out her name. She tired very hard to hide the smirk when she heard him �ow, ow, ow� with every step he took. She watched as he stepped before her. �Hai?�

�Um look I was wondering if um, you could tell me where Lotus-sama went? We really need her back at the caves,� he pleaded.

�Don�t you care about Inuyasha?� she asked coolly.

�Well yeah I mean if he�s really pregnant then the women of the pack can help him get situated.�

�You�re the one that got him pregnant so you should be there for him.�

�That�s women�s work.� As soon as the words left his mouth he regretted it. �Open mouth insert foot.�

�Women�s work?! Damnit Kouga, I can�t believe how insensitive you are! I got to know Lotus and you know what she told me? The women, mated and unmated, are the reason your pack hasn�t fallen apart! They cook, they clean, they raise the kids, they do everything and all you do is bring home the meat! You expect them to grovel at your feet like, like slaves! Well they aren�t slaves their living breathing people!�

�Um they�re demonesses,� he weakly protested.

�I don�t care if they�re toads!! I will say this, I am so glad I am not your mate because I wouldn�t want to stay with an insensitive, heartless, narrow-minded--asshole like yourself!! Miroku has better manners than you and he�s the worse lecher I know!!� She whirled to leave but when she felt a touch on her arm her hand came out and slapped him so hard he fell over and landed right on his still healing wound. �Don�t touch me!!� she screamed and stormed to Kaede�s hut.

Kouga just sat there, the impression of her hand leaving a bright red mark on the side of his face. It was already swollen and stung when he touched it but right now he wasn�t sure what hurt. His face, his ass, or his pride.

Miroku had seen it all and he wasn�t sure if he should be flattered or insulted by the young miko�s comment. Deciding to take it as a comment he went to assist the wolf prince and perhaps have a man-to-man talk with him. So to speak. He took his time though, watching as the wolf prince tried to get up but he didn�t have the strength and the shock of his former-bride-to-be slapped him so hard made him a bit unstable. Miroku had been on the end of several very painful slaps in his time but that had to be the most painful one he had ever seen.

�I must remember to never get on Kagome�s bad side,� he thought to himself.

Kouga tried once more to get up but fell. This time he tried rolling onto his knees and found a fresh spot of blood right where he had been sitting. Reaching out he touched his furs and suppressed the groan. He had just opened his stitches and he was bleeding heavily. �Damnit.�

�Do you need some help?� the monk asked.

�Feh. I�m fully capable of getting on my own two feet, monk,� he scoffed.

�Then am I safe to assume that the earlier attempts were just practice?�

�If you were watching me why didn�t you help me up?�

�Well if you don�t need me help then I�ll gladly you leave you alone. I�m sure the women of the village make much better conversations.� He turned to leave but stopped when the demon called out to him.

�Hey hold on! Since you�re already here you can, help me up.� Kouga cringed; the way he said it sounded like he was desperate� but even if he was this was his pride on the line! And right now his ass was more valuable than his damn ego.

Miroku didn�t say anything but pulled him up to his feet and helped him to Kaede�s hut. If the other villagers noticed they didn�t say anything but still the demon could hear them whispering to one another. There went his reputation. �I don�t blame Kagome for striking you the way she did,� the monk said out of the blue.

�How can you agree with her?!�

�Because I�m her friend and I agree with her. Look around and what do you see?�

Kouga did and snorted. �Women doing all the work.�

�Not what I mean. Take a good look around you. There are men in the village that do the same work as the women. Many of them aren�t here right not but they do their own share of the work when they come home. Work is divided equally here; even children have their own chores they must to.�

�What are you getting at, monk?�

�What I�m saying is in your pack because you�re the leader everyone is below you, especially the women. But if you take the time to notice it is the women that keep your furs clean, that cook the meals, that make sure the homes are clean, and the children are behaved.�

�Hey we do our share of the work! We hunt, take turns being look-out, and protect our home!� he retorted angrily.

�Hai the men do the same thing but they also help out in the fields and take turns watching the children. Kaede-sama also helps by teaching the children to read, write, count, and which herbs cure which aliments,� Mirkou said calmly. �If the women did all the work and the men so little, it would be chaos. I guess what I�m trying to say is not all chores are �women�s work� as you put it. Men had a hand in creating children after all.�

�So why don�t you have a family of your own?�

�Well you see if I did settle down there would be so many disappointed women over the lands. My heart can�t seem to settle on just one fair maiden,� he said with a bit of dramatic tone.

�� Kagome was right, you are a lecher.�

�Eheh heh�� The monk cleared his throat as they neared the old miko�s hut. �And my name is Miroku.�

When Kaede heard what had happened she had the prince strip and lay face down on the sleeping mat. Kagome was inside, reading one of her textbooks but when she watched as the prince was ready to disrobe her face flushed but she turned her back on him and buried her nose in her book.

�Kagome, I-�

�I�m studying, so shut up!� she snapped angrily.

�Lie down and let me see what has happened,� Kaede said firmly. As before she draped a sheet over his hips but pulled back to see the wound. �Ye stitches have reopened. I told ye to be careful.�

�Gomen�� came the muffled sound as Kouga rested his head on his folded arms, looking to the side. �I guess the arrow went deeper than I thought. My wounds usually heal by now or the next day.�

�Relax while I sew ye back together.� Taking the liquid Kaede cleaned it and took a needle out, threading it carefully and went to work of stitching the wound close again. �Ye still worry about ye healer?�

�Yeah� Lotus has been with the clan since before I was born. In fact, she was my father�s best friend when they were cubs. She used to joke how she wasn�t fast enough to be his mate.�

�Mate? You mean as a marriage?� Miroku asked.

�Hai. Demons take a mate at different times. I don�t know how it works with other species but wolves mate for life.�

�For life?� Kagome asked, looking at them over her shoulder. �What happens if one of them dies?�

He turned to look at her. �It depends on who is left behind. I�ve seen even strong wolves and demons just, shatter, when they realize their mate is dead. Doesn�t matter if they have cubs or not they just don�t feel like living anymore. If that happens the cubs are taken in by another couple and raised as their own.� His eyes grew sad and he looked forward, chin resting on his arms. �That almost happened to me��

The young girl had never heard him speak in that kind of tone before. �Kouga��

�I don�t want to talk about it,� he said gruffly and closed his eyes. He could sense the tension in the air but he didn�t want to talk about something that brought up such painful memories. When the old woman said she was done he very slowly sat up and took the offered clothes from the monk. Kagome was looking for something in her large yellow bag but he didn�t really care. Human clothing always felt weird but it was clean and comfortable to say the least. He yelped went something icy cold was pressed against his sore cheek.

�That�s cold!!� he whined and leaned away from it. His eyes locked on a pale blue colored bag in the girl�s hand. �What�s that?�

�It�s an ice pack. It�s supposed to bring down the swelling.� Once more she pressed it against his face but gentler this time. �Now just hold it there, okay?�

�Hai. Can I let go when my face goes numb?� he asked.

�If you want.� This time she left but left her books behind. The wolf prince had never seen books like these before and it peeked his curiosity. He looked around: the old woman was putting her medicines away and the monk was standing in the doorway. Still holding the ice pack to his cheek and being careful not to move too much, reached out and pull the book to him. It was an orange color and had a picture of a human but without the skin. �Hey old woman, what�s this?� he asked.

�My name is Kaede,� she said as she slowly turned to face him. �Not old woman and that is Kagome�s text book.�

� �Text book�?�

�Hai. Kagome is not from around here. At her home she goes to school where she reads and writes. Tis very important to her.�

�Huh.� Resting it on his lap he began to flip through the pages. He didn�t understand a word of it (he couldn�t read) but the images were amazing. Not even the most talent artist could compare! But he still didn�t understand what the pictures meant and just as he was about to close it he came across two pages. One was of a woman�s body and the other of a man�s body but they didn�t have any clothing on.

�They actually teach this in �school�?� he asked himself and noticed that there were several clear pages there. Lifting it his eyes widen. The next page was of the man and woman but they had no skin! He kept flipping the pages, amazed at this that when he flipped further along the book his eyes nearly fell out of his head. There were several very detailed images of certain parts that men and women had he was fascinated. For some reason he found himself admiring the man more than the woman he turned a few pages down and was now looking at the insides of a woman expecting a baby. �Maybe this can tell me how the mutt can have a cub.� Looking around he noticed that the old woman was still busy so he got up, being very careful and went outside. Still holding the book he decided to look for Kagome. It was her book so maybe he could explain something to him.

�Hey Kagome!�

Said girl looked up and watched as the wolf prince slowly made his way over. �Something wrong?�

�Well I was wondering something. How can the mutt-�

�His name is Inuyasha.�

�Uh right. Like I said, I was wondering how can Inuyasha be pregnant is he�s a man?�

�How should I know?�

�Well can you read me what your book says then?�

�My book?� She took it and opened it to the page but when she noticed the content her entire face went read. Slamming it close she held it tightly to her chest. �I-I don�t know!�

�But your book-�

�This is human anatomy, Kouga! Demons are different!�

�But Inuyasha�s half human.�

�Uh well, it just doesn�t count!!� Before he could say anything else she ran back to Kaede�s hut. Poor Kouga just stood there, a perplexed look on his face.

�What�d I say?� he asked himself.
Author�s Notes: Well how was that? I thought adding some humor may lighten the mood some. I know some of you are itching for a lemon but I�m working up to it. I know the first lemon I did wasn�t really a lemon. I could have done it better but remember Inuyasha is reliving it so it�s not all that detailed and he has no idea what�s going on. I promise this story will get better! I even have a few surprises in store but I�ll get to them when I can.

Now about the whole pregnancy thing, I�m not going to go into detail on how Inuyasha got pregnant but I�ll think of something. My brain is fixated on Egyptian mythology I have to remember that Japanese mythology is waaay different. Thanks for bearing with me on this. I will get a lemon out, the earlier next chapter. The latest chapter after that. I better go to bed it�s 5:30 in the morning and I have to play taxi for grandma today at 9.

Joy�

Um hi everyone. I�m sorry about my grammar and spelling mistakes so I hope this makes it better. I may be a college graduate but even my brain doesn�t function right when I have a bad case of insomnia. Next chapter will be up soon!!
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