• 1-Is It Wrong To Still Feel This?
• 2-I Cross My Broken Heart
• 3-Beneath the Goshinboku
• 4-Hands On My Heart

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Perhaps I should have said something..

But I just walked away.

Knowing that I'd never see you...

You had so much to say.

I simply turned my back,

As your voice was caught and silent.

Now I stay here staring

At a picture ... our reminder.

Every breath I take,

Makes me wish it was my last.

I know that I was stupid,

But nothing can be done... you're in my past.

Walking down the path...

Leading through the Sakura trees,

I can't help but think...

Of all the things that could have been.

I'm sorry,

For the times,

I didn't let you know,

Forgive me for these tears...

I now can't help but cry.

I withheld my patience,

And didn't give you the chance,

To grieve for the woman you loved...

For the woman who slipped through your hands.

It was always just too much,

For my fragile heart to take,

Perhaps it just facilitated…

The decision to leave… easier to make.

The past can’t be rewritten…

I know this deep inside,

But the lessons I had to learn…

Will never make this alright.

I cannot count the times,

I held my tongue as you walked away…

The times I choked back tears…

Ignoring the things I longed to say.

I knew you wouldn’t understand,

If I told you the truth.

That every time you went after her,

There was a hurt within that could never be soothed.

Now as I stand…

At the foot of this sacred tree…

The Goshinboku where we met…

I fall to my knees

Realizing what I couldn’t see.

There had been tears in your eyes,

You were choked on your words…

The pain engulfed you…

As I walked away… Not thinking of how much it would hurt.

Now I know, Goodbye…

Just wasn’t good enough.

Now I feel,

The regret fill my heart.

I was standing at a crossroad…

There was a choice I had to make…

At the time it didn’t matter,

How much our hearts would break.

Now as I start to imagine…

What it would have been like if I would have stayed…

I am riddled with questions.

What would it be like if we had never met?

I felt so jaded,

I was so tired of waiting,

That I just let it go.

But that’s something I realize...

I could never do.

You will always be on my mind...

I’ll Love you until the day that I die.

My feelings were never wasted…

Though my heart is breaking…

I still love you…

I’ll try to get it through…

Correct this mistake.

But even that’s a promise…

I don’t know if I can make …