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Heart of pain, Heart of Ice. The sequel.	By : Strawberries Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > Sessh?maru/Rin > Sessh?maru/Rin Views: 17710 -:- Recommendations : 1 -:- Currently Reading : 2
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chapter 3
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The sun was just hovering over the treeline as Kaede, holding
a bag in her left hand, knocked on
the door. After a few moments Sesshoumaru opened it.

Kaede smiled at the unexpressive dog demon. "Good evening, Sesshoumaru.
May I come in?"
Not saying a word, he turned and began walking back into the house,
leaving the door open.
Concerned, Kaede took it as an unspoken invitation and started into the
house. "Where is Rin?"
Sesshoumaru continued on, walking silently into
what looked like a hallway.
Kaede shook her head. This was not going to be easy. "Rin?" She called
out not too loudly, hoping the girl would hear and at least say something.
She followed Sesshoumaru's shadowed retreat into the hallway. At the end of the
hallway were some stairs that must go to the second floor, but there
were several doors, four on the left and four on the right. After Sesshoumaru
had disappeared up those stairs, she began looking.
Kaede came to the first door on the right and opened it to find
a large bathroom with
a garden size tub and shower stall as well. She shut the door, crossed the
hall, then lightly tapped. "Rin?" Hearing a soft rustle, Kaede turned the
knob and began to slowly open the door. The light was not on so she reached
for the switch. "It's me, Rin, Kaede. Are you alright?"
She didn't know what to expect. The light brightened the room.
Rin was on the bed, on her side, cuddled up tightly, her knees almost to
her nose.
Kaede sighed while walking to the bed. She placed the bag on
the night stand then sat gently by the
girl. "Rin?"
The girl shifted, her face hidden by her hair.
"I've come to check on you, child. Will you not talk to me?"
Kaede waited and waited and finally Rin barely shrugged her shoulders in
response. At least it was a start.
"Are you hungry, Rin? It's near dinner time. Would you like to eat?"
Again, she shifted, mumbling something that sounded like an 'I guess so.'
She laid a light hand on the girl's arm. "Come now. Sit up and talk
to me, child. Are you not feeling well?"
The girl eased up until she was sitting and smoothed her hair back.
Her face was flushed and her cheeks were wet as she stared at the rumpled
bed covers, frowning.
"Have you been crying, child?"
Rin nodded.
"Why?"
She shrugged her shoulders.
"You don't know why you were crying?" Kaede asked, trying hard to get the
girl to talk.
Still she was silent.
"Are you hurting?"
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Rin wanted to close her eyes and drift away from this place and
this feeling. It was so deep that it was eating her from the inside out.
She wanted it to go away but it was constantly knawing. "No. I don't hurt
but..."
"But what, child?"
She patted just above her stomach. "I..It's here. I feel it. Deep inside.
It pulls. It..it..aches. It won't go away. Why? Why is this happening to me?"
A warm arm embraced her shoulders as the older woman smiled and pulled
her close. "Rin, this feeling deep inside you is the incompleted bond
between you and Sesshoumaru. You will feel this way until...until you
fully accept him as your mate. Do you understand what I am trying to
say, child?"
Rin felt a bubbling ache beginning in her stomach. "Accept him how?"
The older woman sighed. "This is not going to be easy for you, and it
is not going to be easy for me to explain. To fully accept Sesshoumaru as
your mate you must want him to be around you. You must want to be with
him....in every way."
Kaede was dancing around it but Rin knew. She knew what Kaede was
trying to tell her. She would have to do that with him. She would have
to want to do that with him.
The bubble was trying to come out. Rin shivered and forced herself not
to throw up that horrible ball in her gut. "I understand but I don't want..
I don't want to. Please. I don't. He's a demon. I'm human. I don't want
to be hurt."
"He won't hurt you, Rin. You are his mate now. He doesn't want to hurt
you. He wants to..."
Rin knew what he wanted to do to her. She doubted Kaede knew what
demons were really like when they.... No. Sesshoumaru would hurt her if
he....if he....
"Rin, are you listening to me?" Kaede asked.
"Yes." Rin lied, despondently.
"Don't be afraid of him, child. He means you no harm. Just try to get to
know him. He won't force you to do anything you don't want to do.
O.K.?"
Even though Kaede seemed assured that the dog demon wouldn't hurt
her, Rin still, deep down inside, didn't believe it. She didn't want to
be with the demon.
Rin pushed the thought out of her head and leaned away from Kaede.
The warm arm fell from her shoulders. She twisted a bit of blanket in her
hand while staring at it. "Kaede?"
"Yes?"
Rin tried to keep the quiver out of her voice.
"I..I don't want to go back to school."
The woman let out a long breath. "That's okay, child. You don't have
to go back if you don't want to. I am sure that Sesshoumaru can hire
a private tutor. You will have the best education money can buy."
At least that horrible weight lightened from her chest.
Rin didn't care about getting an education. She just didn't want to go back
to that school now that she was mated to a demon.

With that settled, she felt more like eating. "I'm hungry."
The older woman smiled. "Let's go see what's in the cupboard."
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Rin sat at a small table while Kaede rummaged through the cabinet. The
kitchen was really big and it opened up to a long dining room.
The walls were white and so were the appliances.
"Not much here." Kaede said while setting some bread, cheese and lunch meat
on the table in front of her. "Sesshoumaru was a bachelor after all. Male's
living alone, especially demons, never have much food in stock." She set a
glass of milk down by the cheese. "Can you make yourself a sandwich? I'll
cut up an apple for you, okay dear?"
Rin reached for the bread and lunch meat. "Yeah, I can make it myself."
The bread smelled heavenly as she opened it, making her stomach
rumble.
Kaede opened the fridge and put the milk back in.
"To help out, I'm going to have a delivery service bring food once a
week. Okay, Rin?"
Rin nodded, liking the thought of having plenty of food all the time.
She began munching on the sandwich as Kaede sat down next to her.
Looking at the fridge and cabinets, Rin swallowed the mouthful of
food. "Can I come in
here and eat....whenever I want?" She asked while grabbing a slice of apple.
"I should think so. This house is now yours as well. I don't
think Sesshoumaru would mind you getting something to eat when you're hungry."
Kaede said.
Rin ate all the sandwich and apple. After helping Kaede clean up, Rin
walked into the dining room with the long table and eight chairs. She eased
into another smaller room that had a large comfy chair and TV. To her left
was the library and to her right was a large room with lots of windows that
had a sliding glass door which led outside.
"I guess you won't be too bored." Kaede said as she looked around.

"There are plenty of books and a TV." She switched on the television to find
a few local and cable channels.
Rin sat on the big chair. It felt soft and pillowy. She carefully
picked up the remote and started clicking through the channels.
Kaede began inspecting the library. "Do you want me to find you some
reading material, child?"
She glanced up from the channel surfing. "I guess so."
A moment later, Kaede came back into the den holding three fairly good
size books. "One is fiction and the other two are informational. You need to
learn as much as you can about being mated to an inu youkai. I'm going to set
these on your bed." Kaede left and returned a minute later. "I'm going to leave
now, Rin. The bag I brought has some items you may need in it: shampoo,
soap, toothpaste, deodorant, as well as other personal things. There are
two pain pills, one for tomorrow and one for the next day. I will be back
in two days with some more."
Kaede then smiled. "See me to the door?"
Rin followed Kaede to the front door. Before leaving, the older woman
gave her a warm hug. "Be patient, child, and do not worry. You are safe now.
Just give him a chance to show you he cares."
Kaede left and Rin watched her from the open doorway as the small blue
car pulled out
of the drive and down the road. Rin shut the door and locked it.
She turned around and silently stood, regarding the empty feel of her new
home. It was so big and so quiet.
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After turning off the TV, Rin went to her room and poured out the
contents of the bag on the bed. Taking the shampoo, soap, toothpaste, and
deodorant, along with some pj's and panties, she went to the bathroom
across the hall.
Rin closed the bathroom door and locked it. Next to the sink, she placed
all her stuff except the shampoo and soap.
She set the shampoo and soap on the edge of the tub. For a few moments
she marveled at how big it was. It looked big enough to float in without
touching the sides.
After turning on the water, Rin removed her clothes and stepped into the
tub. The hot water swirled, soothing. It felt so good to sink, the steaming
water covering her almost completely. She leaned her head back to rest on
the edge, closing her eyes, as the heat began to lull the pain away.
For a long time, she lay there, calm, dozing in and out before finally
sitting up to wash. But instead of washing, Rin looked at the sores, black
stitches and bruises. With careful attention, she touched the
ugly marks lightly, feeling pricks of soreness along with the deeply tender
blue and yellow circles that overlapped each other. Her body was so ugly.
And now, she had a horribly bruised and scabbed wound on her neck and shoulder
that
would probably leave a very noticeable scar that everyone could see. Everyone
would know the second they looked at her that she was mated to a dog demon:
an inu youkai's bitch. Delicately, she rubbed between her legs, flinching
at the feeling. The last few times her father had been so rough that it had
really hurt her down there. She paused, staring at the wall, remembering
what Kaede had said. To make the hollow pulling ache inside go away, she would
have to be with the dog demon. It already hurt so much down there. What if he..
What if he wanted to now? Would he make her? If he made her now, it would
hurt so bad.
Feeling dizzy, Rin closed her eyes. The feeling crawled over and inside
her body, making her tremble. No. No. NO! "Please...no." She didn't want
him pulling, grabbing, groping, his claws scratching, ripping, tearing, his
teeth sinking.... painfully ramming his thick length into her. Savagely
stretching, splitting, thrusting over and over till she screamed....
Just in time, she crawled out of the tub and threw up in the toilet.
While hacking and coughing, tears slid down her cheeks. "Noooo...." She
moaned in a whisper.
"I can't... I can't...."
Rin wiped her mouth as she slid back into the water. The nasty taste of
bile made her grimace so she washed her mouth out. Still letting the
tears fall, she lay back again. The terrible ache inside was worse now, so bad
she wanted it to go away...forever.
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Sesshoumaru stood outside the bathroom door, listening to the sounds of
retching. The young female was throwing up and crying and it made him
want to break the door down. It took every ounce of self control but
he restrained himself. His sudden actions would scare her and he didn't
want that. Instead, he listened carefully. After hearing her get back
in the tub, he relaxed.
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