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Love Me Love Me Not	By : Namiriana Category: InuYasha AU/AR > Yaoi - Male/Male Views: 10157 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 1
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Title: Love Me Love Me Not
Chapter: Everything Changed
Date: July 4, 2010
One Hundred Years Later Healer Pancho watched as his charge for the past one hundred and sixty years played like a mere toddler amongst the gardens. He was happy that Inuyasha could find such joy in playing with himself as well as the creatures of Nature, for they seemed to be his only companions in Inuyasha’s dark world. It was also sad that he could only bring the boy out at night once a week except the week of the new moon. Had anyone have found out that the child turned human on that night, Inuyasha would have been dead before he even reached his toddler years. Not even the nursemaids had known as they had refused to even feed the child unless Pancho himself was there to watch them do so under threat of reporting their disobedience to Lord InuTaisho. He did not know if it would do much good, though, seeing as their lord had not even inquired about the child since his presence at the birth.
The healer was brought out of his musings when one of the palace guards called his attention. He looked back at Inuyasha and saw that he was having a good time. He would not ruin that; Inuyasha would be fine on his own for a little bit. Inuyasha was caught up in a game of tag with the moths in the garden. His haired shined with a pale light as the beams of the full moon rained down upon him as he ran through the illuminated paths of the garden. He was trying to hide from his smaller, winged companions as he heard them softly counting together in unison. He had hidden behind a sakura tree and was diligently watching out for his furry bodied friends when he felt tiny feet on the back of one of his silky ears. Inuyasha giggled before reaching up and allowing the moth to settle in his hand. The other moths that had been looking for him gathered around him as well before Inuyasha told them to hide and he began to count as the moths dispersed from him.
When he reached thirty, Inuyasha moved along the garden paths looking for each of his seven friends. Inuyasha had his sights set on the last of his friends who had decided to hide amongst plain sight. The little gray moth was sitting docilely in the middle of the garden path and Inuyasha was just getting ready to pounce. After making sure that his little friend was completely unaware of his presence, Inuyasha leaped over the small bush he had been hiding behind and cupped his hands around the small insect that had been perched innocently upon the ground. While Inuyasha was reveling in his victory of having found them all, he was completely unaware of another presence on the path until said presence tripped over his kneeling form. Inuyasha gasped when he saw who the presence was that had tripped over him and then began to tremble in fear. He was really in for it.
InuTaisho had finally had the palace opened to visitors, the dark curtains taken down, and the portrait of his mate was finally moved into the Hall of Ancestors. The problem that he had to face currently was that he needed a new mate and one that would be strong enough physically and spiritually to give him a child. The main problem within the larger problem was that every demoness and submissive male that had offered themselves or been offered did not even have a tenth of the strength and youki that his first mate Raja had had. The absence of a mate and child had the council growing restless and some were plotting to have themselves promoted to the throne when it was time for him to step down within the next seven millennia or so. InuTaisho was rudely pulled from his musings when he tripped over something. He managed to keep himself from face planting in the dirt and rolled over to what it was that he had stumbled over only to find out that it was a person. It took the DaiYoukai a moment to recall where he had seen the puppy eared hanyou as well as recall why the scent was familiar to him. It was the bastard that had been born of that ningen hime a while back. Beyond that, InuTaisho felt and recognized something that he had been looking for in the past three months that the palace had been reopened.
He mentally smacked himself that he had not thought of the idea himself sooner. It would have saved him a lot of trouble. Inuyasha. The boy that had been born of his own seed should, whether half human or not, be strong enough spiritually to become impregnated and sustain the child for the full term. Deciding to test this theory and worry about the physical requirements after, the larger demon pushed his aura outwards to lap at Inuyasha’s own. Inuyasha whimpered as the powerful youki of the white inu king touched his own. It caused his shivering to become more pronounced while his own aura tried to reach out to mingle with the addictive, more powerful youki. It pulled back before Inuyasha’s youki could do anything more than slide along the other energy. He let out another pitiful whimper before becoming silent as he kept his eyes on the ground and his body bowed toward the higher ranked demon. InuTaisho growled his pleasure at the show of such complete submission in his presence and he knew that the little bastard would finally be good for something. Without a word, the DaiYoukai grabbed the small boy by the arm and began to lead him back into the palace and to his own rooms. He would have to wait for another year before he could make the boy his mate and impregnate him, but he did not want the half-breed to disappear when he seemed to be the only one that met the requirements needed to bear him an heir.
Pancho returned outside in time to see Lord InuTaisho dragging his charge in the direction of the palace. The healer became worried at the thought of what the demon would do to his charge and what his charge had done to deserve such obviously rough treatment from the Lord of the Western Lands. He quickly followed after the two to see what exactly his charge had done and hopefully divert disaster as Inuyasha had already been through enough. When he caught up with them, Pancho begged his lord to tell him what Inuyasha did against him and that he would punish the boy properly, if allowed. InuTaisho looked at the healer before motioning him to follow without saying a word. Pancho fell in step behind his frightened charge and his lord whom seemed disturbingly calm about the entire situation. Pancho had been surprised and overtly worried when his lord had finally confessed what he had wanted Inuyasha for. He was not surprised, however, when he was entrusted with improving Inuyasha’s health for the mating and impregnating.
That had been almost a year ago and Inuyasha’s health had steadily improved with regular, non-poisoned meals; time in the sun, though only in the Western Lord’s private gardens; and a steady regiment of supplements to his normal diet. Even with all of that, Inuyasha would never reach the height or mass that he could have potentially had due to the years of abuse. He was still abnormally strong for a hanyou, though, and that regarded both his physical nature as well as his youki. Inuyasha was absolutely terrified of everything that he was going to be expected to do within the coming month. He had been brought to his current room that could only be accessed through Lord InuTaisho’s rooms. There was no other entrance or exit and Inuyasha was only allowed to leave when he was escorted by either Pancho for garden visits or InuTaisho himself wanted to see him. The only time when InuTaisho wanted anything to do with him was when he was excusing Inuyasha from his rooms during the night before, of, and after the new moon. He said that Inuyasha’s scent during that time was absolutely repulsive and almost reminded him of the human that had bore him. Inuyasha never replied as he was afraid of what his lord would do to him if he told him the reason why his scent so closely resembled birth mothers during that time.
It was also during the past year that Inuyasha’s connection with Mother Nature intensified to the point that he could see and feel her physical representation whenever he wanted to talk with her or just needed her comfort. He had even gotten so close to her that he referred to her as Mother considering his had never wanted him in the first place. She was the only one beside Pancho to show him any type of affection or care. It was for that reason that she was holding him close to her bosom in the last hours before the mating season officially began.
“I’m scared Mother! I don’t want to be his mate. I don’t want to bear his children. I don’t want to be here. I want to live with you and go wherever you go. I don’t want to be stuck here anymore. No one wants me around anyway and yet they won’t let me leave. Can’t you just take me with you, please?” Inuyasha cried into her arms. He hugged her tighter as he released all of the tension, grief, and fear at the thought of what he was going to have to do with the demon that should have been a father to him. It was not uncommon for parents to take their children as mates, but it did not happen often as sibling pairings were more common.
“You will be alright child. Though times may be hard now and for some years to come it will get better and you will be the one to bring about the change. You must be strong my little one as this is the path you were destined to take. I will always be here to guide and care for you. Just do not hesitate to call on me.” She replied. She kissed him on the forehead and told him to rest as the time for the season to begin was almost near. Inuyasha did as she asked and slowly slipped into a fitful rest. He would trust in her words because she had never lied to him before and it was the only comfort that he had left. He just hoped that he was as strong as she believed him to be because he was already so sick of the world he lived in; he did not know how much more it would take before he finally lost all hope within himself.
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