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Conversations With Wolves	By : Tassanaburrfoot Category: InuYasha > Het - Male/Female > Kouga/Kagome Views: 9456 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 0
Disclaimer: I do not now, nor have I ever, owned Inuyasha. I will not recieve any compensation for this.

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Kagome awoke to the smell of coffee. It was a wonderful smell and she moaned in delight for it.
“Would you like a cup?” asked a masculine voice.
“Mmhmm,” she replied before shooting up in a sitting position and opening her eyes.
The miko glanced around her surroundings frantically. Oh no! She thought as she realized she was lying on Koga’s couch. That’s when she noticed she wasn’t wearing her own clothes either. Instead, she had on a plain blue t-shirt and a pair of black boxers.
“Where’s my skirt?” she asked him as she looked around the floor for it.
He pointed to the overstuffed chair where her clothes were sat neatly folded. “You were falling asleep, so I gave you clothes to change into,” he explained as he handed her a cup of coffee.
She took a sip of the hot drink and closed her eyes, savouring the taste. Her eyes opened slowly and she frowned. “Why didn’t you take me home?” she questioned.
He shrugged as he sat on the couch next to her. “Didn’t think you’d want me driving drunk,” he responded.
Her eyes widened. “You were drunk?”
He chuckled. “No, but you seemed to think so,” he said as he took a sip of his own coffee.
They sat in silence for a while, each enjoying their own coffees as the events from the night before played in their heads.
Kagome remembered fussing at Koga for being drunk. It seemed to her that he had managed to down an entire case of beer. It made him clingy than normal and she had to fight him off several times. Even worse, the alcohol had also made him quite horny and she had felt him when he would press up against her. Thankfully, he had kept his word and did not try to take advantage of her. Then again, how could he when she refused to drink anything save a glass of water?
When he wasn’t trying to kiss her, they talked. He gave her the rundown on how his life had been since he last saw her. He was an architect now and his pack all worked in the construction industry. Together, they had the Wolf Project, which was a company Koga owned and ran. They built everything from houses to businesses to skyscrapers. (That was how Koga managed to afford Armani and Rolex.)
Two of his wolves lived in his house. Because owning wolves was illegal in the city limits, Koga had them licensed as mutts. These wolves spent most of their time roaming in the yard or house.
He gave her a tour of the house and told her how he wanted to expand it once he had a family. “How many kids did you want again, Kagome? 4? 12?”
For now, the house was a two bedroom, one bath building. The extra bedroom housed most of Koga’s exercise equipment and desk. “I’ll have to clean the computer before you get on it. Wouldn’t want you to stumble into a folder you don’t need to look at. I am, after all, a single man.”
His bedroom was large and incredibly spacious. Decorated in a contemporary Japanese style, he had a king-sized bed, a dresser, a nightstand, and a taller set of drawers. All the furniture was made of wood and had a maple finish to them. The room was airy and had a rather large window to the right.
Koga had offered to let Kagome sleep in his bed, but she politely refused. She didn’t need him getting any more ideas than he already had.
Kagome looked at her mug of coffee and thought a lot about their conversations the night before. It wasn’t that Koga had been without a woman for 500 years. He just never could find a woman he wanted to settle down with.
“Wolf bitches are great,” he had told her. “Wolf demon bitches are incredible, but I just ain’t got no interest in them.”
He had tried dating human women as well, but, “They were more interested in how hot I looked without any clothes on. And they always left before I could really get to know ‘em.”
She mentally wondered if he even allowed any of them to stay long enough. She assumed he was still incredibly hung up on her, which surprised her. She would have thought that after 500 years, he would have been over her by now.
“Why haven’t you moved on?” she thought aloud. She hadn’t meant to say it out loud and gasped when she felt Koga shift on the couch.
He shrugged as he lazily rested his foot on his knee. “Never wanted to,” he told her truthfully. “I wasn’t joking when I told you before about wolves mating for life.”
“But we never mated!” she proclaimed in frustration. “To be someone’s mate, you have to have sex, right? We’ve never had sex. We haven’t even kissed!”
He gave her half a smirk. “You wanna?”
“No, I don’t wanna!” she stated. “What I would like is to see you happy.”
He furrowed his eyebrows. “But I am happy,” he told her as he took another slurp of his drink.
“Koga, you dream about building a home for your family. You told me yourself that you want a wife and children,” she said looking at him. “I know you can’t always be happy just having your wolves for company.”
He met her eyes and took a deep breath. As he released the breath, he said, “You don’t understand, Kagome.”
“No, I don’t,” she agreed.
He gave her a sarcastic smile. “No, you really don’t,” he told her. He turned his gaze to the blank television. “I would love to have a wife and children. It’s a dream that I have almost every night. But that doesn’t mean I am unhappy. I have my pack, my health, and my career. I wake every morning with the thought that it’s gonna be a great day.”
Kagome smiled sadly. “That’s great that you can look on the positive side of things, Koga.”
He snorted as he closed his eyes and rubbed his temple with one hand. “Sure,” he commented. “I have to. It’s what the alpha does. I’m the leader of this pack and I gotta make sure everyone is satisfied. And if I’m not happy, the entire pack is affected by it. Being positive comes with the territory.”
“But?”
He let his hand fall to his lap and stared at it. “I would like to have a warm body to sleep next to at night. Someone I could share my thoughts with without worrying about them using it against me. Someone I can be upset around. Always smiling and being happy is hard.”
She nodded in agreement. “Especially when you’re so lonely,” she agreed.
He pursed his lips as he stared hard at the television. “Don’t suppose you would wanna help me with that, huh?” he asked her. He turned and looked at her. “Wolves mate for life, Kagome. That’s not a line we throw. And we tend to be very careful of who we choose as our mate because it means so much to us.
“You think it’s simple, don’t ya? That I could just forget you ever existed and find some other bitch to fill my bed. After all, like you said, you and I never had sex. We’ve never even kissed.”
He turned his face downward and away, not looking at her. “There’s more to it than that,” he confessed. “When a wolf has chosen his mate, he becomes attached to her, heart and soul. It doesn’t matter if we actually have sex or not. She becomes everything to him and he cannot imagine himself with any other female. In his mind, she’s the only one that really exists.”
He took her small hands into his larger ones and stared at them. “I thought you were dead,” he professed. “I thought something bad had happened to you and mutt-face didn’t tell me. My heart ached and yearned for you. There were times when I couldn’t help but howl out your name, begging your spirit to return to this plane. Many of the pack members feared that I would step down from leadership. For a while… I did, too.”
“Koga,” Kagome whispered, shocked by what she was hearing.
He looked up and met her blue eyes with his own. His eyes were filled with unshed tears and Kagome was at a loss of what to do. She had never seen this side of Koga before. She did not even know this side existed.
The Koga she knew was tough and strong. He led his pack with an iron fist and took bullshit from no one. He fought hard and played hard. Sure he enjoyed a good banter and he was pretty laid back. But he could be quite brutal when needed.
The Koga she saw now was a broken man. She could see the fear and worry in his eyes. Years of suffering was etched in his face. Her heart bled for him.
“I never meant to hurt you, Koga,” she murmured softly. “I wish I never would have left the Feudal Era, but I did what I thought was the right thing to do. The jewel was gone. Naraku was gone. My time there was done and I wanted to finish school. I would like to return someday and…”
“Don’t,” he said quickly and a bit more forcibly than necessary. “Don’t go back, Kagome.”
“But…”
“Don’t,” he said even more forcibly this time. He growled, “I can’t lose you again. I couldn’t bear it.”
He quickly wrapped his arms around her body and hugged her tightly. His face buried itself in her hair. “Don’t do that to me,” he whispered in her hair.
She sat frozen in his arms. She had no idea how to respond to him. What was she to say? What was she to do? What about Inuyasha?
She gently placed her hands on his shoulders and pushed him slightly off. “Koga, I don’t want…”
She never finished her statement for he used that moment to press his lips against hers. Her eyes widened in surprise. He was kissing her! One of his hands clinched the back of her head while the other rested on her back. His eyes were closed and she could see that he had, indeed, been weeping in her hair.
Hesitantly, she began to relax in his arms. Her eyes fluttered closed as she began to return his kiss. She could taste the coffee mixed with something that was completely Koga.
His kiss was hard and longing. She could feel his love for her in his kiss and she felt herself falling more into it. Or was she just falling overall?
Her back pressed against the couch as he hovered over her. A part of her brain wanted him to stop. They shouldn’t be doing this. She loved Inuyasha, not Koga, right? Right?
But he felt so right against her as his body became aligned with hers. His hands tangled themselves in her hair as he kissed her. His lips trailed kisses down to her neck and he gently suckled at the sensitive spot there.
Her back arched as she opened her eyes and stared up at the ceiling. She had never had a guy kiss that sweet spot and she found she liked it. Her own hands found their way into his hair as her mouth searched for his.
He obliged her willingly, letting his tongue slip between her teeth. One of his hands untangled themselves and moved to her hip. He caressed it for a moment before letting it slip further down to her thigh. She felt as he lifted her leg and wrapped it around his waist.
She felt the tip of his penis as he pressed it against her. Immediately, she released his lips and threw her head upward. “Koga,” she rasped.
She felt him get even more excited as he kissed her throat and pressed even more persistently against her core. “Koga, please stop,” she moaned.
She could feel a deep, frustrated rumble in his chest, but he stiffened against her. He also stopped kissing her. She looked down and saw his eyes were still closed. It was then she remembered she was wearing a pair of boxers and he was dressed in pants.
He was breathing heavily, his hands staying steady on her body. She waited a moment before she repeated his name.
“Wait,” he snapped at her.
Suddenly frightened, she clamped her mouth shut. She had never heard that tone of voice from him; at least, not directed at her.
When he opened his eyes, she could see the red tinges in them. That was another “new” for her. Was he really showing her his demon?
He stared at her. “Give me a chance,” he snarled. “You want me, you know you do. I can feel that you want me. I can smell it. All I’m asking for is a chance, Kagome. Let me prove to you that I can be your man. I love you. I always have. Let me love you.”
She shuddered. His entire body bristled with electricity and emotion. She didn’t know what to do.
“Ok,” she agreed.

Author's Note: Thanks for the reviews. I promise this story will get steamier as the time goes. I should probably also warn all of you, just in case you didn't see the warning in the summary, there is bestiality in this story. It's not until later, but it is in here. (And much more graphic than what's on FF.net.
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