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Loss of Love	By : Kailover Category: InuYasha > Yaoi - Male/Male > InuYasha/Sessh?maru > InuYasha/Sessh?maru Views: 3991 -:- Recommendations : 0 -:- Currently Reading : 2
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Disclaimer - I do not own the fandom InuYasha in any way I also do not make any money from this
Loss of Love

Chapter Three

The rest of the day passed by quietly and everytime Sesshomaru left the room he would come back to find InuYasha gone and would be found sitting in the nursary in his rocking chair and each time Sesshomaru would take him back to the living room; he didn't want to InuYasha to be alone and he didn't want to be sitting in THAT room where their pup would have slept. Now it was a place that would only cause InuYasha more upset than needed and would only slow his mental recovering even further than it was already. That night he dressed them both for bed and for the first time since the accident, the two mates slept together in their bed with Sesshomaru holding his still mate tenderly in his arms.
The next morning came by too quickly in Sesshomaru's opinion and somehow he awoke to find himself alone and like the previous day he found InuYasha sitting in the damned rocking chair in the cursed room. He approached his mate and placed a gentle kiss on his forehead.
"Morning my Yasha I hope you slept well" the words fell on deaf ears and Sesshomaru couldn't help but sigh at the behaviour that he was going to have to get used to even though he hated it. He left InuYasha briefly to get dressed and called the office to let Naraku know he was in charge. He returned to where InuYasha sat and brought him back to their room where he dressed him and brushed his long thick hair before leading him downstairs for breakfast. He sat InuYasha down on one of the breakfast stool's and kept an eye on his mate as he prepare breakfast of scrambled eggs and toast; something InuYasha had a fondness for. Once finished he dished it out and sat next to his mate as he began feeding him. Once InuYasha had finished he began eating his own and had just finished when there was a knock at the door. He made his way to the front door and opened it to find his mother standing there; there was a sympathetic look that graced her features as Sesshomaru stepped aside and allowed his mother in. On their way back to the kitchen, they noticed InuYasha walking towards them. Sesshomaru groaned as he grabbed InuYasha in his arms and stopped him making his way to his destination. InuKimi watched this with concern. A growl was heard which caught Sesshomaru off guard. It was the first sound he heard come from InuYasha in a week. He kept his hold firm.
"No InuYasha it'll only cause you pain being in there" he told him as he lifted InuYasha into his arms and proceeded to carry him into the living room with InuKimi following. She hoped things would work out but she had her reservations about them espcially after what she had just witnessed. She watched as InuYasha fought against his mate.
"Cease this my Yasha I don't want to see you suffer" Sesshomaru was pleading but InuYasha heard none of it as he managed to free a hand and without warning he clawed at Sesshomaru face causing his hold to loosen giving InuYasha his chance to escape. InuKimi watched sadly as the hanyou rushed away before turning her gaze to her son who seemed shocked. The claw marks healed swiftly. InuKimi made her way to the kitchen and made a pot of tea and offered a cup to Sesshomaru who took it gratefully.
"How long as he been like this?" she asked finally breaking the silence
"Since he woke up in hospital however he's not made a sound or moved like that till today. He's usually still and quiet and I apologise for it" he said as tears began to form. InuKimi hugged him.
"Its alright my son I do not blame you nor do I blame him. Sometime terrible has happened to you both and you may grieve and deal with it as you see fit. Your mate needs you" InuKimi spoke giving her son comfort and guidence. There the two Inu's sat while upstairs InuYasha sat in the rocking chair.
Back in the kitchen InuKimi and Sesshomaru were discussing InuYasha.
"So have you thought about what you going to do long term? I mean Naraku and your father can manage the business but how long are you going to remain here looking after InuYasha?" she asked
"Till he snaps out of this. He's more important to me right now" he responded dryly. He wasn't sure he liked were this converstation was going.
"But that could be weeks, months or even years" InuKimi continued.
"If that is the case then so be it" he replied. A couple of years ago he wouldn't have said something like that which showed that he had changed. InuKimi sighed.
"Well then I hope you know what you are doing. Anyway your father will keep things going for you but just think about what I have said. I hope it doesn't come to this but you'll have to accept that there's a possibility that InuYasha; the one you love may not come back" and with that she swiftly departed leaving Sesshomaru alone with his thoughts.
Once again the day passed by slowly with Sesshomaru doing odd jobs around the house and checking on his mate who didn't move from his chair. As the days passed a routine was established however by the end of the week, Sesshomaru felt like he was going insane from being cooped up inside so made the decision to take InuYasha out for a walk. So on Friday morning after breakfast and the kitchen had been tidied, Sesshomaru led InuYasha outside for their walk, holding his mate's hand. They walked along the sidewalk, side by side. They walked on, going nowhere in particular however suddenly InuYasha stopped and began to shake.
"InuYasha what's wrong?" Sesshomaru asked in concern. InuYasha simply began to crumble where he stood and Sesshomaru caught him in his arms before InuYasha fell to the floor. Sesshomaru ignored the passer's by as they stared at them. Maybe this hadn't been a good idea; maybe it had been too soon. Swiftly Sesshomaru returned InuYasha to the safety of their home and instead of placing him in the living room, he brought him to the one place that seemed to give his mate comfort and that was the rocking chair in the former nursary. Once in the chair InuYasha seemed to recover somewhat. Sesshomaru knelt infront of his mate as he tenderly stroked his round face and placed loving kisses. InuYasha was unresponsive as usual. Sesshomaru placed a kiss to his mate's forehead before leaving the room sadly. Sesshomaru went to their bedroom and uncharacteristly broke down in tears at the thought of his mate being trapped like this for the rest of his life.
InuKimi was scared. She was scared for both her son and his mate and she hated it. This also caused her mate Tashio Taka to worry as well.
"Look my dear Sesshomaru is an adult and he's as stubborn as they come. The only thing we can do is be there for them both" Tashio spoke however InuKimi didn't listen.
"You would say that but you didn't see him. It's not going to be easy and I could already see that Sesshomaru would struggle. I want to be there for him" she continued as Tashio sighed.
"Life is never easy and I'm sure this will test our son but if anyone can do it, then Sesshomaru's the one. We've taught him well and he loves InuYasha. We need to have faith in him and help him when or if he asks. We cannot do this for him." at those words InuKimi nodded as her icy mask shattered and the tears began to fall. Tashio held his mate lovingly in his strong arms; giving her time to cry. The road ahead of them was going to be a long one and he hoped things would indeed work out.
InuYasha felt trapped within himself. He could hear and feel Sesshomaru and how his mate was suffering however he couldn't find the words. He was locked within his own misery and heartache.
A month had passed by slowly. The two mates hadn't ventured outside since their walk however Sesshomaru had managed to coax his mate out of the room and InuYasha seemed happier and had even spent time in the garden. The daily routine was simple and consisted of Sesshomaru getting up and getting InuYasha washed and dressed first. He would then allow InuYasha to sit in the room while he got himself washed and ready before Sesshomaru began breakfast. Before the accident, InuYasha would cook and Sesshomaru always loved coming home after a long day to see what InuYasha had made for them. Now Sesshomaru had to do everything that InuYasha did and now that his father was over-se overing things at work; Sesshomaru found himself locked in this continuous cycle that seemed never-ending; not that he blamed his mate. After breakfast was finished and things tidied away, Sesshomaru would begin the list of chores around the house such as washing and keeping the place tidy. Once that was done he would begin lunch. Once lunch was over, he would allow himself to relax with InuYasha and they would watch a movie. When the movie ended, dinner would be prepared and in the evening they would watch television before going to bed. This morning the normal routine had been done however before Sesshomaru could begin the house work, the door bell was heard and Sesshomaru answered the door only to find the last two people he hadn't expected to see. His parents. He stepped aside and allowed them entry. They stepped inside and made their way into the living room where InuYasha sat. InuKimi gazed at her son's mate thoughtfully. She approached the half demon and sat down beside him as she tenderly stroked an ear. No response.
"How has he been?" she asked. Sesshomaru sat on the opposite side of his mate on the arm rest.
"The usual. He's been like this for a month. The only time he made a sound was when he had a break down when I took him for a walk but since then he's kept quiet. I've managed to settle him so he stays downstairs for most part or goes in the garden. The only time I find him in the other room is in the mornings, so I allow him that." he informed his mother. InuKimi gazed at her son and could see the strain he was under and she wondered how long it would be before even her Sesshomaru would break down. She looked at her own mate and Tashio nodded. He was thinking the same thing.
"When was the last time you went out?" Tashio asked in concern.
"Yesturday we were in the garden" responded Sesshomaru which caused Tashio to sigh.
"I didn't mean in the garden but outside of this area. When was the last time you went out?" Tashio repeated the question.
"The last time we went out he broke down so about a month"
"Thought so. Well in that case grab your shoes and come out with me. Your mother shall keep an eye on InuYasha. This is not a request but an order" Tashio said sharply with Sesshomaru scowling but found himself obeying and after putting on his shoes and saying goodbye to InuYasha; father and son left the house.
Tashio and Sesshomaru walked in silence till they were a good distance from the house and it was then that Tashio decided to break the silence.
"So what are your plans long-term?" he asked. Sesshomaru eyed his father suspisiously.
"He's going to snap out of this" he was positive. It was just a matter of time.
"Sesshomaru I admire what you are doing however he's been like this for a month and it's not going to fix itself quickly. InuYasha could be like this for years or there is a possiblity that he'll remain like this for the rest of his life. There are various ways that could be of use and the main thing is to do what's best for InuYasha" Tashio stated causing a growl to errupt from Sesshomaru.
"Like put him in a home? Not a chance" Sesshomaru refused.
"That is one possibility but another is to have a home carer and that will allow you some time out of the house. Remember you have to take care of yourself as well because if you break down then you won't be of help to your mate. You could even have the carer part-time" advised Tashio. They reached a small park that Sesshomaru and InuYasha had often spent time in and sat down on a bench. Sesshomaru placed his head in his hands as he found himself able to grieve for the first time for his lost pup and for his mate.
"I...feel...useless...and...I...miss...him" he said between sobs which wasn't something he did and a part of him hated himself for doing it. Tashio wrapped an arm around his son.
"I know son. We all do and we'll be here to help you both however there is nothing wrong with asking for some help. Everyone needs a break every now and then; even you my son. InuYasha will not think any less of you and neither with we. I am so proud of you my son" the words gave Sesshomaru comfort as the tears continued to roll. The two inu's stayed there for a while; giving Sesshomaru time to allow the tears to flow till they stopped. Sesshomaru managed to compose himself and they left the park and and returned home.
InuKimi and Tashio remained for the rest of the day and well into the evening and Sesshomaru was grateful. When his parents were ready to leave Sesshomaru made a decision about having a part-time carer and Tashio promised he would look into it. Soon after his parents had left, Sesshomaru began his routine of getting ready for bed and that night as he held his beloved mate in his arms he found himself wondering if what his father had said was true? Would InuYasha remain like this for the rest of his life? The thought made him uneasy however that was the worst case situation and he had to remain positive. It was past midnight by the time Sesshomaru drifted to an uneasy sleep, dreading the new day that lay ahead.
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